Parental Input in Child Character-Building – Part 1
(Self-Forgiveness): DAY 108
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the
next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
Emotional/Feeling
Body Creation – Part 8 (Self-Forgiveness)
Friendship-Suspicion
Character – continued
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
Continuing with walking self-forgiveness from DAY 106, from
where – Friend A’s Consciousness ‘dissected’ the ‘live-memory’ of the mother’s
behaviour, words and sound/energy into and as her Conservative Character’s
personality/body-suit, all of which manifest through the Physical-Mind Eyes. And
then the Physical-Mind Ears, where the sounds/energy experiences within the
words of the Mother is utilized to activate the emotional/feeling body of the
Main Mind Consciousness System and/or specific Characters/Personalities within
a being.
So, in DAY 106 we walked the process of how the memory of
the mother and father activate into the Conservative Character personality
body/suit, and as well as how the energy experience in the Mother’s words/sound
activate the Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body, and now
we’re walking how these two processes will meet to activate the Conservative
Character’s emotional/feeling body.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with
and as Life,
energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now,
seen, realised and understood how the Physical-Mind Eyes and Ears work-together
in constructing/creating Characters/Personalities within and as our Mind-Physical
existence. Where with our Eyes and Ears we’ve come to serve the Character’s
in/as our Mind, within this why/how we do not ever in fact see and hear the reality of physicality;
but only see/hear what we want to see/hear as that which will serve our
survival/evolution as the Mind.
And so, within continuing walking the process of Friend A –
with her Physical-Mind Eyes, where the memory of her mother and father at the
table is aligned into and as Friend A’s Conservative Character personality
body/suit, as Consciousness assessed the alignment of the memory equal-to and
one-with the Conservative Character’s micro-chip memory. From where
Consciousness would take the memory and move the components/parts as the
behaviours, words and energies into and as the particular-specific compartments/dimensions
within/as the Conservative Character’s personality body/suit (We’ll walk this process of how
consciousness dissect a memory into specific compartments/dimensions within
posts to come). Additionally/simultaneously within this process, the Physical-Mind
Ears is utilized to establish/build/construct the child/Friend A’s
emotional/feeling body of the Main Mind Consciousness System, and also
Primary/Main Characters’ emotional/feeling bodies within/of the child. Thus,
the Main Mind Consciousness System, essentially stands as an entire ‘back-up’ /
‘main database’ of all memories/energy experiences captured through the Eyes
and Ears and are from there directed/aligned into/as our Main/Primary
Characters we create/manifest from/of the main Mind Consciousness System, as
the various different ‘selves’ we come to create/embody, utilizing our external
world/reality with a myriad of characters as other human beings/this
world-system to evolve our mind-physical existence and so secure our
self-definitions, wants, needs and desires.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind
and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood how
the Memory of the mother and father, dissected into/as Friend A’s Conservative Character,
and the emotions/feelings within the Mother’s words/sounds that activated
within and as Friend A’s Mind Consciousness Systems’ emotional/feeling body –
align together to additionally activate the Conservative Character’s
emotional/feeling body:
With taking the specific ‘energy experience’ within the
sound of the Mother’s words as ‘gentleness/care’, which as an energy-experience
in the Mind is physically experienced as a ‘light energy’ that feels like it
soothes the muscle/fabric of the physical-body, as though the body goes into a ‘relaxation/release’
in the experience of the energy as ‘gentleness/care’ as the Mind in the
physical, together with a slight sense of ‘excitement’. This is the
particular-specific energy-experience that Friend A experienced within her
body, the moment this energy ‘activated’ as an ‘active’ ‘feeling-energy’ within
her Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body
containments/holders that also exist within the neutral, positive and negative
energy-balls/holders/containments within and as which her parents’
emotional/feeling body database was transferred into and as. And, Friend A
would thus, have a ‘physical-experience’ of the ‘energy experience’ of the
gentleness/care when/as it officially activate within her Main Mind Consciousness
System’s emotional/feeling body, as the entire emotional/feeling body of the
Main Mind Consciousness System and so also eventually the Personality Suits/Bodies,
are multi-dimensionally/parallel infused/merged into, as and with the
physical-body flesh/fabric/structure/substance. Which is why/how one will thus
have a ‘physical experience’ of energy-experiences of the Mind. But what we
would in this thus never in fact ‘experience’/ walk with / be with is what the
actual physical in fact experiencing/what the experience/expression of our
actual physical-bodies are, that within and during energy-experience
activations of the Mind/Personalities in fact go into/as contraction/pain. Because
the moment an energy-experience activate, resources are consumed from
physicality to transform into energy. But, because we’re existent in the
Mind-dimension primarily within the physical-body, we’ll only experience what
the Mind experience and not in fact what the actual physical go through in the
very fabric/manifestation/substance of its existence.
And so, Friend A would be ‘overwhelmed’ with this
gentleness/care energy experience that is in fact the experience of the Mind…and
not the Body/Physical. In this showing/revealing: the extent of our accepted
and allowed separation from/of the Physical.
