The Circus Act of CharACTers (Part Two): DAY 274
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The
Practicality of Balance - continued
Balance
- continued
Enhancing
CHANGE – continued
The FORCE - continued
The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who I Am as Money – continued
(To
read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog -
Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but
is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have
not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1,
as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this
post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)
We’re continuing having a look at our Mind as a Circus, with
ourselves the Main Act as our Main CharACTer as Ego; and all the other Acts as
the rest of the CharACTers as Personalities that exist within our Minds as the entertainment
we as the Mind provide ourselves with to distract/preoccupy us from/of actual,
Real, Physical Reality. Then the Crowds, the people in our world/reality we
accept/allow to exist in our Minds as either applauding/cheering/booing the
CharACTers we become/live out/embody.
Furthermore within this, how the entertainment/positive in
the forefront – actually originate from abuse/evil in the Background as how it
exist in Reality in relationship to most Circus’s and so also how it exist
within our Minds as the Energy of/as the Mind is resourced from/of the Physical
- even to the point of how it exist in this World System/Money System;
Consumerism/Entertainment in the forefront, while in the background – for this
very World System/Money System to exist, lives/livelihoods of beings, animals,
the earth and environment is compromised/sacrificed.
In this, how we have established that – we’re on this Ball,
as our Main CharACTer, our Main Awareness-relationship in/as the Mind with how
we’re in our ‘Awareness’ – ‘Aware’ of what is going on in the Mind, but being ‘Moved
by/through the Mind/Consciousness AS ENERGY’ into and as being the Mind’s Main
Circus Act as we’re pulled into/as the ‘Balancing of Energy-Polarities’ as the
Negative, Neutral and Positive. Always busied with the business of the Mind, as
the more and more and more we accept and allow ourselves to participate in/as
being the Mind’s Main Act as how we’re moved by/through the Balancing of the
Energy-Polarities of the Negative, Neutral and Positive: the more and more and
more the Very Energy we participate in in/as our Awareness-relationship to the
Mind and ‘believe to be ‘Who we Are’’ – is being resourced at the sacrifice
of/as our Beingness and Physical Body. With no direct equal and one
relationship to the
Physical Body, this Physical Existence in Any Way Whatsoever…and then
beings wonder Why this Physical Existence/ ‘life on earth’ has become what it
is, when we’re the One’s not In Fact Living in it, as it and With it.
Now we’re on this Ball; and we have established that the
First Step – is Stabilizing one’s Awareness-relationship to the
Mind/Consciousness as mentioned in the Previous Post: “Because, ‘balancing’ again – is equal-to and one-with standing on a
Ball and Balancing oneself; getting one’s Awareness ‘centred and directive’ as
Self Stand within/on that Ball – absolutely still, stable, immovable,
untouchable, unwavering – the Absolute Self-Certainty of: I Stand. This process
of ‘Mastering Balance’ as the process of Walking Change and Simultaneously
Enhancing Change – is but a Stepping Stone that one eventually also have to
Transcend, to be able to Become Equilibrium in/as the Physical, where one’s
within and without is equal and one, here. Now, what does this mean –
practically?”
So, STEP ONE – is Stabilizing self’s Awareness on the Ball
of having been the ‘Main Act’ in/as our Own Minds, which is the Process of Walking Self-Change as well as Enhancing
Self-Change, where Self essentially, as self’s Awareness go: “But wait, why
am I automatically, without question, simply accepting and allowing myself to
Be Moved by Energy/energy-experience?” – and in this, establish Self’s
Commitment/Stand in Practical Living: “I commit myself to be/become Directive
in/as who I am and investigate/introspect when/as energy-reactions/experiences
simply automatically manifest without my Decision/Directive Will, to be/become
Stable and See Reality DIRECT, as I see/realise and understand that as long as
I’m in/as Energy, this is All that I will be, this is All that I will
See/Experience/Exist-as and in this – miss the Total Moment of my
Physical-Interaction in REALITY”. So, interestingly enough – what one will find
is that, the Process of Stabilizing self’s Awareness to not be moved into/as
all sorts of Directions within one’s Mind by Energy: will be experienced like a
‘Balancing Act’ in itself, from the Perspective of how one now as Self’s
Awareness, essentially, have to on that Ball – find one’s ‘Centre’, one’s
Stand, one’s Stability. And so, as one walk one’s Process of Change and also
Enhancing Change – it will sometimes feel like you’re a bit
wonky/shaky/unstable, but as you Persist/Stand/Stabilize and Find that Point
within yourself where you Stand – you’ve got your Centre.
