Character Dimensions – PHYSICAL/BEHAVIOUR Dimension (Part 3): DAY 176

Character Dimensions – (Practical Application: Part 14)

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

We have now walked the Physical/Behavioural Dimension in Part 1 and Part 2, as an overview/introduction with giving perspective of the relationships between Energy and the dimensions of a Personality/Character and also mentioned the relationship of Energy, the Dimension and the Personality System as a whole in its relationship to the Physical Body.

In this post, we’re going to have a look at what exactly the Physical/Behavioural Dimension entail, meaning what exact physical/behavioural points to look for and then commence with the Self Forgiveness and Self Commitment statements.

When looking at the Physical/Behavioural Dimension, here one want to look for any physical-body internal changes and physical-body external changes as follows:

Physical Internal Changes: Noticing any pains, discomforts, stiffness in the muscle/tissue/bone of the Physical Body, such as for example experiencing your calve muscles contract, experiencing your shoulders as heavy and painful, feeling your neck stiffen, experiencing lower back pain etc.

Physical External Changes: Noticing, with the advent of the Personality activating in the Physical Body, that you’re changing in posture, such as slouching, sitting up straighter, shifting from one leg to the other, crossing your arms over your chest etc.

Thus, the Physical/Behavioural Dimension is identifying when/as one find oneself to be at the stage of participating in and experiencing the Dimensions of a Character/Personality, how your physical-body is responding to this relationship of you as the Personality in the Physical.

It would be beneficial here to identify Both Internal and External Changes. There may be instances where there is only one of the two evident; one then walked only the Internal or External changes that were prominent.

If/as one cannot initially determine any definitive internal/external physical changes; one can then for the moment drop this Dimension. However, it is to push oneself within one’s process with walking Characters/Personalities to be aware of your Physical Body. Establishing an awareness with the Physical, the more and more and more one stabilize in Breath and actually become aware of who you are in the within and without of the Physical. And what of the Mind and the Dimensions within it, has for so long manipulated/defined/altered the physical body state/condition without self even being aware of it. Furthermore, pushing oneself as one is Walking the Characters/Personalities, to pay attention to the detail of how your Physical Body ‘felt’ BEFORE the Personality activated, and how it changed as it was activating and then finally into and as the Full Possession.

In this process, with establishing self-awareness with the Physical-Body, and essentially self’s relationship with the physical, to not accept and allow any physical behavioural changes that self is not aware of. And so, one will become more and more aware of when/as one body/behaviour and/or discomforts/pains manifest and be able to trace it to/as one’s participation/activations in and as a Personality and the Dimensions within it, re-align one’s relationship to self through walking the dimensions, and so realign one’s stability in and as the Physical Body.

Let’s start Walking the Self-Forgiveness and Self-Commitments of the BEHAVIOUR/PHYSICAL Dimension of the Postponement Character/Personality, within which self will see/understand more with the extent to which we can accept and allow Dimensions of a Personality / the Personality as whole, influence/affect and so manipulate our Physicals and so Ourselves into submission for Energy.

To take note, as one become more astute with identifying the Dimensions of the Personality/Character, one want to get to the stage where one can see, for example – when/as one has found that the Personality/Character in the Imagination, Backchat and Reactions shifted polarities from the Negative to the Positive; what changes in the internal and external of the Physical Body manifested when and as one participated in, became and experienced the Negative, and what changes in the internal and external of the Physical Body manifested when and as one participated in, became and experienced the Positive.

So, if/as One has Identified that a Personality in its Dimensions only resonated the Positive OR the Negative, then the Physical/Behavioural Dimension will be pretty straightforward in identifying how the individual dimensions within the Positive or Negative Dimension influenced, affected or changed the Physical Body. However, when BOTH the Positive and Negative manifested – this is where one want to see if one can identify how the different Energies influenced the Physical Body internally and externally in different ways. Initially, it is to understand that the Mind / Personality activation may be experienced as Overwhelming, like everything ‘manifesting at once’. But the more and more you quiet yourself into and as Physical Hereness, the more you will be able to distinctly see how the Mind moves within and between the Polarities and how the different energies affect/influence/change the Physical Body.

