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Monday, 30 April 2012

Dethroning GOD: DAY 16


Dethroning GOD: DAY 16



Who I Am as Money – continued

In this post, we’re continuing having a look at the manifested consequences of ourselves as Ego. How we created ourselves into Ego from creating energy through the friction we manifested in our accepted and allowed separation from/of Substance of/as Equality and Oneness. From that friction, generating energy as experiences categorized within relationships of negativity, neutrality and positivity. How we separated ourselves from ourselves as the whole, and further separated ourselves within ourselves – categorizing ourselves within and without into/as relationships as experience of energy as negativity, neutrality and positivity.
Furthermore within this – instead of creating with the force of Life as Substance of/as Equality and Oneness with all as self in equality and oneness: we created ourselves into individualized Energy-Entities as manifested-Illusions, internalized ‘Gods’ as ‘Judges’ unto ourselves and all as ourselves: Creating an internal and external self and existence of judgemental relationships within the natures of negativity, neutrality and positivity – in this creating a ‘self’ with a purpose of Energy-Survival, instead of a Self Living.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create me into and as an Energy-Entity as Illusion – that has become dependent on Energy for my own survival as Energy; where this dependency-relationship to myself as Energy has to be infinitely maintained through me infinitely generating friction as separation from/of all as me in/as existence. To from the friction: generate energy as experience that I defined/valued within myself within the natures of negativity, neutrality and positivity. In this dependency-relationship to me as Energy – I have accepted and allowed myself to limit/diminish me to an existence of survival – because Energy in its very manifestation/nature is finite as its very existence is dependent on me constantly/continuously generating friction as maintaining my separation from/of all as me in/as the relationships of negativity, neutrality and positivity.
In this – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the finiteness of Energy – because, the moment I would stop generating the energy through the friction as manifested-separation of me from/of all as me as the manifested-substance of/as existence as equality and oneness: Energy would cease to exist.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create – directly and indirectly a World-System of Money within this exact equal and one dependency-relationship I have created towards and with myself as Energy, where: The World-System of Money has a dependency-relationship manifested to/towards all within this physical-existence, where our very selves and our physical lives in and on this Earth is/has become dependent on Money. The consequence of this stand within the point where – ourselves and our lives have become finite within this physical existence, from the perspective that ‘who we are’ and ‘how/what we live’ is limited/diminished to only the extent/amount of Money available to us within our lives. Equal-to and One-with my relationship with myself as Energy, where – who I am within/as Energy as I create my relationships of experience as negativity, neutrality and positivity – is/has been limited/diminished to the amount of Energy available to me that I would be able to generate through friction. So – dependent on the amount of energy I can generate within me, will depend on the extent/amount I would be able to evolve my ‘who I am’ and ‘what/how I live’ in my relationships throughout existence. Same as how it exist now, here on Earth – dependent on the amount of Money I can generate for me within my living, will depend on the extent/amount I would be able to develop/evolve my ‘who I am’ and ‘what/how I live’ within/as the World-System.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the extent to which I have accepted and allowed myself to become dependent on Energy to create/manifest ‘who I am’ and ‘how/what I live’. Equal-to and One-with the extent to which I have become dependent on Money to create/manifest ‘who I am’ and ‘what/how I live’.
In this – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create me as an “I” into and as an Energy-Entity and throughout time, made myself believe that this “I” is Energy – which, yes: what “I” have become is Energy as I have accepted and allowed myself to create “who “I” am” as Energy, the moment I accepted and allowed myself to separate me from all as me within existence, separating me from eternal substance into and as finite Energy. And so “I” became Energy – and so my living as “I” as Energy became the production of Energy through experiences of negativity, neutrality and positivity to constantly/continuously create me as Energy – a total Self-Creation process. Where I diminished/limited my creation process from creating with/as all as me within and as existence in/as equality and oneness, to only creating me for myself within myself as Energy at the expense/cost of all as me within/as existence, as I take the very substance of/as existence of/as equality and oneness, and transform it into Energy within myself, for myself for my own survival as Energy only.
In this – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a World-System of Money – where the World-System of Money had become equal-to and one-with my Mind of Energy, where: within the principle of “you will create/manifest who you are” – I created the World-System in the image and likeness of my Mind, and Money in the image and likeness of my Energy. Where who “I” am as Energy within – stands equal-to and one-with who “I” am as Money without. “I”: Within = Energy / “I” Without = Money. In the World-System of Money I create who “I” am through, with and as Money, in my Mind of Energy I create who “I” am through, with and as Energy. And with Money in/as the World-System – I continue with my self-creation process of producing Money to continue creating ‘me / my life / my living’ only within/as the World-System of Money – equal-to and one-with my self-creation process of producing Energy to creating ‘me / my life / my living’ through my Mind as Energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create me within as “I” into and as finite Energy – equal-to and one with creating me without as “I” into and as finite Money, where within myself I am dependent on constant, continuous energy-production through friction to generate my “I” as finite Energy – equal-to and one with my dependency on constant, continuous money-production through friction in/as this physical existence to generate my “I” of/as Money as I have created my within from Energy and my within and without from Money.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to diminish/limit my existence to Energy-dependency and Money-dependency – not seeing/realising/understanding the consequence of me as Energy within and Money without within the nature of Energy and Money as finiteness, where: because I accepted and allowed myself to create my “I” into and as finite-Energy, dependent on Energy-production through friction to/towards substance of/as equality and oneness – I equally as one created my “I” within/as the context of/as this physical existence as a whole, into and as a World-System of Money, dependent on Money-production through friction to/towards this physical existence as a whole.