We’ve got the past, present and future – also ‘The Now’, but what about HERE? Part 4 

DAY 428

So, the consequences of Spiritualizing our Minds where one emphasize only CERTAIN parts and shadowing / suppressing the rest, and then additionally inserting/programming more ‘spiritual’ (as in good/positive/light and love) words and feelings, which in turn suppress the bad/negative even more; in this creating a ‘battle between the Forces of Good and Evil’ in our own Mind-Body relationship: the consequence of this is that - that which one do not want to face/investigate/introspect (that which one suppress/shadow out/paint over) layers and manifests into the depths of the mind and the body of such a human being. Just like in the Mirror – the bad/negative/dark/evil things of the Mind “doesn’t just go away” as the good/light/love/positive things are emphasized and plastered all over the mirror – it’s just that it cannot be seen anymore, but it still exists and will remain existing – even into the hereafter/afterlife where that which was suppressed/denied/ignored of one’s nature will be faced. In this, this allows such individuals to then ‘claim’ when they ‘feel / pick up / become aware of’ bad/negative/dark things that “it’s other’s fault / others are to blame and it’s EVERYONE else that they’re picking up’ when in fact it’s their OWN reactions, so suppressed into the mind and body that it now only exist as “experiences” – it’s fascinating how a human mind/consciousness can delude itself into believing it has become “light and love” by suppressing the rest of their Minds/Consciousness.

Why is this consequential? Such individuals then never in fact face their Minds, themselves in/as the Mind. It’s interesting, because human beings believe that ‘the moment something comes up in the mind, it just as quickly goes away’…but what’s never questioned is: where does the thought in fact come from and how was it created? So – where the thought came from, it will return to – which is the depths of the mind-physical relationship and this is explained in detail within the Quantum Mind Self Awareness series interviews available on EQAFE as well as the consequences of suppressing things in our Minds is discussed in a Kryon interview, in which Kryon explains how Human’s Mind and Nature remain controlled through Consciousness with human beings suppressing things inside them – especially such ‘Spiritual Individuals’.

The complexity of the Mind is extensive, especially when it comes to understanding how, during one’s childhood/teenage years one developed one’s thoughts/behaviour and personalities as it now exist and then believe – just because of creating a ‘Spiritual Personality’ - EVERYTHING in one’s Mind before “simply vanished and is no more existing”, when in fact: it’s still HERE. But, here we get to “the HERE” and will return to the Mirror-analogy where: even though the reality of the mind/thoughts/emotions can be covered up/hidden from sight, it’s still existing, it’s still HERE. But, then - the past, present and future relationship is created to “maintain” the Spiritual Personality, meaning: for the Person to have to emphasize “only the good out of the bad” – the ‘bad/negative’ has to remain within the Mind/Body.

Thus, from the past (as the ‘good and bad’), in the present - only the ‘good/positive’ is emphasized to in the future ‘only attempt/try and create the emphasized good/positive’. However – what is ‘dragged along’ from the past, in the present, into the future – is the bad/negative, because the good/positive cannot exist without the bad/negative. However, this is not seen by the human being, because the human being suppress, as within the Mirror-analogy, the bad/negative and merely emphasize the good/positive – and so emphasizing their own self-belief/ego of ‘being better than everyone else’. I mean, Imagine what such a human being is in fact doing to another when they say “it’s YOU giving off bad/negative vibes/energy/aura”…when all the while it’s the ‘light and love/spiritual and positive’ person experiencing their own suppressed negative/bad issues in the Mind/Consciousness and the Physical.

The commonsense of this all is: with the point we have shown that ‘one is not born positive/with light and love’ and so where does the rest of one’s Mind then go that one had created all one’s life? It most certainly doesn’t just disappear! Therefore, for those that can for a moment consider the simplicity of this point – that ‘something that is created within oneself – even a thought/memory/experience’ had to be created from somewhere and with it coming into creation – it doesn’t just disappear, but gets stored/layered within self’s Mind/ Body, and because the Human is not aware/conscious of the Mind-Body relationship – doesn’t in fact know where the rest of your Mind moved into/as that you created most of your life…

We’ll continue more in the next post

Suicide Paranoia – 17: Suicide and Blame (Part 4) DAY 403

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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to ever consider the Responsibility that I have with regards to the participation I accept and allow in my own Mind and within that – what I accept and allow to exist in my own Mind. Where, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that – what’s coming up in my own Mind is “not just coming up”, it’s not “just happening automatically” where I “have no say” within and as it all, because: I am the one Observing it, I am the one in that observation – accepting and allowing it; and in that acceptance, allowance and participation within it all: it is me not changing it, me not standing up to what’s going on / existing in my own Mind, me not investigating/introspecting/questioning why the things come up/exist the way that they do and how/why I experience them the way that I do in my own Mind. That it is ME, only ME that knows the FULL EXTENT of what I accept/allow in the Secrets of my Mind that I KEEP THERE – no one else is responsible, or aware of what goes on in my Mind and so therefore: how can I accept and allow myself to Blame anyone for what goes on in there? Especially as an Individual that does have an AWARENESS of it all – but have not considered CHANGE, no one else is Responsible for that, but ME.

