Eternal Darkness (Part 3): DAY 465

  

Another point opened up that’ll show why and how we’re in fact self-responsible for the reactions we create in our Minds:

Here I am referring to the example I used in the previous post regarding our tendency to blame others for our own reactions, such as anger – where we’d think to someone / say to someone “YOU made me angry”. Now, in ‘real-time’ (real-time, meaning while we’re having an argument /disagreement with someone) – it’s ‘easier’ to say “YOU made me angry” / “it’s YOUR fault I’m in this/that mood”, because the person is right in front of us and our focus is on the person / the conversation; little attention is paid to what we’re in fact doing in our Minds that is actually creating the reaction of anger / the mood we’re experiencing.

However - when we’re alone with ourselves, our own Minds, in the evening before going to sleep – we’d often think about the day / recall memories. In the process of thinking about and recalling memories of events/interactions with other people and there was an instance where we had an emotional reaction towards another: we’d still continue blaming the other! But, isn’t this quite strange? Because, we’re alone, with ourselves – in our own Mind and Body, the person is not in our immediate environment – is nowhere to be found and yet when referencing the memory of the event/conversation with the person: we still access the reaction / the anger for example. So now explain to me – lol: how on earth can the person be ‘making you angry’ still if they’re not there??? The anger is still experienced when referencing the memory, so now: who creates the anger? Where is the anger coming from? If one is still able to experience the reaction of anger within oneself when you’re alone – despite the person not being in your environment, not saying anything / doing anything: this then comes to show that we ourselves create / activate the emotions, such as anger for example – that we experience in the Mind and Body. Because, when you’re around the person or when you’re alone with yourself – one thing remains constant: that is the emotional reaction, such as anger in this example, that one is experiencing within oneself. If/as the emotional reaction, such as anger – COMPLETELY went away when you were not physically around the person, even when looking at the Memory of the event and there is NO REACTION or movement or change within oneself AT ALL: then, yes – we could say that the person was the cause. But, each one self-honestly can assess for themselves, that: when they had a reaction towards another in ‘real time’ and they’d think about / remember the memory of the interaction/conversation/event: the reaction / experience remains.

So, many here can have a look at the example and say that one is accessing the MEMORY of what happened and in the MEMORY is existent the reaction that the other person created within oneself – so the memory is containing the reaction, one is not making oneself angry…Really? Now, this time – what is blamed for the reaction is the MEMORY…it’s interesting how far we’d go to abdicate responsibility, to understand how we ourselves create reactions in our own Minds / Bodies.

So, if the reaction was then contained in the memory – then, the reaction should be localized to the memory only. Meaning: we look at memories in the head / brain region – so, if the memory of the event came up and the emotion was caught-up in the Memory, then we should only be experiencing/feeling the anger in the head/brain region where the memory is being looked-at. But, when accessing Memories – especially ones where we reacted, in for example anger: our whole body responds and we can feel the energy moving in the solar-plexus area. Here, we are in fact – in our bodies, through the mind and memory: recreating the emotional reaction of/as anger for example.

What I’d like to show in this example is why/how it is so effective to utilize the moment before going to sleep to assist/support oneself within one’s process by reflecting on the day / looking at memories. Here, one can self honestly assess one’s responsibility within creating emotional / feeling reactions and accordingly take responsibility for one’s own thoughts and reactions. In the next post – I’ll continue with explaining how exactly we create, for example anger, in the ‘real time’ moment we’re interacting with the person/event and also when we’re referencing a memory. Within this - also show you how you can change the reactions, where you can decide not to react, which is also proof that we ourselves create the reactions we experience, because: if we can stop and change reactions – it means we started them in the first place. No one else can stop reactions within your Mind: only self can.

The Mind System’s Unconscious/Subconscious Mind Relationship – Part 1 (Self Forgiveness): 

DAY 159

 Featured Artwork by: Scott Cook

Character Resonance Evolution - Part 22 (Self Forgiveness)

Multidimensional Inner-Voices – Part 28 (Self Forgiveness)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

