The Singularity that Collapsed Life: DAY 60
Artwork by Marlen Vargas Del Razo -
Quote by Bernard Poolman @ Day 24: MY
MIND IS BLOWING UP!
(Also for further context on Energy's consuming relationship to the Physical, see The Secret Energy-Consuming Machine)
The
Origins of Males and Females: Part Five
Adam
and Eve – Part Nine
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money - continued
As mentioned in the previous post, we’ll continue with having
a closer look at the difference within the existence between the Mind and the
Physical-Body, why/how the Mind is dependent on energy
relationships/connections to survive, and why/how the Physical-Body is Here
within and as equality and
oneness with and as Substance, not consisting of / existing as externalized
energy-relationships of frequency-vibration, which give the Human Physical Body
the ability/capacity to in fact function in equality and oneness with and as
all its parts: Something the human being with the Mind, cannot even do with
rest of humanity as the rest of its parts within and on this Earth…
But first, we’ll continue with the connection/relationship
and merging/condensing of the ‘space’ within and between the Eve/Female and
Adam/Male singularity giving both the EXPERIENCE of
oneness and equality, within and as the narrowing/condensing/merging of the
‘space’ within and between themselves and their molecules into infinity which
within and as that one point/position within and as the Substance of Existence
as a whole: manifested the belief of unification, when the extent of separation
of themselves, from themselves, each other and their molecules into infinity –
was in no way seen/realised/understood.
I
forgive myself, that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to remember, see,
realise and understand, in and from the beginning in and as equality and
oneness with and as energy and substance, how:
As the Adam/Male singularity and Eve/Female singularity
remained within and as that one merged/condensed position/location within
existence, they together for a moment Experienced
the ‘Oneness’ of themselves in and as the One Aura/Presence manifestation of
all their Aura/Presence molecules into infinity condensed/merged together, and
Experienced the ‘Equality’ of themselves in and as the One Aura/Presence
manifestation as both experienced the condensed/merged
movements/ripples/reverberations/resonances of and as their molecules into infinity.
However, in and as this One position/location within Existence in and as their energy-experience of
oneness and equality as Energy:
the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities were at a standstill, remaining for
a moment in the experience of themselves as Energy together. But within and as
their separation from themselves as Energy in and as the existence of
themselves as the Devil as the actual process of the transforming/consuming of
substance into energy, did not see/realise/understand the dependency of the
constant, continuous need/requirement of movement – ‘physical movement’ forward
into and as existence/substance. So that as they move forward into
existence/substance, more friction/conflict is manifested within and as both
their Adam/Male existence as the Devil existence within them both, consume
substance to transform into energy – within the without of existence as
substance, and the within as their beingness of and as substance; so that as
the movement forward into the depths of existence/substance for their reward as
Energy Possession/Experience, they equally as one move inward as energy – into
the depths of their beingness.
Thus, the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularity – within that
one location/position within existence, with no movement forward or inward into
existence/substance and their beingness/substance to in and as that movement
forward and inward maintain the experience of themselves as energy within and
as their manifested-singularities: both the Adam/Male and Eve/Female
‘Experience’ of Equality as the interpretation of and as the ‘positive-energy
experience’, (which was simply actually the movement/ripples/reverberations
of all their molecules into infinity manifested within the One Aura/Presence
that encompassed/surrounded them) - started lessening/diminishing.
In this, I forgive
myself, that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to remember, see, realise
and understand, in and from the beginning in and as equality and oneness with
and as energy and substance – that, because the Adam/Male and Eve/Female
singularities were not ‘physically moving’ forward and inward for the
friction/conflict to within that movement forward and simultaneous movement
inward manifest and produce the transforming/consuming of substance into
energy:
Their presence/aura molecules into infinity started
lessening/diminishing from within infinity, because they were no longer being
‘automatically replaced’ by new molecules that would manifest when/as the Adam/Male
and Eve/Female singularities continue ‘physically moving forward and into’
the substance of existence and their beingness. Where the molecules would
‘replace’ within infinity – within the singularities’ movement forward and
inward, continuing to maintain their energy-existence frequency/vibration
through consuming substance to transform into energy – which would continue
manifesting the resonance/reverberation/ripples/movements of and as the
positive, neutral and negative-energy manifestations within their
manifested-singularities, with the resonances/reverberation/ripples/movements
and the velocity/extent of the friction/conflict based on the speed/pace of the
Singularities’ movement forward and inward into existence/substance and their
beingness/substance – that would determine the ‘reach’/vibration/frequency of
their presence/aura molecules into infinity. Thus, with the
manifested-singularities no more producing the extent/velocity of the
friction/conflict into/towards existence and their beingness of substance, to
consume substance to transform into energy to maintain their
vibration/frequency as energy, and so maintain the reach of their aura/presence
into infinity: their negative, neutral and positive-energy experience
within themselves lessened/diminished, and so also the reach of their
aura/presence into infinity. This lessening/diminishing of the reach of their
molecules into infinity manifested – because their molecules into infinity
started lessening/diminishing within the energy within themselves, because due
to the minute/small size of their manifestations/form, would at a rapid
pace/speed – much faster than the manifested-singularities themselves: consume
substance from within their minute molecule-manifestations/forms to transform into
energy until no more substance remain within their minute
molecule-manifestations/forms, and so – would consume their own substance as
energy, until they cease to exist within existence. As energy can only exist
with substance, if substance cease to exist as the amount/opportunity of
life/substance that exist within and as the molecules used/abused for its own
survival as energy =
energy cease to exist; though – if energy would cease to exist in stopping
the relationship of consuming substance to transform into energy: substance
would remain. (We will in later blogs to
continue, expand on this relationship between energy and substance, the mind
and the physical body, the world-system of money and this physical existence)
Thus, while and as the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities friction/conflict
relationship to/towards existence as substance and their beingness as substance
diminished/lessened as they were no longer moving forward and inward within
existence to maintain their frequency/vibration of energy within and as them:
so did the reach of their aura/presence molecules into infinity
diminished/lessened – that were not being replaced by new molecules into equal
reaches into infinity; and thus the molecules within the far reaches into
infinity ceased to exist, and this caused the equal ‘positive energy
experience’-interpretation of the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities to
start diminishing/lessening.