I commit myself to show that: Realising this Point, Realising that “I am Responsible for my own Mind – what exist within it, how I participate within it, how I experience myself within it” – where, many ‘mistake’ Responsibility for “but, but, but – THEY/THEM said this/that and so therefore THEY/THEM caused me to think/feel this/that and so therefore – THEY/THEM are responsible…NOT ME!!!” So, responsibility is/has more been defined within the context of “who’s to BLAME” / “who’s the Cause”; when this is not how we’re looking at Responsibility here. I mean, Christ – you can continue blaming everything/everyone else in your Mind for what goes on in there/what exists in there…Will NOT change anything. On the contrary – you’re just adding more demons in your own Mind to haunt you, more thoughts, more reactions – shifting/projecting blame is not the Solution to how we react in relationship to other’s words/behaviour, but rather to UNDERSTAND the reactions and stop/change in one’s OWN MIND, will really change how one start seeing/experiencing self and so one’s relationship to other’s words/behaviours. Therefore, taking Self Responsibility is not a matter of ‘letting others “win”’ and you “losing” in this ‘Blame-game’ in your OWN MIND – taking Self-Responsibility is about understanding what goes on in the Mind, how it works, how to direct it and change it. You do it for YOU, to assist and support yourself in relationship to your own Mind, to direct it – and not accept/allow it to direct/control you that only creates CONSEQUENCE for self and others and not Solutions.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I would not want to let go of Blame, let go of the revenge/spite/anger/compromise I am Projecting towards others; because I BELIEVE that this would mean that “they win and I lose” if I were to stop Blaming / Projecting revenge/spite/anger/compromise in my Mind. When, within this – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that: I am in fact the “loser” within this all with HOLDING ONTO BLAME – because I LOSE ME IN MY OWN MIND through accepting and allowing myself to preoccupy it with memories/remembrances/imaginations I don’t want to let go / release myself from. So, they’re in fact “winning” with me accepting and allowing myself to “hold onto them/the past” IN MY OWN MIND and accept/allow the “them / they” to possess my Mind. And furthermore “win” if I were to act on the Blame/Revenge/Spite/Compromise –because I ruin my life, my opportunities, my future by/through the Blame I hold onto in my own Mind, and with ME being the one acting out Blame: I am in fact Responsible for what becomes of me and not them, because they did not possess me in my own Mind – I created the Possession, and all the consequences could have turned out SO MUCH DIFFERENTLY if I would have just learnt to let go/release/forgive and not accept/allow others words/behaviours/actions to possess my Mind but focused my life/living on me, who I am, in every moment of Breath.

I commit myself to show the Possession, the Paranoia that the “Blame Game” can Create in the Mind – to the extent that the Individual do not see the extent to which Blame in fact actually compromise SELF more than it does anyone/anything else. How we’re the ones Possessing ourselves in our own Minds, creating Paranoia in relationship to others – focusing more on the past/memories in relation to BLAME, rather than understanding how we in the first place create our own Possessions/Paranoia and the consequences we create for ourselves in relation to that and in so doing – assisting and supporting ourselves into Responsibility/Clarity, releasing ourselves from the past and focusing our attention more on OURSELVES and our LIVING. That, NO-ONE and nothing else can create/manifest what we do IN OUR OWN MINDS and as long as we hold onto Blame, even to the extent of wanting to end our own lives because of it: we’re not going to see, realise and understanding how simple/easy it really in fact is to just let go/release/self-forgive and LIVE. I mean, why give up oneself / give into the MIND and what WE OURSELVES create/concoct in there – if it is really simple to just understand how one can stop and change one’s relationship to Memories/the Past IN THE MIND, to learn to live in the REAL WORLD for/as SELF, learn to respect oneself and the life/living opportunity one have that even such considerations of ending oneself because of Blaming others and/or trying to get back at them in some way or another DO NOT EXIST AT ALL.

