From Reactive Responses to Self RESPONSE(ability) - Part Two: DAY 328

Character Dimensions - Introduction (Writing): DAY 162

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The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

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As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing with the “Postponement Character/Personality” regarding how it exist/function in the Mind, and how to practically assist and support self with writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application as well as to assist and support self to not accept and allow the Force of the Mind/Energy to distract/separate self from/of the relationship with self, the physical body and one’s responsibility to/as the actual Physical Reality; in in fact LIVING HERE.

Within this, we’ll also then walk the point of ‘change’ – how we’ve deluded ourselves into the illusion of change as the Mind, and so understand the difference between Mind Change, and actual real physical SELF Change.

Thus, with the example that we’ve walked in DAY 161 as the “Postponement Character” we will practically guide you through what a Character in the Mind consist of/exist as, regarding its Dimensions/Components of Fear, Thought, Imagination, Backchat/Internal Conversations, Reactions of Emotions/Feelings, Behavioural Systems – how to outline these dimensions in Writing, walk the Self Forgiveness of these Dimensions in Writing as well as one’s practical commitment statements regarding how one is going to assist/support self in changing/transforming self from the Postponement Character to Self-Discipline. And additionally within this: how to stand up/stand through the “Force” of the Mind/Energy in/as physical, practical moments of Change to not give in to the Mind and give up on Self but utilize the moment as an opportunity/stepping stone in and as one’s process of change/transformation from the Mind to physical, practical living.

With looking at the components of a Character/Personality in the Mind, it consist of the dimensions of Fear, Thought, Imagination, Backchat/Internal Conversations, Reactions (emotions/feelings) and also a Behavioural System. So, we will as we continue within our Blog, now and then walk some Character/Personality examples and how to assist/support self from Character/Personality control, to self-aware living in the Physical.

Thus, let’s first have a look at the Dimensions of a Character. We’ll first walk an overview example of each of the Dimensions of a Character/Personality and will in the next post go into more Detail within each Dimension with walking the Practical Example of/as the Postponement Character.

Fear Dimension:

With what we have walked thus far in this Blog in the relationship between the Mind as Energy to the Physical as Substance, is that the very Origin Nature of Energy is ‘Negative Energy’, in the friction/conflict it deliberately initiate in its relationship to Substance to transform substance into energy; which we have walked/explained in detail within this Blog regarding how the very nature of Energy is ‘negative’ and we only experience ‘positivity’ as actually an accumulation of energy from/of its source as the negative friction/conflict relationship between energy and substance as energy consume/transform substance for its own survival/existence. Thus, within this – we had furthermore also walked our relationship/origin in existence as separation and as fear that initiated the friction/conflict relationship between energy and substance and so from and of that moment: Everything of the Mind is existent within the starting-point of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience and existent within the very Nature of Fear.

Thus, what one will find within Characters/Personalities is that it has its origin within and from a Fear that one created in one’s childhood/within one’s life to something/someone, and from that Fear manifested a Personality as a defence/protection mechanism for/of one’s individuality/interest/desire. Thus, for each Personality/Character one can thus identify the Fear Dimension – what was the original point/fear that brought forth the construction/programming of a particular Personality.

To identify the Fear Dimension – one want to walk through one’s History within self and see where within one’s past/memories this Character/Personality originated from/started. Sometimes one will find the memory immediately ‘pop up’ in one’s Mind, other times one may have to walk through one’s past experiences/memories to see which relationships/events relate to the Character/Personality, other times there will be no indication of a Memory coming through.

(It may be initially difficult to find the Memory in one’s past that originated the particular Character that one is Walking, so if/as one cannot identify the Memory/Fear that originated the Character/Personality one is then not required to identify/note this Fear Dimension. The Fear Dimension may initially be more difficult to identify as this Dimension is situated within the Unconscious-Mind, imbedded into the physical-flesh as the root of a Character/Personality System of the Mind in the Physical. So, if/as one cannot yet identify the Fear Dimension/Memory, one will be able to – the more one practise one’s physical-hereness with Breath and walking more Characters through all the Dimensions and start establishing one’s relationship to the Mind and its Dimensions, Relationships and the more one stand/become equal to and one with the blueprint/networking of the Mind, the more one will be able to see all the dimensions and relationships.)

