The Circus Act of CharACTers (Part Two): DAY 274

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The Practicality of Balance - continued

Balance - continued

Enhancing CHANGE – continued

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

We’re continuing having a look at our Mind as a Circus, with ourselves the Main Act as our Main CharACTer as Ego; and all the other Acts as the rest of the CharACTers as Personalities that exist within our Minds as the entertainment we as the Mind provide ourselves with to distract/preoccupy us from/of actual, Real, Physical Reality. Then the Crowds, the people in our world/reality we accept/allow to exist in our Minds as either applauding/cheering/booing the CharACTers we become/live out/embody.

Furthermore within this, how the entertainment/positive in the forefront – actually originate from abuse/evil in the Background as how it exist in Reality in relationship to most Circus’s and so also how it exist within our Minds as the Energy of/as the Mind is resourced from/of the Physical - even to the point of how it exist in this World System/Money System; Consumerism/Entertainment in the forefront, while in the background – for this very World System/Money System to exist, lives/livelihoods of beings, animals, the earth and environment is compromised/sacrificed.

In this, how we have established that – we’re on this Ball, as our Main CharACTer, our Main Awareness-relationship in/as the Mind with how we’re in our ‘Awareness’ – ‘Aware’ of what is going on in the Mind, but being ‘Moved by/through the Mind/Consciousness AS ENERGY’ into and as being the Mind’s Main Circus Act as we’re pulled into/as the ‘Balancing of Energy-Polarities’ as the Negative, Neutral and Positive. Always busied with the business of the Mind, as the more and more and more we accept and allow ourselves to participate in/as being the Mind’s Main Act as how we’re moved by/through the Balancing of the Energy-Polarities of the Negative, Neutral and Positive: the more and more and more the Very Energy we participate in in/as our Awareness-relationship to the Mind and ‘believe to be ‘Who we Are’’ – is being resourced at the sacrifice of/as our Beingness and Physical Body. With no direct equal and one relationship to the Physical Body, this Physical Existence in Any Way Whatsoever…and then beings wonder Why this Physical Existence/ ‘life on earth’ has become what it is, when we’re the One’s not In Fact Living in it, as it and With it.

Now we’re on this Ball; and we have established that the First Step – is Stabilizing one’s Awareness-relationship to the Mind/Consciousness as mentioned in the Previous Post: “Because, ‘balancing’ again – is equal-to and one-with standing on a Ball and Balancing oneself; getting one’s Awareness ‘centred and directive’ as Self Stand within/on that Ball – absolutely still, stable, immovable, untouchable, unwavering – the Absolute Self-Certainty of: I Stand. This process of ‘Mastering Balance’ as the process of Walking Change and Simultaneously Enhancing Change – is but a Stepping Stone that one eventually also have to Transcend, to be able to Become Equilibrium in/as the Physical, where one’s within and without is equal and one, here. Now, what does this mean – practically?”

So, STEP ONE – is Stabilizing self’s Awareness on the Ball of having been the ‘Main Act’ in/as our Own Minds, which is the Process of Walking Self-Change as well as Enhancing Self-Change, where Self essentially, as self’s Awareness go: “But wait, why am I automatically, without question, simply accepting and allowing myself to Be Moved by Energy/energy-experience?” – and in this, establish Self’s Commitment/Stand in Practical Living: “I commit myself to be/become Directive in/as who I am and investigate/introspect when/as energy-reactions/experiences simply automatically manifest without my Decision/Directive Will, to be/become Stable and See Reality DIRECT, as I see/realise and understand that as long as I’m in/as Energy, this is All that I will be, this is All that I will See/Experience/Exist-as and in this – miss the Total Moment of my Physical-Interaction in REALITY”. So, interestingly enough – what one will find is that, the Process of Stabilizing self’s Awareness to not be moved into/as all sorts of Directions within one’s Mind by Energy: will be experienced like a ‘Balancing Act’ in itself, from the Perspective of how one now as Self’s Awareness, essentially, have to on that Ball – find one’s ‘Centre’, one’s Stand, one’s Stability. And so, as one walk one’s Process of Change and also Enhancing Change – it will sometimes feel like you’re a bit wonky/shaky/unstable, but as you Persist/Stand/Stabilize and Find that Point within yourself where you Stand – you’ve got your Centre.

Now, this ‘Centre’ is not some ‘Invisible Centre’ – it’s a PRACTICAL Centre, the ‘Centre’ we reference here is simply a Point of Stability you establish, when you’re walking your Process of Practical Application Change and your Self-Commitments are practical, direct, to-the-point and Simplistically Applicable. In this, one’s moments of Change become immediate and this is the reference of having establishing that Centre-point where Self Stand, and not accept/allow Self to be Moved by the Mind/Consciousness as Energy/Energy-Experience.

