Suicide Paranoia – 5: How
Consciousness disconnects from Reality in State of Paranoia
DAY 391
So, with having a look at
a dimension regarding Suicidal Thoughts/Imaginations: if you really have a look
at them, that you will speak the thoughts and see the Imaginations in a very
specific ENERGY,
or energy experience. What has to be realised with Paranoia within the context
of Consciousness is that: with Suicidal thoughts/imaginations/tendencies – the
Mind, with Energy, “veils” YOU, your awareness
and so everything else you see about you and this world/reality. It’s like this
ONE ENERGY is completely taking over your Mind, Self and Body. Thus, I would
REALLY suggest investigating and rather UNDERSTANDING the thoughts/imaginations
and the energy that substantiates it, because – ending one’s life / one’s self
because of listening to THOUGHTS
and accepting and allowing an energy experience in the Mind to possess you and
so drive you to/as the Point of wanting to end one’s life, I mean, when you get
into the afterlife, as so many beings have that come through the Portal and for
example share their life
review and they realise that, they could have changed themselves, their
life in a moment. That there were options/ways/means available to them if
they’d just gotten out of the thoughts and the energies in their MIND that was
veiling any and all Solutions, they have to exist with an eternal regret of the
fact that they ended it all just because of thoughts and energies in the Mind,
something they could have changed/stopped with mere Understanding, with a Decision
and so changed themselves and so their lives.
Thus, we would not want
this experience for any Human Being even considering suicide. So, I would
REALLY suggest listening up, assisting and supporting oneself to stop listening
to/believing your thoughts and emotional energy experiences – how to release
yourself from such paranoia in/as Consciousness and find that there is in fact
a lot more to yourself, to life
HERE if/as one would just stop participating in/as the Thoughts
and Energies and Learn to Live in and as every moment of Breath. So, we
will continue with the HOW-TO release oneself from such Paranoia in posts to
come, for the moment – to Understand HOW we create such paranoia and how the
thoughts and imaginations evolves from ENERGY.
So, as we have discussed
– Suicide Paranoia starts with Energy and for the Mind to become possessed with
ONE Energy experience, that leads to a particular-specific thought process,
imagination, self-talk: it needs A LOT of Energy. Why? Because, if you have a look at how the
Mind ‘normally’ functions – it is very specific with regards to its ‘energy
distribution’, which allows it to create the illusion of a ‘natural flow’ in
what you think about, what you imagine, what you feel/experience as your emotions/feelings
etc. So, when ONE THING starts occupying the Conscious Mind, such as thinking
about suicide/imagining it and then going into that emotional energy-experience
– it really influence/affect the Mind’s ‘normal functioning’ as follows:
How the Mind works is, it
takes external environment stimuli and then activates your Mind into different
memories, thoughts, self-talk and reactions/experiences. This happens within
and as multi-dimensional levels of your
Mind-Physical relationship, such as for example – seeing a person, and your
mind/consciousness takes an “imprint”, through your eyes, of what you’re seeing
– changes it into a ‘live memory’ (This Process explained from blog DAY
83 with regards to how the Mind change reality into ‘live memories’) and
then ‘scans’ through all your already-existent memories in your
Unconscious/Quantum Mind to see if anything of that person you had just seen,
could activate any memories/reactions/thought processes. So, the person for
example wears a specific COLOUR and all of a sudden, you experience a
‘attraction’ towards the person, not knowing why, when all the while, it was
just a COLOUR they were wearing that brought up memories of experiences with
colours you’ve had in the past, and now you believe you’re attracted to the
person, when all the while it was just the COLOUR that attracted your
attention. See, such things in our world/reality we’re not even aware of, because
we’re not AWARE or SELF-AWARE of all that we are in/as the Mind/Consciousness –
within and as all the levels of the Conscious, Subconscious, Unconscious, Quantum
Mind, Quantum Physical and Physical Body itself.
So, such ‘little things’
in reality, the Mind/Consciousness use to stimulate thoughts/imaginations and
experiences – so much so, that human beings aren’t even aware of the extent to
which your Mind is busy in all the levels of its existence, much of this is
explained in detail in the Quantum Mind
Self Awareness Series available on EQAFE. Therefore,
the Mind/Consciousness needs a constant-continuous “movement” through such
external reality stimulations to keep your Mind “normal”, if you will.
NOW, what happens with
for example when ONE ENERGY takes of the Mind, is that – it SUPPRESS all the
other natural flow of patterns/stimulations that would lead a human being to
think/feel ALL SORTS of different things within and throughout a day. And, as that
ONE ENERGY takes over and now only lead one into and as ONE thought process/imagination
process / self talk process – everything that the Mind/Consciousness then
imprints into the Unconscious/Quantum Mind from physical reality, then gets
channelled into and as this One Mind Possession. And so, this is what causes
one, when the suicidal thoughts/imagination/self-talk/experience gets to the
EXTREME - where it feels like EVERYTHING in your world/reality that you
see/do/participate within and as, feels like you feel in your Mind. There is no
more a natural flow in thought/imagination/experience/self-talk and/or the
varying stimulations from external reality that keeps your mind
busy/preoccupied in various dimensions. And so in/as this ONE POSSESSION, one’s
mind/consciousness completely “disconnect” with its relationship to everything
else in your external world/reality – because as I have explained: the Mind
uses ANY and ALL external stimuli to keep your mind preoccupied and so in that
relationship it has a ‘active connection’ to this world/reality which in so
doing creates the
illusion that “you’re participating/living in this world/reality”.
Now, with the Mind
Possession, in such an extreme case – there is not a constant-continuous ‘live
streaming’ from the external reality into and as consciousness/the mind and so
the mind/consciousness inverts into and as itself and created a “closed
system”, where the Mind/Consciousness will constantly and continuously cycle
only within and as the ONE POINT POSSESSION of/as suicide for example, where
ONLY THAT exists for the individual and so, through their own creation of
paranoia, lost/stuck in and as the Mind ONLY, completely disconnected from
themselves and reality – then lead to actually ‘acting out’ the thoughts/imaginations
as they think/imagine/experience the same thing over and over and over again,
and so condition their ‘self’ and ‘body’ into and as a state of
living/behaviour – programming themselves, from within and as their own minds,
and so creating their life/living
choices/decisions/actions leading to ending their own lives, simply because
of listening to, believing ENERGY and THOUGHTS in the Mind, without realising
it can be stopped and changes, just as it was created/programmed in the first
place.
We’ll continue more in
the Next Post
