Have you Seen my Happiness Anywhere? (Part 5): DAY 208
The
Wolves in Sheep’s Clothing – continued
FEAR
of our own SHADOW – continued
EVIL
– continued
The
FORCE - continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but
is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality
we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of
Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and
have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY
1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in
this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)
For context from the previous posts:
We’re continuing with
another Wool-Thread, disentangling the fluffy whiteness of the Mind/Energy
experiences / illusions we hide within and behind as the Sheep’s Clothing, to
unveil and expose the real Evil that we’ve become and from which we’ve created the
good/positive/light and love, to see/realise and understand why/how it is that
there exist no real, equal and one, physically lived good/positivity/love in
this World and in the Minds/Lives of individual Human Beings – because it’s all
just been an Illusion, created to hide the real inherent evil of the nature of
our beingness as humans that is in fact creating/manifesting this world to
be/become and accumulate into and as the consequence of
evil/bad/negativity/darkness. And so, without facing the evil/bad/dark/negative,
instead of understanding it, instead of establishing solutions for it to no
more exist – we hide it/veil it, and actually in this, accept and allow it to
accumulate – as what is showing/manifesting in the Mind and Lives of Human Beings today.
The Next wool-thread
we’re walking is existent within the following statement:
“Live in this moment.
Observe the world around you without entering its drama. Look in a mirror and see
the timeless, ageless being you are. Happiness can only be found NOW, there is
no other time.”
In and from this post, we’re continuing with the Self
Forgiveness and Self Commitment Statements of some of the points we expanded on
in the previous post, and simultaneously expand / specify more points in seeing
REALITY beyond the VEIL of Energy, to understand the reality of ourselves and
so be able to face it and in fact change the nature of ourselves in our
mind-physical living.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand – how the acceptance and allowance of the
statement “Look in a mirror and see the
timeless, ageless being you are”, would affect and influence ALL spheres of
one’s life regarding the extent to which who we are and what we accept/allow to
define who we are and how we live those/such definitions – create/manifest our
relationships and so our world and life-experience. Thus, with accepting and
allowing such an internal imaginative self-image, that we use to in fact
suppress the REALITY of what comes up in the Mind and superimpose the
imagination we create in the quantum energy reality of the Mind onto the Actual
Reality of what comes up within us when looking directly in the Mirror = so we
will tend to do in our relationship to the REALITY of our external world, in
that we can WITHIN OUR MINDS, in our imaginations create WHATEVER relationships
we want/prefer/like in terms of justifying/excusing/validating/changing/misconstruing
the REALITY of the external world according to our preferences/likes, however –
WHY is no-one realising, seeing and understanding that, changing/misconstruing reality/
the reality of this external world in and as our Minds/Imagination, does not in
fact CHANGE the reality of/as this PHYSICAL existence? I mean, every one
individually, collectively, or in various groups – come-together and in a sense
decide on “how are we going to change how WE FEEL about this world/reality and
the conditions/consequences within this to make ourselves FEEL BETTER?” –
instead of us coming together, within the proactive statement of “how are we
going to practically STEP IN, source the problem of the consequences/conditions
of this physical world and establish Solutions that’s best for all, and so best
for ourselves?” The same goes for our relationship to what REALLY comes up
within us when looking directly into the Mirror – instead of sourcing the consequence,
the negative, bad, evil and dark that can come up in the Mind in our relationship to
ourselves in the Physical, understand it and re-align the relationships in
such a way that such things no more exist/come up in the Mind, we’ve come to
believe that the “solution” is to suppress it and instead create additional
Personalities/Personas such as “seeing a timeless, ageless being” – but, how in
any way is that a SOLUTION if one do not really in fact deal with / face /
direct the Problem/Consequence in the first place? Then, it’s not a Solution –
but SUPPRESSION, a denial of what in fact really exist as Self.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to
consider, how it is that we can look at, experience and face, for example – the
reality of things that come up within our Minds when looking directly into the
Mirror, how it is that we can look at, experience and face, for example – the
reality of the consequence/conditions that manifest within this physical
existence as the mirror that reflect the living state of mankind: and yet
never, and still not question: “But, where did all these things in my Mind come
from? Did I really in fact in full, absolute awareness deliberately decide for
these evil, bad, negative, dark things to come up/manifest in my mind or even
exist in my mind such as all the judgments, comparisons, images etc. that can
come up/manifest when looking directly into the Mirror? So, why and how – with only
me existing in my body, in my mind – did these things/such thoughts,
imaginations, reactions really come from, where do they come up from, what was
the processes involved for all these things to exist within my Mind if I did
not make a deliberately, aware decision for them to enter into me? Would I
really in ABSOLUTE self-awareness, accept and allow such things to exist in my
Mind if/as I had awareness, essentially like standing in front of all possible
thoughts, imaginations, images, internal conversations reactions of
emotions/feelings – would I REALLY choose all the negative, bad, evil, dark
parts and accept/allow it to exist within me?” I mean, one really have to look
at and consider these questions – because if/as one can stand within these
questions and answer NO, that one would really not have, if/as one had a choice
in/as absolute self-awareness in terms of ‘selecting’ a ‘self-image/self-living’,
and one could essentially select one’s own ‘Mind’ and what occupies it – that
one would really not have put all the things in there that exist now,
especially the negative, dark, evil and bad things that make the relationship
to self and the physical so the more consequential – then WHY/HOW do they exist
as Self, and WHERE do they in fact come from?