Thought Dimension:

Now, as we have walked within Thought’s relationship to Personality – a Thought is what essentially ‘activate’ a Personality, and as we have explained – it is quite difficult to identify the specific Thought belonging to a specific Character, because the Thought move so fast in the Mind, and because self is not HERE as the Physical in/as Breath moving in real-time with Physicality, but always preoccupied in various others dimensions and experiences in the Mind. Therefore, here – what one want to identify is the Thought that activate the Character. This one will be able to identify the more and more self walk one’s process of Physical-Breath, remaining here in reality/physical space-time and will in this process be able to stabilize self in the physical so that one will eventually be able to see a Thought move in the Mind and stop participation in it BEFORE it activates a Character/Personality. But, at the moment, we’re so separate from even the dimensions/components of Characters that everything manifest automatically/fast and before one know it – one is already simultaneously participating in Imagination, Backchat/Internal Conversations, the Reactions and Behavioural Possession – all of which started from one quantum moment in one’s relationship to physical-reality, that activated a Thought and so a Personality/Character. So, essentially in process one want to practise ‘slowing down’ in and with Physical Breath to be able to see how the Mind moves within self.

To identify the Thought Dimension, here one can also practise the application of ‘slowing down’ with and as Breath. So, when you’re about to write out the Thought Dimension – to consider here is that, the Thought will be an image, it will be like an ‘instant flash photograph’ that will speed through the Mind, and the Thought will be in particular context to/as the Character/Personality. Thus, here – when you’re in the moment of writing, one can sit and slow oneself down in and as breath and walk the Memory of when one participated in a Character. What is cool here is how one can practically utilize the Mind and one’s Memories to assist and support one in one’s Process of identifying and redefining Characters. Thus, one can within oneself go back to the Moment of when one accessed/became possessed with the Character and see if one can identify what Image/Picture as Thought crossed one’s Mind before one went into the Backchat/Internal Conversations, Imaginations, Reactions and Behavioural System of/as a Character/Personality, what happened in one’s Mind that lead one into the temptation of energy – where this Force as the Mind lead one into the temptation of a feel-good energy experience of rather Postponing, for example - than walking the Physical Practical Reality of a moment of Self-Discipline.

Now – the Fear Dimension is essentially the ROOT of the Character, the Thought Dimension is the ACTIVATION of a Character, and from the Thought-Dimension one may simultaneously experience Imagination, internal conversations/backchats, reactions of emotions/feelings and the behavioural system. But, within the Mind – all the dimensions activate in a sequence until eventually one is possessed within an entire Personality. On occasion though, the Imagination Dimension may not activate – it essentially is determined by the extent of convincing one has to do within oneself as the Mind to deliberately sabotage/compromise oneself in a moment of self-change to rather fulfil an energy-experience/desire. And so, one may on occasion not find the Imagination Dimension to be existent – but will always find the primary components/dimensions as the internal conversations/backchat, the reactions of emotions and feelings and the specific behavioural systems as the how the Personality will change one’s behaviour in the Physical. So, the Mind activates initially in a sequence of Thought, then Imagination, then Internal Conversations/Backchat together with the Reactions of emotions/feeling that then determine one’s behaviour in the Physical Body. But, all of this can move so fast that it may seem to self that self made a decision in an instant to not take responsibility for a specific point for example, but rather postpone – but one’s Mind had in fact walked all these Dimensions in Quantum Time within self as the Force that moved self from a moment of Self-Responsibility/Living, into and as an Experience as Energy.

