The Beginning and the End as Here

(Please Note - this blog is written with the advent of Bernard Poolman's  passing, to see/realise/understand why/how it is that the Process of equality and oneness, life, as what is best for all - still stands and continues within/through each one of us standing individually and together)

A statement Bernard used to say often was: “Everything is Here”, so therefore – this means that the Beginning, as well as the End, is Here. The obvious Question(s) that may arise within this is: How can “everything be here” and “how can there be both a beginning and an end in and as the point of here?” To understand this, one has to understand “here” and the relationship between the physical body of each human being and “here”.

What has become obvious with the Opening of the Portal, as well as the material and interviews done through/with the Portal, is that: “there is more than meets the eye and the I”. Meaning – there is more to this existence, within this existence, as this existence than what we see with our physical eyes and what we see through our Mind’s I. To see ‘beyond the Mind’, to see ‘into and beyond the physical’ is what we show you through the Portal. Therefore, there is only one Portal needed, because – as we show you, through the Portal, how to see beyond the Mind’s I and the Physical Eye’s: you see for yourself, and so we see together. Those that have walked with Desteni up to this point, especially for the last few years, can attest to the fact of what it means to see beyond/within/into the Physical, and beyond/through the Mind. This one can read/follow and walk in the 7 Year Journey to Life Processes walked by Individuals.

This is important to understand (that there is more to what we see through the eyes and the I), because this is where we’ll be getting into understanding the “here”.

Now, the “here” is the point where “everything is”. This “everything” is where all, everything, everyone in existence is unified into and as a point of absolute equality and oneness. This is the point where the past, present and future exist. This is the point where there is access to everything, everyone within existence within and as all time-frames and all existences (both heaven and earth). This “here” stands within and as the physical, and access to this “here” the stand of/as this “here” is existent within and as every breath. Meaning, it’s not like all of existence’s “information” is here ALL THE TIME – it means that, what is needed/required to be known, to be said, to be showed – is here in every moment of breath, as one move within/as every moment of breath; walking in/as an absolute trust of/as what is required to be said/shown/lived in the moment. This is what Bernard stood as in the Physical: The Equality and Oneness of/as/within the “here”. He stood equal to and one with heaven and earth, everything and all within and as it, within and as the principle of life, as what is Best for All and directed it. This ‘access’ to Life, to All as Here – is not a matter of knowledge and information. It’s not a matter of power or authority. This ‘access’ to Life, to All as Here and the ability to direct it – is a matter of Living, of Directive Principle, of standing and living the principle of/as Life, proven. Many may interpret this as power, authority, and godhood – but, anyone that has met Bernard directly in the flesh will attest to the fact that he was a human being. I wanted to say ‘normal human being’, but he was an extra-ordinary human being – EXTRA-ordinary. Meaning, he was ordinary in his living, calm, direct, stable, to the point – more so than any other human being. Thus, he was not a “god”, a “power” because of what he stood as – but a living example of the potential for those willing to self realise it themselves. This ability does not give one power/authority - as what guides the directive principle IS THE PRINCIPLE, which is “equality and oneness as what is best for all”. This is what many misinterpreted about Bernard: they referenced his stand, his walk, what he stood for/as through looking at it THROUGH HIM, when it’s actually in reverse: it’s the PRINCIPLE he was standing within/as and living; that through the Principle it gave him the directive principle to direct/stand/show the process he had walked that is for all to walk to realise LIFE in the PHYSICAL. Life - which exist within and as the Principle of/as equality and oneness as what is best for all in and as the Physical.

He emphasized throughout process that he does not accept/allow slaves, that he does not accept/allow followers – yet, despite this, it is fascinating how many human beings ‘tried to be like him’. Not realising the YEARS he had walked in his individual process to stand where he stood, how he stood and what he stood as. So, it was fascinating observing/watching individuals that look at Bernard as he is/was NOW and then ‘try and become him’. Obviously, looking at Bernard within the “present / the now” – not seeing Bernard as the totality of his history, his life, his journey/process – what it took throughout his life to be/become who/what he was/lived, who/what he still is/standing as. So, such individuals were looking at the equation Bernard = Principle, when it was in fact Principle = Bernard, and to be/become/stand as that Principle in fact in the Physical and LIVE as it: was a process consisting of YEARS of commitment and discipline. This is why some would try and copy him through EGO, magically believing ‘they are like him’ and/or they would fight him – both actually standing in the same starting point of in fact knowing that they cannot ever ‘be like him’ and so feel ‘threatened’. Thus, they’d try and be MORE than him (which are the ones that would go into Ego and try and copy him), or they try and break him down…fascinating the nature of the human as the Mind.

