Once upon a time, there was a Thought, Awareness and a Water Drop…DAY 470

An interesting point opened up today to explain the relationship between our Awareness and the Mind (thoughts, backchat, reactions etc.) and so the process of Writing, Self Forgiveness and Self Corrective Application to change our Awareness-Mind relationship within the Physical Body.

(To understand more about ‘Awareness’ and the difference between Self-Awareness and the Mind/Consciousness – we suggest investing in The Consciousness of the Tiger interviews)

Many may be able to relate to the experience/reaction of taking thoughts/backchats/reactions in the Mind/Consciousness PERSONALLY. Meaning: often when a backchat and reaction comes up – in that moment, it feels like “this is all that I am / this is ME / I can’t change / this is who/how I am and that’s it”.

Appearance self-judgment is something many face, hence utilizing this example: Let’s say one have the tendency to judge yourself and/or others. Here, we’ll focus on self-judgment. Let’s say a recurring backchat / voice in the head that comes up in the Mind is “I’m never going to be as beautiful / handsome as her / him”. As this ‘voice in the head’ comes up, it’s also accompanied with an emotional reaction such as sadness / self-pity / anger / jealousy. So, for this posts practical application process: Identify for yourself a backchat / voice in the head that often comes up within you and also identify the emotion that accompanies it.

What one has to understand in the current relationship between our Awareness and the Mind/Consciousness is the following:

Utilizing your Imagination constructively – Imagine a bowl filled with MANY single water drops, where you could contain water in singular water drops and individually place them into this bowl. Now Imagine that the single water drops starts merging with other water drops, where it starts looks like 2 / 3 water drops are merged into one. Not completely merged, but ever so slightly overlapping. The Bowl represents the Mind. ONE of those water drops in this bowl represents your Awareness. Let’s make this ONE water drop purple. The rest of the water drops represents individual thoughts, emotions, backchats etc. Let’s make these water drops Blue. So, in terms of the current relationship between our Awareness and the Mind – the substance of our Awareness is still minimal in comparison to the substance/content of the Mind/Consciousness.

Now Imagine, on the outside of this bowl – a Magazine is placed, with a photograph of a man / woman. In the Bowl (as the Mind) the water drop with the backchat “I’m never going to be as beautiful / handsome as her / him” stands out. One can here imagine one of the water drops in the bowl changing to the colour green to show how it emphasizes. What I am showing here is what also happens in the Mind: external stimuli activate thoughts/emotions/backchats in our Minds.

Now I’m going to explain why it is that we in such a moment BELIEVE that WE’RE speaking such a sentence in our Minds, that such a sentence defines ‘all that we are’, where it makes us feel like ‘this is who we are / how we are’ and ‘cannot be changed’.

What actually happens, in a quantum moment in our Minds with using the example of the Bowl and the water drops – is the following: As the magazine was placed on the outside of the bowl, as one’s eyes glimpse the photograph in reality – it activated the “I’m never going to be as beautiful / handsome as her / him” backchat / the green water drop. At the same time as the green water drop / the “I’m never going to be as beautiful / handsome as her / him” backchat activated – the Awareness / Purple water drop in a quantum moment MERGED with the Green water drop / the “I’m never going to be as beautiful / handsome as her / him” backchat. In other words: in our Minds, our Awareness is SO MERGED with thoughts, backchats and reactions – we really believe that it is ALL that we are and that we cannot change…when this is not in fact so.

To understand how our Awareness / the Purple Water Drop is MERGED with the Mind/Consciousness as all the blue Water Drops – Imagine the following:

In the bowl – see all the water drops ‘divided’. Going back to the initial point where you placed the Singular water drops into the bowl, therefore – the water drops are for a moment individualized. Now place the one purple water drop / Awareness in the centre – seeing the rest of the blue water drops surrounding it. Then, see very thin blue strands extending from the purple water drop / Awareness into each one of the blue water drops representing thoughts / emotions / feelings / backchat etc. What I am illustrating here, that is important to remember is: the Mind/Consciousness is a PART of you – one cannot ever be SEPARATE from it. However, this does not mean that it has to define who you are / how you are as we’re now currently accepting and allowing in our Awareness-Consciousness relationship. In this moment, we have accepted and allowed ALL the blue water drops, the entire Mind/Consciousness to control who/how we are through thoughts/emotions/backchats/personality systems and so much more. This is where our AWARENESS steps in: with the Desteni Process – we’re strengthening our Awareness / purple water drop to be able to direct / change the parts of ourselves in the mind such as thoughts / emotions / backchats etc. that is compromising who we are and how/what we live. This point of ‘strengthening our Awareness and what this means – I’m explaining in the section to follow:

(Those that have walked with Desteni for quite some time – already know how to identify and investigate/question thoughts/backchats and reactions. For those reading this post for the first time – I would suggest Investigating the DIP LITE free online course as well as the Desteni Forums to understand more about thoughts, backchats and reactions.)

