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How we use Relationships to Suppress the ‘Real Self’ (Part Two): DAY 485


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How we use Relationships to Suppress the ‘Real Self’ (Part Two): DAY 485
The Moment of Shock



  

Shock, Trauma and Stress (Part Seven)

In the next post and posts to come – we will continue with the Self Forgiveness Process, focusing on that initial real purpose for/of relationship, what Negative things were covered up / suppressed by the Positive things experienced / that was dependent on the relationship and how this creates MENTAL-RELATIONSHIPS, and what would REAL PHYSICAL RELATIONSHIPS be if/as our starting point for relationships was not based on emotional/feeling energy, but two individuals walking / living as EQUALS.

To reference a section from the previous post:

This is why we have a TOTAL mental and physical break-down that happens; because the ‘positive energy injections’ that for so long suppressed our real, true self experience is no more there and we are once more confronted and left with our ‘real selves’ that is almost ‘too much to take / handle’.

The process that we’re going to be walking now is an example-process of how you can practically assist and support yourself to identify what problems / issues you’re suppressing within yourself / your mind through using relationships and the positive feelings that accompanies it. Essentially identifying the ‘real self’, with the ‘real self’ being the ‘truth’ of yourself that you are suppressing / denying / ignoring by/through distracting yourself / your Mind with relationships / sex and the positive feelings that it produce. To be clear: I am not saying that it’s relationships that are the problem, nor am I saying that it is sex that is the problem - No, not at all. Relationships cannot exist without our participation. Sex cannot exist without our participation. So, relationships and sex is what it is based on what we make it to / create it to be. This is a fundamental point that many seem to miss as we have a knack for wanting to blame ‘the other’ / ‘the relationship’ / ‘the sex’ / ‘the money’ or something / someone else for what relationships / sex become – never actually stopping for a moment to ask: “But, who am I in relation to sex / relationships? What is my responsibility within what I participate in and create?” So, before we start the process of seeing / realising / understanding for self how we use / abuse relationships / sex to abdicate responsibility for who we are / our own minds and so how/what we live – let us have a look at the question: “Who am I in relation to sex / relationships? What is my responsibility within what I participate in and create?”

We have to question whether relationships and sex exist as it does in humanity today – where longstanding / worthwhile relationships of integrity, consideration, regard, respect, trust, intimacy etc. are far and few between, because the one lesson of who we are in regards to sex and relationships: has not yet been learned. So, relationships and sex has become somewhat demonic – but then again, we have to ask ourselves: is it that sex and relationships in-itself is ‘demonic’? No, it cannot be – because it is our very nature / who we are that creates relationships and sex. So, relationships and sex should be an extension and so a reflection of ourselves – our own creation. For many who have walked a process when it comes to relationships and sex can for a moment look at the past and the present and for yourself come to terms with the fact that what you see of what has become of you, the other, the relationship, the sex – is/has been your creation. Granted, it takes ‘two (or more) to tango’ – but we often in relationships blame and abdicate responsibility in some way or another, and do not reflect / introspect on why / how and what part you played in the relationship being / ending up the way it did. We simply move on the next…and the next…and the next ad nauseam.

This is the cycle we get caught up in, ‘looking for love’ – love encompassing all the positive feelings filled into one bowl within our Minds, where all the positive feelings we’re looking for / searching for from another / in a relationship / sex unites in our Minds / Bodies for a moment to be able to drive / motivate ourselves to just not have to look at ourselves, our problems / issues…our own Minds and what really goes on in there. So, ‘love’ – the search for it / yearning for it and how it preoccupies / possesses our minds, in fact functions as a distraction…a distraction from ourselves, our own minds / who we are. Obvious commonsense is: if you’re obsessed, in your mind, with ‘someone / something else’ ALL of the time (or most of the time) – together with the positive feelings that accompanies such obsession…then there is in fact no ‘space and time’ in one’s Mind to do real self-reflection / introspection as your mind is occupied with another (or many) all of the time. Many might in this moment have a look at this and go: “But, what would exist if I don’t think about love /relationships / sex all of the time?” – and here, we’ll get to explaining what it means to get to know the ‘real self’, what it means to for a moment in your life let go of the possession / obsession when it comes to sex / relationships and what it would mean to develop an agreement with another human being that is not based on you wanting to distract yourself from your own mind / problems / issues; but an agreement that would lead to the creation of relationships / sex on an EQUAL and ONE level – really CREATING a relationship, and not just FALLING into relationships / sex based on feeling energy that is driving / motivating you.

