From Responding / Reacting to the Mind – to Response-ability / Direction in Reality: DAY 477

  

Recently I was asked to explain “What is Self Expression”? The way in which the question was asked, was where the individual admitted to trying to ‘Imagine’ what Self Expression is within their Minds, but to no avail.

Firstly, what has to be understood about Self Expression is that it is not something that can be thought-up nor imagined within and by the Mind / Consciousness, because Self Expression is something that EMERGE as self through one’s change in Living / Behaviour from a pre-programmed response-pattern to a self-directive living expression. Now – what does this mean?

The example I used was the relationship between nervousness and comfortability. I personally used to become REALLY nervous when doing interviews – not so much the beings coming through the Portal, lol they were REALLY comfortable. But me doing personal interviews for example, especially way back in the beginning when I did interviews on points / sharing my personal journey - I would be nervous in front of the camera and/or when doing voice recordings. So, nervousness is a pre-programmed response-pattern – where we’d REACT in an emotion, for example to something that comes up in the Mind such as a thought / imagination. Thus, with process: one move from a pre-programmed response / reaction to things in the Mind, to a response-ABILITY expression as self to things in REALITY. So, one either respond, as react, to the Mind, or one has the response-ability to direct oneself within reality. This means the following:

Nervousness is a reaction / response to a thought / imagination that comes up in the Mind. For example – speaking in public / doing interviews / writing blogs / communicating with others: in such instances one may have a thought that comes up of “what if I don’t speak well enough” / “what if I can’t effectively express what I mean” / “what if I am not understood” or you have Imaginations where you envision how others judge you / react to you and/or speak about you behind your back. So, when the thoughts and imaginations come up, one respond to them by reacting to them, with for example nervousness and/or fear. Now, let’s say one is walking process – writing, forgiveness and commitments etc. to assist and support oneself to change nervousness to self-comfortability when speaking / writing. We often think / believe that – to “change” one FIRST have to get past the nervousness and have it stop / cease to exist within oneself in such a particular instance and only THEN one can work on one’s comfortability. When, in fact – self-expression emerge WHILE one is walking through a point within the Mind, such as nervousness and the thoughts / imaginations connected to it. How does this work?

Those walking process already know that, to walk-through a point within the Mind – is to first release oneself from the pre-program response / reaction to re-establish a new response-ability / change within oneself and one’s life. So, one first walk writing and self forgiveness – writing the program (the ‘program’ being the automated response / reaction pattern consisting of thoughts and emotions for example) and forgiving oneself for accepting and allowing the program and its consequences within self and one’s living/behaviour. From where the commitment statements and the living/applying of the commitment statements is the process of CHANGING from nervousness to comfortability, for example and preparing oneself with how one is going to be walking it / doing it in real-time application. What does this mean?

Once the writing, forgiveness and commitment process is done – comes the actual practical change process, where one push oneself to change in the moment. For example, while one is doing an interview – the nervousness comes, but now one had prepared oneself in the commitment phase to be able to change the relationship to the nervousness reaction/response to the Mind, to a response-ability within reality as follows:

One in-the-moment the nervousness coming up – breathe, speak a self-forgiveness statement, let the emotion go and then start speaking / doing the vlog / continue writing. Now, within this process – the nervousness may still be there, but it will not change and one will not change in relationship to it unless one continue pushing through the nervousness and do the interview / vlog / writing despite the nervousness still ‘lingering’ / ‘being there’. So, essentially – one wants to PUSH THE CHANGE within oneself, STAND with the change and speak / write through the nervousness / emotion. One will find with doing this, that – initially, the nervousness may still linger in the beginning of the vlog / speaking / writing up unto the end / to the middle. The next time one do it, the nervousness will be less and then only extend to the middle of the interview – until eventually, there is only slight nervousness in the beginning of the interview / writing, but one is able to immediately move through it and speak with comfortability through the rest of the interview until finally one is simply immediately comfortable from the get-go and one’s self expression of comfortability is noticeable within one’s voice and body language.

In the next post, we will continue with how the self expression of comfortability will EMERGE as/while one is walking through nervousness in real-time until one finally transcend nervousness and become the living expression of comfortability – to in this understand how change happens simultaneously with walking a point in the mind and changing oneself within and as it.

Within this, we will also be having a look at how this then change the relationship from reacting / responding to the Mind, to response-ABILITY / self expression within/as/towards reality.

