The CON within CONflict (Part 2): DAY 223

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The CON within CONflict (Part 2): DAY 223

The FORCE - continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

For Context from the Previous Post:
In and from the post we’re going to have a look at the nature, the purpose of friction/conflict and our reaction/experience/relationship to it as Resistance. With regards to, why/how it is that we tend to rather resist/fear friction/conflict in ourselves, in our personal worlds and this world as a whole – than in fact understanding it, our role/responsibility within it and changing the causes/origins of the points in relationship that is creating the friction/conflict in the first place; into and as an equal and one solution.

In and from this post, we’re going to walk the CON within/of CONflict in its relationship to CONsciousness – and how we conned ourselves, in and as our accepted and allowed separation from/of the very conflict/friction we created/participate in, when the Solution was to stand stable, within and as the conflict, understanding all the parts, points and relationships at ‘play’ as Self, and direct the discord/misaligned relationships creating/manifesting friction/conflict into and as an equal and one solution.
So, we’re going to start off with what happens within and during one’s Process in relationship to the Mind as to why and how it is that as we within and as our Awareness change, it’s like the Mind – as the thoughts, reactions, memories, backchats, imaginations become ‘overwhelming’, almost ‘overpowering’ to which we will thus, within this activation of friction/conflict go into further separation within/as our own Mind of/as ourselves and put up our defence/protection/attack mechanisms; in a sense creating an additional Personality in the Mind to ‘handle’ friction/conflict within it – but not resolve it / solve it. And so we do the same within our relationships in our personal world – we create Personalities with protection/defence/attack mechanisms when it comes to friction/conflict, instead of self-honesty, communication and directing the friction/conflict into and as an equal and one solution. And so the same we do within this World System – we create additional systems as protection/defence/attack mechanisms from the consequence-outflows of friction/conflict that the very World System Create – instead of changing the System as the cause, in the first place.