I emphasize this point for each one to Understand and remember that: Bernard always put ‘process first’, ‘the principle first’ – even before ‘himself’. There was no ‘personal self’ to Bernard – he walked, spoke and lived within and as Life Principle, and is the principle he always lived by and stood by: the same, yesterday, today and tomorrow. Therefore, with looking at Bernard – one need to for a moment look beyond the Mind’s I, beyond the Physical Eyes and see into and as his Words. His words were the Life Principle as what he stood as and lived. His words thus SHOWED the process for each one to walk, as he had walked - together with the insights/realisations/understandings he had come to, throughout his process, to assist and support those walking to see WITH him as equals, that we are able to take those/such insights/realisations/understandings and incorporate it into our own processes/lives. Again, the words Bernard spoke – was not “his words”, it was not “Bernard as a human” speaking – it was Bernard as what he stood as and lived speaking.

Therefore, for those trying to become “him”, for those trying to fight “him” – it’s pointless. You cannot become him nor can you fight him – because there was ‘no him’. You are trying to become and/or fight an Illusion, an Idea, an Opinion of him you created in your own Mind, so it’s really comical watching/observing such human beings doing this to themselves in their own Mind, creating their own paranoia and possession.

For those that are walking process, as I have mentioned, have been walking it for themselves, the MY-SELF – the realisation that: the process to Life each one has to walk, is INDIVIDUALLY. Thus, the process is the same, but the point that one will stand, HOW one will express as the Principle, Direct as the Principle - will be different for each one and can only be discovered through one’s self-honesty within and as the starting-point Principle and the walking of the Tools. So, remember – the process is to self realise through/as YOUR-SELF, not BERNARD-SELF. I mean, if in the dictionary it was referenced as BERNARD-SELF, then yeah lol – it would be to “become Bernard”…but it’s not. Bernard self-realised HIM-SELF, so you have to self-realise YOUR-SELF. And this “him/her” and “your” SELF – the SELF-point is where we’re standing within the principle of equality and oneness as life as what is best for all. It is the journey to life of the SELF – of myself as Sunette, of yourself as you. How we’re going to be/stand/direct – you cannot “know”, cause it’s NOT a knowledge point, you can only discover is through actually LIVING the principle and this is/will be a process from Consciousness to Awareness, from System to Life – the birthing of self as life in/as the Physical.

Have a look – it’s myself, yourself, him/her-self – the SELF point is the equal point, is the oneness point. So, this is the point that has to stand in the principle of/as equality and oneness as what is best for all, and then the “my / your / him/her” is the point where each one will be ‘individual’ in terms of how you will stand/express/direct as life. Bernard had walked his point, now it’s time to find/realise/live your point – and we will all find/realise that point through how he found/realised his point, which is through the Tools Desteni Provides.

With the beginning and the end as here – it is interesting that with Bernard, he was the beginning, the first plus one (+ 1) in the equality equation process. All that stood/walked with him from there, was the + 1’s to where we are now thus far with all of us standing within and as Desteni. Again here, you can see: the + 1 is individual, the self walking WITH – not following/copying, but standing as an individual together, equal and one. As Bernard was a beginning, an ‘end’ came to the beginning he had walked. Yet – with the beginning and end as here: from the end, a ‘new beginning’ stands and this is the ‘new beginning’ for us to continue walking. This ‘new beginning’ is where he personally is no more in an individual physical body as well, but what he stood as/existed as remains within and as this existence – a Process we have to individually walk and self realise as ourselves.

Therefore, what the Beginning and the End as Here means is that: there is always a beginning, an end to that beginning, and from that end, a new beginning for a new end and so forth….This is why/how ‘Change is a Constant’ – yet, what we must consider within this is: to Change with change, yet remain constant/consistent and stable within and as it. To not accept/allow change – as it progress within ourselves/this physical existence - to determine/define who we are, but that we utilize change constructively – remain standing within the directive principle of equality and oneness as what is Best for All, so that we become the directive principle of change itself. So that change manifest as ourselves, and no more be something that “happens TO us”. (I will expand on this relationship to change in posts to come.)

