Dethroning GOD: DAY 16

Dethroning GOD: DAY 16

Who I Am as Money – continued

In this post, we’re continuing having a look at the manifested consequences of ourselves as Ego. How we created ourselves into Ego from creating energy through the friction we manifested in our accepted and allowed separation from/of Substance of/as Equality and Oneness. From that friction, generating energy as experiences categorized within relationships of negativity, neutrality and positivity. How we separated ourselves from ourselves as the whole, and further separated ourselves within ourselves – categorizing ourselves within and without into/as relationships as experience of energy as negativity, neutrality and positivity.

Furthermore within this – instead of creating with the force of Life as Substance of/as Equality and Oneness with all as self in equality and oneness: we created ourselves into individualized Energy-Entities as manifested-Illusions, internalized ‘Gods’ as ‘Judges’ unto ourselves and all as ourselves: Creating an internal and external self and existence of judgemental relationships within the natures of negativity, neutrality and positivity – in this creating a ‘self’ with a purpose of Energy-Survival, instead of a Self Living.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create me into and as an Energy-Entity as Illusion – that has become dependent on Energy for my own survival as Energy; where this dependency-relationship to myself as Energy has to be infinitely maintained through me infinitely generating friction as separation from/of all as me in/as existence. To from the friction: generate energy as experience that I defined/valued within myself within the natures of negativity, neutrality and positivity. In this dependency-relationship to me as Energy – I have accepted and allowed myself to limit/diminish me to an existence of survival – because Energy in its very manifestation/nature is finite as its very existence is dependent on me constantly/continuously generating friction as maintaining my separation from/of all as me in/as the relationships of negativity, neutrality and positivity.

In this – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the finiteness of Energy – because, the moment I would stop generating the energy through the friction as manifested-separation of me from/of all as me as the manifested-substance of/as existence as equality and oneness: Energy would cease to exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create – directly and indirectly a World-System of Money within this exact equal and one dependency-relationship I have created towards and with myself as Energy, where: The World-System of Money has a dependency-relationship manifested to/towards all within this physical-existence, where our very selves and our physical lives in and on this Earth is/has become dependent on Money. The consequence of this stand within the point where – ourselves and our lives have become finite within this physical existence, from the perspective that ‘who we are’ and ‘how/what we live’ is limited/diminished to only the extent/amount of Money available to us within our lives. Equal-to and One-with my relationship with myself as Energy, where – who I am within/as Energy as I create my relationships of experience as negativity, neutrality and positivity – is/has been limited/diminished to the amount of Energy available to me that I would be able to generate through friction. So – dependent on the amount of energy I can generate within me, will depend on the extent/amount I would be able to evolve my ‘who I am’ and ‘what/how I live’ in my relationships throughout existence. Same as how it exist now, here on Earth – dependent on the amount of Money I can generate for me within my living, will depend on the extent/amount I would be able to develop/evolve my ‘who I am’ and ‘what/how I live’ within/as the World-System.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the extent to which I have accepted and allowed myself to become dependent on Energy to create/manifest ‘who I am’ and ‘how/what I live’. Equal-to and One-with the extent to which I have become dependent on Money to create/manifest ‘who I am’ and ‘what/how I live’.

In this – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create me as an “I” into and as an Energy-Entity and throughout time, made myself believe that this “I” is Energy – which, yes: what “I” have become is Energy as I have accepted and allowed myself to create “who “I” am” as Energy, the moment I accepted and allowed myself to separate me from all as me within existence, separating me from eternal substance into and as finite Energy. And so “I” became Energy – and so my living as “I” as Energy became the production of Energy through experiences of negativity, neutrality and positivity to constantly/continuously create me as Energy – a total Self-Creation process. Where I diminished/limited my creation process from creating with/as all as me within and as existence in/as equality and oneness, to only creating me for myself within myself as Energy at the expense/cost of all as me within/as existence, as I take the very substance of/as existence of/as equality and oneness, and transform it into Energy within myself, for myself for my own survival as Energy only.

