Ignorance, Consequence and Responsibility - Part Two: DAY 353

Ignorance,Consequence and Responsibility - continued

Hi Everyone! We're in this interview post continuing with self-forgiveness and commitments in relation to understanding how we cannot continue accepting and allowing ourselves to claim unawareness, ignorance or 'but I didn't know' in relation to our minds and who we are in thought, word and deed, who we are in relationship to our physical bodies, our personal worlds, humans in our personal worlds and within that extending to the greater as everything, everyone and all else within this physical existence as a whole. Meaning, from a physical perspective it is obvious that we are all on this earth together, equally as one, and in having a look at the last point I mentioned in the previous written post, was that: we need to start having a look at extending our responsibility - expanding our responsibility within this physical existence that we are all living within and as together. Changing ourselves from the unawareness, ignorance and 'I don't know' excuses and take that step of extending and expanding our responsibility to our minds, our relationship to ourselves, our physicals, others, humanity and this physical existence as a whole. If we all individually start standing within such responsibility, we’re standing up and standing together for a change within the greater world system, money system and what life on earth is and has become.

So, within this we're going to walk some more self-forgiveness and commitments, starting off with having a look at - as we were reincarnating within and between our life-times within this physical existence, going in and out the whole time, where even in that relationship we were seeing what was going on in this physical existence, yet... we did nothing. We're going to take it from that process from the great to the small seeing how unawareness, ignorance and the 'I don't know' excuse is just simply not valid, when it is evidenced in this physical reality that we're on this earth together, that we're living on this earth, on this planet together, and - so therefore it should have been common sense that we together will make or break our life or experiences within this physical existence. Here we go:

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand, as I was moving within and throughout my reincarnation cycles, that I never, when I was in the process of crossing over, that I never looked at my life, looked at the consequences that I had left behind in other people's lives in what life is and has become. And considered and wondered: “but, what is my role, my part, my position, my relationship to that consequence that I'd left behind?”

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that, in crossing over within and during the past heaven-earth relationship - we didn't even bother really looking back, we didn't even bother investigating, introspecting and getting to know the multi-dimensions in which existence exist - meaning that: we didn't look back and see how our entire lives, our thoughts, words and deeds impacted and affected ourselves on all levels of our minds' existence, the conscious, subconscious, unconscious, quantum mind, quantum physical into the physical itself. That we didn't do that research and investigation in how our thoughts, words and deeds impacted and affected other humans on all their levels of their minds' existence and how that rippled into other human beings' lives. How me existing within the illusion / excuse of: “that I have my own mind and thus my own me and thus my own life and that I'm essentially alone within this physical existence trying to make a life for myself - that, because of that illusion: I am thus then not responsible for the greater world system, money system and how it manage, direct and control life on earth for everything and everyone.” And so, I had essentially, within that state of mind, within that state of being of me living my own mind, my own me, my own life and not expanding myself to become aware of the multi-dimensions within which I in fact exist, that apparently because of that ignorance, that unawareness, that 'I didn't know' - I am exempt /free or released from facing the consequence of my existence. And so therefore life after life after life I just kept recycling in living in the exact same pattern of ignorance, 'I don't know' and unawareness.

In this, I commit myself to show that with us cycling and recycling life after life after life in this excuse of being unaware, ignorant and 'but, I didn't know' that, despite that - our consequence had still accumulated, manifested and rippled into our beingness, our physicals, other humans and in the greater as well as what life has become. Where we didn't see, realize and understand that, by claiming unawareness, ignorance or 'I don't know', by claiming that - does not mean consequence goes away. Within this existing that accepted and allowed idea, belief or perception of ‘mind over matter’, which is more ‘mind covering up matter’, where in that illusion of unawareness, ignorance and 'but I didn't know': we can create a cover-up of the consequences that we are creating, manifesting and have left behind, but it doesn't mean that the consequence isn't there anymore. It is and always has been here.

And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand how, in moments of interaction with other human beings, where I have spoken in a harsh tone where I have behaved in a nature of spite, revenge, or a deliberate nastiness, where I had, in my physical behaviour moved within and around them in their presence in a very particular communicative way to essentially let them know that I despise them, that I don’t like them, that I don’t want to be near them, or in moments where my tonality reached certain pitches - that in those moments: I do see the effect that I have on other human beings, it is right there in front of me and for most part that we do such things with the intent of having a particular specific result, reaction or experience in another human being.

So, within this that I forgive myself that I haven’t even accepted and allowed myself to consider but, if I’m having such an impact and effect on other human beings lives, consequentially, where I have programmed my mind, my consciousness in such a way to communicate such deliberate nasty, spiteful or harsh words, behaviours and thoughts toward other human beings to invoke reactions or experiences within them, that the evidence is clear within that, with regard the extent that we can influence other human beings: so - why have we then constantly and continuously perpetuating consequence, in our relationships to other human beings? Why, within knowing and understanding the full measure of the impact and influence that we have on other’s lives, in such moments through thought, word and deed, did we not ever then consider rather changing our evolution to how we can make an impact or have an influence on ourselves and the life of others through assistance and support, through picking each other up, through assisting and supporting each other to stand, to live, to be the best, be the most that we individually and together can be?

