Character Dimensions – PHYSICAL/BEHAVIOUR Dimension (Part 5):
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Character
Dimensions – (Practical Application: Part 16)
The
FORCE - continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality
we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of
Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not
yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as
otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this
post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)
We have now walked the Physical/Behavioural Dimension in Part
1, Part
2, Part
3, Part
4 and we’re in and from this Post continuing with the Self-Forgiveness and
Self Commitments of the Physical/Behaviour Dimension of the Postponement
Character/Personality as an practical example of how to approach the Physical/Behaviour
Dimension of a Character/Personality and to see, realise and understand what we
in fact accept and allow in our relationship to our Physical-Bodies within and
as our starting-point Separation as the Mind of Energy in the Physical as
Substance/Matter.
It’s furthermore to understand here, that – within ALL the
Dimensions, one’s Self-Forgiveness
and Self-Commitments will be in direct relationship, only to what one can
directly see/identify in one’s existence as a given Personality/Character. The
Self-Forgiveness and Self-Commitment we’re walking, with being so
expansive/in-depth is utilizing this opportunity within all the Dimensions to
show how they work multi-dimensionally and expand self’s
awareness to the acceptances and allowances and consequences of our current
Mind-Physical Existence. So, here – not to be/become ‘overwhelmed’ by the Forgiveness’s
/ Statements, but to walk through/read through the statements and expand one’s
understanding of the Mind-Physical
relationships.
For context from the Previous Blog as the Dimensions we’re
walking within the Physical/Behaviour Dimension with seeing, realising and
understanding how the Negative and the Positive affect/influence our experience
and behaviour in the Physical Body:
PHYSICAL/BEHAVIOUR Dimension: Writing
The example we’re
going to utilize here within the Postponement Character is noticing the Internal Physical Changes
and External Physical Changes as the Dimensions of the Negative and the
Positive Activated as follows:
Negative Dimensions
Internal Changes:
When and as I was
participating in the boredom and apathy that was coming up in my thoughts,
backchats and reactions, my shoulders started tightening and in the pit of my
stomach could experience a cramping/cringing. My eyes also started feeling
heavy.
Positive Dimensions
Internal Changes:
When and as I was
participating in the enthusiasm, I experienced an energy-eruption in the pit of
my stomach, like the enthusiasm ‘felt better’ in the put of my stomach. I also
experienced a slight vibration in my body – like, elevated, when my energies
changed from boredom and apathy to enthusiasm. My eyes in this energies felt
more open, crisp and clear.
Negative Dimensions
External Changes:
I noticed that as I
was participating in the Negative Dimensions of the Character/Personality that,
I was starting to physically slouch in my chair, like my body going limp /
apathetic.
Positive Dimensions
External Changes:
I noticed that as I
was participating in the Positive Dimensions of the Character/Personality that,
I was feeling more ‘strength’ in my body, like – starting to move my body to
sit more upright, essentially readying myself to walk away from the
responsibility and go do that ‘Something Else’.
(Continuing with the Negative and Positive Dimensions
Internal Changes Self-Forgiveness…)
PHYSICAL/BEHAVIOUR
Dimension: Self-Forgiveness
Negative and
Positive Dimensions Internal Changes Self-Forgiveness
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand, how I had in the Moment of facing the Responsibility within the
task, writing, assignment / reading – been in that moment quite stable, here,
and then drew myself into my Mind into the Negative experiences of
boredom/apathy, that influenced/affected me/my body in a ‘Negative Way’. And
from there moved myself / my attention / awareness into the Positive experience
of enthusiasm, that influenced/affected me/my body in a ‘Positive Way’ – and so,
just because ‘I/my Body was Feeling better’ within the context of this moment
of facing a responsibility, and rather opting for that ‘Something Else’ I
imagined/backchatted/experienced in my Mind: I would opt for
the FEELING, instead of the practical reality responsibility of Here.
I Forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and
understand how what I accept and allow here in the small, in my own life – I
will accept and allow in my relationship
to humanity/this world. Where, whenever I face
a point of responsibility, like for example each of us human beings,
individually standing within self-responsibility
to ourselves and to all, we instead each individually abdicate that
practical reality responsibility of sorting out THIS REAL
WORLD, creating a NEGATIVE towards it within ourselves in all of our opinions,
judgments, fears, insecurities, knowledge and information and INSTEAD create a
POSITIVE in our Minds through/within Religions/Spiritualities/Movements/Entertainment
etc. – following only the GOOD FEELINGS in our own self-interest, when: How
would this
World change if we stop, individually, looking at everything as a Negative
in our Minds, but PRACTICALLY approach the problems/consequences in this world
and come up with PRACTICAL SOLUTIONS that would be best for all, in equality
and oneness, Here. But, interestingly enough, we are so caught up in the
spinning webs of our Minds in ENERGY that human beings, individually, would
fight/defend/protect their POSITIVE
FEELINGS and regard this more than All Life
on Earth. That they cannot see beyond the POSITIVE
ENERGY, how Life on Earth would change for ALL within, for example the
proposed Equal Money System. But, it’s
fascinating here, that: individuals cannot have the ‘Positive Feelings/Energies’
in the Mind, if the Negative/Bad in their lives/this world do not exist as it
does, cause for the Positive to Exist, the Negative must exist. And so, we as
human beings will keep this world/humanity the way it is, just to
have/maintain/possess the Positive-Energy Experiences we have defined ourselves
as in the MIND…
Negative Dimensions
External Changes Self-Forgiveness:
I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand
how, what I accept and allow within and as the Dimensions and Energies of the
Mind, as with for example the Postponement Character/Personality – as I
continued my participation within the Negative Dimensions and Energies, from
the shoulders tightening, to the stomach cringing/cramping, to my eyes becoming
heavy/droopy: that I even alter/change in and as Physical Behaviour, to where
my entire Physical-Condition in that moment becomes manipulated
into Submission of Mind, where my Physical Body would start slouching,
becoming limp/apathetic as I accept and allow myself to become the PHYSICAL
EMBODIMENT of what I accept and allow as who I am in and as the Mind.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to in/as this Moment Question the condition/behaviour with and as the Physical
Body, with regards to what it’s in fact SHOWING me within who I am in that
moment. But, because I am so separate from/of the Physical Body, not seeing,
realising and understanding the connection/relationship between the Mind and
the Physical and the extent to which I in fact influence/affect it within my
accepted and allowed participation of ENERGY and within that, Personality Systems
and the Dimensions of it: that I actually then use this Physical-Feedback as a
further self-manipulation point in validating, excusing, justifying why it is
that I must not face/complete this Responsibility before me, but instead opt
for the Positive
FEELING that I will be creating in my MIND.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how, what I accept and allow within WHO I AM
within me in my relationship to the Physical Body, the Physical Body will
accordingly reflect/SHOW, such as with for example the shoulders, the stomach
and the eyes to the physical behaviour of slouching/becoming limp/apathetic. That
what I should have done is REFERENCE THE PHYSICAL as the REAL feedback of what
it is that I am in fact doing, accepting and allowing, and so in that moment,
should have stopped/breathed and assessed how/why I am changing my experience
and so the physical’s experience in this moment, instead of being STABLE, here
with and as PHYSICAL BREATH and simply getting the
task/writing/assignment/reading Done.
Positive Dimensions
External Changes Self-Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand, how I had accepted and allowed myself to
participate in the Negative Dimensions, manifesting the internal and external Negative
experiences/behaviour, and then shifted into and as the participation of
the Positive Dimensions, manifesting the internal and external Positive
experiences/behaviour – with me sitting more upright in the chair/couch,
experiencing more ‘strength’ in my Physical Body as opposed to the
apathy/limpness/slouching I physically experienced just a moment ago.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to question HOW or WHY it is that I in ONE MOMENT can physically
internally and externally experience
myself a certain way and then the next moment, internally and externally
experience myself differently, from the perspective of actually
creating/manifesting Negative and Positive experiences in my internal and external
physical-body environment based-on my WHO I AM in the Dimensions and Energies
of the Mind. That I never had taken this questioning ONE STEP FURTHER with
regards to: What does the ACTUAL PHYSICAL then really in fact ‘experience’?