Imagination Dimension:

In this Dimension one’s Mind will wander off in imagining doing/seeing/creating all sorts of different things/experiences – it’s essentially the dimension/domain within the Personality that the Personality will use to ‘motivate’ one’s decision from Reality into and as the Mind. So, one will essentially start imagining about a variation of OTHER THINGS in complete opposition to/as what is Here in actual Physical Reality. Sometimes, the Imagination Dimension will be utilized as the primary distraction, on other occasions the Personality possess entirely to distract self from the relationship to self, the physical and one’s responsibility to here in/as reality.

Thus, to identify the Imagination Dimension – one can have a look at where one wandered off into, within the Mind, what ‘play outs’ / ‘fantasies’ / ‘day dreaming’ did one get caught up in that lead one into the temptation of rather wanting to fulfil the Imagination in the Mind, than sticking to one’s responsibility, living and directive principle in actual, real physical reality.

Internal Conversations/Backchat/Voices in the Head:

This is where one would have conversations with oneself as a Personality in the Mind. Thus, Internal Conversations/Backchats would come up/manifest as words, sentences, short statements that can vary in length/intensity. It is within the internal conversation/backchat domain that one would start activating the reactions of emotions/feelings together with the words that one speak in one’s Mind – as, when we’ll continue walking the creation of Backchat/Internal Conversations within and as Main Characters/Personalities, one will see, realise and understand how the Mind substantiate words with ENERGY, so that there’s always an energy experience and definition to words. This is one of the primary relationships the Mind use to ensure the human being never LIVE words, and so words, their definitions and experiences becomes components the Mind use to attach to Personality Systems that define one’s behaviour, instead of self LIVING in the physical in self-aware directive-principle of who one is one’s living/behaviour in the Physical.

Thus, to identify the internal conversations/backchat of a Personality, one can within and during one’s writing have a look at what words, sentences, statements manifested in one’s Mind as the ‘voice of the Personality’ speaking to oneself, essentially talking oneself out of/convincing oneself as a Personality from/of taking responsibility for self here in/as the Physical.

Reaction Dimension:

Here one will Identify the reactions of emotions and feelings that ‘substantiate / animate’ the Character/Personality; what reactions of emotions and feelings, essentially did one utilize to manipulate oneself with, to fall back into the Mind/Personality instead of standing here with self in stability as Breath. Within this, we’ll use, as Personalities, specific emotions and feelings to activate specific behavioural patterns/habits to in/as this process validate why/how it is that we are a Personality and so in this attempt/try to make a Personality “more real”. Essentially saying “well, I am experiencing this and my behaviour is like that and this is who I am and so I cannot change” – when, all the while, we’re actively, within the Mind participating in creating the experiences and behaviour from the thoughts, to the imagination, to the internal conversations/backchat – sabotaging and compromising ourselves deliberately in the Mind to manifest/validate/materialize our wants, needs and desires, rather than our responsibility to ourselves, our physicals and our lives in this World.

So, to identify the Reaction Dimension is to have a look at what emotions/feelings manifested within one’s Mind in the Physical within and during the Personality Possession.

Behaviour Dimension:

Here, to identify the Behaviour Dimension – one have a look at how one’s experience in the Physical Body changed within and during the Possession of the Personality, how was one’s Physical Body BEFORE the Possession and then during, to so identify how this Personality would manipulate one’s Physical Body, and in this Physical Manipulation would further validate/justify one’s decision to fall into the Mind/Personality and give up on self/the responsibility of here as self in the physical and so one’s world/reality.

Thus, what will become clear here is essentially how we utilize the dimensions of the/a Personality to manipulate ourselves into submission to Energy/Mind, over and over and over again – not standing, living, being HERE in fact within/as this world/reality. So, in/during these processes one will thus understand more of what we mean by the difference between Personality-Control through/Energy as the Mind and actual, real Physical Living.

We’ll in the next post walk the Practical Example of the Postponement Character and so specify all these Dimensions, we have now only walked an Overview as a preparation platform for when we’ll in the next Post walk more detail in our relationship to the dimensions of Fear, Thought, Imagination, Backchat/Internal Conversations, Reactions, Behaviour and will also include, and so expand on the Dimension of Consequence. 

