From Reactive Responses to Self RESPONSE(ability): DAY 327
The
Fear of Failure and Desire for Success – continued
Solution (continued):
Here we’re going to walk through opening up all the
Dimensions of the Problem and within the Problem – also see the Solution, as we
walk a Process of
Writing of Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments
In the previous post, we have walked an Example of how to
Assist and Support oneself into and as Real Self-Change without using
Energy/Reactions and without Polarizing oneself in the Mind, as well as without
Creating/Splitting oneself into two/two Characters in the Mind that only use
and react to the Mind/Energy to stimulate/activate its existence – manifesting
self into and as a constant/continuous Internal Battle, that lead to internal
and physical consequences with the extent of tension/stress one exert onto
self/the physical body as one attempt/try to ‘manage’ the Relationship between
Polarized selves/Characters in the Mind/Consciousness.
We had a look at the current-equation we exist-as within the
Mind, in relationship
to ourselves as: participation/observation + connection/definition +
reaction = determining/controlling one’s mind/self/behaviour. Where we walked
the example of the ‘Failure Character’ with participating in/observing a
Thought coming up of seeing a task as a complete Failure – one was SEEING it
exist within oneself, and observed its existence, THEN one participated in it,
with participation meaning that one believed the Thought’s-reflection of the
task to be REAL, to be SO without question. Then, from the participation/observation,
connected and so defined ‘who I am’ to the Thought in believing that “cause the
Thought is showing this to be a Failure, it must mean I AM/the task is a
Failure” – which then lead one to REACT
to the initial Thought’s reflection on the Task, to going into “It’s useless”
and so determining oneself and one’s Behaviour to giving up and giving in. All
of this going from participation/observation + connection/definition + reaction
= determining/controlling one’s mind/self/behaviour. NOW we’re getting into the
Process of Polarizing, which follows the process of reversing the equation – to
creating the ‘Desire of Success’ Character as the OPPOSITE of the ‘Fear of
Failure’ Character – attempting/trying to create the Solution within the very
Problem itself, which only manifest MORE Consequence as follows:
So, with how we Polarize ourselves in our own Minds – is
using that same Equation and then Reversing it, where we go from: reaction +
connection/definition + participation/observation = determining/controlling
one’s mind/self/behaviour. So, both polarities in the Mind, both Characters in
the Mind have the same ‘outcome’: determining/controlling one’s
Behaviour/Living/Decisions through thoughts/imaginations/reactions/backchat
etc. that then ‘stimulate / activate’ us – exactly like a Robot, with chips
activating and according to our programmed-relationship to such chips: we
‘Change’. But, it’s not really in fact who we are changing – its chips/programs
of chips in the MIND that change within, as and through Energy. So, we still
accept/allow ourselves to be controlled by ENERGY, but now just an Energy with
a different ‘Feeling’ / ‘Experience’ to it when we polarize ourselves from Fear
of Failure to Desire for Success and in that Energy/different
‘Feeling’ we have different thoughts/backchat/imaginations/reactions that
substantiate/define the Changed Energy/Feeling and its additional Consequence
of its relationship to a Polarity Opposite as Fear of Failure and so we become,
as our AWARENESS: the Slave of Energy – chipped in/as our own Mind, where the
Moment a thought/memory/backchat/reaction activate, it’s like a chip that is
inserted into/as our Awareness - our
Awareness follow the relationship Equation participation/observation +
connection/definition + reaction = determining/controlling one’s
mind/self/behaviour and so we’re Preprogrammed/Control in/as our very own
Minds.
So, let us have a look at how this Process unfold of
Reversing the equation from participation/observation + connection/definition +
reaction = determining/controlling one’s mind/self/behaviour, from a Failure
Character to a Success Character, through reaction + connection/definition +
participation/observation = determining/controlling one’s mind/self/behaviour –
and so in this Process: Create Characters in our Minds through reacting to
Parts of Ourselves.
Now one Find oneself existing as a Failure Character – and
how this Character is Sabotaging/Compromising one’s
responsibilities/obligations in one’s World/Reality, because one is not getting
to completing tasks successfully/aptly as what is required to hold a particular
position/grade in one’s profession/school. Then, it gets to a moment where your
position/grade is ‘on the line’ so to speak and one now ‘meet Consequence in
Reality’. How we as Humans have always dealt with such instances, is to REACT –
but we REACT to ourselves, which within this is kind of strange already when
you look at it. Because, to be able to React you yourself –it means: there is a
part of you reacting, and then there is the part of you to/towards which you
are Reacting. So, this is where we get to how our ‘Awareness’ has been
Programmed in the Mind, where: you, as your Awareness, now SEE that this
Failure Character is creating/manifesting Consequences for you in Reality. The
Reality of Consequence Externally is then met with the Character / Failure
Character internally and with seeing that relationship: your ‘Awareness’ REACT
to yourself as this Failure Character within you, with now coming face to face
with the fact that: this Failure-Character is not serving your Relationship to
Reality. Now we get to the First Step of a New Character Creation: REACTION.
So, you React in FEAR towards your own Character as the Failure Character and
to the consequence it Created/Manifested for you in Reality.
With this, if one also have look at the word RE-ACT in
relationship to its Sound, Physical and Energy Symbolism as how we defined the
word and exist as the word and use/live the word in relationship to our Minds,
what we’re doing is: RE-versing an ACT an charACTer,
‘changing our ACT’ our ‘Presentation’ / ‘Role’ that we’re going to Play from
the Failure CharACTer to the Successful CharACTer in the ‘Play/Movie’ of our
Lives. And so, all of this happens in the Mind, and how we’re going to show
that we’ve only been ‘changing ACTS’, how we behave/live through charACTers
in the Mind, using ENERGY and how within this: we’ve always only been a
Slave to our own Minds/Energy, stimulated/activated into Change based on how we
Respond to our own Preprogrammed Minds/Energy. In this, also – why/how we have
never in fact taken SELF-Responsibility / Responsibility in and as
Self-Awareness – as we have always only Responded as Reacted into Change in/as
our own Minds, with our Awareness/Self caught in the middle of/as the
Energy-Polarities of Consciousness.
We’ll in the Next Post continue with how we From REACTION to
our own Failure Character – would create the Opposite as the Success Character
and continue in the reversing of the equation from Reaction, to
Connection/Definition to Participation/Observation and then
Controlling/Determining our Behaviour/Living – leaving us in/as a
constant/continuous Inner-Battle. And from here, structure the Process of how
to Change, with not REACTING to Self – but actually looking/facing and taking
RESPONSIBILITY for self and so establish actual, real Living Self-Change.
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