Thoughts: Pixels of the Screen of the Mind – Part 1: DAY 145
Walking with Thoughts - continued
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
We’re continuing walking with Thoughts, walking the
self-forgiveness and self-commitment statements regarding the acceptance,
allowance and within that realisation and responsibility in one’s relationship
to thoughts, with the consequence as well as the solution to what we have
become in our self-definition to/as thoughts and thinking.
In this post, we’re specifically walking the relationship
between Thoughts
and Self-Definition, within the context of having a look at what Thoughts
in fact says about ‘who we are’ with the extent of trust/belief we place in our
thoughts, in the sense of seeing, realising and understanding how our thoughts
reflect the nature of ourselves in fact. Like thoughts are individual pixels of
an entire screen reflecting parts of ourselves and then we at the same time
continue participating in thoughts in and as the trust/belief that what the
thoughts contain and represent is-us as all that we’ll be.
Never seeing, realising and understanding that there’s an
entire system behind within and behind the thoughts/individual pixels, as the
rest of the pixels representing an entire screen and the scene/movie within it.
With the scenes moments of our personalities/characters
interacting/participating in ourselves and our lives and the movie our
life-experience that is currently being directed/produced by/through
Consciousness: automatically ‘playing out’ within us and before us. Not
seeing/realising/understanding how we in fact have the capacity/responsibility
to change the scenes, and so the movie and so the characters/personalities
within them to be/become the director/producer of the movie of our life
as-ourselves.
But, at the moment – we’re not seeing the ‘total
picture/movie’, we’re not seeing all the pixels and EVERYTHING that’s playing
out in every scene as the entire Movie of our lives within/as the Mind that
we’re simultaneously narrating/scripting through and as Consciousness with all
our ‘props’ as thoughts, reactions of emotions/feelings, memories etc.; as all
this is currently happening in the subconscious and unconscious mind as
directed by Consciousness. We’re only seeing parts of ourselves, individual
pixels as thoughts,
for example and sometimes get a ‘glance’ of our characters/personalities
from/of the scenes of the movie of ourselves when we become possessed with
backchat/internal conversations and/or reactions of emotions/feelings.
It’s interesting, ‘cause it’s like we’re ‘too close’ to the
Mind – placing our eyes for example in front of a television screen like, RIGHT
in front of it – you’ll see the detail of only the pixels, but not the entire
scene playing out in the movie or the characters/personalities in the scene.
Thus, with Desteni – we’re
‘taking that step back’ within ourselves, aligning ourselves into equality and
oneness with the physical, which would be the structure of the pixels, the
television, the machinery that makes it works – to be able to stand equal-to
and one with the content/substance of the pixels, the scenes and the movie as
the Mind, to in/as this be/become the director-producer of/as the scenes, the
movie and so the characters/personalities within it. That we no more exist as
controlled by/through consciousness that’s been narrating our
lives/self-definition FOR us through the script of the characters/personalities
and the consequences this has brought to humanity where no human being in fact
know ‘who they are’, because all we see is pixels/thoughts,
fragments of the total nature/existence of ourselves and then furthermore
enslave ourselves within believing/trusting that thoughts is all there is to
who we are and not seeing to what extent we have to walk in ourselves to really
in fact change the nature of the human/ourselves.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand how and why thoughts in fact represent individualized, pixelated
parts of/as myself – when looking at the Mind as a television screen with
scenes/movie playing within it and the actors/actresses my personal
characters/personalities I constructed/created within and throughout my life
through the Mind, with Consciousness the producer/director as creator of this
movie, its scenes and the characters/personalities I come to embody within and
throughout my life. With the structural manifestation of the Television
representative of the Physical-Body, the scenes/movies representative of/as the
content of the Mind in the physical-body/structural manifestation of the
television and the characters/personalities the actors/actresses that animate
the scenes/movies through the pixels/television as I come to embody the Mind in
and as the Physical-Body.
I commit myself to show, how we have within and throughout
our lives, not been aware of how we have produced/directed our own movie
playing out/existing as the Mind, with its scenes as moments of
physical-interactions in reality where we play-out Characters/Personalities as
positions of actors/actresses, that we only have an ‘awareness’ of individual
pixels as thoughts/fragments of the personalities/characters as internal
conversations/backchat and reactions of emotions/feelings: not at all seeing
the entire design of the personalities/characters, not at all seeing the entire
scene playing-out as the total scene from which the pixel as thought originate
from/form part of. Because we have not in fact been here, self-aware in the
creation of the movie of our lives as what has done this FOR us, is ourselves
as Consciousness – an automated awareness from a system of the Mind that has
come to narrate, direct, produce and create the entire movie of our lives and
the characters/personalities within it, so that all we’re in fact aware of,
while our movie/scenes is playing out within us in ‘real time’ – is our
Thoughts/individualized pixels / fragments of/as the totality of what is in
fact manifesting in our subconscious and unconscious/physical-Mind.
