The Negative ALWAYS Move the Positive: DAY 25
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Seven
Who I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned within the previous post, we’re continuing with why the female physical-body experience
pain during birth, what the pain in fact is, why we’ve created/manifested the
birthing of ourselves as physical-bodies into/as existence with pain within the
womb of the physical-body, how/why our Unconscious-Mind in/as our
physical-bodies manifest as pain with its relationship to/towards the physical
in constant/continuous friction/conflict as extracting substance/resources
from/of the very physical-body. And within this, how we created/manifested the
World-System of Money in our image and likeness of movement – how Money/the
World-System moves through friction/conflict to/towards this
physical-existence, consuming the physical/lives within/as/of this
physical-existence to evolve/grow/develop itself. Instead of the World-System
of Money contributing to the movement, evolution, growth and development of
life for all in/as
equality and oneness – which we will be implementing with the change of the
current World-System/Money to an Equal Money System – where Life will move in/as equality and oneness.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand, how – in the beginning, the very external structural
formation of/as me as manifested singularity formed/manifested from/of the
substance of/as existence, and the internal manifestation of/as me within/as
that manifested-singularity consisted-of/existed as substance-manifest. That
initially, in my structural formation and internal substance as manifested-singularity
– I was still a part of/as substance. But the moment I as that
manifested-singularity as part from/of substance/the whole conceptualized me as
an individualized part in separation from/of the whole, I in that separation as
me as individual-manifest from/of the whole/substance: aligned my internal and
external formation with/as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience
to/towards substance/the whole. Instead of me within myself and my external
formation/manifestation as structure of/as the manifested-singularity – being
equal-to and one-with substance/existence as me: I manifested my internal and
external formation/structure/design with/as friction/conflict as
negative-energy experience. That friction/conflict as negative-energy experience
within/as my external-formation as structural-design/lining of/as my
manifested-singularity, then reverberating/rippling within/as my internal
substance/beingness of/as me that would accumulate into/as the neutral-energy,
and so into positive-energy experience within/as the MORE of/as me within my
beingness. And so, as my energy-awareness of/as me as energy-experience
shifted/evolved within/as myself within the internal-experience of/as ‘only me’
as neutral energy experience, to positive-energy experience as ‘more of me’: I
became unaware of/as me as my external formation as structural-manifestation
of/as my manifested singularity that exist within/as constant/continuous
friction/conflict to/towards all as me as my communication/starting-point and so
movement of/as ‘who I am’ as individualized manifested-separation from/of the
whole/substance/existence. That within my very existing, ‘being here’ in
existence as manifested-separation from/of the whole/substance:
constantly/continuously transform substance into/as energy as negative-energy
experience through/as my constant-continuous friction/conflict to/towards it.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to, throughout time – evolve my internal beingness and external formation/structure
through/as and within friction/conflict as negative-energy experience. Where I
internally and externally formed/shaped/manifested me through/as/from
negative-energy experience accumulation into the culmination of who and what I am today: a Mind Consciousness System (Energy-evolution of internal
formation) within and as a Physical-Body (external-formation Evolution
through/with Energy), as I have consumed substance from within myself and from
existence as me to manifest/form my internal beingness into/as a Mind Consciousness System as Energy-manifest, and consumed substance through/from
the without/external formation as me to manifest/form my external
formation/structure/design.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to - throughout time, condition my emergence into/as existence as
manifested-singularity to the extent where, the moment I emerge as
manifested-singularity, I within and during that emergence/rebirthing-process:
immediately/instantaneously within my beingness and structure/formation of/as
my manifested-singularity: go internally and externally into/as simultaneous
friction/conflict to/towards existence/the whole as me, to
immediately/instantaneously start the process of generating/creating