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Thought Designs – Part 3: DAY 155

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Walking with Thoughts - continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

We’re continuing walking Thought Designs as walked in DAY 152, 153 and 154 wherein in this Post, we’re having a look at the ‘Running/Racing Thought’ Design in the Conscious-Mind. Thus, referencing the post Thought Designs: Part 1, where we established the following design and definition of Running/Racing Thoughts:

Running/Racing Thoughts are thoughts that literally ‘speed’ through your Mind – that manifest within and as your Conscious-Mind, when you are within linear time-space reality; possessed by/through and within a particular-specific energetic-reaction. Wherein – the thoughts that speed through your mind are in resonant-alignment with and as the energetic-reaction you’re possessed-within, in and as that particular moment, and so will also use the thoughts to generate/charge the energy one’s in even-More, which cycle one in and as the Mind in a continued-experience, stuck in a moment with thoughts and energy.

Within this, essentially giving one insight into and as the Science of Thought that will be more specifically walked in/as the Quantum Mind Interview Series, as one walk with the Interviews into and as an entirely unexplored realm of/as the interdimensional-physical system as the Mind in the Physical Body.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the various Thought Designs that exist within and as my Conscious-Mind, that I would consider that, with the amount/extent of TIME I spend within and as my Mind and thoughts/thinking processes that I would really know and understand how everything that goes on in my Mind relate to who I am in my relationships, how it affect/influence my physical body and so determine my decisions and within that my behaviour/living – but I have not, I have accepted and allowed myself to obliviously, ignorantly continue participation and definition to/as my Mind, and especially my thoughts, thinking processes and internal conversations/backchat, without seeing, realising and understanding how this One Primary relationship had come to determine my nature, living and relationships and so consequence in my relationships to myself, my physical body, this physical existence and humanity as a whole.

I commit myself to show, that the solution to human nature has been RIGHT HERE in front of us and within us, as our relationship to our Thoughts/Thinking and the Physical-Breath – two of the most simple relationships that we haven’t questioned regarding why we’re not living in absolute equality and oneness with the physical-body, walking with and as breath, but in constant, continuous preoccupation in thoughts/thinking, completely taken away from REALITY, that if we’d exist in equality and oneness with the physical body, the physical body itself does not discriminate based on culture, beliefs, skin colour, race, generational history…That, if one would dare investigate the Mind from thoughts, walking the process as structured in the Desteni I Process of identifying Personalities in the Mind and how our very thinking was formed from memories of the past/others, that so determined our ‘who we are’ as mere copies/duplicates of the external world that came to imprint as our internal world and so determined the very nature and content of our thoughts and automatically accepted and allowed this as “life”. And so, within walking this process, one will see the answer to life as breath, as physical equality and oneness and so the solution to standing as such, as walking one’s Mind from separation and the consequences thereof, to physical equality and oneness. Learning, essentially the extent of the consequences and so responsibility we have accepted and allowed and abdicated ourselves to, within this one accepted and allowed shift in relationship from the Physical to the Mind, where only our individual Minds had become our concern, instead of the PHYSICAL equality and oneness for and as ALL as ourselves.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the existent design of ‘Running/Racing’ Thoughts within and as my Conscious-Mind and why/how the Quantum Mind/Consciousness utilize such ‘Running/Racing’ Thoughts in/as my entire Mind-Physical relationship to deliberately in a moment initiate an ‘Thought Storm’ in/as my mind that essentially keep me from facing a moment of self-honesty and self-responsibility within and as my interaction in and as my external environment. For Example:

I would face a moment in my world, with another person and the person would say/do something in a particular way, where ALL of a sudden – my Mind/Conscious-Mind start RACING with thoughts running through it as the energy reaction I experienced in that moment towards the person at the same time start accumulating more and more and more, as my thoughts continue racing through my Conscious Mind, running rampant that can lead to me taking myself into my Mind’s imagination, within the energy-possession imagining myself in relationship to this person in various ways that simply just further add fuel to the fire, and so in my Mind generate myself into and as an absolute possession.

