Suicide Paranoia – 6: The Creation Process of Suicide Paranoia (Thought Dimension) DAY 392

For context from previous posts:

In the next post we will explain how the energy evolves into thoughts and imagination, and how we then enter into a vicious cycle in our own Minds, here the energy creates itself into thoughts/imagination and then we participate in the energy, thoughts and imagination – empowering/substantiating the energy/reaction/experience even more, validating the paranoia and creating the paranoia – in so doing, losing more and more touch with ourselves, reality, the physical and life. And so will within this continue with how to assist/support self from/of the Paranoia of/as Suicide in the Mind/Consciousness, to and as Self Aware Living in and as the Physical.

So, the question within this all is – WHY does suicide, or even the OPTION or CONSIDERATION of suicide exist within and as humanity / human consciousness? I mean, obviously, we can ask this question about A LOT of things, or almost EVERYTHING, from murder, abuse, violence, harm etc. – why does such things even exist in our consciousness/minds in any way whatsoever? I mean, obviously many would say it’s just “human nature” – but, within the processes we walk in Desteni, EQAFE Series – we explain in detail why and how such ‘natures’ evolved within human consciousness and that it’s only continuing to exist as-is by our acceptance and allowance not taking responsibility for and changing our Natures.

We’re in this Post / Posts focusing on Suicide – primarily manifesting as a complete internal “giving up and giving in” to/towards a particular problem/situation/relationship/circumstance/experience. But, still – the question remains: Why are we not from childhood educated how to face problems, ALWAYS analyse/assess moments constructively, with commonsense, and accordingly lay out all possible/probable avenues/ways/means/methods possible to assist and support self out of a problem/dilemma? Why do we not have available resources, help, guidance, assistance and support for human beings that face life/living conditions in relation to for example money, a job, health etc. in which they find themselves in circumstances that are, from a survival perspective – “impossible”. I mean, how many suicides have been due to life/living/survival conditions/circumstances due to how the majority of humanity is accepting and allowing this current World System/Money System to continue – you know, human beings that are left with NOTHING, no job, no money, no friends/family, everywhere they walk with pleading eyes for help, just for food, for something to continue in/as the next breath and yet – there’s no-one, there’s nothing...Aren’t we all then responsible for such an Individual’s state of Mind, created from/of this very world system/money system that we’re accepting and allowing to create immeasurable consequence in human’s lives, the earth, nature, the animal kingdom, the environment.

Thus, I would REALLY suggest investigating the Equal Money System as a solution all the consequence that this current World System/Money System is creating, even Suicides as a consequence-outflow. We’re supposed to be existing in a world/reality where humans WANT TO LIVE, instead – it’s astounding how many human beings have suicidal thoughts / have had suicidal thoughts/imaginations ‘cross their mind’ – whether once / intermittently – it’s been there.

The relationship to Suicide is multi-dimensional, here we’re firstly going to focus on suicide within the context of one’s personal life/living experience – where, instead of seeing Solutions, we condition ourselves into and as giving up / giving in. In terms of suicide coming up in the Mind based on life/living conditions due to Money / Job, specifically the dimension of Survival, this we will look at more in-depth in posts to come.                                                                                                                                                  

Now, as we had walked in the previous posts – this whole process of Paranoia-Creation in Consciousness starts with an ENERGY. The particular-specific Nature of the Energy being that of suppressing that which self do not understand, cannot comprehend, not having the education, tools or means to deal with/direct/come to terms with what one is exposed to in everyday life. So, the very specific “Nature” of the reactions in moments that accumulates into and as eventual thoughts/imaginations of Suicide – is like, almost where in moments one go into a “shock”, it feels like an ‘electrical current’ moving through your mind and your body, you take a sharp in-breath, eyes pulled open, and the body goes tense/rigid and the words that would describe such an energy reaction/experience is that of “I don’t know what to do” / “I cannot do anything” – it takes one into a state of powerlessness in a moment, where you’re literally shocked into that state, because in your Mind, your Mind/Consciousness cannot “compute” whatever just happened at all. Such moments/experiences accumulates within our lives, and it can be “small, seemingly insignificant moments”, you know – where kids are exposed to what they can SAY and DO to each other, and they don’t have ways to deal with it, so they go into a mental and physical ‘shock’ of “I don’t know what to do” / “I cannot do anything” – a powerlessness, a giving up, a giving in. This then they “invert” into themselves, meaning: yes – in reality, they don’t know what to do and cannot do anything, but they take what happens in reality, and invert it into their minds where it becomes an energetic condition/experience/reaction that translates into powerlessness/victimization/giving up/giving in. This then escalates where they feel more and more inferior/less than in relationship to others and their world/reality, that can take one into and as a state/experience/energy of depression, as they de-press themselves, press themselves in their mind, deeper and deeper into a state/condition of energy, losing more and more touch with reality, as they travel deeper and deeper into and as the Mind, away from everything/everyone else and so, through/within such Energy – leave themselves, consequentially, to the mercy of their own Mind.

