Sub-Character Structural Resonance Dimension – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness): DAY 135

 Will Love and Lighters end up Killing People? by Marlen Vargas Del Razo
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Character Resonance Evolution - Part 11 (Self-Forgiveness)

Multidimensional Inner-Voices – Part 17 (Self-Forgiveness)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

In this post, we’re continuing with walking the Structural Resonance Dimensions of the Main Mind, Main Character/Personality and Sub Character/Personalities, where within this post we’re looking at the Sub Character/Personality Structural Resonance, which will within this also clarify/give perspective of how the Minds see energy, information as thoughts, memories, definitions and the content/substance of and as the Mind’s entire database as how it move/is infused into and as the Physical-Body.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning to now, stand with and as Life, in and as equality and oneness, but forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to emerge as fear and as separation in and as my relationship of energy to substance, as the mind to the physical, not seeing, realising and understanding the consequence of me that has become the Sub-Character/Personalities’ Structural Resonance Dimension as follows:

What we have walked thus far, is that the Sub-Characters/Personalities form part of/extend from the Main Characters/Personalities as the Personality-Systems, with the Personality Systems forming part of/extending from the Main Mind Consciousness System in and as the Physical-Body, with the Main Mind System essentially forming part of/extending from/of the Physical-Body. Within this, we have also established that for the Minds – the Main Mind System: looks like an exact replica of/as the very structural design, fabric and substance of/as the physical-body, like a ‘shadow’ hovering within/parallel to the actual physical-body, and consist of/exist as a dark-grey substance, and the Personality System: looks like an three-dimensional physical-body framework/platform within the Main Mind System framework/platform of/as the dark-grey substance, that consist of/exist as a light-grey substance with a silvery gleam to it.

Now for the Sub-Characters/Personalities; their resonance-colouration is completely different to that of the Main Mind Systems and the Personality Systems; because their resonance, substance and structure are more existent as an ‘entity’. An ‘entity’ meaning a form/substance that gives sub-characters/personalities more mobility/ ‘freedom’ within and between Main Characters/Personalities; because what sub-characters/personalities can do - is actually move themselves into and as different Personality Systems from/of the original Personality System that defined them. Main Characters/Personalities can imprint and so copy Sub-Characters/Personalities from other Main Characters/Personalities and personalize/change/alter them according to their new ‘connection/imprinting’ within a new Personality System/Main Character.

What gives Sub-Characters/Personalities this mobility and interconnection within and between the Personality-Systems/Main Characters is their Structural Resonance that does not consist of a defined physical-body framework as the Main Mind System and the Personality Systems that only have limited movement/mobility within and as the physical-body. Because the Main Mind System and the Personality Systems are the Systems that are the ‘pillars’ of ‘who we are’ within and as the Mind, that present that illusion/idea/experience of ‘I know who I am’ constancy/consistency, when in fact we have various personalities/characters constantly/continuously moving and interacting within and as the Main Mind System. And it is because of the ‘stability’ of the Main Mind and Main Personality/Character Systems in the Physical-Body that present the ‘stability’ of ‘who I am’ as Consciousness. When, what one will see, realise and understand – is the extent to which we in fact communicate/interact/swop and change within and as various characters/personalities in our minds, dependent on relationships with others and the environment / the situations/circumstance within it; and so are in fact really ‘unstable’ within and as ‘who I am’. As ‘who I am’ consist of/exist as a conglomeration of various characters/personalities that systematically alternate dependent on the external environment.  And it’s only because of the automated-predictability of and as how we pre-programmed our entire Mind Consciousness System and all the Personalities within it that present the Illusion of a ‘Self’-Stability.

(More of this will become practically clear as we continue walking this process of our existence as the Mind and the personalities within and as it, and within that to see, realise and understand the difference between the illusion of stability as presented by the Mind, and actual real Self-Stability as the process of really knowing ‘who I am’, directing ‘who I am’ in and as absolute self-aware living in, as and with the physical-body.)

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood The Sub-Characters/Personalities Structural Resonance manifestation as me, as follows: Again using the example of what we have walked with Friend A with her Main Character/Personality System as the Conservative Character and the Sub Character/Personality as the Empathic Character.