Where, I forgive myself that I haven’t within this accepted and allowed myself to consider, see, realize or understand how we cannot expect ourselves to for example, even conceive such a way of living or existing as instead of creating consequence - to implement solutions, assistance and support, guiding each other to being or becoming our utmost fullest potential; we cannot expect ourselves to be that, to live that, to express that: if we do not even live that in relationship to ourselves, to our own minds. This again brings it back to our own relationship to ourselves, where if we have a look in our minds, in our relationship to our minds, we in our thoughts, imaginations, backchats and reactions toward ourselves, others, to what exists - we’re creating consequence. It is like we have pre-programmed our minds so specifically, deliberately ONLY invoke reactions within us, to deliberately compromise ourselves, to inferiorize ourselves, make ourselves less than and so therefore: doesn’t take much to live that out in relationship to other human beings. If we have a look at how extensively specific we are in our behaviours, in our physical living communication, how much do we move physically to deliberately invoke reactions in others, in ourselves - creating consequence. We are consequence creation machines, organic robots that are pre-programmed to just materialize, manifest and mold as much consequence out of everything and all that exist as possible - there is no ‘Life’…

Therefore, I commit myself to assist and support myself to understand me as consequence, why it is that even toward my self-relationship to me within my own mind I am accepting and allowing myself to deliberately make my experience of myself more consequential with the thoughts I accept and allow, the backchats I accept and allow, the emotional and feeling reactions that I accept and allow, the constant/continuous presence or existence of who I am and have become that is ‘oozing’ out of my very presence, my very beingness, my very living, and is affecting, influencing and impacting on my relationship to other human beings. Within that, doesn’t then take much of the step within that to accept and allow life on earth to be the way it is. It’s like consequence assisting and supporting consequence, like - because we exist as consequence within ourselves was simply accepted and allowed in the without of ourselves, and not considering change, because we’re not considering change within ourselves.

Therefore, I commit myself to assist and support myself to no more utilize, use or abuse the excuse of unawareness, ignorance and ‘but I didn’t know’, because even in my own mind I know, I see, I am aware, I am participating, I am living, I am existing in the very thoughts that exist within me, the backchats, imaginations, emotions and feelings, I’m participating in every moment and breath, and so therefore: I cannot in anyway claim ignorance, unawareness or that I don’t know - I’m actively existing in/as what comes up in my mind. I am the one that is not taking responsibility of looking into it, of understanding it, of investigating it, of really standing for a moment and looking at what it is that I’m accepting and allowing within me, what’s the impact or the consequence of what’s going on in my mind, on me, on others, and so my relationship to this physical existence as a whole.

And so in this, I commit myself to assist and support myself to no more, as I had done throughout my lifetimes, just not look back, leaving consequence behind, cycling within this unawareness, ignorance and/or ‘I don’t know’, covering matter, covering up physical reality, trying to cover up consequence. But, to see, realize and understand within this that the Main Point that I have to face is that I see that I’m aware and that I DO know, and within this that: I cannot accept and allow myself to continue giving myself the easy way out, I cannot anymore look away, turn my eyes away, suppress, deny or ignore what I am, what I’ve become, what I see, what I experience, the impact, effect and influence that I have on me and on others. In this, I can see that power that I have and that we have been using and abusing that power, that influence, that impact that we have to create consequence, because we’ve become consequence.

And so therefore, I commit myself to assist and support myself to align myself to become a solution, to utilize the impact and influence that I can see that I have on others in thought, word and deed, to change and transform it in a way that assist and support me, that assist and support others, that we can re-define our relationships within humanity from consequence to equal and one solutions.

Alright, we’ll go to here for this interview, just having a look at changing that relationship from consequence to solutions, from creating consequence to establishing solutions, and how that change has to start within ourselves, within who we are and how and what we live.

Thank you very much.

Ignorance, Consequence and Responsibility: DAY 352

In this post, we’re going to walk some Writing, Self Forgiveness and Commitments – bringing through the entire Process in relation to Consequence we have walked from the Mind-Being/Spirit and Physical Body Trinity, Reincarnation and the Soul System – to the Inversion of the Mind/Consciousness as Consequence and what we will be Facing Individually and Collectively in time to come:

I forgive myself that I have never within/throughout my life – ever considered the impact I, as an Individual have on the relationships in my personal world, humanity and this physical existence as everything/all within and as it.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to understand my position, my role and thus my relationship to my mind, my physical body, my mind’s relationship to me/my physical body, the outflow-consequence of my words, behaviour and living on me, my relationships and personal world and how all of this impact/affect the greater world/humanity – as I see, realise and understand that: we’re all in this world, this physical existence together, united in the fact that we have a mind, a self/awareness, a physical body, existing in relationship to a World System/Money System and so therefore: we are individually and collectively responsible for what we make of our own lives and so each other’s and everything/all else within and as this physical existence.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to consider, see / realise / understand that: just because I am not aware / cannot directly see the impact I, as an Individual have on the relationships in my personal world, humanity and this physical existence as a whole as everything within and as it – does not mean I am not responsible, and so does not mean that I will not face the consequence I inflicted unto me, my physical body, relationships, humanity and this physical existence as a whole.

I commit myself to show how – we have seen how our thoughts, words and deeds impact/affect ourselves and others in moments, but we have accepted and allowed ourselves to exist in such a tiny conscious-mind spec of the vast existence of the Mind/Consciousness that we have not seen the full measure of our thoughts, words and deeds’ outflow-consequence unto ourselves, others and humanity, this physical existence as a whole. Where, in that moment of awareness – we do see, we are aware of what we do unto ourselves, others and accept/allow in this greater world system / money system and so therefore: we are Responsible for the impact/affect/outflow-consequence of the direct-moment of our thoughts, words and deeds and the indirect moments that play-out in our lives, in other’s lives from that moment onwards. We are individually in that moment Responsible, because we SEE what we’ve done/become and accept and allow…but, we’ve done nothing about it. And so, that ‘doing nothing about it’, despite Seeing directly what we’ve done, become and accepted and allowed – is our consequence that is/has been accumulating, in our minds, in our lives / relationships and so humanity/this world system as a whole, and outflow-consequence of that on/towards this physical existence and everything/all within and as it.

