From Spirit to Body to Mind…back to Spirit – the Cycle of Karma: DAY 309

In and from this Post, we’re going to Explore the Question of WHY – with the Existence of Reincarnation, in its relationship to the Soul / Soul System, did Human Nature not Evolve within this Physical Existence?

Meaning, if we have a look at the Process of Reincarnation, this is in fact the System that was followed:

One’s initially in the Interdimensional Existence as a Spirit/Being with a Soul-System (the Soul System which one can Hear/Learn more about HERE), thus one ‘start off’ as a ‘Pure Spirit/Being’. Then one come into a Physical Body as a Soul/Being, and so as a Baby – become ‘Purely Physical’, in the Physical and as the Physical. One have no MIND Systems/processes such as thinking/speaking – one only have oneself as the Physical itself to Express through and so become for that time ‘Purely Physical’. Thus, one transitioned from being a Soul/Being, into and as being a Physical Body. THEN, as Space and Time progress – one’s relationship to the Physical Body separate more and more and more as one Evolve into the Mind/Consciousness and now come to exist within/as the Mind/Consciousness – and thus Become the Mind/Consciousness.

So, within this Process, one went from Soul/Being to Physical Body to Mind, going through various Phases of Separation. Because, once in/as the Body – one have no remembrance/recollection of one’s Soul/Beingness and become purely Physical. Once one separate from the Physical Body into the Mind, one have no remembrance/recollection of one’s relationship to the Physical Body as a Baby OR How one’s Mind/thinking patterns/processes, Personality Systems, emotional/feeling bodies, behaviour patterns evolved into one’s Consciousness and throughout one’s Life maintain the Separation from one’s Original Soul/Spirit, from the Physical Body as one become the Mind/Consciousness.

THEN, when one die – one return again to the Original Soul/Spirit – No Mind, and No Body, because in the Interdimensional Existence/Hereafter/Afterlife: ALL of one’s Mind/Consciousness – cease to exist, and only one’s Spirit/Beingness remain. There exist no more the same thinking patterns, reactions, Personality Systems, behaviour patterns, emotional/feeling bodies etc. – all of that belonged to the Mind/Consciousness, which was dependent on the Physical Body to Exist, together with one’s Beingness/Soul. And so – at the Moment of Death, all of it cease to exist as the Physical Body dies, and everything of the Mind/Consciousness that was dependent on the Physical Body to exist and one is essentially ‘back to the same Moment as where one started before’, and actually even MORE separated/compromised than before.

So, within this: IF we were ‘Evolved Souls/Spirits’…then WHY is None of our Past Lives knowledge, information, lessons, insights, perspectives, realisations, understandings coming through into and as our Lives now and/or the Lives of all of Humanity within this Physical Existence regarding bringing forth any Real Substantial Solutions to the Mind-Physical relationships, the World System-Physical Existence relationship? If anything, the EVIDENCE that is here, is Human Nature is DEVOLVING – life/living conditions within this Physical Existence is DEVOLVING. Surely, if we in our Past Lives / this Life are here to ‘Learn Lessons’…when you Learn Lessons, you actually LEARN and in the Learning CHANGE. But, there’s NO CHANGE in Human Nature / Life on Earth – in fact, everything is Exactly as it was before, just MUCH WORSE.

Therefore, the Physical Evidence of Humanity and ‘life on Earth’ – even with doing Research with regards to for example, the Documentary The Power Principle of how this very World System ‘came into being’: the Physical Evidence of Humanity and ‘Life on Earth’ is definitely showing that the ‘Karma System’…either didn’t work and/or was Non-Existent. In this post and posts to come, we’re going to explain How KARMA did not in fact exist, but became another Belief in the Consciousness of Humanity as a Diversion-Point, to ensure human beings do not change themselves, their relationships, this World System/Money System and so ‘life on Earth’, and who/what was Primarily Responsible for this: was the Elite within the Heaven Existence.

Obviously, the first Point that we had to consider is that: How could we have even believed that anything of our Past-Lives could ‘come through’ from within our Spirit/Soul – if/as, with again referencing physical evidence, our very Language, Words, thinking, reaction-patterns, Behaviours, world-view, relationship dynamics: imprinted into us from what we Copied/Imitated from those that have gone before us? That we from birth become conditioned by/through our Internal and External Environments with regards to how the Mind/Consciousness evolve within ourselves based on what is Imprinted into us from within our External Environments, and how the Soul System – that we reincarnated with as Beings/Spirits, would be the Primary System that ensure our ‘life experience’ is guided within the Unified Consciousness Field that existed, in/as how our Soul was Preprogrammed with an already preordained Life-Design/Pattern that we come into within this Physical Existence to ‘live out’. Now, here – we get into the Relationship between the Soul and the Unified Consciousness Field.

