Trust
your Inner Voice – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness): DAY 117
Friendship-Suspicion
Character – continued
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read
this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog -
Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers
one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of
walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested
this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1,
as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always
brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions
interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our
separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if
one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 -
suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context
of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in
detail in previous posts.)
From
the points that we have outlined in DAY
111, we have walked the following:
- How Consciousness dissect the memory in a Main/Primary Character System, which will also explain the structural detail of how a Personality suit/body in the Mind looks like/functions
- How the emotional/feeling body of the Main Mind aligns with the emotional/feeling body of a Personality suit/body
3.
How memories are used/accumulated and
manifested into Personality suits/bodies that function as ‘sub-characters’ that
assist/support the Main/Primary Character, as with for example Friend A’s
Main/Primary Character as the Conservative Character, but will create/manifest
an empathic-character within the Conservative Character that will have
particular behaviours/speech/energy that assist/support the fostering of the
Conservative Character, within for example relationships
This entire process of the emotional/feeling
body creation, together with the sub-Character/Personality creation, through
memories in our internal and external environments, and the processes of
imagination and dreams –we have walked within/during and from DAY
102 to DAY
116.
And we are now continuing with the following,
within which one will see, realise and understand more and more the
relationship of energy/mind to substance/physicality in how we literally create
an alternate reality from actual physical reality and so
create, programme, construct and evolve our internal reality into/as actual
physical reality, and so essentially how we create who we are and how/what
we live and how this determine ourselves/our life-experience in this world/reality:
- How Friend A will categorize/organize her Mind in who she is in relation to relationships that will cement in her mind-physical relationship, regarding for example why/how she’ll be/become so strict in her Character-creation as the Conservative Character to materialize/manifest her want, need and desire for/of relationship as copied from/of her Mother and Father and in her Mind already create/manifest the relationship of her Future that she’ll try and create/attract/manifest in/as her external world/reality.
To understand this specific point, regarding how we
create/construct an alternate reality as the Mind within specific
starting-points of wants, needs and desires and superimpose/enforce an
alternate, individualized, separate mind-reality into/as actual physical
reality; as how Friend A would create, programme and construct ‘who she is’ in
relation to prospective partners in her future, we’ll first continue with how
thought-patterns/internal conversations emerge/manifest within us, within both
sub-characters/personalities and Main/Primary Characters/Personalities, in
seeing, realising and understanding the nature of Thought-Patterns and
Internal-Conversations/Backchat as how the Characters/Personalities in our
Minds are in fact communicating to each-other, through us, where – essentially,
we’re simply a ‘channel’ / ‘mediator’ between the characters/personalities
within our Minds that communicate/talk to themselves/each other in their processes
of evolution/survival.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with
and as Life,
energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now –
seen, realised and understood, how within the evolution of our relationship to
ourselves as the Mind, Main/Primary Characters/Personalities and
sub-Characters/Personalities, we come to create, construct, program and
manifest our Thought-Patterns and Internal Conversations/Backchat as follows:
With continuing walking the example of/as Friend A, within
her initial ‘micro-chip’-memory that activated her Personality suit/body that
would become her Conservative-Character equal-to and one-with her Mother, as
the memory of the relationship with/between her mother and father as the
source-point that would determine who she is as this Conservative Character in
specific alignment to/towards relationships with prospective partners/males
within her world/reality. Where, as mentioned where we walked the creation
of the Conservative-Character from/of the ‘micro-chip’-memory,
the sentence/statement she made in the movement of herself in that moment in
physical-reality was: “This is what I want/want to be/have when I grow up”.
What must be understood here, is that initially – thought-patterns/internal
conversations/backchat exist as physical-mind self- movements/decisions we make
in our relationship to memories within our Minds that we manifest/imprint
from/of our external world/reality/people within it. Thus, there exist various
dimensions/manifestations of internal conversations/backchat specifically
within the Subconscious-Mind of Main/Primary Characters and
sub-Characters/Personalities that evolve/manifest within the “shelves” of the
Subconscious Minds in/as which words/conversations and sounds are
imprinted/manifested by Consciousness from memories. And then there also exist
a ‘mind-physical self-movement’ backchat/internal conversations, in how we
communicate with ourselves as the mind in the physical through ‘experience’,
also referred to as ‘intuition’ / ‘the gut feeling’, which is in fact forms/manifestations
of physical-mind backchat/internal conversations. Thus, the two primary
forms/manifestations of backchat/internal conversations that exist is within
the Subconscious-Minds of Main/Primary Characters and
sub-Characters/Personalities and then Physical-Mind Backchat/Internal-movements
as ‘experiences’ in our physical-mind relationship/existence that we use to
communicate with ourselves and others.