In this – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a World-System of Money – where the World-System of Money had become equal-to and one-with my Mind of Energy, where: within the principle of “you will create/manifest who you are” – I created the World-System in the image and likeness of my Mind, and Money in the image and likeness of my Energy. Where who “I” am as Energy within – stands equal-to and one-with who “I” am as Money without. “I”: Within = Energy / “I” Without = Money. In the World-System of Money I create who “I” am through, with and as Money, in my Mind of Energy I create who “I” am through, with and as Energy. And with Money in/as the World-System – I continue with my self-creation process of producing Money to continue creating ‘me / my life / my living’ only within/as the World-System of Money – equal-to and one-with my self-creation process of producing Energy to creating ‘me / my life / my living’ through my Mind as Energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create me within as “I” into and as finite Energy – equal-to and one with creating me without as “I” into and as finite Money, where within myself I am dependent on constant, continuous energy-production through friction to generate my “I” as finite Energy – equal-to and one with my dependency on constant, continuous money-production through friction in/as this physical existence to generate my “I” of/as Money as I have created my within from Energy and my within and without from Money.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to diminish/limit my existence to Energy-dependency and Money-dependency – not seeing/realising/understanding the consequence of me as Energy within and Money without within the nature of Energy and Money as finiteness, where: because I accepted and allowed myself to create my “I” into and as finite-Energy, dependent on Energy-production through friction to/towards substance of/as equality and oneness – I equally as one created my “I” within/as the context of/as this physical existence as a whole, into and as a World-System of Money, dependent on Money-production through friction to/towards this physical existence as a whole.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that for me to exist as my “I” of/as Energy – I deliberately create friction within/towards substance of/as equality and oneness into and as a negative as the very nature/manifestation of that friction – going from a whole as equality and oneness into and as a negative, transforming that very part of me as substance as whole, into and as a negative as friction that I experience within me as energy-manifest as my initial creation/producing process of/as Energy for myself. Equal-to and One-with the World-System’s relationship to/towards all within this physical existence, that generate friction to/towards this physical existence through taking from this physical existence as the creation/producing process of/as Money for itself – transforming actual physicality into and as Money, manifesting its initial relationship to/towards this physical existence in/as a Negative.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – within myself, from the negative as friction, I experienced within me – the resonance/experience of that friction/negativity manifested/rippled/reverberated within me as the ‘neutral experience’ where I was experiencing ‘only me’ and the positive the accumulation of the friction/negative accumulating the experience/resonance of neutrality into and as the experience of positivity where I was experience MORE of/as me within myself. In this – manifesting the World-System of Money in the image and likeness of/as me as Mind and Energy, where: the World-System of Money itself, generate friction as the negative to/towards this very physical existence, as it produce the physical into/as Money it manifests itself into and as a Neutrality as it’s experiencing only itself as Money while the physical is transformed into/as Money. And as it continue generating friction as the negative, and accumulating itself as Money through transforming physicality into Money – it manifests the Positive as experiencing/manifesting MORE of itself as Money the MORE it continues transforming physicality into Money from friction/negativity, to neutrality to positivity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, within my finite self-existence as Energy – not see/realise/understand how, dependent on the extent of friction I generate, will depend on the extent of neutrality I manifest as the experience of ‘only me’ and so the extent of positivity I manifest as the experience of ‘MORE of/as me’.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in this finite Energy-Entity existence of me, in my relationship as a singularity to/towards the whole – I accepted and allowed myself to make myself MORE in relationship to the WHOLE, but this MORENESS was limited into/as the confinement of me as only a singularity, not seeing/realising/understanding that this MORE experience of/as only me, was positive energy, accumulated from the neutral experience of/as ‘only me’ generated from friction as negativity as manifested-separation from/of the whole as me as manifested-substance of/as equality and oneness.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that this MORE of/as me / “I” was not in fact me as ‘who I am’ being ‘more’ than anything/anyone within/as existence as me, but that this MORE was in fact MORE Energy that I was experiencing ‘more of/as me as Energy’, but because I had come to define/value and so manifest myself as “I” as Energy – I believed me as Energy-manifest to be MORE than all within/as this existence as the manifested-substance of/as equality and oneness; making me as Energy MORE than the equality and oneness of/as all as me within/as existence. 