We’ll continue more in the next post.

Have you Ever Really Loved your Parents? – Part Two: DAY 87


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Have you Ever Really Loved your Parents? – Part Two: DAY 87



 
(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)




Who I Am as Money – continued

This is a continuation of our previous post, where we’re continuing with more practical/physical examples of how we never in fact have a relationship with our parents/all beings in our world for that matter, because ‘who we are’ in relationship to them in our Mind, is/always has been constructed/manifested from and in relationship to memories/characters as-us, within ourselves/the Mind. How, we even go so far as creating/constructing ‘alternate versions’ of our parents within our Minds, from ‘alternate versions’ of ourselves as characters to serve only our interest/intentions/wants, needs and desires according to how we manifested our ‘who we are’ in our Minds.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood my relationship to myself and others as existent/defined within my Mind from/of memories, where with my memories containing defined-relationships of ‘who I am’ to/towards others in my world, will within my/such memories of past-experiences with others, establish me as the main-character within such memories, and within the memories-itself: even change/alter/warp the actual-reality past-experience, ‘who/how I was’ in that moment as well as the other person, to accordingly mould/shape/manifest my remembrance/memory of that physical-interaction to best suit my own interested wants, needs, desires / intentions as the process of using memories of past-experience to create/manifest me into and as characters in my Mind that SERVE ME and me Only.
Where, for example:
In my relationships/interactions with my parents as a child, with for example facing a moment where I wanted, needed and desired a particular-item, with all that stands in the way of me and that item was my parent saying ‘Yes’. And with the parent saying ‘No’ would go into an absolute ‘break-down’, because:
In the past, before this current-moment in seeing the item I want, need and desire - I as a child physically-interacted with a particular item, that was similar/the same to the one I was seeing with my parent in current-time. Where that particular item in the past, while I was physically in reality interacting with it/playing with it/eating it: had an overwhelming experience of joy. This overwhelming experience of joy, coming from similar/same memories of my parents in my Unconscious-Mind, that merged with my present-moment – containing me in interaction with the particular item within the glass-window pane, where I then ‘accepted’ my parents’ memory/their experience and behaviour as character to/towards a similar/same item; and so the two memories – (my present-moment interaction with the item, together with my parents’ memory as character/experience/behaviour to/towards a similar/same item); then manifested in the centre of my Mind/head/brain region and then manifested into and as mind-physical experience of overwhelming joy. Where, the moment I experienced the overwhelming joy with this particular item, I took another present-moment imprint containing me in the experience of overwhelming joy in relationship to this particular item with a particular behaviour; and manifested it into and as my own, personal Unconscious/Physical-Mind relationship. And this thus the process of creating me into and as a Character in relationship to a/the particular item, with the Memory as Character of me, containing the item, my behaviour and experience. And so – every time I physically see this particular item, my own memory activate within my Mind-Physical relationship and so will every time access the character I created as my ‘who I am’ to/towards this particular item in how I behave and experience myself.
And so, as I was walking with my parent in current-time – I with my Physical-Mind eyes imprinted a present-moment into my ‘glass window pane’, of an item that looked similar/the same to the one I formed a character-relationship to in the past; which then activated this character in my Mind only. Where I met this item I was seeing in current-time, with a reaction of recognition of the sense of overwhelming joy. But, because I did not PHYSICALLY have it, my experience to/towards that Item in my external world, was only existent in my Mind as my character and experience of overwhelming joy within that activated. And so, the only way this Character within me in relationship to the Item can be physically-materialized/lived: is if I PHYSICALLY have/get/own/possess that Item. Because the moment I get/have/own/possess that Item, I can fully embody/physically experience my character with the overwhelming joy experience and behaviour that goes with it. And so, the character in the Mind takes centre-point within the Mind – not yet fully integrated, because it does not yet have a physical-relationship of ownership to/towards that particular item; and so it is the Character the child created that asks the parent for that Item, to own/possess/have it, so that it can physically experience itself as the memory of itself it created within the past with a similar/same item. And so, the child essentially wants to re-materialize a memory, to experience themselves the way they did in the memory and behave the same way they did in the memory and the only thing that can fulfil that experience/behaviour as character within the Memory: is getting/having/owning/possessing this item.
And thus why – when/as the Parent say ‘No’ – the child will in a way ‘break down’; because in their Mind – they already activated the memory/character of their past-relationship with a similar/same item, already built up the energy-experience in their Mind-Physical relationship, which mean within their Mind, they already ‘have the item’ – they just needed to now PHYSICALLY have/own/possess it. So, the child built up their energies to a HIGH, and when the parent say NO, the energy suddenly/unexpectedly drop, because in the child’s Mind, it’s like in physical-reality they already ‘had’ it – but only in fact ‘had it in their Mind’. And so the child interpret the parent saying NO to them as ‘who they are as a being’, but the parent in fact only said no to ONE CHARACTER of and as the child, as the relationship they created within a memory in relation to a particular item. And so this Character, already positioned in the Mind-Physical relationship, ready to physically materialize/manifest would ‘fight for its way through into and as a Physical-Experience/Behaviour’, with this fighting manifesting the child into and as what is referred to as a ‘Temper Tantrum’ / simply ‘Tantrum’; as the child as the character take that Energy-Drop of the Energy that went from a high to a low when the parent said No and use it mentally-physically within and as the Child to attempt/try to manipulate the Parent into getting/having/owning/possessing the particular item.

