Mind-Energy Filters in Children – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness): DAY 106

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 6 (Self-Forgiveness)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

We’re continuing with the self-forgiveness statements from DAY 104, in walking the detailed process of how we create our own emotional/feeling bodies from/of memories within ourselves and the without of ourselves as our examples that have gone before us, developing ourselves into energy beings of Mind, instead of living beings in/as the Physical.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, Energy and Substance, the Mind and the Physical – from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood how/why it is, that especially through the Sound(s) of the voices of the parents, together with particular-specific behaviours/mannerisms within and through the physical-body: the child will manifest, create their emotional/feeling body. With the emotional/feeling bodies manifesting as a directive/authority within the main Mind Consciousness System as well as within and as the personality bodies/suits (mini-Minds) that influence/affect and design behaviour; through energy as words. Where, the reactions/experiences of energy that is evoked within us with the speaking/behaviour of others, is in fact also existent from/of the hearing of the Sounds/energy within the words that human beings speak. Where physically we hear the sound of the words, however mentally/as the mind we hear the energy-experience of the words; and so within our two-world existence as the mind and the physical: we hear sound with and as energy as the sounds of the words we speak/hear have become an organically-merged system of in fact hearing the energy within the words more than the actual words/sounds of the words through/as the physical as the ‘who we/others are’ within and as the words we speak/hear. With this, thus – that whenever we for example experience reactions to others words/sounds, it is in fact more ourselves as our MIND reaction in energy/responding within and as energy-reaction to the energy within the words/sounds of other human beings; and will base our decision of another in our relationship to/towards them, based-one what our MIND HEARS as the energy within the sound of the words/the definitions we attributed/connected to words within our Minds, instead of us standing here, equal and one with and as the being and actually seeing who the being is in the totality of and as the words/sounds/energy and behaviour of and as words, hearing WITH them – instead of filtering it all through our own definitions/energy-reactions of our personalized Minds.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that; with us as human beings existing in our own Minds - we do not ever in fact ‘pick up/feel/experience’ another human beings’ beingness/essence/presence/nature within ourselves when in conversation with them. What we are in fact picking up/feeling/experiencing within/as our mind-physical existence is what the sound/energy of the words of other human beings are activating within our Unconscious/Physical-Mind of/as our main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body and definitions/memories of words in our Minds. With our emotional/feeling bodies, for example – that is/has been layered with/as a lining, consisting of/existing as a database-reference of the child’s/Friend A’s parent’s emotions/feelings as how her parents defined the mind’s energy experiences within/as the Physical in relation to words/memories. And thus, we’re never in fact picking-up/experiencing anything/anyone else but ourselves within a pre-existent emotional/feeling/definition database transferred from/of our parents, and/or according to memories of energy-experiences/reactions we accumulated/defined within/throughout our lives that was activated with/as the Mind hearing the energy-experiences/frequencies within the sounds of the words of other human beings. And so – we in fact always only experience what is/has been existent within, as and of ourselves as it is in fact only ourselves existing within ourselves in our own Minds in our own bodies.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical – from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood, how – as Friend A was listening with her physical-mind ears, with the system of the Mind that is merged within the passage-ways of the ears/brain connections, where: we will not hear the sound of the words as the being speaking in their entirety within and as their mind-physical existence, but the sound and the energy within it, will be filtered through/as the Mind into and as our Unconscious/Physical-Mind and accordingly assess our internal mind-response to/as/towards the other person’s words/energy within this words. That we so, thus – never in fact HEAR the WORDS as the BEING that is speaking to/with us, but only HEAR the energy/definitions within the WORDS/Sounds as how we defined it within our own Minds and so only HEAR the words according to the definitions/attachments/knowledge and information we created/manifested to/as those words within our own Minds.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the processes that thus manifest within the child/Friend A, with not yet having developed a vocabulary/definition for/of words/sounds in relation to the energy-experiences she experience when hearing/experiencing other’s words, will initially only become aware of/be aware of energy experiences in defining them as either ‘good / bad’, as ‘feeling good’ / ‘feeling bad’. Where, what’s happening within her Mind-Physical relationship, with this present-moment of her mother and father, for example – it will move into and as her glass-window pane, as a memory where consciousness will be scanning it and seeing its alignment equal-to and one-with the micro-chip memory of/as her own Conservative Character’s personality/body-suit. And with the alignments of the memory being equal-to and one-with her Conservative-Character, will then activate her Conservative-Character. From here, because the Conservative Character is still ‘under construction’, consciousness will align/dissect the memory of the mother and father, her mother’s words, energy and behaviour - into/as the Conservative Character’s emotional/feeling body, behavioural platforms and so also vocabulary; where – essentially the words, energy and behaviour of the mother in/as that moment in/as her relationship to her father, will manifest within/as the child’s Conservative Character, where Friend A will equally as one in the future manifest such a moment to/towards her prospective partner with the energy in/as the words and behaviour. And so, the memory is resonated to start building/constructing Friend A’s conservative-character’s emotional/feeling body, vocabulary/words and behaviour, and so also additional characters within the Conservative-Character that Friend A will use in our living of and as the Conservative-Character, as supporting/additional characters that will manifest in certain-specific moments within/throughout her life.

