"It’s Not MY Responsibility": DAY 228
The
Angels and Demons of God as ENERGY - continued
The
FREE within FRIction – continued
The
CON within CONflict - continued
The
FORCE - continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but
is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality
we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of
Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and
have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY
1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in
this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)
For Context from the Previous Posts DAY
222 and DAY
223 The CON within CONflict and DAY
224 and DAY
225 the FREE within FRIction:
In and from the post
we’re going to have a look at the nature, the purpose of friction/conflict and
our reaction/experience/relationship to it as Resistance/Fear. With regards to,
why/how it is that we tend to rather resist/fear friction/conflict in
ourselves, in our personal worlds and this world as a whole – than in fact
understanding it, our role/responsibility within it and changing the
causes/origins of the points in relationship that is creating the
friction/conflict in the first place; into and as an equal and one solution.
And context from DAY
226:
We’ll continue in the
Next Post with having a look at the consequence of accepting/allowing
friction/conflict within, and so its consequence to the friction/conflict
without in our relationship to humanity/this physical existence as a whole and
the dynamics between the Angels (Positive Energy) and the Demons (Negative
Energy) of the GOD of Energy as Consciousness.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand my responsibility to what exist within my Mind
as me, that I have separated myself from the Mind/Consciousness
and Energy to such an extent, that – I haven’t realised that it’s parts of ‘me’,
but because I exist in the separation-relationship of ‘awareness’ (that of me
that’s ‘aware’ of what’s going on the Mind), to Consciousness/the Mind itself
as what it presents itself as, as thoughts, memories, imaginations, internal
conversations, emotions and feelings; I in and as that accepted and allowed
relationship not seen, realised and understand how/why whatever exist in my
Mind originate from/of me, ‘who I am’ – that essentially the Mind is a platform
that imprinted into it my ‘beingness’ / ‘who I am’, Systematized it into ENERGY
and its personifications as the programs of thoughts, memories, imaginations, internal
conversations, emotions and feelings, personality systems, and so became
existent as an ‘Energy Being’ of Consciousness, instead of a Living Being as
Self-Awareness in/as this Physical Existence.
I commit myself to show, how this separation we’ve accepted
and allowed is Evident within that fact that, we react to Friction/Conflict
that manifest within our own Minds, I mean – if we really ‘knew’ who we are,
through and through: we would not be reactive to/towards our own Minds.
Reactive, for example – when thoughts become overwhelming, when reactions
become overwhelming/ ‘too much’; generally when we experience things in our
Minds becoming ‘too much / too overwhelming’ to handle, and then for example
the nature/context of what can come up in our Minds towards others to which we
react, saying things like “but, that’s not ME!!!”, when what is not seen,
realised and understood is that the one Personality is saying “but, that’s not
ME!!!”, to another part/personality that is In Fact existent, accepted and
allowed within self as the Mind/Consciousness – and so, one have
friction/conflict relationships between Personalities existent within/of self
in/as the Mind in the Physical. And so, here an example of how we’d go into ‘defence-mechanisms’
against things that come up/manifest in our Minds, where we’d have a
dominant/Ego Personality of ‘who I am’ and anything within self that do not
align with that dominant/Ego Personality will be resisted/feared/suppressed. Instead
of Investigating/Introspecting where that which we resist/fear/suppress within
our Minds originate from within/throughout our lives, that we have accepted and
allowed within us, as us – understanding it, its relationships/connections/networks,
where it comes from, what consequence it create in our Minds/Personalities, how
does it influence/affect our decisions/behaviour/relationships etc. And, so “as
within = so without”, where we’d thus look at humanity/this world system with
the same words “but, It’s not MY Responsibility” – yet, we’re accepting and
allowing participation/being ‘part of’ the very System as it exist, and in this
acceptance and allowance exist our Responsibility
to Humanity/this World System.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand the Nature of/as the relationship of me
to/towards That within my own Mind, in my Physical Body that only I
occupy/exist within – which I experience fear/resistance as friction/conflict
to/towards: stand within the context of “but, it’s not MY Responsibility”, with
regards to how we’d abdicate responsibility to things in our own Minds that we
fear/resist and then Suppress/Deny/Ignore “making it go away for a Moment” as
our Dominant/Ego Personalities attack/protect/defend itself against parts of
Ourselves within and as our own Minds/Physical Bodies. Which is what we’ve been
attempting-to/trying to do in our Relationship to Humanity/this Physical
Existence – “making things go away for a Moment”, within the context of “out of
Sight, out of Mind” – however, “as without = so within”, where the Consequence
of what we’re suppressing/denying/ignoring in this World-System’s relationship
to Humanity/this Physical Existence is accumulating at a Rapid rate/speed, the “darkness”
taking over existence – which is what is Happening more and more and more in
human beings’ Minds, MIND-POSSESSIONS – the “darkness” within that’s being
suppressed, denied / ignored accumulating and taking over more and more and
more – because we’re not seeing, realising and understand that: Everything that
exist in our Minds is our
Responsibility to direct/sort-out/solve, and so also Everything that exist
in this World is our
Individual and Collective Responsibility to direct/sort-out/solve, cause if
we don’t: It’ll consume us – which is what is busy happening within and
without.