Where, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the extent of the problem when ONE moment with/as another person can ‘set of my Mind / thoughts / reactions / internal conversation and imagination’ within and as me, not ever questioning: “Where do these thoughts come from? How can my imagination be taken to such extremes? Where do these visualizations come from with regards to what I can imagine towards another person when in a reaction towards them? Why was it necessary to go into my Mind, talk to myself with them in my Mind, imagine my relationship to them in my Mind and REACT to them within the extent that I did, when all that was required in that moment was a breath and a direct communication to bring the moment/conversation/circumstance into and as an equal and one solution? Why have I throughout my life not questioned why we have to always REACT to each other, why us human beings can’t ever communicate, direct and immediately come up with practical solutions that would be best for all involved?”

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand or question the extent of my relationship to the Mind, when/as an ENERGY can manifest within me, that set off my Mind into and as an completely rollercoaster with random thoughts, imaginations and reactions being fuelled within me, the more and more I continue participating within them. That I hadn’t ever considered seeing this direct relationship to ENERGY reactions/experiences and THOUGHT within the context of both the good and the bad, where my own THOUGHTS can charge more feeling/emotion as experience within me, than me having any equal and one consideration for another human being, animal, nature, the earth or this physical existence as a whole. That we have privatized and so exalted our own THOUGHTS/imagination as an alternate reality of energy as the Mind in the Physical to hold more meaning, value and importance and so “experience”, than us actually considering our relationship to what is REAL HERE as actual human beings, the earth, the animal kingdom and this physical existence as a whole.

I mean, how much does it in fact then say about ‘who I am’ if mere thoughts can generate the most “experience” as feeling/emotion within me, that apparently signifies me being ‘alive / living’, than the suffering, pain and consequence of so many actual humans, the earth, the animal kingdom and this physical existence as a whole???

I commit myself to show, the concerning nature of one reaction – and this can be taken into the context of both ‘good and bad’ reactions, where one reaction to an external point/person, can set off the Mind into a flurry/racing of thoughts, imagination that run/speed through the Mind as a complete ‘take over’ that automatically manifest within us with no direct control/choice to/as what in fact in that moment Manifest within our Minds. Not ever seeing, realising and understanding within this, how FAST the Mind move in and as such a moment/instance, that we hadn’t ever considered in that moment that it was not in fact self, here in directive-principle in and as that moment in one’s relationship to self, the Mind and the other human being/situation, from the perspective of: one do not even realise how that initial energy reaction was created/where it comes from in the first place…it just automatically emerged, and then from there activated ALL the thoughts and taken it into imagination in the Mind. Sending one in that moment into and as a completely alternate MIND-reality, instead of remaining here in actual physical reality and directing the moment through breath, in communication into and as an equal and one/best practical solution for all parties involved.

I commit myself to show, for example with running/racing thoughts within the context of a friction/conflict instance with another person: the energy would RISE and so the content/nature of the thoughts would be in equal and one alignment to/as the nature of the anger. As with for example when someone angered you, everything in your Mind/Consciousness that would as memories be in context to this reaction of anger, the nature of your relationship with other person and/or the particular conversation/situation you were facing: would all ‘activate’ in the Quantum Mind in the Physical, emerge as an actual ‘defined energy entity’ that would take over the Mind in the Physical and so initiate all the thoughts, the internal conversations/backchats and so the nature/content of the imagination in/as the Mind. And, the more self accept and allow self to participate in that which Consciousness direct in that moment, the more one give it attention and so ENERGY, the more the MIND is fuelled in/as that moment and so one’s ‘personal “experience”’ in/as that moment. Where, in such moments, we’re more concerned with what comes up in the MIND, than considering actually moving ourselves, taking responsibility in the moment, conversation and relationship and communicate/direct the moment in/as self awareness into and as an equal and one solution for both/all involved.