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest the World-System of Money in my image and likeness, as the World-System of Money had been positioned in relationship to/as all within this physical-existence as the MORE, making the World-System of Money MORE than everything/everyone else in/as this physical existence. But, it’s not that the World-System of Money in-itself is in fact MORE than all/everything/everyone within/as this physical existence – but because I defined/valued who “I” am as Money without, the MORENESS of/as the World-System of Money simply exist due to the MORE MONEY it create/manifest/produce for itself within/as this physical existence. And because each, as myself defined/valued their ‘who “I” am’ as Money without – the MORE MONEY you get/have the MORE ‘you are’ within/as the reality of/as the World-System of Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, within my finite self-existence as Money – not see/realise/understand how, dependent on the extent of friction I generate within/towards this physical existence, will depend on the extent of neutrality I manifest as the experience of ‘only me’ with/as Money and so the extent of positivity I manifest as the experience of ‘MORE of/as me as Money’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – for me to experience the positive as the MORE of/as me within myself as Energy, and for me to experience the positive as MORE of/as me in the without as myself as Money: I have to generate MORE friction.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to – limit/diminish my relationship to/towards all as me within/as the nature of/as competition, where the game of survival has been who/what in/as existence can generate the MOST friction, to get the MOST energy – who in/as this existence can generate the MOST friction to/towards and within this physical existence, to get the MOST Money. Instead of what/how we were supposed to have been existing within/as equality and oneness as creating/living together, here where competition as survival do not exist, because we’re all in fact equal and one, assisting and supporting each other to develop, grow and expand as and through Living, instead of what we have become now: competing for survival through using/abusing ourselves and all as ourselves to generate the most friction, to generate the most energy/money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in this MORENESS of/as me as positivity, generated from neutrality and created from negativity/friction – exalt myself into/as my own internalized ‘Godhood’-status, where I throned and cloaked myself into and as being a ‘God’ in/as myself alone/only as my stance as creator of/as only me as Energy – but when looking through the dimensions/levels of/as this ‘God’ of/as me as self-creator as manifested-energy of Illusion – the reality of me as the deception of what I in fact am and have become: is an Energy-machine, that had limited/diminished myself to experiencing myself as a MORE/POSITIVE/GOD within/as the context of/as only me, that can only exist as such – at the cost/expense of/as all as me within/as this existence as substance of/as equality and oneness as I use/abuse substance within/as the very origin of/as me as Energy through friction/negativity.

Equal-to and one-with what this World-System of Money has become – throned and cloaked itself as being the ‘God’ in/as itself alone/only as its stance as creator of/as only itself as Money – but when looking through the dimensions/levels of/as this ‘God’ as the World-System of Money  as Money-creator – the reality of it as the deception of what it in fact is and have become: is an Money-machine, that is limited/diminished to experiencing itself as a MORE/POSITIVE/GOD within/as the context of/as only itself as Money, that can only exist as such – at the cost/expense of/as all within/as this physical-existence as substance of/as equality and oneness as it use/abuse substance/physicality within/as the very origin of/as itself as Money through friction/negativity. And that I within myself accepted and allowed the without as myself to not change – because as I continue using/abusing substance through friction to generate energy for myself, I will continue accepting/allowing a World-System of Money that use/abuse physicality through friction to generate money for itself.

I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – stop the separation within myself as what I had become as the relationships towards me within the natures of negativity, neutrality and positivity: as I see/realise/understand that the MORE of/as me as the experience of my ‘positivity’ is in fact generated from/of the origin of me as negativity as my deliberate accepted and allowed abuse to/towards all as me.

