The Creation of the Self Character – Part Two: Day 95
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question
of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical
existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the
points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the
next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
Friendship Suspicion Character – Part Five
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post we’re continuing, with the
Commitment Statements and with how – for example, as the
Child become the Character of Conservatism for that ONE POINT of and as
desire, want and need for relationship, would then protect and defend this
Character from and of anything/anyone in the within and without of themselves,
with, as and through the Suspicion Character to ensure that that ONE POINT
manifest within her and her life: NO MATTER what extents/lengths she has to go
to; and the extents we go to in our Minds of shaping our thoughts, internal
conversations, reactions to always in all ways protect and defend our Primary
Characters, and so OUR wants, needs and desires – no matter what the sacrifice.
(Continuing from the Previous Post…)
I commit myself to show – the consequences that manifested
within and between parent-child
relationships, with us as parents in our behaviour, speech and presentation
not being 100% equal and one in our within and without as Living Examples. Where
our external had come to only show the 1% of the totality of various Characters
in our Minds; and so when and as, for example – children base their decisions
of ‘who they are/will be/become’ only on the 1% of a Character they
copy/imitate from the parents as living-examples, with for example the example
utilized of the Mother and the Father relationship portrayal/presentation,
where the Child will in that moment, not see, realise and understand how she’d
have to create, construct and manifest herself to equally as one become that 1%/
‘Conservative Character’ external portrayal/representation of ‘relationship’ as
her Parents with becoming the Character of Conservatism with the 99%
compromise, essentially that she’ll align
in her Mind-Physical and life-experience relationship to condition herself
to that One Moment/Point as Relationship in her future – a process which we
will walk-through specifically to show/reveal the consequence of accepting and
allowing ourselves to
live in ‘split worlds’ as Characters where our within and without is not
equal and one.
I commit myself to with and through writing, self forgiveness and self-corrective
application – assist and support me to ‘get to know the 99% of who I am’
within my Mind-Physical existence, walking Character by Character as the
various Minds and Selves I have separated myself into and as, identifying that
One Point as ‘neutral memory’ I have held-onto as ‘my precious’ that has become
the one point (s) of the Characters/various versions of selves I have
created/manifested myself into and as, that has divided me internally into
various versions of myself, and internally and externally divided me into how I
portray/present only 1% of the reality of me, while within the 99% I scheme,
compete, deceive and compromise my relationship to me and others, in my
‘pursuit of happiness’ of materializing those/such interests.
As I within this, see, realise and understand that as long
as I separate me in my own mind, as well as within my living in my internal and
external, I will become possessed by own interests, consumed with my own
interests – to the point where I’d sacrifice my beingness, my physical-body, my
relationships with other human beings, and so my living in and with this
physical-existence just for MY interests; which is what everything/everyone is
in the process of accepting and allowing that is compromising humanity/this
world. To so stand as a living example,
equal and one in my within and without, align me to the One Point as One
Decision for and as Life, what’s best for all, equality and oneness to
direct my responsibility/directive-principle and living to where it was
supposed to have been from the beginning: All as me – and so in fact manifest
heaven on earth, instead of the illusion of heaven/angels/positivity that
is being promoted in this world, where we live the 1% angelic
representation/portrayal, while the 99% of demons we’ve become in our Minds
ruin/destroy and annihilate this physical existence as each is only concerned
with their individual interests, instead of us all living in consideration,
regard and honour of ourselves and all as Life.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with
and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the
beginning to now, seen, realised and understood – within continuing walking the
example of Friend A – with manifesting that One Memory of the Character
portrayal/representation as the 1% of what her parents/Mother expressed of the
existence of ‘Relationship’. And within that moment – manifesting the seed that
would determine who/how she is/will be in her relationship to relationships
with copying/imitating the Character of ‘Conservatism’. Not
seeing/realising/understanding the 99% of the processes she will manifest in
her Character construction, creation and manifestation, as well as her split
within the internal (negative) and external (positive) existence of herself, to
maintain the 1% presentation/portrayal of the ‘Conservative Character’, whilst
in her process of pursuing her desire/happiness as the One Point decision of
‘who she is’ in relation to relationships. Where, for example:
As Friend A started coming of age – she was exposed to
promiscuousness – friends, media, magazines, conversations etc. Now, with her
relationship with her Mother, equally as one being aligned to her in the
process of creating/manifesting herself into and as this ‘Conservative
Character’, (as she would align her relationship closest to her idol/living
example that she is in the process of imitating/copying to a similar/same
Character of Conservatism), Friend A would equally as one develop her
language/vocabulary for this Character within her Thoughts,
internal conversations/backchats, reactions and behaviour as the components
that a Character within and of the Mind consist of/exist as, from and of
observing her Mother.
