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From Addictive Energy-Fix Rewards to Self-Rewarding Living: DAY 444


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From Addictive Energy-Fix Rewards to Self-Rewarding Living: DAY 444



Solution and Reward

In the posts that we have walked thus far – “I will not let my Want take over my Will” and “Fear of Commitment” from DAY 437 to DAY 443: we already see the Solution in the Problem. Following our Wants, how we ‘Feel’ about things in our Minds – separates us from being able to critically/responsibly assess obligations in our life/living experience. How ‘Fear of Commitment’ to change/to walk a process of considering/regarding more than only “how I FEEL about things” / “MY WANTS” – is not in fact ‘Fear of Commitment’, but ‘Fear of losing my feelings / wants’. So, Fear of Commitment also in turn justify/excuse/validate placing our Wants before Reality/Self-Responsibility within our lives – because Fear of Commitment, as ‘Fear of losing my feelings/wants’ – means that one choose to commit to one’s feelings/wants, rather than to self/one’s life and self-responsibility within and as it.

Now that we have walked the Problem-Solution process, let’s look at the ‘Reward’ / Self Reward with not accepting/allowing one’s Wants to dominate one’s Will and Committing oneself to self/change and so the extended responsibility to/as life on earth:
With having a look at some of the points we walked above – I mentioned that our relationship to our wants, needs and desires is more existent within the energy-fix of emotions/feelings we get when we indulge in our wants rather than responsibility. This exists within the statement “I don’t FEEL like doing this”, which inadvertently means “I rather FEEL like doing that” – thus using “energy” to make a decision, and with energy as a starting point…the outcome of the decision is already predetermined, because the Mind/Consciousness will always make a decision that is best for ONLY ITSELF, and so will opt for the choice that will lead to its own best outcome…which is MORE ENERGY. If you indulge in the temptation of rather entertaining your wants and living it out in reality, the Mind’s happy – ‘cause as you do what you want, you feel good, which is how the mind produce more ENERGY/feelings. If/as you decided to tackle the responsibility in reality –you wouldn’t have had the consciousness-reward of a feeling, but rather actually getting something done constructively which is how ‘reward’ works in REALITY.

Therefore, to assist/support oneself in changing/transforming WANTS before WILL/Responsibility and living Self Commitment – is to assist and support self practically, in/as moments where you’re faced with a decision between Want and Will as Energy and Responsibility: to in that moment, make your starting point the physical, reality, yourself here – move yourself from the Mind into the Physical using breath, making the decision to will, as move yourself in reality and reap the rewards in the real world with directing yourself in the real world and getting things done, creating yourself and your life in the reality that is real as the physical. Rather than what you would have done as make the Mind/Consciousness you starting point, base you on ENERGY as emotions/feelings – look at reality through the Mind or in self-interest/greed/wants and in that, rather commit to the REWARD OF THE MIND, which is really just an ENERGY FIX and compromise your position/responsibility in your life/living experience. This is predominantly why the world is the way it is today, as I’ve mentioned before: we’re going about how we FEEL about things, when the physical reality doesn’t exist/move/evolve by FEELINGS – but, by ACTION, how we LIVE and move and behave and direct things in this real world.

So, yes – this is going to be a PROCESS, you have to every moment you find you putting your wants before will/responsibility – deliberately move yourself in the real world and not indulge in the wants, but practise living the Self Commitment to you/your life and so to all. It’s not going to be easy – emotions/feelings are addictive, they FEEL BETTER than simply moving yourself in reality, because you believe that indulging in the energy gives you a REWARD, but the reward is not even to “you” per say, it’s the Mind/Consciousness within and as you that gets the reward as ENERGY.

Thus, change your relationship of Reward to the rewarding process of moving/creating/directing yourself in this real world, where creation is a process – you’re not going to get an instant McDonald’s energy-fix reward like in the Mind, you have to have patience with yourself and your process in this real world and slowly but surely see how you change, how your life/relationships change – every moment you stand by/with/as your decision/commitment and self-will.

Why are the WANTS in our Mind more alluring than Responsible Living?: DAY 443


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Why are the WANTS in our Mind more alluring than Responsible Living?: DAY 443



Solution and Reward

Continuing with the Self Forgiveness / Commitment process:

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how indulging in/as the forbidden fruit in our own Minds as the wants, needs and desires that we KNOW will compromise ourselves/others: we make the decision/commitment in the moment to ‘put our wants/needs and desires FIRST’, and everyone within this believes that this means that “I am putting MYSELF FIRST” / “I need to look after MYSELF FIRST”. When this is interesting, because it’s not in fact that you’re putting you first/looking after yourself…you’re putting your WANTS, NEEDS AND DESIRES first: even before you/who you are in yourself and your life/living.