So, one can look at it as being on this Ball as one’s Awareness standing/Balancing on it, and there’s Invisible Strings attached to Self’s Awareness, with those Invisible Strings representing, for example, various Energy-Relationships; and so the Mind with its ‘invisible strings’ as ‘energy relationships’ will Move you as your Awareness on that Ball into and as All Sorts of Directions as the Mind/Consciousness Move to Balance the Energy-Polarities within itself as the Negative, Neutral and Positive. So, you’ve got to establish that Centre-Point on that Ball as your Awareness that Stand, and find that Centre Point, that Stand where the Mind will attempt/try to Move you with/as Energy to balance out Energy-Experiences and no matter what: You Stand. Such as for example, in instances of friction/conflict – where you used to be moved from a positive moment, to a negative moment within yourself; where you were ‘fine one moment’ and then the next ‘overwhelmed with negative emotions’; where one can stand within one’s Awareness so Stable that – in friction/conflict instances, before during and after – Self Stand Stable; no movement, no reactions, no invisible strings/energy experiences Moving Self as the reference/cross-reference that Self has released Self from the energy-experiences/strings and can Stand/balance AS SELF in/as Stability.

So, obviously within this, there are many CharACTers that self within/throughout one’s Life accumulated in one’s relationship to the Mind/Consciousness and one’s External World/Reality and the People within it, and so – one Will be walking One CharACTer, as the First One that all will face as the One where you first Establish your Stand/Stability in relationship to the Mind, with developing your Awareness – from just being ‘Aware’ of what goes on in the Mind and in this World to realising: “Holy SHIT, I can actually stop/change/transform who I am in/as my relationship to the Mind”; and so start the Process of stopping participation in CharACTers as Main Acts of/as the Circus of the Mind, in seeing/realising/understanding that the CharACTers as ACTS in the Circus of the Mind only exist, because self’s Awareness accepted and allowed such a relationship to the Mind, instead of being/becoming the LIVING WORD that Live in/as actual, real, Physical Reality. As our Words have come to ‘belong to ENERGY’ as the Mind/Consciousness Entity – filled with emotions/feelings/memories, knowledge and information, imaginations – multiple Mind-dimensions, instead of us as our Awareness nurturing our Living in/as this Actual, Real, Physical World/Reality through LIVING WORDS as-ourselves, HERE. This relationship to Words and the process of how Words have come to exist in/as and for the Evolution of the Mind/Consciousness instead of the nurturing of Life/Living is Discussed and Walked in Detail in the Quantum Mind Interview Series available on EQAFE.

And so, from Walking one’s Main CharACTer as ‘initial Awareness’-relationship to the Mind/Consciousness as the process of realising that one can stop participation in the Thought patterns, Imaginations and Reactions and in a Moment Decide ‘who I am’ as self’s directive Will, one’s Process continue with Enhancing that relationship change from Awareness Ball-Balancing between Energy-Polarities, to Self-Aware Stability in/as who Self is in one’s World/Reality - and then the Process Start/Continue of re-aligning all one’s other CharACTers as Circus ACTS in the Circus of the Mind into and as Equal and One Physical Living, Living Words; until eventually – the invisible strings/energy experiences release, the Tent fall down and one for the First Time, slowly but surely, start Seeing/Realising REALITY and the difference between being Enslaved to Energy-Experience and Living Self-EXPRESSION. The Difference between Mind-Energy enslavement and Self Expression – is/has been explained in the following Interview: What is Self-Expression?

We’ll continue in the Next Post with making the Process from Balance to Equilibrium more Tangible and Practical with walking a Self Forgiveness and Self Commitment Process.

mIrror, mIrror of the mInd…: DAY 216

Have you Seen my Happiness Anywhere? (Part 13)

The Wolves in Sheep’s Clothing – continued

FEAR of our own SHADOW – continued

EVIL – continued

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

For context from the previous posts:

We’re continuing with another Wool-Thread, disentangling the fluffy whiteness of the Mind/Energy experiences / illusions we hide within and behind as the Sheep’s Clothing, to unveil and expose the real Evil that we’ve become and from which we’ve created the good/positive/light and love, to see/realise and understand why/how it is that there exist no real, equal and one, physically lived good/positivity/love in this World and in the Minds/Lives of individual Human Beings – because it’s all just been an Illusion, created to hide the real inherent evil of the nature of our beingness as humans that is in fact creating/manifesting this world to be/become and accumulate into and as the consequence of evil/bad/negativity/darkness. And so, without facing the evil/bad/dark/negative, instead of understanding it, instead of establishing solutions for it to no more exist – we hide it/veil it, and actually in this, accept and allow it to accumulate – as what is showing/manifesting in the Mind and Lives of Human Beings today.