So, for the time being – as you are/will be developing an awareness in/as the Mind and the Physical, if/as one cannot initially distinguish the difference in how the Negative/Positive Dimensions influence/affect the Physical when/as both Polarities come up in a Personality/Character, then one can simply walk with identifying the internal and external Physical Changes that one are in that moment aware of. So that in this, one can utilize the identification of Physical Internal and External changes as a reference point for self, so that self in the future for when one do access the Personality and feel the Physical Changes manifest know: “Uh-oh, my body’s changing without my Awareness, what am I accepting and allowing here?” And then one realise one had walked these changes in relation to Postponement and one was in that moment facing a Responsibility point, and so can in that moment apply the corrective application immediately, with not accepting and allowing the behavioural changes manifested/manipulated by a Personality, but take a breath, stabilize self in the Physical and get the task/writing/assignment/reading/responsibility Done.

PHYSICAL/BEHAVIOUR Dimension: Writing

The example we’re going to utilize here within the Postponement Character is noticing the Internal Physical Changes and External Physical Changes as the Dimensions of the Negative and the Positive Activated as follows:

Negative Dimensions Internal Changes:

When and as I was participating in the boredom and apathy that was coming up in my thoughts, backchats and reactions, my shoulders started tightening and in the pit of my stomach could experience a cramping/cringing. My eyes also started feeling heavy.

Positive Dimensions Internal Changes:

When and as I was participating in the enthusiasm, I experienced an energy-eruption in the pit of my stomach, like the enthusiasm ‘felt better’ in the put of my stomach. I also experienced a slight vibration in my body – like, elevated, when my energies changed from boredom and apathy to enthusiasm. My eyes in this energies felt more open, crisp and clear.

Negative Dimensions External Changes:

I noticed that as I was participating in the Negative Dimensions of the Character/Personality that, I was starting to physically slouch in my chair, like my body going limp / apathetic.

Positive Dimensions External Changes:

I noticed that as I was participating in the Positive Dimensions of the Character/Personality that, I was feeling more ‘strength’ in my body, like – starting to move my body to sit more upright, essentially readying myself to walk away from the responsibility and go do that ‘Something Else’.

PHYSICAL/BEHAVIOUR Dimension: Self-Forgiveness

Negative Dimensions Internal Changes Self-Forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to establish a relationship with my Physical Body from within and as Dimensions of thought, imagination, backchat and reactions within the energy of apathy and boredom, that THROUGH energy as the mind and FROM Dimensions of the Mind, that exist in separation from/of the Physical Body: I manifested the physical-responses of tightened shoulders, cramping/cringing in the pit of my stomach and a heaviness in my eyes.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand or even comprehend of the fact that I am altering, changing and manipulating my physical-body and its stability/naturalness through and as ENERGY and the Dimensions of a Personality System of the Mind in the Physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to for so long believe this to be ‘normal’ in how I manipulate/change/alter the “EXPERIENCE” of Me in/as the Physical Body, not seeing, realising and understanding how my relationship to the Physical Body has been dependent on an EXPERIENCE I CREATE in the Mind from within and as Thought, Imagination, Backchat and Reactions that had come to determine/define who I am as an EXPERIENCE in the Physical. Never within this, seeing, realising and understanding what I am in fact DOING to my own Physical-Body with manipulating my EXPERIENCE within it as ENERGY and Dimensions of a Personality for my own Self-Interest, never stopping/questioning for a moment what the PHYSICAL is going through, not even AWARE of what the physical is really in fact going through, as I am too preoccupied in the blinding light of the heavens above as the Dimensions and Energies of a Personality I am possessed within.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me so from the Physical Body, that I am more preoccupied with thoughts, imaginations, backchats, reactions within and as, for example apathy and boredom, that while this is going on – I can feel/see to a relative extent in that moment that my shoulders are tightening, the cringing/cramping in the pit of my stomach and the heaviness in my eyes manifesting; BUT: what is interesting with what I am doing here is – I will use the very Conditions I am creating in my own Physical Body through and as the Mind as a Manipulation tactic or excuse, justification and reason for why I must/should “follow the Positive / create the Positive” in my Mind. That, I do not stop in that moment and question: “Okay, wait a minute, why’s my body changing like this internally? It is only me in this Body and I was stable just a moment ago – what is REALLY happening here, how am I doing/accepting/allowing this?” But, no – what I’ve done is, first create a relationship in my Mind, manipulate my EXPERIENCE in the Physical and so the Physical Body itself and then use my own creation in/as the Physical as an excuse, justification and reason to manipulate myself into and as getting my want, need and desire as Postponing my responsibility to me and the Physical and my life in this world for a Positive-Energy Experience.

