The CON within CONflict (Part 2): DAY 223
The
FORCE - continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but
is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality
we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of
Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and
have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY
1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in
this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)
For Context from the Previous Post:
In and from the post
we’re going to have a look at the nature, the purpose of friction/conflict and
our reaction/experience/relationship to it as Resistance. With regards to,
why/how it is that we tend to rather resist/fear friction/conflict in
ourselves, in our personal worlds and this world as a whole – than in fact
understanding it, our role/responsibility within it and changing the
causes/origins of the points in relationship that is creating the
friction/conflict in the first place; into and as an equal and one solution.
In and from this post, we’re going to walk the CON within/of
CONflict in its relationship to CONsciousness – and how we conned ourselves, in
and as our accepted and allowed separation from/of the very conflict/friction
we created/participate in, when the Solution was to stand stable, within and as
the conflict, understanding all the parts, points and relationships at ‘play’
as Self, and direct the discord/misaligned relationships creating/manifesting
friction/conflict into and as an equal and one solution.
So, we’re going to start off with what happens within and
during one’s Process in relationship to the Mind as to why and how it is that
as we within and as our Awareness
change, it’s like the Mind – as the thoughts, reactions, memories, backchats,
imaginations become ‘overwhelming’, almost ‘overpowering’ to which we will
thus, within this activation of friction/conflict go into further separation
within/as our own Mind of/as ourselves and put up our defence/protection/attack
mechanisms; in a sense creating an additional Personality in the Mind to ‘handle’
friction/conflict within it – but not resolve it / solve it. And so we do the
same within our relationships in our personal world – we create Personalities
with protection/defence/attack mechanisms when it comes to friction/conflict,
instead of self-honesty, communication and directing the friction/conflict into
and as an equal and one solution. And so the same we do within this World System
– we create additional systems as protection/defence/attack mechanisms from the
consequence-outflows of friction/conflict that the very World System Create –
instead of changing the System as the cause, in the first place.
So, let’s start with Friction/Conflict in the Mind World,
and with this – Strategic / Calculated approaches in one’s relationship to the
Mind, to Self as the Mind that stand within stability / ‘preparing the road
before self’ to face self as the mind in stability and as Solutions, instead of
fear/resistance that we create Personalities from to go into
protection/defence/attack mode against/within our own Minds, towards ourselves
which is bizarre, to say the least – lol. Essentially we do this to others, to
humanity that is/are ‘parts of ourselves’ and/or the World System that is a creation of
ourselves, we go into fear/resistance in relationship to the friction/conflict
and so always ‘fight / run away’ from ourselves. So, time to stand and face
ourselves – in all spheres of life.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand the extent of the Mind-Physical relationships
that has manifested as me, the complexity, interconnectedness and ‘mathematical,
systematic perfection’ within and as which all the points/parts of the Mind
co-exist and function within and as all levels/dimensions of its existence,
from the Conscious, Subconscious, Unconscious to Quantum Mind
and Quantum Physical – that, I had not accepted and allowed myself to consider
how such a System, such a multi-dimensional existence of Energy as
Consciousness would ‘respond’ to me presenting a new equation, an factor that
was not equated into and as the already preprogrammed existence of/as the Mind
as Consciousness and so in this: that – with and as me presenting my relationship
to the Mind, to Consciousness in and as the Awareness of realising the ability
to stop participation in Thoughts, that I as the Mind would perceive me as a ‘Threat’
to its existence within the unpredictable nature of/as my Awareness and would
so move into and as protection/defence/attack mechanisms to maintain its
existence, its preprogramming.
I commit myself to show, that – what must be considered
here, is that we have throughout our lives, accepted and allowed Consciousness
within and as its existence as the Conscious, Subconscious, Unconscious and
Quantum Mind and Quantum Physical and all the multi-dimensional relationships,
personalities, parts, constructs and systems to function/process and exist FOR
US. Within this, with us changing our Awareness from/of only participating in
the Mind as Observers and following Consciousness as its slave – to now
actually engaging with Consciousness/the Mind as ourselves in awareness,
through from example: moving our participation in thinking, into and as
focusing on breath and so slowly, but surely start interfering with the
Mind/Consciousness ‘Energy Circulation’, because it usually, through us
participating in thinking – generated its energy for the Personalities; that
one in a way have to consider oneself in/as the ‘shoes of the Mind/Consciousness
to which ourselves/our awareness was always submissive, observing, accepting
and allowing without question – and now, we’re starting to re-emerge as a ‘new
factor’ Consciousness has to equate. So, in a way – our ‘Awareness’, that part
of ourselves which is ‘aware’ of what is going on in the Mind, is still
separate from Consciousness and Consciousness is still separate from/of our ‘Awareness’.
