The Beginning and the End as Here

(Please Note - this blog is written with the advent of Bernard Poolman's  passing, to see/realise/understand why/how it is that the Process of equality and oneness, life, as what is best for all - still stands and continues within/through each one of us standing individually and together)

A statement Bernard used to say often was: “Everything is Here”, so therefore – this means that the Beginning, as well as the End, is Here. The obvious Question(s) that may arise within this is: How can “everything be here” and “how can there be both a beginning and an end in and as the point of here?” To understand this, one has to understand “here” and the relationship between the physical body of each human being and “here”.

What has become obvious with the Opening of the Portal, as well as the material and interviews done through/with the Portal, is that: “there is more than meets the eye and the I”. Meaning – there is more to this existence, within this existence, as this existence than what we see with our physical eyes and what we see through our Mind’s I. To see ‘beyond the Mind’, to see ‘into and beyond the physical’ is what we show you through the Portal. Therefore, there is only one Portal needed, because – as we show you, through the Portal, how to see beyond the Mind’s I and the Physical Eye’s: you see for yourself, and so we see together. Those that have walked with Desteni up to this point, especially for the last few years, can attest to the fact of what it means to see beyond/within/into the Physical, and beyond/through the Mind. This one can read/follow and walk in the 7 Year Journey to Life Processes walked by Individuals.

This is important to understand (that there is more to what we see through the eyes and the I), because this is where we’ll be getting into understanding the “here”.

Now, the “here” is the point where “everything is”. This “everything” is where all, everything, everyone in existence is unified into and as a point of absolute equality and oneness. This is the point where the past, present and future exist. This is the point where there is access to everything, everyone within existence within and as all time-frames and all existences (both heaven and earth). This “here” stands within and as the physical, and access to this “here” the stand of/as this “here” is existent within and as every breath. Meaning, it’s not like all of existence’s “information” is here ALL THE TIME – it means that, what is needed/required to be known, to be said, to be showed – is here in every moment of breath, as one move within/as every moment of breath; walking in/as an absolute trust of/as what is required to be said/shown/lived in the moment. This is what Bernard stood as in the Physical: The Equality and Oneness of/as/within the “here”. He stood equal to and one with heaven and earth, everything and all within and as it, within and as the principle of life, as what is Best for All and directed it. This ‘access’ to Life, to All as Here – is not a matter of knowledge and information. It’s not a matter of power or authority. This ‘access’ to Life, to All as Here and the ability to direct it – is a matter of Living, of Directive Principle, of standing and living the principle of/as Life, proven. Many may interpret this as power, authority, and godhood – but, anyone that has met Bernard directly in the flesh will attest to the fact that he was a human being. I wanted to say ‘normal human being’, but he was an extra-ordinary human being – EXTRA-ordinary. Meaning, he was ordinary in his living, calm, direct, stable, to the point – more so than any other human being. Thus, he was not a “god”, a “power” because of what he stood as – but a living example of the potential for those willing to self realise it themselves. This ability does not give one power/authority - as what guides the directive principle IS THE PRINCIPLE, which is “equality and oneness as what is best for all”. This is what many misinterpreted about Bernard: they referenced his stand, his walk, what he stood for/as through looking at it THROUGH HIM, when it’s actually in reverse: it’s the PRINCIPLE he was standing within/as and living; that through the Principle it gave him the directive principle to direct/stand/show the process he had walked that is for all to walk to realise LIFE in the PHYSICAL. Life - which exist within and as the Principle of/as equality and oneness as what is best for all in and as the Physical.