The Next wool-thread we’re walking is existent within the following statement:

“Live in this moment. Observe the world around you without entering its drama. Look in a mirror and see the timeless, ageless being you are. Happiness can only be found NOW, there is no other time.”

In and from this post, we’re continuing with the Self Commitment Statements as walked in the Part 8,  Part 9, Part 10, Part 11 and Part 12 of the Self-Forgiveness Statements walked within Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6 and Part 7 – in assisting and supporting self to re-align the definition/relationship of ‘Happiness’, to have it not be/become a Veil of Energy within the Mind and behind one’s Physical Eyes, deluding oneself into an alternate reality that do not in fact exist – but to remain rooted/grounded here, within and as the Physical, Seeing Direct, and align oneself/one’s life to contributing to re-establishing Heaven on Earth, rather than contributing to the constant, continuous accumulation/proliferation of accepted and allowed suffering/consequence on Earth as what we’re currently, individually and collectively creating within/from who we are, how/what we live and the acceptances and allowances that’s come to Define ourselves, our living and so ‘life on earth’.

Now that we have looked at Responsibility in the Mind World and Personal World – we will first be continuing with the Commitment Statements of the following sentences “Look in a mirror and see the timeless, ageless being you are. Happiness can only be found NOW, there is no other time.” and then Finally bring through the Points of Responsibility, Mirror and Happiness/Joy to/as our relationship to Humanity/this Physical Existence as a Whole.

I commit myself to show, with referencing the heading of this Blog – mIrror, mIrror of the mInd – we’ve placed the Emphasis on the “I”, specifically, as this is the “I” that we believe we See when looking in the mIrror as being the ‘Real I’ – that our Physical Eyes, when looking in the mIrror is looking into/as this ‘Real I’; when what is not seen, realised and understood is that we’re Not looking through our Physical Eyes, we’re seeing through our Mind’s I, - the I that is Consciousness. Furthermore, with having a look at MIrror, MIrror of the MInd – with the Emphasis of the MI, in sound – it sounds like ME, the ME representing the Personality(ies) we created, programmed into/as Consciousness. So, within mIrror, mIrror of the mInd and MIrror, MIrror of the Mind – we have the I and the MI / ME, so who/what is this I and who/what is this ME?

I commit myself to show that the “I” in mIrror, mIrror of the mInd is Consciousness and the “ME” in MIrror, MIrror of the Mind is whichever Personality one is accessing through the “I” as Consciousness of/as the Mind. Both, in fact exactly the Same – as Personalities are created/programmed from/of Consciousness, with Consciousness existent as the ENTIRE Mind’s awareness – from the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious to the Quantum Mind and the Quantum Physical. Thus, when looking into and as the mIrror/MIrror as the “I” of Consciousness and the ME/MI as Personality – we’re NOT in fact looking into and as the Actual Mirror through/as the Actual Physical Eyes, where the REAL mirror exist – the one that has been RIGHT BEFORE us, RIGHT WITHIN us, is: the MIrror / mIrror of/as the Mind/mInd.

I commit myself to show – how/why it is that, within the statement “Look in a mirror and see the timeless, ageless being you are.” – one simply, in fact, in the mInd as the “I” as Consciousness, create another ME/MI that is seen in the MIrror as a PERSONALITY. That one from within the mInd as Consciousness, MIrror another ME/MI as reflecting an “timeless, ageless being” - and then superimposing that onto/towards actual Physical Reality within/onto the actual Real Mirror in front of which self stand. With the rest of the ME/MI’s in the MInd as personalities suppressed / cloaked to not be faced/seen and place a Primary MIrror / ME Personality as this “timeless, ageless being” into and as the centre of the mInd as the “I” as Consciousness and so that is what self see from the within, into and as the without.

I commit myself to show, thus – why/how such a statement “Look in a mirror and see the timeless, ageless being you are.”, within having a look at what was walked above in fact stand within the context of EVIL – because, self is REVERSING the REALITY of seeing through the REAL Physical Eyes and looking into the REAL MIRROR in front of which self stand, but instead – SEPARATE self from the physical, from one’s own physical body and so from this physical reality, into and as the mInd as Consciousness, into and as the ME/MI of the MInd as Personalities and through there only ‘See’. Not seeing, realising and understanding, that within and as this starting point: self is not looking at / seeing SELF, HERE – self is looking/seeing through Consciousness from within and as Personalities – programmed, developed and created as copies/imitations/duplicates from/of those that have gone before self…so, where/who/what is SELF, then?