I commit myself to show, what self-awareness thus would mean
– in that, we’d be able to ‘trace’ a thought/pixel to an entire scene as an
interaction/embodiment of a personality/character in the Mind and within that
the original script/narrative
as memory/past experience that manifested the character/personality of the Mind
into being. Essentially the process thus, of what we’re walking with writing,
self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – establishing the
framework/design of ourselves as the entire Mind/Movie with walking word by
word, step by step through the dimensions of the mind as thoughts, memories,
reactions, internal conversations/backchat, getting to know how we scripted ourselves
into characters/personalities through Consciousness, to at the same time change
ourselves from only existing in an movie of the Mind, to in fact living in and
as equality
and oneness with and as the Physical, here.
I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and
understand why/how it is that Thoughts represent only pixels of/as the
real/true nature of/as myself, and this goes for both the good/positive and
bad/negative thoughts that occupy my Mind – with its detailed content, actually
in fact detailing the nature of/as who I am and what/how I live.
That, I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that –
just because I can be selective of my thoughts, I am apparently in control of ‘who
I am’, that I have for so long believed that ‘I am my thoughts, only’ and so in
and as the Conscious Mind domain of thoughts where I approach them selectively /
can approach them selectively, this apparently determine the ‘power
/ control I have of me/who I am’.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand the illusion of this apparent
power/control, as the very thoughts I have in fact originate from/of entire
Personalities that are functioning in/as my Subconscious/Unconscious-Mind as an
entire multi-dimensional/interdimensional
system in the Physical that singular thoughts in fact represent/reflect. And
so the thoughts that manifest in my Mind are simply moments/fragments/pixels
and so I do not in fact have ‘choice’ within/between the thoughts that manifest
in my Mind as they are already predetermined by/through an already existent
system as personalities/characters solidified in and as my Subconscious and
Unconscious/Physical Mind.
With the illusion
of choice in/as my Conscious Mind, being within and between the
nature/content of thoughts, which most human beings primarily do with going to
the extremes of only paying attention to ‘positive thoughts’ and
denying/ignoring/blaming the negative-thoughts onto/towards others/external
forces. Not ever seeing, realising and understanding that ALL thought in/as one’s
Conscious Mind originate from/of SELF and self only and is attached/connected
to/as an entire personality/character that self-developed within/as one’s own
mind through/as consciousness within and throughout one’s life; that evolved
within oneself and so function through the components of thought, memory,
energy, internal conversations/backchat and behavioural patterns.
I
commit myself to show, why/how it is that we do not have ‘choice, control
or power’ in and as the nature/content of and as the thoughts that manifest in
and as our Conscious-Mind, as they are in fact simply only pixels, parts of and
as entire Personality/Character Systems existent/manifested/infused into and as
our Subconscious and Unconscious Mind in and as the
Physical-Body, where the actual controlling/influencing of ‘who we are and
what/how we live’ happen/manifest. That we only believe we have control/choice
in and as our Conscious Mind in our relationship to Thoughts, because we’ve
believed it’s all that we are, and so all that our awareness has become. And
so, I commit myself to show – within and as the walking of/as the Desteni I Process, one is
practically guided through the Mind, ‘taking a step back’ to in fact see the
extent of the Mind ‘behind/beyond’ the thoughts that occupy the Conscious Mind
into and as which our awareness has been limited. Within the Desteni I Process,
one is practically assisted and supported in how to identify
Personalities/Characters, get to know them in seeing the detailed blueprint
of/as how one created/scripted self into and as specific Characters/Personalities
in and of the Mind that’s come to manifest as thoughts in the Conscious Mind.
To within this process, walk the process from consciousness to the awareness,
the mind to the physical – to no more exist as only a movie playing out on the
screen of the Mind in the Physical, but in fact be/become a self-aware
directive-principled being that LIVE.
We’ll in the next post continue with the process of change
from consciousness to awareness, in having a look at what this change practically
means, with existing in the limitation of one’s relationship to thoughts only,
to actual equal and one self-aware living in, as and with the physical body.
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