We’ve got the past, present and future – also ‘The Now’, but what about HERE? DAY 425

This is a continuation of the previous posts ‘We’ve Dominated and Spiritualized the Physical, but not stood Equal and One with it’, and through this post and posts to come – one will understand more of what we mean with ‘the here’ and ‘standing/working equal to and one with reality/the physical’ instead of against it.

A practical example to consider within this process is having a look at, firstly, one’s relationship to oneself, one’s own mind and the physical body. So, where we want to get to, essentially, is where we can look at our minds, our bodies directly in the mirror “see it as it is, in fact”, without manipulating it/controlling it to MY WANTS within the starting point of dominance/spiritualizing/resistance as judgment. Because, how can we ever in fact change who we are, our very nature, relationship to ourselves – if we cannot face it directly, see it as it is, understand it as it exist or how it exist, how it came to exist as-is in the first place? So, we’ll first start this process with having a look at our relationship to ourselves and then to the world.

Utilizing the example of the Mirror: When investigating the Mind – such as being walked in writing within the 7 Year Journey to Life Process, we’re through writing, self forgiveness and the principle of self-honesty, looking at the Mind directly – seeing it AS it exists. When looking at things in the Mind-itself only – there, it becomes easy to manipulate how one look at the mind-itself, such as thoughts/reactions, where they come from, why they exist. Because, in/as the Mind – we then tend to look at things within the starting point, of for example, dominance, spirituality, resistance/judgment – changing/manipulating it to HOW WE WANT TO SEE IT/have it be. Whereas, through writing, and writing self honestly, writing directly what it is you see within and as how writing stabilize one’s self-awareness – one can investigate/introspect ourselves in/as the Mind and so REALLY change the consequential/compromising things we accept/allow to go on up in there. Let’s have a look at how this works:

See, for example you standing alone in a room with a full-length mirror in front of you. Now, the mirror in this example represents the Mind. So, Imagine seeing in the mirror-itself, is floating memories, thoughts, remembrances, emotional/feeling energy – like, your entire Mind and what goes on in there in a day is transferred into the Mirror. Now, with looking at the mirror as-is, looking at the mind as-is in the Mirror – one see it for what it is, in fact. There exist then no ‘influence’ in terms of you changing/manipulating anything in that mirror as the mind – because you’re standing in front of it, looking at it, observing it; yet at the same time realising ‘it is you / a part of you’ that you are looking at-observing as the mind has, in fact, become ‘who we are’. It represents our inherent nature/beingness. The only ‘problem’ is that we don’t remember/do not know HOW WE CREATED our own Minds/Consciousness so therefore, we understand very little of how our own Consciousness operate/function and so why/how we don’t have control/directive principle over/of it or ‘who we are’ in moments. So, now – let’s have a look at the tendencies we have with manipulating/changing what we see in/as ourselves within the relationships of dominance/spirituality and judgment/resistance.

Through trying to dominate our own minds, where we try and suppress/ ‘walk over our minds’ – like, for example, where you think about how in moments you become nervous when speaking to someone and you say to yourself “c’mon man – grow a pair” / “don’t be such a woos man” / “c’mon girl – show them what you’ve got”. Where you essentially like try and dominate a part of you in your own Mind, instead of investigating why the nervousness exist, where it comes from, how its created etc. and with understanding That, directing/sorting out the nervousness so that it no more affect/influence oneself. Now, with dominance what we do is: take the Mirror – smash it so that it cracks into pieces and then take the pieces and paint/plaster/paste over it how we WANT to see individual thoughts/memories/imaginations, and then change pieces around, as we do in our Minds where we change relationships – like, a relationship to someone in reality may be one way, but in your mind, you dominate the relationship to be something else; AND/OR we take the pieces and just turn them around “to not have to look at them” / “not have to see them”. So, with what we do to the mirror as the mind example, we do the same in our Minds.

We’ll continue more in the next post

New Year’s Resolution / New HERE Solution: DAY 265

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New Year / New HERE - continued

Redefining SOLUTION - continued

Imagining Solutions vs. The Living Solution - continued

Imagination and TI(e)-ME - continued

TIME Character/Personality – continued

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

In this post, we’re having a look at Redefining New Year as Living New HERE and expounding on, within this, what it means to stand as the Living Solution/Answer to/as “The Problem(s)” as the Mind within and the World System/Money System without.