We’ll continue up to here for this Post, and will in the Next Post continue with the Self-Forgiveness statements of the Behaviour/Physical Dimension. 

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The Mind System’s Unconscious/Subconscious Mind Relationship – Part 1 (Self Forgiveness): 

DAY 159

 Featured Artwork by: Scott Cook

Character Resonance Evolution - Part 22 (Self Forgiveness)

Multidimensional Inner-Voices – Part 28 (Self Forgiveness)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

As mentioned in DAY 158, we’re continuing with Self-Forgiveness and Self-Commitment statements on more of the structural details of the Unconscious Mind’s relationship to the rest of the Mind Consciousness System in the Physical. With, for example how the Unconscious Mind would transfer energies to the rest of the Mind, how energies are stored/circulated into/as the entire Mind and within that how the Unconscious Mind store/layer information into and as the Physical Body as how it is that we within/throughout our lives would essentially, seemingly ‘remain stable’ in our behaviours, mannerisms and habits as the extent to which the Mind had become the Physical, as the Physical had become the Mind.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood and took responsibility for me as the starting point consequence of my separation and fear that has now become existent as the Unconscious Mind Structural Resonance and its relationship to the rest of the Mind, in having a look at the Unconscious/Physical-Mind’s relationship to the Subconscious-Mind, where:

With the Unconscious/Physical Mind existent as a substance that permeate, infiltrate and infuse into and as the base/primary building-blocks of the physical body as it move in its processes within, between and as the proteins, enzymes, chemicals, nutrients, atoms, DNA, RNA – the very minute/small of/as the active processes of the physical as the physical is in its processes of stimulating/creating physical energy that the Unconscious Mind will transform into Mind-Energy. With the Unconscious/Physical Mind also existent within and as these particles’ structures and manifestations, which the Unconscious Mind then thus equate its relationship to/as, to break-down/tear off and transform into and as its origin as substance to transform into and as mind-energy.

What must also be considered here, is that – with and as the very Physical Movement of/as all these processes that can be scientifically measured, the physical thus in its very movement emit a resonance/vibration that the Mind in the Physical can utilize in ‘absorbing’ into and as its existent mind-energies to ‘amplify’ the existent mind-energy within and as its Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious Mind platforms in the Physical. Thus, as the physical is in its processes of physical movement, constantly and continuously, from the minute, to the small to the great: the Mind in the Physical automatically with and as its infused-relationship to the physical, resonate the vibrations/resonance of the actual physical into and as itself, which the energy-threads/channels in all its platforms as the Unconscious Mind and the Subconscious Mind especially, will ‘absorb’ and essentially utilize the resonance/vibration for additional ‘speed’ in its movement within and through the Mind. Thus in this sense, amplifying the movement of energy within and as the Mind platforms, as the energies will utilize the resonances/vibration of actual physical movement by ‘breathing it into itself’ in a way, which with this physical connection between Mind-Energy and Physical-Movement allows for the Mind to move faster than the physical. And is primarily what, for example when/as one’s emotions/feelings activate within a personality, where the more the emotions and feelings charge, the more the Unconscious/Subconscious Mind will essentially ‘dig into’ the physical to produce mind-energy, for which the entire body has to move faster within all its processes to keep up with the extent to which the Mind will break-down/tear off physicality, which is what sets of the heart rate and the faster the physical move, the more physical resonance/vibration is existent that the energies/mind platforms can ‘breathe in’, which again allows for the energy to move faster. And so why/how in/as an energy/emotional/feeling rush, one will experience the ENERGY more than the actual HEARTBEAT or physical movement, because one’s MIND as energy is moving in quantum time faster than the Physical here as the Body and is so, essentially elevated into and as the Mind/Energy in separation from/of the Physical.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand and take responsibility for the consequences of me as the starting point existence of me as separation and as fear, from the beginning as manifested as the relationship between energy and substance, now the mind and the physical, with not standing in/as equality and oneness with and as Life – that is now become existent as the Unconscious Mind’s relationship to the Subconscious Mind within the context of their relationship to Energy as produced from/of the actual Physical, where:

What must be understood thus, with the Unconscious Mind being merged/infused into and as and with the physical, is that the Mind will thus move accordingly to how the physical move within and as its detailed processes in/as the minute, small and great of the entire Physical-Body. Thus, when looking interdimensionally-physically at the Unconscious and Subconscious Mind, especially – it’s really so integrated and infused into the physical that it looks exactly like the physical, but is the darkened presence/substance as a shadow that is additionally substantiating all of the physical. Thus, within this – to also understand that the Unconscious-Mind will form/manifest an interconnected platform within the detail of the physical’s particles, in for example having a look at the Cell, particularly the mitochondrion:

(Referencing the picture of the Cell utilized in DAY 139)

The Subconscious Mind and the Unconscious Mind form ‘webs’ within and between all the parts and particles of the physical body, thus – the Subconscious Mind would link from the one Mitochondria membrane to the other, as will the Unconscious Mind link from the proteins, enzymes and chemicals within the one Mitochondria to the other. Thus, the Unconscious/Physical Mind’s layer is existent in the very “centre” of/as all of the physical where it interconnects/webs, while the Subconscious Mind layer is existent within the very “surface” of/as all of the physical where it interconnects/webs into and as. And because the Mind’s platform/substance is ‘pliable’ in its movement/motion with and as the physical body, essentially having elasticity to it, this allows the Mind platform to move as the physical moves and so is able to extend/contract within the ‘spaces in between’, for example the Mitochondrion according to how the Mitochondrion in a cell will move.

With this, what is very structured within the Mind’s Unconscious and Subconscious Mind is the very substance’s ‘platform’ – meaning, what one can interdimensionally-physically see is: as the Unconscious Mind produce mind-energy from/of the physical, how it will for example, from within the mitochondria, the processes within the mitochondria, transfer mind-energy into and as the membrane of the mitochondria from where the Subconscious-Mind will thus absorb the energies and locate/transfer them within/as actual energy-channels situated within the platform of the Subconscious Mind and extend them into and as the Personality System layers within the Subconscious Mind and/or into and as the Sub-Characters/Personalities. Or will simply “hold/store” the energies transferred from the Unconscious Mind into the Subconscious Mind with and as a magnetic membrane, until the Subconscious Mind will accordingly release the energies to charge/fuel Personalities when/as needed.

(These processes of how the Mind store energies through/as magnetic membranes is discussed within the Quantum Mind Interview Series available on EQAFE.)

Within this, with the Subconscious Mind extending from/of the Unconscious Mind and the Conscious-Mind extending from/of the Subconscious Mind – this, one can more have a look at the ‘hierarchical structuring’ of the Unconscious/Physical Mind as it is Consciousness that is the platform that extend within and throughout the entire Mind that is the awareness of EVERYTHING that is existent in and as the Mind that essentially regulate/control all the processes/systems/energy-distributions of the Mind in the Physical.