Because, I mean – it’s most certain NOT the Physical Body placing itself within
the conditions internally and externally as Behaviour based on the POSITIVE
and the NEGATIVE: I
AM doing all of this in my MIND. And then taking it to the Moment BEFORE I
activated this Personality/Character where my physical body was stable, here, I
was stable, here – and then all of a sudden it changing from the Negative to
the Positive with me mentally and physically manipulating myself out of a
Physical, Practical Reality Responsibility. That, if/as I was HERE, in fact
breathing with the Physical in and as Stability, I would have remained here as
stability, breathing and getting the task/writing/assignment Done. And so in
this, why/how the EXPERIENCE and internal and external changes I IMPOSED on and
within the Physical Body is not in fact the REAL reflection of the natural
Physical Expression of HERE. Because in ALL the conditions I created as who I
am and so the Physical Body: what Benefitted was the Mind as I followed my ENERGY
EXPERIENCE/FEELING as the Positive and did not commit myself to stand here
with actual, real, physical, practical reality Responsibilities.
Negative and
Positive External Changes Self-Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
externally change my physical-behaviour with slouching/limping my Physical
Body, based on what I accepted and allowed in/as my participation and
definitions of the Dimensions and Energies of/as the Postponement Character/Personality.
That I have furthermore from there deluded/manipulated myself and my Physical
Body and my experience within it all, to create WITH ENERGY
the experience of being more ‘awake / the body having more ‘strength’’ based on
the energy experience of/as Enthusiasm as I accumulated the Positive Energy in
my Personality Systems, creating the Illusion that it is the Physical Body
experiencing more ‘strength’ / ‘awakening’, when it’s in fact me having given
the Mind its Energy-Fix and so accordingly its ‘strength’ as Energy.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to furthermore within this see, realise and understand how, within the context
of this Moment, that I never questioned but, how can this ‘strength’ really in
fact be REAL, if I cannot stand as this ‘strength/awakening’ in/as a constant,
continuous, breath-by-breath physical, real expression, but that this ‘strength’
only was EXPERIENCED when/as I participated in/as the ENERGY of Enthusiasm
to/as which my Physical Body responded. Because then, in this – is it REALLY
the Physical Body IN ITSELF experiencing strength/awakening? No, it’s me
creating this experience as ENERGY imposed in/on the Physical Body. That a REAL
state/condition of the PHYSICAL would be STABLE, HERE as Breath – with no
fluctuation in ENERGY EXPERIENCE that I CREATE within the
polarities of the Negative and the Positive, because for this experience of
‘strength’ to have existed, I first had to create the conditions of/as the
opposite as the limpness, boredom/apathy /slouching. That, I, as most human
beings in this world, do not see, realise and understand the GAMES we play in
our Mind with Dimensions, Energies as Personalities and how we manipulate our
WHO WE ARE in the MIND through how the physical body respond to ENERGIES / our
instructions. And that we continue manipulating ourselves and the physical in
and between the Negative and the Positive, throughout our lives; NEVER ONCE
here as the actual natural stability of hereness as the BREATH and discovering
the true EXPRESSION of the Physical, that does not exist/depend on ENERGY.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
make me, as my beingness and my physical body a slave
to the Mind as Energy, not ever really in fact being HERE; as all that I do
as I see-saw in and between the Negative and the Positive is generate ENERGY
for the Mind at the sacrifice of the physical. As I in my mind, beingness and
physical relationship instructed/manipulated the
Physical to respond to ENERGY, never considering the question, but WHO AM
I, WHO AM I as the PHYSICAL – as all that I have believed/perceived myself to
be is the MIND, is ENERGY – not ever questioning the very PRIMARY RELATIONSHIP
to my PHYSICAL
BODY, that I to this day cannot even communicate with, or do not even
realise how its SHOWING me what I am doing, accepting and allowing within WHO I
AM within and as it.
We’ll in the next post continue with the Commitment Statements
and within that some examples of how the Physical Body communicate what we
accept and allow within and as it, from the perspective of how, what we
accept/allow within who we are – in fact affect/influence the Physical Body and
our experience/living within and as it.
