Suicide Paranoia – 10: Understanding, Stopping and Changing
Paranoia (Part Two) DAY 396
Now that we have looked at the practical application of
Breathing, in moments when/as the Suicide Paranoia takes over – a few Points to
consider:
One have to understand that ‘losing touch’ with Reality,
does not come without its consequences – both with one’s Self/Mind, Physical Body and also
life/living experiences. I mean, as a Humanity as a whole – we can visibly See
consequence in Nature, the Earth, Animals,
Environment and Human-Human relationships with ‘losing touch with Reality,
what’s Real’ that there’s no consideration, regard, respect – not even in our
own Minds, let alone in Physical Reality. So, within and as this process of
aligning one’s Self/Awareness
to/as the Physical Body - will expand one’s Awareness more to/as the Life
that’s always been here that’s been missed due to our Separation from/of
Reality.
Therefore, consequence in relation to Paranoia: if/as one do
find oneself, at this stage, thinking about and imagining Suicide where it’s
become quite possessive in the Mind/Self and one’s relationship to the external
world/reality keep-on finding things to justify/excuse/validate the Suicide
Paranoia in the Mind: we suggest seeing a Psychologist/Psychiatrist as they
will assist/support with stabilizing the Mind more into and as Reality, which
will within this assist/support with additionally utilizing writing, forgiveness,
commitments and corrective application to stabilize one’s Awareness in
relationship to the Mind. See, if/as the Paranoia ‘takes over’ – it ‘takes
over’ the entire Mind, your Awareness and so everything you experience and see.
If/as the Paranoia is still in its ‘infancy’ – one’s “Awareness/Self” within it
all is still “there”, observing/watching and participating as the
Thoughts/Imaginations every now and then or even once in a blue moon ‘cross the
Mind’ and is so not yet “Possessed” and therefore have the Opportunity to stand
up and Change. But, when the Awareness, Mind and Body is completely possessed,
you have reached a stage where it’s too late to ‘help yourself’ and so require
the additional support/assistance from a Psychologist/Psychiatrist to stabilize
your Awareness/Self within and as the Mind back into and as Reality.
Also, what has to be seen, realised and understood regarding
Suicide Paranoia is that: it’s not the situations/people in the external
world/environment that’s the main ‘problem’, and many attempt/try/act out their
suicide paranoia in a bid to “escape” / run / get away from what they feel, in
their Minds, to be the cause/reason for what lead them / what is leading them
to attempt Suicide and/or have Suicidal Tendencies. When, what must be seen,
realised and understood with regards to the Mind is that: it can create a Possession
to such an Extent that it REALLY makes you believe that ONLY
everything/everyone else externally is the “problem”, the Mind like brings the
external INTO ITSELF and so you’re only, absolutely, focussed on the “without”
– inside and out, and do not consider your RELATIONSHIP to all within and as
your own Mind. So, one of the most important things to see, realise and
understand within this is, that what also contribute to Suicide Paranoia is-
how the mind brings the external to the internal and so you get lost within and
as the blame to/towards something and someone else, and in that Possession,
cannot see “yourself” and your relationship to all, which then leads to the
experience of “only that something/someone and your initial
experience/reaction/relationship existing” and not seeing anything, such as a
Solution beyond it. And how the MEMORY IN THE PAST can hold you captive, the
demon haunting you in your Paranormal Reality in the Mind/Consciousness, and so
you time-loop in Memory, even forgetting the present, the here, the moment, the
breath and YOURSELF with the extent to which we can accept and allow a past
MEMORY in our own MINDS to keep us so enslaved, that we do not consider
solutions, to the moment, the present, the here and the fact that: “physically,
I am not in this moment in that past memory, it’s not here, it’s done – so
therefore, I in and as my here have the ability to simply investigate the
memory, look at the relationship to it and CHANGE ME within and as it all.”
Thus, see here how we can, in our Minds, have a memory / memories have more
Power over/of who we are, physically here, in and as every moment of Breath.
That’s the Moment where the “possessed of Paranoia” starts, when a Memory in
the Mind has more power than one’s self awareness/commonsense in seeing,
realising and understanding that self in fact have the power/ability to change one’s relationship
to and as a Memory in the Mind.
Therefore, what we’re going to show in the posts to come –
is how to assist and support oneself within one’s mind to assess/investigate
memories/events/relationships and change
one’s relationship to them within oneself, which, fascinatingly enough, one
will through this actually then see things differently in one’s world/reality
with seeing, realising and understanding how the mind can possess us to see
things in ONE WAY, when, as we stand back for a moment and assess it all, there
are actually a lot more ways to approach a situation/relationship/point.
Then to consider as well, and this one can reference in the Life Review Series walked in EQAFE is that: you, your awareness, never cease to
exist. I mean, it’s definitely not the BODY that wants to end / cease its
existence, it’s a Living, Breathing organism, unconditionally giving you the
opportunity for Life/Living and even in the hereafter/afterlife, all the
problems/experiences in this life still transfers with you – even more. There
is no escape from what we face in this life, not here and neither in the
hereafter. Therefore, we suggest – to start focusing on Breath, the Physical
Body, the Life in the process of Breathing in and Breathing out – the MANY
beings/organism in and as the Body gifting you life/living and to start
considering the existence of MORE than just oneself in the Mind.
So therefore, we’ll in the next post have a look at
practical application processes, both for those that haven’t yet been
introduced to writing, forgiveness and corrective application and for those who
have already walked the Desteni tools for quite some time. So that we no more
accept and allow the victimization to/towards our world/reality and what we
face/experience, but that we align ourselves into and as SOLUTIONS, instead of
giving up / giving in on ourselves and so all as ourselves within and as this
world/reality.