And so – Friend A accumulated within and throughout her
relationship with her Mother, memories of conversations, remarks and views
regarding her Mother’s ‘Conservative Character’ relationship to
Promiscuousness. Which would then become Friend A’s vocabulary/language,
thoughts, internal conversations/backchats and reactions in her relationship to
Promiscuousness. Where, for example:
The memories Friend A would accumulate within the Platform/Framework
of her Conservative-Character manifestation in her Mind-Physical
relationship, would be ‘live memories’ of her and her mother, where her
mother made remarks/responses – projecting her view and experience/reaction to
Promiscuousness / to people that are Promiscuous. Such Memories that Friend A
would align into her Subconscious Mind, where her Mother’s words would become
the voices in her Head that talk/speak the sentences/remarks/views in relation
to promiscuousness, together with the emotional/feeling
body as reactions that her mother expressed in the physical within those
memories that Friend A would manifest as the emotional/feeling body as her
reactions of the ‘Conservative Character’ in its relationship to Promiscuousness.
And so – the internal conversations/backchats and reactions of
emotions/feelings would become the internal negative reality/existence in the
Conservative-Characters relationship to Promiscuousness, with the Conservative
Character existent as the positive that is externally
portrayed/secured/protected/defended and validated, within the
positive-negative interplays that manifest in the Secrets
of the Mind of Friend A as the relationship she develop as the
Conservative-Character to/towards/as Promiscuousness. To so ensure that she can
continue existing as the Conservative Character, and so eventually materialize
the ‘neutral point/memory as the One Decision’ of who she is as the Memory of
the Relationship with and between the Mother and Father.
In this, I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and
understand the processes that manifest in the development of the ‘voices in the
head’ as manifested within internal conversations/backchats to even our
reactions of emotions/feelings of particular-specific Characters that we had
come to imitate/copy from and of the 1% of what our Parents, for example
portrayed/presented. Where from there, we accumulate memories of conversations,
views, behaviours and reactions of the Character the Parent portray/represent.
As with for example Friend A in relationship to her Mother, will within her
Unconscious Mind platform/framework accumulate all memories where her Mother
activate the ‘Conservative Character’, to equally as one construct/manifest her
own ‘Conservative Character’. And so within such memories, utilize her mother’s
language/vocabulary, views, remarks/responses and behaviour, to build,
construct/manifest herself into and as an equal and one/similar/same mirror as
her mother – just for that ONE POINT of relationship in the Future.
And so, as for example Friend A is exposed to
promiscuousness in her external world/reality, what will manifest within her,
is for example reactions of fear/uncomfortability, as the memories in her
platform/framework of the Conservative-Character activate when/as her mother
responded in speech and behaviour and experience to/towards Promiscuousness in
an equal and one manner of fear/uncomfortability, will speak similar/same
views, remarks and responses within her Mind and external communication as her
Mother did within the Memories Friend A accumulated within her
Unconscious-Mind. And within that thus – develop/align her ‘Suspicion
Character’ to protect/defend her against anything/anyone ‘Promiscuous’ –
because in continuing her relationship in the polarity between Conservatism and
Promiscuousness in her within and without: Making the Conservative Positive and
the Promiscuous Negative – she holds the Neutral Point of materializing her
want, need and desire for Relationship, with protecting/defending her
Conservative-Character with deliberately creating her own ‘competition’ within
herself between Conservatism and Promiscuousness. A polarity of positive and
negative which must exist in creating a polarity between the positive and the
negative, as the negative actually feed/validate/fuel the positive, as her
negative relationship/experience to promiscuousness will feed, fuel and
validate her Character of Conservatism.