He emphasized throughout process that he does not accept/allow slaves, that he does not accept/allow followers – yet, despite this, it is fascinating how many human beings ‘tried to be like him’. Not realising the YEARS he had walked in his individual process to stand where he stood, how he stood and what he stood as. So, it was fascinating observing/watching individuals that look at Bernard as he is/was NOW and then ‘try and become him’. Obviously, looking at Bernard within the “present / the now” – not seeing Bernard as the totality of his history, his life, his journey/process – what it took throughout his life to be/become who/what he was/lived, who/what he still is/standing as. So, such individuals were looking at the equation Bernard = Principle, when it was in fact Principle = Bernard, and to be/become/stand as that Principle in fact in the Physical and LIVE as it: was a process consisting of YEARS of commitment and discipline. This is why some would try and copy him through EGO, magically believing ‘they are like him’ and/or they would fight him – both actually standing in the same starting point of in fact knowing that they cannot ever ‘be like him’ and so feel ‘threatened’. Thus, they’d try and be MORE than him (which are the ones that would go into Ego and try and copy him), or they try and break him down…fascinating the nature of the human as the Mind.

I emphasize this point for each one to Understand and remember that: Bernard always put ‘process first’, ‘the principle first’ – even before ‘himself’. There was no ‘personal self’ to Bernard – he walked, spoke and lived within and as Life Principle, and is the principle he always lived by and stood by: the same, yesterday, today and tomorrow. Therefore, with looking at Bernard – one need to for a moment look beyond the Mind’s I, beyond the Physical Eyes and see into and as his Words. His words were the Life Principle as what he stood as and lived. His words thus SHOWED the process for each one to walk, as he had walked - together with the insights/realisations/understandings he had come to, throughout his process, to assist and support those walking to see WITH him as equals, that we are able to take those/such insights/realisations/understandings and incorporate it into our own processes/lives. Again, the words Bernard spoke – was not “his words”, it was not “Bernard as a human” speaking – it was Bernard as what he stood as and lived speaking.

Therefore, for those trying to become “him”, for those trying to fight “him” – it’s pointless. You cannot become him nor can you fight him – because there was ‘no him’. You are trying to become and/or fight an Illusion, an Idea, an Opinion of him you created in your own Mind, so it’s really comical watching/observing such human beings doing this to themselves in their own Mind, creating their own paranoia and possession.

For those that are walking process, as I have mentioned, have been walking it for themselves, the MY-SELF – the realisation that: the process to Life each one has to walk, is INDIVIDUALLY. Thus, the process is the same, but the point that one will stand, HOW one will express as the Principle, Direct as the Principle - will be different for each one and can only be discovered through one’s self-honesty within and as the starting-point Principle and the walking of the Tools. So, remember – the process is to self realise through/as YOUR-SELF, not BERNARD-SELF. I mean, if in the dictionary it was referenced as BERNARD-SELF, then yeah lol – it would be to “become Bernard”…but it’s not. Bernard self-realised HIM-SELF, so you have to self-realise YOUR-SELF. And this “him/her” and “your” SELF – the SELF-point is where we’re standing within the principle of equality and oneness as life as what is best for all. It is the journey to life of the SELF – of myself as Sunette, of yourself as you. How we’re going to be/stand/direct – you cannot “know”, cause it’s NOT a knowledge point, you can only discover is through actually LIVING the principle and this is/will be a process from Consciousness to Awareness, from System to Life – the birthing of self as life in/as the Physical.

Have a look – it’s myself, yourself, him/her-self – the SELF point is the equal point, is the oneness point. So, this is the point that has to stand in the principle of/as equality and oneness as what is best for all, and then the “my / your / him/her” is the point where each one will be ‘individual’ in terms of how you will stand/express/direct as life. Bernard had walked his point, now it’s time to find/realise/live your point – and we will all find/realise that point through how he found/realised his point, which is through the Tools Desteni Provides.

With the beginning and the end as here – it is interesting that with Bernard, he was the beginning, the first plus one (+ 1) in the equality equation process. All that stood/walked with him from there, was the + 1’s to where we are now thus far with all of us standing within and as Desteni. Again here, you can see: the + 1 is individual, the self walking WITH – not following/copying, but standing as an individual together, equal and one. As Bernard was a beginning, an ‘end’ came to the beginning he had walked. Yet – with the beginning and end as here: from the end, a ‘new beginning’ stands and this is the ‘new beginning’ for us to continue walking. This ‘new beginning’ is where he personally is no more in an individual physical body as well, but what he stood as/existed as remains within and as this existence – a Process we have to individually walk and self realise as ourselves.

