The Angels and Demons of God as ENERGY: DAY 226
MatterFreeMan: Day 149: Human Consciousness in the Journey to Source http://bit.ly/UYVNg1 by Matti Destonian Freeman
The
FREE within FRIction – continued
The
CON within CONflict - continued
The
FORCE - continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but
is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality
we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of
Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and
have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY
1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in
this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)
For Context from the Previous Posts DAY
222 and DAY
223 The CON within CONflict and DAY
224 and DAY
225 the FREE within FRIction:
In and from the post
we’re going to have a look at the nature, the purpose of friction/conflict and
our reaction/experience/relationship to it as Resistance. With regards to,
why/how it is that we tend to rather resist/fear friction/conflict in
ourselves, in our personal worlds and this world as a whole – than in fact understanding
it, our role/responsibility within it and changing the causes/origins of the
points in relationship that is creating the friction/conflict in the first
place; into and as an equal and one solution.
Now that we have looked at how FRIction and CONflict have
been systematized by Consciousness/the Mind within and as our primary
Mind-Physical relationship, through deliberately initiating friction/conflict
in and as the relationship between energy and the Physical Body, to resource
energy from/of physicality/substance: one must within this also consider that –
with and as one’s awareness-relationship to/as Consciousness/the Mind, that one
had throughout one’s life followed, accepted and allowed, submissively – one
will within this Find in moments of friction/conflict in the Mind, that there’s
a moment where one Do, in fact, have a Decision to stop and change. BUT, the
energy experience within one’s physical body would seem so addictive, like a
WANT developing to HAVE to go into and as the Energy, the friction/conflict
instead of in that moment immediately moving oneself to stop participation, be
Breath and stabilize oneself into and as the Physical Body. This is because,
with self’s ‘awareness’-relationship to Consciousness/the Mind as ENERGY existing
for so long, self will tend to WANT to go into and as the ENERGY that is
created through/as friction/conflict in the Mind, as the ENERGY ‘fuel the
Mind/Personalities’; and so that ‘addictive WANT’ experience to ‘HAVE TO/MUST’
go into and as the Energy, is more the Movement of Consciousness, because
Energy is its Survival.
Thus, to consider this for when and as one face
friction/conflict within one’s Mind within, and Relationships without – to
practise that Moment where one can physically feel/experience that energy
coming up within self and self will also feel it coming up with a Breath, an
in-breath; in that process of the in-breath the Energy-Surge RISE from within
the solar plexus into the Chest and then throughout one’s body, which is a
moment of an Energy-Possession starting. THAT is the Moment where one want to
STAND, where one physically feel that energy attempting to/trying to
RISE/manifest within and as the in breath – to realise, that in that moment, in
that Breath, one is not Aware AS BREATH, because what is emerging from that
breath is ENERGY/Consciousness as an Energy/Personality Possession, and then to
make a Decision within self “No, I do not accept/allow this Energy to possess
me”, take an In Breath and an Out Breath within and as Self-Awareness and
Stabilize Self in and as the Physical, Here.
So, let’s continue with Self-Forgiveness and Self-Commitment
Statements regarding Friction/Conflict in our Awareness-Mind-Physical
relationship process to Self-Aware Equal and One Living, and within that
examples of protection/defence/attack mechanisms we create to not face
friction/conflict but accept/allow it to exist in the Mind, so that
Consciousness can fuel its survival while our Awareness is preoccupied in the
Conscious/Subconscious Mind:
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how it is in fact only ME, existing within and
as my own Mind in and as my own Body, the very Mind and Body that I within and
as my accepted and allowed ‘awareness’-relationship to/as the Mind/Consciousness
and the Physical Body: have no directive-principle/decision over/of as I have
accepted and allowed myself to separate me from/of Consciousness/the Mind and
the Physical Body. In this, that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate
me to such an extent, that I am not even aware of the nature/relationships
within and as which Consciousness/the Mind exist within itself and its
relationship to/as the Physical Body. Which is proven within and as my
relationship to/as conflict/friction in itself, where I’ve always reacted
to/towards it in/as fear, resistance through attack/protection/defence
mechanisms, never approaching friction/conflict in stability/understanding and
actually resolving the conflicts creating/generating friction and so
consequence within and as my Mind/Consciousness.