Thus, this relationship will produce friction/conflict as you’re in the process
of standing equal to and one with that of yourself as Consciousness you’ve
separated yourself from, and you’re at the same time developing your ‘Awareness’,
and in this taking the Responsibility of this equal and one alignment to Self
Equality and Oneness and no more accepting and allowing this existence of just
being an ‘observant submissive awareness’ to/as the Consciousness/Mind as that
of yourself you’ve separated yourself from. So you have to stand through the
friction/conflict that of you as the Mind/Consciousness will ‘dish out’ to
protect/defend its own existence and essentially slowly, but surely, lead you
as the Mind/Consciousness into and as Physical, Equal and One Living – it’s
kind of like saying to that of the Mind of you: “Hey, sorry – we got it all in
reverse, let’s align ourselves this way / that way” and one have to remain
constant, consistent and ‘systematic’ within one’s application, ‘strategic’ if
you will – from the perspective of really guiding you as that of you as the
Mind into and as equal and one
living/change and to stand stable within this, stand within and as self’s
commitment to change and remain constant/consistent in/as that change/stand
until eventually you in fact change that part of/as you of/as the
Mind/Consciousness into and as actual Self-Aware Living.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to consider my relationship to/as the Mind as me, from the
perspective that: it’s like looking at two separate points – like, two circles,
individualized, that’s connected with/as a string. The one circle, representing
our ‘awareness’ – that’s always only been
observant/submissive/accepting/allowing and the other circle Consciousness,
that’s existed as the ENTIRE Mind as the Conscious, Subconscious, Unconscious
and Quantum Mind and Quantum Physical and EVERYTHING within/as it as what we’ve
separated ourselves from as-ourselves. Now, we’re as the one circle as the Awareness,
slowly but surely moving into/towards the other circle as Consciousness, overlapping,
because to change ourselves, we first have to ‘get to know ourselves’ as
Consciousness – which is what happens when one in/as awareness start walking in writing,
self-forgiveness through/as a Personality of/as Consciousness, one start to
‘get to know’ and take responsibility for that Personality, understand it and
its consequences and so in the commitments rescript/change how one in Awareness
is now going to Live and no more exist in/as autopilot preprogramming of/as
Consciousness. And now – because one’s Awareness is changing one’s
relationship, changing the string, that connected our awareness to/as
Consciousness, we’re creating within that one movement: “friction/conflict”
within and as the string/the relationship that defined our awareness
relationship in connection to/as Consciousness. And that “friction/conflict” will
initiate the Mind/Consciousness into and as its protection/defence/attack
mechanisms, because one’s awareness is now suddenly becoming the ‘directive
principle’ – a position that Consciousness/our Preprogramming always held.
I commit myself to show – how: within and as the two circles
connected with a string, our ‘awareness’ definition/relationship to
consciousness, defined ourselves and so defined consciousness, because with
remaining existent within the submissive, accepting, allowing, observant status
- Consciousness takes/has control/directive principle. And now, with us
changing this string, this relationship, with our awareness taking
directive-principle through writing, self forgiveness into and as the self
commitments and then actual change: this instigate Consciousness / that of
ourselves that’s always been in control to accordingly ‘act’ to protect/defend
its existence.
So, to understand here – that this process of CHANGE, in
re-establishing self’s awareness into and as an equal and one
relationship with the Physical Body and actual living, is going to produce ‘friction/conflict’,
because self is changing relationships of/as one’s awareness in/as
Consciousness/the Mind, while at the same time, changing/transforming one’s awareness
into/as equal and one physical living, from how it always existed in the past,
where: One’s Mind/Consciousness had control of the physical and one’s awareness
through keeping one enslaved to preprogramming, and enslaving the physical to
energy.
We’ll continue in the next post from what we have walked in
this post with practical examples – utilizing the illustration of the
relationship-change of one’s Awareness and Consciousness/the Mind, how and why
the Mind/Consciousness will ‘respond’ and how to stand within and as the
friction/conflict as process of Change, in/as Stability and into and as actual
Living Change.