As mentioned in DAY 158, we’re continuing with Self-Forgiveness and Self-Commitment statements on more of the structural details of the Unconscious Mind’s relationship to the rest of the Mind Consciousness System in the Physical. With, for example how the Unconscious Mind would transfer energies to the rest of the Mind, how energies are stored/circulated into/as the entire Mind and within that how the Unconscious Mind store/layer information into and as the Physical Body as how it is that we within/throughout our lives would essentially, seemingly ‘remain stable’ in our behaviours, mannerisms and habits as the extent to which the Mind had become the Physical, as the Physical had become the Mind.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood and took responsibility for me as the starting point consequence of my separation and fear that has now become existent as the Unconscious Mind Structural Resonance and its relationship to the rest of the Mind, in having a look at the Unconscious/Physical-Mind’s relationship to the Subconscious-Mind, where:

With the Unconscious/Physical Mind existent as a substance that permeate, infiltrate and infuse into and as the base/primary building-blocks of the physical body as it move in its processes within, between and as the proteins, enzymes, chemicals, nutrients, atoms, DNA, RNA – the very minute/small of/as the active processes of the physical as the physical is in its processes of stimulating/creating physical energy that the Unconscious Mind will transform into Mind-Energy. With the Unconscious/Physical Mind also existent within and as these particles’ structures and manifestations, which the Unconscious Mind then thus equate its relationship to/as, to break-down/tear off and transform into and as its origin as substance to transform into and as mind-energy.

What must also be considered here, is that – with and as the very Physical Movement of/as all these processes that can be scientifically measured, the physical thus in its very movement emit a resonance/vibration that the Mind in the Physical can utilize in ‘absorbing’ into and as its existent mind-energies to ‘amplify’ the existent mind-energy within and as its Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious Mind platforms in the Physical. Thus, as the physical is in its processes of physical movement, constantly and continuously, from the minute, to the small to the great: the Mind in the Physical automatically with and as its infused-relationship to the physical, resonate the vibrations/resonance of the actual physical into and as itself, which the energy-threads/channels in all its platforms as the Unconscious Mind and the Subconscious Mind especially, will ‘absorb’ and essentially utilize the resonance/vibration for additional ‘speed’ in its movement within and through the Mind. Thus in this sense, amplifying the movement of energy within and as the Mind platforms, as the energies will utilize the resonances/vibration of actual physical movement by ‘breathing it into itself’ in a way, which with this physical connection between Mind-Energy and Physical-Movement allows for the Mind to move faster than the physical. And is primarily what, for example when/as one’s emotions/feelings activate within a personality, where the more the emotions and feelings charge, the more the Unconscious/Subconscious Mind will essentially ‘dig into’ the physical to produce mind-energy, for which the entire body has to move faster within all its processes to keep up with the extent to which the Mind will break-down/tear off physicality, which is what sets of the heart rate and the faster the physical move, the more physical resonance/vibration is existent that the energies/mind platforms can ‘breathe in’, which again allows for the energy to move faster. And so why/how in/as an energy/emotional/feeling rush, one will experience the ENERGY more than the actual HEARTBEAT or physical movement, because one’s MIND as energy is moving in quantum time faster than the Physical here as the Body and is so, essentially elevated into and as the Mind/Energy in separation from/of the Physical.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand and take responsibility for the consequences of me as the starting point existence of me as separation and as fear, from the beginning as manifested as the relationship between energy and substance, now the mind and the physical, with not standing in/as equality and oneness with and as Life – that is now become existent as the Unconscious Mind’s relationship to the Subconscious Mind within the context of their relationship to Energy as produced from/of the actual Physical, where:

What must be understood thus, with the Unconscious Mind being merged/infused into and as and with the physical, is that the Mind will thus move accordingly to how the physical move within and as its detailed processes in/as the minute, small and great of the entire Physical-Body. Thus, when looking interdimensionally-physically at the Unconscious and Subconscious Mind, especially – it’s really so integrated and infused into the physical that it looks exactly like the physical, but is the darkened presence/substance as a shadow that is additionally substantiating all of the physical. Thus, within this – to also understand that the Unconscious-Mind will form/manifest an interconnected platform within the detail of the physical’s particles, in for example having a look at the Cell, particularly the mitochondrion:

(Referencing the picture of the Cell utilized in DAY 139)

The Subconscious Mind and the Unconscious Mind form ‘webs’ within and between all the parts and particles of the physical body, thus – the Subconscious Mind would link from the one Mitochondria membrane to the other, as will the Unconscious Mind link from the proteins, enzymes and chemicals within the one Mitochondria to the other. Thus, the Unconscious/Physical Mind’s layer is existent in the very “centre” of/as all of the physical where it interconnects/webs, while the Subconscious Mind layer is existent within the very “surface” of/as all of the physical where it interconnects/webs into and as. And because the Mind’s platform/substance is ‘pliable’ in its movement/motion with and as the physical body, essentially having elasticity to it, this allows the Mind platform to move as the physical moves and so is able to extend/contract within the ‘spaces in between’, for example the Mitochondrion according to how the Mitochondrion in a cell will move.