Where, I commit myself to show – in/as such instances of/as emotional/negative/’bad’ reactions and mind-state that manifest in/as our relationship to another person/situation, where such reactions are ‘triggered’ from/of an entire database collection of memories and so relationships to personalities in our Mind that will accordingly by Consciousness determine ‘who we are’ in/as our Mind-Physical relationship in such a moment. Completely oblivious / unaware of the extent of the quantum mind processes involved in/as such a moment/instance of friction/conflict in/as our world/reality. That we as humanity should essentially be ashamed with in any way linking ourselves to civility / evolution, when we cannot even work together and live together without REACTING to the extent that we do to ourselves and each other and the extremes and consequences such mind reactions can take us into and as, with not even being able to when/as disagreements do manifest, to sit together and DISCUSS the situation/circumstance and come to an equal and one solution that would be best for all involved.

Thus, I commit myself to, assist and support me, when/as I find that there emerge this sudden/unexpected SURGE of emotion/feeling within me, that I immediately stop and I breathe, as I see, realise and understand that I did not in that moment make a decision, an informed aware decision in/as the spoken/living word to react in/as energy, but that it automatically, immediately emerged. And so, as I breathe to slow down myself from the energy high of the Mind, into and as stability here with and as the physical body: to re-assess the moment, relationship and communication and ensure that I direct the moment in such a way where both/all involved can sit down, make an agreement to talk it through until all together come to a decision that is best for all.

In this then, to in/as my own time, sit with myself in writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application and identify the detail of what happened in/as that instance that caused me to react, what triggered it, how is it related to any past memories/instances, how did I come to automatically accept/allow such a way of reaction/behaviour and so release myself from such a mind and behavioural pattern and commit/align myself to instead always remain stable, here in and as breath and not again accept and allow myself to in/as such instances, be possessed by/through the Mind, but that I stand/remain self-aware as the directive principle of me in/as a moment, here.

We’ll in the next post continue walking the Mind’s Structural Resonance Dimensions, where we’re continuing walking the detail of how the Main Mind and Main Personality/Character System together with the Sub-Characters/Personalities interact/interrelate in/as the Quantum Mind existence within the Physical Body, where we’re essentially continuing the process with how exactly we come to manifest ‘voices in the head’ of/as the Personalities we’ve become as the Mind in the Physical.

And will within/as the continuity of/as this process, walk more on the components of the Mind as thought, internal conversations/backchats/voices in the head and energy reactions of emotions/feelings to more and more and more understand the Mind, and so the potential/opportunity for change.

The Mind System’s Conscious/Subconscious Mind Relationship - Part 2 (Self-Commitments): DAY 142

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Character Resonance Evolution - Part 18 (Self-Commitments)

Multidimensional Inner-Voices – Part 24 (Self-Commitments)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

As mentioned in DAY 141, we’re continuing with the Commitment Statements of the Self-Forgiveness Statements walked, in which we’ll continue more with the Structural Resonance Dimension relationships between the Conscious Mind and the Subconscious-Mind, in explaining where exactly the Personality Systems are initially located within the Subconscious-Mind when/as they’re not activated, and so what Personality Systems interdimensionally-physically look like when they are activated and so how Personality Systems’ thought-patterns are imprinted into and as the Conscious-Mind folds/channels.

I commit myself to show - as we have mentioned, within the Conscious-Mind platform, extending from/of the Subconscious-Mind platform that extend from/of the surface/membrane structures of and as the physical-body: exist folds/channels in and as which thought-patterns are manifested that connect to particular-specific Personality Systems/Sub-Characters/Personalities.