Defining New HERE:

So, first we have to look at what HERE in fact practically, physically mean and in this – we get to the relationship of TIME, as the process of existing and being controlled/defined by the Mind’s Time as our Energy-Relationships from/of Personalities/Reactions to/as the Past, Present and Future of Consciousness in/as the ‘creative force’ of Consciousness with our stand as the Present, recreating the Future from the Past/Memories of/as the Unconscious, Quantum Mind/Quantum Physical.

So, in this – even in our Relationship to our own Minds; we don’t exist within Answers/Solutions to bring forth actual Self-Change to/as our Nature/Living – as can be seen in our Practical Living in the Physical, accepting and allowing this World System/Money System as ‘life on earth’ to continue existing as-is while ‘scraping together’ remnants of a ‘life’ from what is leftover of the physical existence after it had been milled through/by the World System/Money System.

So, to first and foremost be/become the change you want to see in the world, one first have to be/become the Change, and to be/become the Change as Self, is Living the Solution/Answer. To Live the Solution/Answer – one have to establish Solutions/Answers to/as one’s consequential relationship with the Mind/Consciousness and the extent to which it in fact determine/control/define who one is and how/what one live. With seeing, realising and understanding that the Positive is a REACTION to the Negative and so Not in fact an Answer/Solution to the Negative as a Change of/as the Negative as it exist within the Mind that we experience/react to. And so, with this – one can have a look at the processes walked by Individuals in their Blogs within the 7 Year Journey to Life Process; as the Process/Structure walked with Writing, Self-Forgiveness and Self Corrective Application as SELF being/becoming the Living Solution/Answer as CHANGE to/as one’s relationship within and as the Mind. Which brings Change as Self into and as Practical Living, and not Polarity Energy-Reactions as the Positive’s relationship to the Negative, that still only keep one into/as the Mind and separate from one’s own Physical Body and Physical Living in/as this Real Physical Existence.

With this, continuing with New HERE:

Now HERE is the HERE of Reality, the Physical – the Direct HERE that one See with one’s Human Physical Eyes, as the actual, REAL, Visible Physical Living of Humanity within and as this Physical Existence. So, as one can see with Seeing-Direct with and as one’s Human Physical Eyes – no Mind, no Spiritualizing, no Religion; really Directly Seeing the Physical state of things ONLY…we’ve got a Problem with regards to what the HERE, the Direct-View of/as the real-time Physical Interaction of/as our day-to-day Living within/as Humanity.

As we have also explained the “Here” within previous posts, as for example standing on the outside of existence taking an in-breath, and before the out-breath that MOMENT in-between one see the HERE of/as existence. And so it is also within one’s Mind-Physical Relationship, that In-Between moment of the In-Breath and the Out-Breath – one See the Moment, the Here of/as ‘who one is’ in/as one’s Mind-Physical Existence. Whereas, with not walking the “Breath Walk” in/as Self-Awareness – all we do is constantly, continuously being preoccupied in Thought-Patterns, reactions that generate Imaginations/Fantasies, as the Past that arise in the “present” as the “presence” of our attention; that from there simply recreate our own Mind into/as the Future that so determine ‘who/how/what’ we are/Live.

And this is one of the practical application Tools within the Desteni-Process – Breathing with/as Self-Awareness, and in the in-between Moment as the HERE-moment, assessing/taking the Moment to see/determine ‘who I am’ – practising being/becoming Self-Directive in that Moment/as that Moment, in no more accepting/allowing the Time-Machine enslavement of Consciousness of creating the future from the past in the present, but re-establishing one’s Stand in/as Self-Awareness to utilize the window of opportunity in/as such moments to in Fact Change as the Answer/Solution to one’s “past relationship” within and as the Mind.

Because, the commonsense question should have been: Why do we keep physically manifesting CONSEQUENCE in this physical existence, with nothing/no-one in our relationships between each other and this physical existence actually manifesting into/as Answers/Solutions as Visible, Substantial, Sustainable Change? This can be seen within/as one’s internal relationship to/as the Mind/Consciousness – we in/as the Time-Machine of consciousness as the present, creating the future from the past, only REPEATING the past over and over and over again – and with us not understanding and so LEARNING from and Changing our own History/Past: we just do/accept/allow the “same shit, different day/year” scenario in/as our own Mind and so within/as this Physical Existence.