Therefore, what the Beginning and the End as Here means is that: there is always a beginning, an end to that beginning, and from that end, a new beginning for a new end and so forth….This is why/how ‘Change is a Constant’ – yet, what we must consider within this is: to Change with change, yet remain constant/consistent and stable within and as it. To not accept/allow change – as it progress within ourselves/this physical existence - to determine/define who we are, but that we utilize change constructively – remain standing within the directive principle of equality and oneness as what is Best for All, so that we become the directive principle of change itself. So that change manifest as ourselves, and no more be something that “happens TO us”. (I will expand on this relationship to change in posts to come.)

Many may say that “nothing will Ever be the same again”. I suggest considering that such a statement would mean that “everything was projected to be ONLY in Bernard’s hands/words/directive principle” and now, just because he’s gone – the idea is created that “everything is gone/lost”…when this is not so. He had prepared us all effectively, given us all the tools necessary, all the processes necessary, to take Responsibility for ourselves. So therefore, everything has always in fact been in our own Hands. If anything, such a statement “nothing will ever be the same again”, simply proves that we have placed too much trust, too much hope into Bernard as an Individual – that we did not develop, effectively, our own Self Trust – our stand/walking/living of/as Self Trust.

Herewith, let us walk our Beginning, our End, into and as our ‘new Beginning’ – where in our ‘new Beginning’, from the End we will meet in this life - will either be standing equal to and one with existence, the here, the everything in/as equality and oneness, or our “new beginning” will be the “new end”: where we will not be able to individualize ourselves into and as the equality and oneness of/as Life.

Suicide Paranoia – 12: Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments DAY 398

So, in this post we’re going to walk a few more dimensions regarding Suicide Paranoia to take into consideration within one’s process of assisting and supporting oneself from Paranoia, into and as the Living Reality. This we’re going to do through walking a Process of Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments:

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand my accepted and allowed relationship to and as Suicide Paranoia in my Mind within the context of how Suicide Paranoia exemplify Human’s Nature with regards to ‘self interest’, that: if/as my starting point were to be standing and standing up for, living/living for not only myself – but expand my awareness, my purpose to something ‘more, to something greater’ than the “Only ME, ME ME” mind-set – how, in such a starting point/purpose, could even the option of suicide exist if I understand that there is in fact more to “just me” within myself and so existence as a whole? How Suicide Paranoia completely isolate oneself into and as the Mind, me becoming my own possession – feeling like my world/problems are “closing in on Me” and cycling in my Mind to such an extent that I cannot, in my Mind, see beyond “just me and the problems that surrounds me in my Mind” – not seeing, realising and understanding how I am creating all of this in my MIND, that if I assist and support myself to walk through the relationship between me and the problems circling the inside of my Mind, and open me and my eyes into and as Reality beyond only directly seeing into the Problems – that I will in fact see the Potential, the Opportunities that I would have missed and do miss with me accepting and allowing my own Mind to possess me.

I commit myself to assist and support myself, to through Writing, Self Forgiveness, Self Commitments and Self Corrective Living – walk-through the Points, the Memories, Relationships and Experiences that Possess my Mind, where I have conditioned my Self-Problem relationship in the Mind to such an extent, that I don’t see that “what you are is what you will create/manifest”. So, if I, within my Mind – create me into a Self-Problem primary relationship, all I will be, see, live and experience is “problems” and so I commit myself to stand and stand up from such an relationship in my MIND, see BEYOND and THROUGH the problems through walking through them within myself to see into and as Solutions – from Paranoia Possession to me as the Living Solution.