I commit myself to show how the wants, needs and desires is an individual PROGRAM running in the Mind, where you believe that “this is WHO I AM”…when it is not in fact ALL that you are. Yes, they are a “part of you” – but, if one would allow oneself to investigate such wants, needs and desires – one would in fact see the consequence they create in yourself, your life and relationships when it comes to basing decisions on them. Because, the nature of wants, needs and desires is created through ENERGY, emotions and feelings in the REALITY OF THE MIND. In the reality of the Mind – it is seldom taking PHYSICAL REALITY into consideration and so why/how – most of the time: one’s wants, needs and desires cannot materialize into reality/doesn’t turn out as one initially imagined. Furthermore – with investigating EQAFE and the Desteni Forums, as well as the DIP process: one can for oneself trace the extent of consequence wants, needs and desires in the Mind always create in reality. One do not now see it/cannot now see it – because you’re looking through the eyes/possession of your own wants, needs and desires and cannot see “you”, cannot see “reality” or how it all manifest into/as you/reality.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to through writing, forgiveness and self-honest introspection in moments where I am faced with decisions, especially decisions that are in alignment with ‘choosing between MY WANT / HOW I FEEL and Self Responsibility in/as the real world’: to in such moments just take a step back before deciding. Where I would always so easily have just given-into the temptation of my wants, needs and desires; I now assist/support myself to breathe, take a step back and REALLY LOOK/investigate for myself how opting for the want…will consequentially affect/influence my self-commitment to me/my life and living in reality. The more and more and more I assist and support myself to approach decisions in this way, and no more live within the “I’ll deal with the consequences later” self-interest/ego, but rather live by/as the Principle of Prevention: the more I cannot accept/allow myself to deny/ignore responsibility and the consequence of wants and so make it easier for myself to rather just take Responsibility/Will myself to move than give up to the Mind/Consciousness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the ‘alluring nature’ of/as wants, needs and desires that are predominantly founded within and as emotional/feeling ENERGY; that with investigation/introspection through and as the Desteni Process – one will find how all of one’s wants, needs and desires that are based within and as survival/self-interest and greed, is so tempting, because of the EXPERIENCE of the ENERGY that is connected to/as it in the Mind/Consciousness. That we’re in our relationship to wants, needs and desires in fact placing the ENERGETIC EXPERIENCE it comes with – above practical reality responsibility/consideration/obligation. In this, we’re conditioned already from childhood to place our wants, needs and desires within the starting point of emotional/feeling reactions BEFORE what needs to be done in the real world/taking who we are in relationship to others into consideration, placing Responsibility BEFORE wants, needs and desires.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how from childhood – we’re already conditioned to place “how I FEEL about things” before “what needs to be done” with considering our responsibility/obligation to ourselves, our lives and others. That we as ‘adults / seeming grown ups’ still have not matured in this respect/regard – because we still place how we feel about things/how things make us feel to take precedence over/of what needs to be done/what has to be done.

I commit myself to show how such an instance can even happen in the small/subtle, seemingly irrelevant moments, where we do something like “I don’t FEEL like doing this now” and then we rather entertain a WANT in our Minds that gives us an ENERGY EXPERIENCE and we apparently “feel better”. Doing things that make us FEEL better, rather than looking at the point realistically / practically as in: “I know I don’t FEEL like this right now, but I cannot live my life in REALITY based on how “I FEEL” – this has to be done”. Eventually we can condition ourselves in our Minds within energy to such an extent that we don’t take ANY responsibility for ourselves/our lives in reality. This is becoming more and more problematic within the children of today / teenagers of today: showing how they’re doing more and more what they want/what makes them feel good…no maturity in/as what it means to get things done that needs to be done, no matter how you “feel” about it, but being able to assess/determine what is really, in fact, important and what is not: my FEELINGS, or my future/process/integrity/relationships in this world/reality?

I commit myself to assist and support myself to, when/as I see I need to take action/tend to a responsibility in physical reality and I find I am in ANY WAY reacting to it/there exist a movement in relationship to it – to for a moment stop/breathe, investigate the reaction and see/realise/understand how I am already preparing myself to in some way find a reason/excuse/justification to simply not practically will myself/move myself in/as this real world; but instead give-into an mind-rewarding energy-fix and so compromise my commitment to me/my life and living experience in this real world. Therefore, I commit myself to assist and support myself to – from this moment, instead of giving into reactions to reality, immediately stop and change and simply move myself in reality – not indulging in the Mind, but paying attention to who I am in/as my living in this real world/reality.