So, with repeating the same past, the same mistakes – manifest Consequence, and then adding multi-dimensions to that repetition through REACTING to the past/mistakes evolve Consequence and so why/how actual Solutions/Answers as Change have not come to fruition/manifestation; because we haven’t become it within/as ourselves.

So many human beings make “New Year’s Resolutions” – “I’m going to change this/that” / “On THIS Day/Time – I’m going to make the change”…and why do many, oh so many, not See any “New Year’s Resolutions” through – besides the fact that most/none of it is in fact in Direct-Relation to/as any Self-Change or contribution of Change as Solutions/Answers to/as our Responsibility within and as the Mind and the World System/Money System; is that: one in/as defining “Change” to/as a particular Time/Day/Year – already in one’s Mind’s Imagination “Imagine” the Change, already process it into and as one’s Consciousness, Projecting it into and as the Future and so, on a Quantum Mind/Quantum Physical – you’ve “already done it”. All the Energy/Awareness/Participation is channelled into the Mind’s Imagination, and by the Time one get to the Time/Day/Year to actually Physically Walk it – all the ENERGY as “Motivation” is GONE and then one simply Fall back into and as the Past of the Mind, recreating the Future in the Present…No Change. So, what happens here is that: One created separation from oneself As the Change – defining/connecting it to a Time/Day/Year; instead of making the Decision for Self AS Self in One Moment, in One Breath and then Walking it IMMEDIATELY in the Moment and from that Moment in/as Every Breath and not looking back, walking through the resistances of Change and Seeing the Change through As Self in/as Practical Dedicated, Disciplined Living. And then, with already Imagining/Fantasizing the Change in one’s MIND – one give all one’s power/energy to/as the Mind’s Imagination, feeding it all your Dedication/Commitment/Motivation; the Mind/Consciousness in the Imagination “runs with it” and then one in relationship to Consciousness, create the Illusion of the Change already being “Done” cause that’s what one Uploaded into and as one’s Consciousness; and so why – when one get to the Time/Day/Year of ‘Change’ that one has empowered one’s IMAGINATION with, instead of immediately making the Decision and Walking it, Becoming it in/as One Breath and Physically Manifesting it as Self: the Mind goes “What? Live this – No, no, no – it’s already DONE; I’ve got control over you. You’re going to LIVE THIS (“this” being all the Preprogrammed past-patterns of Personalities)” and so there in such moments, the Mind/Consciousness simply solidify/cement its control over/of you; and self has NO POWER – cause all was given to/as the IMAGINATION.

So, when you Make Decisions of Change – do not accept/allow self to give all self’s power/motivation away to/as the Imagination and not to separate self from Change by defining it to/as a Time/Day/Year; when one make a Decision to change, suggest WRITING the SELF-COMMITMENT of Change in WORDS in REALITY and in/as the Writing, making the Decision to Change in the Moment, take a Breath and WALK it – bringing the Decision to REALITY. Otherwise the Mind//Consciousness will OWN it, and so OWN you and in that – continue controlling/enslaving you into/as the Mind, with no Change manifesting as a Solution/Answer because again, one Fell into the Present, Creating the Future in the Past instead of directing self into/as being/standing/living the Solution/Answer. So, Own the Change – implement it, become it, live it in/through Writing, Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments; otherwise it becomes JUST another Year, and the rest of the Year one spend THINKING about how you haven’t Changed, wasting an exceptional amount of Breaths/Time throughout the Year,  because you linked Changed to a Time/Day/Year; instead of realising it’s simply a Decision made by self in/as a Breath and to be Walked.

We’ll continue with this in the next post.

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Creating the Future, from the Past in the Present: DAY 250

TIME Character/Personality – continued

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

In and from this Post, we’re continuing with the FEAR Dimension writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application.