I commit myself to show, thus – why/how it is that Others, within and as our Personal World – would reflect only ourselves back to ourselves, because in the mInd: only I as Consciousness exist, together with the MInd as the MI/ME’s as Personalities that exist from/of this I as Consciousness that are in fact manifested as MIrrors from/of the Primary mIrror as the “I” as Consciousness. Thus, one can look at the Design of this as follows: One have ONE primary mIrror that reflect our Primary Beingness as Consciousness that is the awareness of/as the whole mInd/Consciousness consisting of/existing as the Conscious, Subconscious, Unconscious, Quantum Mind and Quantum Physical. Then one of MIrrors extending from/of that Primary mIrror as Consciousness as the “I” in control, that is ALL of one’s Personalities. And so – we’re mirrored: our entire beingness/inherent nature/ ‘who we are’ reflected within and as the MInd and mInd within and as all the MIrrors and mIrror we exist as.

Within this thus, why/how it is that we always, as long as we exist in/as the mInd as Consciousness and the MInds as ME’s as Personalities: we Only, in fact Always ‘see Ourselves’ as what we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to be/become/program/create.

Here we thus have the Framework of understanding the MIRRORS we’ve been missing right within us and in front of us, as us as our own Mind and Personalities within it, and will in the Next Post continue with how to REVERSE the EVIL in/as the separation we’ve existed as from/of the Physical, through INVERTING the MIrrors as Personalities and the mIrror as Consciousness to in fact assist and support self into and as Equal and One LIVING, HERE in/as this Actual, Real Physical Existence, instead of the continued accepted and allowed consequence of separating ourselves from ourselves and each other, through reflecting the MIrrors as Personalities and the mIrror as Consciousness OUTWARDS in/as Blame and Projection – never Living, never Taking Responsibility for/as ourselves, each other and this Physical Existence as a whole.

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Character Dimensions – PHYSICAL/BEHAVIOUR Dimension (Part 1): DAY 174

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Character Dimensions – (Practical Application: Part 12)

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

Before we continue with the Physical/Behaviour Dimension – let’s have a quick summary of the Dimensions we have Walked thus far:

THOUGHT Dimension (Day 163 to Day 164)

IMAGINATION Dimension (Day 165 to Day 166)

BACKCHAT Dimension (Day 167 to Day 169)

REACTION Dimension (Day 170 to Day 173)

And, now we’re going to be walking the PHYSICAL/BEHAVIOUR Dimension and from here, the FEAR Dimension as Memory as Origin of the Character/Personality, then to the CONSEQUENCE Dimension until we finally get to the point of the REDEFINITION Application, in establishing an Self-Agreement of change from Postponement as a Personality, to Self Directive Will/Discipline as a Living.

A few points to consider before we continue with the PHYSICAL/BEHAVIOUR Dimension regarding Characters/Personalities:

We had within Day 171, mentioned the following:

“…we’ll expand more on the point above, regarding, let’s say one primarily only created relationships to backchat/reactions of a Personality, how to also take into consideration that, even though the thought, imagination and behaviour dimension do not ‘activate’, it does still exist ‘submerged / inactive’ within the Personality, and how the Mind can utilize such dimensions to manipulate one ‘back into a Personality’ instead of standing with and as self and self’s change in the physical.” Where we had walked the relationship to some of the Dimensions of a Personality in illustrating that there may be occasions that only one thought and/or backchat and/or a reaction of a Personality can move self into the Mind, instead of remaining/walking/living in the Physical, because of the particular energy-relationship one created to particular Dimensions of the Personality, as to in what Dimension in previous instances the Personality activated – one most often ‘gave into’ / ‘fell into’, as essentially the point of ‘what Dimension had the strongest influence on self giving into the Mind within a given Personality’. And so eventually one’s relationship to a Personality can evolve where one thought and/or backchat sentence/word/statement and/or reaction of emotion/feeling can trigger one into giving into the Mind, and giving up on Self.

So, to continue within this point – it’s to take into consideration that: work with the initial Dimensions that one are aware of, such as the Backchat and/or the Emotions/Feelings as Reactions and/or the Imagination and “flag point” them in your awareness. “Flag point” means to emphasize/highlight one’s awareness within one’s relationship to self and the tendency one have within responsibilities to postpone through following, participating in Dimensions of the Mind. And so – when/as one face responsibilities, to be aware of what one accept and allow in one’s Mind, ESPECIALLY the Dimensions one has walked in writing and self-forgiveness. To ensure that when and as one find facing a Responsibility and similar/same backchats, imaginations and reactions emerge that one immediately walk the PRACTICAL CHANGE one established within one’s commitment statements as the process of PRACTICAL LIVING. And furthermore, within this: to see, realise and understand that as one is walking the change from the Postponement Personality to Self-Directive Will – that, in such instances, when/as one is now walking through the backchats and/or imaginations and/or reactions, that the OTHER Dimensions one was not initially aware of will start emerging as the attempt of the Personality to ‘survive’. Then, when/as the other inactive/submerged Dimensions of the Personality emerge, one can assist and support self in writing, self-forgiveness and commitments to release self’s energy-relationship and so definition from the dimensions, re-establish who one is within the commitments and then LIVE and APPLY in the moments when/as the Personality and the Dimensions within it manifest within self.