(Obviously, here – before we continue: the Soul System, the Unified Consciousness Field and the Reincarnation System no more exist with the Changes in Heaven that happened with the Opening of the Portal. For reference of this Process and the Journey of the Portal into the Afterlife/Heaven that exposed Heaven’s REAL Agenda/Relationship to Humanity/this Physical Existence – we suggest the following interviews/series: The Dawn of the New Age, Children of the Future and Journeys into the Afterlife.)

So to Understand WHY we’re as a Humanity Devolving, Why Life/Living on Earth is Devolving – despite the existence of ‘Karma’ and of ‘Living Lessons’ within this Physical Existence, obviously Understanding that there are MULTIPLE Dimensions that’s contributing to why there’s No Change in Human Nature, to life/living in this Physical Existence. However, this Particular Dimension in relation to Karma is relevant to Explore, in that – previously – before the Portal Opened, Karma was there to Divert attention for Individual Human Beings to believe they’re just here to Learn Lessons, when Heaven had other Intentions with regards to Human’s Existence within this Physical Existence. And from here, how Karma – REAL Karma was implemented within the Principle of Self-Responsibility within Humanity, and so how each Individual is facing their Karma in their relationship to the Mind, the Physical Body and this Physical Existence as a Whole.

In posts to come – we’re going to Walk the following Structure:

Explaining this process of Separation from the Spirit, to the Body to the Mind – back to the Spirit, where the entire Process Recycled, which was In Fact the Purpose of Reincarnation: Recycling the Being/Spirit into lives within this Physical Existence.

What will be Understood within the explanation of this Process, is why Human Nature / Life on Earth only devolved throughout the History of Human Civilization, and within this, the actual Purpose for/of the Existence of the Soul System, that was a separate device/system installed into the Being/Spirit within the Moment of Reincarnation into the Physical.

Within this, Explaining why even on a Spirit/Being level – after every Life on Earth/this Physical Existence, one would have No Remembrance/Recollection of Past Lives, and after every Life, why/how one’s Being/Spirit actually also Devolved, which is WHY Human Nature / Life on Earth, with the more and more Humans coming into this Existence, are contributing to the Devolution of Human Nature / Life on Earth, because we have throughout existence been ‘Devolving’ into/as a Beingness/Spirit level, and so why/how we’ve never been able to Contribute to Life on Earth / Human Nature in a Way that would in fact bring forth real, physical, Visible Change.

Within this, also Explaining Why and How it is that: we haven’t ever come here in all our Lives to ‘learn lessons’, but actually only Always returned to the Consequence we left-behind and abdicated Responsibility for in our previous lives/past Lives. That every life we’ve come back into, including this one – we’ve walked into the Humanity/World System/Life on Earth that we contributed to in past lives, walking right back into the exact same and worsened consequence we left behind previously. So, we always only returned to our own Consequence – but so blinded by this fact, through mere BELIEFS in Consciousness we’ve believed to be ‘real’, but was always only Diverting our Attention from our Responsibility to Humanity/this Physical Existence as a Whole. 1

Primarily within this all, what must be seen, realised and understood is that: the Problem we face within Humanity/this Physical Existence does not ONLY extend to what one can perceive through one’s 5 Senses. If one have a look at the thoughts you have, the imaginations, the backchats/internal conversations; those components of our Existence is ‘interdimensional / untouchable’, yet they are components that Define who we are and so how/what we Live. And thus, there is MORE to WHY we’re as a Humanity / life on earth in the Conditions that we face today. And, that – we’re not going to change Anything, unless this primary Defining relationship between our Awareness, Consciousness and the Physical is not Understood.

We’ll continue with this in posts to come, together with Introducing a New Structure/Process that we’ll be Walking as Problem-Solution-Reward, within which Self will See/Realise/Understand for self How the Process of Desteni – is in fact the Solution/Destiny for Existence, and so for Self.