I commit myself to show – the detail of how we create,
manifest and construct Characters / Primary Characters from and of parents/the
examples that have gone before us, and the extent to which our internal
conversations/backchats, the words we speak, the reactions of emotions/feelings
we experience: is/has been copied/imitated and ‘personalized’ from and of our
Parents, to the extent where thus: the internal conversations/backchats are the
voices of our parents in our Minds, and the reactions that we have accepted and
allowed/blindly accepted and allowed without question,
introspection/self-investigation originate from and of our Parents/others/those
has gone before us, to align us within Character that we’ve copied/imitated
from parents/others/those have gone before us that will have a starting-point
Memory/Seed of what we have observed, for example as children from and of our
Parents that will come to define our entire life, and internal and external
realities.
Which, within this places into question: “Do we really in
fact know who WE are as individuals, if our very reactions/experiences of
emotions/feelings have been copied/imitated from and of others, in alignment
with a particular-specific Character that we copied/imitated, with the
internal-conversations/backchats as the voices in the head originating from
Memories of conversations, for example of Parents that is speaking in and as
our Minds as ourselves, together with our very relationship to the
physical-body as we align our behaviour in accordance to such
particular/specific characters, enforcing and imprinting onto our beingness and
physical-body and relationships
with other human beings Mind-Constructs/Components/Characters that we’ve
copied/imitated from parents/others? Where we thus have no relationship to ourselves,
our physical-body/who we are as individuals
in our relationship to others/this physical existence, as we literally
mould/shape/manifest ourselves from the internal to the external based-on what
we’ve observed from those that has gone before us.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness
and self-corrective application, assist and support me to discover ‘who I am’
in an equal and one relationship with my beingness, my physical body – as I
see, realise and understand that I have separated my ‘who I am’ into various
versions of myself as Characters based on OTHERS, with other’s voices in my
head and experiences that has become my own as I accepted and allowed myself to
merge me in an equal and one relationship with other’s Characters in my
Mind-Physical Existence.
And so, I commit myself to show how/why no-one else is
responsible for the thoughts, internal conversations/backchats and reaction that
is existent within and as ME, as I have BECOME IT as ME, I have been the one
that created/manifested/constructed me into and as Characters – no-one else
made the decisions/creations of who I am/have become within me BUT ME, within
my acceptances and allowances within and throughout my life. And so, it is for me to take
responsibility for all the characters, the thoughts, the internal
conversations/backchats and reactions, as well as behaviour of and as me– to re-align me to me,
the physical body in equality and oneness, to from the Life of the
Physical, stand up and rebirth
me into and as who I am as equal and one to the physical/this physical
existence.
As I see, realise and understand from the examples that has
gone before me, that the separation of ourselves from our beingness the physical
body and so this physical existence, had only perpetuated consequence
individually and collectively. And so I commit myself to align me to and as a
living example of equality and oneness/life as the physical/this physical
existence, to show that how we have been living/creating ourselves in
Separation, through Characters with the Mind – had equally as one manifested
Separation within the without of ourselves. And so to walk from consequence to
actually creating/birthing life, is stopping
all separation and aligning ourselves into and as equality and oneness here.
And so, I commit myself to – identify my Characters as all
the selves I had separated me into and as, with walking the components of the
thoughts, internal-conversations/backchats and reactions; as I see, realise and
understand that as long as I exist as Characters, I will always be in this war
of friction/conflict within myself and my Mind, and will not be able to exist
equal and one in my within and without with and as my Physical Body and so this
Physical-Existence. And so, I walk myself from the war within to the stability
of HERE, to show those that have gone before me – there is another way to
life/living as equality and oneness; and so I become the Parent of Life to the
children of the Mind, reversing the passing on of the sins
of the fathers as Consequence; to producing the Fruit of Life from and of
Me as a living example here.
We’ll continue in the next post with the process of how we
create/manifest the ‘voices the head’ as internal conversations/backchats, and
so also the nature and manifestation of our thoughts, and within that our
reactions and behaviours, and why/how it is that what is existent within us is
OUR RESPONSIBILITY of ourselves, as we had accepted and so allowed ourselves to
define and so merge who we are within our Mind-Physical relationship; and so
why/how only EACH ONE can walk themselves in this process of birthing life from
the Physical; as it’s each one’s responsibility individually to stop
consequence and birth the process of life.
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