Now, this ‘Centre’ is not some ‘Invisible Centre’ – it’s a
PRACTICAL Centre, the ‘Centre’ we reference here is simply a Point of Stability
you establish, when you’re walking your Process of Practical Application Change
and your Self-Commitments are practical, direct, to-the-point and
Simplistically Applicable. In this, one’s moments of Change become immediate
and this is the reference of having establishing that Centre-point where Self
Stand, and not accept/allow Self to be Moved by the Mind/Consciousness as
Energy/Energy-Experience.
So, one can look at it as being on this Ball as one’s
Awareness standing/Balancing on it, and there’s Invisible Strings attached to
Self’s Awareness, with those Invisible Strings representing, for example,
various Energy-Relationships;
and so the Mind with its ‘invisible strings’ as ‘energy relationships’ will
Move you as your Awareness on that Ball into and as All Sorts of Directions as
the Mind/Consciousness Move to Balance the Energy-Polarities within itself as
the Negative, Neutral and Positive. So, you’ve got to establish that
Centre-Point on that Ball as your Awareness that Stand, and find that Centre
Point, that Stand where the Mind will attempt/try to Move you with/as Energy to
balance out Energy-Experiences and no matter what: You Stand. Such as for
example, in instances of friction/conflict – where you used to be moved from a
positive moment, to a negative moment within yourself; where you were ‘fine one
moment’ and then the next ‘overwhelmed with negative emotions’; where one can
stand within one’s Awareness so Stable that – in friction/conflict instances,
before during and after – Self Stand Stable; no movement, no reactions, no invisible
strings/energy experiences Moving Self as the reference/cross-reference that
Self has released Self from the energy-experiences/strings and can
Stand/balance AS SELF in/as Stability.
So, obviously within this, there are many CharACTers that
self within/throughout one’s Life accumulated in one’s relationship
to the Mind/Consciousness and one’s External World/Reality and the People
within it, and so – one Will be walking One CharACTer, as the First One that
all will face as the One where you first Establish your Stand/Stability in
relationship to the Mind, with developing your Awareness – from just being ‘Aware’
of what goes on in the Mind and in this World to realising: “Holy SHIT, I can
actually stop/change/transform who I am in/as my relationship to the Mind”; and
so start the Process of stopping participation in CharACTers as Main Acts of/as
the Circus of the Mind, in seeing/realising/understanding that the CharACTers
as ACTS in the Circus of the Mind only exist, because self’s Awareness accepted
and allowed such a relationship to the Mind, instead of being/becoming the
LIVING WORD that Live in/as actual, real, Physical Reality. As our Words have
come to ‘belong to ENERGY’ as the Mind/Consciousness Entity – filled with
emotions/feelings/memories, knowledge and information, imaginations – multiple Mind-dimensions,
instead of us as our Awareness nurturing our Living in/as this Actual, Real,
Physical World/Reality through LIVING WORDS as-ourselves, HERE. This
relationship to Words and the process of how Words have come to exist in/as and
for the Evolution of the Mind/Consciousness instead of the nurturing of
Life/Living is Discussed and Walked in Detail in the Quantum Mind
Interview Series available on EQAFE.
And so, from Walking one’s Main CharACTer as ‘initial
Awareness’-relationship to the Mind/Consciousness as the process of realising
that one can stop participation in the Thought patterns, Imaginations and
Reactions and in a Moment Decide ‘who I am’ as self’s directive Will, one’s
Process continue with Enhancing that relationship change from Awareness
Ball-Balancing between Energy-Polarities, to Self-Aware Stability in/as who
Self is in one’s World/Reality - and then the Process Start/Continue of
re-aligning all one’s other CharACTers as Circus ACTS in the Circus of the Mind
into and as Equal and One Physical Living, Living Words; until eventually – the
invisible strings/energy experiences release, the Tent fall down and one for
the First Time, slowly but surely, start Seeing/Realising REALITY and the
difference between being Enslaved to Energy-Experience and Living
Self-EXPRESSION. The Difference between Mind-Energy enslavement and Self
Expression – is/has been explained in the following Interview: What is Self-Expression?
We’ll continue in the Next Post with making the Process from
Balance to Equilibrium more Tangible and Practical with walking a Self
Forgiveness and Self Commitment Process.
