Sub-Personality Backchat Creation – Part 2: DAY 122

Sub-Personality Backchat Creation – Part 2 (Self-Commitments): DAY 122

 Featured Artwork by: Brendan Murphy: "This is a multi-medium self portrait that's deconstructing the layers of pre-programming exposing the organic robot and the demonic mind. My eye has the Earth and the Equal Money System's symbol in sight. The face was done with charcoal, the DNA was done in colored pencil and ink, the black and white part of the background was done in watercolor, the blue and white side of the background was done in acrylic paint."

Multidimensional Inner-Voices – Part 4 (Self-Commitments)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

In this post, we’re continuing the self-commitment statements of the self-forgiveness walked in DAY 121.

I commit myself to walk the process of bringing forth awareness to the question – “why/how it is we can speak in our minds, automatically – without deciding what we’re going to speak/say, how we’re going to speak/say it, who we are within/as what we speak/say in our Mind”, within the context of really assessing who we are in a moment towards another person/the environment and the consequence of our words/behaviour in the moment of interaction. That, within this – what dominate is the conversations/backchats in our Minds, we don’t stand in and as that moment, with and as the other human being, seeing who we are with and as them, really hearing their words here as who they are and understanding/comprehending what they’re saying/how they’re saying it and from here assessing our words/behaviour as what will have the best outcome/solution for both in that moment, in really taking absolute full responsibility for our words/behaviour and their outflows/consequence. With no speaking/conversing going on in the mind, because we’re here equal and one in and as the physical moment, walking with the words of the individual/other human being, in this there exist no separation between two worlds as the mind and the physical, but an equal and one hereness HEARING and so can accordingly respond VOCALLY, in/as words as self to the person/other human being as one interact in and as physical real-time. Where, the very existence of backchat/internal conversations indicate/prove that we’re not really HERE, hearing with the other human beings’ words/who they are as they’re words, that we don’t have directive-principle of the words we speak, that we’re in no way self-aware of the words we speak in our within and without as we’re existing in two worlds, the hidden/secretive interdimensional-physical existence as the mind and then the physical. Within the mind we have backchats/internal conversations that will determine what we speak and how we behave in our physical-interactions with other human beings, and in quantum-time assess the other human beings’ words, which activate all sorts of thoughts, memories, reactions of emotions and feelings and ultimate backchat/internal conversations as mind-automation of various characters/personalities that determine/decide FOR US what we’re speak and how we behave, from the internal to the external instead of an absolute here real-time living/participation.

I commit myself to show this process of how we in quantum time within and as the quantum physical-mind assess our external environment, human beings within it – where this assessment is done within and as the multi-dimensional existence of/as the mind in the physical, existent as a multitude of characters/personalities and sub-characters/personalities that we have preprogramed as our consciousness/directive principle in/as our world/reality that will pre-determine who we are and what we’ll speak/how we’ll behave in our internal and external two-world existence. And within this – for self to see, realise and understand how the existence/activation of backchat/internal conversations come-from the mind already having made an assessment of the external environment, to/towards which self/mind had a reaction/perception/opinion, that activated particular thoughts, which from there the mind/consciousness would analyse which personalities/characters would best suit the existent moment in actual physical reality. Where the activation/participation within and as backchat/internal conversations signify an character/personality possession within/as the mind/consciousness that consciousness decided is ‘best suited’ for the moment, wherein self thus had no ‘say’ about who self is/will be in/as that moment, no choice/directive-principle/awareness as everything was decided/pre-determined in quantum-process within one’s mind-physical existence.

