Parenting in the Matrix: DAY 50
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Twenty
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Thirty
Who
I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing with the
emergence/rebirth of our inception and conception process in and as the womb of
and as the female’s physical-body, where the female’s physical-body is taken
from the positive to the neutral and to the negative, as the physical
relationship to the physical of the child meet within and as the
negative-energy experience, where - as
the female’s physical-body move into and as negative as ‘giving life’ to the
child’s inception and conception process as the ‘act of love’ as the female
sacrificing her physical-body for the child as the child consume the female’s
physical-body and so the male and female’s mind consciousness
systems’, where the child then in turn take from the negative-energy experience
friction/conflict and accumulate to the neutral and to the positive-energy
experience within and as its inception and conception process.
And from here, see/realise/understand how all ‘acts of love’
are done within and as fear/fear of loss for and as possession
and survival, where one part will be sacrificed/compromised for another part to
‘have life/love’ as the existence of ‘love’ within and as the relationship of
‘death and life’ and ‘love’ stand within and as the starting-point of and as
negative-energy experience friction/conflict as its source/origin existence.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand
the physical-mind relationship that manifest between the physical-bodies and
minds of the female, male and child from within and as the female’s womb, that
will come to define and determine the relationship between parents/parental figures within and as the ‘act of love’ as ‘sacrifice’ within and as the
starting-point of and as fear/fear of loss as negative-energy experience
friction/conflict, where:
Within and during pregnancy – the female and male’s minds within
and as the female’s physical-body and the female’s physical-body itself, within
and during the child’s physical-body inception process and mind consciousness
system platform conception process; that very process of ‘download/transfer’ of
the male and female’s mind, and inception of the child’s physical-body through
consuming from and of the female’s physical body - manifest from and of the
physical-mind energy relationships of and as the positive, to the neutral and
to the negative. Where, within and as the female’s physical-body, with the
female and male’s mind consciousness system, as the child consume from and of
the female’s physical-body – both her physical and the mind’s within her
physical; move:
From and of the positive – as the wholeness/completeness of
and as her physical-body is slowly but surely broken-down as the child’s
physical-body and mind develop/manifest, to
To the Neutral as the very moment the physical-body of the
female and the minds of the male and female is within and as its process of
transformation, transforming from the positive, to the neutral and then
To the Negative as the friction
and conflict process that manifest the moment the physical of the female
and the minds of the male and female is consumed and transformed into and as
energy which manifest the negative-energy experience moment connection between
the female’s physical body and mind’s of the male and female, and the child’s
physical-body and mind consciousness system platform, as the child then take
from the negative-energy experience friction/conflict and accumulate it’s
physical inception and mind conception process from and through the negative friction/conflict,
to the neutral and to the positive as the child’s physical-body and mind
consciousness develop from the unconscious, to the subconscious and to the
conscious-mind.
I forgive
myself that I as parents, as individuals having sex with the process that
manifest of and as the inception of a child – the extent of my responsibility
as both the male and the female to the child in the process of development
within and as the womb of the female’s physical-body, where:
With what happens during sex – as the transfer of both the
male and female’s mind into and as each-other, as sex had become the process of
and as the evolution and survival of and as
the mind consciousness system, where the child that develop/manifest within and
as the womb of and as the female’s physical-body – will be ‘getting/receiving’
what I as the female/male ‘give’ of and as myself, with this ‘self’ currently
existing as the Mind Consciousness System – the male and female’s Mind
Consciousness System that will be/become the child’s example, reference and
framework for and as their ‘who they are’ as a Mind and their living in and as
the physical-body as a Mind.
I forgive myself that I as parents, as the male and female
had not seen/realised/understood the extent of my responsibility to and as the
child within and as who they are/will be become as a Mind in and as the
Physical-Body, as the very Mind the child will develop/manifest as their
personalities, thinking-processes and behaviours, will be created/programmed by
the child from and of what I had given to the child as my Mind as male and
female, that the child within themselves will utilize throughout their life as
a reference/framework to specific/personalize their own Mind Consciousness
System within and as their own Physical-Bodies.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand, how different the birthing of a child in and as the
womb of the female’s physical-body would have been, if I had in fact lived in
and as equality and oneness with and as my physical-body, with both the male
and female living/standing in and as equality and oneness as Life with and as
the physical-bodies, that what will develop/manifest as the child, is that very
equality and oneness of and as Life with and as the Physical – Life birthing
from and of Life, with children of this world in such a way, thus – in fact
being/becoming the Life, the Future of and as this existence, living always in
all ways what is/will be best for all.