For example: We do SEE, we are Aware of what goes on in our minds – yet, we do nothing about it. We do SEE what our words/behaviours can do to ourselves/others, compromise / ruin relationships – yet, we do nothing about it. We do SEE what our acceptance/allowance/apathy to this World System / Money System is doing to our relationship to money/survival, the rest of humanity’s relationship to money/survival and how such a way of life is impacting/affecting this physical existence – yet, we do nothing about it. So, instead of doing anything – we’ve simply secluded ourselves into and as the Conscious-Mind of the Mind/Consciousness, just existing in this ‘observer status’ to what exist in our Minds, the impact/effect of our thoughts/words/deeds/acceptances and allowances unto ourselves, others and this world/humanity as a whole. And just because we’re existing in that separation from/of the effect/impact of our thoughts, words and deeds, just because we’re secluding ourselves into our Conscious-Mind Ignorance of the extent of impact/effect we in fact have on ourselves, others and the rest of this existence – does not mean we’re not going to face Consequence: we’re already in it, as it and living it in our minds, relationships and what life on earth is/has become.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create this Illusionary Idea, that – ignorance / unawareness of the impact I, as Individual have on myself, my physical body, my relationships / personal world, humanity and this physical existence as whole within and as my mind-being/spirit and physical-body trinity exempts me from Responsibility / Consequence.

I commit myself to show how we have created this Illusionary Idea within the excuse, reason and justification of “but, I didn’t know!!!” – yet, we do Know, we Know in those moment we have thoughts in our Secret Mind, how we are the one’s accepting/allowing ourselves to participate in them, how they affect us, how they make us feel, we Know in those moments in our words/behaviour the impact/effect we have on another human being, we Know in those moments when watching World Events how we’re just sitting and watching…feeling nothing; we went into and as this protection/defence mechanism of ‘nothingness’ – feeling nothing more for anything/anyone than what goes beyond that one moment we directly see/experience/participate in as the thoughts/words and deeds and then believe that “just because we’re over the moment, means that it’s gone, forgotten and won’t return”…but, it doesn’t work that way. That thought, that word, that deed, that inaction in relationship to ourselves, others and this world/humanity as a whole – manifested, resonated, rippled and accepted and allowed consequence to breed in our Minds, in our relationships, in humanity and this physical existence as a whole. And soon, the “I don’t Know”, the Ignorance, the ‘Feeling Nothing’ is not going to work as consequence is in the process of birthing itself into and as our Minds, lives, relationships, humanity and this physical existence as a whole.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that – I, as all, have for far too long, accepted and allowed ourselves to believe that we exist in an ‘individual bubble’, that nothing we do, say or think has any impact on our nature, our physicals, our relationships and within this extending into and as this world system / money system and physical existence as a whole. Where this accepted and allowed illusionary idea in our Minds is/has been one of the greatest single points that have contributed to/as our natures, relationships and this physical existence as ‘life on earth’ to be/become the way it is: us not extending our Responsibility to ourselves, each other and existence as a whole to the extent that it in fact exist in Reality with regards to how we impact/effect our minds, our bodies, our natures, our relationships and everything and all else within and as this Physical Existence as a Whole.

I commit myself to show that the holiday is over, we have been holidaying, holy-daying (deity / deifying) – deifying our holy minds, our self-interest as ‘god’ above everything and all else that is/has in fact been important within and as this real, actual physical existence; and consequence is catching up – consequence being “the outflow-ripples” we have left undirected, from which we abdicated responsibility as those moments of thoughts, words and deeds as well as inaction that we have ‘left behind’, ‘out of sight, out of mind’ – but that remained here, waiting, in ourselves and this existence as a whole. That utilizing the excuse of ‘not knowing’, of ‘being unaware’ / ignorant – is no more valid, because we did Know, we did See in/as those moments – WE were the ones that did not in those/such moments investigate further, research further, understand more of the extent of impact/effect our thoughts, words, deeds and inaction have on our internal and external environments and so: it’s all on us.

We’ll continue more in posts/interview-posts to come

From Consciousness/Ignorance to Self-Awareness: DAY 326

Before we Continue with the Process of Failure/Success and also the Conclusion of the Mind-Spirit/Being-Physical Body Process, with us Opening the Point of Awareness in our Previous Posts – we’re in this Post going to leave you with some considerations regarding the current Nature of Human Consciousness, and how with Desteni and the Process being walked through the Portal: we’re assisting and supporting those who are ready and able to Challenge Consciousness – to consider there to in fact be more to ourselves, and with that – Existence as a whole. This Process of ‘Challenging Consciousness’ would be the Process from ‘Consciousness to Awareness’ and to Understand this Process – Consciousness has to be understood and Awareness has to be Understood to be able to Understand the Process.

So, for the time being – I leave you with some quotes from Responses we did, ‘touching’ on this relationship between Consciousness and Awareness and will again, in time to come, Reference this Post and Expand on the difference between and process from Consciousness to Awareness:

“And, even with the Point of Portalling – which, for me, being something Natural, with having walked it consistently for 7 Years now with a massive/substantial amount of information available from various beings, on a daily basis (which can be Found in the Interviews walked in EQAFE as well as the Processes walked within this Blog), walking the One Principle of showing the process of how human nature can change and with individuals walking their processes to prove this with regards to how they changed themselves and their lives and to show the potential that there exist more in this existence than just Human Consciousness (such Individual’s Processes can be Followed in the 7 Year Journey to Life Process), and how everything is aware: it is unfortunate that Human Consciousness wants to believe that all that exist is ‘human intelligence’ and that nothing else in existence has an awareness/intelligence, because human beings are the only apparent ‘dominant force’ in existence. So, I mean – I understand why human beings may find it difficult to conceive that there’s more to existence than only Human Consciousness, that one can communicate with animals, nature, the environment that is in fact aware, but not on a level of consciousness that the human is existing within. In and through the Portal, we explain the different levels of consciousness – the conscious, subconscious, unconscious, quantum mind and quantum physical, and where human beings’ awareness is now only on the conscious/subconscious mind level. And this we explain in absolute detail for the individual to see, realise and understand how little awareness of the human in fact exist – even in relationship to our own thoughts, memories, emotions and feelings and how they in fact operate and function.