Now, what must be seen, realised and understood is that – one’s Main Character, has various characters that additionally is manifested/merged within and as the Main Character platform, with such additional characters that is multi-dimensionally layered within the Main Character platform. For example, this instance with the mother to the father would represent a dimension/character the mother accessed that is an extension of the Main Character as her ‘Conservative Character’, with this extension-character being used to assist/support the Main Character’s existence/evolution. So, for example – this character the mother is embodying in that moment could be referred to as her empathic-character, that is a minor/supporting character to/as her main/primary Conservative Character that assist/support upholding/maintaining/evolving her Main/Primary Character as her Conservative Character. And so: we develop/create/manifest additional characters in the multi-dimensions of the conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind to assist/support and/or evolve our Main/Primary characters. (For the moment we’ll focus on Primary/Main Character evolution and will continue with the multid-dimensionality of characters in posts to come)

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical – from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood the detail of the processes in friend A’s mind-physical existence that manifest, as she hears with her physical-mind ears; where the sound/energy within and of the words of her Mother will resonate within and through her mind-physical existence; which is why/how we within ourselves “experience” words in/as energy, why/how we “hear” words within the database of definitions of memories, thoughts that activate within our minds when the words/sounds/energy of other’s resonate within and as our physical-mind. Instead of in and as each word walking with the being, that is not based on an experience of energy that activate, nor based on our minds that activate, but based on a comprehension, a seeing where one in that moment ‘become’ the being within self and actually see with them as the words they are speaking.

But, instead – as Friend A is listening to the mother as she’s speaking to the Father, what’s activating in her Mind-physical existence is the energy-alignments within/as her main Mind Consciousness System platform’s emotional/feeling body/system that is aligned with her parents’ transferred emotions/feelings. And so, consciousness would with what resonate through the ears into and as the Mind, from the sound/energy of the words spoken by the mother: that resonance is transferred firstly into/as the Unconscious-Mind / energy-body of the Main Mind Consciousness System to assess/analyse the database of energies existent in the Mind of Friend A from/of the parents. And if/as consciousness find any energy-experiences within the database of Friend A’s emotional/feeling body of her Main Mind Consciousness System emotional/feeling body that is similar/same, to the energy experience within the sound resonating into her Mind from her mother’s words: would merge the heard resonance/experience, within and as the main Mind Consciousness System emotional/feeling body where there is a similar/same energy already existent.

Once that merging manifest, the energy experience is ‘activated’ within the Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body, as an “active energy experience”, where initially the database of the parents’ emotions/feelings in the Main Mind’s emotional/feeling body is ‘dormant’ and only ‘activate’ when/as the child will hear/experience from their external world/reality similar/same energies that is dormant in the database of her Main Mind Consciousness Systems’ emotional/feeling body.