The Sound within the Energy-Body of a Child – Part 2 (Self-Commitments): DAY 105

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 5 (Self-Commitments)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

We’re continuing with the Self-Commitment statements of the Self-Forgiveness statements walked in the previous post:

I commit myself to show, how we recreate the lives of our parents from the/their past existent within ourselves and from/of the past existent in the without of ourselves as this world that those that has gone before us is shaping, creating and manifesting in humanity’s relationship to the World-System and so left-behind as their past-manifest that we as children walk-into. And so, as children – we utilize the resources from/of the Mind within and the World-System without that is the construction/manifestation as remnants of those that has gone before us. Not seeing/realising/understanding how, as a child – with using the past within and without as the examples that is currently here as Humanity and the World-System, we within the very construction/creation of our beingness/nature, will become personalizations of the past left behind for us. And in this; only becoming evolutions from the past within ourselves and the without of ourselves as what the child will use to develop who they are in the within and without of themselves.

In this, I commit myself to show the detail of how we from childhood manifest ourselves from existent examples in the within and without of ourselves and thus why/how it is our individual and collective responsibility to recreate the fruit of life as children, instead of rotten fruit from/of the sins of the past as ourselves in our mind-physical relationships within and our world-system of money relationship with out. Where what has been born from ourselves as the examples in this world of the tree of life/humanity is/has been rotten fruit, children that in no way represent life/living as the evil of man is possessing the very nature of children, that’s supposed to have come into a world of life/living, but is now being born into fear and survival with the chances of whether their lives will be lived and secured in full: being slim to nothing. And with children developing in accordance to their examples within and without – it is thus our responsibility that’s been here on this earth, to prepare ourselves (Desteni I Process) and so this world (Equal Money System) to produce fruit/children of life/living and within that, a world in which they can in fact live and have a secured life from birth to death.

I commit myself to show the extent to which a positive energy experience can limit/define one in/as the Mind, and not see the reality-consequence of holding onto/wanting to materialize a positive energy experience, as the extent to which, for most of humanity: the positive had come to be defined as an energy within the Mind, while this WHOLE world had gone into the opposite as the negative. With only a select few having the resources to manifest SOME of the positive-energy experiences into reality/experience the positive-energy experience from reality. While, everyone – each individual human being have positive-energy experiences in their Mind that’s being entertained, given value to in fantasies/daydreaming; the more and more and more this world/earth is sacrificed for a Minority’s positive-energy experience in their Mind and in the Worlds. Instead of the majority of this world standing up/standing together for an equal and one life for all as stood within the Equal Money System, they’re instead more and more going deeper into the mind, fantasizing about positive-energy experiences instead of in fact committing themselves and their lives to a visible, physical change for all, equally as one. Where, the positive-energy experienced fantasies even evolved to the extent where they are so far-fetched from/of actual reality – BUT, due to/because of the extent of human beings’ self-definition to energy/mind, will rather spend their lives fantasizing in the mind, than actually physically living/contributing to this earth. Thinking/believing there is no consequence in death for the accepted and allowed abdication of responsibility to this earth/existence for deliberately fantasizing in the mind, and destroying the physical in the process. However – I commit myself to show, with the continued material produced by Desteni and the Interviews walked through the Portal – how/why there is/never will be an escape from consequence, not here nor in the hereafter.  

I commit myself to show, how – with the proliferation of this earth’s consequence, the more human beings cower into their minds into fantasies of the positive, instead of utilizing the time, the physical-breaths of committing oneself/one’s life to self and all and to for the generations to come: each one individually and together is responsible for this world/earth/humanity as long as we accept and allow ourselves to only fantasize about THE LIFE in our Minds, instead of actually physically putting in the effort, will and commitment to establishing it,  not only for self, but for all as self. Not saying, in terms of that all self’s fantasies in the Mind will materialize with an Equal Money System, I mean – one must be PRACTICAL, so many of the Mind’s fantasies is sooooooooo FAR from REALITY due to the extent the Mind sucked the human being into the illusionary reality of the mind within fantasies and then making the human believe that such a life in the mind is worthwhile.

What we are saying is – to see, realise and understand the consequences that self is manifesting for self, one’s life and the lives of all of humanity within just this one point of valuing the mind more than life/living for self and for all. And how we can individually and together change this world with changing that one point, of valuing life/physicality equal and one and committing self  / self’s living to establishing a better world for all as self, that takes actual living and standing in practical, physical reality. That, the desires/fantasies of illusion in the Mind only exist to the extent that it does, the more and more we separated ourselves into the Mind from actual physical reality, living in/as/with what is REAL. No-one else is making this life difficult in this world, and the uncertainty of our children’s lives – but ourselves, and so we’re the one’s that have to stand up and stand together so that we know that when we leave this world, our children will have a secure life to be lived in the fullest and that they’re cared for and taken care of from birth to death.