Thus, as we continue more within this structural and mechanical processes/dynamics between the Mind and the Physical and the extent of what really goes on beyond the thoughts within the Conscious Mind – what one will see, realise and understand is how much more, at this stage, Consciousness in fact is in comparing our current awareness of ourselves in the Conscious Mind to the extent that the Mind in fact exist in the Physical.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand and take responsibility for the consequence of me, from the beginning to now, in and as my emergence as separation and as fear, as the relationship between energy and substance, now the mind and the physical as I did not stand in and as equality and oneness with and as Life here, in and as looking at what I now exist as, as the Mind’s relationship as ENERGY to and as the entire Physical Body, within the extent of how limited the Mind really in fact is, in that it really only is an entire ENERGY system that has personalized itself into and as Personalities, with its components that construct/define it as thoughts, emotions, feelings, memories, frequencies, sounds, vibrations, images, pictures, imagination – all of it, in its base substance, originating from and of a relationship between the physical and mind-energy merged. Which is why and how it is that within us, we think – can imagine, fantasize, walk down memory lane, but the very components cannot be “scientifically” removed from the physical / “physically seen” when only having a look at the Physical Body. That even with this evidence, regarding when doing an X-Ray / 3-Dimensional scan of the Physical, all that you see is the PHYSICAL and yet still, there are human beings that believe the “physical is not real”; as we’re not seeing, realising and understanding this equated relationship between the Mind as the interdimensional to the Physical as Matter, in the extent to which the Mind has merged with the Physical, that this relationship exist beyond, yet within the Physical in the depths of the primary substances of and as energy and the physical, that allows for the Mind as thoughts, for example to exist without it being able to be ‘surgically’ removed, if you will. That, our thoughts in the physical exist as it does cause our awareness/beingness have been conflictually merged into and as the presence/substance of the mind as energy and the physical as matter, but obviously more completely into and as the mind as energy as we have no direct relationship to the physical as matter. And so we speed through life in the Mind in separation from the physical as the Mind sacrifice the physical body for its finite existence, separating the human as much as possible from the PHYSICAL as HERE, because as long as our awareness is separate from what is real as the Physical: the Mind as the Illusion can continue existing/surviving.

We’ll continue in the next post with having a look at more detail regarding the existence of thoughts, memories, imagination that we’re aware of in the Conscious and Subconscious Mind and what this process thus “from Consciousness to Awareness” practically imply, in seeing, realising and understanding that “who one is” is not thoughts, but it’s what we accepted and allowed to become in separating our awareness into a System as Consciousness instead of living in and as the equal and one awareness of the PHYSICAL.

Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 2 (Self-Commitments): DAY 103

Featured Artwork by: Agnieszka Dine

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – Part Thirteen

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the previous-post, we’re continuing with the commitment statements of the self-forgiveness statements we have walked and so continue the process of how we created, automatically accepted and allowed energy-experiences/reactions within our mind-beingness-physical existence, not ever questioning whether it is in fact ourselves in our beingness/physical that feel/express/experience…when it is/always has been in fact more the Mind experiencing itself, than us ever having discovered what it really means to express/feel in the equality and oneness with our beingness and so our physical.

I commit myself to show – how what we feel/experience as emotions/feelings/reactions is a system of energy of the Mind/Consciousness that has from childhood, merged with the substance of the physical, that in this merging-relationship between the Mind’s Energy Body and the actual Physical-Body: created an organic-system, that when it activate as our energy-experience connections/relationships to, for example our thoughts, memories, internal conversations/backchat and/or behaviour as our internal environment and so also our external environment; this activate the “physical experience” of energy we’ve come to beLIEve/perceive means that we “exist / are alive”. That, thus – what we have done, instead of accepting and allowing ourselves to live here, in equality and oneness with our beingness and physical body, with breathing here, expressing here with and as the physical as the reality of life/living: we’ve separated our beingness into the entire mind consciousness system components and parts, animating them with ENERGY that consume substance/physicality as Reality to animate the Illusion as the Mind as the System we have created as the manifested-separation of and as ourselves, and power/charge it with and as energy to give its existence validity through and as experience/energy, referencing ourselves/our living to/as ENERGY EXPERIENCE instead of actual physical living with and as that which in fact gift us life/living.

In this, I commit myself to show why/how it is that we’re not Living, because how can we in any way in fact LIVE when our very Mind/Energy exist from and of the infinite continued separation of our beingness into and as pixels/parts/components as various characters/personalities consisting of thoughts, memories, emotions/feelings etc. And where that very separation of ourselves, now existent/manifested as the entire Mind is dependent on energy’s relationship to substance, dependent on the sacrifice of the physical, our beingness to animate/construct the Illusion as the Mind of Energy/Experience. That’s within its very existence/nature/manifestation Illusion as it’s dependent on physicality to SURVIVE and thus it’s a system of survival and not in fact a system of living, and when the physical end, so does the Mind and so does the being as nothing of who they were as characters/personalities of the mind remains in death.