Within this, what one will see, realise and understand as one is walking through each individual Dimension – is establishing self-awareness to/as the Dimensions. And as we have mentioned, within this, one will be effectively, specifically, prepared to move/will SELF into and as change in a moment, instead of continuing the accepted and allowed consequence of being defined by, and so moved by Personalities and Energy of Mind.

Thus, with how the Mind work within the context of Personalities – it is best to, as you initially maybe only identify one or three of the Dimensions, to identify ALL of them. Because, if one has not established self’s Awareness and Standing in ‘who one is’ in relationship to all the Dimensions of thought, imagination, backchat, reactions and behaviour within a given Personality – any ONE of those can in an instant lead one into the giving into the Personality and giving up on self. (This is especially in the Beginning of one’s Process when walking through Personalities, eventually – the more and more one walk through Personalities in all the Dimensions of Thought, Imagination, Backchat, Reactions and Behaviours, it will become more and more easier to stand in the face of any thought, imagination, backchat, reactions and behaviours and immediately stand with self, the physical and living. But, for the moment – to get to that point, walk through the Dimensions of a Character/Personality as specifically as possible to establish/re-align/stand within Self’s Awareness and Living Change.)

This is so, within the context of understanding the extent to which we’ve become, by definition and experience: the Mind. And so within this, that – within Personalities, the Personality Systems within the Subconscious and Unconscious Mind are layered, like “Back-up Servers” for example. From the perspective that, if/as one only walk through one or two of the Dimensions, it can still reactivate the Rest of the Dimensions and have you fall into/give into the Personality from the other Dimensions one had not established one’s relationship/standing/change to/as.

Furthermore – if/as one only walk through One/Two of the Dimensions and now believe that ‘I am Changed’, when the reality of it show that self has not in fact changed as self still do not stand within Responsibilities/Discipline to self and self’s world/living, but had morphed/mutated the personality into ‘excuses, justifications and reasons’ such as: “Yes, BUT I couldn’t do it now BECAUSE…” or “No, can’t do it now because of this/that…”. Thus, ‘changing’ the EXACT SAME Personality into and as different thoughts, backchat, emotions/feelings as reactions, this time within the ‘Illusion of Change’ one had created within the Personality as an additional Dimension. And then superimposing the Illusion of Change into one’s Personality in the MIND and then creating self-manipulations within justifications, reasons and excuses for not doing the Responsibilities/Discipline in Reality, this time – “making it sound better” for self and for others. Thus, this is a “Personality Metamorphosis/Mutation” that takes place, as existing within the exact same Persona, just within different content within the Dimensions – but one’s relationship to Responsibility in REALITY still remain EXACTLY THE SAME as Not tending to one’s Responsibilities and so still, the Mind “wins”.

Thus, this is another point to be aware of – to Always utilize your actual LIVING in REALITY as a physical, proven reference for actual, real self-change; which in this case would be self actually getting one’s responsibilities done and complete; and not morphing/mutating the Personality into such a way to manipulate self out of the living responsibilities in one’s World/Reality.

Furthermore to consider the following in why the following statements would be manipulations, justifications, excuses/reasons to not Move Self in/as Self-Directive Will – is that: if/as one REALLY in a day cannot get to Responsibilities, one will then Immediately re-align one’s week/days to come in such a way to ensure that one make the time to get to it, and not every day give into Backchat as  “Yes, BUT I couldn’t do it now BECAUSE…” or “No, can’t do it now because of this/that…”. If such sentences remain as Backchat, instead of rescheduling one’s days/times to ensure that one get to one’s Responsibilities, then it becomes self-manipulation. Obviously, within this – it’s to ensure that one do not use Rescheduling as an Self-Manipulation – lol; meaning every day scheduling everything to the next day and patterning one’s Personality within excuses, reasons, justifications etc. So, in this, it’s ALL about SELF-HONESTY. REALLY Ensuring that when/as something else comes up that one REALLY cannot get to the responsibilities, then REALLY schedule and GET IT DONE in assessing one’s days/times ahead. So, ‘get to know’ the games you play with yourself in the MIND, especially within this context of/as the Illusion of Change that can manifest in a Personality as the Mind, when reality completely contradict that Change in one’s actual physical living proof in reality. So, we will once we’re complete with this Postponement Character/Personality, walk an example of “Personality Morphing” and how can create the Illusion of Change as a Personality, and validate it through reasons, excuses and justification for self and for others, when in REALITY one can clearly see one has not in fact Changed.