We’ll continue more in the next post


Did the Snake decEiVE Eve?: DAY 55


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Did the Snake decEiVE Eve?: DAY 55



Adam and Eve – Part Five

The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Twenty-Five


Who I Am as Money – continued

We’re in this post continuing with why it was ‘Eve’, in the story that ate from the Fruit of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, and within that also specify further how, with the separation within ourselves between Adam and Eve – how it came to exist as the separation between Males and Females in existence, and also the separation within ourselves from our own Mind’s and Physical-Bodies’; and within this separation of ourselves within ourselves and the without ourselves: Energy-Authority/Mind/Consciousness maintains/secures/ensures its eternal existence at the sacrifice of actual Life as substance/Physicality within and without.

I forgive myself, that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, the sound, energy and physical/mind existence of me, internally as the story in the Bible regarding the relationship between God, Adam, Eve, the Devil/Snake and the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil – misinterpreting/defining the story as the externalized representation of my internal relationship as my Mind to the Physical-Body to such an extent, due to and because of the extent of my accepted and allowed separation from me as the Mind and the Physical-Body; that Eve had come to symbolize Females, Adam had come to symbolize Males, God had come to symbolize Consciousness and the Snake/Devil had come to symbolize the Evil within this world, in fact manifested through and as my as all of humanity’s thoughts, words and deeds throughout time. 

I forgive myself, that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, within and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance/physicality as consciousness, the mind consciousness system and the physical body – see/realise/understand how it is that the trinity of me manifested its own existence as its Adam and its Eve, with EVE/FEMALE existing as the very process of and as Energy, within and as the cycling and recycling of and as Energy from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive as the process of the constant, continuous ‘birth and death’ of Energy, and ADAM/MALE as the structured deliberate action of and as the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience manifestation.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, within and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance/physicality as the mind and physical-body, how the trinity of me interpreted/perceived its own existence as Eve/Female and Adam/Male, with the energy-processes as its ‘weakness’ – due to the structural weakness of the manifestation of energy; and its friction/conflict processes as its ‘strength’ – due to the structural strength of the process of friction/conflict it manifest; where the Adam/Male has the authority over and of the Eve/Female, as the Eve/Female originate/exist from and of the Adam/Male processes of and as deliberate friction/conflict to/towards substance, to consume substance and transform into Energy.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, in and as equality and oneness with and as substance/physicality as the mind and the physical-body – why and how it is that Eve/Female in the story of the Bible ate from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, where to this day – unconsciously in the physical-mind of all of humanity; Women/Females as Eve are and have accepted and allowed themselves to conveniently blamed, within and as spite, excuse and justification by/through the Males as symbolic representations of and as Adam for the damnation of the human race by/through God as symbolic representation of and as Consciousness, as follows:
With establishing the eating of the fruit, with the sound, energy, physical symbolism within the act of eating as the equality and oneness of and as the Knowledge, with the sound, energy, physical symbolism within the Knowledge as the seeing/realising/understanding of one’s origin/genesis of and from the Devil/Evil as the consuming of substance to transform into Energy as our Good and Evil as the positive and negative-energy experiences that’s become the existence of ourselves as God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority. Thus, as established – that the story is the authority/control of and as God/Consciousness/Energy ensuring separation within and between our existence as the Devil, Adam and Eve to ensure that no part is equally as one aware of the other, so that in that separation: God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority that maintain/secure/ensure its control/automation of our existence as the Devil, Adam and Eve to ensure that constant/continuous energy is manifested for it to possess and survive and remain in the position of God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority. 