Character Dimensions – REACTION Dimension (Part 2): DAY 171

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Character Dimensions – (Practical Application: Part 9)

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

We’re in this post continuing with the REACTION-Dimension, and have a more detailed looked, first as the following points, before continuing with the Self-Forgiveness and Self-Commitment examples for/of the Postponement Character that we’re walking to illustrate how the Dimensions of a Personality of the Mind operate/function and what they consist of/exist as:

The first point to look at is within the context of where we in the previous post mentioned the nature of how we connect our relationship to the Dimensions of a Personality/Character, through and as energy that will manifest an energy-relationship to/as all the Dimensions/Components of a Personality/Character. Regarding how/why we’d suggest walking the energy-relationships as reactions of emotions/feelings also within all the Dimensions of Thought, Imagination, Backchat and Behaviour, to assist and support with releasing the energy-experience relationship to it; which will assist/support with self’s stability and standing to not accept/allow self to be moved so instantaneously by the thoughts, backchats, imaginations, memories, images and behavioural systems. But to instead move self into/as physical equality and oneness when/as the Mind starts activating within and as the Dimensions of Personality.

Thus, in this REACTION-Dimension, when we’re going to walk the Self-Forgiveness and Self-Commitments, one will notice that we’ll again mention the Thought Dimension, Imagination Dimension and Backchat Dimension within the context of the ‘energy relationship’ of emotion/feeling that was attached to/as the Thought, Imagination and Backchat. In this, what the Self-Forgiveness assist and support with is severing/releasing the ENERGY-relationship to/as the Dimensions of Thought, Imagination and Backchat for self to, instead of having an automated energy-relationship to such Dimensions, be able to stand in the face of it within self-awareness and self-directive will. So, through self-forgiveness, within the context of the REACTION Dimension, one assists and supports self to change one’s relationship to the Dimensions from an energy-experienced connection, to a self-aware seeing. Thus, self-forgiveness assisting and supporting with the realisation of: “Hey! Who I am is not just THOUGHT, it only is THOUGHT and my relationship to it, because I accepted and allowed my definition of who I am to be an energy-experienced relationship to/as a Thought as Memory in/as the Mind, and I now in/as this awareness have the ability to change this who I am as energy and as thought”.

Furthermore, within the Commitment statements, thus – one change one’s definition, acceptance and allowance of the ‘who I am’ – that was existent as for example ‘a thought of seeing oneself as bored’ and the experience of being bored, in walking the self-forgiveness in releasing self from such an accepted and allowed definition of ‘who I am’, and then in the commitments, re-establishing the ‘who I am’ into and as an self-agreement of establishing ‘directive will’ in one’s world/reality. So that every time the thought and experience of boredom manifest in facing a task/writing/assignment – self can stand within self, in/as the newly established agreement of who I am as directive will, not accept and allow self to participate in the thought and the boredom experience, but take a breath and physically move self to complete the task/writing/reading/assignment.

Through this, one thus within the writing of self-forgiveness in the reaction dimension, especially to the thoughts, imaginations and backchat, and also into the behavioural system – release one’s relationship as energy to the dimensions, for accepting and allowing self to limit self as an energy-experienced relationship to a dimension/component of a personality in the mind, and then in the commitments, re-establish one’s agreement to self and to living, in changing/transforming one’s relationship to self as the Mind, to the relationship of self and the physical and so actual, real living.

One will more and more see, as we’ll in the future walk more Characters/Personalities – how we have accepted and allowed our experience and awareness to be limited, confined and defined as energy-experience relationships to Dimensions of Personalities in the Mind, separating us from an equal and one relationship to ourselves, our physicals and our lives in this world/reality. What we’re thus doing in the process of writing, self-forgiveness and commitments and so the actual living correction of the process of relationship of mind, to relationship with self as the physical, and so living: is walking the process “From Relationships to Agreements”, wherein one assist and support self to change the automated relationships of energy and dimensions diverted into the Mind, to an equal and one, self-aware living agreement with self in the physical. With having a look at, for example the Thought Dimension of the Postponement Character/Personality, where one would then change the relationship of self to a thought and the energy experience relationship/connection to that thought as an energy of boredom, which more often than not lead one into postponement in physical, practical reality responsibilities, to an self-agreement of directive-will of actually moving oneself physically and getting a task/writing/assignment done/complete, through simply taking a breath when/as the thought/energy emerge and standing by self and self’s commitment into self-corrective living/application by getting the responsibility/task/writing done.