(NOTE: We will be
going into specificity regarding the process of how the Child utilize the Minds
of the male and female within and as itself, to develop/manifest its own Mind
Consciousness System within and its own Physical-Body, and the extent to which
we’ve separated ourselves as parents/male and female from and of the Child’s
internal self/Mind development/programming into and as the ‘who they are’
within themselves and their living, which from here will explain the nature of
and as why and how the Fruit of Life had become rotten from and of the Tree of
Life/Humanity, where instead of the Fruit of Life/Children of and as Life in
fact being born, they are being born from and of and as the Mind within and as Fear and Survival,
from and of the Tree of Life of Humanity that had become rotten with and as the
Mind existing as Fear and Survival and the consequences and consequence-outflow
our existence as the Mind and the birth of Mind’s had manifested for ourselves
and this existence as a whole.)
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand the extent of my separation from
and of the physical-body as a Mind Consciousness System, that as the female
– I do not experience the physical-manifested pain the physical-body endure
within and as and during the process of ‘give and take’ as the ‘act of love’ as
sacrificing my physical-body for the inception and conception process of and as
the child within me, where:
Within and as the duration of the pregnancy, as my
physical-body is consumed, that process of consuming of and as my
physical-body, the consequence of and as the actual pain that manifest that the
physical-body endure is not immediately in and as the moment/process of the
breaking-down of and as my physical-body experienced, as the consequence of the
pain is layered into and as resonant-dimensions within and as the physical-body
itself, as the pain-experience is transferred into dimensions that layer within
and as the physical-body in and as separation from and of the physical-body
itself – essentially, how ‘pain consequence’ is ‘separated and layered’ and so
stored into and as ‘time dimensions’, that manifest a ‘delay’ in and as the
instant experience of and as the actual pain the physical-body endure within
and as and during its breaking-down and consumption process for and as the
child’s inception and conception process within and as female’s womb. Where,
what manifest, for example – the moment a part/manifestation of and as the
female’s physical-body is broken down and then transfer through the substance/channels
of the female’s physical-body into and as the child’s inception and conception
process: that very moment a part of the female’s physical-body is broken-down,
the pain-resonance reverberate within and as the surrounding area of the
part/manifestation that had broken-down and settle/manifest as a layer within
and as the physical-tissue of and as the area where that part/manifestation had
been broken-down and manifest as ‘pain in waiting’. Then, what happens in and
as the physical-body of the female within and during the birth of the child,
the mind and physical connection becomes one and equal as the process of birth
as the child physically move out of the mother’s womb as a physical-process,
and the being as the female as the mind move into absolute quantum-integration into and as the physical-body, and in and as that quantum integration of the
male and female’s mind into and as the physical-body as the female to push the
child’s physical-body out, what happens with and as the Pain that is
experienced, is:
The quantum integration of the male and female’s Minds into
and as the depths of and as the female’s human physical body, that the
physical-body experience as instant-pain as all the systems of and as the Mind
integrate its connections into and as the depths of the physical-structures as
the muscle-tissues and bone, which manifest the physical-body into and as an
instant ‘shock’ and for and during that process, stop functioning but become so
tense/stiff/rigid, due to the intensity of the integration and manifestation of
and as the mind systems, and the physical-body go into immediate ‘protection
and defence’, through stopping all functioning of and as the entire
physical-body to become slower and the physical body contract for the Mind
Systems to not completely integrate/take over the depths of and as the
physical-body.
And then, with all the ‘pain delay dimensions’ that layered
within and as the depths of and as the physical-body as the accumulation of the
layers of dimensions of and as the resonance/reverberation of and as the
pain-experience that was layered/stored into and as the physical-body,
quantumly manifest into and as the entire physical-body. And so, the entire
female’s physical-body manifest into and as an absolute pain manifestation,
with the mind’s integrating/manifesting into and as the depths of the physical,
and the pain-delay dimensions manifest into and as the tissue of and as the
female’s physical-body simultaneously, which all accumulate into and as the
extent of pain the female’s physical-body endure within and during the process
of and as the birth of the child as the manifestation of and as the entire
process of sacrifice the female’s physical-body endured within and during the
entire inception and conception process of the child within and as the womb of
the female’s physical body.