Many may say that “nothing will Ever be the same again”. I suggest considering that such a statement would mean that “everything was projected to be ONLY in Bernard’s hands/words/directive principle” and now, just because he’s gone – the idea is created that “everything is gone/lost”…when this is not so. He had prepared us all effectively, given us all the tools necessary, all the processes necessary, to take Responsibility for ourselves. So therefore, everything has always in fact been in our own Hands. If anything, such a statement “nothing will ever be the same again”, simply proves that we have placed too much trust, too much hope into Bernard as an Individual – that we did not develop, effectively, our own Self Trust – our stand/walking/living of/as Self Trust.

Herewith, let us walk our Beginning, our End, into and as our ‘new Beginning’ – where in our ‘new Beginning’, from the End we will meet in this life - will either be standing equal to and one with existence, the here, the everything in/as equality and oneness, or our “new beginning” will be the “new end”: where we will not be able to individualize ourselves into and as the equality and oneness of/as Life.

Redefining RESPONSIBILITY in the Mind World: DAY 212

Have you Seen my Happiness Anywhere? (Part 9)

The Wolves in Sheep’s Clothing – continued

FEAR of our own SHADOW – continued

EVIL – continued

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

For context from the previous posts:

We’re continuing with another Wool-Thread, disentangling the fluffy whiteness of the Mind/Energy experiences / illusions we hide within and behind as the Sheep’s Clothing, to unveil and expose the real Evil that we’ve become and from which we’ve created the good/positive/light and love, to see/realise and understand why/how it is that there exist no real, equal and one, physically lived good/positivity/love in this World and in the Minds/Lives of individual Human Beings – because it’s all just been an Illusion, created to hide the real inherent evil of the nature of our beingness as humans that is in fact creating/manifesting this world to be/become and accumulate into and as the consequence of evil/bad/negativity/darkness. And so, without facing the evil/bad/dark/negative, instead of understanding it, instead of establishing solutions for it to no more exist – we hide it/veil it, and actually in this, accept and allow it to accumulate – as what is showing/manifesting in the Mind and Lives of Human Beings today.

The Next wool-thread we’re walking is existent within the following statement:

“Live in this moment. Observe the world around you without entering its drama. Look in a mirror and see the timeless, ageless being you are. Happiness can only be found NOW, there is no other time.”

In and from this post, we’re continuing with the Self Commitment Statements as walked in the Previous Post  of the Self-Forgiveness Statements walked within Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6 and Part 7 – in assisting and supporting self to re-align the definition/relationship of ‘Happiness’, to have it not be/become a Veil of Energy within the Mind and behind one’s Physical Eyes, deluding oneself into an alternate reality that do not in fact exist – but to remain rooted/grounded here, within and as the Physical, Seeing Direct, and align oneself/one’s life to contributing to re-establishing Heaven on Earth, rather than contributing to the constant, continuous accumulation/proliferation of accepted and allowed suffering/consequence on Earth as what we’re currently, individually and collectively creating within/from who we are, how/what we live and the acceptances and allowances that’s come to Define ourselves, our living and so ‘life on earth’.

I commit myself to show, the accepted and allowed Evil as ‘abdication of direct self-responsibility’ existent within the words “Observe the world around you without entering its drama” within and as our ‘spheres of influence’ / ‘primary relationships’ to/as the worlds of the Mind, our personal world and then this World as a Whole. With ‘Evil’ – standing within/as the premise / definition of “That which we do as the Reverse of LIVE, of CONTRIBUTING to ‘LIFE on earth’ as being/living the SOLUTIONS to the state of ourselves, our relationships and so this world/humanity as a whole - with EVIL the ‘how/why/when/where and when’ we accept and allow ourselves to contribute to HELL (as consequence/suffering) on earth within and as the starting point of who we are and how/what we do.  So, here we have to start looking at how to reverse this relationship of EVIL to LIVE and it STARTS with ourselves, because who we are and how/what we do as the guiding frameworks/principles that define ourselves and so our existence: will be that which accordingly determine ALL our relationships – from the Mind, to our Personal World and so this World as a Whole. And, at the Moment – all of Humanity is existing as the Reverse as EVIL, creating HELL on Earth through contributing to suffering/consequence from the small to the great – instead of LIVE in contributing to establishing LIFE / HEAVEN on earth from the small to the great. So, the question thus, here – how does ‘abdication of Responsibility’ apply to the statement “Observe the world around you without entering its drama” and what are the consequences of accepting and allowing such a starting point, in that it contribute to the Evil, the consequence, the suffering in one’s relationship to the Mind, one’s personal world and so this World as a whole?