Here, as well – the more and more self practically walk through the Characters/Personalities within the Dimensions of Thought, Imagination, Backchat, Reactions and Behavioural Systems/habits/patterns, one will more and more see, realise and understand how one had accepted and allowed MEMORY and one’s energy-experience relationship to MEMORY, such as thoughts, imaginations, backchat, fantasy etc. – to determine ‘who I am’ in moments. That more often than not led one into a consequence, compromise in one’s relationship to self, one’s life and others. Because, for the Mind – all that matters is ENERGY, and one will observe the extent to which one compromise one’s integrity, self-honesty, responsibility and standing with self and one’s life in this world and the realisation of one’s responsibility to All in this world, with the extent to which we accept and allow Dimensions of PAST as MEMORIES and our energy experiences within that, to stand/come before life/living/responsibility in this world HERE. I mean, it’s essentially the same that is being done with the belief of there being an Afterlife that is ‘better’ than the life one live/face in this World – the heaven the positive energy experience followed, with no responsibility to self, to here and the living in this actual real world, which is the same that we do with those moments that we accept and allow ourselves to follow ENERGY in the Mind, such as postponing physical, practical reality responsibility.

So, it’s really time to see beyond the illusion/veil of Energy – lol; I suppose it’s quite interesting that everyone want to ‘see into the Afterlife’, but not realising that in the Afterlife, one will look straight into REALITY and face self as the consequence of who self was in one’s life and living and the effect of this on all of existence. The same as here, it’s like – seeing beyond the veil as Energy/Heaven of the Mind, one will come face to face with the consequences one abdicated in one’s relationship to self, the physical and so all of existence here.

(More of the Reality of Heaven and the Processes one face in the Afterlife – can be found in the Interviews available on EQAFE: Life Reviews and Journeys into the Afterlife)

So, really time to stand and take responsibility for here, face the consequences of our accepted and allowed abdication to energy, because the consequences of what we have created through energy in the physical, is not just going to go away through hiding in/as energy – it’ll always be here and remain as is and even intensify/worsen until we realise how we’re not living HERE and taking responsibility for HERE as long as one accept and allow participation, definition and living through the Mind as Energy.

The next point to consider in our walking through the Characters/Personalities, as mentioned in the previous post is why it is that, for example – sometimes one will find a Personality can activate and change self from One Thought coming up, or activate and change self from only an emotional/feeling reactions coming up, or activate and change self from only imagination manifesting/coming up. All of which is primarily related to the extent/amount of time one access a Personality and/or which particular dimensions within a personality one had created a specific relationship within energy to/towards that would lead to only one/few dimensions having to activate to initiate one into/as a Personality Possession, instead of remaining with self, the physical and one’s responsibility/living with self within and as the physical.

This is also why/how for example – in taking the Postponement Character as an example, that – let’s say one participate in this Character/Personality often and extensively, that with self becoming so completely this Character/Personality: one can fall into with just one sentence and one energy-experience within that – for example going: “Nah, I don’t want to do this” and simultaneously experiencing an energy of resistance and then would immediately turn around and do something else. Or, even to the extent of ONLY experience energy of resistance and turning around and doing something else. Now, this relationship to a Character/Personality  evolves within and during one’s participation within it over time – for example, initially a Character will have all its dimensions of thought, imagination, backchat, reactions and behaviours as the process of how a Character/Personality develop. Dependent on the times that the Personality activated and within which Dimension one would give-into it/fall into it – would thus manifest a “primary relationship” to/as certain dimensions of a Character/Personality. And those will be the primary dimensions that will most overwhelmingly activate to initiate one’s Possession into a Character/Personality. For example, let’s say one primarily fell into the Character/Personality when the backchat and reactions started activating, and over and over and over again primarily creating an energy-relationship to the dimensions of backchat and reactions, and so the Personality would deliberately overwhelm one within backchat and reactions, to so give into the Character/Personality more readily. With the dimensions of thought, imagination that will remain submerged in the background, and the Personality thus accentuating the backchat and reactions more.

We’ll continue up to here for this Post, in the next post, we’ll expanding more on the point above, regarding, let’s say one primarily only created relationships to backchat/reactions of a Personality, how to also take into consideration that, even though the thought, imagination and behaviour dimension do not ‘activate’, it does still exist ‘submerged / inactive’ within the Personality, and how the Mind can utilize such dimensions to manipulate one ‘back into a Personality’ instead of standing with and as self and self’s change in the physical. 

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Character Dimensions – (Practical Application: Part 8)

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

In this post, we’re continuing with the REACTION Dimension of the Postponement Character, walking the example of a Character/Personality, to see, realise and understand the Dimensions/Components that a Character/Personality consist of/exist as, and within this – how to walk from existing as a Personality of Energy, to an Living Being in equality and oneness with and as the Physical.