(NOTE: One can listen
to the following Interviews: 1. Time-Creation
in the Mind and the Physical, 2. Time is
Consequence and 3. The Future
of Consequence that walk the detail of how ‘pain consequence’ was
designed/programmed into the mind’s relationship to the physical-body, in why
and how we don’t experience the immediate/instant consequence as pain the Mind
manifest into, as and towards the Physical-Body)
I commit myself to,
take responsibility for me as the Mind Consciousness System relationship to and
as my Physical-Body, to be/become a living example for generations to come, in
standing and living the solution to the current internal and external
consequence the Mind is manifesting to the Physical-Body and the World-System
of Money
is manifesting to the Physical-Existence, within and as the current accepted
and allowed relationship of ‘give and take’ as the ‘act of love’ as sacrifice,
to show that – this ‘Love’ is not the ‘Love’ that unconditionally Gift/Give
Life, but in fact manifest the relationship of ‘death and life’ as sacrifice,
where one parts gives/dies for the other to take/live that’s manifested as the
relationship between physicality and energy. And thus, within this: that
Energy/Mind is not Life, as there is no real Life existent within this process
as the ‘death’ of the physical and the finite ‘life’ of and as the Mind/Energy
through the physical sacrificing itself, and so – what we’re in fact existing
as within this existence is Death-itself for and as Survival, as we’re always
in a constant/continuous process of ‘physically dying’ – internally and
externally as the physical-body and this physical-existence for the Mind to
finitely exist/survive and for the World-System
of Money to survive. That – if survival exist, through the ‘death and life’
process of the physical and the Mind/World-System: Life/Living cannot exist.
I commit myself to, through, within and as, writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective
application – assist and support me to prepare me, as the male and female
for my potential child or children of generations to come: to stand and be a
living example of living in and as equality and oneness with and as the
physical-body, to be/become an actual living being as Life, that when/as a
child emerge/develop within and as the womb of and as the female, my
responsibility to and as the child is absolute in really in fact giving/gifting
me as Life, for Life to be born within and as the child, and as the child
grow/develop – I remain standing as the living example, to assist and support
the child as me, through and through – within and as the entirety of who they
are within themselves and their living in and as the physical body, for them to
reach their utmost absolute potential and expression as living of and as Life.
I see, realise and understand that for Life to be born from
Life, from and of both the parent’s living in and as equality and oneness is
and will be a process, as both the parents must take the responsibility and
realise the responsibility to/towards the child within and as their entire
development of and as who they are, and thus I see/realise/understand that this
responsibility starts with me, and so I commit myself to start my process of
walking physical equality and oneness for me and for all as me to come.
And within this, I see/realise/understand that for a child
to be birthed into this world to in fact have the ability and opportunity to
Live themselves within and as equality and oneness in and as this world, this
World-System of Money as what they will be born into requires changing to
really take care of human beings in and as equality and oneness. And, so – I
commit myself to start preparing for future
generations to come in manifesting and implementing the Equal Money System, as a System that will
ensure each human being is regarded and considered within and as equality and
oneness, and so will in fact have the ability to Live on this Earth without
fear/survival/pain/suffering as what we as humanity is currently accepting and
allowing with the consequence and consequence outflow of and as the current
World-System’s existence.
I commit myself, to – through writing,
self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, assist and support me to
live responsibility with and as my physical-body and so this physical-existence
as a whole, seeing, realising and understanding the extent of my responsibility
to and with the physical-body and this physical-existence, as I get to know my
Mind – from the Conscious,
Subconscious and Unconscious, align me with my living into and as physical
equality and oneness, as I rebirth myself from the rotten fruit I had become from and of the Tree of Life/Humanity, to the Fruit of Life from and of
the Tree of Life as the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence, to from me –
stop the manifestation of and as sins of the fathers, stop the living of me as
the past/consequence as consequence-outflow, and be/become the living example
of what we as human beings and humanity was supposed to exist as from the
start: Fruit that is Born from Life as the Physical Tree of Life of and as Life
as equality and oneness. And so become the living example of and as generations
to come, where we stop the sins of the fathers, the past as consequence and
consequence outflow of the Mind’s relationship to the Physical and this
World-System of Money’s relationship to this physical existence, as we take
responsibility for ourselves and those that has gone before us, to prepare the
way for the generations to come to be eventually born into and as Heaven on
Earth. It all starts with me.
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