Where, the Empathic Character thus consisted of its own microchip memory, energy-experience definitions (gentleness and care) and the backchat/internal conversations and behavioural system – all of which was aligned / stored into and as the Personality System of the Conservative Character. Thus, here is where the Sub-Character/Personality Structural Resonance comes in:

Because the Sub-Character/Personality has all the components, connections and parts that defines/constructs it into and as a personality, it will have – within the platform of the Personality System a ‘Skeleton Structural Resonance’. A Skeleton Structural Resonance, meaning:

The Main Mind and Personality Systems have a ‘full bodied’ Structural Resonance as we have walked/explained. The Sub Characters/Personalities only have a Skeleton Structure, and actually look like the Skeleton Structure of the Human Physical Body. Not as defined in terms of seeing the bone-structure designs – only the ‘framework’ of/as the skeletal structure. In this, essentially – imagine when looking at an X-Ray of one’s human physical-body and seeing the Skeleton Structure in the centre. This is exactly how the Mind would see the Sub-Characters/Personalities – BUT: imagine that the Skeleton Structure is substantiated by/is composed of an innumerable amount of energy-threads. So, instead of seeing the ‘bone structure’ of/as the Skeleton in and as the Body, see the Skeleton as being made up of/drawn out of individual threads – all different colours.

Thus, for the Minds, Sub-Characters/Personalities essentially look very ‘colourful’, for the perspective that within and as the Light-Grey Substanced Personality-Systems as full-bodied frameworks, the Minds see various ‘Skeleton Structural Resonances’ of and as the Sub-Characters/Personalities.

So, for example again: taking the X-Ray of and as a Human Physical Body, imagine three additional Skeletons within and as the Human Body that is so aligned within/next to each other that it seems they are ‘overlapping’. Now imagine that those three Skeletons consist of/exist as an innumerable amount of coloured threads, with each Skeleton having a particular signature to/as all its colours. And so, each Sub-Character/Personality Structural Resonance has its own ‘colour signature’ that is dependent on the particular-specific ‘energies’ as emotions/feelings that defines the particular Sub-Character/Personality. As we have explained within previous posts – Sub-Characters/Personalities do not have their own ‘emotional/feeling body’ as the Main Mind System/Main Characters as Personality Systems, but is only substantiated by/defined within a select few energies of/as emotions/feelings. Therefore, dependent on the specific energy(ies) that define the Sub-Character/Personality will accordingly give that Sub-Character/Personality Skeleton Structural Resonance its defined colour-signature.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the rest of the ‘colours’ as all the energy-threads that substantiate/compose the Skeleton Structural Resonance of/as Sub-Characters/Personalities will also consist of/exist as the colour signatures of and as the specific Personality Systems they ‘belong to’. As each Personality System as Main Character/Personality will have its own defined emotional/feeling body containing specific emotions and feelings and so specific colour-resonances. And so additionally within/through this colour-signature – the Minds can see which Sub-Characters/Personalities ‘belongs to’ / ‘originated from/within’ which Personality Systems/Main Characters.

We’ll continue in the next post with the Commitment Statements of the Self-Forgiveness Statements walked in this Blog, and in DAY 137 continue with how exactly the Sub-Characters and Main Characters are aligned, meaning – how the Sub-Characters are aligned into the Personality System’s conscious, subconscious and unconscious-mind and within this, how the Sub-Characters’ Skeleton Structural Resonance is connected into and as the Main Characters/Personality Systems that gives it the ability to move/alternate into and as various other Personality Systems, while still maintaining its original connection to and as the original Personality System it was aligned/stored/manifested into and as. 

 

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Quantum Consciousness Programming in Childhood – Part 1: Day 99 

Consciousness is without Conscience 

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – Part Nine

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing with behaviour-sculpting and the relationship between Imagination within the Mind/future projections in the process of developing, constructing and manifesting our Character in equal and one alignment with and as the examples that has gone before us, as the process of how we create ourselves through the Mind in the physical, and the separation and consequences within this it manifest in our relationship to ourselves, our body and this physical existence as a whole.

(Continuing from the previous post…)

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as  Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood the process of how the child, with the example of Friend A: accumulate data/memories from and of examples in her world/reality to construct/manifest her Conservative Character’s behaviour/mannerism from and of her Mother/Friends as stepping-stones within her life, to manifesting her want, need and desire of relationship. Where, for example:

Sculpting Behaviour: Friend A’s Consciousness/Mind will activate the ‘Conservative Character’ Personality Suit/Body with the external trigger/stimulus of her Mother’s physical-behavioural interaction/communication with her Friends, and so also her Friends themselves from which Friend A will accumulate data/memories that she’ll use with/within her Imagination to ‘play’ with. ‘Play’, meaning as she’ll personalize/envision herself within replacing herself within a Memory she stored within herself of her Mother acting/behaving in a certain-specific way/manner and so place herself as the Main Character in such a Memory, imagining as though it was in fact her as her Mother behaving in the way/manner her mother did within the Memory. With such processes of utilizing stored Memories and replacing oneself as the Main Character from/of the initial person that was existent within the Memory, only manifest with copying/imitating minor-details in speech, behaviour and presentation. Though within and throughout time; the Mind/Consciousness had evolved to such an extent where it can manifest a ‘quantum integration/manifestation’ of a Physical-Behaviour Pattern in ‘real time’ as/while/when a child is observing other human beings, which lead to one automatically starting to behave in particular-specific manners as one come of age without a ‘second thought’, as though behaviour/mannerism was already inherent; with self not in detail being able to remember how/why it is that one had come to sit as you do, use your hands/arms in conversations as you do, together with the detail of your face – how you ‘communicate’, essentially with and as your entire physical-body in absolute detail. With this ‘minor detail’ of copying from memories, where the child will within their imagination position themselves in and as a Main Character from a memory of another person, and then imitate/copy it into and as physical-behaviour:

Friend A observed her mother standing in front of an ‘authority figure’ whilst accompanying her mother to a meeting. Friend A’s mother within and during that meeting stood very upright, chin to the air, mouth slightly pouted and stiffened, with her arms to her sides and her hands clasped together in the front of her body and speaking in a very formal tone, with her feet next to each-other facing forward. Friend A, scans the Mother up and down with her Physical-Mind eyes – capturing reality-moments, manifesting into and as her ‘glass-window pane’ as memories, from where her beingness relationship also firstly decide whether this position resonate/align with her beingness; and when/as it does – the Memory will transfer into and as the centre of the Mind/Head region, simultaneously activating her ‘Conservative Character’ suit/embodiment, so that within and as the Imagination-domain as she ‘sees herself’ in a three-dimensional view standing as her mother is standing, essentially taking that memory and replacing/envisioning her instead of her mother within the Memory – this process of imitating/altering/playing with Memories within the Imagination will then resonate/manifest into and as her ‘Conservative Character’ suit as a stored program. And so, as she’s replaced herself in the memory within her Imagination with her Mother, she’ll so start moving her physical body to stand equally as one as her mother is standing. In this, thus – the process of what we do with minor details in behavioural-changes in certain-specific instances/moments, where we’ll take memories of reality-exemplars, re-position/replace ourselves as the Main Character within the memories and from here, mould/shape/change our bodies. With such processes of minor-detail behavioural changes that manifest within and throughout our lives, but the ‘quantum-integration’ of behavioural systems – only manifest within and during childhood.

I commit myself to show how/why we think/believe/perceive such processes of imitation is happening with what we’re in the moment physically seeing – as though there is a direct-relationship between the physical eyes and what we’re directly physically seeing and from there in physical-reality manifest the processes of imitation, but it’s not in fact. As we actually use references/memories in our Minds where we replace ourselves as the Main Character of someone we’re copying/imitating and then from within our Minds will align our physical-bodies in equal and one behaviour/mannerism. Where the constant/continuous looking/glancing is the Mind within and of ourselves forming a three-dimensional view within the Mind of the being in actual reality; accumulating memories in creating/manifesting a three-dimensional ‘panoramic view’ / photograph that will compact/compress/align with the initial memory manifestation, where the first memory will be as the first instance she was seeing her Mother standing, and the more and more she glance/blink, the more and more memories accumulate within and upon the first initial memory; replacing herself as the Main Character within each Memory, and shaping/tweaking her body/behaviour accordingly to more specifically imitate the particular-specific behavioural detail.

I commit myself to show, how we can still see – how we tend to imprint physical-reality moments of other human beings into our Minds and Imagination, replacing ourselves as Main Characters from and of Memories of others, where we then imitate/copy behaviour, presentation and speech as ‘minor detailed changes’ in our behaviour/presentation/speech. Where, for example – one will see a successful business woman walking, and within self is existent a ‘Success Character’ that one had constructed/built from and of one’s Parents in one’s childhood years as one’s parents prepared self to be/become a success in life. And so will as this Character – utilize this process of Memory and Imagination and ‘Main Character replacement’ to tweak/alter/amend details of one’s ‘Success Character’ with being more exposed to the outside world. Where, as one is walking and seeing a woman that looks similar/the same to self, in the way she’s walking/presenting herself in behaviour/dress – will manifest that reality moment into one’s Imagination within one’s ‘Success Character’ – imagining self in the Mind walking the same, wearing the same clothes; as there was a particular ‘bounce’ to her walk that you found attractive, with her clothes a lot more specific/structured and so would use such minor details to tweak/mend one’s already behavioural-design/dress that one developed within one’s ‘Success Character’.