So, let’s start with Friction/Conflict in the Mind World, and with this – Strategic / Calculated approaches in one’s relationship to the Mind, to Self as the Mind that stand within stability / ‘preparing the road before self’ to face self as the mind in stability and as Solutions, instead of fear/resistance that we create Personalities from to go into protection/defence/attack mode against/within our own Minds, towards ourselves which is bizarre, to say the least – lol. Essentially we do this to others, to humanity that is/are ‘parts of ourselves’ and/or the World System that is a creation of ourselves, we go into fear/resistance in relationship to the friction/conflict and so always ‘fight / run away’ from ourselves. So, time to stand and face ourselves – in all spheres of life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the extent of the Mind-Physical relationships that has manifested as me, the complexity, interconnectedness and ‘mathematical, systematic perfection’ within and as which all the points/parts of the Mind co-exist and function within and as all levels/dimensions of its existence, from the Conscious, Subconscious, Unconscious to Quantum Mind and Quantum Physical – that, I had not accepted and allowed myself to consider how such a System, such a multi-dimensional existence of Energy as Consciousness would ‘respond’ to me presenting a new equation, an factor that was not equated into and as the already preprogrammed existence of/as the Mind as Consciousness and so in this: that – with and as me presenting my relationship to the Mind, to Consciousness in and as the Awareness of realising the ability to stop participation in Thoughts, that I as the Mind would perceive me as a ‘Threat’ to its existence within the unpredictable nature of/as my Awareness and would so move into and as protection/defence/attack mechanisms to maintain its existence, its preprogramming.
I commit myself to show, that – what must be considered here, is that we have throughout our lives, accepted and allowed Consciousness within and as its existence as the Conscious, Subconscious, Unconscious and Quantum Mind and Quantum Physical and all the multi-dimensional relationships, personalities, parts, constructs and systems to function/process and exist FOR US. Within this, with us changing our Awareness from/of only participating in the Mind as Observers and following Consciousness as its slave – to now actually engaging with Consciousness/the Mind as ourselves in awareness, through from example: moving our participation in thinking, into and as focusing on breath and so slowly, but surely start interfering with the Mind/Consciousness ‘Energy Circulation’, because it usually, through us participating in thinking – generated its energy for the Personalities; that one in a way have to consider oneself in/as the ‘shoes of the Mind/Consciousness to which ourselves/our awareness was always submissive, observing, accepting and allowing without question – and now, we’re starting to re-emerge as a ‘new factor’ Consciousness has to equate. So, in a way – our ‘Awareness’, that part of ourselves which is ‘aware’ of what is going on in the Mind, is still separate from Consciousness and Consciousness is still separate from/of our ‘Awareness’. Thus, this relationship will produce friction/conflict as you’re in the process of standing equal to and one with that of yourself as Consciousness you’ve separated yourself from, and you’re at the same time developing your ‘Awareness’, and in this taking the Responsibility of this equal and one alignment to Self Equality and Oneness and no more accepting and allowing this existence of just being an ‘observant submissive awareness’ to/as the Consciousness/Mind as that of yourself you’ve separated yourself from. So you have to stand through the friction/conflict that of you as the Mind/Consciousness will ‘dish out’ to protect/defend its own existence and essentially slowly, but surely, lead you as the Mind/Consciousness into and as Physical, Equal and One Living – it’s kind of like saying to that of the Mind of you: “Hey, sorry – we got it all in reverse, let’s align ourselves this way / that way” and one have to remain constant, consistent and ‘systematic’ within one’s application, ‘strategic’ if you will – from the perspective of really guiding you as that of you as the Mind into and as equal and one living/change and to stand stable within this, stand within and as self’s commitment to change and remain constant/consistent in/as that change/stand until eventually you in fact change that part of/as you of/as the Mind/Consciousness into and as actual Self-Aware Living.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to consider my relationship to/as the Mind as me, from the perspective that: it’s like looking at two separate points – like, two circles, individualized, that’s connected with/as a string. The one circle, representing our ‘awareness’ – that’s always only been observant/submissive/accepting/allowing and the other circle Consciousness, that’s existed as the ENTIRE Mind as the Conscious, Subconscious, Unconscious and Quantum Mind and Quantum Physical and EVERYTHING within/as it as what we’ve separated ourselves from as-ourselves. Now, we’re as the one circle as the Awareness, slowly but surely moving into/towards the other circle as Consciousness, overlapping, because to change ourselves, we first have to ‘get to know ourselves’ as Consciousness – which is what happens when one in/as awareness start walking in writing, self-forgiveness through/as a Personality of/as Consciousness, one start to ‘get to know’ and take responsibility for that Personality, understand it and its consequences and so in the commitments rescript/change how one in Awareness is now going to Live and no more exist in/as autopilot preprogramming of/as Consciousness. And now – because one’s Awareness is changing one’s relationship, changing the string, that connected our awareness to/as Consciousness, we’re creating within that one movement: “friction/conflict” within and as the string/the relationship that defined our awareness relationship in connection to/as Consciousness. And that “friction/conflict” will initiate the Mind/Consciousness into and as its protection/defence/attack mechanisms, because one’s awareness is now suddenly becoming the ‘directive principle’ – a position that Consciousness/our Preprogramming always held.
I commit myself to show – how: within and as the two circles connected with a string, our ‘awareness’ definition/relationship to consciousness, defined ourselves and so defined consciousness, because with remaining existent within the submissive, accepting, allowing, observant status - Consciousness takes/has control/directive principle. And now, with us changing this string, this relationship, with our awareness taking directive-principle through writing, self forgiveness into and as the self commitments and then actual change: this instigate Consciousness / that of ourselves that’s always been in control to accordingly ‘act’ to protect/defend its existence.
So, to understand here – that this process of CHANGE, in re-establishing self’s awareness into and as an equal and one relationship with the Physical Body and actual living, is going to produce ‘friction/conflict’, because self is changing relationships of/as one’s awareness in/as Consciousness/the Mind, while at the same time, changing/transforming one’s awareness into/as equal and one physical living, from how it always existed in the past, where: One’s Mind/Consciousness had control of the physical and one’s awareness through keeping one enslaved to preprogramming, and enslaving the physical to energy.

We’ll continue in the next post from what we have walked in this post with practical examples – utilizing the illustration of the relationship-change of one’s Awareness and Consciousness/the Mind, how and why the Mind/Consciousness will ‘respond’ and how to stand within and as the friction/conflict as process of Change, in/as Stability and into and as actual Living Change.

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