How the Process of Writing, Self Forgiveness and Self Corrective Application comes into play to assist/support with Strengthening / ‘Substantiating’ our Awareness is as follows:

With walking the Desteni Process – one by this time already know that such a backchat, together with an emotion is something to be looked at / investigated, because it just automatically came up in the Mind in an sudden / unexpected moment. With this – one within oneself, with Self-Awareness ask the question: “Where did this backchat come from? Why did it activate when I looked at this photograph? Why did I react in emotion with this particular backchat and the photograph?”

So, within the Desteni Process, with strengthening one’s Awareness / purple water drop – one’s relationship to the Mind/Consciousness and backchat/emotion for example – changes as follows:

With going back to the example of the green water drop / the “I’m never going to be as beautiful / handsome as her / him” backchat - the moment the backchat / green water drop activates, our Awareness merge with the backchat and emotion within our Minds and so makes us feel / believe that “that is how it is / it’s who/how we are and experience ourselves”. Instead, with walking the Desteni Process – one realise that one in that moment accepted and allowed the participation in the backchat and the emotion, one accepted and allowed it to enter oneself and affect/change one’s experience. So, one then for a moment have to ‘unmerge’ one’s Awareness / purple water drop from the green water drop / the “I’m never going to be as beautiful / handsome as her / him” backchat and the emotion that came up with the backchat. ‘Unmerge’, meaning: one through WRITING – QUESTION the backchat and emotion. One through Writing for a moment STAND BACK within oneself in relation to the thought and emotion to investigate why it exists, where it comes from, why did it come up etc.

Therefore, in the process of Writing and Self Forgiveness – the following process unfolds:

Now Imagine our focus in the Bowl is only on the green water drop and the purple water drop that was initially merged, and is now standing individually next to each other – yet still connected with a thin blue strand, representing that the green water drop is still PART OF the purple water drop. This then representing how one will investigate / introspect the backchat “I’m never going to be as beautiful / handsome as her / him” and the emotion that came up with it – through Writing. In Writing, one for a moment has the opportunity to stand back within oneself and look at a point / part of oneself in/as the Mind that activated. Then comes the Self Forgiveness and Self Commitment Process where one’s Awareness / the purple water drop realises that: one have the ability to direct / change the backchat and emotion that came up. That one’s Awareness / purple water drop can PURIFY the green water drop and its content such as the backchat / emotion that initially polluted / compromised / sabotaged oneself, one’s experience and relationship with one’s body, for example. This is the process one walk within the Mind/Consciousness, with each water drop as thought/emotion/backchat initially – UNDERSTAND it and change oneself within and as it through Writing, Forgiveness and Commitments through into actual Practical Living Change. Until all the Water Drops in the Bowl as ourselves are purple – as our Self Awareness has taken responsibility and directive principle within ourselves and the physical body.

In the next post, I’ll go into more detail of the process of changing thoughts and backchats for example from Consciousness control to Self Aware Living.

Thoughts are Self-Aware – that’s why they can Talk to us: DAY 366

Here we’re continuing with the statement in the previous interview “Thoughts think for us” and expanding on this with having a look at this interview’s statements “Thoughts are Self-Aware – that’s why they Talk us”.

So, let’s first expand on “Thoughts think for us” more: if/as we simply automatically accept and allow the thoughts we do in our Minds, are we in/as self awareness really the one’s thinking the thoughts – or, with them coming up so automatically, are they then not in fact ‘thinking for us’, ‘on our behalf’; because we’re not taking responsibility for them, investigating them, understanding who we are in/as them, what their effects/consequence are on our self-relationship, lives and relationship with others – they’re just ‘there’ and we just leave them as-is and continue participating in them, believing them. So, they think for us – in the sense of controlling/dictating who/what/how we are in our Minds – thus, they THINK FOR US, on our behalf cause we’re sure as hell not the directive principle in our own Minds with things just so automatically coming up without introspection.

