DAY 2: The Relationship between Energy and Money
Who I Am as Money – continued
Here we continue walking our mind relationship to energy,
our world-system relationship to money and how the Mind/Energy is equal to and
one with the World-System and Money.
We walk the process through Self-Forgiveness, as the
self-directive principled writing of giving back to ourselves the
responsibility of ourselves and our creation as the Mind/Energy and the
World-System/Money, to within that responsibility – have the power to stand-up
as our creation, and stand with ourselves and our creation to
recreate/transform ourselves to a manifestation that stand within the principle
of equality and oneness.
With Self-Forgiveness, one see/realise/understand how self
has accepted and allowed self to separate self into the Mind/Energy, and so
created the separation into the World-System/Money: Through walking this
process with us in this Blog – one will see/realise/understand how each one has
been responsible for who we are and how we live, for what the world has become
and how the world functions, through our very acceptance and allowance of our
relationships to ourselves, the mind, energy, others, the world-system and
money that has created/manifested the consequences all in this physical-reality
face and experience today.
If you’re ready to stand up in self-responsibility and walk
the future of this world, for self and for all – suggest visiting the
Desteni-Forums / Destonians
as living examples of individuals walking their processes through taking
responsibility for the Mind/Energy, and furthermore the Equal Money System –
where we’re taking responsibility for and stand up as the World-System in
implementing/creating solutions to the functioning of the World-System of Money
that will provide/ensure a future for each individual human being on this Earth
through changing/transforming our relationship to the World, Money and so ourselves
and each other.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
from childhood live in this physical world with my internal experience of
energy and external participation in / with money without question,
consideration or regard of what in fact made my internal experiences of energy
possible as Money
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand that all my energetic-experiences as a child – is/has
been directly linked to money, as money is what defined my parents’ minds and
personalities as how the physically presented themselves which I
copied/duplicated/imitated and so prepared my internal energetic experiences in
relation to money to construct/programme/build my mind’s ‘money/ego primary personality’
in preparation for/of my fight for survival in the world-system
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand, how – being born into a world of money, with
parent’s personalities/ego of mind as money controlling/influencing/determining
their behaviour and the material/physical possessions of money in my world –
have determined, influenced and controlled my internal energy experiences as a
child of happiness, bliss, care, comfort, love, joy, expression, freedom,
innocence – where it felt like I did not have a care in the world as the
parents smiled, and the toys shined as my internal energy experiences and
external manifestations of money preoccupied me from the reality of the
physical and the functioning of money and the consequences my energy
experiences and the conditioning of money would have on who I would become and
I would live to the lives of billions of others human beings, where I would
walk in the life of money of not have a care to the world as my internal
energies of mind and external reality of personal world preoccupy my from the
rest of this existence as myself
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand, how – being born into the world without money, would
introduce me to the physical-reality experiences of hunger, starvation and the
smiles of my parents would be met with sadness and sorrow and the caring hands
of my parents would tremble with uncertainty and fear. How having no money had
manifested my parents into personalities of mind in the physical that speak /
express through the physical as sadness, sorrow, fear and uncertainty that I as
a child succumb to as I observe, imprint, imitate and copy the representation
of my parents as who they are and have become in their physical living as their
energy experiences of no money and their external world/environment of no
money; and so I walk a life of internal energy experiences of sadness, sorrow,
fear and uncertainty as the internal energy experiences of no money and
external reality functioning of no money – sadness and sorrow as the future
ahead looks dark/unknown and fear/uncertainty as the breaths walk one closer to
death because of the scarcity/deprivation of foods/resources
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how my mind, as thoughts, internal conversations and
reactions as personalities – originally manifested from/through
energy-experiences as a child, energy-experiences that I inherent from my parents/those
that had gone before me, where those that has gone before me has become living
embodiments as Minds of Energy that has created/programmed and conditioned
themselves equal-to and one-with their external conditions, with the external
conditions being manifestations/embodiments that exist as it does because of/as
Money
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
as a child, embrace my internal energy experiences and my external reality
experience unconditionally with the gullibility of trusting that I’d come into
a world/be born into a world where I’d be embraced unconditionally as I stand
vulnerable and open and exposed to be guided internally and externally
within/through this world/on this earth to be welcomed as one in the equality
of this physical existence – only to at death, return to my life in my mind
realising the regrets and aloneness, but not seeing/realising/understanding the
one thing that has determined, controlled my life of regret and aloneness:
Energy and Money – one and the same, in a different form/substance and
manifestation; that I was left alone within myself to ‘find my way’ through
this world, and that I was misguided by those that has gone before me and all I
see as I look through my life is memories, all I experience when I look through
my life is emotions and feelings, and all I leave behind will wither away in
time as I will eventually as energy in memories of other’s mind wither away in
time and left with confusion as I wonder: What was the point/reason/purpose of
it all?