In this, I commit myself to assist and support me to align me, my life/living and so purpose ‘beyond only the self interest of the ‘me, myself and I’-Ego of Consciousness’ – to see, realise and understand that, we individually cannot accept and allow ourselves to always only look into Problems and possess our Minds with problems, because in so doing we just create MORE PROBLEMS/Consequence, but to assist and support myself to start LIVING SOLUTIONS, to see/walk through the Self-Problem relationship, so that I can be a Living Example for more to see, to open their Eyes beyond what they only see in the Mind/Consciousness, so that we can start Looking into Reality, this Real World, the Real Problems we collectively face on ALL LEVELS of existence, so that we can stand individually and together and bring this world/reality into and as a Living Solution.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how the Mind/Consciousness can make things seem “so real”, not seeing, realising and understanding that I only experience it to be “so real” in the Mind, because I have defined ‘who I am’ MORE to what goes on in the Mind, than realising I have the ability, within and as my awareness – to CHANGE this relationship to/as what I have accepted and allowed to be “real” in the Mind because of acceptance, allowance, belief and definition. Meaning, that – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that: what goes on in the Mind is “dimensional” – I can change my relationship to it, I can stop participation in and as it, where the problems in the mind keeps on coming up as, for example, memories that haunts my mind and I keep on accepting and allowing myself to react to the memories the same way, over and over and over again, not seeing, realising and understanding that: I can CHANGE me as the reactions I have to the memories, forgive the reactions, let the memories go and decide to LIVE HERE IN WHAT IS ACTUALLY REAL as the Physical as who I am in every moment of Breath. So therefore, it is for me to see, realise and understand the difference between mind-reality and who I am within it, which I can change – and so change me in who I am in my actual physical living in reality in every moment of breath. So, my relationship to the Mind and the memories that haunt me – is only as real as I accept and allow it to be in terms of my relationship to what goes on within the Mind.

Therefore, I commit myself to assist and support myself to walk through the Memories that haunt my mind, CHANGE ME in relationship to them, investigate the reactions/experiences and make the commitment to no more accept and allow MEMORIES to define who I am in every moment of breath / how I experience myself, for MEMORIES to define the reality of who I am within me and my living, but for me to live the decision to stand with me, by me to walk this Life and establish my utmost potential as I walk out of the shadow of the Mind/Consciousness and finally get to know what it means to live in and as Self AWARENESS in every moment of breath with and as that which in fact represents Life and Living as the Physical/the Physical Body.

In this, I commit myself to see, realise and understand that – I have for too long accepted and allow the past, the memories, the experience and relationships in my MIND to haunt me, to possess me to the point where I want to end me within it all, through for example the suicidal tendencies/imaginations/thoughts. Not seeing, realising and understanding how I am accepting and allowing dimensional creations, in a paranormal realm in my Mind, that I am ‘making real for me’ through constantly participating in it, ‘keeping it real, keeping it the same, making it more and more overwhelming the more I participate in and as it’ – to drive me to a point of wanting to end me, when in fact: I can be the START the rebirth of me as my Awareness, with seeing, realising and understanding I can CHANGE me in relationship to what comes up in the Mind and what  I accept/allow in the Mind and what not. And so, I commit myself to assist and support me to not be the end of me, but to be/become the beginning, the start, the REBIRTH and utilize my life/living opportunity in this lifetime, to rebirth me in every moment of breath, from Paranoia to Self Aware Living – simply by changing who I am in relationship to the Mind, through writing, forgiveness, commitments and corrective application.