negative-energy experience for me as Energy to come into being within/as myself
as manifested-singularity. And so, throughout time – have automated the
emerging of me as manifested-singularity and beingness of/as substance/the
whole: to immediately/instantaneously within/during the emerging/birthing
process as my external-formation manifest friction/conflict to/towards the
whole/substance to accumulate/manifest the internal experience of/as energy
from negative, to neutral to positive. And thus, emerging/rebirthing into existence
– became the emerging/rebirthing of/as Energy, through consuming substance/the
whole from/of the initial moment of emergence/rebirthing as I within my very
formation/manifestation process of/as my manifested-singularity already start
accumulating negative-energy experience within/as myself and
develop/grow/expand my external formation and internal experience of/as Energy
through/as the consuming of/as substance of/as existence as me.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to equally as one, now – exist within and as my emergence/rebirthing
within/as the womb of the female physical-body, where from the moment of
conception, the moment I develop/form/manifest my physical-body and throughout
the process of developing/forming/manifesting my physical-body: the entire
process is done through consuming physicality/physical-substance, where I
through that consumption within the nature of friction/conflict –
develop/form/manifest my external formation/structure/design as physical-body
equal-to and one-with my internal formation/structure/design as the Mind of/as
Energy-manifest. This internal and external formation/structure/design
manifesting simultaneously - as I have
aligned/paralleled my internal energy-formation with my external structural-formation,
so that as my external structural formation as physical-body manifest
friction/conflict for its development/growth/expansion within/as the womb of
the physical-body, I utilize the negative-energy experience to
develop/grow/expand my internal structural formation of/as Energy as the Mind
within the energy layers of negativity (the unconscious), neutrality (the
subconscious) and positivity (the conscious) that only initially accumulate and
manifest as pure energy-experience layers of negative, neutral and positive
energy that is contained within the structural framework/manifestation of/as
the Mind System. In layering/containing my Mind-System framework/manifestation
with negative, neutral and positive energy: I prepare myself for my education/guidance/training
by those that has gone before me, where I will imprint/manifest those energy-layers
with knowledge, information and imagery as
my process of relationship-creations, to program my energy within/as my
layers as the Mind into/as ‘who I will become/what I will live’ as
Energy-manifest as the Mind through/as my physical-body.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to create/manifest the World-System of Money in/as my image and
likeness, where: constantly/continuously new systems emerge/rebirth within/as
the World-System of Money within/as this physical-existence, that
form/structure/manifest/erect themselves with/as materials/substance from/of
this physical-existence that has consumed from/of this very physical-existence
to form/structure/manifest themselves as manifested-singularities in/as the
World-System of Money. Where the very structural formation/manifestation/design
(buildings/constructions etc.) came into existence through/as the consumption
of/as this physical-existence (soil, earth, trees, water, stone) = equal-to and
one-with the structural formation/manifestation/design of/as my physical-body
coming into existence through/as the consumption of/as
physicality/physical-substance of the womb/physical-body of the female. With
these structural-manifestations forming/manifesting themselves simultaneously
within and as the starting-point of accumulating Money for/as itself to evolve
– as it constantly/continuously – from its moment of
emergence/birth/manifestation: consume physicality to transform into Money for
the survival of its own existence as Money = equal-to and one-with the structural
manifestation of/as my physical-body forming/manifesting simultaneously with
and as the starting-point of me within myself accumulating Energy for/as my own
evolution as the Mind – as I constantly/continuously, from my moment of emergence/birth/manifestation:
will consume physicality/substance to transform into Energy for the survival of
my own existence as Energy/the Mind.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand, how – my very ‘physical-movement’ from/of the female
physical-body womb, is/has been equal-to and one-with my initial
manifested-singularity movement within/as existence when I initially
emerged/manifested myself into/as a manifested-singularity within/as existence.