The Dimensions we have walked thus far:

THOUGHT Dimension

IMAGINATION Dimension

BACKCHAT Dimension

Within these Dimensions, we also had a look at how the Dimensions of a Character interact and so merge within and as one-another, in how the Imagination and Backchat can interrelate, where essentially with regards to Backchat/Internal Conversations we commune with our own Creations/Dimensions of a Personality/Character as the Imagination. In this, creating an entire alternate, interactive reality of ENERGY in various dimensions, forms and manifestations in and as the Mind; and so separating, compromising and sabotaging our relationship, and responsibility to ourselves, the physical body and our life/living in this World.

In this post, we’re having a look at the REACTION-Dimension, this is the Dimension in/as which reactions of emotions and feelings activate along-with the Imagination and Backchat/Internal Conversations which eventually lead to an actual physical-experienced change in behaviour/body-language as the Character/Personality would activate/possess from and through the Mind into the Physical.

As we have walked, the Reactions of a Character/Personality and/or Sub-Character/Personality, originate from and of its emotional/feeling body that is existent in the Personality System, or will activate from/of the energies that defines/substantiates the Sub-Characters/Personalities. As we have explained, only Personality Systems have distinct Emotional/Feeling Bodies that originate from the Emotional/Feeling Body of the Main Mind Consciousness System, whereas the sub-Characters/Personalities that extend from the Main Characters/Personalities – only consist of/exist as a select number of emotions/feelings that defines it and do not have an emotional/feeling body system as existent in the Main Characters/Personalities and the Main Mind Consciousness System.

What is interesting to note, regarding the entire Mind Consciousness System, the Main Personality Systems and the Sub-Characters/Personalities, is that – the entire Mind in the Physical, and all and everything within it, is at its core substance – a merging between physicality as substance and the mind as energy. And so essentially that, the entire Mind in the Physical is ENERGY manifested/constructed/evolved/personified into various forms, structures and dimensions that constitute the entire Mind in the Physical.

In this thus, the energies of emotions and feelings, primarily permeate and infiltrate into and as all Dimensions of the Mind, as with having a look at, for example, Personality Systems, within the Dimensions of Thought, Imagination, Backchat, the Emotions/Feelings themselves and so into the Behavioural Systems – EVERYTHING will have an energy charge/experience to it, within and as either the Positive and/or the Negative. Thus, one will have a relationship to thought/memory or an image/picture or a fantasy/imagination and/or a behavioural pattern/habit within and as a distinct energy of/as either positive, negative or neutral (and, as we have mentioned, we’ll in future posts to come look more in detail into the neutral energy reference, for the moment, we focus on only the positive and negative).

This relationship of energy/energy experience within the negative, neutral and positive to/towards and within all dimensions/components of the Mind, is primarily existent for the mind/the entire Mind to always have energy relationships to all its dimensions/components so as to be able to channel the required/needed energy into all its parts/components/dimensions to keep it functioning/existing. Within this, as well – it ensures an extensive network of separation in one’s relationship to all Dimensions/Components/Parts of the entire Mind in the Physical, because with having an individualized energy-relationship to the specific thoughts, words, imagination/fantasy, reactions themselves and behavioural systems, as well as the images/pictures manifested in one’s Mind: the Mind maintain control, as Consciousness will primarily manage the networks and their relationships between the negative, neutral and positive. From the perspective that the Mind will essentially be able to move self in/as energy and energy-experiences within the dimensions of thought, backchat, imagination, images/pictures and behaviours.  All that self in self’s awareness in the Conscious Mind, and occasionally the Subconscious Mind accept and allow is participation, which allows the Mind to resource energy from the physical body and so keep all its parts/components/dimensions existing/functioning within and as all their energy substances/definitions and relationships.

(We will in the next post go into more detail, regarding how/why we’d suggest walking the energy-relationships as reactions of emotions/feelings also within all the Dimensions of Thought, Imagination, Backchat and Behaviour, to assist and support with releasing the energy-experience relationship to it, which will assist/support with self’s stability and standing to not accept/allow self to be moved so instantaneously by the thoughts, backchats, imaginations, memories, images and behavioural systems, but to instead move self into/as physical equality and oneness when/as the Mind starts activating within and as the Dimensions of Personality.)

