Character Dimensions – PHYSICAL/BEHAVIOUR Dimension (Part 4): DAY 177

by Matti Destonian Freeman / MatterFreeMan: Day 120: Postponement Character - Backchat Dimension Self Forgiveness http://bit.ly/Q7o1A1

Character Dimensions – (Practical Application: Part 15)

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

We have now walked the Physical/Behavioural Dimension in Part 1, Part 2, Part 3 and we’re in and from this Post continuing with the Self-Forgiveness and Self Commitments of the Physical/Behaviour Dimension of the Postponement Character/Personality as an practical example of how to approach the Physical/Behaviour Dimension of a Character/Personality and to see, realise and understand what we in fact accept and allow in our relationship to our Physical-Bodies within and as our starting-point Separation as the Mind of Energy in the Physical as Substance/Matter.

For context from the Previous Blog as the Dimensions we’re walking within the Physical/Behaviour Dimension with seeing, realising and understanding how the Negative and the Positive affect/influence our experience and behaviour in the Physical Body:

PHYSICAL/BEHAVIOUR Dimension: Writing

The example we’re going to utilize here within the Postponement Character is noticing the Internal Physical Changes and External Physical Changes as the Dimensions of the Negative and the Positive Activated as follows:

Negative Dimensions Internal Changes:

When and as I was participating in the boredom and apathy that was coming up in my thoughts, backchats and reactions, my shoulders started tightening and in the pit of my stomach could experience a cramping/cringing. My eyes also started feeling heavy.

Positive Dimensions Internal Changes:

When and as I was participating in the enthusiasm, I experienced an energy-eruption in the pit of my stomach, like the enthusiasm ‘felt better’ in the put of my stomach. I also experienced a slight vibration in my body – like, elevated, when my energies changed from boredom and apathy to enthusiasm. My eyes in this energies felt more open, crisp and clear.

Negative Dimensions External Changes:

I noticed that as I was participating in the Negative Dimensions of the Character/Personality that, I was starting to physically slouch in my chair, like my body going limp / apathetic.

Positive Dimensions External Changes:

I noticed that as I was participating in the Positive Dimensions of the Character/Personality that, I was feeling more ‘strength’ in my body, like – starting to move my body to sit more upright, essentially readying myself to walk away from the responsibility and go do that ‘Something Else’.

(Continuing with the Negative Dimensions Internal Changes Self-Forgiveness…)

PHYSICAL/BEHAVIOUR Dimension: Self-Forgiveness

Negative Dimensions Internal Changes Self-Forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me from my own physical-body to such an extent, that I hadn’t even noticed in that moment, or ‘connected the dots’, with regards to my shoulders tightening, my stomach cringing and cramping and my eyes becoming heavy to what I am accepting and allowing within and as my Mind as the thoughts, imagination, backchat and reactions within the nature of boredom and apathy, that has in that moment come to manipulate my ‘state of being’ and so the state of/as the physical.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to within this place myself in and as the shoes of my own Physical Body, with regards to really questioning/considering how I can alter/change my experience within Energy and so that of the very Physical Body within and as my accepted and allowed ‘state of mind/experience’, which more often than not compromise the Physical Body in the extent of discomfort, pain, dis-ease I experience within and as it. Not wondering furthermore within this, how in this particular instance with postponement and its effect on my physical-body within the energies of apathy and boredom, what has been then the consequences in my relationship to my physical body throughout my Life with the extent of manipulation I have accepted and allowed within and towards it, from within and as my separation as the Mind as Energy.