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that for me to exist as my “I” of/as Energy – I deliberately create friction within/towards substance of/as equality and oneness into and as a negative as the very nature/manifestation of that friction – going from a whole as equality and oneness into and as a negative, transforming that very part of me as substance as whole, into and as a negative as friction that I experience within me as energy-manifest as my initial creation/producing process of/as Energy for myself. Equal-to and One-with the World-System’s relationship to/towards all within this physical existence, that generate friction to/towards this physical existence through taking from this physical existence as the creation/producing process of/as Money for itself – transforming actual physicality into and as Money, manifesting its initial relationship to/towards this physical existence in/as a Negative.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – within myself, from the negative as friction, I experienced within me – the resonance/experience of that friction/negativity manifested/rippled/reverberated within me as the ‘neutral experience’ where I was experiencing ‘only me’ and the positive the accumulation of the friction/negative accumulating the experience/resonance of neutrality into and as the experience of positivity where I was experience MORE of/as me within myself. In this – manifesting the World-System of Money in the image and likeness of/as me as Mind and Energy, where: the World-System of Money itself, generate friction as the negative to/towards this very physical existence, as it produce the physical into/as Money it manifests itself into and as a Neutrality as it’s experiencing only itself as Money while the physical is transformed into/as Money. And as it continue generating friction as the negative, and accumulating itself as Money through transforming physicality into Money – it manifests the Positive as experiencing/manifesting MORE of itself as Money the MORE it continues transforming physicality into Money from friction/negativity, to neutrality to positivity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, within my finite self-existence as Energy – not see/realise/understand how, dependent on the extent of friction I generate, will depend on the extent of neutrality I manifest as the experience of ‘only me’ and so the extent of positivity I manifest as the experience of ‘MORE of/as me’.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in this finite Energy-Entity existence of me, in my relationship as a singularity to/towards the whole – I accepted and allowed myself to make myself MORE in relationship to the WHOLE, but this MORENESS was limited into/as the confinement of me as only a singularity, not seeing/realising/understanding that this MORE experience of/as only me, was positive energy, accumulated from the neutral experience of/as ‘only me’ generated from friction as negativity as manifested-separation from/of the whole as me as manifested-substance of/as equality and oneness.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that this MORE of/as me / “I” was not in fact me as ‘who I am’ being ‘more’ than anything/anyone within/as existence as me, but that this MORE was in fact MORE Energy that I was experiencing ‘more of/as me as Energy’, but because I had come to define/value and so manifest myself as “I” as Energy – I believed me as Energy-manifest to be MORE than all within/as this existence as the manifested-substance of/as equality and oneness; making me as Energy MORE than the equality and oneness of/as all as me within/as existence. 
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest the World-System of Money in my image and likeness, as the World-System of Money had been positioned in relationship to/as all within this physical-existence as the MORE, making the World-System of Money MORE than everything/everyone else in/as this physical existence. But, it’s not that the World-System of Money in-itself is in fact MORE than all/everything/everyone within/as this physical existence – but because I defined/valued who “I” am as Money without, the MORENESS of/as the World-System of Money simply exist due to the MORE MONEY it create/manifest/produce for itself within/as this physical existence. And because each, as myself defined/valued their ‘who “I” am’ as Money without – the MORE MONEY you get/have the MORE ‘you are’ within/as the reality of/as the World-System of Money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, within my finite self-existence as Money – not see/realise/understand how, dependent on the extent of friction I generate within/towards this physical existence, will depend on the extent of neutrality I manifest as the experience of ‘only me’ with/as Money and so the extent of positivity I manifest as the experience of ‘MORE of/as me as Money’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – for me to experience the positive as the MORE of/as me within myself as Energy, and for me to experience the positive as MORE of/as me in the without as myself as Money: I have to generate MORE friction.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to – limit/diminish my relationship to/towards all as me within/as the nature of/as competition, where the game of survival has been who/what in/as existence can generate the MOST friction, to get the MOST energy – who in/as this existence can generate the MOST friction to/towards and within this physical existence, to get the MOST Money. Instead of what/how we were supposed to have been existing within/as equality and oneness as creating/living together, here where competition as survival do not exist, because we’re all in fact equal and one, assisting and supporting each other to develop, grow and expand as and through Living, instead of what we have become now: competing for survival through using/abusing ourselves and all as ourselves to generate the most friction, to generate the most energy/money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in this MORENESS of/as me as positivity, generated from neutrality and created from negativity/friction – exalt myself into/as my own internalized ‘Godhood’-status, where I throned and cloaked myself into and as being a ‘God’ in/as myself alone/only as my stance as creator of/as only me as Energy – but when looking through the dimensions/levels of/as this ‘God’ of/as me as self-creator as manifested-energy of Illusion – the reality of me as the deception of what I in fact am and have become: is an Energy-machine, that had limited/diminished myself to experiencing myself as a MORE/POSITIVE/GOD within/as the context of/as only me, that can only exist as such – at the cost/expense of/as all as me within/as this existence as substance of/as equality and oneness as I use/abuse substance within/as the very origin of/as me as Energy through friction/negativity.
Equal-to and one-with what this World-System of Money has become – throned and cloaked itself as being the ‘God’ in/as itself alone/only as its stance as creator of/as only itself as Money – but when looking through the dimensions/levels of/as this ‘God’ as the World-System of Money  as Money-creator – the reality of it as the deception of what it in fact is and have become: is an Money-machine, that is limited/diminished to experiencing itself as a MORE/POSITIVE/GOD within/as the context of/as only itself as Money, that can only exist as such – at the cost/expense of/as all within/as this physical-existence as substance of/as equality and oneness as it use/abuse substance/physicality within/as the very origin of/as itself as Money through friction/negativity. And that I within myself accepted and allowed the without as myself to not change – because as I continue using/abusing substance through friction to generate energy for myself, I will continue accepting/allowing a World-System of Money that use/abuse physicality through friction to generate money for itself.