So, this Concludes then the Process of Suicide Paranoia that we have walked – also introducing the Construct of Paranoia in the Mind/Consciousness and the extent to which one lost touch with self and Reality in such a Possession. We suggest investigating Desteni, the Desteni I Process LITE and PRO – also EQAFE and the 7 Year Journey to Life Blogs for more understanding on how the Mind works, to really not unnecessarily POSSESS YOURSELF in and as your own self-created Paranoia, but how to get back in touch with REALITY and what it means to focus on life/living by releasing/freeing oneself from one’s own Past, Haunting, Demons of/as the Paranormal Realms of Consciousness and SEE/REALISE what one has always missed AS ONSELF and the potential of life/living discovering that’s always been here, but has been Veiled by what we accept/allow in the Mind to control/determine who we are and how/what we Live.

                                                                             

Valuing LOVE more than LIFE (Part 2): DAY 199

FEAR of our own SHADOW – continued

EVIL – continued

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

In this post, we’re continuing with the Self Forgiveness and Commitment Statements, where we’re in the process of identifying, disentangling the Wolves Sheep Clothing – strand by strand, in showing/revealing the illusion, the evil within and behind love/good/light/positivity within the context of how it is currently being lived by/through the Mind as ENERGY, hiding/veiling the real, true nature of our beingness – instead of Love being/becoming an actual living commitment, visible, in and as this Physical Existence for self and for all in/as equality and oneness here.

For context from the previous post:

We’ll start with a thread of Wool, covering up the inherent Evil of ourselves - with having a look at the following statement:

“Life is filled with joys and sorrows. Open your heart and feel both of them fully. Your heart will know what to do. All you have to do is be present with where you are in this moment, and your heart will awaken your soul to surround you with an Eternal Love greater than life itself.”

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand – existent in the statement “open your heart and feel both of them (joy and sorrow) fully” – the extent to which we have made life “metaphorical” / “figurative” – essentially within this, completely “abstract”, in direct, complete contrast to the concrete, real Physical of, within and as this existence. From the perspective that, it’s very easy to IMAGINE this process “Open your heart and feel both of them fully. Your heart will know what to do. All you have to do is be present with where you are in this moment, and your heart will awaken your soul to surround you with an Eternal Love greater than life itself”, yet what’s fascinating here is that, the experience of LOVE having to come from metaphorically / figuratively ‘opening your heart’, with your ‘heart’ essentially being afforded a persona/personality of then ‘knowing what to do’, and then heart will then essentially communicate to your ‘Soul’ and then surround you with an experience of Love that is apparently ‘greater than life itself’.

That, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to in this consider – how any such “eternal love experience” can be REAL, when the majority of humanity in this physical existence, and not even humanity – all organisms, animals, nature, the earth that have their own “beating heart / physical life force” is being deliberately forced into physical survival to the extent where they do not know if in the next breath, their actual, real physical heart will be beating and/or that with every beat of their heart, with every breath they are being tortured, maimed and butchered for/as this World System and/or as a consequence of/as this current World System on this Earth – while the majority Elite in their money-protected worlds and mind-protected seclusions: BLIND themselves with such metaphorical, figurative Consciousness energy-experiences of “eternal Love” in their relationship to their Physical-Bodies, making the entire Physical Body, this actual real reality, a platform from which to create an Alternate Illusion – attaining for ENERGY-HIGHS in the Mind with beautiful words, definitions and experiences: While there is innumerable suffering being manifested to/as this actual physical reality’s LIVING BEINGS at the hands of the very World System that is making their physical body lives’ possible, and so the continuation of their Energy-Illusions in the MIND.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the inherent evil of those of us that commit our lives to such metaphorical, figurative notions as ‘eternal love’ through personifying the heart, the actual physical body, essentially using/abusing the actual physical for the entertainment of our illusions in the Mind, and while/as we’re so consumed/possessed by/as these Consciousness energy-experiences of ‘Love and Light’, meditating with eyes closed – within the “see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil, do no evil”, that in and as this Blindness, this ‘Bliss’ of Ignorance; there are actual lives of all living things in/as this Physical Existence that is suffering in unimaginable ways at the hands of this World System, at how we are, together, accepting and allowing ‘life’ to continue existing in our Minds and in this World – that we’d deliberately only focus on our own Eternal Love through a metaphorical, figurative process of Mind-Illusion to/towards our own Physical Bodies – that we had not considered this One Simple Thing: that all of existence come from/of the PHYSICAL, and so also our human physical bodies, and for LOVE to in ANY WAY be REAL: All hearts, all ‘life forces’ in/as this Existence should have / should’ve had FIRST AND FOREMOST an equal and one life/living in/as this physical existence, as all our hearts/life forces – anything and everything that is here in/as this existence: beat as one, as equal. Then, life would be REAL.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how/why we would not / did not consider such an actual, real, equality and oneness of LIFE in and as this Physical Existence – that, essentially, this metaphorical, figurative relationship between the Mind and the Physical, has been made to be MORE than ‘life’, more than the PHYSICAL, this existence as what ‘life’ has become in and as this existence. And, yes – when looking at things within the context of comparison: the “experience of Love in the Mind may be MORE than the current physical-experience of life on earth”. HOWEVER, what is not seen, realised / understood within this, is that: we are within who we are in our Minds and our relationship to this world, currently creating this ‘life’ as it exist in this World, and we don’t even understand how we’re in fact doing it in our own Minds, our own acceptances and allowances – and then believing that, creating a comparing relationship to ‘life on earth’ as it exist now as our own direct-physical creation, to/as an metaphorical, figurative ABSTRACT experience in the MIND, presents a solution to what we’re in fact physically, directly and indirectly, creating in/as this Physical Existence; when it does not and has not. Which, still, even beyond the physical evidence in/as this existence, that the metaphorical/figurative Mind-Physical relationship is having no effect in/as this Physical Existence – we have stubborn humans that refuse to admit that they’ve been MISTAKEN, and are still trying so hard to be right in that this ILLUSION of love as an energy-experience having any, physical, real effect whatsoever within/as this Physical Existence. Time to see you’ve been mistaken, face the consequences, and get down to sorting out the consequences of trying to defend/protect your righteousness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand – how, what we’ve done is separate ourselves from physical-reality consequence that we directly and indirectly created, participated in and so contributed to and still contribute to. In this separation – we created, in our minds, an “energy experience” to/towards ‘life on earth’ as being bad/negative/evil/dark, and then in our Minds, created an “energy experience” of good/positive/light/love – creating thus the illusion of “more and less” – making our EXPERIENCE to reality as it exist LESS, and then making our EXPERIENCE in the Mind as Illusion to be MORE. When, REALITY as what we created/manifested it as, does not exist within the context of ‘more or less’: it is what it is – CONSEQUENCE. And, instead of us UNDERSTANDING the nature of this physical existence, humanity as CONSEQUENCE – how we created everything to exist as it does in the first place, from the perspective of directly-seeing our direct-responsibility to/towards it and finding actual, real physical solutions: we became so afraid of ourselves, our own creation, that we deliberately separated ourselves from it all, into the Mind. In the Mind – creating an energy experienced interpretation, judgment of ourselves, our own creation within and as the starting point of fear, and then further in our Minds creating the positive/more illusion of the less/negative experience we created in our Minds to/towards this actual, real physical existence and so made ourselves believe that this polarity is MORE REAL than this actual physical existence. I mean, it’s the perfect LIE, the perfect CON, the perfection of deception – saying REALITY isn’t real, and the MIND is – so that we don’t have to face reality, face consequence, face ourselves – but can continue deluding ourselves in the Mind, where it’s so easy to create the IMAGINATIVE, the figurative, the metaphorical, than having to get down to it, within discipline, physical work, time and process of understanding consequence and in fact changing life on earth for self and so for all.

That, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how we would then so easily blind ourselves in and as our ABSTRACT reality in the MIND, see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil, do no evil – especially those in the elitist positions in this World where Money as physical energy, makes it possible for MIND energy to exist, which makes it possible to continue creating/generating this energy-illusion in the Mind – that we’d turn a BLIND I in and as the mInd as Consciousness, from and of the Physical Real Consequences of/as this Physical Existence – most of it physically created by/through the very Money that is generating this illusion for many in the MIND, and continue justifying/validating/excusing it for as long as possible, to just not have to face, deal with, actually admitting/sorting out our direct-responsibility, contribution to what life on earth has become, and continue spewing the bullshit that the Mind is Real and Reality is Illusion to not face the true evil of ourselves: that we’d focus on metaphorical, figurative mind-physical relationships, such as towards the physical heart, when the majority of beings/living life forms in this existence’s certainty of their hearts beating/life forces expression, is not established. And then we say that we’re ‘LOVE’? But, how can this Love in any way be valid, when not all living things in/as this existence, this actual, real reality – is not ensured/secured an actual beating heart, an actual living, an actual being taken care of and cared for from birth ‘till death? Investigate EQUAL MONEY – the act of REAL, VISIBLE LOVE in and as the principle of equality and oneness as what’s best for all, because the current ‘Love’ in/as the Mind/Consciousness of Energy – is creating, accepting and allowing the evil of/as this existence to most certainly continue, as will be seen more clearly within the continuation of this Blog.

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