Here then, what escalates, within such depths in and as the Mind/Consciousness – is self-talk processes, is thoughts. Where it initially for example will start with “I don’t want to go to school/work and/or see those people” / “I don’t feel like being with and/or doing this/that”, so what will then start emerging in the Mind is the point of blame – where the individual will then, based on their reactions/experiences to/towards something/someone – will Blame, in their Minds, others for the experiences/reactions/energies that had accumulated/suppressed in their own Minds. It’s what the Mind does with Energy – it needs to “use it” / “exert it”, so because the Individual is now more de-pressed, pressed into the depths of the Mind, the Mind will use associations and connections within and as the energy/reactions, and so busy the Individual’s Mind, creating all sorts of dimensions and relationships and scenarios within and as the energy-reactions. The individual will be talking about it all, imagining it all in their own Minds – everything and all involved in how they reacted in their own Minds, will be entertained. All the while, fuelling the reactions/experiences even MORE, replaying the same reactions/experiences through the Imaginations EVEN MORE, which lead the human being EVEN MORE into and as the depths of the Mind. So, now, what happened externally is inverted internally into the Mind – stuck/lost into and as a time-loop, stuck in time, that will eventually lead to the belief/idea/perception of the ‘only way out’ being suicide.

We’ll continue more in the Next Posts to come with an example of how this process plays out to illustrate how one create and become Paranoia in the Mind.

Mind Backup Resources – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness): DAY 111

Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 11 (Self-Forgiveness)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

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As mentioned in DAY 109, now that we have walked the process of how the emotional/feeling body of the Main Mind Consciousness System activate, how the emotional/feeling body of a character form from a memory, how a character emotional/feeling body activate and the process of how a Personality system/suit integrate more and more into/as the physical, we’ll from this post and posts to come have a more specific/detailed look at the relationship between the mind, the physical and ENERGY within this process in walking the mechanics of our mind-physical relationship in how the Mind utilize energy/energy experience in its process of evolution from and of what is Seen within the Physical-Mind Eyes and heard from the Physical-Mind Ears.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood the interconnection within and between the Main Mind Consciousness System and its Character/Personality Systems as the systematic process the Mind/Consciousness use to evolve its existence within and as the being/physical-body. With evolution within the context/definition as Consciousness-itself, as the creation, programming and manifestation of as many potential Main/Primary Characters and the continued meticulous perfection/evolution of the Main/Primary Characters for the optimum resource of energy-creation from/of the physical-body resources as physicality is transformed into energy. Equal-to and One-with the evolution of the World-System, with Main/Primary Characters as the businesses, corporations, industries, banks and the sub-characters as the networks, people, hierarchies, rules and regulations that constitute the businesses, corporations, industries, banks that create/manifest as many potential Main/Primary Characters as well as perfecting/evolving the ways, means and methods of the Main/Sub Characters within them for the optimum resource of money-creation from/of the physical existence as physicality is used to transform into Money. Therefore, the Mind’s relationship with and as energy to physicality is the resource it use to evolve itself, and so why/how the extent of the integration, infusion and manifestation of the emotional/feeling body of the Main Mind Consciousness System is existent within/throughout the entire Physical-Body, equal-to and one-with with the vein and blood circulation/distribution system of the Physical; as blood and veins are to the body, so is energy and the emotional/feeling body systems to the Mind.

Thus, with continuing walking the example of Friend A:

We’re having a look at how Consciousness ‘dissected’ the present-moment Memory from/of her mother and father sitting at the table with her mother speaking in a gentle/caring energy-experience, accompanied with her physical-behaviour as that energy in her interaction/body-language to/as her husband, all of which Friend A observed AND EXPERIENCED in her mind-physical relationship.

In/during the SEEING with her physical-mind eyes: the moment manifested as a memory within her mind, that activated the Conservative Character personality body/suit as consciousness assessed/scanned the memory in alignment to the micro-chip memory of the Conservative Character; from where Consciousness dissected the memory in the Conservative Character personality body/suit platform into and as its categorized/organized energies, behaviours and words.