I Commit myself to Show – how, within and as this “but it’s
Not ME” / “it’s not MY Responsibility” relationship to Friction/Conflict in our
own Minds and so also in our relationship to Humanity/this Physical Existence,
that we’d accept and allow ourselves, within the face of friction/conflict –
almost immediately “discard” it within the Justifications of: “but, I don’t
know how to deal with it” / “I can’t deal with it now” / “I can’t handle this,
go away” / “I don’t want to look at it now” / “I’m not Ready” – that we’d SO
EASILY give-into friction/conflict, instead of going: “Okay, the
friction/conflict is here / these things are coming up in my Mind that I don’t
understand – how can I assist and support myself to understand it, direct it,
solve it?” Instead, we create the Ego/Dominant Personality in the
Mind/Consciousness within the statements “but it’s Not ME” / “it’s not MY
Responsibility” and the excuses, justifications and reasons of “but, I don’t
know how to deal with it” / “I can’t deal with it now” / “I can’t handle this,
go away” / “I don’t want to look at it now” / “I’m not Ready” and so we have
become an “Evolved Consciousness” with how to Abdicate Responsibility to Friction/Conflict
in our Minds and in this World/Reality. I mean, can we REALLY say that we’ve
evolved…if we cannot even in our own Minds, let alone our
relationships/humanity/this physical existence as a whole, stand in the face of
friction/conflict, acquire the practical skills to understand it and resolve it
into and as an actual, real Solution? I mean, the question we have to ask
ourselves here, is: Why have we continued in/as such a relationship to
friction/conflict – why have we not changed, is there something we believe we’re
“getting out of” not facing friction/conflict that we don’t want to give-up/let
go of? Is it Fear? Or is it Self-Interest? Because – we’re accepting and
allowing our Minds to continue as is, and we would only Not Change, if we ‘fear
losing’ something/some self-interest.
I Commit myself to Show, that – we tend to say that we won’t
change, in the Mind for example / this Physical Existence/Humanity because we
fear losing “friends / family / money / “who I am”” – however, that’s simply
the Diversion, saying that we ‘fear losing the Happy-things’ – when the actual
fact of it all is, we don’t WANT to look at what’s Really going on in our
Minds, the friction/conflict and Consequence within it all, because on a
Subconscious/Unconscious Level –we KNOW the overwhelmingness of it All, the
same within this World System/Humanity, we KNOW the overwhelmingness of it all,
it’s just been so much easier to “hold onto Happiness and pursue it”, than
having to face/confront and Change the extent of Responsibility we’ve tried to
brush underneath the Rug. Lol – as though saying “I don’t want to / fear losing
friends/family / changing “who I am” makes one a “Good Person”, when the Real
Evil within and behind it All is that self do not WANT to face
Responsibility/Consequence and thus it’s more in the context of Self-Interest
such excuses, reasons and justifications of Not Changing than anything else.
I mean, this then brings into question God’s relationship to
the Devil/Lucifier/Satan – instead of taking Responsibility, assisting and
supporting and guiding it was COMPLETE SEPARATION, suppression, denial and ignorance
of such a being. So, should we then not learn from the History of those that
have gone before us – such as God’s relationship to Lucifer…and look what’s
happened to Humanity/this Physical Existence: it’s HELL. So, God abdicated his
Responsibility to his own Creation, and we’re doing the same in our Minds and
in our relationship to Humanity/this Physical Existence – we’re Gods facing the
consequence of abdicating responsibility to/as our own Creations, and
walking/living the Consequence of it All. Thus, there’s coming a time where we
can’t anymore use the excuse of “it’s not MY Responsibility” / “it’s not ME”,
when the consequence of our abdication of responsibility start piling up to the
Point of No Return and there will REALLY be nowhere to hide, not here – and not
in the Hereafter.
Time to Stand up and Stand with in taking
Self-Responsibility – stop Repeating History, and actually LEARN from it and
those that have gone before us – join us at Desteni