Thus – the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities, firstly
became aware of the change/difference
within that one location/position within existence from within and as the equal
positive-energy experience
interpretation that started diminishing/lessening, because the equal
positive-energy experience interpretation started diminishing/lessening, as their
aura/presence molecules into infinity started diminishing/lessening in their
reaches into infinity, which so diminished/lessened the Eve/Female and
Adam/Male aura/presence manifestation. And so from the aura/presence
manifestation diminishing/lessening, moved the Adam/Male and Eve/Female
singularities awareness into and as their manifested singularities’
positive-energy experience that started diminishing/lessening, into the neutral
and eventually into the negative.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as substance and
energy, from and in the beginning – remember, see, realise and understand how:
With the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities merging/condensing, that their awareness
of themselves separated further from within their own real positive-energy
experience / neutral energy experience of the Eve/Female and Adam/Male
singularity within themselves, to their ‘Equality’ positive-energy experience
interpretation as the condensing/merging of their Aura/Presence molecules into
infinity within and as the one location/position within existence that
manifested the interpretation of the unified infinity
ripples/reverberations/resonance of the molecules into infinity as a ‘positive-energy
experience’.
In and as this accepted and allowed separation
of their awareness into and as the interpreted ‘positive-energy experience’,
externally - which in fact manifested from and of their external existence: is
why/how they initially first became aware of the lessening/diminishing of the
external experience of the interpretation of the positive-energy experience
equality. When in fact, their energy-experiences / ‘real’ energy experiences
within and as their positive, to the neutral and the negative was
simultaneously lessening/diminishing internally as the external molecules into
infinity started lessening/diminishing. But, because both their awarenesses was
equally separated into and as the external interpreted experience of the
positive, their ‘awareness’ of themselves returned to themselves within
themselves in layers of and as the separation they had accepted and allowed
from within themselves. And so the awareness of the diminishing/lessening of
the external interpreted positive-energy experience started first, then to
within themselves as their manifested-singularities’ neutral and
positive-energy experience of the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities; to
eventually the negative-energy experience; where from the negative-energy
experience existent within and as Fear/Fear of Loss – would motivate/instigate
movement forward into existent/substance, to reinitiate the process of the
consuming of substance from within existence and from within their beingness.
However, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and
substance, from and in the beginning – remember, see, realise and understand,
how – as and while the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities were becoming aware
of the lessening/diminishing of their external, separate, interpreted
‘positive-energy experience equality’ – the Adam/Male and Eve/Female
singularities individually manifested their existence towards each other within
and as Blame,
as spite, excuse and justification within the context of
interpreting/perceiving that the other was to Blame
for their diminished/lessened experience of and as the positive-energy
experience. Because, it was within both continued merging/closeness/condensing
that, initially the equality of the interpreted positive-energy experience was
experienced, and now the diminishing/lessening of the external positive-energy
experience was being experienced within their continued
merging/closeness/condensing.
In this, neither singularities realised, seen or understood
the actual cause/source/origin of and as their diminished/lessened experiences
externally and then eventually internally, due to and because of the separation
from their own energy experience awareness’s from the Devil, to the
Adam/Male and Eve/Female and
God/Energy-Authority into and as the infinity of their molecules – and thus,
instead Blamed, within and as spite, excuse and justification – each-other for
their eventually diminishing/lessening into and as the negative-energy
experience.