Furthermore, returning to the “backup servers” mentioned earlier, is that: when/as one only change One/Two Dimensions of the Personality for example – the Mind in the Physical layers all previous instances one activated the Personality into and as dimensional layers within the Physical Body. And if/as one “selectively walk the process in one’s relationship to the Personality”, meaning – only walking One or Two of the Dimensions and then not walking the Rest: the Personality System can from the memory-layers of when the Personality was activated, layered and stored in the Physical Body – Re-Initiate those two Dimensions, especially when/as one give into the OTHER Dimensions when/as they do come up/manifest that one had not yet walked. So, instead of self identifying the OTHER Dimensions one had not walked and walking through them in writing/self-forgiveness and self-commitments and ensuring one is prepared again for when/as those Dimensions of the Personality Activate and one instead give into them: the entire Personality will re-activate ALL the Dimensions Again, even those one/two Dimensions one had walked through only, and will come back with a Force, making it more difficult to transcend.

Furthermore, also ensure that self walk the Positive and Negative Dimensions of a Personality, if one find that both the positive and negative exist. Because, within the Mind as its Personality’s Multi-Dimensionality, if/as one walk selectively in wanting to ‘keep the positive’ within a Personality and only walk through the ‘Negative’ – again, the Mind can reactivate the ‘Negative’, cause then the Mind / Personality will have you fall in the Positive and when/as you give into the Personality again, it will reactivate BOTH the positive and negative dimensions/processes from/of the Personality’s Memory Layers within the Physical Body.

This is Why it is imperative to walk ALL the Dimensions and both the positive and negative dimensions within that, and why it is that Change will be met with resistance when/as one change from the Postponement Personality, for example, to the Self-Directive Willed Living. Because every moment one LIVE the Change, instead of giving into the Personality – is a moment that self is walking through a LAYER of the Personality in the Physical Body, as all the moments/layers/memories that was stored in the Physical of when one acted in Personality instead of living with the Physical. So, the more and more one stand with SELF and living in getting the responsibilities done and NOT give into the Personality – the more one walk through all those Personality Layers in the Physical Body and re-establish Self in equal and one living with the Physical.

We’ll in the next post continue with the PHYSICAL/BEHAVIOURAL Dimension, and how from thinking, to imagination, to backchat and reactions, one EMBODY the Personality within and as particular behaviours/physical experiences that one require identifying, because with becoming aware of the Physical/Behavioural Dimension, one can within this also see when/as one’s behaviour start changing because of a Personality, instead of self being aware of one’s Physical Body and behaviour within it.

Character Dimensions - Introduction (Writing): DAY 162

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(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing with the “Postponement Character/Personality” regarding how it exist/function in the Mind, and how to practically assist and support self with writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application as well as to assist and support self to not accept and allow the Force of the Mind/Energy to distract/separate self from/of the relationship with self, the physical body and one’s responsibility to/as the actual Physical Reality; in in fact LIVING HERE.

Within this, we’ll also then walk the point of ‘change’ – how we’ve deluded ourselves into the illusion of change as the Mind, and so understand the difference between Mind Change, and actual real physical SELF Change.

Thus, with the example that we’ve walked in DAY 161 as the “Postponement Character” we will practically guide you through what a Character in the Mind consist of/exist as, regarding its Dimensions/Components of Fear, Thought, Imagination, Backchat/Internal Conversations, Reactions of Emotions/Feelings, Behavioural Systems – how to outline these dimensions in Writing, walk the Self Forgiveness of these Dimensions in Writing as well as one’s practical commitment statements regarding how one is going to assist/support self in changing/transforming self from the Postponement Character to Self-Discipline. And additionally within this: how to stand up/stand through the “Force” of the Mind/Energy in/as physical, practical moments of Change to not give in to the Mind and give up on Self but utilize the moment as an opportunity/stepping stone in and as one’s process of change/transformation from the Mind to physical, practical living.

With looking at the components of a Character/Personality in the Mind, it consist of the dimensions of Fear, Thought, Imagination, Backchat/Internal Conversations, Reactions (emotions/feelings) and also a Behavioural System. So, we will as we continue within our Blog, now and then walk some Character/Personality examples and how to assist/support self from Character/Personality control, to self-aware living in the Physical.

Thus, let’s first have a look at the Dimensions of a Character. We’ll first walk an overview example of each of the Dimensions of a Character/Personality and will in the next post go into more Detail within each Dimension with walking the Practical Example of/as the Postponement Character.

Fear Dimension:

With what we have walked thus far in this Blog in the relationship between the Mind as Energy to the Physical as Substance, is that the very Origin Nature of Energy is ‘Negative Energy’, in the friction/conflict it deliberately initiate in its relationship to Substance to transform substance into energy; which we have walked/explained in detail within this Blog regarding how the very nature of Energy is ‘negative’ and we only experience ‘positivity’ as actually an accumulation of energy from/of its source as the negative friction/conflict relationship between energy and substance as energy consume/transform substance for its own survival/existence. Thus, within this – we had furthermore also walked our relationship/origin in existence as separation and as fear that initiated the friction/conflict relationship between energy and substance and so from and of that moment: Everything of the Mind is existent within the starting-point of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience and existent within the very Nature of Fear.