I commit myself to show the interdimensional-physical quantum-time existence of the processes that manifest in/as our mind-physical relationship, to understand the purpose/reason for thoughts, where they come from, to understand the nature/experience of the various ‘feedback-responses’ we participate in in our Minds as backchat/internal conversations. In seeing, realising and understanding that the voices in the head are essentially functioning/existing as a ‘feedback response’ from/of the Mind/Consciousness with and as its activation of characters/sub-characters in its assessment/analysis of the external environment and the people within it that self has then automatically accepted and allowed to respond-to/react-to according to what automatically emerged in the mind, without question. In and as seeing, realising and understanding the extent to which we base our actions, behaviours on the thoughts and internal conversations/backchats as personalities that is activated within us by/through consciousness. In this, to see, realise and understand how we actively, deliberately in a quantum moment decide/believe the thoughts/backchat/internal conversations of/as what Consciousness/the Mind of/as ourselves show us within us, essentially the Mind like the ‘devil on the shoulder’, but have a become a voice in the mind – whispering its analysis/assessment of the external environment/people within it and then we deliberately, actively decide to accordingly act-upon these voices/thoughts within one’s communication/behaviour in physical reality.

In this, I commit myself to show, how with walking the tools of Desteni (writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application), along with the Desteni I Process available as a structurally-specific course together with online buddy-support and joining in with the walking of the 7 Year Journey to Life – self start getting to know the detail of how self as the Mind in the Physical function/exist. How one created/manifested one’s characters/personalities from childhood into evolution within adulthood and within this: see, realise and understand the nature/existence of one’s internal conversations/backchat in how they have become voices of personalities/characters as separate-representations of/as self that has taken authority/control over/of what/how self-live, speak, express and manifest relationships with other people in one’s world/reality. Simultaneously with getting to know how one created/evolved oneself into/as the Mind and the characters/personalities within it and so the voices in the head as backchat/internal conversations: wherein with the material and the practical corrective application principle as walked within the Desteni I Process: one will learn how to stop participation in the voices in the head, where one will see, realise and understand that self is in fact able to stop participation, how to stop participation, what stopping participation mean as a decision that self make in a moment to not accept and allow the voices in the head to continue as self will see, realise and understand how in a moment with a decision and the action of that decision: Self can stop the voices. It’s simply existing as it does in the Mind, self is simply existing as self is as the mind and the characters/personalities, thoughts, reactions and the voices in the head within it, because self is in every moment, in every breath – making the decision to accept and allow it to continue automatically as it does without making a decision to change it.

And this is what human beings will see, realise and understand for yourself in walking with the tools of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application along with, especially the Desteni I Process Course – how it takes a decision, an understanding of who self is in the decision to stop participation in the mind and to act within/as that decision as changing self from an automated mind, to a self-aware living human being in and as the physical body.

In this, I commit myself to show – how one will with walking this process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, as walked within the 7 Year Journey to Life and as is available in the Desteni I Process what it means to HERE oneself in physical equality and oneness, where one’s Mind become quieter, more visible in the sense that one will be able to see how the thoughts/internal conversations/backchats move automatically and how one can in a moment make a decision within oneself to stop. And within that – what the writing, self forgiveness and self-corrective application process teach one, is how to investigate how one created/manifested/accepted and allowed the backchat/internal conversations to exist within one’s mind, how they came to speak/manifest in one’s mind and within that, to re-establish one’s relationship with oneself wherein one learn how one created self as the mind in the first place, to really from there re-walk oneself as rebirth oneself from the mind, into the physical. As one will see, realise and understand: that one do not need Consciousness as thoughts, internal conversations/backchat to define who self is/what self live/behave, that they/it only exist and have taken that position of authority, because self has not stood as SELF-AWARENESS in one’s living in the physical. And when/as one walk the process of stopping thoughts/backchat as the voices in the head and practise making that decision to stop and changing oneself in a moment – the more and more one will start re-taking one’s responsibility in one’s internal and external world, which mean: that self in fact start deciding who self is and what/how self live in every moment of breath, and then aligning this decision/living within the principle of what’s best for all/equality and oneness/Life – we birth LIFE as-ourselves from the physical, instead of re-creating the consequence in the physical as the mind-physical relationship we’ve for too long accepted and allowed because of abdicating our self-awareness to consciousness/mind.

We’ll continue in the next post with more detail of the process of how we create/manifest voices in the head/backchat/internal conversations from/of memories of others in our Minds.

We suggest, investigating Desteni, Equal Money, the Desteni I Process in understanding, seeing, realising for self what this process “from consciousness to awareness” in fact practically mean for self, and self’s relationship to others and this world as a whole.