We’ll in the next post continue with – how exactly the
nature and action of Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification
manifested within and between the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities, and
how – initially, when the Equal Positive-Energy Experience started diminishing/lessening – they
tried/attempted to move closer, and closer and closer together, condensing more
and more and more – but, the closer and closer and closer they moved together,
the more and more the equal positive-energy experience externally
diminished/lessened to eventually not existing, and then their positive-energy
experience/neutral energy experience started diminishing in the Adam/Male and
Eve/Female singularity into and as the negative-energy experience, where both
simultaneously, equally moved away from each other, into the depths of
existence, which again moved their awareness into and as the positive and
neutral…but would also ‘remember’ that positive-energy experience
interpretation that manifested with and as their merging/condensing together,
which would lead them to again seek/search for an opportunity to merge/condense
with another manifested-singularity…
I
commit myself to show – how and why, we’re each individually within
ourselves within our own relationship with our own Mind Consciousness
System in and as our own Physical-Body: responsible for the experiences as
reactions of energies as emotions and feelings of the negative, neutral and
positive; and so equally as one responsible for every thought, internal
conversation, personality,
habit and pattern that is existent within and as our Minds that has become who
we are and how/what we live. That – as long as we exist as the Mind;
and have not walked our process into and as physical equality and oneness and
the living responsibility to ourselves and all as ourselves: we are not in fact
ever ‘experiencing’ anything/anyone else but our own Minds within and as the
layers of separation that the Mind consist of and exist as, as the Conscious,
Subconscious and Unconscious Mind, where we’re experiencing only our own
energy-existence within and as the Mind, within and as our
manifested-singularities as the Human Physical
Body – equally as one as how it was from the beginning, as the Adam/Male
and Eve/Female in fact only experiencing their own Energy-awareness of
themselves, WITHIN themselves – and was not in fact experiencing each other.
I commit myself to
show – how and why, the acceptance and allowance of Blaming others for one’s
own Internal Energy-Experiences of and as the Mind, is a deliberate act of
projection to not take responsibility for what self has created within and as
space and time, in and as accepted and allowed participation in the Mind of and
as Energy and Experience. But has become easier/convenient for one to Blame others,
than take direct-responsibility for one’s own creation of energy and experience
within one’s own Mind, and that blaming others for one’s internal experience
and existence as the Mind, is a deliberate act of deliberately not wanting to
change self or face the self-honesty of self’s existence as the Mind and the
evils that loom/lurk in the secret internal conversations/backchats of and as
Subconscious-Mind. And thus, that individuals that blame others for their Mind
and internal energy-experiences – in fact exist in and as the most Fear of
others ever seeing/realising/understanding their true/real evil nature of and
as the secrets within and as their Mind; and so would place the
emphasis/blame/limelight onto/towards others: when self is in fact the cause/source/origin
of self within one’s own Mind. Because, it has only been SELF, existing within
one’s OWN MIND and OWN PHYSICAL BODY, any being that self is blaming for who
self is or what/how self live regarding the internal experiences of energies –
was not at any moment/breath physically/mentally involved within the processes
of and as one’s Mind and Physical Body and thus: it has always in all ways only
been self, and self alone within and as the existence and depths of self,
self’s Mind and Physical Body that has entirely and completely
created/manifested/designed and programmed self within self.
I commit myself, to – through writing,
self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support me in
identifying the accepted and allowed relationships of Blame, as I
see/realise/understand that Blame is in fact me not wanting to take
responsibility for me as the Mind and Experience, but instead Blame ‘who I am
and how I am’ as the Mind and Experience onto/towards other, thinking/believing
that if I Blame me into and as THEM/THEY: I don’t have to face/see/expose the
reality of me as my relationship to my Mind and the secrets I accept and allow
to haunt it. In this, I commit myself to thus – stand within responsibility,
courage and self-honesty – to identify what it is I Blame others for,
reflect it back to myself through writing in seeing, where and how and why I in
fact do, accept and allow within me – exactly what it is that I am accepting
and allowing myself to Blame others for. And in this, apply and walk my self-forgiveness,
to take responsibility for that point and part of me, to no more exist in Blame
relationship towards others, but exist in equality and oneness with me, and so
walk my process of self corrective application in not again accepting and
allowing myself to Blame that point/part of me into and as another of and as
me. As I see/realise/understand that in Blaming another – I am in fact only spiting
myself, as I am the one keeping me in and as the enslavement, limitation of and
as my own Mind, keeping me in and as separation from me within myself, and so
with stopping Blame, I stop spiting me and so manifest the window of
opportunity to assist and support me in and as my process of and as equality and oneness.
(Here I recommend the Relationship/Agreement
Course within which one is assisted and supported within such processes of
accepting and allowing Blame, and how to practically walk one’s process to
self-responsibility, as the Relationship/Agreement Course assist and support
self with establishing an equal and one relationship/agreement with Self, and
thus – the Relationship/Agreement Course can be walked Alone or with a Partner)
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Thank you - this was a challenging post to read and understand.
I have a question, rather an association that came up while reading
"In this, neither singularities realised, seen or understood the actual cause/source/origin of and as their diminished/lessened experiences externally and then eventually internally, due to and because of the separation from their own energy experience awareness’s from the Devil, to the Adam/Male and Eve/Female and God/Energy-Authority into and as the infinity of their molecules – and thus, instead Blamed, within and as spite, excuse and justification – each-other for their eventually diminishing/lessening into and as the negative-energy experience."
And this is the remembrance of being expelled from paradise, as the separation from 'god' as positive experience.
Thank you for writing out this, it is rather frightening to the extent that we have consumed ourselves within the desire to experience the positive.
Grateful for this blogs, thanks for explaining what we have created in such specificity