I commit myself to, within and as the realisation of/as my
relationship to the Mind/Consciousness and so the Physical Body – assist and
support me to no more accept and allow myself to submit to friction/conflict in
and as my Mind, when and as the Thoughts/Reactions is experienced to be ‘overwhelming
/ overpowering’ – because, if/as I react in Fear/Resistance and activate
defence/protection/attack mechanisms/personalities within and as me: I am
making the statement that Energy-Experience has power/control over/of ‘who I am’
in/as that moment. Which within this, is quite strange considering that Energy,
the experience thereof, in relation to the PHYSICAL BODY is in fact ‘inferior’
to/as the existence of the Physical Living Body, so the question within this
would be: how did I come to an ‘awareness’-relationship with/as primarily
Consciousness/the Mind as ENERGY and not existing in/as an equal and one
living/expression with and as the Physical Body, that ENERGY and the experience
thereof can have power/control over/of me? Also with having a look at the
extent to which we would in a moment bend/change/submit to/as the Experience of
ENERGY, but would not do the same to in fact Change, in assisting and
supporting ourselves in and as the process of SELF-AWARENESS and equal and one
living here? Why do so easily change in the Presence of the Mind/Consciousness,
through THOUGHTS and ENERGIES that manifest/come up in the mind from where we’d
in a moment, without hesitation, change ‘who/how we are’ without considering
the consequence/practical implications of/as such a change. Yet, when it comes
to Change that have an actual impact on self, self’s living in and as the
principle of/as what’s best for self and so best for all…we’re thinking twice,
hesitating, resisting/fearing. Thus, we’re “trapped in two worlds” – fearing/resisting
our own Mind, and fearing/resisting the Physical/Living. Within this, has to be
considered our relationship to the Mind/Consciousness within the context of
Change and re-establish ‘who I am’ in/as our relationship to/as Change, because
our current accepted and allowed relationship to Change within and as the
control/directive principle of/as the Mind/Consciousness is most certainly not the
Solution to Human Nature and our Living/co-existing within and on this Earth as
what is portrayed through and as our actions, considerations and regards for
ourselves, each other and this physical existence as a whole.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand / consider my relationship to/as the
Mind/Consciousness within especially the context of Thoughts and
Energies/Reactions of emotions and feelings that most are ‘aware’ of, from the perspective
of really questioning/considering/investigating the
decisions/changes/actions/words we express/live “in the name of Consciousness/the
Mind” as thoughts/reactions that we simply automatically “Follow”, never
realising the extent to which such an submissive-relationship to Consciousness/the
Mind has defined the ‘who I am’ / ‘our living’ in/as this physical existence.
With having a look at Energy-Experience, for example – especially when it
becomes overwhelming / overpowering within the Mind, the Physical – both within
the positive and negative context, whether Love or Hate, the energy-experience
create a friction/conflict within us, in the sense of the extent to which it
can consume our Mind/Physical Body…why have we not been able to STAND, to stand
STABLE within such overwhelming/overpowering energies? Why have human beings
not been educated within the relationship to Thoughts and Energies and
developed stable Minds, stable Individuals, stable Living/co-existing in our
relationship to the Mind, such as to Thoughts and Energies when we know/are
aware of the extent of consequence such a submission to Energy can manifest in
our world/reality, both within the context of Love and Hate, yet: what’s
interesting is that the ENERGY and our relationship to it is NEVER
questioned/investigated, it’s always blamed on ‘the relationship’ / ‘others’ / ‘the
environment’; but we never investigate/introspect how we lead ourselves into
and as the relationship/environment in the first place within and as the
decisions we made in and as our relationship to the Mind/Consciousness and the
thoughts/energies, internal conversations within and as it.
I commit myself to assist and support me, to really
investigate my accepted and allowed relationship to/as ENERGY and how I have
accepted and allowed myself to even further separate myself from/of my
relationship to energy from the perspective of defining certain energies as ‘good’
/ positive and others as ‘bad’ / negative when both equally as one manifest
Friction/Conflict within me, my world and so humanity/this physical existence
as a whole, that I have always accepted and allowed myself to blame/project
responsibility onto/towards others/relationships/the environment, instead of
actually seeing, realising and understanding my direct-responsibility to/as my
relationship with/as the Mind/Consciousness and how I within this am LIVING the
very friction/conflict that is manifesting/creating Consequence in my, my
living and so within humanity/this Physical Existence as a whole. Where, with
me not investigating/introspecting the very nature of ENERGY, both the positive
and the negative, and how it Exist / where it comes from and really
self-honestly face/SEE the consequence as friction/conflict it manifest within
existence – I have not seen, realised and understood how/why I am in fact
directly-responsible for the conditions/state of humanity/this physical
existence as it exist, because I am always in/as some way or another, in a
conflict/friction relationship within me to/towards something/someone else, and
in this possession within and as the very ENERGY/Consciousness that such
conflict/friction within me create/manifest: will always contribute to
Consequence, and never stand for actual, real physical practical equal and one
SOLUTIONS.
We’ll
continue in the Next Post
with having a look at the consequence of accepting/allowing
friction/conflict
within, and so its consequence to the friction/conflict without in our
relationship to humanity/this physical existence as a whole and the
dynamics between the Angels (Positive Energy) and the Demons (Negative
Energy) of the GOD of Energy as Consciousness.
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