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
as a child, absorb my internal energy experiences I experienced towards my
external environment, equal-to and one-with how I absorbed my external reality
as pictures/images – where I simply absorbed and manifested my internal energy
experiences and external reality manifestations, as I was completely left alone
with my internal reality experiences and external reality manifestations with
no reference of how to interact/link/connect a relationship with myself to my
physical reality, with no-one to communicate with or understand me - all I was
left with was to mentally and physically absorb, integrate and manifest my
internal and external realities and experiences with the hopes that I will be
able to eventually communicate/express/understand them, but as time passes –
the energies accumulates and my reality becomes more defined, as so my past
internal energy experiences and external reality manifestations becomes
suppressions in my mind and physical as I become preoccupied with layers of
internal energy experiences and external reality manifestation definitions –
where my entire internal reality of energy preoccupies my mind, and my external
reality of manifestations preoccupies my life/world and I completely forget and
don’t remember how I had come to link/connect/define myself and life through
energy and with money – instead of me as myself through/with the physical
developing an equal and one relationship with this physical-reality as myself
as this physical existence I was born into
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how Energy separated me from myself as the Physical,
and how Money has separated me from myself as the Physical, as Humanity as this
Earth, as the animal-kingdom and this Existence
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
separate my direct relationship with my human physical body and so my natural
self expression through, with and as the physical, and in this accepted and
allowed separation – abdicated my self-expression as equality and oneness
with/as my physical, and the consequence of this accepted and allowed
separation, created Energy as the ‘stand-in’ manifestation and substance that
stepped-in in my stead, and experienced itself FOR Me, and in this – instead of
me creating a physical world interaction and relationship of equality and
oneness with all that is physical, created a manifestation of Money, equal-to
and one with the creation of Energy, that would regulate, define and control
all my relationships of myself, others, the physical and this world, as Money
took my place in interconnecting all that is here as me, because I did not
stand as the living example of the One and Equal relationship that should have
existed/come into being/manifestation/creation between/within and as all that
is here as me in this physical existence
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
as my creation of/as energy due to my accepted and allowed abdication of
self-responsibility through separation from myself as the physical – create a
world-system of separation as money – that control and determine the Minds and
Relationships of individuals and humanity, as Energy have come to define the
Mind and Money have come to define the World, and in this definition of Energy
and Money within the starting-point of/as Separation, have created/manifested
individuals within self-separation and a humanity as a whole within separation,
as I have internally and externally become separate from myself, others, the
earth, the animal-kingdom, this entire physical existence – never realising the
extent of the consequence One Point created/manifested, as all one points
created/manifested together as each human being exist within this separation of
self within and without through/as Energy and Money and constantly and
continuously perpetuating/contributing to the inequality and separation
within/between self and all that exist within this physical existence
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how this One Point of accepted and allowed separation
between myself and the physical, brought forth Energy, Energy that would become
a consciousness in itself, a consciousness that would strive to survive and so
created/manifested a World-System within this equal and one starting-point and
nature – a World-System that only exist/function with Consciousness striving to
survive, so the World-System is/has become a direct reflection of the
nature/manifestation of Consciousness – as Consciousness strive to survive, the
World-System facilitates that process of striving to survive – where
consciousness as energy as human beings will drive themselves to the limits of
their beingness in this fight for survival, and alter/change/mould/transform
themselves as personalities/minds entirely and completely within the context of
their relationship to the World-System of Money just to survive – as the
manifested-consequential outflows a life of survival can take minds/energy in
its relationship to the world-system/money; where one in fact compete with
one’s own survival: and will do anything and everything for money as survival
as energy as consciousness
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
throughout my life, construct, build and programme myself through energy and
with money, within and without as an internalized I and an externalized
interest as though only I exist within my own world, as I own my energy and I
own my money and so established an experience / belief of owning my life, when
in fact – it’s energy that’s controlled and regulated who I am within, and
money that has controlled and regulated who I am without, and so Energy as Mind
and the World-System as Money that in fact Own who I am and so my life…and so
my Breath
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed Energy to
define who I am, and accepted and allowed Money to define my living – where
Energy and Money as the Mind and the World-System has become the substance and
manifestation that determines life and living in the mind and the physical, and
this world-system and humanity.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
throughout my time in this world, define and live ‘life’ as energy and money,
that has determined my who I am, my very physical living and participation in
this world and so accepted and allowed all others as me, to continue defining
and living their life of energy and money as I have accepted and allowed myself
to, and so in the responsibility of myself as all as me – am equally as one
responsible for the creation and manifestation of humanity and this world and
the nature and consequence that has stepped forth within this existence as me.
I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself in
standing equal-to and one-with my human physical body as my process of
redefining myself into living words in the living flesh, as I assist and
support myself to stop the separation of myself as Energy within. And so – I
commit myself to assisting and supporting myself in facing my creation as the
World-System of Money, through redefining and manifesting solutions to the
current World of Money where what is physical in this physical existence, will
stand/be equal-to and one-with Life/Living.
I commit myself to standing with and as the process of
transforming the living of a human being to the expression of life, as self
stand equal-to and one with the physical and all, and so – as children come
into this world, the examples of those that has gone before them will express
and stand through/with the physical and the child will be embraced in this
world of oneness as an equal and be guided into/with/as the principles of life
and living – and so stop the transfer of the sins of the fathers of the
separation and consequence of energy and money.
I commit myself to standing with and as the process, of
establishing and manifesting the expression of self with/as the physical/human
physical body where touch is an expression of self through the physical, and no
more defined/determined by/through emotions and feelings of energy that is
programmed through/by/as money, and so with that equal and one living with the
physical, each human’s living will stand within the directive of contributing
to the lives of all of humanity in creating/manifesting a world that is in fact
best for all.
I commit myself to standing with the process where
energy/consciousness cease to exist as the internal self-separation, and the
current relationship within the world-system of money, where individuals no
more exist as the survival of I – but live/express through/with/as the
physical; honouring themselves and all in equality and oneness, and live in a
functioning world-system of money where all are equally as one part of and participating
in the world; with humanity as a whole and each has an equal and one life on
this earth and we in fact stand and live in the physical on this earth together
equal and one.
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