I commit myself to show/walk through the detail of how we from childhood, create/manifest energy-experiences from/of the words and behaviour of the examples that have gone before us, where our very words, sounds and behaviour have become living-embodiments of energy-experiences of Mind/Consciousness. That we’ve literally become Organic Robots of consciousness, automatically thinking, behaving and speaking with no awareness of the consequences we’re creating in every breath towards ourselves, each other and this world as a whole.

And so, I commit myself to show, the consequences of who we are/what we live in our automated Organic-Mind Robot existence, so that human beings may have an opportunity to finally see through the veil of Energy/Mind/Consciousness into/as REALITY, see the consequences and so also learn how to take responsibility for consequence and change who we are from living in unawareness, to establishing self-awareness and in this process being self-aware LIVING beings that align ourselves/our lives no more in the serving interest of only the Mind/Consciousness’s survival of Energy at the sacrifice of the physical, but really manifest a world/life of heaven on Earth.

In this, I commit myself to show – the process of being/becoming the living word, where we are our words as physical visible living expressions, where we’re no more unconscious living beings, being controlled by words of energy, knowledge and information of and as consciousness, layered within a conscious, subconscious and unconscious existence with no idea of how our very words/mind-relationship to words are creating/manifesting our within and without. And, with being/becoming the living word – we know who we are and live who we are in absolute self-awareness, where our within and without is equal and one, and not existent as the deception that we are where 1% truth is lived externally and 99% is internal secrets with our own agendas within our mind-physical existence.

We’ll in the next post continue with how Friend A will imprint the feelings/emotions of care/gentleness/affection as what she will equally as one display in her words/physical as the 1% of who she will be as such energy experiences, and how she will create/manifest in her secret Mind the 99% intentions/purposes of ‘who she is’ in/as such energy experiences of care, gentleness / affection. In this, seeing, realising and understanding how we use words, and who we are within them and how we live them through the physical – to serve our own interests and how even our words and our behaviour within them, is in no way and has no relationship to anything/anyone else, but serving our own wants, needs and desires.

 

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The Soul of Fear: Day 35

Energy as Authority - Part Five

The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Six

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Seventeen

Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re walking how we as Blame within ourselves in the beginning, to the evolution of ourselves as the Mind and the creation of ourselves as the World-System of Money within and as the deliberate nature and action of ourselves as spite, excuse and justification: have deliberately ‘suppressed’ the evidence as consequence of our existence as Energy-Authority in deifying ourselves into ‘godliness’ and defying actual Life-Authority into and as ungodliness. Where to this day – we see the consequence of ourselves as Mind and World-System of Energy and Money in our physical-bodies and this physical-existence, but deliberately not see our individual responsibility to our relationship as the Mind to the Physical and the World-System of Money to this physical-existence. To understand how we as Blame – within and as spite, excuse and justification protect/defend our existence/survival as Energy, and deliberately not see/face the consequence we create/manifest in this – first have to understand Fear, Energy as Fear, and how Fear became our Consciousness that has manifested the acceptance and allowance of our existence as Energy-Authority to life/substance as existence as a whole.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, in the beginning – from and of my initial conception of separation to/towards substance/existence-manifest, manifested friction/conflict that consumed substance into negative-energy experience from and of my external formation as manifested-singularity, where the negative-energy experience reverberated/rippled as accumulated into my beingness within my manifested-singularity, which consumed my beingness into and as neutral-energy experience awareness and from here accumulated into and as positive-energy experience. Where, because I conceived as defined my ‘who, what and how I am’ as Energy – my awareness as energy shifted from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive. In this shifting of and as energy-awareness – I separated my awareness as Energy to only exist within and as the positive-energy experience of and as the MORE of me as Energy.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to - for me to maintain and sustain my positive-energy experience awareness of and as the MORE of me as my possession/possessing as survival of and as myself as Energy, I continued accepting and allowing my nature and action within and as Blame as deliberate spite, excuse and justification – deifying me as Energy-Authority as ‘life’ – blasphemizing actual Life as substance-manifest in and as my beingness and manifested-singularity as substance-manifest, in the nature and action of me as excusing life-authority for energy-authority as me to assert myself just to survive/continue existing.