Positive Dimensions Internal Changes:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be so separate from/of My Own Physical Body, that I do not/did not even see, realise and understand how I was changing the conditions in the EXPERIENCE of myself in, as and with the Physical Body, when and as my Imagination, Backchat and Reactions changed from the Negative to the Positive. Where, as I was accessing the positive energy experience of ‘enthusiasm’, I experienced an eruption/release in the pit of my stomach, like an excitedness erupting, with my physical body vibrating within a more elevated experience as though ‘waking up’ / ‘coming alive’ and my eyes changing from the heaviness to becoming more open, crisp and clear. In this, not seeing, realising and understanding how I am changing the very experience/condition of the Physical Body within and as my participation in Energy as the Mind.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I am in fact accepting and allowing myself to abuse my relationship with the Physical Body, because before the Postponement Personality activated, my Physical was stable, here, breathing – and how I had from there started manipulating myself and so my physical body with creating a ‘dis-ease’ / ‘discomfort’ in the Physical-Body. Manipulating the physical body and so myself into energy-submission with how the Negative Energy Experience changed my shoulders to tightening, my stomach to cringing/cramping and my eyes to heaviness. And then, simultaneously with creating those very conditions/experiences, I manifest me as the ‘cure’ as the positive-energy experiences I then participated in with my body vibrating with positive-energy as enthusiasm ‘coming alive’, thus relaxing my shoulders, my stomach erupting in an energy experience, and my eyes becoming open. Not Seeing, realising and understanding within this All – that NONE of it is ‘Real’, from the perspective that my EXPERIENCE in the BODY and so the body’s experience in itself is DEPENDENT on the ENERGY I generate in my MIND through, within and as the dimensions of thought, backchat, imagination and reactions. And so I in fact USE my MIND to manipulate my body and so myself to justify, excuse and validate manifesting MY wants, needs and desires in reality, instead of what is here as what would be best for all, and so best for me in/as this actual, real physical world.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to also see, realise and understand that how I changed the experience/state/condition of the Physical Body and thus determined the experience of the physical body and so of me is not Real, because: BEFORE I went into and as the Personality Possession of Postponement, I was simply here, stable, breathing. I mean, it’s most certainly not the PHYSICAL Body placing itself into and as boredom/apathy and then into and as enthusiasm, deliberately manipulating/abusing itself into various physical experiences/conditions/states – as I can self-honestly trace how I in that moment changed the internal condition/state/experience of the Physical-Body through and as ENERGY and the Dimensions of the Postponement Personality from/of the Negative into and as the Positive. And so, it was me within and as my conscious-participation in the Dimensions of the Personality/Character and the Energy within them – that altered/changed the Physical into a Negative/Positive EXPERIENCE that’s determined by ENERGY and not in fact the real/true expression of/as the Stability of the Physical Body as Breath, Here.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand what is in fact happening on a Quantum Mind level within the Physical Body is the following - with Me existing in my Mind within the Physical throughout my lifetime on this Earth, I conditioned my Physical-Body response in relation to the ENERGY of the Mind, as follows:

For the Quantum Mind in the Physical – Negative Energy is the ‘lesser source’ of Energy, so, when/as one participate in Negative Energy, the Quantum Physical will respond in/as a reaction of tightening, stiffening, clenching, constriction, restriction as essentially a Physical-Mind ‘feedback’ of the nature of the Energy not being sufficient enough for the Quantum Mind to channel into and as the rest of the Mind Consciousness System. And this is where the Force/Consciousness comes into play that will deliberately initiate the movement and motion of the negative-energy from Quantum Mind in the Physical – thus, the Quantum Mind essentially initiating its Force of producing more energy from/of the Physical Body. And so, with there existing MORE energy, the rest of the Mind Consciousness System from the Unconscious to the Subconscious and to the Conscious Mind as one’s Personality will thus interpret the ‘more energy-production’ from the Quantum Mind in the Physical as a ‘Positive’ and will so activate/initiate the positive-energy experienced thoughts, imagination, backchat and reactions. Thus, when/as one have moved from the Negative to the Positive in the Mind/within a Personality – there has been processes taking place on a Quantum Physical and Quantum Mind level to which one’s Mind Consciousness System as the Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious Mind responded, and so initiated one’s relationship/experience as the “Positive”.