Now, the Personality Systems are initially aligned into/as the Subconscious Mind platform of the Main Mind Consciousness System – which mean that, one can essentially see ‘light grey physical-body frameworks’ that are ‘filed/layered’ parallel to/with the entire Subconscious-Mind Platform in the Physical-Body. For a practical example, as we have looked at the Personality Systems existing as a ‘light grey’ 3-dimensional interdimensional-physical ‘framework’’, and so also the entire Mind Consciousness System looking like a ‘dark grey 3-dimensional interdimensional-physical ‘framework’’ when the Minds see each other. Thus, the Subconscious-Mind and Unconscious-Mind of the Mind Consciousness System are manifested within/extending from/of the very Physical-Body and so their very form is equal-to and one-with the Physical-Body structure/platform. Now – when the Minds see into/as the Mind Consciousness System, distinguishing between the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious/Physical-Mind – they will thus see the Light-Grey Physical-Body framework platforms of the Personality Systems in/as the Subconscious-Mind platform of the Mind Consciousness System in the Physical Body. So, when the Personality Systems have not yet been activated they simply only look like a light-grey physical-body framework platforms with a silvery/metallic resonance colouration to it. Even within the Personality System framework, it also consists of its own conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind manifestations; as will be understood/seen once we’re done with the Mind Consciousness Systems’ platform design and then more specifically walk the Personality System’s platform design.

Thus, for a practical example in seeing the alignment of the Personality Systems in the Subconscious-Mind of the Mind Consciousness System: to ‘imagine’ seeing a 3-dimensional physical-body framework. And then placing within that 3-dimensional physical-body framework, another one – that looks like the second body-framework is extending out of the initial first one. So, in the Subconscious-Mind of the Mind Consciousness System – it really looks like the Personality Systems extend from ‘out of’ the Subconscious-Mind platform. Thus, one’s Personality Systems will initially only have access into the surface/membrane structures of the Physical-Body, and will only have access into/as the depths of the Physical-Body when/as the Personality Systems activate and align into and as the conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind of/as the Mind Consciousness System.

I commit myself to show – thus, with the Personality Systems, one have multiple-personality frameworks/platforms aligned into and as the Subconscious-Mind of the Mind Consciousness System, and will throughout one’s lifetime, one by one, be ‘activated’ as we have walked with the process of Friend A in activating her Personality System as the ‘Conservative Character’ through a micro-chip memory aligned/connected to a ‘decision’ of ‘who she is/ will be/become’ in the future in relation to an external environment stimulus/relationship/person, which will from there initiate the process of Personality System activation.

Now, with the Personality Systems being aligned into/as the Subconscious Mind of the Mind Consciousness System, it will also have its own ‘layers’ as a Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious Mind as well as emotional/feeling body. All of which, when/as the Personality System is ‘inactive’ simply look like empty light-grey manifestations, for example again – ‘imagine’ seeing a 3-dimensional empty physical-body framework. Now – that framework would represent the platform/Unconscious Mind of the Personality System. From that framework – draw on the inside of it another framework, so that it looks like two empty physical-body frameworks inside one-another. This inside lining – would represent the Subconscious-Mind that extend out-of/from the Unconscious Mind framework. Then, only in the head, throat and chest region draw a shape inside the second framework that represented the Subconscious-Mind – so it looks like a ‘bubble’, essentially that only encompass the area/region of the head/brain, throat and chest area which would thus represent the Conscious-Mind, extending out-of the Subconscious-Mind framework. This is a basic illustration of the Personality System’s platform in regards to the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious Mind. And is exactly the relationships of the Main Mind Consciousness System in/as the Physical Body, with the Main Mind’s Unconscious Mind extending as a body-framework layer from/of the actual physical-body, and from the Unconscious-Mind extending the Subconscious-Mind as body-framework/layer and then the Conscious-mind that extend from the Subconscious-Mind in the head/brain, neck and chest area that looks like a ‘bubble domain’ in/as the Physical-Body.

In this, I commit myself to show – what thus happen when/as Personality Systems ‘activate’ – is that, from the Subconscious-Mind,  they centralize themselves into and as the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious Mind of/as the Mind Consciousness System of/as the Physical Body. Which mean thus, that the Personality System’s Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious Mind ‘align and momentarily merge’ with and as that of the Main Mind’s Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious Mind.