We’ll continue more in the next post

Self Change through Self Movement (Part Two): DAY 333

(Interview Post Transcription)

Self-Change without using Mind Energy - continued
What will it Take for Human Nature to Change? - continued
From Reactive Responses to Self RESPONSE(ability) - continued
The Fear of Failure and Desire for Success – continued

In this interview post, we are going to continue having a look at self movement and the practicality of self movement in relationship to our mind, our ‘self’, our physical bodies. We will in the next interview post continue with the mind-spirit/being-body trinity and the relationship of karma and reincarnation and how it really existed within and between the heaven/earth relationship. As well as the consequences it all created in relationship to the soul and within that - the solution for karma and reincarnation as it now exists in how heaven changed after the opening of the portal. But, as a conclusion to what we have walked in relation to the failure and success, or lazy and discipline character / personality: we’re going to touch on the point of self movement more. This is also then for preparation where, once we had walked the mind-spirit/being-physical body trinity relationship: to continue more with understanding awareness and essentially what awareness really in fact is within the context of equality and oneness, responsibility, and facing consequence. Expanding on how awareness had more become spiritualized within a ‘consciousness awareness’ than actual real self awareness.

This is where this point of ‘self’ comes in again, in terms of - how we have shown with the posts that we have walked within and throughout this process of ‘changing energy polarities from fear to desire’: how our awareness that is our ‘self’, our ‘beingness’ has been existing in a relationship to consciousness as participation/observation, then connection/definition, then reaction. That from there determines, affects, or influences our living and behavior. That, that awareness, that ‘self’ is what is not being developed or enhanced in anyway whatsoever. That ‘self’, that ‘awareness’, at the moment, is in an enslaved relationship to consciousness and consciousness is essentially all of that as how the mind moves, like for example, the thoughts, backchats, imaginations, emotion and feeling reactions - everything we participate in within our mind that generate and produce an energy experience, that from the energy experience moves us. So therefore, that is not self movement, that’s mind movement, that’s energy movement, that’s consciousness moving.

The primary point to understand within these interview posts and posts that we have walked within this blog is that: one cannot exist in self movement if one does not yet know who or what that self really in fact is. Because, we have always believed (and as we have explained automatically believed), followed and served whatever it is that comes up in our minds. The thought comes, we participate in it, define ourselves as it, and in that definition become it, then react and experience ourselves in relation to the energy charge of that thought and from there - we materialize that thought, as ourselves, into physical reality and become whatever it is that came up in the mind, without question. So, we illustrated, quite practically, in the previous interview post, how to assist and support oneself to establish one’s self, one’s awareness - that point that can change one’s relationship to what comes up in the mind. Where we established that: the equation to walk is investigate, looking/introspecting, then re-definition/re-connotation in terms of re-establishing, re-stating ‘who one is’ in relationship to oneself and a moment. Then comes the living of that as one’s self expression and there one change as a self movement, based on a decision, as a commitment, as a stand that one had made in the preparation process of writing, self forgiveness, self commitments into practical living.

So, with continuing walking such a process in terms of practicing, investigating such domino effects that fall within your mind, where a thought comes up, then you backchat about it, then you imagine or project to the future or into the past, then memories come up and then emotion and feelings – so, what you do to ensure you don’t attempt or try and change in shifting into a polarity, (which is just going to create another character or personality with new dynamics between thoughts, memories, backchats, emotions and feelings. And, as we have explained – you’re constantly and continuously going to shift between the polarities, a slave to energy balancing itself out in your mind over and over and over again). So, to ensure you don’t go into polarity-shifting: the writing, self forgiveness, commitments, and practical application assist and support with ensuring that one establish a self movement, a self change, a self directive principle where one apply change into physical reality and not be dependent on your mind to generate energy for you to propel you or motivate you into change.

Here we get to the stand of self movement: what we found assist and support with self movement is breath. I mean breath is a representation of a self movement, actually the entire physical body is a representation of self movement. In the sense that: if one have a look at the physical body - yes, one do get real physical energy in terms of what the physical body produce, however, if one have a look at all of the physical body from the great to the small - it doesn’t have thought processes, backchats, imaginations or emotions and feelings that propel or motivate its existence. It is what it is as it is in its full measure and expression. It moves according to what it is, how it is, and in that lives! But, us human beings, do not in fact do that. If we would, as we exist now, transform into becoming part of a physical body: we would create or cause havoc and mayhem in the entire physical body. Because, we would kind of like be standing there as a physical part of the physical body, like a cell, not move, just be there, and be in an alternate dimension as a consciousness having thoughts, backchats, emotions and feelings, memories - all those types of things. And kind of then generate energy and then realize, “oh, but wait, maybe I should be moving”, and then going into an opposite polarity, first create more energies, and then from there eventually generate enough energy to then only move.

