The Beginning of Death: DAY 61
"Is it really? Hear Here:
To not Regret 2012 - Stop Waiting, Stop Hoping"
To not Regret 2012 - Stop Waiting, Stop Hoping"
(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life
multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of
“who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence.
Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in
previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts
as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested
as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)
The
Origins of Males and Females: Part Six
Adam
and Eve – Part Ten
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money - continued
We’re in this post having a look at how exactly the nature
and action of Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification manifested
within and between the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities, and how –
initially, when the Equal ‘Positive-Energy Experience’-interpretation
started diminishing/lessening, from within and as their external awareness of
themselves: they tried/attempted to move closer, and closer and closer
together, condensing more and more and more – but, the closer and closer and
closer they moved together, the more and more the equal ‘positive-energy
experience’-interpretation in their external awareness of themselves
diminished/lessened to eventually not existing, and then their positive-energy
experience/neutral energy
experience started diminishing in the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularity into
and as the negative-energy experience, where both simultaneously, equally moved
away from each other, into the depths of existence, which again moved their
awareness into and as the positive and neutral…but would also ‘remember’ that
positive-energy experience interpretation that manifested with and as their
merging/condensing together, which would lead them to again seek/search for an
opportunity to merge/condense with another manifested-singularity…
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with
and as energy and substance, in and from the beginning – remember, see,
realise and understand how:
The moment the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities,
externally became aware of their equal ‘positive-energy
experience’-interpretation lessening/diminishing; they attempted/tried to move
closer, and closer and closer together, but – what both the Adam/Male and
Eve/Female singularities did not see, realise and understand is that:
With existing as a manifested-singularity themselves,
encircled into a singular manifestation of and as Energy, from the negative, to
the neutral and the positive; that in and as the manifested-singularity/bubble formation/structure – it becomes/exists as the ownership/domain of and as the
energies that accumulated/are existent within and as them; that they will for
the remainder of their existence – as energy in and as their
manifested-singularity/bubble formation/structure, exist in separation from
substance/existence as a whole and so in separation from other
manifested-singularities/bubbles within and as existence.
In this bubble/manifested-singularity formation/structure as
Energy – where, the extent/ ‘size’ of the manifested-singularities themselves
was determined by/through the movement of substance in the beginning. Where, in
the beginning – one can ‘visualize’ one large Bubble as representing the
equality and oneness of and as substance-itself within existence. Where, as
this manifested-existence of substance/here as itself, what started manifesting
as it - was a ‘movement’, within, as and from itself within and as the
starting-point of: “there must be more than HERE, there must be more than ME,
as HERE”. But, instead of the substance/existence of HERE moving within that
question/starting-point into and as the depths of itself in exploring,
discovering, investigating its existence AS ITSELF HERE: the substance of and as
existence manifested an externalized movement of and as itself. Externalized,
meaning – it moved itself into and as the direction of forward-motion,
motioning itself forward in the searching/seeking of this MORE of itself as
HERE.
I forgive myself that I did not accept and allow myself, to
in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, from the
beginning see/realise/understand; that within and as this movement as MOTION
forward – that moved itself from and of and as HERE, with the movement of
substance-itself in its search/experience of and as the ‘more’ of and as
itself; and so within and as that ‘physical movement’ of substance-itself as
existence-manifest, manifested friction/conflict to/towards the rest of its own
existence within and as itself.
Because, instead of realising/seeing/understanding the
eternity of HERE within and as itself, it motioned/moved itself as the entirety
of the Large Bubble/Substance/Existence forward – in and as that forward motion
– of and as the entirety of and as itself, every single instance of
friction/conflict that manifested within and as the entirety of itself –
manifested into and as manifested-singularities as smaller bubble
formations/structures, that would become the manifested-singularities that
would exist equal-to and one-with the Large Bubble – in searching/seeking for
the MORE of and as itself, that would be/become the positive-energy experience.
So, now, one can visualize the Large Bubble – filling it with tiny little dots,
as the instances of friction/conflict that the Large Bubble as
Substance/Existence manifested within and towards itself, because it moved into
and as the OPPOSITE, the ‘Negative’ of and as its HERE within and as
existence/substance.