Where, in my initial solid-standing as manifested-singularity, as
manifested-separation that manifested friction/conflict as negative-energy
experience to/towards existence/the whole as me as I conceptualized me as an
individual separate from/of the whole – where that initial negative-energy
experience was enough to accumulate into neutral energy-experience and
positive-energy experience, as I was standing/remaining there in that one
solid-standing position – the positive-energy experience of/as the MORE of me
started lessening, to the neutral energy experience of/as only me and
eventually experienced only the ‘lesser’ of/as me as negative-energy experience
as the friction/conflict reverberation/ripples from/of the structure/formation
of/as my manifested-singularity that manifested and was experienced within/as
me. And as my
awareness of/as me as Energy had already been defined within/as the MORE of/as
me as positive-energy experience, I in/as my manifested-singularity moved
myself to search/look for the experience of/as me within/as myself as the MORE
of/as me as positive-energy experience. And as I MOVED through/as the
motivation of/as the lesser experience of/as me as negative-energy experience
to look/search for the more of/as me as positive-energy experience, the very
movement generated/created more friction/conflict as negative-energy
experience, accumulated the neutral energy experience into and as the
positive-energy experience of/as MORE of/as me. And so, from that moment – the
very movement of/as me as manifested-singularity was constant/continuous
in/through the motivation of/as me - searching for/looking for the MORE of/as
me as Energy within/as myself as positive energy-experience the moment I
started experiencing either the neutral-energy experience of/as ‘only me’
and/or the negative-energy experience of/as the lesser of me.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to create/manifest the World-System of Money in my image and likeness,
where the World System of Money would, the moment any part/manifested-singularity
(business, bank, corporation, industry, markets) experience an balance with
Money as neutral energy experience, or a lesser of Money as a negative-energy
experience – it would deliberately MOVE itself through/as instilling/inducing
MORE
friction/conflict as negative-energy experience to/towards this
physical-existence as consuming more of this physical-existence/physical lives
to transform into/as Money, to accumulate the balance as neutral energy
experience into/as positive energy experience. As the Money-System and
human-beings within the World-System of Money - will through debt, for example,
as negative energy experience – accumulate the debt as negative energy
experience, and in the accumulation of debt, through the cost of other individuals’
lives and livelihoods, accumulate the positive-energy experience for
itself/ourselves as MORE Money.
In the next post, we’ll continue with the exact consequence
of our conditioning of ourselves as movement through/as friction/conflict as
negative energy experience, and how that relationship of our awareness with
negative, neutral and positive energy is what physically moves-us out of the
womb of the physical-body of the female as we have
conditioned/manifested/created our initial movement as manifested-singularity
in/as existence into and as our movement as physical-body out of the womb of
the female’s physical-body.
I see/realise/understand that I as my Mind Consciousness System exist and move
according to my experience of me as energy-awareness, where my very movement
of/as me is motivated only when I experience the neutral-energy awareness of/as
‘only me’ and/or the negative energy experience of/as the lesser of me as
Energy. In this, I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, assist and support
me to walk my process with and as my Mind as me, in transforming my
motivation/movement from/of/as Energy to actual Living. I
see/realise/understand that motivation and movement exist as Energy, as I have
defined me as Energy only, and so I have motivated my movement as me to/towards
me only rewarding myself and so evolving myself towards a positive-energy
experience from a negative-energy experience, thus my motivation and movement
of/as me had become self-interest/self-survival based as Energy only.
Therefore, I commit myself in assisting/supporting me in/as my process of
transforming myself from Energy into/as the Living Word, to align me with/as
actual real physical-movement as the human physical-body/breathing, with
motivation transforming into expression of/as me as equality and oneness as I
live here in equality and oneness with the physical, and I move here in
equality and oneness with the physical. In this, transforming me from
motivation/movement for energy through consuming substance/physicality, to a
being that live here in/as expression of/as equality and oneness moving with/as
existence/the physical in/as equality and oneness; and in this living and
expression – no more exist as energy, but in fact live WITH and AS what is
here; and
stand as a living example for beings to stop energy motivation and movement at
the consequence of self and all of/as self, but align their living to
expression and movement of/as equality and oneness, so that we can birth life,
instead of destroying life.
I commit myself, to transforming the current World-System of
Money from the motivation of negative-energy experience/debt at the consequence
of this physical-existence/physical lives for the survival of/as itself as
money-accumulation as positive-energy experience through consuming
physicality/physical lives – to a World-System of Money that gift life to all
equally as one within/as this physical-existence, so that all can in fact Live,
and in that Living move/express in/as equality and oneness, to in that
living/expression: birth life from the physical.
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