Forcing Change With ENERGY vs. Living Change As Self: DAY 299 – 300

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In the previous post, we had a walk-through regarding the relationship between Fighting Change and Moving As Change.

In this Post, we’re going to walk a Dimension of going into Extreme Energy-Polarities within and as a Process of Change, such as for example walking from Laziness to Self-Discipline/Responsibility and then using the MIND within ENERGY to change, from a Laziness / Low Energy into and as a Discipline / High Energy; to within this – see, realise and understand the Consequence of using ENERGY within the MIND to change one’s Experience in DOING, instead of being/becoming the Physical Natural Movement in/as Living Change. In this, essentially – the tendency that we have to move ourselves within ENERGY, instead of a Decision and a Physical Movement as-ourselves; with the consequence of Moving ourselves in ENERGY being that we’ll go from a Low to a High and back to a Low and then to a High, which create the inner conflict of ‘Fighting with ourselves’ that we walked in the previous Post. So, this post walks, essentially – what it is within us that create that inner-fighting with ourselves, when we use energy as a Force to change, instead of who we are in/as our Living, Physical Movement:

For Context: We’re walking the Self Forgiveness and Self Commitment process in alignment with when/as self find oneself having walked from Laziness to Discipline, but that process of ‘maintaining Discipline’ is being done with ENERGY, with Experience in how one Force oneself with Energy into Discipline, what this looks like when this happens, how it is experienced and how to assist and support oneself to ensure that within Change – one do not only Change in the Mind from one Energy Low to another Energy High, but that Change is Real in one’s Living Presence in/as the Physical.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand How I had created a Polarity between Laziness and Discipline, where I reacted to myself as being “Lazy” in all/many levels of my Mind and used that reaction to Fuel my Reason for being and becoming Disciplined.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand How I had used Energy and/or Energy Force to Fuel my motivation for being and becoming Disciplined, instead of it being a living expression of Who I am, as Natural as Breath.

I commit myself to show, how – a starting point of Reaction for Change, and attempting to/trying to maintain that Change from within the starting point of Reaction, where one use a Negative to Fuel self into a Positive, will create/manifest Physical Consequence in the sense of, for example where one was Lazy, reacted to that aspect of self in judgment and then in an anger/frustration/blame towards Self deciding to become Disciplined and then essentially driving/motivating self Mentally and Physically from/of a Negative Starting Point: will manifest/accumulate so in the Physical and may produce physical consequence of tiredness, physical stress/tension – because self is fuelling the negative Energy into and as the depths of the Physical with this Energy being the starting point Motivation of Change and in this Process; one is in fact creating MORE Physical Consequence than Actual Self-Change with not Understanding the dynamics between the Mind, the Physical and Energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think, believe and perceive that Change is “difficult” that it must be Forced – with this “forcing”, being done with “driving myself”, but have not seen, realised and understood how, the only forcing/driving I have come to know How to do: is from the starting point of energy. Building up and accumulating thoughts, backchat and reactions in me to force/drive me from my MIND to change me. Not realising then, that – I AM not changing, but I am only changing me in MY MIND – from one energy as Laziness as Negative, to another energy as Discipline as Positive. And so, took myself to extreme polarities in my Mind; and not really changing in physical living.

I commit myself to show, how – we have mentally and physically been conditioned to believing ‘Change is Difficult’, when we’re in fact creating difficulties in our Lives within our accepted and allowed consequential Mind-Physical Relationship. And that, change is a Process – yes, BUT the Moment of Self making a DECISION to change and then walking/living that constantly and consistently – that does not take time, the only “Process” that does take space and time is that Process of being/becoming the Living Change, naturally, through constant, consistent application/living.