Thus, what one will find within Characters/Personalities is that it has its origin within and from a Fear that one created in one’s childhood/within one’s life to something/someone, and from that Fear manifested a Personality as a defence/protection mechanism for/of one’s individuality/interest/desire. Thus, for each Personality/Character one can thus identify the Fear Dimension – what was the original point/fear that brought forth the construction/programming of a particular Personality.

To identify the Fear Dimension – one want to walk through one’s History within self and see where within one’s past/memories this Character/Personality originated from/started. Sometimes one will find the memory immediately ‘pop up’ in one’s Mind, other times one may have to walk through one’s past experiences/memories to see which relationships/events relate to the Character/Personality, other times there will be no indication of a Memory coming through.

(It may be initially difficult to find the Memory in one’s past that originated the particular Character that one is Walking, so if/as one cannot identify the Memory/Fear that originated the Character/Personality one is then not required to identify/note this Fear Dimension. The Fear Dimension may initially be more difficult to identify as this Dimension is situated within the Unconscious-Mind, imbedded into the physical-flesh as the root of a Character/Personality System of the Mind in the Physical. So, if/as one cannot yet identify the Fear Dimension/Memory, one will be able to – the more one practise one’s physical-hereness with Breath and walking more Characters through all the Dimensions and start establishing one’s relationship to the Mind and its Dimensions, Relationships and the more one stand/become equal to and one with the blueprint/networking of the Mind, the more one will be able to see all the dimensions and relationships.)

Thought Dimension:

Now, as we have walked within Thought’s relationship to Personality – a Thought is what essentially ‘activate’ a Personality, and as we have explained – it is quite difficult to identify the specific Thought belonging to a specific Character, because the Thought move so fast in the Mind, and because self is not HERE as the Physical in/as Breath moving in real-time with Physicality, but always preoccupied in various others dimensions and experiences in the Mind. Therefore, here – what one want to identify is the Thought that activate the Character. This one will be able to identify the more and more self walk one’s process of Physical-Breath, remaining here in reality/physical space-time and will in this process be able to stabilize self in the physical so that one will eventually be able to see a Thought move in the Mind and stop participation in it BEFORE it activates a Character/Personality. But, at the moment, we’re so separate from even the dimensions/components of Characters that everything manifest automatically/fast and before one know it – one is already simultaneously participating in Imagination, Backchat/Internal Conversations, the Reactions and Behavioural Possession – all of which started from one quantum moment in one’s relationship to physical-reality, that activated a Thought and so a Personality/Character. So, essentially in process one want to practise ‘slowing down’ in and with Physical Breath to be able to see how the Mind moves within self.

To identify the Thought Dimension, here one can also practise the application of ‘slowing down’ with and as Breath. So, when you’re about to write out the Thought Dimension – to consider here is that, the Thought will be an image, it will be like an ‘instant flash photograph’ that will speed through the Mind, and the Thought will be in particular context to/as the Character/Personality. Thus, here – when you’re in the moment of writing, one can sit and slow oneself down in and as breath and walk the Memory of when one participated in a Character. What is cool here is how one can practically utilize the Mind and one’s Memories to assist and support one in one’s Process of identifying and redefining Characters. Thus, one can within oneself go back to the Moment of when one accessed/became possessed with the Character and see if one can identify what Image/Picture as Thought crossed one’s Mind before one went into the Backchat/Internal Conversations, Imaginations, Reactions and Behavioural System of/as a Character/Personality, what happened in one’s Mind that lead one into the temptation of energy – where this Force as the Mind lead one into the temptation of a feel-good energy experience of rather Postponing, for example - than walking the Physical Practical Reality of a moment of Self-Discipline.

Now – the Fear Dimension is essentially the ROOT of the Character, the Thought Dimension is the ACTIVATION of a Character, and from the Thought-Dimension one may simultaneously experience Imagination, internal conversations/backchats, reactions of emotions/feelings and the behavioural system. But, within the Mind – all the dimensions activate in a sequence until eventually one is possessed within an entire Personality. On occasion though, the Imagination Dimension may not activate – it essentially is determined by the extent of convincing one has to do within oneself as the Mind to deliberately sabotage/compromise oneself in a moment of self-change to rather fulfil an energy-experience/desire. And so, one may on occasion not find the Imagination Dimension to be existent – but will always find the primary components/dimensions as the internal conversations/backchat, the reactions of emotions and feelings and the specific behavioural systems as the how the Personality will change one’s behaviour in the Physical. So, the Mind activates initially in a sequence of Thought, then Imagination, then Internal Conversations/Backchat together with the Reactions of emotions/feeling that then determine one’s behaviour in the Physical Body. But, all of this can move so fast that it may seem to self that self made a decision in an instant to not take responsibility for a specific point for example, but rather postpone – but one’s Mind had in fact walked all these Dimensions in Quantum Time within self as the Force that moved self from a moment of Self-Responsibility/Living, into and as an Experience as Energy.