I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, dethrone and uncloak myself as ‘God’ as my own Mind/Consciousness as the manifested deception of/as creator/creation I have accepted and allowed myself to diminish/limit myself as, as I see/realise/understand that for me to exist as this GOD/MORE/POSITIVITY – everything and all as me within/as this physical existence gets used/abused. Because for me to continue existing as this GOD/MORE/POSITIVITY, I will not stand up and change the World-System of Money that I have an image and likeness relationship towards, because for me to exist as GOD/POSITIVITY/MORE as Energy-manifest, the World-System as Money-manifest as GOD/POSITIIVITY/MORE has to continue existing, so that I have more Energy within and more Money without to continue my self-deluded Godhood.

I commit myself to –  through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application stop my delusion of being MORE within/as myself to/towards existence, as I see/realise/understand that this MORENESS is an illusionary experience of/as only energy that I have accepted and allowed myself to be/become as who “I” am of/as Energy, and to as I walk my internal process, walk my external process of/as me within the World-System of Money – transforming the “I” of/as me as the World-System of Money that only exist to experience MORE of/as Money for itself and change the starting-point of me from Energy to Life, and the starting-point of the World-System from Money to Life.

In this, I commit myself to – assist and support me, through the process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, change/transform my “I” of/as Energy, to stand as/with Life of/as equality and oneness and always walk within the principle of/as what’s best for all, and no more in the dependency of what is only best for “I” as Energy as survival. So that in this, the World-System of Money will change/transform to a System that consider what is and will be best for all in/as equality and oneness, where it’s no more about the MORE of Money, but the consideration/regard of each Life/physical living in/as this physical existence.

I commit myself to stand as Life – which is me standing as equality and oneness with/as all as me, proving this equality and oneness in/as my actual physical living in this physical existence, and to through my physical living as equality and oneness as Life, create a physical existence equal-to and one-with me as Life, where Life as equality and oneness is honoured, respected and regarded by each and all as all stand as Life. And so we birth life as ourselves from within/as this physical existence through walking our processes of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, transforming the relationships of separation/energy, to living agreements of equality and oneness. As we walk our physical processes within, we walk our physical process without as we all have to come together and stand together and take responsibility for our creation as this physical existence, to transform it into a reality where all together in fact live in/as equality oneness. Therefore, the commitment to stand as Life, and walk the process to becoming Life – has to be walked by each individually, and as more come together and stand together as walking the process to stopping the I of Energy and becoming the living of Life, we step-into our creation as this physical existence and create/manifest it to be/become equal-to and one with who we are as Life. 

 

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God Created EGO: DAY 15

God Created EGO: DAY 15

Who I Am as Money – continued

Here we’re continuing the creation of ourselves within the context of ‘God’ and the ‘Devil’ as walked within Judgment Day: DAY 14. With:

GOD: as Life / LIVE as the manifestation of/as equality and oneness

DEVIL: the reverse of/as LIVE as EVIL as the manifestation of ourselves as Consequence within Separation as we accepted and allowed ourselves to abdicate ourselves as God/Life through/by the moment of/as separation of ourselves into/as a singularity from the whole as the act of Judgment of ourselves and all as ourselves. From that moment, incarnating into existence as the Devil, the fall of self as God and set-forth the creation of Hell. With:

HELL: as the friction of/as separation that we created through judgment manifested as relationships and experiences of Energy as negativity, neutrality and positivity to/towards all as ourselves. And so – through relationships, created ourselves into/as absolute separation as what we exist as now within this physical existence.