FEAR Dimension: Writing (Continued)

So, within the FEAR Dimension in relationship to Time – one can investigate, what it is about Time-itself that self created/manifested a Fear Relationship to/towards, either ‘in the Present’ – existing in Fear of the Past and/or Fear of the Future. So, what this indicate/reveal/expose – is that: we exist as FEAR in/as Time in the Present, as we reflect on the Past and Project into and as the Future. Also, within this – we stand divided in/as the Present, as we can exist both in/as the polarities of the Positive and the Negative, as the Fear of the Past and Hope of the Future. So, one can also exist in a ‘Positive Experience’ in relationship to Time, and this is a Dimension that we will investigate once we walked from the Primary Platform of the Time Personality System, which has an Origin from a memory/past experience existent within and as the Negative Energy Experience. As we have explained/walked within the Blog – where, in the Beginning of our existence, our origin came from a Friction/Conflict relationship of Fear and Separation that created/manifested ENERGY. So, ‘pure Energy’s’ Source – is in fact ‘Negative’.

So, with regards to 2012 – the FEAR Dimension would be more Unconscious, regarding how the prospect/promise of 2012, doomsday, for Many is a ‘positive and a negative experience’, but in fact originate from/of a Negative Energy Experience, as the prospect/promise of abdicating Responsibility to what ‘life on earth’ has become within and as this Existence. And, what will become more clear as we continue within this Blog, walking Personalities/Characters, is the extent to which we in fact hide the Truth of ourselves as the Evil, as the Negative/Bad/Dark with and as the Positive/Good/Light/Love. As with for example 2012 – Consciously, human beings experience the prospect/promise of a better version of self/life, but where that positive energy experience/imagination come from, is in fact the Negative Unconscious of the Prospect/Promise of not having to take responsibility for/face/deal with/change what ‘life on earth’ is/has become and the consequence within and as it.

More of these Dynamics within Personality/Character Systems regarding the relationships between the Negative and Positive is walked in more detail within the Quantum Mind Interview Series available on EQAFE.

To also note within this, as we have explained in the Personality/Character Process, that one may not always immediately find the origin/source Memory relationship to Fear within a Character/Personality, and so not necessary to initially walk this Dimension. One will become more aware of Personality/Character Systems’ construct, the more one become aware of Self as the Mind within and as the Dimensions of the Conscious, Subconscious, Unconscious and Quantum Mind.

Let’s walk some Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments to open up this Point of TIME and Fear within and as the multi-dimensions, in and as which we can exist in our relationship to Time, to from FEAR of/as Time – stand HERE as/with Time:

FEAR Dimension: Self Forgiveness

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to for a moment stop, to for a moment breathe, within and as my life-existence and actually consider looking at my relationship to TIME and the extent to which I can accept and allow myself to become possessed in my Mind with my relationship to time in/as all sorts of emotions as derivatives of Fear as anxiousness, stress, worry – because, it has become so much part of my life, from childhood, that it’s simply seen to be “normal” to have such a relationship to Time in my Mind. Where, for most part within/during my Day – especially with my Survival/Money and interrelationships being dependent on it, I am in a constant/continuous observation-participation relationship to Time, analysing the past, anticipating the future while in the present, not actually being HERE in the moment with what I’m doing as I’m time-travelling in my Mind within/as the Past and/or the Future.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the Nature of Fear-itself as how it exist within the Mind/Consciousness – where, each Human Being have been Preprogrammed/reincarnated with and as a base-platform of Emotional/Feeling Bodies, and then according to the Preprogrammed life-design, the Family, the Parent’s Minds transferred into one’s Mind and Body, the Culture, the environment, the relationships: Personality/Character Systems will form that will “personalize” Fear / the ‘Pure Energy’ of Fear itself to substantiate, define and animate ‘who we are’ in/as our relationship to FEAR-itself. And so, why/how – one can have so many different FEARS existent in/as the Mind, as it’s dependent on ‘who one is’ as the Mind/Consciousness, memories of past experiences, influences/stimuli from/of one’s external environment and the people within it, as the extent to which we have more created/programmed/constructed who we are within and throughout our lives, within and as the starting point of REACTION. Which is why humanity is so conditioned to always only REACT to things, and never commonsensically come up with sustainable, standing Solutions that stand within and as the principle of/as what’s Best for All. Because we have accepted and allowed this context of Self-Interest – ‘our own Fears’, to dominate what is/would be best for all, and so in/as our starting point existence as the Self Interest of Fears and protecting/defending ourselves from/of our Fears – actually created/manifested an Existence of Fear.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how – I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me from myself, my own process of emergence, programming, becoming, construction of ‘who I am’ – that I haven’t even seen, realised and understood, for example how the relationship to Fear in the Mind develop within and as Personality/Character Systems, where from an Energy – I would come to determine, define, live out and behave ‘who I am’. As with, for example time – with being imprinted with Fear in relation to time, how many memories accumulate from Parents/Peers in their relationship to time within anxiety, stress, worry, concern that would simply, habitually, become part of me, my Mind, my behaviour and relationship to Time – and eventually to the extent of never even questioning it, but always accepting and allowing a relationship to Time, with Time having more power over/of me in/as my Mind within and as my reactive relationship to/as Time itself. That furthermore, within and as my accepted and allowed relationship of separation to my own Mind, my own Physical Body – that I would not even see, realise and understand how the “Time Machine” of the Mind/Consciousness dominate, influence, direct who/how I am as I “time travel” in/as the past, present and future within and as the Mind’s Imagination within and as energy-polarities of Negative and Positive Energy, balancing out the equations between Negative and Positive within/as fear/consequence of the past and/or future with and as prospect/promise. With the Positive as prospect/promise of the Future, created from the Negative of the Past as the struggles, strife’s and burdens of the past. But, interestingly enough in this – that we would never investigate/introspect our direct-Responsibility to how we created the conditions/experiences in our lives as consequence/negative in the past and in the present, but only always in the Mind’s imagination hope for the prospect/promise of/as a Positive Future.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand this TIME personality/character system’s relationship to 2012 where, it exemplifies this dimension of us hoping/wishing for/as the prospect/promise of/as a better future/version of ourselves, that actually originate from/of the stark reality consequence that we face in/as our Minds, our personal worlds and humanity/this physical existence as a whole, where the Fear of the Past, the Present – is creating/manifesting the Hope for/as the Future. In this then, as well – as mentioned above, that: it’s interesting we would not investigate/introspect/trace how we individually and collectively accepted, allowed and participated in/as what life on earth has become, but instead – each individual human being is driven/motivated by/through the Self-Interest of/as their Own Minds, instead of reflecting/learning from consequence and changing the Future to Responsibility, because we’re caught in the Present as FEAR reflecting in the past as FEAR and then projecting into the Future as HOPE – never actually HERE, in and as the Physical, to see what we’ve done HERE – where we came from, where we’re going and then to simultaneously within this: actually come up with SOLUTIONS, preventions to ensure we don’t recreate the same past/consequence/fears in the Present for the Future.

And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that – as long as I accept and allow myself to exist in/as a Negative to/towards the past, as long as I accept and allow myself to exist in ignorance with How Exactly I have directly/indirectly participated in creating/manifesting the consequence of my life and so all’s life within and as this physical existence from/of the past as to how my Mind, my Life and all’s life in/as this Physical Existence is here at the moment: Nothing will change – as all that we’ll continue doing is what the 2012, doomsday / end times scenario is illustrating in/as our relationship to Time at the moment: recreating the Future from the Past in/as the Present – because the Factor that has never equated in the equation of what created the consequence we now exist as, as life on earth – is the Extent of Responsibility of/as us human’s relationship to our own minds, bodies and the rest of this Physical Existence as a whole.

And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that – to in fact CHANGE the future, and to not only exist in/as the delusions of Imagination of Energy in/as the Mind as Consciousness in/as the Polarity of Hope, derived from and of its Opposite as Fear of/as the Past, that we’re constantly, continuously so creating the Future, in the Present from the Past – to CHANGE the future, we have to change ‘who we are, how we are and what we live’ in the Present, the Here. And the only way to Free ourselves from the Past, Present Future Dynamic as we exist in/as the ‘Time Machine” of the Mind – is to walk the Time of/as the Physical as BREATH – take responsibility for our past, investigate it, introspect it, both in our personal worlds and humanity as a whole, to change who/how/what we are/live in the here, the moment, the breath and to then so, change our Future as we actually LEARNED from the past to Change/Prevent the same mistakes/consequences. In this relationship, we then in fact use TIME practically – to bring about a World that is Best for All, in/as equality and oneness.

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