In this, I commit myself to show – how often we do imagine ourselves within our Minds within particular-specific Characters in replacing ourselves as Main Characters within and as Memories we’ve accumulated from/of others, and then when/as we attempt/try to manifest it into reality: it never manifest the same as what we’d imagined it to be. Not seeing/realising/understand what this in fact show: the extent to which we trust imagination, first; with disappointment at reality / when reality do not meet imagination; essentially ‘blaming reality for not being equal-to and one-with imagination’. And how many human beings create/manifest consequences for themselves in trying/attempting to materialize imagination; not seeing, realising and understanding that the Mind perceives reality, it is not in fact equal-to and one-with reality, as we are not equal-to and one-with reality. And thus to consider, to establish an equal and one relationship with the physical, with reality to see, realise and understand the extent to which we’ve separated ourselves from ourselves and how far from reality in our Minds / Imagination we’ve come to exist; and to start learning what it means to set oneself free from the limitation of imagination, into and as the equality and oneness of the physical, this physical existence as a whole. If imagination was in fact so ‘powerful’…this world/humanity would have been a different scenario a loooonnggg time ago. Imagination is not the power – living here as breath in the physical body in equality and oneness is the key to change.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the Mind and the Physical, from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood how the Mind evolved with and as the ability/capacity to in ‘quantum time in the physical’ integrate/manifest an entire behavioural system in an instant, that would lead to one having the ability to start automatically behave/walk/physically interact within and as specific ways, means and methods as one come of age within and from childhood, with this quantum-integration manifesting as follows:

Friend A observes her Mother – her Mother sitting on the couch, and observes how her Mother is sitting cross-legged, how she’s using/waving her arms in her process of explanation, her fingers moving swiftly, yet gentle and ethereal like as though she’s drawing the words simultaneously through her body/arms and fingers. Also her eyes are wide and her mouth open, her upper body stiff and lifting ever so slightly every time her voice-pitch simultaneously heightens as she’s completely in the moment with the words and her body channelling a memory within her Mind and displaying it in the moment as she grasps the centre of attention as all the other Females are entranced by her Mother’s show. Within this, the Mind/Consciousness of Friend A will capture the absolute detail of the moment/the physical only and within that, the one energy-experience that will activate the particular-specific behaviour-system that the being is in the process of downloading/copying into their Mind-Physical Existence. With this one-energy experience, the experience that Friend A activated within her as she was observing her mother – being ‘adored / being the centre of attention’, an experience that in itself manifested from Memories of her Mother within her Unconscious-Mind, where her mother as a child faced an exact-same equal and one moment, and so the child is now in the process of re-enacting an exact same scenario as her mother did when her mother was a child. And so, as Friend A observes this ‘talent’ of her Mother to draw, capture and keep the attention of other’s, Friend A in that moment starts downloading into her Mind-Physical existence that entire scene in absolute detail, staring – eyes wide open, mouth slightly open; in a state of trance as her consciousness/mind in that moment completely clears the busyness of thoughts/internal experience to transfix her/itself only on what is seen/observed within and as the particular-specific energy experience of ‘adoration/attention’.

What is fascinating in this moment is how the mind/consciousness with the being sees through the Physical-Mind Eyes; as the rest of the environment goes slightly hazy/out of focus as the being focus their vision on the Mother and slightly on the Friends as they listen intently – for a moment as though the external physical-environment becomes a 3-Dimensional live painting with the Mother the centre of attention/focus and the Friends painted slightly less dense/specific and then the rest of the environment/surroundings fades away. Within and during this interaction, Friend A in her beingness is manifesting her mind-physical relationship to/towards such a moment where she experience reactions of adoration/attention as though she’s part of her Mother and her Friends, when in reality she is not in fact. As that experience of her being part of/included in that moment is in fact manifesting within her Mind; as what Consciousness/the Mind is manifesting in that moment is a real-time relationship-interaction with her, her mother and her Friends. Where in this moment: she’s superimposing her Mind-Reality onto actual Physical-Reality, only seeing Reality within and through her Mind and her experience within it. Where in this moment – Consciousness take a Physical Quantum-Time imprint of and as her Mother’s entire physical-behavioural system-design and merging it into and as Friend A’s physical body. Within and during this process - the Mind actually ‘lifts itself’ within the body of the being – like extending itself upwards and outwards within the being’s physical body, so that in that process it ‘expose its unconscious physical-platform in the child’s physical-body where it’s in the process of transferring reality-information into and as the very fabric of the physical-body of the child. Focusing itself on the one point within the environment, for example the Mother – and starts pixelating into itself the actual external environment/moment into and as the Physical-Body / entire physical body of the Child/Friend A as the quantum process the Mind has used to transfer/download behavioural-systems into and as the physical-body through placing the being into a trans-like state – the mind-body relationship essentially becoming one massive glass-window pane into and on which reality is imprinted/manifested. And if/as the child was aware of the body, would actually physically feel/experience how the mind in the body move as it integrate the behavioural patterns into itself as the Mother moves.

Now that we’ve got the overview process that manifest within and as quantum integration of behavioural systems, we’ll in the next post continue with the commitment statements and more step-by-step details as how we in our Mind-Physical existence become the behavioural systems we observe from/of others we developed a particular-specific relationship to/towards that will activate within particular-specific scenarios together with a particular-specific energy experience.