Character Dimensions – PHYSICAL/BEHAVIOUR Dimension (Part 4): DAY 177

by Matti Destonian Freeman / MatterFreeMan: Day 120: Postponement Character - Backchat Dimension Self Forgiveness http://bit.ly/Q7o1A1

Character Dimensions – (Practical Application: Part 15)

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

We have now walked the Physical/Behavioural Dimension in Part 1, Part 2, Part 3 and we’re in and from this Post continuing with the Self-Forgiveness and Self Commitments of the Physical/Behaviour Dimension of the Postponement Character/Personality as an practical example of how to approach the Physical/Behaviour Dimension of a Character/Personality and to see, realise and understand what we in fact accept and allow in our relationship to our Physical-Bodies within and as our starting-point Separation as the Mind of Energy in the Physical as Substance/Matter.

For context from the Previous Blog as the Dimensions we’re walking within the Physical/Behaviour Dimension with seeing, realising and understanding how the Negative and the Positive affect/influence our experience and behaviour in the Physical Body:

PHYSICAL/BEHAVIOUR Dimension: Writing

The example we’re going to utilize here within the Postponement Character is noticing the Internal Physical Changes and External Physical Changes as the Dimensions of the Negative and the Positive Activated as follows:

Negative Dimensions Internal Changes:

When and as I was participating in the boredom and apathy that was coming up in my thoughts, backchats and reactions, my shoulders started tightening and in the pit of my stomach could experience a cramping/cringing. My eyes also started feeling heavy.

Positive Dimensions Internal Changes:

When and as I was participating in the enthusiasm, I experienced an energy-eruption in the pit of my stomach, like the enthusiasm ‘felt better’ in the put of my stomach. I also experienced a slight vibration in my body – like, elevated, when my energies changed from boredom and apathy to enthusiasm. My eyes in this energies felt more open, crisp and clear.

Negative Dimensions External Changes:

I noticed that as I was participating in the Negative Dimensions of the Character/Personality that, I was starting to physically slouch in my chair, like my body going limp / apathetic.

Positive Dimensions External Changes:

I noticed that as I was participating in the Positive Dimensions of the Character/Personality that, I was feeling more ‘strength’ in my body, like – starting to move my body to sit more upright, essentially readying myself to walk away from the responsibility and go do that ‘Something Else’.

(Continuing with the Negative Dimensions Internal Changes Self-Forgiveness…)

PHYSICAL/BEHAVIOUR Dimension: Self-Forgiveness

Negative Dimensions Internal Changes Self-Forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me from my own physical-body to such an extent, that I hadn’t even noticed in that moment, or ‘connected the dots’, with regards to my shoulders tightening, my stomach cringing and cramping and my eyes becoming heavy to what I am accepting and allowing within and as my Mind as the thoughts, imagination, backchat and reactions within the nature of boredom and apathy, that has in that moment come to manipulate my ‘state of being’ and so the state of/as the physical.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to within this place myself in and as the shoes of my own Physical Body, with regards to really questioning/considering how I can alter/change my experience within Energy and so that of the very Physical Body within and as my accepted and allowed ‘state of mind/experience’, which more often than not compromise the Physical Body in the extent of discomfort, pain, dis-ease I experience within and as it. Not wondering furthermore within this, how in this particular instance with postponement and its effect on my physical-body within the energies of apathy and boredom, what has been then the consequences in my relationship to my physical body throughout my Life with the extent of manipulation I have accepted and allowed within and towards it, from within and as my separation as the Mind as Energy.