Within this entire Process, as the Quantum Mind produce MORE Energy, releasing energy into the rest of the Mind in the Physical: this “makes the body feel better” BUT, what is actually ‘feeling better’ is the Quantum Mind and Mind Consciousness System in the Physical. Because in the Negative – the Systems rooted in the physical body thus clenched/constrained/constricted the very fabric/tissue/substance of the Physical within its process of penetrating the physical more and more and more to get into the depths of the physical to produce more Energy. And then when/as the Positive Energy manifest as an accumulation of the Negative when/as the Quantum Mind in the Physical successfully penetrated/permeated the Physical Depths and started producing more Energy, the Systems release the intensity of its relationship to the Physical as they are being provided with the necessary Energies. And so in turn create the IDEA that the Body feels better and Self feels better, when it’s all the while the MIND as ENERGY getting its desired Energy Fix at the sacrifice of the Physical. And, within the Positive-Energy Experience that the Quantum Mind initiated from the Physical and spread into and as the rest of the Mind Consciousness System and so one’s Personality: the Quantum Mind extend deeper/farther into the Physical Body and so resource MORE energy through sacrificing MORE of the Physical.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand why/how it is that in and from creating/manifesting the Negative Physical Internal Change, with the ‘Negative Experience’ in/as my Physical Body actually being that the Quantum Mind/Mind Consciousness System is in the process of generating more energy through penetrating the depths of the Physical Body and so manifesting discomfort, pain and dis-ease in the very physical. And that when/as the Quantum Mind in the Physical start producing more and more and more energies and release it into and as the rest of the Mind in the Physical, it release its intensity in its relationship to the Physical, which creates the Illusion in my Mind that I am feeling better/my body is feeling better – when this ENTIRE Process, has in fact me been experiencing my Mind as Energy’s relationship to the Body and how the Physical has come to respond to the processes of the Mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a relationship to my Physical Body that respond according to ENERGY and essentially enslaved into submission with regards to the Mind’s relationship to the Body, the Mind that I am accepting and allowing to continue existing within and as my very accepted and allowed Definition and Participation in and as it as Personalities, its Dimensions and the Energies within and as that. That can really only in fact exist through producing it, parasitically, from the very Physical Body that is the manifestation that in fact give me Life through/as Breath. And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to live with the Breath as the Physical as the Here of Life, but instead sacrifice the Physical throughout my Life for the Illusion of life/living as EXPERIENCE as Energy.

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The Mind System’s Unconscious/Subconscious Mind Relationship – Part 1 (Self Forgiveness): 

DAY 159

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Character Resonance Evolution - Part 22 (Self Forgiveness)

Multidimensional Inner-Voices – Part 28 (Self Forgiveness)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

As mentioned in DAY 158, we’re continuing with Self-Forgiveness and Self-Commitment statements on more of the structural details of the Unconscious Mind’s relationship to the rest of the Mind Consciousness System in the Physical. With, for example how the Unconscious Mind would transfer energies to the rest of the Mind, how energies are stored/circulated into/as the entire Mind and within that how the Unconscious Mind store/layer information into and as the Physical Body as how it is that we within/throughout our lives would essentially, seemingly ‘remain stable’ in our behaviours, mannerisms and habits as the extent to which the Mind had become the Physical, as the Physical had become the Mind.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood and took responsibility for me as the starting point consequence of my separation and fear that has now become existent as the Unconscious Mind Structural Resonance and its relationship to the rest of the Mind, in having a look at the Unconscious/Physical-Mind’s relationship to the Subconscious-Mind, where:

With the Unconscious/Physical Mind existent as a substance that permeate, infiltrate and infuse into and as the base/primary building-blocks of the physical body as it move in its processes within, between and as the proteins, enzymes, chemicals, nutrients, atoms, DNA, RNA – the very minute/small of/as the active processes of the physical as the physical is in its processes of stimulating/creating physical energy that the Unconscious Mind will transform into Mind-Energy. With the Unconscious/Physical Mind also existent within and as these particles’ structures and manifestations, which the Unconscious Mind then thus equate its relationship to/as, to break-down/tear off and transform into and as its origin as substance to transform into and as mind-energy.