I commit myself to show, how – as children, we already start with the basic process of character-creation in our relationship with toys/food/television-shows/school etc. we developed in and as manifested-memories of ourselves in relationship to the toys/food/television-shows/school with particular-specific behaviours/experiences. All/most such relationships to toys/food/television-shows/school coming-from memories of our parents as characters they created with experiences/behaviours to/towards toys/food/television-shows/school etc. Where – every moment we, in physical-reality come into contact with toys/food/television-shows/school where we had already created/manifested characters towards as particular behaviours/experiences: our Physical-Mind eyes would imprint the present-moments onto the glass-window pane, activate the unconscious/physical-mind memory with our character as experience/behaviour to/towards a particular-item, where we will in quantum-time meet that particular-item with the experience/behaviour as character we created/manifested to/towards it within our memories. And so, within this – how, we’re never in fact in REAL-TIME, here as breath within for example, as children in our relationship to/towards a particular-item, because we from a certain perspective, with activating our relationship to/towards a particular item, are only experiencing ourselves / behaving as a embodied character from a memory that centred itself within our Mind-Physical relationship. And so – we’re not in fact experiencing/interacting/participating with a particular-specific item, we’re always only experiencing/behaving WITHIN OURSELVES, only OURSELVES in our own MIND. And will with our relationship to a particular-item, essentially be in a possession, as we’re so focused on our experience/behaviour as character-relationship to the particular item in reality, that the rest of the world seem to disappear as the utmost/absolute separation from ourselves, our own body and the rest of the physical-environment.
And so, I commit myself to show – how, from childhood – into, through and as our adult-years, why and how it is we develop/create/manifest preferences to/towards items/material-possessions even to people –as we’ve used such particular-specific items/material-possessions and relationships with people, to within our MEMORIES as physical-experiences with them, develop characters of experiences/behaviours, that ‘activate’ every time we interact/participate in physical-reality with certain-specific items/material-possessions and relationships with people. That our relationships with items/material-possessions/relationships with other people, never in fact has to do with the real-time participation with the items/material-possessions/relationships with other people – but how they activate MEMORIES of characters we created within ourselves with particular experiences/behaviours that we then get to physically embody/live-out/experience as ‘who we are’.
In this, I commit myself to show how/why thus – the Elite, for example within this world will not ‘give up’ / ‘let go of’ or consider sharing their wealth within the implementation of an Equal Money System, where all are equal and one in elitist status on this Earth with an equal and one opportunity to life/living, because such individuals/the elite created memories as characters with experiences/behaviours in their Mind in their relationship to money/material-possessions. And so the Characters will fight for their existence in the Mind of the human being; because they must physically have the material-possessions/money to activate the characters/experiences/behaviours in their memories to which they have defined themselves as. That characters in the Mind would regard themselves as MORE than other human beings’ LIVES, and would justify/excuse/validate their why/how as their right to their money/material-possessions, and the amount of that they have at the sacrifice of countless lives…simply because a character in a memory wants to own/possess its activations in physical-reality as money/material possessions as the extent to which human beings have come to believe ‘who they are’ to be characters in their Minds from and of memories….