I forgive myself, that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how - in this process of shifting my awareness into and as Energy as the negative, neutral and positive – my only purpose/responsibility as Energy came into existence as possessing me as Energy and surviving as Energy within and through the nature and action relationship of me as Energy to/towards substance as Blame within and as deliberate spite, excuse and justification; manifested as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy and positive-energy experience awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, manifest the purpose/responsibility of me as Energy – to only possess me as Energy, with the nature of that possession as Survival; within and through the nature and action of and as the entirety of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification. In this, only manifested my responsibility to me as Energy-Survival, and separated me from my responsibility to and as all as me as substance/existence-manifest. In this accepted and allowed separation from and of Responsibility to and as Life/Living as Substance-manifest – to possession and survival of and as me as Energy within and as the nature and action of Blame through spite, excuse and justification: Deifying me as Energy and defying Life as Substance-manifest – I asserted my Authority to such an extent, where I would accept and allow any and all abuse, misuse and manipulation as negative-energy experience friction/conflict for me as Energy to survive and possess me, because the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience is the only way/means/method within and through which I attain/accumulate my positive-energy experience. And therefore, from this moment – my entire existence would exist within the starting-point responsibility and purpose of possession and survival of and as me as Energy within and as the nature and act of me as Blame, through spite, excuse and justification.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept and allow such an existence of me as Energy to/towards Substance/Life-manifest that I reasoned as valid/necessary for me as Energy to possess me and so survive/continue existing, and because I deified me as Energy-Authority into ‘godliness’ and Life-authority as Substance/existence-manifest into ‘ungodliness’ – it made it easier to accept and allow myself to in and as blame, spite, excuse and justification continue with my existence as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy and positive-energy experience awareness.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that what of me as Energy-Authority is maintaining/sustaining this relationship of me to/towards Substance/Life-manifest – to this day as the Mind/Energy-Authority relationship to the Physical-Body, and the World-System of Money’s-Authority relationship to this Physical-Existence: is my starting-point purpose/responsibility of possession and survival as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority that can and does only exist within my assertion of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority being ‘godly’ – and the rest of existence, as my physical-body, this physical existence as substance-manifest being ‘ungodly’. In this Godly Deifying of me as Energy-Authority, and Defying of Life-Authority as Substance-manifest into and as Ungodliness, within and as me as Blame as the nature and action of me as spite, excuse and justification - giving me thus the authority over and of physicality/substance-manifest, in deeming it my servant to do with it as I please for my pleasure as consuming substance/physicality to transform into energy for my pursuit of pleasuring me as Energy into and as positive-energy experience awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to – in and as this Energy-Authority relationship to/towards Life-Authority as substance-manifest, manifest that which make me as Energy-Possession and Survival possible: ‘less than me’ / inferior to me. When it’s in fact all in reverse, I as Energy-Authority am in fact less than/inferior Life-Authority as Substance-manifest, because I only exist to the evolution of myself as positive-energy experience, and have to diminish the nature and action of me to Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification to possess me as Energy and to survive as Energy; existing as possession and survival within blame as spite, excuse and justification – instead of existing/living here in and as equality and oneness with and as Life/Substance-manifest within eternal expression and creation.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – the moment in my beingness/manifested singularity in my first experience of me as energy-awareness from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive; where in that one position/location within existence – my positive-energy experience awareness started diminishing/lessening to the neutral and to the negative: how this moment was the birth of the substance of me as Energy as Fear. Because in that moment I perceived/believed I ‘lost’ my positive-energy experience awareness, and so had to go ‘find/search/seek’ my positive-energy experience awareness, which I did within and as my movement/motion forward for my reward as Energy within and as the starting-point of me as negative-energy experience that initiated/instigated the movement, and as I moved forward for my reward in and as the starting-point of fear as negative-energy experience; the energy consumed deeper into my beingness, manifested-singularity and existence-manifest; and in that consumption – accumulated my energy-awareness from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive. Thus, my starting point of and as survival as possession of me as Energy as positive-energy experience awareness stood within and as fear within and as the action and nature of me as Blame through deliberate spite, excuse and justification – to continue surviving as possessing me as Energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to throughout time, exist within and as fear of ‘losing my positive-energy experience awareness’ of and as me as the possession and survival of me as Energy-awareness, and in and as this Fear of Loss, accepted and allowed myself to accept and allow my relationship to substance/life-manifest within and as the nature and action of me as Blame through spite, excuse and justification within the starting-point of me as friction/conflict negative-energy experience for me as energy to possess me and survive as me.