I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – stop the separation within myself as what I had become as the relationships towards me within the natures of negativity, neutrality and positivity: as I see/realise/understand that the MORE of/as me as the experience of my ‘positivity’ is in fact generated from/of the origin of me as negativity as my deliberate accepted and allowed abuse to/towards all as me.

I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, dethrone and uncloak myself as ‘God’ as my own Mind/Consciousness as the manifested deception of/as creator/creation I have accepted and allowed myself to diminish/limit myself as, as I see/realise/understand that for me to exist as this GOD/MORE/POSITIVITY – everything and all as me within/as this physical existence gets used/abused. Because for me to continue existing as this GOD/MORE/POSITIVITY, I will not stand up and change the World-System of Money that I have an image and likeness relationship towards, because for me to exist as GOD/POSITIVITY/MORE as Energy-manifest, the World-System as Money-manifest as GOD/POSITIIVITY/MORE has to continue existing, so that I have more Energy within and more Money without to continue my self-deluded Godhood.

I commit myself to –  through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application stop my delusion of being MORE within/as myself to/towards existence, as I see/realise/understand that this MORENESS is an illusionary experience of/as only energy that I have accepted and allowed myself to be/become as who “I” am of/as Energy, and to as I walk my internal process, walk my external process of/as me within the World-System of Money – transforming the “I” of/as me as the World-System of Money that only exist to experience MORE of/as Money for itself and change the starting-point of me from Energy to Life, and the starting-point of the World-System from Money to Life.
In this, I commit myself to – assist and support me, through the process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, change/transform my “I” of/as Energy, to stand as/with Life of/as equality and oneness and always walk within the principle of/as what’s best for all, and no more in the dependency of what is only best for “I” as Energy as survival. So that in this, the World-System of Money will change/transform to a System that consider what is and will be best for all in/as equality and oneness, where it’s no more about the MORE of Money, but the consideration/regard of each Life/physical living in/as this physical existence.

I commit myself to stand as Life – which is me standing as equality and oneness with/as all as me, proving this equality and oneness in/as my actual physical living in this physical existence, and to through my physical living as equality and oneness as Life, create a physical existence equal-to and one-with me as Life, where Life as equality and oneness is honoured, respected and regarded by each and all as all stand as Life. And so we birth life as ourselves from within/as this physical existence through walking our processes of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, transforming the relationships of separation/energy, to living agreements of equality and oneness. As we walk our physical processes within, we walk our physical process without as we all have to come together and stand together and take responsibility for our creation as this physical existence, to transform it into a reality where all together in fact live in/as equality oneness. Therefore, the commitment to stand as Life, and walk the process to becoming Life – has to be walked by each individually, and as more come together and stand together as walking the process to stopping the I of Energy and becoming the living of Life, we step-into our creation as this physical existence and create/manifest it to be/become equal-to and one with who we are as Life. 

 

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1 comment:

  1. Great Support, grateful for realizing this here! Thank you

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