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood how: the moment the parent say NO, with the memory and the character still existent in the centre of the child’s Mind in relationship to the particular item that is attempting-to/trying-to physically manifest itself:  consciousness of and as the child will imprint that present-moment of the parent saying NO into the glass-window pane, scan for memories/characters of the parents with a similar/same memory with their parents saying NO. And when/as the child’s beingness  (now merged with the mind within and as that one-memory with the character in relationship to the particular-item)  – when/as the child’s merged-beingness accept a memory found, that memory of the parents is then merged with the present-moment of the parent saying NO. Then, those two merged-memories, from the glass-window pane then transfer into the centre of the Mind merging with the memory in the centre of the Mind of the child with the memory of the character in relationship to the particular item. And once all three memories are merged in the centre of the Mind, they resonate into and as the Mind-Physical relationship of the child and so the child will physically-behave, squeal and whine – equal-to and one-with what the child’s parents did in their character-creation to/towards their parents when their parents said NO as the memory the child accepted from their Unconscious-Mind and uploaded into and as their Mind to physically enact/live-out.
And so – what is in fact manipulating in such a mental-physical state is the Child’s Character in the centre of the Mind, merged with the present-moment of the parent saying NO as well as the memory of their parents’ character as how they behaved/experienced themselves when their parents said NO; together with the negative-energy the child/character experienced from the drop of the HIGH the child initially experienced within the expectations of getting/having/owning that physical-item. And so the child throw their tempter-tantrum/tantrum to attempt/try to manipulate the parent into giving them that physical-item; as the character in the Mind of the child fight for its existence.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, what happens from that moment:
If/as the parent maintains the NO: The child will then take that entire present moment consisting of – the child existing as the three-merged-memories in the centre of their Mind (Memory 1: the character in relationship to the item, Memory 2: the moment their parents said No, Memory 3: the parents’ memory/character of their tantrum as behaviour/experience) the child will take ‘who they are’ as the three merged-memories, the parent continuously saying NO as well as the child’s negative-energy experience in that present moment and manifest it as ONE MEMORY within their Mind-Physical relationship. Where in the memory of the Child – the child will position themselves as the Main Character in relationship to their Parent saying NO, and construct the memory in such a way that it was the Parent that said NO to the child and caused the child’s negative-experience in their Mind-Physical relationship, and so in the Memory essentially blame the Parent. When this entire process/experience: was all in fact playing-out only within the Child within a character fighting for its existence/embodiment, and had nothing personally to do with the parent.
If/as the Parent says YES: The child will then take that entire present moment consisting of – the child existing as the three-merged-memories in the centre of their Mind (Memory 1: the character in relationship to the item, Memory 2: the moment their parents said No, Memory 3: the parents’ memory/character of their tantrum as behaviour/experience) the child will take ‘who they are’ as the three merged-memories, and the parent saying YES as well as the child’s positive-energy experience in that present moment when they got the item and the character was materialized in the physical: taking all that and manifest it as ONE MEMORY within their Mind-Physical relationship. Where in the memory of the Child – the child will position themselves as the Main Character in relationship to their Parent saying YES, and construct the memory in such a way as the entire process that the child will thus re-enact whenever the Parent ever again says NO and can embody all three memories simultaneously – from the character as the experience/behaviour to the item, to the memory of the parent first saying no, to the memory of the parents’ character/tantrum when their parents said NO and physically manifest it until their parents say YES again. When this entire process/experience: playing-out in the Mind of the child, with the parent thinking/believing that when the child is happy/satisfied with getting/having/owning the item and the child hug them/kiss them or say thank you – it’s in fact the character in the Mind that is pleased to have been able to be physically manifested, and had nothing to do with the Parent themselves.