Thus, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that my very nature and action of and as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as  deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy and positive-energy experience awareness: only exist within and as fear. Fear of losing me/my Authority/survival/possession as Energy. And so will, and have throughout time – deliberately accepted and allowed my relationship as energy to substance/life as blame within and as spite, excuse and justification of and as fear, as the godly relationship/authority of energy to the ungodliness of life/substance-manifest – for me as Energy to survive/possess me as Energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, that me as Energy apparently being ‘godly/authoritative’ is just a cover-up - when the truth of my existence as Energy is in fact fear; and will continue accepting and allowing the relationship of deliberate consumption and consequence to/towards substance/life-manifest to protect and defend that fear through and as blame within and as spite, excuse and justification to not ‘lose me’ as Energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, that – the only Authority I as Energy in fact have, is the authority of possession as the accumulation of me as Energy and power of consumption through deliberate Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification – that is empowered into and as godliness through and as deliberate friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as the existence of me as Energy in protecting and defending my possession/survival of and as Energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to accept and allow me to create myself as Energy as Fear, existing only to possess/survive me as Energy within and as the nature and action of me as blame within and as spite, excuse and justification – serving only my interest/pursuit of happiness as survival/possession of Energy, making my existence/purpose/responsibility only to me, myself and I as energy possession/survival.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how, I will thus not, and cannot have any concern/regard/consideration for any other part of me within and as existence as substance-manifest; because the fear as Energy possess me as my possession of and as my survival as Energy to such an extent, that I will continue existing to/towards all and everything and everyone in and as deliberate blame of spite, excuse and justification to protect/defend my survival/possession of and as Energy. And will thus, within this – continue accepting and allowing my nature and action of Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy and positive-energy experience awareness, both within myself and the without as myself – to ensure my continued possession/survival as Energy.

We’ll continue in the next post, with how this Fear manifested as a ‘presence’ within our unconscious, subconscious and conscious-mind as Consciousness – that manifested into and as our entire Minds, protecting and defending our action and nature of blame within and as spite, excuse and justification – where this Fear became a force/presence/entity that took control/authority over and of our awareness as Energy; and it is this Fear that suppressed us into not seeing/realising/understanding the consequences of ourselves as Energy-Authority over and of the physical-body and this physical-existence. In this – how, essentially – our beingness became that of fear for survival and possession, and completely programmed our Minds/Consciousness in that starting-point and how we deliberately use Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification to protect and defend that fear. Instead of us standing up for Life/Equality and Oneness – we fall into the protection and defence of Fear as the survival/possession of ourselves as Energy.

I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, assist and support me in and as my process of transforming my Mind/Consciousness existence of and as fear as survival/possession within and as the nature and action of me as Blame within and as deliberate spite, excuse and justification – into and as a living-being, equal-to and one-with the living-flesh as my human physical body; to birth me as eternal life from and of the physical.

I commit myself to, assist and support myself within and during writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, not accept and allow myself to give-into resistance, postponement, apathy, laziness – as I see/realise/understand that such constructs are in fact protection/defence mechanisms of manipulation within and as the starting-point of fear of Consciousness/the Mind to protect/defend its survival/continued existence for me not to change/transform me from Energy-Survival to Physical-Living of and as equality and oneness with and as the Physical. As this change/transformation would mean the End of Energy, and the Beginning of Life, and energy will fight for its survival at the cost of life/physicality/substance-manifest – but I decide to live and no more accept and allow an inferior/limited existence of survival as Energy, but to stand as life-expression in and as equality and oneness with and as my physical-body and so this physical existence.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application assist and support myself, to re-establish life/physical-authority within and as my physical-body and so this physical-existence, to no more accept and allow myself to be controlled, manipulated and directed by Energy as Consciousness within Fear of/for Survival and Possession. But to in fact live and stand up for and as life/physicality as substance-manifest, so that we can stop – firstly within ourselves and then the without as ourselves - our accepted and allowed natures and actions of blame, within and as spite, excuse and justification of and as fear for possession/survival of and as energy/money; that we’ve accepted and allowed to manipulate, abuse and misuse physicality/life-manifest.

I commit myself, to show, reveal and expose the true nature of Energy/Consciousness/Mind/Money Authority as the fraudulent ‘god’ it in fact is within this existence, that exist only in and as fear, to survive and to possess only itself within and as the deliberate nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification – that has manipulated, abused, and misused the actual god/life as the physical-body and this physical-existence. So that all energy-gods can humbly step down to the equality and oneness of the Physical, and start the process of standing equal-to and one-with physicality as life/substance-manifest, to stop our internal and external consequences of manipulation, abuse and misuse of physicality/life and start the process of in fact birthing and creating Life/Living in ourselves and this existence as ourselves.

  

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