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance/physicality as the Mind and the physical-body – see/realise/understand, the equal and one responsibility existent within and as Eve and Adam of eating from the Fruit of the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil in the story; that Adam could not have eaten from the Fruit given to him by Eve – with HIS DECISION within HIMSELF, that Eve did not brainwash him to eat the Fruit – he made the decision himself, within himself, for himself – by and through his own acceptance and allowance. As with Eve, the Snake/Devil did not brainwash her to eat the Fruit - she made the decision herself, within herself, for herself – by and through her own acceptance and allowance. In this – Adam and Eve is/was equally as one responsible for the ‘damnation of the Human Race’ by God for eating from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.
I forgive myself, that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how each human being, no matter what sexual orientation: is equally as one responsible for the damnation of ourselves in and as this existence, as manifested within and as ‘who we are’ and ‘who we’ve been’ throughout time, in and as our thoughts, words and deeds.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – why and how the Devil/Snake was WITHIN the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, as the Devil as the very action of the process of consuming substance/life to transform into energy for ourselves as God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority to exist – is the very answer/key to our existence as manifested as the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil which God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority does not want its Eve and Adam to stand equal-to and one-with in seeing/realising/understanding their relationship to each other, to the Devil and to God; because if that equality and oneness would exist: God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority would no more have its control/authority that it maintains/secures/ensures within and as the separation between its Eve, Adam and the Devil.
Thus, finally - I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how and why it was Eve that first ate from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil in the story, because:
The Eve manifestation within ourselves as our manifested-singularity, from the beginning – has the closest connection to God/Consciousness – as God/Consciousness exist as the ‘highest’ hierarchy within our Conscious-Mind, flowing out-of the energy-relationships between the negative, neutral and positive as Eve as our Subconscious-Mind, as the hierarchy beneath God/Conscious-Mind, with Eve/Subconscious-Mind flowing out-of the friction/conflict relationship of our Adam/Unconscious-Mind as the hierarchy beneath Eve/Subconscious-Mind, with Adam flowing out-of the relationship between the Devil and substance/life as the roots of our existence as the entire Mind Consciousness System as the actual process of consuming substance to transform into energy; with all four hierarchies existing in interdependence/interconnection within and between each-other that manifest the existence as God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority. Thus, within the story – God initially has direct-contact with Eve regarding eating the fruit of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, then Eve communicates/gives the fruit to Adam, from where God communicates to the Snake/Devil in condemning the Devil/Snake and Adam and Eve to eternal damnation.
I forgive myself, thus – that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to see/realise/understand, in and as my accepted and allowed separation from and of Consciousness, the Mind Consciousness System and the Physical-Body, in and as my existence and separation as God, Eve, Adam and the Devil – that story in the Bible simply illustrate the communication process between the hierarchies within me as God, Eve, Adam and the Devil within and as the manifested-relationships they consist of and exist as, and the ‘warning’ within the eating of the fruit of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil and with Eve actually eating the Fruit – is/was simply God/Consciousness communicating/establishing its control/warning over and of Eve, Adam and the Devil – through communicating from Eve, to Adam, and then Eve and Adam to the Devil. Where the nature/context of the ‘warning’ – as established was God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority stating that there’d be eternal consequences for Eve, Adam and the Devil if/as they would ever eat/stand/be equal-to and one-with each other, and have to ensure that each as Eve, Adam and the Devil maintain their positions and relationships to/towards each other as-is in and as separation; for God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority to continue existing/surviving.

I forgive myself, that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, that the eating of the fruit by Eve had nothing to do with her personally, or even her as a female, within and as the context of the existence of me as the relationship between God as Consciousness, Eve as the energy-polarities, Adam as the friction/conflict and Devil as the consuming-process; where it was God/Consciousness existing in and as Fear of losing its possession/authority of and as Energy; with God/Consciousness in fact being the ‘lesser/inferior’ hierarchy as God/Consciousness is dependent on the relationships between its Eve, Adam and the Devil, with the Devil actually being the highest hierarchy as Energy would not exist without the processes of and as the Devil as consuming substance to transform into Energy. And thus: God/Consciousness in and as its inferiority and fear - had to instil the equal and one fear/inferiority into and as its Eve, Adam and the Devil through and as manifesting the warning of eternal damnation into and as them - to ensure that God/Consciousness within and as their fear/inferiority to/towards the God/Consciousness – can be controlled within and as their separation from themselves and each other.

