Sub-Personality Backchat Creation – Part 1
(Self-Forgiveness): DAY 121
Multidimensional
Inner-Voices – Part 3 (Self-Forgiveness)
Friendship-Suspicion
Character – continued
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
As mentioned in DAY
119, we’re walking the 3rd Dimension of Backchat/Internal
Conversation creation/manifestation, from/of memories and so words of others
that manifested in our Characters/Personalities and became the voices of our
Mind.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to in equality and oneness with
and as Life,
energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now,
seen, realised and understood how, with walking the 3rd Dimension of
Backchat/Internal Conversation creation/manifestation/evolution: how/why voices
of others from/of memories in my Mind, forming part-of the
construction/creation/manifestation of Main/Primary Characters/Personalities
and/or Sub-Characters/Personalities as voices of personalities/characters in
and as my own Mind that I come to automatically accept/allow and believe to be
‘my own voice(s)’ of me that I did not in absolute self-awareness decide to
speak, that I did not in absolute self-awareness make the decision of ‘who I
am’ in relation to the words/sentences/voices existent in my Mind; as the
voices in my head/internal conversations/backchat
automatically manifested within me without my absolute directive-principled
self-aware decision. And so did not see realise and understand – within this
automated acceptance and allowance of voices in the head: the consequence it
would manifest within my internal and external living in me and my world.
In this, continuing walking the example of Friend A, with
her mother and father sitting at the table – where we walked the example of how
Friend A created/manifested/evolved her emotional/feeling body in the Main Mind
and as well as within the Conservative-Character’s emotional/feeling body of
its Personality suit/system, that became part-of a sub-Character/Personality as
the ‘Empathic Character’. Thus, here we will walk how ‘voices in the head’
manifest within/between Main Characters/Personalities and
Sub-Characters/Personalities, with first walking how the internal
conversations/backchat are created/manifested for a
sub-character/personality, and then the/a Main Character/Personality. And within
this, how two
or more characters converse with each other in our Minds that we
believe/perceive/experience to be ‘voices of ourselves’, when it’s in fact
characters/personalities speaking in our Minds through/as the Main Mind
Consciousness System. With our beingness simply the substance as mediator that
makes this relationship between the mind and the physical possible. As our
beingness is utilized by the Mind to animate/substantiate its existence as it
utilizes our beingness of/as substance as well as the physical body of/as
substance to transform into energy for its continued existence: a literal
interdimensional-physical slave we have become, trapped
in two worlds as the mind and the physical, with the mind the manifestation
that sacrifice our beingness/physicality to continue existing/surviving as we
have not taken the directive-principled responsibility in/as our equal and one beingness-physical-body
relationship of/as substance to in fact really live, here.
And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see, realise and understand, in equality
and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical,
from the beginning to now how a) starting with the sub-Character/Personality
internal conversations/backchat creation/manifestation from/of a memory:
with the mother and father sitting at the table, as we have walked,
Consciousness imprinted the moment in and as an ‘extended time-framed memory’,
where it captured/manifested all the detail of the external moment: from the
sounds, to the words, to the behaviour and the energy - to from here activate a
sub-character/personality in/as the Main/Primary Conservative-Character
Personality body/suit. In this detailed capturing, what is also captured is the
exact words that the mother spoke to the father in that moment. Thus,
essentially – existent/manifested in and as the memories, all memories we
accumulate is ‘live moment memories’; actual detailed accounts of physical-reality
merged and manifested into and as the mind-physical existence of and as the
Unconscious/Physical-Mind.
The only reason why we don’t hear all the memories / ‘live
moment memories’ existent with/as actual words/sentences of other human
beings/our surrounding environment at the same time/simultaneously and can only
recall the words/sentences when/as the memory/moment arrive in our
Conscious-Mind: Is because of the control of Consciousness within and as our
entire Mind-Physical
relationship. Where all memories are stored within the
Unconscious/Physical-Mind – locked/layered into/as an
multi-dimensional-physical reality, where consciousness control the
thoughts/memories that manifest into and as our Conscious-Mind. And so, why/how
we do not ‘hear’ all the words within the memories we accumulate/manifest
into/as our unconscious/physical-mind, as most memories are also controlled
from the perspective of where only some with words/sentences within them will
be active memories creating/substantiating characters’ subconscious-mind ‘backchat
shelves’. Other memories eventually ‘fade’ from the perspective where they are
stored/manifested/layered in/as the unconscious/physical-mind, not receiving any
attention/energy to keep them ‘activate’ and so become faded memories in the
sense that they eventually only contain the basics of what happened in actual
physical-reality in the moment of the memory and one will only be able to
vaguely recall what happened in the moment within the memory as the words/sentences,
behaviours, sounds and experiences diminish/lessen because of the memory not
actively receiving a constant/continuous stream of energy to keep the
substance/detail of the memory ‘alive’. To understand thus within this, thus –
that the remembrance of memories is dependent on energy, in how much
attention/energy the memories receive will depend on the detail of its
contents, and so why/how so many memories are only vaguely
remembered/completely forgotten as their contents/substance of exact detail was
dependent on energy, in/as our separation from/of our own participation in
actual physical reality, as the mind in the physical, instead of equal and one physical-awareness,
here where moments would be a remembrance of/as ourselves.