HEAVEN: the manifested equal and one living of/as all in and as existence, where each stand equal-to and one-with all in fact, and so we’re all in this living agreement of self equality and oneness with/as all: Equal and One. Where each LIVE and we all stand as GOD – creation manifested into/as absolute equality and oneness, all LIVING – which becomes LIFE rebirthed.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how my Judgment Day was/is the moment I accepted and allowed myself to separate me from the whole into and as a singularity – where that very action was my Judgment of me, and my Judgment of/as all as me. That ‘Judgment Day’ is not a moment that is to or that will arrive where any other being will Judge me – as I am the greatest Judge unto myself and unto all as me as myself.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to externalize ‘Judgment Day’ into/as a Future Event with a Projected Being – not realising/seeing/understanding, that: my externalization of Judgment Day and the Projected Being/God is in fact me projecting myself and my own actions of judgment towards myself and all as myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest. That Judgment Day is in fact the moment within my existence where I will face myself – my Judgment of me and all of me as what I had created/manifested as my creation of/as Judgment.

In this – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deliberately externalize myself as ‘God’ into/as a Projected-Being, deliberately externalized/project ‘Judgment Day’ into and as a Future in my deliberate attempt to manipulate myself in not having to Face me, my creation as Judge and Judgment of/as me and all as me as the manifested-consequences I have created as me as Judge through/by Judgment.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe – that, if I externalize my Judgment Day, the moment of facing me and my creation as me within myself and existence as me: that I can in such a way manipulate Time, by ‘waiting’ for my Projected-Being/God to ‘Judge me on the Projected Judgment Day to in such a way attempt/try to postpone having me face myself and my consequence as creation of me and existence as me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – in my postponement of facing me as Judge/Judgment through projecting me as Judge into/as a Projected-Being/God, and projecting me as the actions of Judgment into/as a Projected Future as Judgment Day: that I had accepted and allowed myself to throughout time, in this postponement of me facing me as all as me – accumulated consequence throughout existence as me. As I continued within/as my accepted and allowed stance as Judge, creating through/with Judgment as my relationship-categorizations towards myself and all as myself within/as the Energy experiences of/as negativity, neutrality and positivity: that I had accumulated consequence through perpetuating the creation of me towards all as me in/as separation.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have become the source/origin/cause of throughout time, throughout my lives within/as existence: taking the equality and oneness, the substance of/as me as all and threaded it into/as strands of singular lines/relationships into/as me and reconnected it to/towards all parts of me. Where I was/am taking strands of/as me as substance, within the moment of friction – channelling it into/as experiences of/as energy, categorizing it into/as relationships of/as negativity, neutrality and positivity and redefining those relationships in relation to individual parts as me within/as existence. In this – becoming the machine, that takes substance and threads-it into/as individualized relationships – networking me within and without into/as absolute separation; where I had taken the within as me as substance of/as equality and oneness and manifested it into/as absolute separation as the without as me as networks of varying relationships within/as the natures of/as negativity, neutrality and positivity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to – as my Judge-status, creating me and existence as me from substance as equality and oneness, into and as relationships of negativity, neutrality and positivity as Energy – deliberately project me and my creation into/as a Future as Projected-Being/God and Projected Judgment Day: as I secretly within myself wanted, needed and desired to create/manifest ‘only me’ as ‘my life / my living’ according to ‘my choosing’ and in that did not care about any consequence to me or all as me, because I was creating me, experiencing me, living me – a power that I did not want to give up.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still within this physical existence as a Mind in/as the human physical body – only exist for ‘me’ as ‘my life / living’ according to ‘my choosing’ – not caring about any consequence to me or all as me, because I am creating me, experiencing me, living me: a power that I do not want to give up. And so each on/in this physical existence is existing within/as the self-delusion of/as self as ‘God’ – manifested as our own Minds, within-which we stand in the position of Judge – judging ourselves in relation to all of existence, where the very act of judging is how we’re continuing to exist as our ‘own God/Judge’ – constantly, continuously creating relationships of separation as negativity, neutrality, positivity as we constantly/continuously take-from this physical existence/substance and transform it into Mind/Energy within ourselves for ourselves as ‘God/Judge’ to continue existing.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest theWorld-System of Money as God/Judge over/of all within and as this physical existence, that has taken a life/living of its own, where: it only exist for itself/Money, for its life/living as money-circulation according to its choosing in how it created its relationships to/towards all within/as existence within/as the categories of/as negativity, neutrality and positivity to get/have has many resources from/of existence in changing/transforming physical existence into/as Money for itself/its own survival. Taking this very physical existence, and threading it into and as the World-System into/as relationships of/as Money. Where the World-System as Money do not have a care/consideration/regard for all life within/as this physical existence as long as its creating/evolving itself, experiencing itself as money circulation and living/surviving as a World-System of Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to – in my accepted and allowed separation from/of all as me as substance of/as equality and oneness as God/Creation/Life manifest, reverse me into myself from LIVE to EVIL and become the manifestation (d) of evil (evil) as the Devil, and in this reversal of me from LIVE to EVIL have perceived myself as a ‘God’ within the context of only ‘me’. Where – instead of me existing as God/Life of/as equality and oneness – creating With what is here through Living: I accepted and allowed myself to manifest as me God/Judge in separation – creating through Judgment in the manifestation of relationships of Energy as negativity, neutrality and positivity.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create me into an IGod – ‘only me/I as God of me/I’, where this IGod of/as ‘only me’ within myself became the manifestation of/as me as Ego. Taking IGod as:

I = the individualization/singularity of/as me as I, and

God = the positioning of me as ‘God/Judge’ as creator of/as ‘only me’ within myself to/towards all as me within/as existence and transforming myself into/as Ego. Ego as:

E = the manifestation/merging of I/me into/as Energy and

go = the infinite movement/cycling of me as energy, constantly/continuously generating friction through separation from experience as energy as me to manifest the finite existence as me as Energy alone.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create me from God/Eternal Life/Equality and Oneness/LIVE – to the absolute reverse as an:

IGod – as I separated me into a delusion of me as ‘God’ in the form of Energy, as I had become Energy in the process of separating me from substance. And as this Energy as me within myself as my singularity had become an I of Energy. And in/as this I of/as Energy in/as my delusional positioning as a God/Judge – manifested me into and as an energy-entity as Ego-manifest: a manifestation of Energy believing it to be its own ‘God’, as ‘Judge’ of itself and all as itself – but enslaved itself infinitely to cycling within the process of having to create friction to/towards all within/existence to from/through that friction – survive as Energy. And existing infinitely within/as constant/continuous judgment to/towards all as itself - where, I had thus accepted and allowed myself to become an Ego/Finite Energy/Separation: Which has become me, and has been me throughout time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create me from God/Eternal Life/Equality and Oneness/LIVE to Ego/Finite Energy/Separation/EVIL as I accepted and allowed myself to within myself believe in my own delusion/false impression – as I impressed onto me the false-positioning of/as God that has become me as Judge as creator of/as only ‘me’ through Judging all as me into and as relationships of/as negativity, neutrality and positivity. In that falsity of me – I falsified/fabricated me from the fabric of/as existence as substance of/as equality and oneness, and weaved the networks of relationships of separation to/towards all as me, as I channelled substance into me through friction, transforming it into energy and categorizing it into/as relationships of negativity, positivity, neutrality that I interconnected from within me, to/towards all as me and so: instead of existing here as equality and oneness, came to motion as energy in constant/continuous cycles to generate energy for me, my own survival as God/Judge/Ego.