With this, what is very structured within the Mind’s Unconscious and Subconscious Mind is the very substance’s ‘platform’ – meaning, what one can interdimensionally-physically see is: as the Unconscious Mind produce mind-energy from/of the physical, how it will for example, from within the mitochondria, the processes within the mitochondria, transfer mind-energy into and as the membrane of the mitochondria from where the Subconscious-Mind will thus absorb the energies and locate/transfer them within/as actual energy-channels situated within the platform of the Subconscious Mind and extend them into and as the Personality System layers within the Subconscious Mind and/or into and as the Sub-Characters/Personalities. Or will simply “hold/store” the energies transferred from the Unconscious Mind into the Subconscious Mind with and as a magnetic membrane, until the Subconscious Mind will accordingly release the energies to charge/fuel Personalities when/as needed.

(These processes of how the Mind store energies through/as magnetic membranes is discussed within the Quantum Mind Interview Series available on EQAFE.)

Within this, with the Subconscious Mind extending from/of the Unconscious Mind and the Conscious-Mind extending from/of the Subconscious Mind – this, one can more have a look at the ‘hierarchical structuring’ of the Unconscious/Physical Mind as it is Consciousness that is the platform that extend within and throughout the entire Mind that is the awareness of EVERYTHING that is existent in and as the Mind that essentially regulate/control all the processes/systems/energy-distributions of the Mind in the Physical.

Thus, as we continue more within this structural and mechanical processes/dynamics between the Mind and the Physical and the extent of what really goes on beyond the thoughts within the Conscious Mind – what one will see, realise and understand is how much more, at this stage, Consciousness in fact is in comparing our current awareness of ourselves in the Conscious Mind to the extent that the Mind in fact exist in the Physical.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand and take responsibility for the consequence of me, from the beginning to now, in and as my emergence as separation and as fear, as the relationship between energy and substance, now the mind and the physical as I did not stand in and as equality and oneness with and as Life here, in and as looking at what I now exist as, as the Mind’s relationship as ENERGY to and as the entire Physical Body, within the extent of how limited the Mind really in fact is, in that it really only is an entire ENERGY system that has personalized itself into and as Personalities, with its components that construct/define it as thoughts, emotions, feelings, memories, frequencies, sounds, vibrations, images, pictures, imagination – all of it, in its base substance, originating from and of a relationship between the physical and mind-energy merged. Which is why and how it is that within us, we think – can imagine, fantasize, walk down memory lane, but the very components cannot be “scientifically” removed from the physical / “physically seen” when only having a look at the Physical Body. That even with this evidence, regarding when doing an X-Ray / 3-Dimensional scan of the Physical, all that you see is the PHYSICAL and yet still, there are human beings that believe the “physical is not real”; as we’re not seeing, realising and understanding this equated relationship between the Mind as the interdimensional to the Physical as Matter, in the extent to which the Mind has merged with the Physical, that this relationship exist beyond, yet within the Physical in the depths of the primary substances of and as energy and the physical, that allows for the Mind as thoughts, for example to exist without it being able to be ‘surgically’ removed, if you will. That, our thoughts in the physical exist as it does cause our awareness/beingness have been conflictually merged into and as the presence/substance of the mind as energy and the physical as matter, but obviously more completely into and as the mind as energy as we have no direct relationship to the physical as matter. And so we speed through life in the Mind in separation from the physical as the Mind sacrifice the physical body for its finite existence, separating the human as much as possible from the PHYSICAL as HERE, because as long as our awareness is separate from what is real as the Physical: the Mind as the Illusion can continue existing/surviving.

We’ll continue in the next post with having a look at more detail regarding the existence of thoughts, memories, imagination that we’re aware of in the Conscious and Subconscious Mind and what this process thus “from Consciousness to Awareness” practically imply, in seeing, realising and understanding that “who one is” is not thoughts, but it’s what we accepted and allowed to become in separating our awareness into a System as Consciousness instead of living in and as the equal and one awareness of the PHYSICAL.