I commit myself to show, with starting from the ‘small’ – the Evil accepted and allowed in the statement “Observe the world around you without entering its drama” in the context of the relationship to our own Minds. Because, what we would tend to do, with having a look at the “world of the Mind”, and then the premise/definition of “drama” as the conflict/friction/madness/mayhem we generate/program and participate in within the Mind from anger, frustration, jealousy, rage, anxiety, stress, worry, fear, hate, deception, secrets – all the negative/bad/evil/dark thoughts, imaginations and reactions; is that: If/as one would apply such a statement to one’s “Mind World” such as “Observe the world around you without entering its drama”, that ‘Evil’ as the ‘abdication of responsibility’ would come into play. Because what is Not seen, realised and understood is that SELF as the Mind as Consciousness had programmed, accepted and allowed / imprinted the very “Drama” that is existent within one’s Mind – and simply ‘observing it, without entering it as facing it/investigating it’ is NOT a SOLUTION to the ‘Drama’ but more a perpetuation of the Drama in the Mind.

Because, tacitly implied within the statement “Observe the world around you without entering its drama”, is to ‘ignore / deny / suppress / look away’ the ‘Drama’ within the context of ‘Out of Sight / Out of Mind’. But, this is where Human Consciousness is mistaken – that, YES, one do have the ability to just Observe the Drama of the Mind and not enter into it / face it / investigate it / take responsibility for it and change it and instead ignore, deny, suppress its existence BUT: what IN FACT happens/manifest to That which one suppress/ignore/deny/hide within one’s own Mind, is that one’s Consciousness – on the levels of the Subconscious, Unconscious, Quantum Mind and Quantum Physical – would utilize the information, the ‘drama’ that one deliberately suppressed into and as Self to ‘Out of Sight / Out of the Conscious Mind (to be exact)’ would then be PRESSED as layered/stored into and as the levels of the Unconscious, the Quantum Mind and Quantum Physical and will eventually be changed in such away by the Mind to form part of the Emotional/Feeling Bodies of Personality Systems of the Mind.

Because, understand – even though you in your Conscious Mind awareness (which is the limited domain within which the Human’s ‘awareness’ currently exist), even though in your Conscious Mind ‘awareness’ you do not use / participate in the information as the ‘Drama’: that very ‘information’ as the thoughts/imagination/reactions – consist of/exist as ENERGY. So, usually – when/as you DO participate in the ‘Drama’, what happens is the information becomes an ‘Active Part’ of a Personality/Mind and will keep coming up over and over and over again to preoccupy you / keep you ‘activate’ within the Mind/Consciousness. However – when/as you make the decision to SUPPRESS it and not have it be an activate part of your Conscious Mind awareness – this is then where the rest of the Mind as the Subconscious, Unconscious, Quantum Mind and Quantum Physical will ‘deactivate’ the information / thoughts/imagination/reactions from being an ‘active part’ of a Personality System and transform the information into ENERGY. Transforming it into Energy, because you suppress the information and press as layer/store it into the depths of the Mind/the Physical to “not been seen”, and so with Consciousness changing the information/ ‘drama’ that you suppressed into ENERGY: the information STILL EXIST and STILL REMAIN within you – just in another FORM/Substance. So, one can NEVER in fact hide/run away from everything that comes up in the Mind, it is YOU and will always be PART of you, Consciousness can change it/transform it and essentially ‘use it’ if you don’t use it in your ‘Conscious Mind ‘awareness’’. With the consequences of this being, that – YOU DON’T KNOW which emotional/feeling body Consciousness moved the information/energy that you SUPPRESSED into and as and so, is an example of why/how human beings can suddenly/unexpectedly EXPLODE in reactions of particular emotions/feelings when a Personality activated – because, what happened is an extended period of SUPPRESSION of the ‘Drama of the Mind’ and then Consciousness used all such suppression, all such information, transformed it into energy, channelled the energy into emotional/feeling bodies of varying Personalities in the Mind and started accumulating the Suppressions as ENERGY, to the extent where – for the accumulated energy to RELEASE, it has to be EXPRESSED in behaviour/ ‘living’. And so a moment in interaction with something/someone in the environment can trigger a personality, which activate the emotional/feeling body and with that emotional/feeling body charged up with SO MUCH suppressed energy: the Reaction can become a Possession and lead one to consequential behaviours/actions in one’s world/reality.