Now, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand that – because we do not / have not understood
the WHY and the HOW of things that come up/manifest in our Minds from the
perspective of in a way realising that it does not exist in the Mind / as our
self-definition because we deliberately in self-awareness
decided for it to exist – so, WHERE does it come from, that we then utilized
INTELLECT / assumption in terms of tending to blame the things that exist in
our Minds on it ‘being someone else’s’ / ‘coming from somewhere else’ / ‘it
being the ‘Devil’’ / ‘being possessed by Demons’ – I mean, ALL sorts of blame,
BUT self-responsibility. That we hadn’t practically, deduced that: “I don’t
know how/why these things come up/manifest in MY mind, in MY body which ONLY I
occupy: so – do I then even understand my own MIND, my own BODY – where is MY
AWARENESS within it all?” That, essentially – we went into blame/shifting
blame/responsibility to/towards EVERYTHING else, but REALLY having a look at
and investigating our relationship to ourselves, our mind and the physical to
establish an AWARENESS of how/why these things exist, come from – all of which
is now available, discussed and walked in the Quantum Mind
Interview Series and to come the Quantum Physical Interview Series, explaining
in detail how/why we created our own Minds, and its relationship to the
Physical that’s become ‘who we are’ and where it all come from – and simultaneously
within the Interviews, to Investigate the Desteni I Process as the
process of taking RESPONSIBILITY for self’s awareness, self’s relationship to
the Mind and the Body to UNDERSTAND self and in fact establish self into and as
a LIVING SOLUTION, and what that practically in fact mean.
In this, I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand thus – how I have never in fact really taken responsibility for
the things that come up/manifest in MY Mind, in MY Body – I mean, shouldn’t we
have by now seen, realised and understood that BLAMING everything and everyone
else for what manifests/come up in “MY Mind, in MY Body” is not a Solution AT
ALL and has not ever really solved ANYTHING – I mean, if each individual human
being, would take ABSOLUTE responsibility for their internal world/reality,
REALLY sorting things out in the Mind from consequence to solution, to
being/becoming a real living solution, we’d have a changed humanity, but
obviously within this – we require first a stable environment, stable living
conditions for human beings to be able to have the time, the space, the
external physical world taken care of/cared for to be able to give the needed
attention/focus to really sort out the Internal World/Reality – which is
proposed by the Equal Money System;
stabilizing the external world, to stabilize the internal world. And for some
within the Money System can already start walking both, walking with Desteni as well as standing together/coming together for/as
an Equal Money System – practical solutions that really FACE the problems,
understand them and bring them to an equality and oneness as the ONLY REAL WAY
we’re going to see change in ourselves, humanity and this Physical Existence as
a whole.
So, in this then – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted
and allowed myself to consider the following point: that within the above comes
an interesting question – that we should WONDER why the State of the current
World System is kept the way it is, is accepted and allowed the way it is, when
what it primarily does is completely separate the individual human being from
SELF-attention/tending/care in the condition/state of the Mind, and completely
propel one into an existence of slavery and survival, where the only TIME we
have is to ‘do the best with what we have to try and deal with the shit that
goes on in the Mind’ while we’re in constant, continuous stress of ‘fear of
death’ and obviously such living conditions is in NO WAY benefitting mankind,
this physical existence – let alone self. Thus, within this – the question then
comes, why is such a World System constantly, continuously accepted and allowed
without change? We must in this consider that – it comes to the relationship with
ourselves, where: with us continuing blaming the condition/nature of our Minds,
our lives on EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE else, we’re inadvertently accepting and
allowing things to continue existing without change, because with not taking
self responsibility, with not really questioning/investigating our responsibility
in how the Mind works, the physical and mind relationship works and so how this
World really works – we’ll just divert our own attention from responsibility,
from asking the questions that would in fact bring about real change. And so,
we’re the ones individually and collectively that will be equally as one
responsible for the extent of consequence that will continue manifesting in the
mind and this world. I would suggest stop waiting for consequence to show you
your responsibility, your self creations, your acceptance and allowance in the Mind
and in this World, and take responsibility for it all, cause change will either
come through REAL self awareness through self responsibility, or through Force
as Consequence, one only inevitably make one’s own life/process more difficult
for oneself.
So, to REALLY understand how the MIND works, HOW/WHY the
things that manifest in the mind exist the way it does, and WHERE it comes from
to through this TAKE ESPONSIBILITY and stop blaming and really sort oneself out
in the within and without: Investigate the Quantum Mind
Series in EQAFE and the Desteni I Process.
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