Sub-Character Creation – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness): DAY 113

Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 13 (Self-Forgiveness)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

We’re continuing with the Self-Forgiveness of DAY 111, starting with STEP 1. How Consciousness dissect the memory in a Main/Primary Character System, which will also explain the structural detail of how a Personality suit/body in the Mind look like/functions.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood the process of how and why Consciousness dissect a Memory into and as a Personality suit/body within and as the Mind Consciousness System, with continuing walking the example of Friend A: hearing and seeing her Mother with her Father in her gentle/caring energy experience sounded voice that activated Friend A’s Main Mind’s emotional/feeling body and so also her Conservative Character emotional/feeling body.

Now, from understanding this process of how Consciousness dissect a memory into/as a Personality Body/suit will also be the introduction platform to understanding how our Thought-Patterns/Internal Conversations/Backchat are created within ourselves from/of words of others from Memories, echoing in our Minds that we’ve come to accept/allow as the voices of ourselves. Which in fact come from ‘live moment memories’ that we’ve formed/manifested as part of our self-definition/beingness in/as our Mind-Physical existence and so became the words/sentences/views of ourselves in/as our Minds that we use to validate/evolve our already-existent Characters/Personalities that we’ve copied/imitated from/of those that have gone before us.

1.                   How Consciousness dissect the memory in a Main/Primary Character System:

What must be understood is that, within the Mind – present-moments are captured through/as the physical-mind eyes in/as ‘real time’. Meaning, for example, that moment where Friend A observed her mother’s and father’s interaction at the table: what will happen is the Mind/Consciousness will ‘hold a position’ within/as itself that will take the being into a state of staring. Where there will be a delay within/between the eye-blinks so that an entire moment can be captured as a memory in the Mind for the Mind, to capture in/as a present-moment memory with as much detail it can use to create/construct a Personality/Body-Suit. Thus, Consciousness can – within/between eye-blinks manifest ‘time’, regarding the ‘time frame’ of the/a ‘present moment’ it requires to capture/manifest within itself. For example – with Friend A sitting at the table; and her Mind-Physical eyes captured a short present-moment in/between the eye-blinks that consciousness thus assessed is in alignment to the micro-chip memory of the Conservative Character, activating the Conservative Character. Now, within that memory that initially activated the Conservative Character – Consciousness would determine from/of the memory the potential of utilizing the mother-father interaction to construct/build and so evolve the Conservative Character more, and thus need/require more detail from/of the initial short present-moment memory. In this need/requirement of more detail – means that Consciousness require a more ‘extended time-frame’ of a present-moment into and as a memory, which mean the eye-blinks need/require to slow down / stop for a moment so that an entire moment/more breaths can manifest into/as a memory which will contain a more extended interaction within what Friend A is observing. And so, Friend A will be taken into/as a ‘staring mode’ – where it’s like the Mind ‘stops’ for a moment and Friend A is staring at her mother/father for a moment. This ‘staring phase’ manifest as Consciousness take directive-principle in/as the centre point of the Main Mind, that is now centred with/as the Conservative Character that was initially activated from/of the initial short present-moment memory from where Consciousness assessed the potential of getting more information/data if/as it can capture a ‘longer time-framed live moment memory’. And so, Consciousness would centre itself within the centre-point with the Main Mind and the Conservative Character System – and directly link the Physical-Mind Eyes to/as the Unconscious-Mind glass-window frame, essentially ‘highlighting’ / ‘holding it’ stable so that, Consciousness can within/on the glass window pane, manifest an extended live moment memory consisting of/existing as more captured data/information from/of the external environment/world interaction. From here thus, Consciousness will capture as a memory – the entire play-out/scenario, the detail of the external environment, the words, the facial and body expression, I mean – literally an exact duplicate of the external moment manifest as an extended live memory in/as the glass window pane platform.

And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how ‘live memories’ manifest in/as our Minds in absolute detail, and such ‘live memories’ are possible due to the Mind-Physical integration, where the Mind is a Physical-Interdimensional System that can physically imprint reality into/as a real-time remembrance as a memory within/as us. Where, essentially – we are the ones that is ‘present’ in that moment, we are in fact physically in that moment, as for example Friend A is ‘here’ with her mother and father in/as that physical-moment. But instead of us being here in physical-moments in equality and oneness with ourselves, our bodies and the people/moment, where – if/as we were absolutely here, there would be no requirement/need for a Memory-System, it would always be a remembrance that is HERE as ourselves within ourselves in/as the Physical, and not created into/as a separate MEMORY-System that is used to construct/build Characters/Personalities in our Minds. But because we’re not this Physical-here in equality and oneness but have accepted and allowed a Mind/Consciousness to control/construct our existence into an alternate reality instead of living in Physical-Reality/here, the Mind utilize this physical-here moment, create it into MEMORIES / memory-systems within us, that is deliberately only used to construct/build/manifest/create alternate selves in an alternate reality as the Mind. (We’ll in posts to come within the Blog, walk the difference between Memories of/as the Mind and Remembrance as Self in equality and oneness here.)