So, with this – this is all we’re doing/showing: that there’s more to existence than human consciousness, and we’re reaching to those who are willing, in this life to consider this, and to re-align our relationships/considerations to only the self-interest of our own Lives and dedicate our lives/living to considering/regarding/realising that there is an ENTIRE physical existence/humanity that is here that we haven’t been taking responsibility for, individually and collectively and simply expanding this awareness to dedicating our lives to better ourselves and this world/humanity as a whole with the potential that does exist for this to manifest.

Therefore, if you’re not able to consider, in this lifetime, that there is more to us humans/this physical existence than the intelligence we believe we are, and that with expanding our awareness in understanding ourselves, our relationship to the mind, the physical and this existence as a whole – that we can become more/make more of our lives for ourselves AND for all in this physical existence: then don’t. The consequence/regret of such a Decision, of realising what one had in fact missed in this lifetime with the Limitation of Consciousness and the separation from self’s awareness, the physical body and this physical existence in/as equality and oneness one will have to and will face – as one can also Hear in the Life Review Interviews on EQAFE with regards to the regret individuals Face with what they’ve realised they had missed in their lives on Earth.”

“And simply because we’re (Desteni and Equal Money) challenging held beliefs/acceptances and allowances such as “this world is the way it is because it’s always been that way” and showing that, “hey – by accepting/allowing such a statement we’re keeping it all this way, by not standing up for change within ourselves and this world” – Most goes into immediate “reaction”. All we’re ‘challenging’ at the base of it all, is – there’s more to this existence than only human consciousness and what we now accept/allow life on earth to be. So, if you react to being challenged to consider something MORE, then that’s your personal process. We’re here to stand with those who are willing to move beyond their own reactions, challenge themselves to consider something more to self and what life on earth is/has become. If we remain in the ‘lesser’ version and definition of ourselves, without challenging ourselves to consider more – how are we ever going to change ourselves or anything in this existence to something better, because our acceptances/allowances/definitions is what is keeping ourselves/this world limited, therefore to expand, to change, we have to expand how we see/view/interact and consider things.”

Here, we gave Perspective on an Interesting point regarding the words Respect and Dignity – and, something to consider regarding whether us Human Beings, as we exist now, in/as the Mind/Consciousness Ignorance and our relationship to the World-System/Money-System in and as Abdication of Self-Responsibility to/as it – whether we even in fact know what Dignity and Respect really is. Which within this also brings us to the Point of explaining how – in/as Consciousness, we’ve been existing in Ignorance in relationship to ourselves and this world/humanity, and so have abdicated our Responsibility to ourselves, this world/humanity and so is/have been contributing and perpetuating the consequences we are facing Individually and Together.

And, within this – when/as we get to walking the Process from Consciousness to Awareness and the difference between Consciousness and Awareness, as what REAL Awareness in fact is: Respect and Dignity within the context of What is Best for All in Equality and Oneness will be Understood:

“With this, getting now to the question regarding Dignity and Respect: I would argue the following with how we at Desteni look at Words/Living Words and how I also have looked at my relationship to humanity/this World and asked myself a question: Can I stand in self-respect, in dignity – with having a look at my life on earth that I have walked in relationship to humanity/this physical existence as especially for example this current World System/Money System and say that I have lived in respect/dignity to my fellow man, to the animal kingdom, the nature/environment, the earth? No. Why? Because – how can we say, that we have lived a “dignified life” when the very life that we do live, in relationship to what Money provides – that Money that provided the ‘life’ I had lived, for me to have the money I have – was at the sacrifice/cost/expense of other human beings lives, animals, nature, the environment, the earth. That, for me to have a ‘life’ – that opportunity of ‘life’ had to be taken away from other human beings/other life forms; which is how this Current world system is set up in terms of catering to only a minority of human beings, while the majority struggle to survive with the amount of money available to them and the “cost” of living in this world is rising more and more and more, and more human beings are being filtered out of the World System to live/survive in this world/reality. I would also suggest watching the documentary The Power Principle – showing the process of how this current World System came into being with deliberate interventions with populations/peoples who have proven that self-governing is possible, to exist in harmony and equality where everyone works together for the betterment of all of the society/environment and deliberately taken over by the World System frontrunners to have control.

Then, to the point of Respect – how can we claim respect, when we cannot even respect/consider/regard LIFE-itself, that is existent in each human being, each child that is born, each life form that birth within this physical existence – with regards to how this current World System/Money System blatantly disrespect the opportunity for life/living for humanity within this physical existence? I mean, you can do your research with regards to the extent of abuse/violence and even to the consequence of extinction of species is existing simply for profit, for greed, for money, for self-interest – and then we support/participate in such a System that so deliberately disrespect the life of such beings: what does it then say about us?

So, what we suggest considering is a “Dignified Life” and “Respect” – with regards to presenting such an opportunity for humanity, where each child born is ensured/secured a future in this world/reality, where we can assist/support ourselves to actually co-exist for ourselves and for all, and stand within/as Respect with regards to looking at/investigating alternatives / solutions to our current relationship to nature, the animal kingdom, the environment and the Earth. I mean, it’s fascinating that human beings alone is being blamed for this earth’s slow but sure destruction – when it’s the current World System/Money System and our accepted and allowed relationship to it, that is governing/managing all the relationships in this Physical Existence and so: all we’re showing is that we change this Entire System, re-align the Relationships to real consideration/regard in relation to Respect and Dignity that is Physically Visible within this Existence.