As we have walked, the Main Mind Consciousness System is essentially the database/base platform that contains ALL information of/as its existence and so is also the main platform/manifestation from/of which it will program its Personality Systems. When we get to walking more detail regarding the Personality System’s structural resonance platform design, it will become more clear/tangible regarding how the Personality System’s align into and as the Mind Consciousness System in the Physical Body. For the moment, this is simply to see/understand how – Personality Systems are aligned within the Subconscious Mind of the Mind Consciousness System, and when they ‘activate’ – how they can align/infuse themselves momentarily into/as the entire base-platform of the Mind in the Physical and so have access into/as the Physical-Body, which is how Personality Systems / sub-Personalities/Characters come to ‘embody’ who we are and so influence/determine our behaviour in/as the Physical-Body.

I commit myself to show – the folds/channels in/as the Conscious-Mind of the Mind Consciousness System as its relationship to/as the Personality Systems:

As we have walked, when/as one activate a particular Personality, as was walked in the example of Friend A with/as her Conservative Character Personality System activation, that: whenever Consciousness determine that an external event/person is in alignment to the initial micro-chip memory that activated the Personality System, Consciousness will ‘activate’ the Personality System, centralize it into/as its base-platform in the Physical-Body, take ‘live moment pictures’ of the external reality and store it as memories into and as the Personality Systems and so also into and as itself, as the Main Mind System always store/manifest/align itself as the ‘backup system’ of everything it use to substantiate its Personalities With. In this, essentially – all ‘significant’ memories/moments of external reality interactions, participations, experiences – are thus aligned into the framework of/as the Unconscious-Mind platform of the Personality System and so also the Mind Consciousness System.

Thus, there starts forming a ‘layering of memories’ within the Unconscious-Mind, of for example the Personality System and it is this layering of memories that will transform into ‘interconnected strands of memories’ that will become the thought-pattern of the Personality Systems that is manifested into/as the folds/channels of/as the Conscious Mind of the Main Mind Consciousness System.

Essentially, the thought-patterns of Personality Systems that manifest in the Conscious-Mind is/will be the Personality Systems’ ‘signature’, in that – the Personality System will accumulate external reality data/memories that is in direct-alignment to/as its micro-chip memory. Taking from example Friend A’s conservative character – the micro-chip memory was seeing the mother/father in external display of relationship. And so, when/as the Personality System continued evolving and layering memories into its Unconscious Mind that is in direct alignment to the micro-chip memory – every time the Personality System is activated into/as the Mind Consciousness System in the Physical-Body: PRIMARY memories – the memories that are in most direct resonant-alignment to/as the micro-chip memory will literally ‘file into’ the Conscious-Mind folds/channels. Such as for example Friend A having memories of movies / fantasizing in her imagination about relationships / idealizing relationships based on seeing couples walking in the street etc. – all such memories that are in most resonant alignment to the micro-chip memory of the Personality System, which will all have a very specific ‘energetic charge’ to them, will be ‘filed’ into and as the folds/channels of the Conscious-Mind as the Personality Systems’ thought-pattern signature as primary memories/thoughts that have come to define the Personality System/Character.

(Please Note – we do understand that this information may at this stage seem ‘abstract’, however we are at the moment only walking the overview of the platform structures of the entire Mind. When we continue walking the practical examples, we will be referencing all of this information within the practical examples as we continue. Thus, this is simply ‘ground work structural preparation’ for when/as we get into the detail of the practical examples of how Personalities function/exist in the Mind.)

We’ll in DAY 143 continue with walking some self-forgiveness and self-commitment statements on our relationship to thoughts and personalities/characters, from the perspective of seeing, realising and understanding our accepted and allowed definition as this interdimensional-physical system, the consequence within it and so also the solution to ourselves/our nature and so the nature of humanity/this world.

From there we will continue the Unconscious-Mind Structural Resonance Dimension of the Mind Consciousness System, continue with the Personality Systems’ Structural Resonance Dimension and then the interconnection between the Sub-Characters/Personalities, Personality Systems and the Mind Consciousness System to see, realise and understand the quantum interdimensional-physical existence of Consciousness.