I commit myself to show – how, as children – even within this relationship to getting/having/owning/possessing certain-specific items to/towards which we developed/manifested a particular character towards with a particular experience/behaviour, when/as we say thank you/give a hug, it’s not in fact an actual, real appreciation/gratefulness of another in the relationship of ‘giving and receiving’ in REALLY saying thank you in gratefulness to another as self, but in fact a reaction from a character in our Minds to/towards our parents for fulfilling our want, need and desire to physically-manifest and have a particular experience/behaviour, thus essentially a character within the Mind of the Child saying: “thank you from transferring me from a Memory into and as an actual Physical-Experience in reality”. And thus, in this example above – the parent essentially only pleased a character within the Mind of the Child, and the child’s reaction to/towards the parent is within the fulfilment of this pleasure-experience – which is thus not in fact Love, but a fulfilment of and as a self-interested desire.
Which, within this brings into questioning the very existence of ‘love’ – if even as children, our reactions to/towards our parents in our relationship as characters; was in no way in any context of ‘love’, but in the pleasing/satisfaction of desires within ourselves.


 
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The Evolution of the Positive: DAY 57


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The Evolution of the Positive: DAY 57




Adam and Eve – Part Six

The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Twenty-Six


Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing with the Origins of Males and Females, having a look at the sound, energy and physical symbolism within and as the words MAN and WOMAN in how, throughout time – we manifested, developed our physical-bodies into and as the interaction between the manifested-singularities, between those who’s Adam/Male dominated and those who’s Eve/Female dominated, looking at the starting-point of and as the development of the relationship between the man and the women as it exist today and as we continue, why and how the separation between the existence of males and females evolved throughout time, in how it came into the existence of masculinity and femininity.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to see/realise/understand – how, in the beginning as substance/life as here, I was complete, equal and one in and as the existence of me as Here. But, with the separation of me as substance/existence-manifest in and as equality and oneness as here, within and as the movement of me into and as separation as the manifested-singularity into and as the existence and manifestation of and as Energy; I forgive myself that did not see/realise/understand the consequence-outflow as effect of and as me as the cause of and as the movement of and as separation from me as substance into and as energy with the emergence/manifestation of how relationships would come to be/manifest within and between the manifested-singularities of and as me, as follows:

I forgive myself, that I as substance and energy, from the beginning – did not see/realise/understand the nature, existence and manifestation of relationships that would form within and between the manifested-singularities within and as existence, with those whose Adam/Male awareness as Energy dominated and those whose Eve/Female awareness dominated the alignment, formation and structure of and as their manifested-singularities. Where – the manifested-singularities whose Adam/Male dominated – within and through the extent/speed of and as their movement inward and forward; rarely experiencing their awareness within and as the positive-energy experience – when connecting / interacting / moving within and as the space of and as resonance of and as the manifested-singularities whose Eve/Female dominated, within and through the extent/speed of their movement inward and forward; rarely experiencing their awareness within and as the positive-energy experience – the Adam/Male manifested-singularities within their manifested-singularity and beingness, became aware of the presence of energy as the positive-energy experience, the closer they moved into and as the space/resonance of and as the Eve/Female-dominated singularities, as follows:

I forgive myself that I as energy and substance, from the beginning – did not remember, see, realise and understand how the energy-itself within and as the manifested-singularities vibrated from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive – manifesting an energy-resonance aura/presence that surrounded the manifested-singularity, where this presence/aura would manifest the surrounding environment of the manifested-singularity; dependent on the velocity/frequency of and as the energy-vibration within and as the manifested-singularity. Thus, the manifested-singularities whose Eve/Female dominated, resonated with a presence/aura, that within their immediate surrounding environment – was more extensive/encompassing/far-reaching than those whose Adam/Male awareness dominated, due to the Eve/Female manifested-singularities – consisting of and existing as ‘more/accumulated’ energy within and as them, and in and as that ‘moreness/accumulated’ energy – the frequency/velocity of their vibration as energy was more extensive, and so manifesting their aura/presence being more far-reaching.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to – in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, from the beginning – see/realise/understand how, the closer the Adam/Male dominated singularities, moved into and towards the Eve/Female dominated singularity’s ‘space’ – the Adam/Male singularities became ‘aware’ of the Eve/Female singularity’s positive-energy vibration resonance/aura, due to them connecting to the resonance/reverberation of the Eve/Female singularity’s aura/presence of and as the vibration of its accumulated energies into and as the positive-energy experience. This ‘awareness’ / ‘experience’ of the Adam/Male developed, through – as the Adam/Male singularity, the moment they connect/move-into the space/surrounding presence/aura of the Eve/Female singularity – the Adam/Male singularity’s manifested structure/formation and beingness, equally as one experience the resonance/presence vibration of and as the Eve/Female singularity; as the Male/Adam singularity’s beingness and manifested formation/structure merge/move into the Eve/Female’s presence/aura. The closer the Adam/Male singularity moved into and as the presence/aura of the Eve/Female singularity – the more the Adam/Male-singularity ‘experienced’ as energy the positive-energy experience resonance of vibration of the Eve/Female singularity’s positive-energy experience accumulation/manifestation of and as itself. Because, within the manifestation of the presence/aura – the closer the Adam/Male singularity move toward the Eve/Female-singularity, the more extensive the resonance/presence of the Eve/Female singularity energy-vibration manifest, the farther the Adam/Male singularity is from the Eve/Female – the lesser the resonance/presence of the Eve/Female singularity energy-vibration resonance is experienced.

I forgive myself that I, as the mind/energy and physical body/substance – had not seen, realised and understood – from the beginning of my existence; how and why it is that within the ageing relationship between males and females – why/how it is that females tend to age faster than males, from the perspective of how within most of humanity, the female’s physical-body tend to deteriorate at a faster pace than in males:
This is because of and due to the Female’s Mind relationship to/towards the Physical-Body, where from the beginning, the manifested-singularities whose Eve/Female dominated, with their pace/speed of movement inward and forward into existence/substance without and their beingness/substance within; the Eve/Female singularities, consumed/transformed substance into and as energy at a faster, constant, continuous speed/rate than those whose Male/Adam dominated. This due to: the Eve/Female singularities producing far more energy, the faster and the more they moved into and as their beingness within and existence without, consuming substance to transform into energy to accumulate their energy experience awareness into and as themselves as the positive. With the Adam/Male singularities, moving at a slower speed/rate into existence/substance and their beingness/substance through and as the friction/conflict to experience then mostly only the negative to the neutral energy experience accumulation, and rarely the positive-energy experience accumulation, they thus consumed less substance to transform into Energy than the Eve/Female manifested-singularities.
All of which still exist to this day as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical-Body, where with human beings’ Minds being more aligned into and as the Eve/Female – with experiencing the accumulation of energy within the negative, neutral and positive, the Women within this World with their Minds more aligned into and as Eve/Female energy-existence, their Minds would consume physicality to transform into energy at a much faster pace/rate/speed than those human beings whose Minds are aligned within and as Adam/Male energy-existence, who only maintain their existence within the negative/neutral energy-experiences, taking up less processing of consuming physicality to transform into energy due to not accumulating their energy experience as often/always into and as the positive-energy experience.
(NOTE: This process of the Mind’s integration into the Physical-Body, as the process of how exactly the Mind consume physicality to transform into Energy has been walked in absolute detail within the What is Sex Series available on EQAFE, and will thus not walk the detail here at this stage. Self can take the responsibility of walking through the Interviews and assist and support self through the process of Self-Forgiveness in how we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to exist within and as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical-Body – as physically evidenced in the manifested-consequence we physically experience throughout time within and as our physical-bodies. The nature and relationship to ageing in the Mind’s relationship to the Physical will be walked within the posts to continue as we walk the process of our development as the mind to the physical from the womb of the female’s physical-body and throughout the years of our development as the Mind in the Physical Body as we exist on this Earth.)