Thus, I commit myself to show – how/why thus, the Evil exist within the statement “Observe the world around you without entering its drama”, because one in fact contribute to one’s own consequence/suffering in the Mind World with ‘abdicating responsibility’ to That which manifest in one’s Mind as self, in how such suppressions layer/accumulate consequence in the Mind and so eventually the physical body to eventually lead to actual Physical Reality consequence in one’s world/reality. Instead of how it’s supposed to be, as: Realising, seeing and understanding that “whatever comes up in my Mind, is coming up in MY Mind. My Mind which is my ‘Inner World / Space’ within which only I exist within my My Body, alone – and so, whatever comes up/manifest in my Mind, my ‘inner world/space’: is My Responsibility’. So, simply “Observe the world around you without entering its drama” is Not a Solution, ‘cause it’s like trying to suppress/deny/ignore/hide parts/representations of/as the nature/beingness of Self – it’s like, in a way, seeing ‘little you’s’ popping up within you as the thoughts/imaginations/words/reactions that manifest in the Mind and so it’s rather strange to try and “suppress yourself” lol – obviously, which is impossible, because as explained above and that is walked in DETAIL in the Quantum Mind Interview Series, is that: whatever you suppress will remain part of you as the Mind, simply changed into different forms. And with self not even being aware of the extent in/as which the Mind exist – you don’t know/are not aware of where/how Consciousness will store/layer everything that you suppress as you within the rest of you as the Subconscious, Unconscious, Quantum Mind and Quantum Physical and the Personality Systems within that. It’s like you’re creating a ‘Pandora’s Box Lucky Packet’ that can open/activate in any given moment with the smallest trigger point from/of your external world/environment. Thus, within this, then the question – what is LIVE as Responsibility in one’s relationship to the Mind, one’s Mind World to contribute to SOLUTIONS instead of consequence/suffering – in seeing, realising and understanding that the ‘Drama’ of the Mind, one’s Mind World, will not simply just ‘go away’ or be resolved through suppression, denial / ignorance as abdication of Responsibility? Thus, for no more Drama to exist – one require facing, investigating and changing the Drama, the ‘little you’s’ that is represented in the thoughts, imaginations, reactions that tend to occupy the Mind.

So, with having a look at the word Responsibility – the answer is already given/existent within and as the word itself. RESPONSE-ABILITY – where, we do have the ABILITY to RESPOND to/as the Drama in the Mind World, but we seem to deliberately NOT respond, with ‘respond’ standing in the context/premise/definition of/as ‘actually investigating it / resolving it into and as an equal and one sustainable solution for/as Self’. Because, the Mind is ‘our World / my World / space’ and it is obviously reflecting in our living and so our relationships in this world/reality that we’re not RESPONDING to the drama, the consequence, the suffering we’re directly responsible for in all the worlds of our existence as the Mind, our personal world and so the World as a whole. But instead just ‘OBSERVING it’ / separating ourselves from it and that’s what everyone’s doing – and look at the extent of consequence/suffering/pain as EVIL that is accumulating/being perpetuated in all the worlds within and as our accepted and allowed abdication of responsibility to/towards it. Thus, here – one have to see, realise and understand that we haven’t even practically lived the Word RESPONSIBILITY, with us not ‘responding as investigating/solving’ the Drama in the Mind – but instead suppress, deny / ignore / attempt/try to HIDE it. Therefore, LIVING the word RESPONSIBILITY as taking/living that ABILITY to RESPOND to the Drama in/as the Mind World – is through investigating/facing and CHANGING the Drama in the Mind World DIRECTLY so that in this process NO MORE DRAMA IN THE MIND EXIST at all. Changing SELF AS the Drama that self accepted and allowed to be/become/exist in the Mind as Self into and as equal and one solutions for self in one’s relationship to/as one’s own Inner World.

We’ll continue in the Next Post with the practical redefinition of Responsibility within the Mind World.