Positive Dimensions Internal Changes:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be so separate from/of My Own Physical Body, that I do not/did not even see, realise and understand how I was changing the conditions in the EXPERIENCE of myself in, as and with the Physical Body, when and as my Imagination, Backchat and Reactions changed from the Negative to the Positive. Where, as I was accessing the positive energy experience of ‘enthusiasm’, I experienced an eruption/release in the pit of my stomach, like an excitedness erupting, with my physical body vibrating within a more elevated experience as though ‘waking up’ / ‘coming alive’ and my eyes changing from the heaviness to becoming more open, crisp and clear. In this, not seeing, realising and understanding how I am changing the very experience/condition of the Physical Body within and as my participation in Energy as the Mind.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I am in fact accepting and allowing myself to abuse my relationship with the Physical Body, because before the Postponement Personality activated, my Physical was stable, here, breathing – and how I had from there started manipulating myself and so my physical body with creating a ‘dis-ease’ / ‘discomfort’ in the Physical-Body. Manipulating the physical body and so myself into energy-submission with how the Negative Energy Experience changed my shoulders to tightening, my stomach to cringing/cramping and my eyes to heaviness. And then, simultaneously with creating those very conditions/experiences, I manifest me as the ‘cure’ as the positive-energy experiences I then participated in with my body vibrating with positive-energy as enthusiasm ‘coming alive’, thus relaxing my shoulders, my stomach erupting in an energy experience, and my eyes becoming open. Not Seeing, realising and understanding within this All – that NONE of it is ‘Real’, from the perspective that my EXPERIENCE in the BODY and so the body’s experience in itself is DEPENDENT on the ENERGY I generate in my MIND through, within and as the dimensions of thought, backchat, imagination and reactions. And so I in fact USE my MIND to manipulate my body and so myself to justify, excuse and validate manifesting MY wants, needs and desires in reality, instead of what is here as what would be best for all, and so best for me in/as this actual, real physical world.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to also see, realise and understand that how I changed the experience/state/condition of the Physical Body and thus determined the experience of the physical body and so of me is not Real, because: BEFORE I went into and as the Personality Possession of Postponement, I was simply here, stable, breathing. I mean, it’s most certainly not the PHYSICAL Body placing itself into and as boredom/apathy and then into and as enthusiasm, deliberately manipulating/abusing itself into various physical experiences/conditions/states – as I can self-honestly trace how I in that moment changed the internal condition/state/experience of the Physical-Body through and as ENERGY and the Dimensions of the Postponement Personality from/of the Negative into and as the Positive. And so, it was me within and as my conscious-participation in the Dimensions of the Personality/Character and the Energy within them – that altered/changed the Physical into a Negative/Positive EXPERIENCE that’s determined by ENERGY and not in fact the real/true expression of/as the Stability of the Physical Body as Breath, Here.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand what is in fact happening on a Quantum Mind level within the Physical Body is the following - with Me existing in my Mind within the Physical throughout my lifetime on this Earth, I conditioned my Physical-Body response in relation to the ENERGY of the Mind, as follows:

For the Quantum Mind in the Physical – Negative Energy is the ‘lesser source’ of Energy, so, when/as one participate in Negative Energy, the Quantum Physical will respond in/as a reaction of tightening, stiffening, clenching, constriction, restriction as essentially a Physical-Mind ‘feedback’ of the nature of the Energy not being sufficient enough for the Quantum Mind to channel into and as the rest of the Mind Consciousness System. And this is where the Force/Consciousness comes into play that will deliberately initiate the movement and motion of the negative-energy from Quantum Mind in the Physical – thus, the Quantum Mind essentially initiating its Force of producing more energy from/of the Physical Body. And so, with there existing MORE energy, the rest of the Mind Consciousness System from the Unconscious to the Subconscious and to the Conscious Mind as one’s Personality will thus interpret the ‘more energy-production’ from the Quantum Mind in the Physical as a ‘Positive’ and will so activate/initiate the positive-energy experienced thoughts, imagination, backchat and reactions. Thus, when/as one have moved from the Negative to the Positive in the Mind/within a Personality – there has been processes taking place on a Quantum Physical and Quantum Mind level to which one’s Mind Consciousness System as the Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious Mind responded, and so initiated one’s relationship/experience as the “Positive”.

Within this entire Process, as the Quantum Mind produce MORE Energy, releasing energy into the rest of the Mind in the Physical: this “makes the body feel better” BUT, what is actually ‘feeling better’ is the Quantum Mind and Mind Consciousness System in the Physical. Because in the Negative – the Systems rooted in the physical body thus clenched/constrained/constricted the very fabric/tissue/substance of the Physical within its process of penetrating the physical more and more and more to get into the depths of the physical to produce more Energy. And then when/as the Positive Energy manifest as an accumulation of the Negative when/as the Quantum Mind in the Physical successfully penetrated/permeated the Physical Depths and started producing more Energy, the Systems release the intensity of its relationship to the Physical as they are being provided with the necessary Energies. And so in turn create the IDEA that the Body feels better and Self feels better, when it’s all the while the MIND as ENERGY getting its desired Energy Fix at the sacrifice of the Physical. And, within the Positive-Energy Experience that the Quantum Mind initiated from the Physical and spread into and as the rest of the Mind Consciousness System and so one’s Personality: the Quantum Mind extend deeper/farther into the Physical Body and so resource MORE energy through sacrificing MORE of the Physical.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand why/how it is that in and from creating/manifesting the Negative Physical Internal Change, with the ‘Negative Experience’ in/as my Physical Body actually being that the Quantum Mind/Mind Consciousness System is in the process of generating more energy through penetrating the depths of the Physical Body and so manifesting discomfort, pain and dis-ease in the very physical. And that when/as the Quantum Mind in the Physical start producing more and more and more energies and release it into and as the rest of the Mind in the Physical, it release its intensity in its relationship to the Physical, which creates the Illusion in my Mind that I am feeling better/my body is feeling better – when this ENTIRE Process, has in fact me been experiencing my Mind as Energy’s relationship to the Body and how the Physical has come to respond to the processes of the Mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a relationship to my Physical Body that respond according to ENERGY and essentially enslaved into submission with regards to the Mind’s relationship to the Body, the Mind that I am accepting and allowing to continue existing within and as my very accepted and allowed Definition and Participation in and as it as Personalities, its Dimensions and the Energies within and as that. That can really only in fact exist through producing it, parasitically, from the very Physical Body that is the manifestation that in fact give me Life through/as Breath. And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to live with the Breath as the Physical as the Here of Life, but instead sacrifice the Physical throughout my Life for the Illusion of life/living as EXPERIENCE as Energy.

