The Angels and Demons of God as ENERGY: DAY 226

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The Angels and Demons of God as ENERGY: DAY 226

 MatterFreeMan: Day 149: Human Consciousness in the Journey to Source by Matti Destonian Freeman

The FREE within FRIction – continued

The FORCE - continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

For Context from the Previous Posts DAY 222 and DAY 223 The CON within CONflict and DAY 224 and DAY 225 the FREE within FRIction:
In and from the post we’re going to have a look at the nature, the purpose of friction/conflict and our reaction/experience/relationship to it as Resistance. With regards to, why/how it is that we tend to rather resist/fear friction/conflict in ourselves, in our personal worlds and this world as a whole – than in fact understanding it, our role/responsibility within it and changing the causes/origins of the points in relationship that is creating the friction/conflict in the first place; into and as an equal and one solution.

Now that we have looked at how FRIction and CONflict have been systematized by Consciousness/the Mind within and as our primary Mind-Physical relationship, through deliberately initiating friction/conflict in and as the relationship between energy and the Physical Body, to resource energy from/of physicality/substance: one must within this also consider that – with and as one’s awareness-relationship to/as Consciousness/the Mind, that one had throughout one’s life followed, accepted and allowed, submissively – one will within this Find in moments of friction/conflict in the Mind, that there’s a moment where one Do, in fact, have a Decision to stop and change. BUT, the energy experience within one’s physical body would seem so addictive, like a WANT developing to HAVE to go into and as the Energy, the friction/conflict instead of in that moment immediately moving oneself to stop participation, be Breath and stabilize oneself into and as the Physical Body. This is because, with self’s ‘awareness’-relationship to Consciousness/the Mind as ENERGY existing for so long, self will tend to WANT to go into and as the ENERGY that is created through/as friction/conflict in the Mind, as the ENERGY ‘fuel the Mind/Personalities’; and so that ‘addictive WANT’ experience to ‘HAVE TO/MUST’ go into and as the Energy, is more the Movement of Consciousness, because Energy is its Survival.
Thus, to consider this for when and as one face friction/conflict within one’s Mind within, and Relationships without – to practise that Moment where one can physically feel/experience that energy coming up within self and self will also feel it coming up with a Breath, an in-breath; in that process of the in-breath the Energy-Surge RISE from within the solar plexus into the Chest and then throughout one’s body, which is a moment of an Energy-Possession starting. THAT is the Moment where one want to STAND, where one physically feel that energy attempting to/trying to RISE/manifest within and as the in breath – to realise, that in that moment, in that Breath, one is not Aware AS BREATH, because what is emerging from that breath is ENERGY/Consciousness as an Energy/Personality Possession, and then to make a Decision within self “No, I do not accept/allow this Energy to possess me”, take an In Breath and an Out Breath within and as Self-Awareness and Stabilize Self in and as the Physical, Here.

So, let’s continue with Self-Forgiveness and Self-Commitment Statements regarding Friction/Conflict in our Awareness-Mind-Physical relationship process to Self-Aware Equal and One Living, and within that examples of protection/defence/attack mechanisms we create to not face friction/conflict but accept/allow it to exist in the Mind, so that Consciousness can fuel its survival while our Awareness is preoccupied in the Conscious/Subconscious Mind:

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how it is in fact only ME, existing within and as my own Mind in and as my own Body, the very Mind and Body that I within and as my accepted and allowed ‘awareness’-relationship to/as the Mind/Consciousness and the Physical Body: have no directive-principle/decision over/of as I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me from/of Consciousness/the Mind and the Physical Body. In this, that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me to such an extent, that I am not even aware of the nature/relationships within and as which Consciousness/the Mind exist within itself and its relationship to/as the Physical Body. Which is proven within and as my relationship to/as conflict/friction in itself, where I’ve always reacted to/towards it in/as fear, resistance through attack/protection/defence mechanisms, never approaching friction/conflict in stability/understanding and actually resolving the conflicts creating/generating friction and so consequence within and as my Mind/Consciousness.