Thus, here – as a Character/Personality activate from a Thought, what happens is that the emotional/feeling body of a Character/Personality would activate as the domino-effect falls within all the dimensions of thought, imagination, backchat and eventually to reactions which lead one into and as an overwhelming energy experience/reaction of the Mind within the Physical. Obviously, the emotions/feelings as energy-experiences is the most ‘powerful source’ of the Mind as energies themselves have the most direct-relationships to/as the entire Mind as they resemble the very substance of/as the entire Mind in the Physical. Where if you look at thought-manifestations, imagination domains, backchats/words and behavioural systems – they have more limited structure to them, whereas emotions and feelings are ‘pure energy’ that is only contained within an emotional/feeling body system, and so why/how it is that emotions/feelings or energy experiences are most ‘powerful/challenging’ to face within one’s process from the Mind to the Physical.

For, example with having a look at the Postponement Character, when/as one face a moment of Responsibility – and all the layers of the Personality System in the Physical activate simultaneously, as all the memories of the moments the Personality Activated and one gave into it, formed a memory layer of the entire Personality in the Body. So essentially one in a moment has to ‘physically move through’ all the past Moments / Layers of the Personality one accepted and allowed, as the Mind stores all Personality Activations within the very Physical Body. And so, within this – the “energy experienced resistance”, for example would be more overwhelming and easier to give in to, than for example only a Thought Alone coming up in one’s Mind of ‘seeing oneself as bored in front of the book/writings/task/assignment’. And so the Mind would domino-effect one from Thought, to Imagination, to Backchat and so into and as the Reaction-activation that overwhelm all the dimensions of thought, imagination and backchat and so eventually physical behaviour that leads one into the temptation of giving into the Mind, instead of standing here with Breath as the Physical in an actual physical movement of self in starting to write/read/type.

Thus, when and as the Reaction-Dimension already activate, it may be more challenging to in that moment move through the energies into and as physical-application, because at this stage of the activation of a Personality System, the energy-experiences of emotions/feelings are additionally ‘backed/supported’ by the activation of the thoughts, imagination, backchat and so behavioural system, this essentially experiencing an entire possession in the physical body, and if self’s awareness / will as directive principle and the commitment to the decision to stand is not developed – one will tend to give into the EXPERIENCE of energy as the Mind.

But, I’ll tell you this – when/as one continue developing one’s self-awareness and apply one’s commitment/decision to stand with self and the physical, the more and more one will come to realise how limited energy and its experience in fact is. One is now at the moment only experiencing it as overwhelming, because one’s awareness, definition and living is/has always only been existent within and as energy and its experience and so its connections/manifestations to the Mind’s dimensions/components/parts. Thus, one want to get oneself to the point where, essentially – even at the Thought-Dimension, to stop participation and immediately physically MOVE oneself to start reading/typing/writing, and not give a moment’s hesitation/consideration in entertaining the thought/imagination, or even when it gets to the activation of the Backchat, to immediately stop participation and not continue and immediately MOVE ONESELF PHYSICALLY. Otherwise – if SELF, HERE do not MOVE, the Mind as energy will move one FOR SELF into and as directions in the mind and the physical that will only serve the Mind as Energy, instead of self, here in the developing of self’s relationships with self, the physical and one’s life/living in this world/reality.

We do understand, that even initially in the beginning of process, before one may know it – one find oneself already participating in the backchat and energies, happening so fast, that one already turned around/away from the responsibility into the doing of ‘something else’. This will become more easier to see regarding how the Mind moves with continuing to focus on moving at the pace of the physical breath, and moving one’s awareness to physical participation, doing and living. Because, in the Mind, the mind takes you into its quantum time reality of energy and experience; and so one will in one’s Mind move with the ‘mind’s time’, instead of the here of the physical, so the more one slow down, with the here of the physical, the more one will see how the Mind moves in the Physical and be able to identify how the mind activates its dimensions.

Thus, within this – initially when walking with characters/personalities, one can walk through the dimensions that we’re walking now, and even if one’s awareness is initially only in the backchat and/or reactions and/or behaviours, then that’s cool. Then walk one’s writing and self-forgiveness within the initial dimensions that one is aware of, and practise walking with physical breath, and continuing one’s process of writing, self forgiveness and corrective application. The more and more one walk this developing of self’s awareness, the more one will see how the mind moves and works and how to re-align self’s awareness and living into and as the physical.

We’ll in the next post walk more dimensions/considerations regarding the REACTION Dimension, especially from the perspective of, why it is that, for example – sometimes one will find a Personality can activate and change self from One Thought coming up, or activate and change self from only an emotional/feeling reactions coming up, or activate and change self from only imagination manifesting/coming up – all of which is primarily related to the extent/amount of time one access a Personality and/or which particular dimensions within a personality one had created a specific relationship within energy to/towards that would lead to only one/few dimensions having to activate to initiate one into/as a Personality Possession, instead of remaining with self, the physical and one’s responsibility/living with self within and as the physical. 

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