We’ll in the next post continue with self-commitment statements of the self-forgiveness we have walked in this post, and from there – in DAY 108, continue with expanding on how the emotional/feeling body of characters are created, in the interrelationship between the physical-mind eyes and ears, as we see through the mind and hear through the mind, and so – always seeing the reality of the Mind, and never the reality of the physical/ourselves. Where, we’ll continue walking the point of how – from the memory that was dissected by consciousness into Friend A’s Conservative Character personality suit/body, the energy-experience that activated within her Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body will then also align/transfer/imprint into and as her Conservative Character’s emotional/feeling body. 

 

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The Sound within the Energy-Body of a Child – Part 2 (Self-Commitments): DAY 105

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 5 (Self-Commitments)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

We’re continuing with the Self-Commitment statements of the Self-Forgiveness statements walked in the previous post:

I commit myself to show, how we recreate the lives of our parents from the/their past existent within ourselves and from/of the past existent in the without of ourselves as this world that those that has gone before us is shaping, creating and manifesting in humanity’s relationship to the World-System and so left-behind as their past-manifest that we as children walk-into. And so, as children – we utilize the resources from/of the Mind within and the World-System without that is the construction/manifestation as remnants of those that has gone before us. Not seeing/realising/understanding how, as a child – with using the past within and without as the examples that is currently here as Humanity and the World-System, we within the very construction/creation of our beingness/nature, will become personalizations of the past left behind for us. And in this; only becoming evolutions from the past within ourselves and the without of ourselves as what the child will use to develop who they are in the within and without of themselves.

In this, I commit myself to show the detail of how we from childhood manifest ourselves from existent examples in the within and without of ourselves and thus why/how it is our individual and collective responsibility to recreate the fruit of life as children, instead of rotten fruit from/of the sins of the past as ourselves in our mind-physical relationships within and our world-system of money relationship with out. Where what has been born from ourselves as the examples in this world of the tree of life/humanity is/has been rotten fruit, children that in no way represent life/living as the evil of man is possessing the very nature of children, that’s supposed to have come into a world of life/living, but is now being born into fear and survival with the chances of whether their lives will be lived and secured in full: being slim to nothing. And with children developing in accordance to their examples within and without – it is thus our responsibility that’s been here on this earth, to prepare ourselves (Desteni I Process) and so this world (Equal Money System) to produce fruit/children of life/living and within that, a world in which they can in fact live and have a secured life from birth to death.

I commit myself to show the extent to which a positive energy experience can limit/define one in/as the Mind, and not see the reality-consequence of holding onto/wanting to materialize a positive energy experience, as the extent to which, for most of humanity: the positive had come to be defined as an energy within the Mind, while this WHOLE world had gone into the opposite as the negative. With only a select few having the resources to manifest SOME of the positive-energy experiences into reality/experience the positive-energy experience from reality. While, everyone – each individual human being have positive-energy experiences in their Mind that’s being entertained, given value to in fantasies/daydreaming; the more and more and more this world/earth is sacrificed for a Minority’s positive-energy experience in their Mind and in the Worlds. Instead of the majority of this world standing up/standing together for an equal and one life for all as stood within the Equal Money System, they’re instead more and more going deeper into the mind, fantasizing about positive-energy experiences instead of in fact committing themselves and their lives to a visible, physical change for all, equally as one. Where, the positive-energy experienced fantasies even evolved to the extent where they are so far-fetched from/of actual reality – BUT, due to/because of the extent of human beings’ self-definition to energy/mind, will rather spend their lives fantasizing in the mind, than actually physically living/contributing to this earth. Thinking/believing there is no consequence in death for the accepted and allowed abdication of responsibility to this earth/existence for deliberately fantasizing in the mind, and destroying the physical in the process. However – I commit myself to show, with the continued material produced by Desteni and the Interviews walked through the Portal – how/why there is/never will be an escape from consequence, not here nor in the hereafter.  