I commit myself to show, how one would use the Mind to change – through, for example, reacting to the Laziness in thought, word and deed, essentially creating a Personality-reaction to Laziness within self, and in that process, ‘talking and energizing self in the Mind into and as Change’, and so create a NEW PERSONALITY with new thoughts, reactions, backchats, behaviours that is the ‘Disciplined personality’, but it’s like within this process – the Laziness is always still there, like a shadow in the mind haunting self; and using that Personality, to fuel the New personality and so creating an Inner Conflict between Polarities as a constant, continuous internal-fight with self that consequentially, over space and time, more affect the Physical Body, than bringing forth a Natural Living Change as Self.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that – Change, yes is walked through a Resistance, because I am initiating my change, directing my change which is essentially ‘going against my preprogramming’. BUT, this ‘going against my preprogramming’ – does not mean I have to ‘FIGHT through the resistance/with the resistance’. As I see, realise and understand that – because I approached changed and faced the resistance to change through FORCING it with energy/driving myself with energy: I actually making the process of change More difficult, cause now I am using Energy against Energy – like, using my thoughts, backchats, reactions to ‘Fight the Resistance’ – lol; like trying to build up MORE energy as Me, to take-on the Resistance I experience as me and so I actually in fact Wage WAR against myself.

I commit myself to show, how – with walking Writing, Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments as preparing the road before self for/as Practical Corrective Living, that: in/as this Process – one UNDERSTAND how one created the Laziness Personality, through dissecting the thoughts, backchats, reactions, imaginations, behaviour patterns, physical reactions etc. and then from there, Re-establish a LIVING CHANGE, that do not use the mind’s Personality constructs such as thoughts, backchats, reactions, imaginations and behaviour patterns to change, where one first BUILD UP ENERGY and then WAIT to be motivated to change, No. In this process – one Decide ‘who I am’ as Living Instructions and then actually do/live them in one’s world/reality within and as every moment of BREATH. This is not a process of ENERGY-build-up, but a process of making a Decision and then LIVING it with self as the Decision in Living Action as the actual process of SELF-Movement and not Mind-Movement; thus, using who I am in/as Breath-decision to move, instead of a build-up of energy/energy experience in the Mind to move.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that resistance to change is a Force in itself, it’s an energy that comes up, like a Wall – separating me from actually living, being and becoming Changed in fact. And so, with me now seeing that – me trying to accumulate MORE energy in my Mind, than the resistance I experience in my Mind is actually creating more inner-conflict, where it feels like I ALWAYS have to constantly, continuously “fight to remain disciplined and not go back into Laziness” – creating this eternal battle between good and evil in/as myself: I see, realise and understand  that using my Mind, using Energy – the very Mind and Energy that created the “problem” in the first place – is Not the Solution. So, then –what is?

I Commit myself to show - how to use the Force of Physical Breath, as a real Physical Force that can be gentle, yet strong and direct. Where – when/as resistance to change come up/manifest, to actually go into Breathing, using the Physical – the gentle yet strong and stable breath, to not accept/allow myself to participate in resistance/laziness in the Mind, but just naturally move me in the Physical in getting things done. Just sticking to PHYSICAL DOING, while breathing – in-breath and out-breath, and keep on moving PHYSICALLY one foot in front of the other, not ‘paying attention to the Laziness’ in the Mind. See, here – I move “for real” – from Mind laziness, to Physical DOING. There is no “energy fighting” going on then here within this; I simply make the decision to not participate in the Laziness and keep on moving me practically in the Physical.

In this all – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I had created a Fight between myself as Lazy as the Negative and then Discipline that I made as a Positive in the MIND. Not seeing, realising and understanding how to walk a process of change is FROM the Mind INTO the Physical. This means that, how I now see to approach this process is: FORGIVE myself for the Laziness – or whatever thoughts/backchat/reactions came up towards myself and others regarding Laziness, and establish a workable, practical living commitment to change in physical reality and then DO it. So – I move from energy, to DOING, instead of what I’ve done as moving from One Energy to another Energy in my Mind and then FROM MY MIND try and change me in the Physical. An example here is:

I realised that I was Lazy regarding waking up in the mornings. I do the forgiveness for accepting and allowing all the Mind-participation, thoughts/backchats/reactions that create the Laziness so that I can flag point which things in the Mind I must simply not participate in, but move me physically. So, I then from there DO the practical walking – I wake up in the mornings, and when anything of the Mind comes up; I take a breath – say “No”, take an outbreath and stand up. Thus, process of self change is to be a MOVEMENT of self from a DECISION that is made, to not listen to Laziness, but to stick to Physical Doing.

In this Process walked above, one can additionally reference the Previous Post – regarding how to Move through Resistance, and not create a FIGHT against resistance/change.