So, within this is quite a practical example in terms of our separation from the physical body, from actual physical living as a self, as an awareness, as a movement and the extent to which we have become dependent on the mind’s processes or consciousness, through energy experiences, to move us or to motivate us into movement. So, this would be quite a cool practical reference to keep with oneself if one find that: whenever one take oneself into a negative polarity and then try and talk oneself into a positive polarity, to remember – but, already in this process you are waiting to move. You are first generating the energetic motivation to move and already by that time, you would have already compromised the entire physical body because of that waiting to move.

So, to have a look at where within one’s world and one’s reality, one is using this polarity dynamic between the negative and the positive: Have a look at where any other characters / personalities in the negative exist, such as laziness, postponement, failure, being unmotivated (one can identify various characters / personalities as parts of oneself if one have a look at ones relationship to one’s world and reality) or simple things like, not wanting to get up in the mornings, one’s relationship to one’s job / profession / work, boredom, being boring etc. So, one can make a list, and if one require assistance and support with identifying such personalities / characters, one can join the Desteni forums and we’ll assist and support with how to outline, practically walk through and identify a character or a personality. From there assisting and supporting oneself in walking the relationship equation of investigation/introspection, redefinition/re-connotation and then into expression that from there is one’s living in this practical physical world and reality, to assist and support oneself in practicing establishing that self, that awareness, that makes the decision of ‘who I am’ in a moment. From there practice that process of a self movement, from the commitment statements that one walk, into practical living application. Because, this process of establishing that self, establishing that awareness, is going to be just that: a process. We didn’t become our consciousness and our relationship to it as it exists now in an instant, we practiced it in, we lived it constantly and continuously, repetitively, that it became the main patent equation of who we are as consciousness.

Therefore, to start this process in insuring that no one do not jump the polarities from the negative to the positive: get all the negative characters or personalities within one’s mind, that’s influencing oneself one’s living, one’s relationships in one’s world and reality - and start walking them through, one by one, in terms of the writing, the self forgiveness, the commitments, and the practical corrective application. Also, what we have found is that, many, when it gets to the practical corrective application - that there is resistance. What comes up in the mind is “Me?...Move?...Myself?... NO!!! I can’t do this! There is too much resistance and I feel so uncomfortable!” Then the backchat comes up and the resistance of actually having to move self because, it’s been exceptionally convenient to move oneself or be moved by energy. Likening it to being taken down a river on a boat and that river has taken you to all sort of directions, and now you’ve got the oars and you’ve got to really do this yourself.

So, have a look at that relationship in a sense that - we have more created this illusion of movement in our mind, where we believe that we were on this boat and the river was just taking us into all sorts of directions, but really, in fact: we were sleeping on this boat. We hadn’t ever in fact moved physically, practically, anywhere with/as our own Awareness/Self in/as directive Principle. We had done all of this apparent movement in the mind, into alternate dimensions, or directions, or experiences and that was the only principle of consciousness: to direct, motivate and move us into different energy experiences, and then we would accordingly in our physical world and reality, we would deliberately establish our relationship to other human beings or environments or situations, in such a way - just to move in between energy polarities, in our minds.

So, again - you’re going to find it fascinating, the change in your relationships, in your movements, in your world and reality, when you move yourself within your Self or Awareness directive principle, because then: your movement and your relationships, and the directions you take will not be to initiate or charge or react deliberately within yourself, or you mind, to generate emotions and feelings. It will be because of practicality, assisting and supporting yourself, your development, your growth, your “who you are”.