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to from the beginning – in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance; seen, realised and understood the inception and conception of relationships within the context of energy and experience, where:
Because the Adam/Male manifested-singularities patterned into and as their beingness and manifested-singularity, the speed/rate of their movement as energy into the depths of their beingness, within and existence, without – manifesting the acceptance of their awareness into and as the negative-energy experience primarily within and as the structural action of friction/conflict: this became their existent-definition and manifestation of and as themselves in and as their beingness, manifested-singularity existence. So with the Eve/Female – with patterning into and as their beingness and manifested-singularity, the speed/rate of their movement as energy into the depths of their beingness, within and existence, without – manifesting the acceptance of their awareness into and as the energy-experiences primarily of and as the positive, within and as the motion and experience of energy-itself: this became their existent-definition and manifestation of and as themselves in and as their beingness and manifested-singularity existence. Thus, with the Adam/Male manifested-singularity existent/patterned within and as its acceptance/definition of and as its awareness within and as the negative friction/conflict action primarily, only rarely experiencing the positive – this movement towards the Eve/Female manifested-singularity and into its presence/aura resonance of positive energy frequency; with the Adam/Male experiencing the positive-energy experience resonance/presence from within and as the Eve/Female energy-vibration in and as its beingness and manifested-singularity – manifested the first moment of the external connection between the manifested-singularities of the Adam/Male and Eve/Female; with this ‘connection’ between the energy-manifested awarenesses – being the first instance from where the existence of relationships would manifest; as more Adam/Male singularities ‘paired’ with Eve/Female singularities. This ‘pairing’ as the Adam/Male singularities would within this connection / ‘closeness’ have a relative constant/continuous experience of and as the positive-energy experience as the Adam/Male singularity presence/aura merge with and as the Eve/Female presence/aura, the Adam/Male experience the resonance/reverberation of the Eve/Female presence/aura into and as its beingness and manifested-singularity; and both for a moment become equal in and as the energy experience of and as the positive.

I forgive myself, that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how the initial ‘connection’ of and as ‘relationships’ manifested within the context of and as energy-experience, where this connection of relationship between the Adam/Male singularities and the Eve/Female singularities was existent within and as the starting-point of and as the equality both singularities experienced as the positive-energy experience.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, too – to this day, in and as equality and oneness with and as the Mind/Energy and Physicality/Substance, see/realise/understand the nature and existence of connections and relationship between human beings to this day: as the movement of the Mind/Energy into and as the connection/relationship with another Mind/Energy for and as the positive-energy experience equality that exist for a Moment. Where throughout time – where initially within the existence of the human race such connections and relationships existed within a process of forming a connection and relationship to establish the dynamics of the equality between the human beings as minds to maintain the positive-energy experience; to now in current-day society where we have apparently ‘evolved’ to the extent where; there are seldom/rarely even processes involved with forming a connection and relationship in practical physical space and time, but immediately walk into the act of Sex, where the equality ‘fix’ between the two Minds of and as the positive-energy experience accumulated within and during sex is enough to sustain the Mind/Energy for a moment….until the search for the positive-energy experience continues.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning – see/realise/understand the consequence and consequence-outflow in and as my separation of me from substance, to energy, into and as manifested-singularities whose Adam/Male or Eve/Female dominated with the other suppressed, that manifested the connections/relationships as pairings for the Adam/Male to primarily experience the positive-energy experience in and as equality with and as Eve/Female singularities. Which throughout time evolved into and as the processes where connections were formed and relationships were established through communication and commitment within and as which sex was expressed within and as the partnership established; to where we are now: where sex had simply become the ‘quick fix’ for and as the positive-energy experience equality within and as both the man and the women, to the extent where connections/relationships had been compromised within this existence of humanity to such an magnitude; that trust, integrity, respect, consideration, regard for self and the other had completely been lost and so with that – the trust, integrity, respect, consideration, regard within and as humanity as a whole as the consequence-outflow of and as connections/relationships being dependent on ENERGY-EXPERIENCE, instead of equal and one practical living, where two individuals really stand with themselves and each other in and as equality and oneness, getting to know themselves and each other and exploring/expressing sex within and as the context of actual physical-expression, not based on energy – but the equal and one relationship with and as the physical body. Where in and as such an agreement, not based on ENERGY, but on a commitment/agreement to stand with themselves and each other in assisting and supporting themselves and each other, into and as trust, integrity, respect, consideration and regard for self and each other: as the process of stopping the consequence and consequence outflow of what we’ve done and become in relationships based on energy and sex, instead of who we are as living beings.