I commit myself to show why/how the Mind/Consciousness is in fact Illusion, walking the detail of how we in fact abuse the Physical in our relationship to the Mind/Consciousness in valuing energy-experience/illusion more than life/physicality/reality – which within this is proven within our relationship to/as the current World/Money-System. Where, as has been mentioned before: how can any being in the current Money System, especially the Elite claim that they are living, when their very lives/experience of their lives is dependent on the sacrifice of the physical/other human beings. Not seeing/realising and understanding that in this – themselves, their lives is an illusion/an EXPERIENCE in their OWN MINDS as it’s dependent/created within their mind’s relationship to Money, and the material/physical possessions they own that validate their internal definitions/experiences/living in their relationship to money within their minds, with the owning/possessing of material/physical possessions validating their illusionary experience of life/living is existent  at the sacrifice of the physical/earth/animal/human’s lives.

In this, I commit myself to establishing an Equal Money System – where each as all have an equal and one opportunity to life/living, no more separation between the haves and have-nots, where life is not an experience in the mind and in the physical that is dependent on money, with the experience actually in fact existent within survival, more than actual living; and so –transform the current system of abuse, competition and survival with a minority and majority separation, to an equal and one humanity of life/living on and with this Earth; where living is VISIBLE, is REAL, is HERE as each individually and together in their within and without, contribute to the well-being of all.

I commit myself to show, why/how energy-experience is in no way any reference for self in fact being alive, but only a reference for/of the Mind being ‘alive’ and why/how the Mind that we have become is now existent as a parasitical organic-system that consume physicality for its continued Survival. And as long as one exist within energy-experience, one is existing in the very acceptance and allowance of self’s own limitation in one’s separation from oneself and the physical to keep Consciousness alive as energy the more and more self continue accepting and allowing self to give attention, validation, recognition to the Mind/Consciousness, continuing to accept and allow energy-experience as a sign/reference of ‘being alive’. Which within this – separates self from giving the required attention, consideration and regard to who self is in one’s within and without, one’s physical body and so this physical existence as a whole. Now, all human beings’ existence is confined/limited to giving a system-representation/Mind of themselves attention, recognition in believing energy to mean life/living and whatever is existent in our minds to be our definitions/our lives/the entirety of ‘who we are’; never in fact living HERE in the physical in actual PHYSICAL reality.

As has been mentioned before – if we’d spend as much time in reality, as we do in our Minds and really working together with ACTUAL PEOPLE in conversations/communications, rather than the extent to which we talk to ourselves in our thoughts/backchat, spending as much time giving attention to solutions in this PHYSICAL WORLD that consider/regard all equally as one, rather than spending the time on giving attention to our own interests of wants, needs and desires: This world could have been an entirely different scenario than what we’re facing now.

I commit myself to show – the detail of how we create/manifest our emotional/feeling body-systems, how from one primary emotional/feeling body system of the Mind Consciousness System, we create multiple energy-bodies, a personalized emotional/feeling body for each one of our Main Characters we come to live as within/through the physical. And in this process – how even our OWN apparent SELF experienced emotions/feelings is/has been copied/imitated from others as those that has gone before us, and even within and throughout our lives still continue copying/imitating reactions of emotions/feelings from/of others. That not even our emotions/feelings as reactions are our OWN/who we are – and this also goes for the detail of our thoughts, memories, reactions, behaviours: everything of who/what we are now – come from the past, from living memories of the mind/consciousness as those that has gone before us. And so claiming that ‘I am me’ is illusion, cause what self in fact had become is ‘I am the past of all those that has gone before me’.

And it’s not that – for example, any one is to blame, or that self is an illusion in the sense of simply make a quick statement of ‘I am real’ and then everything suddenly change…No. We have created ourselves as Illusion into Reality – organic SYSTEMS as we’ve merged energy with substance and weaved/created/manifested our mind-physical relationship interdependently to such an extent that we’re Living Illusions. In this, simply stating ‘I am real’ will in no way change the reality of the illusion we have come to live and accept and allow as ‘who we are’ that has become our entire Mind-Physical energy experience existence that is the reality/truth as illusion of/as who/what we are and have become.