Which then bring us to the next statement “Thoughts are self-aware – that’s why they talk to us” – have a look at how ‘thoughts talk’, how a thought can come up in the Mind of “Oh, that person likes me”, but then another voice in the head emerge “No, it’s can’t be, maybe I’m reading the signals wrong”, and then another voice comes up “but, I’m sure I saw them move/say this/that” and then a thoughts comes up of seeing the two of you together, but then you shake it away and say to yourself “oh, no it can’t be – it’ll be impossible”. SO the question here is who/what is talking to who/what? So, this whole process started with a Thought ‘talking to you’, or it can start with an IMAGE just coming up in your mind out of nowhere – showing you in relationship with another person, and then just from that IMAGE, you would go into a conversation with yourself in your own Mind. This is how Consciousness “communicate” – through a thought, an IMAGE, an imagination that can just “pop up” and there send you wandering into the Mind. Consciousness is/has been the entity initiating conversation/reactions in and as your own Mind and we’ve always just simply ‘fell for it’, ‘following it all blindly’ wandering in our Minds in separation from ourselves, our here, the physical body. And so, if/as you simply observe your Mind for a day – how many things just ‘pop up’ as the Mind through thoughts/backchat/imagination/images’ ‘talk to you’ and then you ‘talk back’ and then initiate a conversation in your mind – busying yourself “Up there” – and so separating you from being here, in reality, in the physical.

Thus, we suggest investigating Desteni, the Desteni I Process – to understand the difference between Mind, Self and the Physical – and how to be/become Self-Aware, and actually communicate with the ‘real you’ through writing, self forgiveness process to in fact understand what it really in fact is that is ‘talking to you’ through your own Mind and in fact existing as a distraction/diversion from the real you as you’re being preoccupied / kept busy in the Mind/Consciousness and so do not take responsibility for your life/living in and as this Real World.

Time to get back to Earth, to Reality.

The CON within CONflict (Part 2): DAY 223

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

For Context from the Previous Post:

In and from the post we’re going to have a look at the nature, the purpose of friction/conflict and our reaction/experience/relationship to it as Resistance. With regards to, why/how it is that we tend to rather resist/fear friction/conflict in ourselves, in our personal worlds and this world as a whole – than in fact understanding it, our role/responsibility within it and changing the causes/origins of the points in relationship that is creating the friction/conflict in the first place; into and as an equal and one solution.

In and from this post, we’re going to walk the CON within/of CONflict in its relationship to CONsciousness – and how we conned ourselves, in and as our accepted and allowed separation from/of the very conflict/friction we created/participate in, when the Solution was to stand stable, within and as the conflict, understanding all the parts, points and relationships at ‘play’ as Self, and direct the discord/misaligned relationships creating/manifesting friction/conflict into and as an equal and one solution.

So, we’re going to start off with what happens within and during one’s Process in relationship to the Mind as to why and how it is that as we within and as our Awareness change, it’s like the Mind – as the thoughts, reactions, memories, backchats, imaginations become ‘overwhelming’, almost ‘overpowering’ to which we will thus, within this activation of friction/conflict go into further separation within/as our own Mind of/as ourselves and put up our defence/protection/attack mechanisms; in a sense creating an additional Personality in the Mind to ‘handle’ friction/conflict within it – but not resolve it / solve it. And so we do the same within our relationships in our personal world – we create Personalities with protection/defence/attack mechanisms when it comes to friction/conflict, instead of self-honesty, communication and directing the friction/conflict into and as an equal and one solution. And so the same we do within this World System – we create additional systems as protection/defence/attack mechanisms from the consequence-outflows of friction/conflict that the very World System Create – instead of changing the System as the cause, in the first place.

So, let’s start with Friction/Conflict in the Mind World, and with this – Strategic / Calculated approaches in one’s relationship to the Mind, to Self as the Mind that stand within stability / ‘preparing the road before self’ to face self as the mind in stability and as Solutions, instead of fear/resistance that we create Personalities from to go into protection/defence/attack mode against/within our own Minds, towards ourselves which is bizarre, to say the least – lol. Essentially we do this to others, to humanity that is/are ‘parts of ourselves’ and/or the World System that is a creation of ourselves, we go into fear/resistance in relationship to the friction/conflict and so always ‘fight / run away’ from ourselves. So, time to stand and face ourselves – in all spheres of life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the extent of the Mind-Physical relationships that has manifested as me, the complexity, interconnectedness and ‘mathematical, systematic perfection’ within and as which all the points/parts of the Mind co-exist and function within and as all levels/dimensions of its existence, from the Conscious, Subconscious, Unconscious to Quantum Mind and Quantum Physical – that, I had not accepted and allowed myself to consider how such a System, such a multi-dimensional existence of Energy as Consciousness would ‘respond’ to me presenting a new equation, an factor that was not equated into and as the already preprogrammed existence of/as the Mind as Consciousness and so in this: that – with and as me presenting my relationship to the Mind, to Consciousness in and as the Awareness of realising the ability to stop participation in Thoughts, that I as the Mind would perceive me as a ‘Threat’ to its existence within the unpredictable nature of/as my Awareness and would so move into and as protection/defence/attack mechanisms to maintain its existence, its preprogramming.