I was simply living my life, unaware of anything/anyone – but my own mind, my own survival: exactly like most of humanity are existing/living now. Completely caught up in our minds, our personal lives and especially survival/money - I have been there myself. However, this process – had made me Aware, that – there’s most certainly more existing in this existence than JUST me, made me Aware that – I am currently living in, accepting and allowing a World / Money System that is causing unimaginable harm/abuse/consequence to the rest of humanity/this physical existence, which in this also brought me to the question “where was I my whole life that I had lived to ignorantly in relation to money, the world/money system, other human beings” – I mean, it was not even registering/being considered in my consciousness/mind, so closed-minded I was. So, now – I am more aware of my responsibility to me, how my mind shape/create/manifest me/my life/living, how to change me to become the directive principle of who I am, and so my responsibility to what I accept/allow in this world/reality with regards to our current accepted and allowed relationship to this World System/Money System.”

With this, all of us are not yet equal – at all, equality would be where we’re able to Co-Exist, as Equals, as Human Beings and work-together for the betterment of ourselves, each other and this world as a whole. Yes, we most certainly understand this process we’re Undertaking is a Massive Task and will be a Process to walk – but, despite all the odds and most human beings at this stage that cannot conceive of such a Solution – we know the potential exist, and so we walk it. You’re equal-to and one-with what you accept and allow in your mind and your life – at the moment, everyone is accepting/allowing themselves to be equal to only consciousness, only this current world-system/money system and so in that definition, are in fact limiting ourselves to considering the potential that exist for ourselves and life on earth. So, for those that are ready to step beyond such limitation, acceptance and allowance in the Mind and this World/Money System – we’re walking ourselves beyond such limitation to/as considering more. “

We will refer back to this Post in Posts to come. Enjoy.

Valuing LOVE more than LIFE (Part 1): DAY 198

FEAR of our own SHADOW – continued

EVIL – continued

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

In this post, we’re continuing with the Self Forgiveness and Commitment Statements, where we’re in the process of identifying, disentangling the Wolves Sheep Clothing – strand by strand, in showing/revealing the illusion, the evil within and behind love/good/light/positivity within the context of how it is currently being lived by/through the Mind as ENERGY, hiding/veiling the real, true nature of our beingness – instead of Love being/becoming an actual living commitment, visible, in and as this Physical Existence for self and for all in/as equality and oneness here.

For context from the previous post:

We’ll start with a thread of Wool, covering up the inherent Evil of ourselves - with having a look at the following statement:

“Life is filled with joys and sorrows. Open your heart and feel both of them fully. Your heart will know what to do. All you have to do is be present with where you are in this moment, and your heart will awaken your soul to surround you with an Eternal Love greater than life itself.”

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand why and how the acceptance and allowance of the energy-feeling of joy, and the energy-emotion of sorrow within self, stand within and as the context of reflecting/representing the inherent evil within and as ourselves, where – within the context of our own Mind: what we’d do is accept and allow That in our Minds which cause us sorrow, so that we can manifest/experience or dedicate our lives/minds to experience that which is Joy – essentially, playing our own energy-games within our Minds with the dark/negative and the light/positive; that we would accept and allow the Sorrow to exist, just so that we can experience/have/accumulate the Joy. Within this, we become so obsessed/possessed with our own Energy-games, within our own Minds, that it consume our Minds and Lives and leave no Awareness to consider aligning our lives/living into/as this Physical Existence – to establish an Earth where No Sorrow exist, but that individuals can equally and as one stand/LIVE the real PHYSICAL JOY of equally as one being taken care of and cared for.

In this, as well, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand – where we’d accept and allow the Physical Sorrow to exist in this World, just to validate/justify the existence/experience of Joy from the perspective of, for example, the ELITE that would justify/validate how they live their lives with MONEY as Joy, how fulfilled their lives are with RELATIONSHIPS – but what is existent within the backdrop of the Mind is essentially saying within the Joy: “thank God I am not experiencing/in the living conditions of those in Physical Sorrow” – Physical Sorrow, as those that have no relationships, no conveniences, no resources, no life. In this, here, is existent our EVIL: that we would not within this World look at the root cause of what is causing the majority of Humanity to exist within/as Physical Sorrow, but only align our Self-Interest to seek the Joy in our Minds/Lives with Money, Sex and Relationships and using the Physical Sorrow that’s existent on Earth to fuel/validate/justify that Joy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how so many of us, with having a look at the first statement “Life is filled with joys and sorrows” – that we would tend to immediately, without hesitation, go into agreement, as this is something that everyone can relate to. However, what’s fascinating here is that we’d jump to focusing on the words ‘joy and sorrow’ and then reverse it into and as the definition of what ‘Life’ is. Meaning, that we would not really in fact look at the FIRST WORD as LIFE and question: “But, why have we accepted and allowed ‘life’, the definition, the living, the experience of life in our Minds and this World to exist within the polarities of ‘joy’ and ‘sorrow’?” That, we have never in fact considered, that it is our definition, living and experience of the Word ‘Life’ in our Minds and in this World System that is in fact creating ‘Life’ to exist the way it does in our Minds and this World System. And so, within and as this definition, experience and living of the word ‘Life’ within the energy-experience definition of emotion as sorrow and feeling as joy, this is what we will experience, live and so create. And so, within and as this definition, experience and living of the word ‘Life’ within the Physical Sorrow and the Physical Joy – this is how life on earth will remain, and continue existing.

Because, in this – I forgive myself that I haven’t ever accepted and allowed myself to consider, the extent of my responsibility, existent within ONE WORD as the Word ‘Life’. And what I accept and allow ME to exist-as in and as my definition as this Word, I will accordingly become and live, and in this becoming and living – will create/manifest my external world/existence to mirror this acceptance and allowance, and so would accept and allow in my external reality/world, whatever I accept and allow in my internal reality/world.

That, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to consider a definition, a living of/as the word LIFE that in fact stand as a LIVING SOLUTION to life/living on Earth for ALL, in and as equality and oneness Here – so, the question here is: why have I, as all – not considered an equality and oneness solution/standing/living/creation for and of LIFE on Earth for ALL, regarding each ‘life’ equally as one as self? Why, despite the extent of consequence in and as this existence of what ‘life’ has become – have we not in fact changed for ourselves and for all? Because, this is the very Point here, that: we’re all always only ‘changing’ as in ‘shifting dimensions’ in and as our own Minds in and between the positive/negative and the light/dark, creating the illusion of change in our own Minds – but, would we in/as this change or have we in/as this apparent Mind/Dimensional change – contributed to any real, PHYSICAL CHANGE in/as this existence, this World-System of Money’s relationship to Humanity/this Physical Existence? No – there has been no such actual, real, physical, evidentiary change in existence – everything and everyone’s still creating HELL. So, within this comes to question: how long are the ‘love and light’ and ‘positivity’ Illusions of change going to hold, before seeing the reality of this PHYSICAL existence: that it is US HUMANS creating this world, governing this World System, accepting and allowing this World System? The contribution, the direct/indirect participation in this World System by/through All of Humanity can be traced in the decisions that are being made by Human’s Consciousness. And so, why/how there are no ‘higher external forces’ at work within this existence that is in ANY WAY VALID for why/how this world is the way it is: it’s all been us, all along.

And so, in this – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the Evil of us, that we’d create the Illusion of change in our Minds, and believe it to be SO REAL – even though the apparent ‘change’ in the Mind/Consciousness as the shift in the dimensions between the energies of the negative/positive and the dark/light bring forth no physical, real, solution to our actual, physical, real life on earth, that we did an interesting thing and said: “Oh, well I HAVE CHANGED, so this means that the evil/bad/dark/negative in this world must be because of SOMETHING ELSE, or SOMEONE ELSE – it can’t be ME!!! I CHANGED!!!” And, this is interesting – because, we didn’t in fact see the NATURE of this ‘CHANGE’ – that, we did not QUESTION the CHANGE in itself, from the perspective of seeing, realising and understanding: Change is not as simple as simply shifting dimensions in the Mind within energy-experience of negative and positive. That, that very shift in energy-experience between positive and negative is/has been us band-aiding, ‘making ourselves FEEL better’ / making ourselves FEEL CHANGED – where change has become a feeling, an experience in the MIND, WITHOUT actually INVESTIGATING the root, the cause, the source, the origin of/as the negative/bad/dark/evil in and as the Mind and the Physical. And, this is WHY we’re so uneducated in and as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical – we’ve never in fact investigated Ourselves, who we are, how we are in the totality of/as what manifests/comes up within the Mind, and this is also why it was then so easy to ‘claim change and the blame consequence onto/towards something/someone else’. 

That, in this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, to realise, to understand – why/how No Change can be Valid, if it does not in fact contribute to actual change in the Physical, for Self and for All, that is physically real and Visible. In this, essentially, we thus have to really look at redefining the Word CHANGE and when/how it is in fact real, because what we’ve done in/as the Evil of/as ourselves is create/define change to be an ILLUSION we manifest in the Mind, while the Majority of/as this Physical, Real, World goes unchanged and has gone unchanged and still continue to worsen.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand why there is/has been NO CHANGE, no REAL CHANGE in and as this Physical Existence, because for most of humanity – we’ve created the illusion of change in the Mind based on FEELING and not on REALITY in who we are in our inner and outer worlds, and so why/how we’d hold onto this illusion of change in our own MINDS only and not bother with change in/as this Physical Existence, that would take actual, real human LIVING and contribution and physical direction. Because we’ve regarded change in ENERGY in the MIND to be MORE / Superior than change in this ACTUAL, REAL PHYSICAL REALITY.

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We Only See what we Choose to See: DAY 81

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(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(Please note, we will be continuing with the process of The Origins of Males and Females and Adam and Eve within posts to continue once we have completed walking the framework of ‘character/personality’ creations in the Mind that will be referred to when/as we continue with walking the process of The Origins of Males and Females, Adam and Eve. However, the thread/dimensions of The Chicken or the Egg and How the Fruit of Life became Rotten still applies within this process of Character-Creation in seeing/realising/understanding how we simultaneously created/manifested our within and without as internal and external realities as the chicken and the egg, and within this how we as the Tree of Humanity/Life have produced the Rotten Fruit of ourselves/generations of children to come in our accepted and allowed relationship of separation of and as the Mind and the Physical.)

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re in this post walking the process of how we exactly manifested/create ourselves as characters in relation to sex/sexuality/masturbation and relationships from and of memories of what we’ve experienced/seen/heard within and as this physical-reality. Thus essentially – how we’ve used our own physical-bodies and this physical-existence to attempt/try to materialize/manifest characters within and as our Minds of Energy; within and as the starting-point Character of searching/seeking the More of Self/Here, which we then created in our Minds as a myriad of characters and energy-experiences; abusing, compromising and manipulating the very fabric/construct of this physical-existence just for the fulfilment of the MORE, instead of realising the simplicity of Life as Here in equality and oneness with Self, the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence as a whole.