Thus, within this – to see, realise and understand the process is not to create MORE Personalities as shifting from a Negative to a Positive and then using the Negative Personality to fuel and drive the new Positive Personality: these dynamics still then exist in the Mind/Consciousness and benefit only the Mind/Consciousness and will throw self into a constant, continuous inner conflict – using the Past to fuel/motivate the Future, will just create the same Past as self will go into lows and highs over and over and over again, never stable, never here, never living.

Thus within this – we suggest investigating the Desteni I Process LITE (Free Course) that introduce you into the Mind, and then Desteni I Process PRO that practically, structurally walk oneself through the Mind and into and as real Physical Living Change as Living Words.

Enhancing Self-CHANGE: DAY 267

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

Now that we have been looking at Self as the Living Word “Solution” implemented into/as the Practical Living of/as the New HERE – both within and without, into and as being/becoming the Living Change as Living Example to be Seen within oneself/one’s world/reality: we’re going to look at another Dimension within Change and that is existent within the Question(s):

“How often do one look back within one’s Life / the Process one have walked thus far within Writing, Self Forgiveness and Self Corrective Application and noticed/identified where/how within oneself and one’s life self had in Fact Changed?”

“How often do we Recognize that we have in fact Changed, and/or given ourselves that Recognition AND took it a step further in Enhancing/Building on/Expanding ourselves within that Change even MORE?”

“Why/how do we always tend to only Focus on ‘Consequence’, the ‘Negative/Bad’ / ‘Struggles/Problems’ ONLY when looking at our Lives or as/while we’re Walking the Process of Change and not ALSO really have a look at our Past, where/who/how/what we are Now – how we’ve Changed and simultaneously Strengthen/Enhance/Build on those Changes?”

“What does it say about our Relationship with ourselves that we So Seldom look at how far we’ve come in the Walking of Process / within/during Challenges faced throughout our Lives and how we’ve made Decisions to Change and to Stand up for ourselves, for others?”

“Why/how is it, that we’re so oriented to really Burden ourselves with Consequence ONLY, walking a process of Change through Consequence; but not ‘remembering’ / ‘recognizing’ that AS we’re Changing ourselves through Walking Consequence – to simultaneously Strengthen/Enhance That of/as Ourselves we have in fact started Changing/Emerged as Change within ourselves?”

“Why do we not exist in a World where all children, equally as one, are educated to enhance their living to/as the Utmost Potential; but only “drafted” into and as the World System/Money System through the Education Systems and even with that – not Every Child, Equally as One, is ‘welcomed’ into Life within/as this Physical Existence but more have death certificate already half-way written before they’ve even entered this World, as no attention/focus/investment is made in the Individual in who/how/what we are.”

So, Essentially – we have a tendency to reflect on Only that which we experience to be Consequential/ ‘Negative’, but do not enhance/strengthen/build the Change that come from transcending/walking/moving through the Consequential/Negative. Such an ‘Obvious’-Point – yet, why has it been Missed to consider walking both simultaneously – as the Process of Change in facing Consequence, AND the enhancing, building, strengthening of Change?

Now comes another question, which is: “Can we recognize Definitive Change / Self-Change? Or do we overwhelm ourselves so with the Consequence, that we don’t/can’t even See where we have already in fact Changed?” - and/or “Can we not Recognize/See Definitive Change as the Process of how we Change/Start Changing especially with Walking the Process of Writing, Self Forgiveness and Self Corrective Application – because such a Point of Recognizing Change and Enhancing/Building/Strengthening it, is/has not been part of our lives, upbringing and/or Education?”