What must also be considered here, is that – with and as the very Physical Movement of/as all these processes that can be scientifically measured, the physical thus in its very movement emit a resonance/vibration that the Mind in the Physical can utilize in ‘absorbing’ into and as its existent mind-energies to ‘amplify’ the existent mind-energy within and as its Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious Mind platforms in the Physical. Thus, as the physical is in its processes of physical movement, constantly and continuously, from the minute, to the small to the great: the Mind in the Physical automatically with and as its infused-relationship to the physical, resonate the vibrations/resonance of the actual physical into and as itself, which the energy-threads/channels in all its platforms as the Unconscious Mind and the Subconscious Mind especially, will ‘absorb’ and essentially utilize the resonance/vibration for additional ‘speed’ in its movement within and through the Mind. Thus in this sense, amplifying the movement of energy within and as the Mind platforms, as the energies will utilize the resonances/vibration of actual physical movement by ‘breathing it into itself’ in a way, which with this physical connection between Mind-Energy and Physical-Movement allows for the Mind to move faster than the physical. And is primarily what, for example when/as one’s emotions/feelings activate within a personality, where the more the emotions and feelings charge, the more the Unconscious/Subconscious Mind will essentially ‘dig into’ the physical to produce mind-energy, for which the entire body has to move faster within all its processes to keep up with the extent to which the Mind will break-down/tear off physicality, which is what sets of the heart rate and the faster the physical move, the more physical resonance/vibration is existent that the energies/mind platforms can ‘breathe in’, which again allows for the energy to move faster. And so why/how in/as an energy/emotional/feeling rush, one will experience the ENERGY more than the actual HEARTBEAT or physical movement, because one’s MIND as energy is moving in quantum time faster than the Physical here as the Body and is so, essentially elevated into and as the Mind/Energy in separation from/of the Physical.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand and take responsibility for the consequences of me as the starting point existence of me as separation and as fear, from the beginning as manifested as the relationship between energy and substance, now the mind and the physical, with not standing in/as equality and oneness with and as Life – that is now become existent as the Unconscious Mind’s relationship to the Subconscious Mind within the context of their relationship to Energy as produced from/of the actual Physical, where:

What must be understood thus, with the Unconscious Mind being merged/infused into and as and with the physical, is that the Mind will thus move accordingly to how the physical move within and as its detailed processes in/as the minute, small and great of the entire Physical-Body. Thus, when looking interdimensionally-physically at the Unconscious and Subconscious Mind, especially – it’s really so integrated and infused into the physical that it looks exactly like the physical, but is the darkened presence/substance as a shadow that is additionally substantiating all of the physical. Thus, within this – to also understand that the Unconscious-Mind will form/manifest an interconnected platform within the detail of the physical’s particles, in for example having a look at the Cell, particularly the mitochondrion:

(Referencing the picture of the Cell utilized in DAY 139)

The Subconscious Mind and the Unconscious Mind form ‘webs’ within and between all the parts and particles of the physical body, thus – the Subconscious Mind would link from the one Mitochondria membrane to the other, as will the Unconscious Mind link from the proteins, enzymes and chemicals within the one Mitochondria to the other. Thus, the Unconscious/Physical Mind’s layer is existent in the very “centre” of/as all of the physical where it interconnects/webs, while the Subconscious Mind layer is existent within the very “surface” of/as all of the physical where it interconnects/webs into and as. And because the Mind’s platform/substance is ‘pliable’ in its movement/motion with and as the physical body, essentially having elasticity to it, this allows the Mind platform to move as the physical moves and so is able to extend/contract within the ‘spaces in between’, for example the Mitochondrion according to how the Mitochondrion in a cell will move.