I commit myself to show, how – with the proliferation of this earth’s consequence, the more human beings cower into their minds into fantasies of the positive, instead of utilizing the time, the physical-breaths of committing oneself/one’s life to self and all and to for the generations to come: each one individually and together is responsible for this world/earth/humanity as long as we accept and allow ourselves to only fantasize about THE LIFE in our Minds, instead of actually physically putting in the effort, will and commitment to establishing it,  not only for self, but for all as self. Not saying, in terms of that all self’s fantasies in the Mind will materialize with an Equal Money System, I mean – one must be PRACTICAL, so many of the Mind’s fantasies is sooooooooo FAR from REALITY due to the extent the Mind sucked the human being into the illusionary reality of the mind within fantasies and then making the human believe that such a life in the mind is worthwhile.

What we are saying is – to see, realise and understand the consequences that self is manifesting for self, one’s life and the lives of all of humanity within just this one point of valuing the mind more than life/living for self and for all. And how we can individually and together change this world with changing that one point, of valuing life/physicality equal and one and committing self  / self’s living to establishing a better world for all as self, that takes actual living and standing in practical, physical reality. That, the desires/fantasies of illusion in the Mind only exist to the extent that it does, the more and more we separated ourselves into the Mind from actual physical reality, living in/as/with what is REAL. No-one else is making this life difficult in this world, and the uncertainty of our children’s lives – but ourselves, and so we’re the one’s that have to stand up and stand together so that we know that when we leave this world, our children will have a secure life to be lived in the fullest and that they’re cared for and taken care of from birth to death.

I commit myself to show/walk through the detail of how we from childhood, create/manifest energy-experiences from/of the words and behaviour of the examples that have gone before us, where our very words, sounds and behaviour have become living-embodiments of energy-experiences of Mind/Consciousness. That we’ve literally become Organic Robots of consciousness, automatically thinking, behaving and speaking with no awareness of the consequences we’re creating in every breath towards ourselves, each other and this world as a whole.

And so, I commit myself to show, the consequences of who we are/what we live in our automated Organic-Mind Robot existence, so that human beings may have an opportunity to finally see through the veil of Energy/Mind/Consciousness into/as REALITY, see the consequences and so also learn how to take responsibility for consequence and change who we are from living in unawareness, to establishing self-awareness and in this process being self-aware LIVING beings that align ourselves/our lives no more in the serving interest of only the Mind/Consciousness’s survival of Energy at the sacrifice of the physical, but really manifest a world/life of heaven on Earth.

In this, I commit myself to show – the process of being/becoming the living word, where we are our words as physical visible living expressions, where we’re no more unconscious living beings, being controlled by words of energy, knowledge and information of and as consciousness, layered within a conscious, subconscious and unconscious existence with no idea of how our very words/mind-relationship to words are creating/manifesting our within and without. And, with being/becoming the living word – we know who we are and live who we are in absolute self-awareness, where our within and without is equal and one, and not existent as the deception that we are where 1% truth is lived externally and 99% is internal secrets with our own agendas within our mind-physical existence.

We’ll in the next post continue with how Friend A will imprint the feelings/emotions of care/gentleness/affection as what she will equally as one display in her words/physical as the 1% of who she will be as such energy experiences, and how she will create/manifest in her secret Mind the 99% intentions/purposes of ‘who she is’ in/as such energy experiences of care, gentleness / affection. In this, seeing, realising and understanding how we use words, and who we are within them and how we live them through the physical – to serve our own interests and how even our words and our behaviour within them, is in no way and has no relationship to anything/anyone else, but serving our own wants, needs and desires.

 

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The Sound within the Energy-Body of a Child – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness): DAY 104

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(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 4 (Self-Forgiveness)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing with more detail regarding how Friend A, from the one energy-experience of ‘Love’ that formed the primary energy-experience alignment/activation within their Conservative-Character within the want, need and desire for/of relationship: created/manifested an entire emotional/feeling body-system that would come to define herself/her experience of herself as this Character.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, Energy and Substance, the Mind and the Physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood the processes involved in creating/manifesting the personalized emotions/feeling I experience within and as the Main/Primary Characters in my Mind, with for example continuing with Friend A:

Emotional/Feeling Body Construction: Where, the first instance of the activation of the Conservative-Character Personality Body/Suit within and through the micro-chip memory, where her primary/main connection to that Memory exist within an energy-experience of and as ‘love’. With the energy-experience of ‘love’ activating from/of her parents’ minds/memories/characters within herself, where this moment – with connecting her mind-beingness-physical relationship to the memory of her mother and father in an external display of relationship, activating the overwhelming energy-experience of love: is the instance/moment where a child from their external and internal reality; manifest the generational-loop as the child will in that moment: create, design and manifest her mind and so her living equal-to and one-with her parents, in essentially re-walking the life of her mother as she’s come to align one of her Main Characters/personalities to/towards her mother, within who she is within herself and so also her relationships which within that: define her life.