So, with having walked the Process of Writing, Self-Forgiveness and Self Corrective Application – let’s have a Practical Look HOW to Identify Change/Self-Change within and as the Process of Walking through/as the Mind/Consciousness into and as Equal and One Physical Living. Obviously, this is interesting in itself as I have mentioned before, that the HOW to Identify Change is not an Absolute Certainty and furthermore how to build/enhance/strengthen That, while simultaneously walking the Process of Change in facing the Mind/Consciousness within as Consequence-Manifest. Because, what this will Assist and Support with; is ensuring that one do not create additional/unnecessary Overwhelmingess within/as the Process of Facing Consequence as the Mind/Consciousness – which is also something that we tend to do; overwhelm/burden ourselves with what we’re seeing/observing/facing/realising within ourselves and even within/as this World/Reality. Because, we do not have that GROUNDING that rootedness within ourselves in who we are within ourselves and our living as strengthening/enhancing/building that which we have Changed, that it does make it more difficult to walk the Process of Change in relation to the Mind/Consciousness, because we can’t Directly-See CHANGE as, firstly – the Change that Self become is initially not ‘Obvious’, but is Seen in/as one’s PRESENCE within oneself and the Physical that from there develop into Physical, Visible Change. And why/how Change first manifest in/as PRESENCE and from there emerge into Physical Living will be discussed in a Moment. So, what strengthening/enhancing/building Change will assist/support with – is giving Self that stability, rootedness, Grounding within Self to be able to Face Consequence-manifest as the Mind/Consciousness in/as walking the Process of Change and so Self become one’s own ‘Pillar’.

Even within having a look at our history / past within our own Lives – how little even the people in our worlds, from childhood really consider the Dynamics between a Process of Change and enhancing/building/strengthening Change; what needs to be changed/how for the individual to reach their utmost potential and what already within that individual can be enhanced/strengthened/built-upon even MORE. However, we’re so consumed by Survival – parents preparing the children through the Education System to ensure they secure themselves a Future in this World System/Money System that such attention/focus/dedication to the Individual, in ‘who we are’ within ourselves is completely disregarded. We’re only educated/acculturated to Succeed/Excel within what is Prescribed to SURVIVE…not to LIVE.

So, within this Process essentially – especially with Walking Writing, Self-Forgiveness and Self Corrective Application; one is FOR Self, for the First Time going to assist and support self within Both dynamics simultaneously – the Process of Change and enhancing/strengthening/building what is/already has Changed and so become the Self-Inverted Fibonacci Spiral, that moves from the Outside/Greater as the total Consequence of/as the Mind/Consciousness, and in/as walking the Process – moving inwards, deeper and deeper into and as the depths/rooting/grounding of self into and as Physical Equality and Oneness, but for that Movement to be a progression, one Simultaneously move from within the Great as the Process of Change, into and as the inversion of Self as the ‘Movement inwards/forwards’ with/as enhancing/building/strengthening that which Change as/while one Walk one’s Process.

So, before we start with HOW to Identify Self-Change – let’s first have a look at why/how Change first Manifest within/as PRESENCE and only from there into and as Practical Living Application. For this, we start off with having a look at when we were Children, babies and how we expressed ourselves within and as the Physical. If one look at a Baby, one determine the Baby/Child within ‘who/how’ they are through/as their “Presence” – that ‘something about them’, not only from a Physical Perspective, but from a beingness/presence perspective that make them ‘Unique’. And eventually as the Baby/Child develop – That presence/beingness in the Physical develop through being able to be expressed more definitively in Behaviour/Words as ‘That of them that one ‘connect’ to, not from only what one See in their Physical Individuality, but that Presence/Beingness of them that express through the Physical in a very Particular Way. I mean, for example – one can also ‘pick up’ on, when one has lived/walked with someone for an extended period of time that – without them even saying anything, or behaving/physically expressing in a particular way, ‘pick up’ on when there’s a Change in their Beingness/Presence in/as their Physical Expression. So, this is what we mean with ‘Presence’ – that of yourself, your beingness that you in a Moment SO BECOME on a Mind-Physical level that it is expressed almost ‘beyond’ Physicality.

So, with this – as Babies/Children, we start off with/as our Beingness/Presence expressed through/with the Physical and this is our Beginning. What happens to That beingness/presence throughout time as we are programmed/conditioned by/through the Mind/Consciousness then becomes determined/controlled by Consciousness/the Mind; as we never seem to again be able to ‘find / recover’ that innocence, that ‘Life’, that ‘Freedom/Expression’ we had when we were natural, with ourselves and the physical. Thus, within this – one can also look at the Process of Writing/Self-Forgiveness and Self Corrective Application as the Process of re-establishing that naturalness, that beingness/presence of ourselves and re-emerge, re-birth AS that, into/as PHYSICAL LIVING as Living Words, instead of what has happened to it now as being consumed by/through the Preprogramming of/as the Mind/Consciousness for its own Survival/Existence.

We’ll continue in the Next Post with having a look at how to Recognize/Identify Change from/of PRESENCE.