And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to, in equality and oneness
with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the
beginning to now, seen, realised and understood why/how that energy of/as
care/gentleness that activated in Friend A’s main Mind Consciousness System
emotional/feeling body will also come to be aligned with her Conservative-Character’s
personality suit/body’s personalized emotional/feeling body; as the
Physical-Mind eyes and ears ‘work together’:
Where, when/as the physical-mind eyes take that moment of
her parents and activate Friend A’s Conservative Character, the physical-mind
ears will simultaneously take the energy-experience within the words of the
mother, activating Friend A’s Main Mind Consciousness System’s
emotional/feeling body as the energy-experience of care/gentleness. And because
the memory of the parents’ activated her Conservative-Character, she’s in that
moment as her activated Conservative-Character, aligned parallel to/with the
Main Mind Consciousness System. Within this alignment/simultaneous activation
of her Conservative Character and the Main Mind Consciousness System’s
emotional/feeling body activation; the energy-experience in
her entire physical-body will thus resonate with the Conservative Character’s Personality
body/suit, wherein the already organized/categorized emotional/feeling body of
the Conservative Character’s Personality body/suit in/as which the energy
of/within the memory was manifested/transferred: will activate.
Thus, initially the energy of/from the Memory that was
stored/categorized/organized into the Conservative Character’s
emotional/feeling body is ‘dormant’, it is simply only stored/aligned into its
emotional/feeling body as a reference/energy to/towards the particular-specific
memory of the mother and father sitting together at the table. When/as the Main
Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling
body ‘activate’ and resonate into/as the Conservative-Character, the
dormant energy-storage ‘activate’, with the energy of care/gentleness that will
thus encompass the entire personality suit/body the moment the energy activate
in the personality suit/body from/of the energy-activation within the Main Mind
Consciousness System. And the moment this happen/manifest where an energy
becomes ‘activate’ in a Character System/Personality body/suit: this energy of
care/gentleness for example will become a defining energy-experience that ‘belongs’
to the Conservative Character that will only be expressed, for example in
contexts of being close to partners in the future.
And so this character/personality suit/body will start
moving more and more and more parallel to the Main Mind Consciousness System and
Physical Body, as the process of how Characters created from system
suits/bodies in the Mind Consciousness System, is integrated more and more and
more into the physical through ENERGY, primarily. And so, that moment where an
energy within the main mind’s emotional/feeling body, merge with an energy dissected
into the emotional/feeling body of a Character from a memory; which connect the
Character System/ Personality body/suit, directly to the Main Mind Consciousness
System and so closer to the physical body. And literally, when looking at how
this process unfold interdimensionally-physically, one can see the position of
the Character-System/Personality body/suit ‘shifting’ in the Mind-Physical
relationship, where initially it’s existent more dimensionally in the Mind, and
more and more move/integrate into the Physical, the more the emotional/feeling
bodies of Characters/Personality Systems’ develop.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise
and understand where, thus – essentially, the being will come to define,
for example care/gentleness as an ‘energy experience’, for example connected in
one’s Mind to/towards a particular-specific MEMORY of other’s relationships. Such
as for example Friend A’s parents, and will thus connect care/gentleness to
relationship within a specific context as a specific character with specific
behaviours. Where in this thus:
We never as children learn to develop an equal and one
relationship WITH OURSELVES, in what
it means to care for self, self’s body in equality and oneness as a living
expression of self as the word ‘Care’. And from living this word as SELF, it
becomes an expression that self
will thus live in/as one’s world, and not conditioned to only certain
characters, within certain behaviours and energy experiences within one’s MIND.
Where care, for example in the Mind: is conditional / conditioned to only serve
the interest of self’s own pursuit of happiness. And so all human beings have
come to exist, where we do not know how to in fact live care with/as/towards
ourselves, will for example search/seek for it only in relationships instead of
gifting it to ourselves as a living word that is ourselves, that is not
dependent on anyone/anything as it’s who we are
in ourselves/our living. Where it thus becomes an expression, a self-aware
decision we make in our relationships/interactions with others, the
environment/the world and not something we conditionally use to only serve our
interests of wants, needs and desires. In this, thus – why/how actual care does
not exist in this world/humanity, why
human beings do not in fact care about what’s happening to humanity, this earth
and all and everything within it, as care – for example, is locked into the
Minds, held there within characters waiting to be materialized into reality
when/as a want, need and desire opportunity arise where care will emerge/exist
as an energy experience/manipulation to pursue a desire/happiness that only
serve self, and self alone.
Now that we have walked the process of how the
emotional/feeling body of the Main Mind Consciousness System activate, how the
emotional/feeling body of a character form from a memory, how a character
emotional/feeling body activate and the process of how a Personality
system/suit integrate more and more into/as the physical, we’ll have a more
specific/detailed look at the relationship between the mind, the physical and
ENERGY within this process in walking the mechanics/processes of our
mind-physical relationship in how the Mind utilize energy/energy experience in
its process of evolution from and of what is Seen within the Physical-Mind Eyes
and heard from the Physical-Mind Ears.
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