Now, with the Main/Primary Conservative Character’s emotional/feeling body being aligned with its Primary energy-experience of ‘love’ as the first energy-experience that will be filled within the positive-energy ball of the emotional/feeling body of the Conservative-Character’s personalized Mind. With this energy experience manifesting a lining within and throughout the body-suit/mini mind-system of the Conservative-Character: Friend A will from here continue developing/evolving the Conservative-Character’s personalized emotions/feelings, as experiences/reaction that belong specifically to only the Conservative Character, that will be experienced within particular frequencies/definitions within, and within particular situations/contexts/relationships without. So, with the ‘love’ energy-experience manifesting as the first lining within the entire personality body-suit/mini-mind of the Conservative-Character – as Friend A’s initial purpose/intention of manifesting a relationship with a prospective partner in the Future: this energy-experience initially becomes ‘unconscious’, as it’s the first energy-experience alignment that forms the first ‘Energy-layer’ within the personality-suit; so also with the Memory – the memory will initially become unconscious, as it’s the first memory that will be aligned within the Unconscious-Mind of the Conservative Character’s Mind. As, the more and more energies and memories Fiend A accumulate from/of the initial memory/experience: the initial energy experience and memory will become layered with more and more and more energy-experiences and memories to the extent where: the being will thus not remember, why/how it is she has particular friendships and particular preferences to/towards males, why and how it is she behaves, thinks, speaks and experience herself to/towards friends/partners the way she does – as the Mind layers and stores information in dimensions from the Unconscious, to the Subconscious and Conscious Mind as it build, construct and create its Characters through memories and energy-experiences the being eventually comes to believe is ‘who they are’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the existence of this positive-energy experience of ‘love’ that Friend A became overwhelmed with from/of mostly unfulfilled memories, fantasies and experiences of and as both her parents’ Minds within herself in relation to their desire/positive-energy experience definition/connection to/towards relationships.

Where, for the Mind – it does not define energy within the context of ‘positive and negative’, the knowledge and information definition within our Minds in the experience of ‘positive and negative’ is/has become existent in the evolution of Consciousness to define the energies / the velocity/extent/amount of energies it accumulates in its mind-physical relationship to align the human being into/towards the ‘positive energy’, that is really simply an ACCUMULATION of energy within the Mind in its relationship to the physical. And so consciousness would within the knowledge and information definition of energy as ‘positive/good and negative/bad’ maintain more easy/simple control in directing the human’s attention to the positive/good energy – whether it is created from actual physical-events/internal mind-fantasies; to within that ensure control of the accumulation of energy in the Mind for its survival.

And, so why/how at this stage – most human beings’ positive-energy experiences now come from internal Mind fantasies/delusions, because the reality of this world/the physical is deteriorating at such a rapid pace, where only a minority can fulfil a positive energy experience in their mind and physical with their relationship with money; and in this process – destroying the rest of the world. And so the rest of the world is conditioned to mostly getting the positive energy experience through fantasizing in their minds; as we as humanity have limited our living to the confines of our Mind. And so with Friend A – most of her parents’ positive-energy experiences had been confined to their Minds in their fantasies to/towards relationships, as the Mind develop a myriad of ways, means and methods to lure the being into the Mind to develop positive-energy experiences within their Mind-Physical existence. Because the world is not presenting the necessary resources for human beings to create their world into a positive-energy experience, so our Minds are filled with various fantasies to get/have/obtain a positive-energy experience body, so that the Mind can survive. And thus, why/how Friend A will be overwhelmed with positive-energy experience, as all that the parents fantasized about in their relationship to sex/relationships in their Minds as the extents/extremes the Mind took them in their own Minds to initiate/create the needed positive-energy experience for its continued Survival.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the extent to which individual human beings are so preoccupied with the positive-energy experience in fantasies within the secrets of our Minds, spending so much time on just experiencing the positive – and how much of this time/resources in our mind-physical existence is wasted, ruined/destroyed to have a positive-energy experience only confined to our Minds, instead of aligning ourselves/our living in equality and oneness with the physical/this physical existence to ensure/secure that each one, equally as one has a life on this Earth/in this World – that is not dependent on an positive energy experience, but is a physical, visible reality.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood; how:

As Friend A from childhood develop a ‘close relationship’ with her Mother, with this ‘close relationship’ being her ‘Conservative Character under construction’-attraction to/towards the Mother’s conservative character to in that ‘closeness’ / ‘attraction’ imitate/copy the Mother’s conservative-character in as much detail as possible. Which within this brings to question the entire ‘being close to someone’-paradigm, because the ‘reality’ of closeness is literally standing right next to each other and/or obviously within and during sex, but mostly: closeness has become an energy experience/projection in the mind based-on FEELING, with the actual reality of ‘feeling close to someone/attraction’ is/has the particular intention/purpose within/behind it that is actually existent within self-interest. Even from childhood, as the only reason Friend A is attracted/close to the Mother is for Consciousness/Mind to in as much detail/specificity as possible – imitate/copy the Conservative Character for the purpose / pursuit of happiness of relationship, and so – the closeness/attraction is in no way in relation to who the mother is within her entirety as a being, but in fact everything to do with the child in the process of their own intentions/purposes of desire. And so, in this ‘close’-relationship, the child/Friend A will also – together with the Behaviour-Sculpting, commence with the processes of the Emotional/Feeling Body construction that manifest where, for example:

Friend A is having supper with her Mother and Father, and Friend A observes the presence/nature of the Mother as she in a soft/soothing/gentle voice speaks to her Father, and caresses his arm with her hand, sitting cross-legged leaning slightly towards him. This is one of the first instances that Friend A had seen such an physical display expressed through the mother’s voice and body, especially the voice. Where in and from the mother’s voice: Friend A could experience the energy of gentleness, care and affection together with this physical-display of these/such energies as presented/expressed to/towards the Father. What especially caught Friend A/Consciousness’s attention is the SOUND of the mother’s voice, but the sound was in fact the EXPERIENCE of the energy within and as the words from and of the Mind of the Mother within her Physical that was essentially voicing/speaking energy/mind within and through the Physical.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand, that what is not seen, realised and understood, is that our Words have become the words of energy-experiences/mind as knowledge and information definitions that we have from the Mind, the energy experiences and knowledge and information definitions of the words, come to physically-manifest/live-out. Where, our words have become containers of energy that is sounded/voiced through the physical and embodied within and through the physical in our mind-physical existence. Where – even within the words we speak as energy and physically move as energy within our physical-bodies, not 100% of the truth of the words/energy and physicality of who we are within the words is physically expressed; as the actual intentions/secrets/definitions of words, the energy and definitions within them, is existent within and as the Secrets of the Mind. Where, Friend A, for example – may have experienced the 1% of the energy of care/affection coming from the sound/energy experience of the words that moved her mother’s physical-body to/towards her father in the way that she did; but the 99% within/behind the energy and physical display of the words is/was existent within the Mother’s secret mind as the reasons/why’s/intentions of such an action to/towards the Father.

We’ll in the next post continue with the commitment statements of the self forgiveness we have walked in this post, and then from there continue with how Friend A will imprint the feelings/emotions of care/gentleness/affection as what she will equally as one display in her words/physical as the 1% of who she will be as such energy experiences, and how she will create/manifest in her secret Mind the 99% intentions/purposes of ‘who she is’ in/as such energy experiences of care, gentleness / affection. In this, seeing, realising and understanding how we use words, and who we are within them and how we live them through the physical – to serve our own interests and how even our words and our behaviour within them, is in no way and has no relationship to anything/anyone else, but serving our own wants, needs and desires.