What is existing in and as our Mind, is a direct mirror of who/what we are, and can only change this illusion-reality relationship and the consequence of and as it with walking the detail of the process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application. Walking part by part we have separated ourselves into and as, walking equally as one what we have done to ourselves – we separated ourselves part by part, piece by piece from reality into illusion and so we have to piece ourselves together part by part, piece by piece – until all the pieces/parts of ourselves as the Mind is returned / here equal and one with and as our beingness/flesh and so be/become reality as the physical and finally align our attention, consideration and regard to what matters as PHYSICAL MATTER.

I commit myself to show – that, yes –we may be copies/imitations of and as parents/those that have gone before us, where we developed our entire Mind, our thought-patterns, internal conversations, reactions, behaviours from and of the framework/platform of our parents’ minds, and our external world/reality, that nothing of who we are in our mind-physical existence has been CREATED/initiated/directed by/as self in absolute equal and one self-awareness. But, the responsibility still remains with ourselves, as we have ACCEPTED ourselves as this Mind we have come to exist as and physically embody in our mind-physical relationship, and so in this acceptance, allowed the existence of this mind-physical relationship we’ve become and so the consequences within this. And thus, within this acceptance and allowance – it is each one’s individual responsibility to take responsibility for what we’ve become and done, to change ourselves and our living, for ourselves and for all as ourselves.

Our existence is/always has simply been duplicates from the past, layering time/generations of humanity from and of those that have gone before us, layer by layer, generation by generation, duplicating/copying the past over and over and over again. With all of humanity on this earth and never seeing the solution of physical equal and oneness – as all of humanity has been lost in the possession of the mind as energy-experience; and thus in this – how no one can claim SELF-awareness, if from childhood in one’s mind-physical relationship, self had in no way been aware of the emergence of the mind as duplicates from/of those that have gone before self, how one’s Mind developed/emerged without one’s self-awareness but automatically emerged/manifested as what we as beings throughout lives/generations accepted and allowed from the beginning of the inception of the mind, reincarnation and the relationship between heaven and earth.

And so; this process of walking with Desteni, is the process of establishing – for the first time, actual SELF-awareness, where one really get to know self as the Mind/Consciousness, see/realise/understand how self came to be who self is, what/how self live/behave in the physical, one’s experience in relationships, to the world, the past, present and future and simultaneously within this, see, realise and understand the consequences of our existence as the Mind, in its limitation and the extent to which human beings have diminished their potential to contributing/living in this world/on this earth.

In this, I commit myself to – walk my process through, within and as the Characters in my Mind, identifying the Characters as the thoughts, reactions, backchats/internal conversations and behaviours, to no more accept and allow myself to exist in and as the automated system I have separated myself into, and given all my power and directive principle to/as that only exist for the purpose of its own survival. But align all the parts/pieces into and as equal and one living within and as the physical, and align me/my life to the purpose/directive principle of all as me. Starting first with myself – as I can only stand that responsibility to/towards all as me within this world/reality, if I have equally as one walked the responsibility within all the me’s within myself as my own Mind; and so walk the 7 year Journey to Life, the Desteni I Process as the processes I walk from Mind/Illusion to Physicality/Reality to for the first time really rebirth ME, here. No more existing as a personalized imitation/copy from/of those has gone before me, but know and live who I am and in this ensure that my living in this world/on this earth is visible/real in being/becoming a living example of how we as human beings, individually and together can change this world, through the taking of responsibility of who we are and what/how we live in alignment/starting point of what’s best for ourselves as all, instead of the self-serving interest of the illusion of consciousness/mind that’s come to destroy the opportunity of life/living in this world/reality.

In the next post, we’re continuing with more detail regarding how Friend A, from the one energy-experience of ‘Love’ that formed the primary energy-experience alignment/activation within their Conservative-Character within the want, need and desire for/of relationship: created/manifested an entire emotional/feeling body-system that would come to define herself/her experience of herself as this Character.