I commit myself to show, that – what must be considered here, is that we have throughout our lives, accepted and allowed Consciousness within and as its existence as the Conscious, Subconscious, Unconscious and Quantum Mind and Quantum Physical and all the multi-dimensional relationships, personalities, parts, constructs and systems to function/process and exist FOR US. Within this, with us changing our Awareness from/of only participating in the Mind as Observers and following Consciousness as its slave – to now actually engaging with Consciousness/the Mind as ourselves in awareness, through from example: moving our participation in thinking, into and as focusing on breath and so slowly, but surely start interfering with the Mind/Consciousness ‘Energy Circulation’, because it usually, through us participating in thinking – generated its energy for the Personalities; that one in a way have to consider oneself in/as the ‘shoes of the Mind/Consciousness to which ourselves/our awareness was always submissive, observing, accepting and allowing without question – and now, we’re starting to re-emerge as a ‘new factor’ Consciousness has to equate. So, in a way – our ‘Awareness’, that part of ourselves which is ‘aware’ of what is going on in the Mind, is still separate from Consciousness and Consciousness is still separate from/of our ‘Awareness’. Thus, this relationship will produce friction/conflict as you’re in the process of standing equal to and one with that of yourself as Consciousness you’ve separated yourself from, and you’re at the same time developing your ‘Awareness’, and in this taking the Responsibility of this equal and one alignment to Self Equality and Oneness and no more accepting and allowing this existence of just being an ‘observant submissive awareness’ to/as the Consciousness/Mind as that of yourself you’ve separated yourself from. So you have to stand through the friction/conflict that of you as the Mind/Consciousness will ‘dish out’ to protect/defend its own existence and essentially slowly, but surely, lead you as the Mind/Consciousness into and as Physical, Equal and One Living – it’s kind of like saying to that of the Mind of you: “Hey, sorry – we got it all in reverse, let’s align ourselves this way / that way” and one have to remain constant, consistent and ‘systematic’ within one’s application, ‘strategic’ if you will – from the perspective of really guiding you as that of you as the Mind into and as equal and one living/change and to stand stable within this, stand within and as self’s commitment to change and remain constant/consistent in/as that change/stand until eventually you in fact change that part of/as you of/as the Mind/Consciousness into and as actual Self-Aware Living.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to consider my relationship to/as the Mind as me, from the perspective that: it’s like looking at two separate points – like, two circles, individualized, that’s connected with/as a string. The one circle, representing our ‘awareness’ – that’s always only been observant/submissive/accepting/allowing and the other circle Consciousness, that’s existed as the ENTIRE Mind as the Conscious, Subconscious, Unconscious and Quantum Mind and Quantum Physical and EVERYTHING within/as it as what we’ve separated ourselves from as-ourselves. Now, we’re as the one circle as the Awareness, slowly but surely moving into/towards the other circle as Consciousness, overlapping, because to change ourselves, we first have to ‘get to know ourselves’ as Consciousness – which is what happens when one in/as awareness start walking in writing, self-forgiveness through/as a Personality of/as Consciousness, one start to ‘get to know’ and take responsibility for that Personality, understand it and its consequences and so in the commitments rescript/change how one in Awareness is now going to Live and no more exist in/as autopilot preprogramming of/as Consciousness. And now – because one’s Awareness is changing one’s relationship, changing the string, that connected our awareness to/as Consciousness, we’re creating within that one movement: “friction/conflict” within and as the string/the relationship that defined our awareness relationship in connection to/as Consciousness. And that “friction/conflict” will initiate the Mind/Consciousness into and as its protection/defence/attack mechanisms, because one’s awareness is now suddenly becoming the ‘directive principle’ – a position that Consciousness/our Preprogramming always held.

I commit myself to show – how: within and as the two circles connected with a string, our ‘awareness’ definition/relationship to consciousness, defined ourselves and so defined consciousness, because with remaining existent within the submissive, accepting, allowing, observant status - Consciousness takes/has control/directive principle. And now, with us changing this string, this relationship, with our awareness taking directive-principle through writing, self forgiveness into and as the self commitments and then actual change: this instigate Consciousness / that of ourselves that’s always been in control to accordingly ‘act’ to protect/defend its existence.

So, to understand here – that this process of CHANGE, in re-establishing self’s awareness into and as an equal and one relationship with the Physical Body and actual living, is going to produce ‘friction/conflict’, because self is changing relationships of/as one’s awareness in/as Consciousness/the Mind, while at the same time, changing/transforming one’s awareness into/as equal and one physical living, from how it always existed in the past, where: One’s Mind/Consciousness had control of the physical and one’s awareness through keeping one enslaved to preprogramming, and enslaving the physical to energy.

We’ll continue in the next post from what we have walked in this post with practical examples – utilizing the illustration of the relationship-change of one’s Awareness and Consciousness/the Mind, how and why the Mind/Consciousness will ‘respond’ and how to stand within and as the friction/conflict as process of Change, in/as Stability and into and as actual Living Change.