And, additionally within this, of course – the extent to
which memories are altered/changed to suit the needs of the Mind in its
character/personality creation, where consciousness/ourselves have the ability
to change/alter the contents of the memories as the environment, the
words/sentences, behaviour etc. because memories as moments of actual physical
reality are transformed into/as captured moments of mind-physical substance
that the mind can transform/change
to its own will. Instead of it being actual, real physical space-time accounts
of/as the reality of what in fact happened, because of our separation from the
physical-here, into/as a mind-physical relationship, that manipulate reality
instead of facing the reality of it, here.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind
and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood,
how – with the ‘extended live-moment memory’ of Friend A being dissected into
and as the Subconscious-Mind shelves of the Main/Primary Conservative-Character
Personality suit/body, with the words of the mother spoken as: “I see that
you’re stressed
– what can I do to help you relax?” with a gentle, soothing, caring
voice/energy and her hand stroking her husband’s arm, leaning slightly towards
her husband. All of this information is then uploaded, imprinted and stored
into/as Friend A’s Subconscious Mind of the Personality body/suit of/as her
Conservative Character, as she’s gathering as much information/data from/of her
mother’s characters/personalities and her relationship to her father, and her
father’s responses to her mother to be able to in the future, equally as
one/similarly materialize/manifest herself in relationship to/as her
prospective partner.
Now, because this sub-character/personality information/data
as the mother’s ‘Empathic Character’ that was activated/manifested into/as
Friend A’s Conservative Character as a sub-character/personality, the words of
the mother from the memory essentially ‘belongs’ to the Empathic Character
within the Conservative Character. This means, that – the mother’s words
from/of the memory, in/as the shelves of the subconscious-mind of the
Conservative Character, will primarily only be used/spoken in the Mind of
Friend A and/or seldom in actual vocalization
in/as situations/circumstances with/as human beings/males that present
themselves as prospective partners.
However – because the Mind and all the
characters/personalities within that ‘belongs to the mind’, what can happen is
that the words of the mother in Friend A’s subconscious-mind of/as the
Conservative Character can/may be utilized by/through OTHER characters, when/as
Friend A has relationships with other human beings, males/females – not necessarily
within the context of being prospective partners, but to whom she has a “close
relationship” to. Where if/as the moment presents itself where she can activate
the sub-character as the Empathic Character in/as a main/primary character such
as the Conservative-Character; this will thus happen – and she can thus with a
friend/prospective partner utilize the same sentence in her Mind such as “I see
he/she is stressed, I wonder what I can do to help him/her” as the
backchat/internal conversation that manifest as she manifested/activated her
Empathic Character in/as her relationship to the other human being, according
to the nature/context of the external situation. Where, she was initially
existent within a Main/Primary Character such as the ‘Friendship-Character’
while she was interacting with a Friend, and then Consciousness assessed the
external moment/environment – detected its similarity to/as the memory of the
Empathic Character within the Main/Primary Conservative Character; which will
then in that moment activate the Empathic Character that she will accordingly
become in her relationship to her friend. And so how various different
Main/Primary and sub-characters/personalities can move within our Minds based
on external environment contexts.
We’ll in DAY 122 continue with the self-commitment
statements of the self-forgiveness statements walked today, and continue with
more technical detail regarding how voices from memories in our minds, become
voices in our minds that we automatically accept and allow; without realising
that the voices in-themselves come-from characters/personalities we created
within/during/throughout our childhood; which will show/reveal/expose how
little in our relationship with ourselves and other human beings, we are in
fact genuine/real/self-aware of what we say and how we behave as the extent to
which our entire self-existence has become automated by/through the
Mind/Consciousness. And within this, in the commitment statements, walk the
process of how to practically assist/support self to be/become real, genuine
and self-aware with/as self and one’s relationships in one’s world/reality – as
the process of walking from
consciousness to awareness.
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