In this – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, in the falsification/fabrication of me into and as Energy as Ego from the fabric of existence as substance of/as equality and oneness – create me into/as the Illusion as I transformed substance into Energy. That I had accepted and allowed myself to create Illusion as me as Energy, from Reality as me as Substance and throughout time had believed that I as the Illusion as Energy within myself is ‘Real’ and the Reality of Substance as Equality and Oneness is the Illusion – which still exist today, where human beings believe that this physical existence/substance-manifest is the ‘Illusion’. But they as me have been deluded into/as our own creation of/as Ego as Energy-Manifest, where I deliberately accepted and allowed myself to make Illusion Real and Reality Illusion within/as myself, as my attempt to for as long as I can survive as Energy: make myself believe that it is me that exist Infinitely in my finite existence as Energy for a moment. But I do in fact know/see/realise/understand that it is Reality/Substance/the Physical that remains and I as Ego as Energy come to nothing. That I have within my existence known/seen/realised that I as Ego as Energy-manifest come to an end/cease to exist, but the petrification/fear/dread is too much to bear as I always in every life-time – the moment I rebirth, as I know my birth – I know my death, that my existence is finite. And to distract me from this certain end/death/ceasing of my existence – I for the moment while experiencing me as energy, create the delusion within me of myself being the reality and substance/physicality the illusion. To again, in this way – not have to face the reality of what I had become and done, where I had created me into/as Illusion as Energy within a finite self-existence of survival with an opportunity to exist only for a moment – to birth and death – instead of what I had supposed to have been that this reality/this physical existence as substance is/has always shown me: Equality and Oneness. And because this physical existence represented what I had abdicated/given up – I would deliberately reprimand it to Illusion and make me my own ‘Reality’, when the fact is: this physical existence is a representation of me as manifested equality and oneness and it is/has been too fearful/dreading to face this of/as me, and so instead of me equalizing myself into/as one with this physical existence, I furthermore separated myself from/of it within myself – by proclaiming me to be reality and it to be illusion.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that whatever I project onto/towards me within/as this existence – is in fact me showing myself what I am/have become, and by stating that physical-existence is illusion: is in fact me stating my own Illusion as me as what I had become as Ego/Energy. And so – only Ego as Energy will say that this physical existence is Illusion – because Ego/Energy as Illusion manifest can and will always only see itself….

I commit myself to stop my self-separation as existing as an IGod as Ego as Energy-manifest that has become my Mind Consciousness System, to assist/support me to stop the Illusion as me as Energy/Mind/Consciousness, and assist and support myself to walking here with/as Reality as that which I had resisted to stand equal-to and one-with as the representation of/as equality and oneness as what I had always supposed to have been/done/become.

In this, I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self corrective application – stop Ego as me, through assisting and supporting myself to establish an agreement with me as all as me, to transform my relationships from/of judgment as negativity, neutrality and positivity to/as equality and oneness, to so stand equal-to and one-with me and stop creating me in separation of me.

Because, in this – I see/realise/understand that if I can create relationships of separation within energy as negativity, neutrality and positivity: I am more than capable and able to establish my self-agreement and agreement with/as all as me in/as equality and oneness.

I realise, see and understand that – if I accept and allow myself to continue existing as Ego, I will only be Illusion and continue living as Illusion within/as Reality as Physical-Existence and contribute to and perpetuate the equal and one Illusion as the without as the World-System of Money that has become the Ego-manifested externalization of me that do not consider/regard/care for anything/anyone but its own Energy/Money. Therefore, I commit myself to – as I walk my process in stopping Ego/IGod within – I assist/support myself as all, in transforming/changing the World-System of Money to a System that will consider, regard and care for all physicality/physical lives in/as equality and oneness.

I commit myself to – stop existing as a Judge, judging myself and existence as me through relationships defined/valued within negativity, neutrality and positivity and align myself to stand in/as equality and oneness and transform my starting point towards myself and all as myself from judgment to solutions. Where I commit myself to assist/support myself through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application to stop judgment and establish myself as the living solution, through transforming my relationship with me and all from separation to equality and oneness. In me being/becoming as establishingmyself as the living solution – I commit myself to create/manifest this solution within/as the world as me – by/through transforming the World-System from a System that Judge all within/as this physical existence based-on the amount of profit it can obtain for its own survival, to taking all that the current system consist of and exist as and establishing solutions for it, where it can stand within considering, regarding and caring for all within/as this physical existence in and as equality and oneness.

I commit myself to – transforming myself from an Ego/Energy-entity that only survives to a Living being that creates, that will so change/transform the World-System of Money of Survival for Money, to a World-System of Money that ensures the Living of/as each as all within this physical existence in/as equality and oneness.  

 

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