But, before we walk this point – what must first be understood is the Mind-Physical relationship with our physical-eyes and the ‘mind’s eyes’, in how our Mind/Characters use our physical-eyes and what we physically see/experience to build/construct/create/manifest characters, never actually in fact SEEING Reality, Here – only seeing/experiencing what we WANT to see/experiences in and as the self-interest of the Mind in searching/seeking for the MORE of ourselves/here as characters and energy-experiences of emotions/feelings.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand – in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now: The process that manifest within ‘character creation’ within and as our existence as the Mind, in separation from and of the physical-body and this physical existence, where: Everything we see with our human physical eyes, is interpreted from within our Minds – the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious/Physical-Mind. Where, we don’t see in equality and oneness here with, as and through the Physical, and so do not see, and are not able to communicate with/be with/express with and as what we see with our human physical eyes – and so can never really comprehend/understand the entirety/totality of what we see with our physical eyes because of our accepted and allowed separation from and of physicality. And because our Minds’ relationship to the Physical-Body as Energy’s relationship to Substance – consist of/exist as the starting-point Character of the “searching/seeking for the MORE of self/here”: this is/has become the starting-point of our interaction and relationship with the rest of existence – searching/seeking for the MORE of ourselves/here. And so our human physical eyes have become the eyes of the Mind/Main Character of searching/seeking for the MORE of itself/here – MORE character creations/energy experiences. And so, with our human physical eyes with the Mind’s eyes as the Character of searching/seeking for MORE; we scan what we see in the physical world, filtering/manifesting it from our Physical-Eyes into the Physical-Mind/Unconscious where our automated Consciousness of the Mind categorize/organize the physical-world images stored/processed into and as the Unconscious/Physical-Mind as Memories. Where, the Memories are of moments we capture of what we physically see, but is harnessed by Consciousness/our Mind as the Primary Character as the Nature of Ego of searching/seeking for the MORE of itself/here. Where the memories then become potential platforms for additional character-creations / upgrades of already existent Characters in our Minds, as our entire Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious/Physical-Mind is programmed to serve only our self-interest as Characters within the show/game of life of searching/seeking which Characters in our Minds are more easily/readily fulfilled/satisfied as we embody these characters in our physical-living once they are created in the Mind, then speak them and behave them. The more responses we receive from other human beings’ Characters, with our Character reflecting their Character as we mirror each other’s similar/same characters we come to embody/live-out: we so create relationships between Characters. Never actually a relationship with ourselves/another human being – always forming relationships with Characters in our own Minds, that we then physically manifest/live out and when we recognize other human beings with similar/the same Characters: we create/form/manifest relationships. Because in those/such synchronized character-relationships: we maintain/sustain/validate our successful Character-creations that give us the energy-experiences of acceptance, appreciation, validation and ‘confirmation’ of who we have decided to be as particular-specific character(s) in our Minds.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood the process of character-creation, where – we actually use what we see with our human physical eyes, from within and as our Mind. Where – every moment our eyes blink, is a moment where the Mind takes the external physical visual information/moment and actually channels it through into and as the Unconscious/Physical-Mind; into and as a manifested-platform that is existent within the Unconscious/Physical-Mind. With this platform existent – interdimensionally-physically, that looks like a glass window pane. Where – every moment one’s eyes blink, between one eye-blink and the next – that moment of what one had seen with one’s human physical eyes, as well as all the processes that manifested in one’s entire Mind as ‘who one is’ in that moment within/between the eye-blinking: is channelled from the Physical-Eyes with interdimensional-physical connections into and as the Unconscious/Physical-Mind and imprinted/manifested onto the interdimensional-physical ‘glass window pane’. From where the physical seeing moment, and ‘who self is/was’ in that moment is altogether manifested as a ‘live memory’ / photograph within and on that ‘glass window pane’. From where Consciousness/the Mind ‘scans’ the physical-moments of seeing and ‘who self was’ within those moments to accordingly assess/calibrate how such moments/memories can be used within the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind – to upgrade/specific/alter/change systems / create new systems/personalities/characters.

So, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand we’re essentially literally existent within the words “the eyes are the windows to the Soul”: with and from our eyes, moments of reality are captured and stored within this window-manifestation in the Unconscious/Physical-Mind that from there then access the Soul/Mind Consciousness System as the entirety/totality of ‘who we are’ within ourselves. The memories/live moments captured/manifested within and on this Window that is then used by the Mind/Consciousness is accordingly transferred/redirected to and as the various positions/parts of the Mind Consciousness System within the Physical-Body to serve its purpose of evolution/survival. And those memories not used, are then transferred into and as the flesh of the human physical body in ‘liquefied form’. Where – the moment the memory/live moment of reality is not used, it from the ‘window-manifestation’ ‘collapse into information/energy’-form only, with the Energy then absorb into and as the physical-flesh where the Mind Consciousness System will thus use the energy absorbed into the flesh and again reabsorb it eventually as the Mind consume physicality to transform into energy for its own continued existence/survival. And the information of the memory/live physical moment is then stored/accumulated/manifested into and as the very tissue of the muscles of the physical-body that would eventually form/manifest minute crystals of interdimensional-physical information, that becomes one of the main causes/sources of the physical-tissue/bone of the body/physical body slowly but surely decaying in and throughout time as the crystal manifestations accumulate in the very physical-flesh, changing/altering the very fabric of the physical. And thus, how in this  - every moment of ‘who we’ve been’ within/between the eye-blinks: is manifested within and as our bodies in crystallized form/as actual memory manifestations ‘intact’ manifested as part of systems/constructs of the Mind.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand, in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical – from the beginning to now: why/how it is, that we don’t remember/recall each moment within and between two eye-blinks that we’ve walked from the beginning to the age we are now, because: we were ‘there’ in the moment, physically within and between the two eye-blinks, but ‘who we are’ was not in fact ‘there’ in equality and oneness with self, the moment, the physical and the environment. We only move our eyes / our physical-bodies into and towards directions/experiences in this physical-reality from/of which we can create characters/ become/live-out characters as only recording/manifesting moments that could/would serve the interest of our own Mind’s evolution/survival. And so we’re essentially existing in ‘two worlds’: the one world where we’re physically seeing in every moment between the eye-blinks, but do not actually really SEE HERE in equality and oneness in absolutely being here with self, the moment and the physical. And the other world where our Mind-Physical relationship essentially ignores/disregards most of (if not close to all) that we physically see, and only search/look for the MORE of self/experience; using our eyes as scanners through the physical-eyes, in the search/seeking of opportunity where we can accumulate/manifest live moments as memories in/between the eye-blinks that can facilitate the evolution/survival of the Mind/Characters.