With this, what is very structured within the Mind’s Unconscious and Subconscious Mind is the very substance’s ‘platform’ – meaning, what one can interdimensionally-physically see is: as the Unconscious Mind produce mind-energy from/of the physical, how it will for example, from within the mitochondria, the processes within the mitochondria, transfer mind-energy into and as the membrane of the mitochondria from where the Subconscious-Mind will thus absorb the energies and locate/transfer them within/as actual energy-channels situated within the platform of the Subconscious Mind and extend them into and as the Personality System layers within the Subconscious Mind and/or into and as the Sub-Characters/Personalities. Or will simply “hold/store” the energies transferred from the Unconscious Mind into the Subconscious Mind with and as a magnetic membrane, until the Subconscious Mind will accordingly release the energies to charge/fuel Personalities when/as needed.

(These processes of how the Mind store energies through/as magnetic membranes is discussed within the Quantum Mind Interview Series available on EQAFE.)

Within this, with the Subconscious Mind extending from/of the Unconscious Mind and the Conscious-Mind extending from/of the Subconscious Mind – this, one can more have a look at the ‘hierarchical structuring’ of the Unconscious/Physical Mind as it is Consciousness that is the platform that extend within and throughout the entire Mind that is the awareness of EVERYTHING that is existent in and as the Mind that essentially regulate/control all the processes/systems/energy-distributions of the Mind in the Physical.

Thus, as we continue more within this structural and mechanical processes/dynamics between the Mind and the Physical and the extent of what really goes on beyond the thoughts within the Conscious Mind – what one will see, realise and understand is how much more, at this stage, Consciousness in fact is in comparing our current awareness of ourselves in the Conscious Mind to the extent that the Mind in fact exist in the Physical.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand and take responsibility for the consequence of me, from the beginning to now, in and as my emergence as separation and as fear, as the relationship between energy and substance, now the mind and the physical as I did not stand in and as equality and oneness with and as Life here, in and as looking at what I now exist as, as the Mind’s relationship as ENERGY to and as the entire Physical Body, within the extent of how limited the Mind really in fact is, in that it really only is an entire ENERGY system that has personalized itself into and as Personalities, with its components that construct/define it as thoughts, emotions, feelings, memories, frequencies, sounds, vibrations, images, pictures, imagination – all of it, in its base substance, originating from and of a relationship between the physical and mind-energy merged. Which is why and how it is that within us, we think – can imagine, fantasize, walk down memory lane, but the very components cannot be “scientifically” removed from the physical / “physically seen” when only having a look at the Physical Body. That even with this evidence, regarding when doing an X-Ray / 3-Dimensional scan of the Physical, all that you see is the PHYSICAL and yet still, there are human beings that believe the “physical is not real”; as we’re not seeing, realising and understanding this equated relationship between the Mind as the interdimensional to the Physical as Matter, in the extent to which the Mind has merged with the Physical, that this relationship exist beyond, yet within the Physical in the depths of the primary substances of and as energy and the physical, that allows for the Mind as thoughts, for example to exist without it being able to be ‘surgically’ removed, if you will. That, our thoughts in the physical exist as it does cause our awareness/beingness have been conflictually merged into and as the presence/substance of the mind as energy and the physical as matter, but obviously more completely into and as the mind as energy as we have no direct relationship to the physical as matter. And so we speed through life in the Mind in separation from the physical as the Mind sacrifice the physical body for its finite existence, separating the human as much as possible from the PHYSICAL as HERE, because as long as our awareness is separate from what is real as the Physical: the Mind as the Illusion can continue existing/surviving.

We’ll continue in the next post with having a look at more detail regarding the existence of thoughts, memories, imagination that we’re aware of in the Conscious and Subconscious Mind and what this process thus “from Consciousness to Awareness” practically imply, in seeing, realising and understanding that “who one is” is not thoughts, but it’s what we accepted and allowed to become in separating our awareness into a System as Consciousness instead of living in and as the equal and one awareness of the PHYSICAL.