Imagination Dimension:

In this Dimension one’s Mind will wander off in imagining doing/seeing/creating all sorts of different things/experiences – it’s essentially the dimension/domain within the Personality that the Personality will use to ‘motivate’ one’s decision from Reality into and as the Mind. So, one will essentially start imagining about a variation of OTHER THINGS in complete opposition to/as what is Here in actual Physical Reality. Sometimes, the Imagination Dimension will be utilized as the primary distraction, on other occasions the Personality possess entirely to distract self from the relationship to self, the physical and one’s responsibility to here in/as reality.

Thus, to identify the Imagination Dimension – one can have a look at where one wandered off into, within the Mind, what ‘play outs’ / ‘fantasies’ / ‘day dreaming’ did one get caught up in that lead one into the temptation of rather wanting to fulfil the Imagination in the Mind, than sticking to one’s responsibility, living and directive principle in actual, real physical reality.

Internal Conversations/Backchat/Voices in the Head:

This is where one would have conversations with oneself as a Personality in the Mind. Thus, Internal Conversations/Backchats would come up/manifest as words, sentences, short statements that can vary in length/intensity. It is within the internal conversation/backchat domain that one would start activating the reactions of emotions/feelings together with the words that one speak in one’s Mind – as, when we’ll continue walking the creation of Backchat/Internal Conversations within and as Main Characters/Personalities, one will see, realise and understand how the Mind substantiate words with ENERGY, so that there’s always an energy experience and definition to words. This is one of the primary relationships the Mind use to ensure the human being never LIVE words, and so words, their definitions and experiences becomes components the Mind use to attach to Personality Systems that define one’s behaviour, instead of self LIVING in the physical in self-aware directive-principle of who one is one’s living/behaviour in the Physical.

Thus, to identify the internal conversations/backchat of a Personality, one can within and during one’s writing have a look at what words, sentences, statements manifested in one’s Mind as the ‘voice of the Personality’ speaking to oneself, essentially talking oneself out of/convincing oneself as a Personality from/of taking responsibility for self here in/as the Physical.

Reaction Dimension:

Here one will Identify the reactions of emotions and feelings that ‘substantiate / animate’ the Character/Personality; what reactions of emotions and feelings, essentially did one utilize to manipulate oneself with, to fall back into the Mind/Personality instead of standing here with self in stability as Breath. Within this, we’ll use, as Personalities, specific emotions and feelings to activate specific behavioural patterns/habits to in/as this process validate why/how it is that we are a Personality and so in this attempt/try to make a Personality “more real”. Essentially saying “well, I am experiencing this and my behaviour is like that and this is who I am and so I cannot change” – when, all the while, we’re actively, within the Mind participating in creating the experiences and behaviour from the thoughts, to the imagination, to the internal conversations/backchat – sabotaging and compromising ourselves deliberately in the Mind to manifest/validate/materialize our wants, needs and desires, rather than our responsibility to ourselves, our physicals and our lives in this World.

So, to identify the Reaction Dimension is to have a look at what emotions/feelings manifested within one’s Mind in the Physical within and during the Personality Possession.

Behaviour Dimension:

Here, to identify the Behaviour Dimension – one have a look at how one’s experience in the Physical Body changed within and during the Possession of the Personality, how was one’s Physical Body BEFORE the Possession and then during, to so identify how this Personality would manipulate one’s Physical Body, and in this Physical Manipulation would further validate/justify one’s decision to fall into the Mind/Personality and give up on self/the responsibility of here as self in the physical and so one’s world/reality.

Thus, what will become clear here is essentially how we utilize the dimensions of the/a Personality to manipulate ourselves into submission to Energy/Mind, over and over and over again – not standing, living, being HERE in fact within/as this world/reality. So, in/during these processes one will thus understand more of what we mean by the difference between Personality-Control through/Energy as the Mind and actual, real Physical Living.

We’ll in the next post walk the Practical Example of the Postponement Character and so specify all these Dimensions, we have now only walked an Overview as a preparation platform for when we’ll in the next Post walk more detail in our relationship to the dimensions of Fear, Thought, Imagination, Backchat/Internal Conversations, Reactions, Behaviour and will also include, and so expand on the Dimension of Consequence. 

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