So, it’s fascinating within this, and what one will see,
realise and understand for self – is the extent to which we firstly communicate
in our Subconscious and Unconscious/Physical-Mind through internal
conversations/backchat, before we will actually Physically-Communicate with/as
another human being. How much of our communication is existent in our Minds,
rather than actual real, genuine, self-honest self-communication as an
expression of who self really is, with/as other human beings. Within this, the
primary reason why/how we firstly communicate with/within our Minds before we actually
physically-communicate is due to/because of Fear, where we will firstly assess/analyse
our Personalities, our relationship to our Mind/Personalities and be very
meticulous, precise regarding what we say and how/why we say it in our
relationship with other human beings. Of course such a ‘protection and defence’-mechanism
is needed in taking care of what we physically speak, to ensure that we do not
speak what is in fact existent in our Minds, cause if that were to happen, we’d
have global mayhem/madness in all existent-relationships if we’d all speak the
reality of our Minds as thoughts and internal conversations/backchat.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and
substance, the mind and the physical, from the
beginning to now, seen, realised and understood the extent to which we
exist in fear in our Mind-Physical
relationship to communication, in having a look at the point of what it in
fact is within/of ourselves that regulate our physical-communication without
and the extent of our communication within, between thoughts, internal
conversations/backchat and reactions.
How it is that we can exist in/as the extent of internal
conversations/backchat and thoughts within our Mind, yet seldom ever speak
it/voice it/share it, with what we communicate through the mind in the physical
in speech/words/language/tonality is specifically, meticulously controlled/assessed/analysed
in/as the moment before we speak to ensure that the Mind-reality remain suppressed
in the background, while in the foreground we speak according to the
people/environment/situation.
How we have come to manifest our relationship/participation
and living within the interdimensional-physical dimensions of the Mind and the
Physical within/as which will be seen, realised and understood the current,
actual nature of communication within the equation of 1% and 99%, with 99% of
our communication existent in the Mind in our processes of evolving our
internal, alternate reality, and the 1% simply the presentation/portrayal of
the reality of who/how we are in our mind-physical existence; that even
within/during physical-communication, we’re simultaneously in processes of communication/evolution
within/between the Mind, the Main/Primary Characters/Personalities and
Sub-Characters/Personalities.
In this, to see, realise and understand how we separated
communication from/of ourselves, our physical – into and as a language that
is/has become the primary creative-force of/as who we are and how/what we live
as the Mind, how we use words/energy – within thoughts, memories, internal
conversations/backchat and within our physical-behaviour, to evolve our Minds;
instead of living
ourselves in/as the physical-body within/as this actual real physical
existence. Which, within this will become clear, regarding why/how we have
evolved as Minds, individually – yet not evolved in the nature/beingness of who
we are in the physical as humanity
as a whole, as what we’ve come to evolve through words is the Mind WITHIN
OURSELVES ONLY, instead of our living of who we are in equality and oneness with the physical and so
this physical existence as a whole.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand how and why FEAR as Consciousness
is/has been the primary driving/creative force of/as the nature of energy that
has become the starting-point creative force/source of/as me as the Mind and
all the Characters/Personalities within that, that will thus all – equally as
one, have an existent starting-point, nature and experience of/as Fear. Which,
as we continue walking this process of Character-Creation,
will be seen, realised and understood by self, the extent to which we exist as
fear, the extent to which we’ve created who we are and how/what we live as fear
and so within this, why and how this process of Communication, in keeping the
internal truth of ourselves as the reality of the Mind intact while physically
speaking the 1% portrayal/presentation of/as who we are: is controlled/determined
by/through and as Fear as Consciousness. Always in all ways maintaining its own
survival/evolution, instead of us focusing on the evolution of life/living
in/as this existence as equality and oneness here, which cannot manifest, if/as
we continue existing as Consciousness, as Fear in separation within/between the
1% and the 99% within ourselves, in separation from ourselves, our physical
bodies. And so will, within this – walk the multi-dimensional, interdimensional-physical
design/relationship between the Mind and the
Physical and our primal existence as fear, to see, realise and understand
WHAT FEAR IS as Consciousness/Mind, and how to assist/support self in a process
from existing in/as Fear as Consciousness, to HERE as the Physical as the
process of birthing
life from the physical.
We’ll in the next post continue with self-commitment
statements, and will in DAY 119, start the process of walking the detail of how
we create internal conversations/backchat, how our communication internally and
externally is controlled by/through fear in ensuring that our Mind is
protected/defended in its evolution-process of Character-Creation; to in this –
see, realise and understand how we’ve been able to internally communicate
within/as the extent that we do, while at the same time controlling what we
speak externally.
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