In/during the HEARING with her physical-mind ears, she heard the ENERGY within/as the mother’s sounds/words, which activated her Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body from/of the memories of energies within/as her parents’ transferred emotional/feeling bodies; activating the specific energy of gentleness/care. And because that energy was in alignment to the energy that was simultaneously dissected in the Conservative Character emotional/feeling body from/of the memory of her parents sitting at the table, this activated this particular energy of gentleness/care within/as her Conservative-Character as an ‘active energy’. Where, that energy will resonate within/through the Conservative-Character, with the Main Mind Consciousness System, and the Conservative Character System will start ‘expanding’ as an initial interdimensional/dimensional system in the Mind, more and more and more into and as the Physical as the Character’s emotional/feeling body evolve from/of the Main Mind Consciousness System, the more and more and more Friend A accumulate memories/sub-characters within them to build/construct the/a Main/Primary Character and so evolve the Mind’s potential of energy-creation and so survival. Thus, the following detail we’re going to be covering in and from this post:

1.       How Consciousness dissect the memory in a Main/Primary Character System, which will also explain the structural detail of how a Personality suit/body in the Mind looks like/functions

2.       How the emotional/feeling body of the Main Mind aligns with the emotional/feeling body of a Personality suit/body

3.       How memories are used/accumulated and manifested into Personality suits/bodies that function as ‘sub-characters’ that assist/support the Main/Primary Character, as with for example Friend A’s Main/Primary Character as the Conservative Character, but will create/manifest an empathic-character within the Conservative Character that will have particular behaviours/speech/energy that assist/support the fostering of the Conservative Character, within for example relationships

4.       How Friend A will categorize/organize her Mind in who she is in relation to relationships that will cement in her mind-physical relationship, regarding for example why/how she’ll be/become so strict in her Character-creation as the Conservative Character to materialize/manifest her want, need and desire for/of relationship as copied from/of her Mother and Father and in her Mind already create/manifest the relationship of her Future that she’ll try and create/attract/manifest in/as her external world/reality.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood the process of how and why Consciousness dissect a memory that is assessed to be in alignment to/as a particular-specific Main/Primary Character within/as the Mind, in categorizing/organizing it into and as particular-specific compartments of behaviour, energy and speech, as follows:

What must first be taken into consideration, before continuing with the detail of memory-dissection is, with each Personality suit/body consisting of/existing as its own conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind, as well as emotional/feeling body, a Main/Primary Character/Personality that self will come to physically live-out will function/exist as a ‘Mini-Mind’ that is created/manifested. And so, any/all memories that are accumulated in the Main Mind’s Unconscious Mind glass-window pane that is in alignment to the/a micro-chip memory of a Main/Primary Character, becomes a ‘defining memory’ of/as a Character, and will be additionally transferred into the Main/Primary Character centre-point and form part of/ will be layered in its own Unconscious Mind database. Now, all memories, essentially become ‘duplicated’ as the Mind function extensively from/of backups, and so the Main Mind Consciousness System serve as a ‘backup server’ whereas the Main/Primary Characters serve as the Main/Primary circuitry/programmes through and from which the Main Mind Consciousness System functions, in ‘upgrading’ its programmes, and so itself as the Main Characters/Personalities.

So, thus, when/as a ‘live moment memory’ is manifested within/on the glass-window pane, this ‘main memory’ will be duplicated as-is, transferred into the Main Mind’s Unconscious-Mind and then the ‘original version’ will be transferred into and as the centre point of the Mind within the activated Personality/Character, that activated the moment Consciousness assessed this memory’s alignment to/as a micro-chip memory of/as a specific Personality/Character. Such, as for example in the instance of Friend A, where consciousness scanned the present-moment memory, activated the Conservative Character, where this ‘activation’ – centres the Personality body/suit parallel to/as the Main Mind Consciousness System platform in/as the physical-body. Where there is a ‘centre point connection’ existent in Personality bodies/suits so that: when/as a Personality suit/body activate it moves parallel to the Main Mind’s centre point so that from there it becomes an ‘activate Character’ in direct-connection to the physical through and as the Main Mind’s platform in the physical-body. Which is why/how: in instances one can suddenly/unexpectedly change in thought, backchat, behaviour and reaction, as a Character-shift manifested within the Mind and Physical in an instant.