And thus, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand why and how – most ‘memories’ existent in our Minds that we can ‘consciously recall’ is manifested within the preference/interest of the Mind/Consciousness and/or our characters within that; as all memories we at this stage can consciously-recall / come up with in the Mind: is attached to systems/constructs/characters manifested in the Conscious/Subconscious/Unconscious Mind that in one way or the other: serves the Mind/our characters within, as and of the Mind. Where, everything we’ve physically seen from birth to the age of now – is still existent within and as us, simply only just in different formats/forms/manifestations according to how our Mind/Consciousness as primary character of the searching/seeking of the more of itself/here – categorized/organized/changed the constitution of the memories within itself/the physical-body to serve its own purpose of creating/manifesting MORE characters/energy experiences from and of Memory. And thus in this – why and how: we’re Humans existing in and from and as Memory: never in fact HERE in equality and oneness with ourselves, our physical-bodies/moments in participations within actual physical-reality.

In the next post, we’ll continue with how this relationship between the Mind and the Physical manifest in the utilization of our physical-eyes and mind-eyes simultaneously; and within and from that walk the practical example, of how we use our physical-mind eyes in the creation of characters in relation to sex, sexuality, masturbation and relationships; becoming humans prowling for prey as targets within our external physical-existence to devour in our Minds as we distort/alter/change/manipulate actual physical reality in our Minds to serve the interest/infinite hunger of the search/seeking for the MORE of self/here.

I commit myself to show, how – we have never actually in fact SEEN this physical-existence, ourselves and our physical-bodies in actual equality and oneness, within this equal and one SEEING, realising that whatever we see is in fact an equal and one part of us/ourselves; and in this equal and one seeing/being: realising/ understanding the totality/multi-dimensionality of what we’re seeing/being in equality and oneness. But instead, our very seeing with and through our physical-eyes has come to manifest from within and as the Mind/Consciousness of our Main Character of ‘searching/seeking the MORE of ourselves/here’; that filter/control what we actually physically see and categorize/organize it within the Mind-Physical relationship according to how what we See could/would serve the interest/survival/evolution of the Mind/our Characters within, as and of the Mind.

I commit myself to show, thus – how and why we’ve never in fact LIVED in this physical-existence, within our physical-bodies, as we’ve used/abused/manipulated what we physically-see within our Minds, distorting actual physical-reality within ourselves to suit/serve only our interest of the survival/evolution of Characters in our Minds – creating the Mind-Reality to be ‘real’, simply because we’ve always existed within and as it and defined ‘who we are’ within and through it; instead of realising that it is in fact the Physical-Body, this Physical-Existence that is REAL and that we’ve only manifested/created ‘who we are’ through the Mind, because of our separation from the Physical, from the beginning to now. What we do with actual physical-reality in our Minds that become Memories that we distort and manipulate to suit/serve our self-interest is Illusion, as it is only Illusion that can be manipulated/distorted/changed to suit/serve the interest of the Individual; when reality remains stable, constant/consistent ‘as-is’; and that we’ve as the Mind/Consciousness claimed ‘reality’ over and of the actual reality of the Physical, simply to justify/excuse/validate our perceived ‘Power’ as Energy/Creation in our Minds. When, what we’re doing in our Minds is not creation – it’s taking actual creation as this physical existence and altering/changing it within our Minds in and as Illusion; constructing Illusions in Minds, instead of creating/living in actual Reality as the Physical/this Physical-Existence.

I commit myself to show – how and why this process of ‘selective seeing’; where we ‘see’ as manifest/imprint/store in our Minds only that which serve our individual interest of searching/seeking for the MORE of ourselves/here in the evolution/construction of Characters in our Minds; brings into question whether we then really in fact SEE the physical-existential consequences manifesting in this world today within humanity, the earth, the animal-kingdom – all that is in fact suffering within the Physical-Existence. As we’ve created the World-System of Money in our image and likeness that serve our Characters’ interest in the Mind in serving us what we Want to See that would be aligned with our Characters in the Mind, fulfilling our Characters’ wants, needs and desires. And when our eyes so swiftly moves into Media presenting the condition/state of this physical-existence, humanity, earth and the animal-kingdom in the ever growing consequence/suffering: we simply deliberately choose to ignore it/not in fact SEE/REALISE such parts of and as ourselves suffering endlessly; that is suffering for the World-System of Money to continue as-is to serve our Illusions as Characters of the Mind. Because if we would to in fact SEE, in equal and one awareness and understanding – we’d a long time ago together stood up and done something about it. But we’ve instead regarded the illusion/apparent power of the Mind’s ability to create illusionary characters to be more than life-itself as the physical/this physical existence, which – if we don’t stand up/stand together, all will equally as one accordingly experience the consequences for and of this physical existence/humanity we’ve neglected due to deliberate self-serving self-interest of Illusion.

I commit myself to, with writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support me to align myself into and as equality and oneness with and as the Physical-Body, so that I can in fact SEE HERE in equality and oneness with me/my physical-body and so this physical existence. As what the process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application assist/support with: To see beyond/through the characters/mind, into and as me (Intimacy – into-me-I-see) as my physical-body and this physical existence, to in this Seeing – realise my responsibility to the consequences I have accepted and allowed to create/manifest from the Illusion of Mind within the Reality of the Physical. And so commit myself to assist/support those willing / decided to SEE Here, to stand up/through the veil of Consciousness into Physical Equality and Oneness so that we can stand up individually and together in walking through and establishing solutions to what we’ve done and become to ourselves, each other and this physical-existence as a whole, which is essentially the process of  guiding/directing ourselves out of Illusion, into Reality to finally sort out the mess we’ve created/manifested for ourselves and all as ourselves.