So within this, to then have a look: it’s going to be like you were on this boat, you were actually sleeping, but didn’t realize that you were and you were still on that same spot on that river. (This referencing our relationship of our Awareness/Self to the Mind – we have never moved as our SELF, our AWARENESS, we have always only accepted and allowed ENERGY/Consciousness to move us/motivate us into movement through ENERGY). You haven’t actually in fact, practically, physically ever moved. Only in your imaginations you were kind of drifting in all sorts of directions, down the river and the water was taking you (which is kind of that experience that energy creates) and now you’re kind of waking up and you are realizing “oh my god, I haven’t moved practically, physically”, and you still see the oars on the boat, everything is absolutely still… so you kind of have to start moving! Obviously, in that moving you’re going to feel like you become tired quickly, or your muscles aren’t developed to be able to physically move yourself in a particular direction down the river and it’s also going to feel like you don’t know where to go. Because, the mind created also that illusion, of it knowing exactly where it’s going, what direction it’s taking you into - because consciousness is multi-dimensionally already blueprinted, mapped out, structured and systematized, within the conscious, subconscious and unconscious, quantum mind, quantum physical and physical body. With its primary purpose to balance itself within and between the energies of positive, negative and neutral, so that created the illusion of consciousness already knowing direction.

Within this, it’s going to be the same in your process of facing self movement. It’s going to be that resistance, that feeling of tiredness, that “I don’t know what to do, where to go or how to write”, because it’s the first time that you are really doing this.

So within this, prepare yourself for resistance, simply understanding that:, you’ve kind of been uploaded in you consciousness into a programed illusion of movement, and you now have to make a decision to move, and to do it. Your consciousness or your characters and personalities are not going to be very happy about that, because your awareness was always just kind of in the background, ‘where it was supposed to be’, just following, just accepting, just allowing, just believing, just kind of standing back, saying to consciousness “just bring it, come what may, I’m here, I don’t care, you take responsibility, just throw anything and everything at me, I’m here, I can take it” – that was kind of like, our awareness or self relationship to the mind, to consciousness. So within this, one wants to assist and support oneself to start standing up, saying: “No, I’m not accepting and allowing this relationship, I am here to take responsibility for me, myself, my awareness, and what I accept and allow within myself and my living“.

So, you start standing up from that laying down position in that boat, you take those oars as your writing your, self forgiveness, your commitments and your practical application and then you start rowing as your practical application movement. There’s going to be a bit of resistance and tiredness, because you haven’t done this before, but you know that if you do not move: you’re never going to get anywhere within your physical environment, your world, your reality, yourself - Staying in that exact same place within your Mind-Self relationship. There’s also going to be the unknown, not knowing where to start, how to start, what to do, but we have the practical assistance and support in the Desteni forums, and the seven years journey to life. So it’s time to wake up, wake up, wake up… you haven’t really moved your boat yet down the river into the direction, exploring life. Time to stand up, take those oars, move through the resistance and the tiredness, that you’ll experience or may experience, and start practicing practically moving you.

We will in more interview-posts to come have a look at more characters and personalities and the similar practical examples that we have walked thus far. Within this give one some structure as a reference to utilize for one’s own process, so we’ll use examples as of where such polarities happen, when you go from a negative and then to a positive, and then energy battle in your mind and yourself. Never realizing that your awareness, your ‘self’, is trapped within it all and not really in fact living. Within this, walking the practical equation of looking/investigating, redefinition/connection, expression, and then to actual self living,

This is then the conclusion in relation to self movement, and we will in the next interview-post, continue with the mind, spirit/being and physical body trinity. From there we will more and more continue with some practical application examples of establishing the self, establishing the awareness, the movement, the expression, and then the living. To finally within this, see, realize and understand, that one was always aware of one’s mind and what was going on within it, it’s just that you didn’t realize that you were aware, and that in that awareness: you can change.

Thank you very much.