Consciousness utilize the centre-point of the Main Mind as the ‘Main Power Source’ point for Character creations and activations as this is the ‘Main Source Point’ exist with full, complete absolute access into and as the entire physical body. So that, when/as an Character activate, it activates in the entire Physical Body, through and as the Main Mind platform manifested within the Physical Body; and so Consciousness from the Main Frame as the Main Mind, shift and position characters according to external environment, people and situation.

And so, why/how the ‘live moment memory’ is thus duplicated into the Main Mind’s unconscious-mind, activating the Conservative Character personality/body suit and transferring the memory into and as the centre-point connection of the Main Mind Consciousness System. So that in this process, this ‘live memory’ is centred in the centre-point of the Main Mind, with the Conservative Character centred in alignment to the Main Mind and so the physical-body from where Consciousness will start dissecting the memory into and as its compartments in the Conservative Character personality/body suit’s unconscious, subconscious and unconscious mind. And once done/complete; that original memory will remain layered/manifested in/as the Conservative Character’s Platform, as well as within/as its Unconscious-Mind memory-accumulation for storage. As the memories that function/exist as parts of Characters/the Mind’s survival is always stored, as the memories are the manifestation from/of where the Mind/Characters construct/create themselves, with memories as the building-blocks of our creation as the Mind/Characters we come to physically live out. And so, the memory comes to exist within the Main Mind’s Unconscious Mind, within a Personality suit/body Unconscious-Mind and as well as within/as the Personality suit/body’s compartments as the memory is dissected to start forming/manifesting a Personality’s conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind. And so, within this – how we’ve created ourselves as a Mind internally within an alternate reality as MEMORY, instead of creating ourselves as LIVING BEINGS here as LIVING WORDS in/as the physical-flesh in/as equality and oneness that is in fact real, substantial; the difference between existing as mind/memory and living-words as the physical which is/will be walked within and throughout this process we’re walking as what we’ve become as the Mind in separation from/of physicality and so from/of all as ourselves in/as existence, which will explain why/how we’ve individually and collectively as humanity in our relationship to ourselves and so to all ourselves have become what we are and what it is today.

In the next blog, we’ll continue with the commitment statements and then the detail of STEP 1. How Consciousness dissect the memory in a Main/Primary Character System, which will also explain the structural detail of how a Personality suit/body in the Mind look like/functions. 

 

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Friendship-Suspicion Character – Part Nine

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing with behaviour-sculpting and the relationship between Imagination within the Mind/future projections in the process of developing, constructing and manifesting our Character in equal and one alignment with and as the examples that has gone before us, as the process of how we create ourselves through the Mind in the physical, and the separation and consequences within this it manifest in our relationship to ourselves, our body and this physical existence as a whole.

(Continuing from the previous post…)

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as  Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood the process of how the child, with the example of Friend A: accumulate data/memories from and of examples in her world/reality to construct/manifest her Conservative Character’s behaviour/mannerism from and of her Mother/Friends as stepping-stones within her life, to manifesting her want, need and desire of relationship. Where, for example:

Sculpting Behaviour: Friend A’s Consciousness/Mind will activate the ‘Conservative Character’ Personality Suit/Body with the external trigger/stimulus of her Mother’s physical-behavioural interaction/communication with her Friends, and so also her Friends themselves from which Friend A will accumulate data/memories that she’ll use with/within her Imagination to ‘play’ with. ‘Play’, meaning as she’ll personalize/envision herself within replacing herself within a Memory she stored within herself of her Mother acting/behaving in a certain-specific way/manner and so place herself as the Main Character in such a Memory, imagining as though it was in fact her as her Mother behaving in the way/manner her mother did within the Memory. With such processes of utilizing stored Memories and replacing oneself as the Main Character from/of the initial person that was existent within the Memory, only manifest with copying/imitating minor-details in speech, behaviour and presentation. Though within and throughout time; the Mind/Consciousness had evolved to such an extent where it can manifest a ‘quantum integration/manifestation’ of a Physical-Behaviour Pattern in ‘real time’ as/while/when a child is observing other human beings, which lead to one automatically starting to behave in particular-specific manners as one come of age without a ‘second thought’, as though behaviour/mannerism was already inherent; with self not in detail being able to remember how/why it is that one had come to sit as you do, use your hands/arms in conversations as you do, together with the detail of your face – how you ‘communicate’, essentially with and as your entire physical-body in absolute detail. With this ‘minor detail’ of copying from memories, where the child will within their imagination position themselves in and as a Main Character from a memory of another person, and then imitate/copy it into and as physical-behaviour:

Friend A observed her mother standing in front of an ‘authority figure’ whilst accompanying her mother to a meeting. Friend A’s mother within and during that meeting stood very upright, chin to the air, mouth slightly pouted and stiffened, with her arms to her sides and her hands clasped together in the front of her body and speaking in a very formal tone, with her feet next to each-other facing forward. Friend A, scans the Mother up and down with her Physical-Mind eyes – capturing reality-moments, manifesting into and as her ‘glass-window pane’ as memories, from where her beingness relationship also firstly decide whether this position resonate/align with her beingness; and when/as it does – the Memory will transfer into and as the centre of the Mind/Head region, simultaneously activating her ‘Conservative Character’ suit/embodiment, so that within and as the Imagination-domain as she ‘sees herself’ in a three-dimensional view standing as her mother is standing, essentially taking that memory and replacing/envisioning her instead of her mother within the Memory – this process of imitating/altering/playing with Memories within the Imagination will then resonate/manifest into and as her ‘Conservative Character’ suit as a stored program. And so, as she’s replaced herself in the memory within her Imagination with her Mother, she’ll so start moving her physical body to stand equally as one as her mother is standing. In this, thus – the process of what we do with minor details in behavioural-changes in certain-specific instances/moments, where we’ll take memories of reality-exemplars, re-position/replace ourselves as the Main Character within the memories and from here, mould/shape/change our bodies. With such processes of minor-detail behavioural changes that manifest within and throughout our lives, but the ‘quantum-integration’ of behavioural systems – only manifest within and during childhood.

I commit myself to show how/why we think/believe/perceive such processes of imitation is happening with what we’re in the moment physically seeing – as though there is a direct-relationship between the physical eyes and what we’re directly physically seeing and from there in physical-reality manifest the processes of imitation, but it’s not in fact. As we actually use references/memories in our Minds where we replace ourselves as the Main Character of someone we’re copying/imitating and then from within our Minds will align our physical-bodies in equal and one behaviour/mannerism. Where the constant/continuous looking/glancing is the Mind within and of ourselves forming a three-dimensional view within the Mind of the being in actual reality; accumulating memories in creating/manifesting a three-dimensional ‘panoramic view’ / photograph that will compact/compress/align with the initial memory manifestation, where the first memory will be as the first instance she was seeing her Mother standing, and the more and more she glance/blink, the more and more memories accumulate within and upon the first initial memory; replacing herself as the Main Character within each Memory, and shaping/tweaking her body/behaviour accordingly to more specifically imitate the particular-specific behavioural detail.

I commit myself to show, how we can still see – how we tend to imprint physical-reality moments of other human beings into our Minds and Imagination, replacing ourselves as Main Characters from and of Memories of others, where we then imitate/copy behaviour, presentation and speech as ‘minor detailed changes’ in our behaviour/presentation/speech. Where, for example – one will see a successful business woman walking, and within self is existent a ‘Success Character’ that one had constructed/built from and of one’s Parents in one’s childhood years as one’s parents prepared self to be/become a success in life. And so will as this Character – utilize this process of Memory and Imagination and ‘Main Character replacement’ to tweak/alter/amend details of one’s ‘Success Character’ with being more exposed to the outside world. Where, as one is walking and seeing a woman that looks similar/the same to self, in the way she’s walking/presenting herself in behaviour/dress – will manifest that reality moment into one’s Imagination within one’s ‘Success Character’ – imagining self in the Mind walking the same, wearing the same clothes; as there was a particular ‘bounce’ to her walk that you found attractive, with her clothes a lot more specific/structured and so would use such minor details to tweak/mend one’s already behavioural-design/dress that one developed within one’s ‘Success Character’.

In this, I commit myself to show – how often we do imagine ourselves within our Minds within particular-specific Characters in replacing ourselves as Main Characters within and as Memories we’ve accumulated from/of others, and then when/as we attempt/try to manifest it into reality: it never manifest the same as what we’d imagined it to be. Not seeing/realising/understand what this in fact show: the extent to which we trust imagination, first; with disappointment at reality / when reality do not meet imagination; essentially ‘blaming reality for not being equal-to and one-with imagination’. And how many human beings create/manifest consequences for themselves in trying/attempting to materialize imagination; not seeing, realising and understanding that the Mind perceives reality, it is not in fact equal-to and one-with reality, as we are not equal-to and one-with reality. And thus to consider, to establish an equal and one relationship with the physical, with reality to see, realise and understand the extent to which we’ve separated ourselves from ourselves and how far from reality in our Minds / Imagination we’ve come to exist; and to start learning what it means to set oneself free from the limitation of imagination, into and as the equality and oneness of the physical, this physical existence as a whole. If imagination was in fact so ‘powerful’…this world/humanity would have been a different scenario a loooonnggg time ago. Imagination is not the power – living here as breath in the physical body in equality and oneness is the key to change.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the Mind and the Physical, from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood how the Mind evolved with and as the ability/capacity to in ‘quantum time in the physical’ integrate/manifest an entire behavioural system in an instant, that would lead to one having the ability to start automatically behave/walk/physically interact within and as specific ways, means and methods as one come of age within and from childhood, with this quantum-integration manifesting as follows:

Friend A observes her Mother – her Mother sitting on the couch, and observes how her Mother is sitting cross-legged, how she’s using/waving her arms in her process of explanation, her fingers moving swiftly, yet gentle and ethereal like as though she’s drawing the words simultaneously through her body/arms and fingers. Also her eyes are wide and her mouth open, her upper body stiff and lifting ever so slightly every time her voice-pitch simultaneously heightens as she’s completely in the moment with the words and her body channelling a memory within her Mind and displaying it in the moment as she grasps the centre of attention as all the other Females are entranced by her Mother’s show. Within this, the Mind/Consciousness of Friend A will capture the absolute detail of the moment/the physical only and within that, the one energy-experience that will activate the particular-specific behaviour-system that the being is in the process of downloading/copying into their Mind-Physical Existence. With this one-energy experience, the experience that Friend A activated within her as she was observing her mother – being ‘adored / being the centre of attention’, an experience that in itself manifested from Memories of her Mother within her Unconscious-Mind, where her mother as a child faced an exact-same equal and one moment, and so the child is now in the process of re-enacting an exact same scenario as her mother did when her mother was a child. And so, as Friend A observes this ‘talent’ of her Mother to draw, capture and keep the attention of other’s, Friend A in that moment starts downloading into her Mind-Physical existence that entire scene in absolute detail, staring – eyes wide open, mouth slightly open; in a state of trance as her consciousness/mind in that moment completely clears the busyness of thoughts/internal experience to transfix her/itself only on what is seen/observed within and as the particular-specific energy experience of ‘adoration/attention’.

What is fascinating in this moment is how the mind/consciousness with the being sees through the Physical-Mind Eyes; as the rest of the environment goes slightly hazy/out of focus as the being focus their vision on the Mother and slightly on the Friends as they listen intently – for a moment as though the external physical-environment becomes a 3-Dimensional live painting with the Mother the centre of attention/focus and the Friends painted slightly less dense/specific and then the rest of the environment/surroundings fades away. Within and during this interaction, Friend A in her beingness is manifesting her mind-physical relationship to/towards such a moment where she experience reactions of adoration/attention as though she’s part of her Mother and her Friends, when in reality she is not in fact. As that experience of her being part of/included in that moment is in fact manifesting within her Mind; as what Consciousness/the Mind is manifesting in that moment is a real-time relationship-interaction with her, her mother and her Friends. Where in this moment: she’s superimposing her Mind-Reality onto actual Physical-Reality, only seeing Reality within and through her Mind and her experience within it. Where in this moment – Consciousness take a Physical Quantum-Time imprint of and as her Mother’s entire physical-behavioural system-design and merging it into and as Friend A’s physical body. Within and during this process - the Mind actually ‘lifts itself’ within the body of the being – like extending itself upwards and outwards within the being’s physical body, so that in that process it ‘expose its unconscious physical-platform in the child’s physical-body where it’s in the process of transferring reality-information into and as the very fabric of the physical-body of the child. Focusing itself on the one point within the environment, for example the Mother – and starts pixelating into itself the actual external environment/moment into and as the Physical-Body / entire physical body of the Child/Friend A as the quantum process the Mind has used to transfer/download behavioural-systems into and as the physical-body through placing the being into a trans-like state – the mind-body relationship essentially becoming one massive glass-window pane into and on which reality is imprinted/manifested. And if/as the child was aware of the body, would actually physically feel/experience how the mind in the body move as it integrate the behavioural patterns into itself as the Mother moves.

Now that we’ve got the overview process that manifest within and as quantum integration of behavioural systems, we’ll in the next post continue with the commitment statements and more step-by-step details as how we in our Mind-Physical existence become the behavioural systems we observe from/of others we developed a particular-specific relationship to/towards that will activate within particular-specific scenarios together with a particular-specific energy experience.