I commit myself to show – how with the origins of ourselves as men and women in this existence, came the origins of ourselves as relationships; in this, showing – how connections and relationships initially formed according to Energy-Experience, regarding the desire/fulfilment of and as the positive-energy experience and thus the consequence of such connections and relationships formed within and as the starting-point of and as energy-experience equality and the consequence-outflow of accepting and allowing ourselves to manifest connections and relationships of and as energy as separation from and of substance/life/equality and oneness.

I commit myself to show/expose, the current nature of relationships within this world within and between human beings, is existent within and as the starting-point of Mind/Consciousness/Energy-Authority – searching-for/looking-for its positive-energy experience accumulation/equality within themselves and/or with another human being; that relationships are in no way based on the practical considerations of who we are as beings, through and through, in making a practical decision to in fact be in an relationship with another human being, within first really getting to know the other, where both communicate absolutely openly about who they are in their entirety, and from here then assessing the compatibility/effectiveness of whether both would equally as one be able to assist and support each other to reach their absolute utmost potential as beings within themselves and with each other.
In this, I commit myself to show/expose – with relationships currently existent and being approached within and as the Mind/Consciousness/Energy-Authority for and as the positive-energy experience accumulation/equality: why/how it is that we as human beings within and as our nature/beingness of and as who we are, had in fact throughout time DEVOLVED; and that we as humanity in no way had become living examples of trust, integrity, respect, consideration, regard, care, equality and oneness for and as the children of the future/generations to come – as we have accepted and allowed ourselves, to as the Tree of Life/Humanity, bear fruit that would become equally as one rotten as we’ve become rotten within and as our accepted and allowed existence of basing relationship on energy-experience, instead of establishing real effective life-agreements, where individuals walk together and stand together to really develop, grow and expand within and as who they are as individuals.
In this, I commit myself to show – how and why, relationships within and as the starting-point of and as Energy/Mind/Consciousness,  exist only as establishing relationships for and as the maintenance of and as an energy-experience, where the relationship between the two Minds would compromise themselves and each other to align this relationship to ensure that their energy-movements/-experiences within themselves are relatively maintained within and as the positive-energy experience only, that the formation/manifestation of relationships has become only to manage the energy experiences within and as the Mind. In this, I commit myself to show – how and why, with relationships only existing to manage energy experiences within and as the Mind: is and has been one of the primary causes/sources/origins within and as the existence of the human race, as to how and why we are existing within and on this Earth – with more than half the world starving, with no-one in fact caring, considering, regarding a practical equal and one solution, in caring, considering, regarding for such beings in and as equality and oneness with and as self. Where, if we really genuinely cared, considered, regarded them equal to and one with ourselves – we would’ve a looooonnnggggg time ago stood up and done something, even if just one of us as humanity were starving or not living in and as equality and oneness with the rest. Because the minority that can do something about it/this world – are too pleased with their relationships of and as the positive-energy experience, with no integrity, consideration, care or regard even existing within themselves, towards themselves – let alone other beings, as the extent to which energy-authority as Mind/Consciousness had come to possess our existence, where individuals cannot even conceive the solution to this existence, as themselves, standing together and standing up for ourselves and for all as ourselves.

I commit myself to show – how and why, the Desteni I Process relationship/agreement course, is the process of establishing agreements for and as life, as living decisions made within and between individuals, to establish their self-equality and oneness, and so their equality and oneness with another, and together standing in themselves to stand up for and as the world as themselves. This course is the process that will re-align relationships from energy-experience to practical physical living, and so the birth of the individual in and as equality and oneness with and as themselves, to be/become the living example of who/how we’ve supposed to have been in ourselves and our relationship to others as ourselves. That the agreement course is the process, where our equality and oneness with ourselves start, with our equality and oneness with another start, and so eventually the actual physical equality and oneness with and as humanity – to so learn, what it means to in fact exist within and as self-trust, consideration, regard, care, integrity and respect for self and another as self and so the birth of the human as a physical living being that will stop the sins of the fathers as the rotten fruit and become living examples of life, and thus establish themselves and each other as the future of this world.




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