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The Science of Thought – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness): DAY 150

Walking with Thoughts - continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

This is a continuation of DAY 149: The Science of Thought, in which we’re going to be walking the Self-Forgiveness and Self-Commitments regarding our relationship to ourselves as the mind in the physical with having a look at the ‘processes’ of thinking, in seeing, realising and understanding that there is in fact much more to thought than meets our limited awareness of our thoughts in and as the Conscious-Mind of the entire Mind Consciousness System in the Physical. And this ‘there being much more to thought’ does not necessarily mean in a ‘good way’…on the contrary, one will see-directly for self the extent of the consequence our incomplete/uneducated relationship to thoughts and its relationship to/as the entirety of/as the Mind Consciousness System has in fact manifested in existence as a whole.

Within this, walking the process of why/how it is that we haven’t firstly within existence considered our relationship to ourselves, who we are in relationship to the physical-body, this physical existence as a whole. But instead approached everything and everyone within the ‘knowledge / belief’ that ‘we know who we are because we think/can think’, and in this declared ourselves superior/greater over/of all that exist. And so instead approached our relationship to the physical-body, this physical existence from the perspective of ‘what it is in relationship to us’, essentially creating the ‘master-slave’ relationship to our own bodies and this physical existence: instead of our direct equal and one relationship with and as it.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I have based my relationship to myself, the physical and so this physical existence on the premise of ‘who I am’ in and as the Mind, without ever in detail actually FIRST investigating what it is that in fact ‘makes me, me’ within and as my participation and existence in the Mind ‘as me’. That I have simply throughout the generations of me on Earth automatically accepted and allowed the processes of thinking/looking/imagining/perceiving to be ‘me’, that it is what ‘makes me exist’ and so the exploration into ‘consciousness’ emerged and so the exploration into the physical external world emerged: but never the direct-connection between consciousness and the physical-body within me, as me and how this has determined the very nature of me and so this existence as me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand why/how and the consequence of having investigated and explored my ‘Consciousness’ and this Physical-Existence in separation from each other. And even within this, with not considering the direct relationship between my consciousness and the physical: had created the relationship of separation that is now existent as human beings’ relationship with their own physical-bodies and this physical-existence within the ‘master-slave’ principle. Because we’ve believed we’re the only intellectual/aware species in existence ‘cause “we think” – when THINKING has in fact been the MOST limited form of awareness/intellect to ever exist within existence as a whole, as will be clearly seen within the Quantum Mind interviews as well as within the Animal Life Review interviews; as the extent of the consequence of our starting-point premised relationship to ourselves, the physical body and so this Physical Existence as a whole within and as the Mind/CONsciousness and the extent to which we’ve thus CONNED ourselves.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand why it is that I have never questioned/investigated the detail of the relationship between my own Mind, the physical-body and this relationship to existence as a whole. Within this, what this automatic accepted and allowed relationship to me as Consciousness has proven in how I developed my relationship to me, the physical-body and this physical-existence as a whole within/on the premise that ‘because I think’ and communicate in a language that I verbalize from within the Mind/Consciousness: that I am more Intelligent than the physical/this physical existence and all within and as it. Believing/thinking/reasoning with/as this Mind/Consciousness that: “because animals/nature/the physical body don’t communicate at all/don’t think – they are less than me and because they don’t communicate with me/can’t communicate – they’re not ‘beings’”.

When, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand all this while it was ALL in reverse: it is/has been me/humanity as me that have not been HEARING or been able to communicate WITH the PHYSICAL and all that is physically here, because of our/my separation into consciousness and our/my limitation into and as thought. Taking this delusion even further, from the perspective of believing that I am apparently more intelligent because I can conceptualize creations at the sacrifice of the physical-existence, that I can conceptualize tools, technology for survival at the sacrifice of/as the animal-kingdom; and in this apparent intellectual supremacy have now throughout the generations of humanity, been walking the process of bringing ourselves, the physical-body, this physical existence as the earth, nature and the animal-kingdom into and as the brink of extinction. Thank ‘God’ (figure of speech – not literal) the physical-existence are not ‘of thought’ within the context of how human beings currently defined what it means to ‘have intelligence’ as consciousness/thought/communication. ‘Cause this world/this physical existence would not have stood as it does now – the physical would have with such a nature as the human, destroyed/annihilated/brought itself to extinction as what the human is currently do to it/themselves at the moment.

And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that – with the PHYSICAL not having a MIND/individuality as THOUGHT – actually exist in/as an equality and oneness that can never be understood by the Human if the Mind continue existing.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand / question when/as the consequences of this premise of ‘who I am’ as the Mind/thought in my relationship to the physical-body, this physical-existence started emerging within existence as my relationship to my fellow human beings, my physical-body, this physical-existence as the earth, nature and the animal-kingdom. But instead of directly-seeing the consequences of me in my relationship to it all, what has dominated ALL my relationships is/has been this starting-point of ‘who I am’ in and as the Mind in my relationship to thought and the processes of thinking, and ‘communicating’ the language, sounds, symbolism and patterns from/of my Mind into, as and through the Physical. And so within this believed that this ‘communication / vocabularizing’ of my Mind through the physical ‘validates’ my intelligence above ALL else that exist. As though – because only I as the human being can think/communicate in the language/sounds that I do through the Physical “I am superior to/towards all that is physical”.

When, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to in fact consider this relationship from the perspective of – we’ve in fact been the Inferior one’s in existence, because the rest of existence is communicating, moving, evolving and expressing in a PHYSICAL equality and oneness: something us humans have not been a part of due to our accepted and allowed separation into and as Consciousness. And if anything, our deliberate savagery in evolving in ways and methods to annihilate, destroy and maim the physical body and this physical existence reflect a fear of the fact that we know existence is far superior than the thoughts/thinking processes of the Conscious-Mind and our capacity to as ‘intelligence’ evolve technology/tools / a way of life/living at the cost, expense and sacrifice of/as our own kind, our own physicals and this physical existence as a whole. That, with being self-honest in what we’ve done to our own minds, the physical body and this physical existence as a whole – in NO way exemplify intelligence; as we cannot compare ourselves even to the extent of actual physical expression, evolution, transformation and expansion that is/has been manifested in/as this existence as a whole.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand, how if anything – we’ve in/as this fear / ‘threatening’-relationship to/towards existence, with not seeing, realising and understanding how the very fear we initially as beings experienced within and as existence, is because we did not UNDERSTAND existence as ourselves. And so in/as this Fear/Inferiority in/as our relationship to existence believed that existence stand ‘against us’ and we have to compete/fight for our survival within/as it, seeing IT as threatening/fearful when we were the ones that within ourselves felt threatened/fearful towards it. And so deliberately forced our hand within and as existence and enforced our relationship to/towards it in/as our attempt to ‘CONQUER the Universe’…but that was never what this relationship was supposed to have been. I mean, the physical didn’t ‘Challenge’ man to a dual saying: “Hey, Human – give it all you got, let’s fight to the death…” This relationship we’ve formed to/towards/as this existence is only existent in/as our MINDS and the physical-existence is/have been a PART of who we are. Actually MOST of who we are when having a look at the Mind’s relationship to the Physical-Body – 90% Physical, 10% Mind. YET, eventually as we emerge as the Mind in the Physical, this equation change, so that close to death the Mind has sacrificed the Physical-Body as 10% Physical and 90% Mind and so what is left of ourselves/our lives in and as this physical-existence…is NOTHING; as we’ve taken all that we could/sacrificed all that we could from the physical to animate our illusion as the Mind/Consciousness and throughout our lives validate/justify our supremacy because “we think/can think”.

We’ll in the next post continue with self-commitment statements and more into the consequence of how we’ve been ‘prodding and probing’ this physical-existence to find out how it functions, when it all could have been so different if we had emerged into, with and as the physical and simply asked/communicated to it directly in seeing it as-ourselves and how it works/functions/exist and express as ourselves.  

 

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