I forgive myself, that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how human beings, as males and females still exist in and as the externalization of myself as the relationship between God, Eve, Adam and the Devil, where – God would not exist, without the grouping of Females and Males as Human Beings existing in and as Fear/Inferiority to/towards ‘Him’, and in Fear/Inferiority to/towards the Devil. With the Fear/Inferiority God controls the human beings with as the warning of Eternal Damnation if they align with the Devil as in any way Questioning their origin/genesis within themselves, but must submit only to the ‘word/authority of God’, because if human beings would in fact question their origin/genesis within themselves AS themselves through introspection and self-investigation: God would no more exist as the illusion it is of Fear in the Minds of Human Beings. Within this, how this process/Story/Bible ensures separation between the very males and females as human beings within religion – with the Unconscious physical-mind manifestation between the relationship between Eve and Adam as portrayed in the Story, promulgating the separation between males and females and their relationships and interactions with themselves and each other within the very religions themselves.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how, human beings exist within and as this World-System as God, with the extent of separation between males and females in the World of Money, where Money/the World-System would not exist as-is without the hierarchies of the World-System, without humanity existing in and as Fear/Inferiority to/towards ‘Money’ in and as the World-System’s unconscious, subconscious and conscious existence, and in Fear/Inferiority to/towards the Devil with the Fear/Inferiority God/Money controls the human beings with as the warning of Eternal Damnation if they align with the Devil of and as the World-System as in any way Questioning the origins/genesis of the World-System of Money in how it in fact operate/function/exist, but must submit only to the ‘word/authority of Money/Survival’, because if human beings would in fact question and stand equal-to and one-with their origin/genesis of this World-System of Money through investigation and introspection and standing up together in and as equality and oneness for and as a solution for self as all: God/Money-Authority as it exist and the consequence it manifest would no more exist as Authority, as human beings would take responsibility for themselves, each other and the lives of all within this physical-existence.

I commit myself to show – how the story in the Bible, in the relationship between God, Eve, Adam and the Devil is in fact in reverse, where: We’ve already eternally damned ourselves in and as our existence as the Devil within and as the selling/consuming of our Soul as life/Substance to the Devil as the process of transforming substance into Energy. Thus, we ourselves – within and as the very origins/genesis of our existence as the Devil into and as God/Consciousness/Energy-Authority is the very manifestation of Damnation, that have from the very beginning within and as the very ‘who we are’ as energy in and as our origins/genesis: manifested the consequence of ourselves in our without as damnation throughout time, throughout existence.

In this, I commit myself to show – why/how God in fact has no authority/control over and of human beings, as God’s authority/control is only existent in and as the humans’ mind in and as Fear and the accepted and allowed inferiority of the human in this fear in their relationship to God in their Mind. That if the human would to stop the inferiority, stand equal-to and one-with ‘God’ in the sense of taking responsibility for this physical-existence, stop the Fear of God and realise their responsibility to themselves and this physical-existence, with the human as the actual authority that has manifested themselves and what is here as existence throughout time, the human will realise that the Devil is/has in fact been the very living/origins/genesis of ourselves as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical-Body; and from this realisation – change/transform our existence as the Devil, into and as Live as equality and oneness with and as our responsibility to ourselves, the physical body and so this physical-existence as ourselves. In this process, God will cease to exist, and the human as actual Devil will stop and take responsibility for what has been accepted and allowed in what we have become and done to ourselves and this existence as ourselves.

I commit myself to show – how the story in the Bible in the relationship between God, Eve, Adam and the Devil and Eve eating from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil – only exist as a ‘warning’ as the control that God/Consciousness within and The World-System of Money without hold over and of the human being, in ensuring the human do no question their origins/genesis within themselves as the Mind and the without as themselves as the World-System in and as equality and oneness – because if a human being would venture in this journey into and as the depths of themselves within: the human’s relationship to God/Consciousness Authority within, and Money Authority without in separation and fear would cease to exist as the human realise their equality and oneness and responsibility to themselves and so to all as themselves. And in this walk of responsibility and equality and oneness the process of assisting and supporting human beings, to see/realise/understand that their enslavement to the mind within and money without exist because we’re accepting and allowing ourselves to believe we’re inferior to it, existing in fear of it. And in stopping fear and inferiority to establishing equality and oneness with our Mind, through the process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application and equality and oneness with and as the World-System of Money in establishing a solution for all in and as equality and oneness – we will manifest heaven on earth for ourselves and all of and as ourselves in and as equality and oneness.

I commit myself to show – how and why, human beings have through religion and with money, in and as the accepted and allowed relationship of separation, fear and inferiority to/towards it, in accepting and allowing it to have authority over and of ourselves and so over and of humanity as a whole: accepted and allowed this existence to continue as is; and why and how – as long as we accept and allow ourselves to exist in separation from the mind and money in fear and inferiority: we’re going to continue accepting and allowing the consequence and consequence-outflow that manifest as ourselves and through ourselves as the actual Devil/Evil of this world, and so – we and this world, will not and cannot change: unless we in fact change ourselves. 



 
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