Thus, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as substance and energy,
from the beginning – see, realise and understand why and how – from within and
as the motion/movement forward, Substance/Existence manifested the negative friction/conflict
to/towards and within itself – because it was motioning in its movement
FORWARD, into and as the OPPOSITE of itself as here, and in that – manifesting
its own opposition as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience into,
unto and towards itself. And so, the innumerable amounts of
manifested-singularities that came into existence: came into and as existence
from and of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience. With the very
essence/nature of energy-itself, because it was created within and as the
starting-point of and as the search/seeking of and as the MORE – the
Substance/Existence Large Bubble, within and as that starting-point of and as
searching/seeking for the MORE of itself: equally as one created/manifested its
creation
as Energy within and as that starting-point, and so within and as Energy’s very
existence - would always exist to search/seek the MORE of itself within and as
and through the action of motion/movement of friction/conflict as we have
walked in and as the existence of and as the manifested-singularities thus far.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and
substance, from and in the beginning – remember, see, realise and understand:
That every instance of friction/conflict that the Large
Bubble as substance/existence manifested into and towards itself, that that
instance – with the extent/velocity of the motion/movement forward, would
determine the size of the structure/formation/manifestation of and as the
manifested-singularities that would emerge from and of every instance of and as
friction/conflict within and as and from the substance/existence as the Large
Bubble. Because, within and as that moment of the instance of friction/conflict
within and as substance’s movement/motion, substance-itself moved within and as
a particular-specific velocity/force that would equally as one manifest the
extent of vibration/frequency of and as the energy that would manifest. Thus,
each manifested-singularities’ formation/structure as the smaller bubble ‘size’
– was determined/dependent on the friction/conflict instance velocity/extent of
substance/existence’s motion/movement forward and would remain within and as
that size of structure/formation as manifested-singularity for the remainder of
their existence, enclosed into and as a bubble, where the very
bubble/singularity-manifestation itself – expose the reach/extent of its influence
as energy unto itself only within and as its manifested-singularity existence.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself,
to – in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, from and
in the beginning, remember, see, realise and understand, how:
With the starting-point manifestation of each
manifested-singularity existing as the velocity/extent of the movement/motion
of substance, that would determine its size/manifestation/structure of and as
each manifested-singularity within and according to the vibration/frequency
that would manifest, equal-to and one-with the movement/motion of
substance/existence: That each manifested-singularity became an separate
bubble-manifestation, within itself – consisting of and existing as the
negative, to the neutral and to the positive-energy experience; as
energy-awareness: searching-for and seeking for its MORENESS as the
positive-energy experience as the optimum evolutionary experience of and as
Energy-itself. In this, because the manifested-singularities was ‘contained’
within and as their energy-existence, in and as their individualized/singular
bubbles – searching/seeking for its own survival / moreness: the containment –
the surrounding circular formation, consisted of and existed as the
friction/conflict relationship of the bubble/manifested-singularity to/towards
substance/existence. Thus, with every bubble/manifested-singularity
outer-lining consisting of and existing as the friction/conflict relationship
to/towards existence/substance; consuming substance from the external existence
of substance; and so also from the internal containment/amount of substance.
Therefore, substance-itself separated itself INTO
manifested-singularities, and also the EXTERNAL ‘space’ between the
manifested-singularities. So that, for example - as the Adam/Male and
Eve/Female singularities tried to move closer and closer to each other, their molecules
into infinity – condensed within and as the one point/position/location within
existence; started competing for ‘space’; the ‘space’ of and as substance
between them/each-other to consume to transform into energy. And, because the
‘space’ lessened/diminished between them, where they did not have the
‘freedom/space’ to move within the depths of existence/substance, but was
forcefully ‘stuck and condensed’ within and as that one space/point/position
within existence: the more the molecules into infinity attempted/tried to move
themselves within and as friction/conflict from and of their external lining/structure;
the more and more they consumed the substance within their manifestations, and
the substance within the space between them. Consuming to the point where – the
substance in the space between them, and the substance within them,
lessened/diminished; lessening and diminishing the substance between them and
the substance within and as their molecules, to the point where no more
substance remained within their molecules and within the space between them.
And the moment no more substance remained in the space between them, and no
more substance remained within their molecules - they connected in the without
of themselves as energy, equally in and as the same moment, they became only
energy within themselves. And the moment this happened, where both molecules
only existed as energy, with no substance in their molecules and no substance
in the space between them to continue consuming - the energies started
inverting into itself – consuming itself to survive/exist, until eventually: it
consumes itself/each other completely and cease to exist. The moment ‘energy
cease to exist’ – the energy as the separation of and as substance/existence,
the energy essentially ‘return’ to substance, to its source/origin.