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the Mind and the Physical, from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood how – with that extended ‘live moment memory’ now existent/captured into/as the glass-window pane of/as the Main Mind Consciousness System, once Consciousness captured enough information/data within/as the memory and so shifts the being out-of the staring-trance. Where that memory is then duplicated, with the duplicate stored in/as the Unconscious Mind of the Main Mind Consciousness System and the original moved into and as the centre-point of the Mind Consciousness System that is now in alignment, to with and as the Conservative Character Personality System. From where this Live Moment Memory will be as energy and information, transferred into/as compartments of/as the Personality/Character System for/as ‘storage activation’, for when/as Friend A will be in a moment with a future partner this Memory/Character will activate and so speak/behave in a similar/same manner as that of her Mother within this Memory.

So, as mentioned before, the Personality Systems are in a frame of an actual physical body, so when/as a Personality System activate, it aligns within the physical body, though parallel in/as the Main Mind Consciousness within the Physical-Body, so it’s a body (Main Character), in a body (The Main Mind) in a body (Physical Body), essentially. So, what Consciousness will do in the dissection of a memory is firstly take the energy and resonate it into and as the emotional/feeling body of the Personality System, with the process of transferring memory date/information into/as the compartments of the Personality System, again essentially ‘copying’ the information/data from/of Memory into and as specific locations within/as the Personality System. It’s to understand within this, that Consciousness is a ‘moving presence’ within, as and with everything and all that the Mind consist of/exist as. And so it is Consciousness that will move/copy the energy from/of the ‘live moment memory’ now centred in the centre point of the Main Mind, in centred position with/as also the Main Character. And so the energy in the memory is channelled/transferred into/as the emotional/feeling body, simultaneously, the architecture, the information, the patterns of the mother and father’s behaviour is copied/transferred into/as the Alignment, the outer lining/framework of/as the Personality System as this will be the layering of behavioural systems that manifest. To when/as this memory activate in the Character of Friend A, when/as she in physical reality materialize a moment equal-to and one-with the Memory, she will instantly go into similar behaviour as that which she imprinted into her as a Child.

Then, the words and the sounds of the words are stored/layered in a compartment within the Subconscious-Mind of the Main Character Personality-System that consist of/exist as ‘shelves’, in/as which words/sounds are captured/imprinted. And it actually looks like shelves – where the very shelves consist of/exist as the imprinted/manifested sounds and words.

Thus, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the three primary compartments/manifestations that a memory is dissected into/as is the Subconscious-Mind words/sounds ‘shelves’, the emotional/feeling body and the behavioural-system alignment that is layered within/as the framework of/as the Personality suit/body. Now, with each memory, what must also be understood is that – each memory will have a specific ‘signature’ and so the ‘signature’ of the memory will be existent within the Subconscious-Mind shelves of the words/sounds of the memory, the emotional/feeling body and the behavioural-system alignment. And so, when/as the memory is successfully aligned/compartmentalized within the Personality Suit/Body, the Memory will be stored into/as the Unconscious-Mind of the Character/Personality System to so continue feeding a ‘live stream’ into and as which the Memory was organized/compartmentalized. And, within this – this process of when/as Consciousness dissect a Memory into and as a Primary/Main Character such as the Conservative Character of/as Friend A – this is the process of ‘additional/sub character creations’ from/of Memories. Where, for example, the character that is aligned within the primary character of/from her mother for example – would be referred to as the ‘Empathic Character’ that will form part of the Conservative Character and form as an additional assistance/support for/of the Main Character’s primary interest/intention as relationship, and will so use the Empathic Character within the Conservative Character as her process of establishing/solidifying a relationship with her partner in the Future.

We’ll in the next post continue with the Commitment Statements of the Self-Forgiveness walked here, and in DAY 114 continue with this process, of – for example, how a Character-Creation from/of a Memory by/through Consciousness within an already-existence Primary Character; will eventually form part of a child’s speech, behaviour and experience within and as their Mind-Physical existence.

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