Suicide Paranoia – 16: Suicide and Blame (Part 3) DAY 402
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In this Post, we’re going to open up the Relationship
between Suicide Paranoia and Blame more, with looking at Blame in the
context/nature of Anger/Spite/Revenge to/towards something/someone else – to
see, realise and understand the futility and consequence of accepting and
allowing such a Relationship to something/someone in one’s own Mind to ‘haunt’
one into and as giving up / giving in / ending oneself / one’s life/living experience:
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how, in my Mind, I can make myself believe that
– through “Blaming” someone/something for my own reactions/experience, and
Imagine within that Blame how I’d take revenge/spite them to ‘get back at them
in some way or another’ – even take it so far as considering taking ‘my own
life’; that within this all I can make myself believe that this will in ANY way
make anything ‘right’ / ‘fix what had happened’ / ‘would change me/the other
person’; existing within the belief that “If I hurt them as much as they hurt
me – we’re even”. In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see, realise and understand how in such instances – no-one learns
anything, no Awareness/Understanding
exists of how matters unfolded to lead one’s own Mind to considering Suicide to
spite/compromise/take revenge onto/towards something/someone else. Therefore, I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to consider within this
all, that those that ‘did / say what they have done/spoken’ do not/cannot fully
comprehend the consequences of their words/actions and so in that, is their
responsibility yes – however, what is my Responsibility is how I REACT to it in
MY MIND and how I, for myself, create who I am in
relationship to them.
Where, I commit myself to show that – we Humans have no
consideration/regard for anything/anyone else but ourselves. No-one takes into
consideration/regard the extent to which simple words/actions can
affect/influence another’s Mind/Self/Life/Living Experience. Therefore, with
for example instances where someone said/did something that deeply affected
another’s Mind/Self – the responsibility exist in both, in that: the one that
spoke/acted, should have taken responsibility in considering their words/deeds
in relationship to others, and the one who reacted, is responsible for how
their Mind process the words/behaviour. And because in Humanity – human beings
aren’t educated in relation to Life/Living/Relationship/Communication Skills AS
WELL AS how their Minds/Consciousness process information/words/behaviour
through emotional/feeling reactions and how that can lead to Paranoia if not
understood/directed: we now have a world/reality where simple moments of
words/actions and reactions to it all
-can cost Lives.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand that: I am accepting and allowing myself to HOLD
ONTO the MEMORY of what happened in relationship to what something/someone
did/say – that I am Reliving in my OWN MIND, and in so-doing, in fact making
the moment MORE AND MORE POWERFUL in my own Mind to the extent where the Memory
will become “more real/important/valuable” than anything/anyone else in my present
world – even myself. In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand how this Proves in terms of
accepting and allowing but a MEMORY to have more power over/of us, how
instantaneously / immediately ONE MEMORY can possess us and so determine who we
are, how we feel/behave and according experience our life/living. How this
illustrate that in our Minds, we have no “stand” / “Firm Standing” in/as “Who I
Am” – that stand to such an extent, where – no matter what anyone says/does –
self remain stable/standing in/as this ‘Who I Am’. But, because there is not
such a stand, and humans just automatically believe whatever comes up in the
Mind, whatever emotions/feeling is experienced in the Mind and accordingly accept/allow
it to affect/influence/determine the ‘who I am’ in every moment of breath
without realising/seeing/understanding how such
thoughts/imaginations/feelings/emotions are created in the first place between
the Mind-Physical Relationship: ALL of this lead individuals then to become
possessed by a memory/remembrance, a person in the Mind and their reaction to
it that can lead to/as them wanting to / even actually taking their own life –
all created in the Mind through thought and energy that can actually be stopped
by/through a simple decision and process of Understanding the development of
Self-Awareness and stopping/changing the Mind/Consciousness.
I commit myself to show that, the problem we’re facing with
Suicide / even the consideration thereof in the Mind when it does come up –
even to the extent of wanting to/intending to do it out of Blame within the
starting point of Revenge/Anger/Spite: all trace back to the fact that Humans
don’t understand how the Mind/Consciousness works and how one can change one’s
relationship to thought/imagination/reaction and not accept/allow oneself to
just believe it/accept it/allow it to control / determine who one is/how one
live.
Within this, we suggest investigating Desteni, Desteni I Process LITE, the 7 Year Journey to Life
Blogs as well as EQAFE – the material and self
support/assistance processes will assist and support one with UNDERSTANDING the
Mind, the thoughts/memories/imaginations and reactions, learn how to in and as
Self AWARENESS – DIRECT what comes up in the Mind into Solutions, to no more
accept/allow self to be haunted/possessed by one’s own Mind and Energies within
it, and actually see/realise/understand how much more there is to
self/life/living beyond the Paranoia
/ Energy Veil of/as Consciousness.