We’ll in the next post continue with the moment of
competition between the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities for the ‘space’
of substance between them, go into more detail regarding the molecules into
infinity manifesting themselves into a point of consuming themselves as energy,
and within this – why and how energy ‘return to substance’.
I commit myself to
show – how and why, individual human beings pursuing relationships are simply
in the pursuit of their own ‘positive-energy experience’ empowerment/fulfilment
of Energy within and as their own Minds of and as Energy. That we are in no way
pursuing relationships for the unconditional support/assistance of another
individual human being as self, of getting to know them in equality and oneness, of harnessing
relationships to in fact expand, grow and develop as an individual and
together. But the starting-point of relationships within us existing as the
Mind, is simply the pursuit of fulfilling/empowering our Minds with Energy –
where the connection/relationships as it formed from the Beginning with the
singularities, equally as one now exist between Human Beings; that connect/formrelationships for that ‘ultimate positive-energy experience’ that one
have/manifest within and during Sex – as the ultimate/optimum point of
positive-energy experience that the Mind of Energy can manifest for itself.
Within this – I commit myself to show, that – any and all
relationships formed, towards anything/anyone within and as Experience of and
as Energy as the Mind: is formed within the incentive of
getting/having/possessing the ‘positive-energy experience’
fulfilment/empowerment of and as Energy for and as the Mind – and this goes for
both the good/positive and bad/negative relationship connections. Because, even
in the negative/bad-relationships – the Mind/Human Being exist in a sense of
empowerment/fulfilment in validating the nature of and as the negative/bad
relationships/connections, and so with the good/positive
relationships/connections that give the Human Being/Mind the
empowerment/fulfilment of energy as experience within themselves.
In this, I commit myself to show – that as Energy as the
Mind, we use both the positive and the negative energy experiences within
ourselves in our relationships/connections to/towards others within our
world/reality, to empower/fulfil ourselves with Energy as the Mind, within
ourselves. And that whether a relationship is positive or negative – within and
behind that relationship-connection, exist the self-interest of energy to serve
only its own experience/accumulation of energy.
I commit myself to show – how and why, throughout the
history of the human race, with us accepting and allowing Energy-Authority to
determine, influence and control our relationships/connections based on Energy
– has caused the extent of the divide and separation within and between
Humanity; that no two human beings can in fact exist in and as absolute
equality and oneness, unconditionality, consideration and regard – because
whenever placed within a situation – the individual will serve only their own
self-interest/survival as Energy. Because if relationships were in fact a REAL,
absolute commitment from the start – no excuse, justification, validation would
exist to dismiss each other, it would be an absolute decision made from the
beginning, taking all things into consideration, assessing compatibility and
then make an informed, practical decision to stand and walk together. But, none
of this exist within Energy – as Energy only wants its EXPERIENCE, and so the
forming/connections of relationships manifest within the statement
“Do/Experience now – Ask questions later”. Not seeing/realising/understanding
that in approaching relationships from energy, with energy not in any way taking
REALITY into consideration: when the energy in the Mind of the relationships
diminish/lessen, the more and more the beings attempt/try to come closer, and
closer together as Energy = the more and more the energy diminish/lessen until
they’re faced with the reality of themselves as the mind in the physical; and
then justify/validate/excuse dismissing each other; instead of realising that
they were in an illusion of experience as energy from the beginning, and now
that they faced the reality of themselves and each other without the
positive-energy experience – the relationship ends, because the relationship
was about ENERGY, and not who the beings really in fact are within themselves
and together.
I commit myself to show, how and why the Relationship/Agreement
Course of the Desteni-I-Process, is the process that will assist and
support self, to firstly develop an equal and one relationship/agreement with
self, to ensure that self do not approach a prospective partner/current partner
in energy, creating an illusion of reality; existing in a relationship with self
and/or another only for Energy. But that one align self, with self and/or one’s
partner, individual or together, to walk self and together with taking into consideration
the reality of self and each other. To walk an relationship/agreement not just for
Energy, but to in fact align self and/or one’s partner/together – to establish a
practical starting-point commitment - how to practically communicate, how to
practically live together, how to practically establish a decision/commitment
between each other/with self, to walk a process where self and/ one’s partner/together
stand together for and as life, taking
responsibility for self and another as self in and as actual equality and oneness,
to prepare self alone and/or with one’s partner to eventually stand as living
examples in taking responsibility for the world as self, for which we’re
already preparing at Desteni as the Equal
Money System for World-Responsibility, equality and oneness.
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