I commit myself to, within and as the realisation of/as my relationship to the Mind/Consciousness and so the Physical Body – assist and support me to no more accept and allow myself to submit to friction/conflict in and as my Mind, when and as the Thoughts/Reactions is experienced to be ‘overwhelming / overpowering’ – because, if/as I react in Fear/Resistance and activate defence/protection/attack mechanisms/personalities within and as me: I am making the statement that Energy-Experience has power/control over/of ‘who I am’ in/as that moment. Which within this, is quite strange considering that Energy, the experience thereof, in relation to the PHYSICAL BODY is in fact ‘inferior’ to/as the existence of the Physical Living Body, so the question within this would be: how did I come to an ‘awareness’-relationship with/as primarily Consciousness/the Mind as ENERGY and not existing in/as an equal and one living/expression with and as the Physical Body, that ENERGY and the experience thereof can have power/control over/of me? Also with having a look at the extent to which we would in a moment bend/change/submit to/as the Experience of ENERGY, but would not do the same to in fact Change, in assisting and supporting ourselves in and as the process of SELF-AWARENESS and equal and one living here? Why do so easily change in the Presence of the Mind/Consciousness, through THOUGHTS and ENERGIES that manifest/come up in the mind from where we’d in a moment, without hesitation, change ‘who/how we are’ without considering the consequence/practical implications of/as such a change. Yet, when it comes to Change that have an actual impact on self, self’s living in and as the principle of/as what’s best for self and so best for all…we’re thinking twice, hesitating, resisting/fearing. Thus, we’re “trapped in two worlds” – fearing/resisting our own Mind, and fearing/resisting the Physical/Living. Within this, has to be considered our relationship to the Mind/Consciousness within the context of Change and re-establish ‘who I am’ in/as our relationship to/as Change, because our current accepted and allowed relationship to Change within and as the control/directive principle of/as the Mind/Consciousness is most certainly not the Solution to Human Nature and our Living/co-existing within and on this Earth as what is portrayed through and as our actions, considerations and regards for ourselves, each other and this physical existence as a whole.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand / consider my relationship to/as the Mind/Consciousness within especially the context of Thoughts and Energies/Reactions of emotions and feelings that most are ‘aware’ of, from the perspective of really questioning/considering/investigating the decisions/changes/actions/words we express/live “in the name of Consciousness/the Mind” as thoughts/reactions that we simply automatically “Follow”, never realising the extent to which such an submissive-relationship to Consciousness/the Mind has defined the ‘who I am’ / ‘our living’ in/as this physical existence. With having a look at Energy-Experience, for example – especially when it becomes overwhelming / overpowering within the Mind, the Physical – both within the positive and negative context, whether Love or Hate, the energy-experience create a friction/conflict within us, in the sense of the extent to which it can consume our Mind/Physical Body…why have we not been able to STAND, to stand STABLE within such overwhelming/overpowering energies? Why have human beings not been educated within the relationship to Thoughts and Energies and developed stable Minds, stable Individuals, stable Living/co-existing in our relationship to the Mind, such as to Thoughts and Energies when we know/are aware of the extent of consequence such a submission to Energy can manifest in our world/reality, both within the context of Love and Hate, yet: what’s interesting is that the ENERGY and our relationship to it is NEVER questioned/investigated, it’s always blamed on ‘the relationship’ / ‘others’ / ‘the environment’; but we never investigate/introspect how we lead ourselves into and as the relationship/environment in the first place within and as the decisions we made in and as our relationship to the Mind/Consciousness and the thoughts/energies, internal conversations within and as it.

I commit myself to assist and support me, to really investigate my accepted and allowed relationship to/as ENERGY and how I have accepted and allowed myself to even further separate myself from/of my relationship to energy from the perspective of defining certain energies as ‘good’ / positive and others as ‘bad’ / negative when both equally as one manifest Friction/Conflict within me, my world and so humanity/this physical existence as a whole, that I have always accepted and allowed myself to blame/project responsibility onto/towards others/relationships/the environment, instead of actually seeing, realising and understanding my direct-responsibility to/as my relationship with/as the Mind/Consciousness and how I within this am LIVING the very friction/conflict that is manifesting/creating Consequence in my, my living and so within humanity/this Physical Existence as a whole. Where, with me not investigating/introspecting the very nature of ENERGY, both the positive and the negative, and how it Exist / where it comes from and really self-honestly face/SEE the consequence as friction/conflict it manifest within existence – I have not seen, realised and understood how/why I am in fact directly-responsible for the conditions/state of humanity/this physical existence as it exist, because I am always in/as some way or another, in a conflict/friction relationship within me to/towards something/someone else, and in this possession within and as the very ENERGY/Consciousness that such conflict/friction within me create/manifest: will always contribute to Consequence, and never stand for actual, real physical practical equal and one SOLUTIONS.

We’ll continue in the Next Post with having a look at the consequence of accepting/allowing friction/conflict within, and so its consequence to the friction/conflict without in our relationship to humanity/this physical existence as a whole and the dynamics between the Angels (Positive Energy) and the Demons (Negative Energy) of the GOD of Energy as Consciousness. 

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