Out of Control 

Taming the Wild Nature of the Mind (continued)

We’ll continue more in the next post with specifically having a look at the ‘wild nature of the mind’ as it now exists because we’re not the directive principle of our own thoughts/emotions, for example and so why/how we’re not in control of our own Minds and our own life/living experiences/decisions. In this, we’re going to see how we can assist / support ourselves to rebuild ourselves, recreate ourselves within and without.

Let’s have a look at the definition ‘the Wild Nature of the Mind’ and why the Mind itself is ‘Wild’ with regards to our current relationship towards it:

In the above paragraph I stated that we’re not the directive principle of our own thoughts and emotions, which means that we’re not in control of our own Minds. If we’re not in control of our own Minds – then we’re not in control of our life/living and what we use to guide us through our lives, which is: Decisions.

Let’s break this down more specifically:

“we’re not the directive principle of our own thoughts and emotions” – What does this mean?

If you have a look at moments during your day – you can observe how sometimes, random thoughts will come up within you that are no way contextual to your immediate surroundings. An example is: you’re discussing plans with an individual, because you’re part of a committee that is planning a big event. All of a sudden – you start thinking about the individual sexually, imagining you in relationship with them, start thinking about what they look like / what they’re wearing. All of this is happening in your Mind while your immediate surroundings in reality is about planning and discussing an event. Additionally within this, your relationship with this individual in relation to how the two of you interact is purely platonic and there has been no discussion / communication or even indication of engaging in a relationship with them.

Then, with the thoughts – comes feelings/emotions that activates. Again, the thoughts and emotions in the mind just ‘came up out of nowhere’ – suddenly/unexpectedly. So, the context here that I am looking at that you can also practically assess for yourself is: while you’re doing something in REALITY or interacting with another individual and in such moments your Mind starts becoming busy with all sorts of different things that are in NO WAY related to the immediate moment in reality - this comes to show how we’re not the directive principle of our own thoughts and emotions, because they are just accepted and allowed to run amok in our Minds and take us into all sorts of different directions/alternate realities and separate us from what’s real, what’s here in every moment of Breath.

This opens up another point: it’s interesting when looking at the relationship to such thoughts and emotions that we tend to then “believe them / have faith in them” IMMEDIATELY because they “seemingly came out of nowhere” – where this “blind trust” is placed on the thoughts and emotions that come up in such a way. When it should actually be the opposite: because they come up out of nowhere, because they come up in moments where such thoughts and emotions are in fact completely irrelevant – we should be QUESTIONING them, investigating what triggered / activated such thoughts and emotions in the Mind; asking the question(s): “Why was I not here, grounded and stable in my participation with reality / the person(s) I was interacting with and keeping everything contextual? Why and how did I wander off into mind-dimensions that had no context to reality?” But, instead of doing this – we exist in reverse: we then tend to BELIEVE the Mind’s thoughts and emotions MORE and create an absolute Illusion about the relationship to reality / another person and more often than not – reality PROVES that whatever the thoughts and emotions showed was not real. Sometimes, even despite reality PROVING that the thoughts / emotions aren’t real – the individual is so possessed within the belief/faith/trust of the thoughts and emotions that they are still pursued.

However, the focus point of this post is for self to practically apply this for oneself: keep one’s awareness focused on finding such moments within your day where random thoughts and emotions will come up that are completely out of context to reality / the moment of participation with something/someone. In this, one will thus see for oneself how the thoughts will come and the emotions will activate and one will simply immediately follow them / fall into them – BELIEVE that they are SO REAL and in that: forget about what it is real RIGHT HERE – the physical moment and its REAL CONTEXT.

So, with thoughts and emotions in such a context separating us from reality, a REAL MOMENT - is an example of how and why we’re not even in directive principle of our own thoughts/emotions – more importantly because we don’t understand or even know where they in fact come from in the first place. So, this is an important point to consider in this post: that it is because one do not understand why they come up/exist/where they come from – that they should be questioned/investigated and not the other way around where – because they come up automatically, they’re immediately trusted/believed and regarded MORE than what’s real/here.

We’ll continue more in the next post

Fear of Commitment: DAY 439

I will not let ‘my Want’ take over ‘my Will’ (Part 3)

Solution

Continuing with the question we left off with in the previous post: “Why are we making such a simple Decision from Want to WILL to actual self/world change so difficult for ourselves?” – we’re going to have a look at, essentially, why/how it is that we make Change/Self Change and/or life/living changes so difficult for ourselves. When, all it takes to change, to will oneself, as move oneself into physical change/application – is a Decision and to stand by that Decision/with that Decision until it becomes a ‘natural living expression / way of life’ for self.

A point opened up within the Relationship Series walked in EQAFE regarding ‘Commitment’ – a Decision and the living of/as such a Decision to change, to change oneself and one’s life/living: is a Commitment. It’s a commitment you make to yourself and for yourself. But, WHY – despite seeing how a self change/life change will benefit one internally and externally…do we still sabotage / compromise ourselves, where the More we “TRY” and change/commit/make a decision – the more we sabotage / compromise it?

Many walking the Desteni Process are confronted with this point daily when it comes to writing / walking DIP / making decisions - where the benefit of the processes can be seen/felt/lived, but YET – when it comes to commitment, to following through: we fall. The closer and closer we get to or even get to the moment of seeing/sensing how a Change/Commitment/Decision will fulfil us, we find some way or another to destroy it, to fall back into the Mind/old destructive habits/patterns that we KNOW will lead us down a certain path/consequence…yet, we still do it.

What is scary is that we can spend months, years…if not a lifetime, facing one point of self/life change – and spend those months/years and even a lifetime justifying/excusing/sabotaging and compromising ourselves from making/living the Decision to change and actually live/apply it. The Mind can create this vacuum inside us, where it seems like “time does not matter / time does not exist” – before we know it, months had gone past…even years, and often a lifetime and we every so now and then wandered off into our minds, considered the change of self/life/living, for a moment indulging in guilt/regret/remorse about it; but then simply continuing with our ‘old ways / habits’. In this, using/abusing the prospect of change to justify/excuse/sabotage/compromise ourselves as to why it is we’re not taking that step, making that decision, committing ourselves/our living to in fact change/apply change/walk change.

The question is: how can we sit with a point of change – a prospect of change/process of change within us, for months, for years…yet, do nothing about it, but just continue as we’ve always been? Does this mean that we do not in fact want to change? Because, I mean – if one REALLY, self honestly want to change, man – you’d put everything of yourself into it. If you REALLY, self honestly, want a better way of life/living – man, you’d put everything of yourself/your life into it. Now, many in their minds may go: “But, but, but – it’s so DIFFICULT, it’s IMPOSSIBLE, I have TRIED, there’s TOO MUCH, there’s SO MUCH GOING ON, it’s not only THAT…” – and I can continue with what we can come up in the Mind, doing everything/saying anything possible to just not take that one step, make that one decision and commit to it.

So, what is it – or who is it – that is in fact holding back, that is in fact waiting/postponing? What is it within/of ourselves that seems so powerful, overwhelming that it takes precedence over/of that which we KNOW would be best for ourselves, would best for all, would contribute to a better future, a better human? To what extent does our programming / brainwashing go that we cannot equate a simple commonsense solution, an action of change and implement it immediately?

We’ll continue more in the next post

From Consciousness/Ignorance to Self-Awareness: DAY 326

Before we Continue with the Process of Failure/Success and also the Conclusion of the Mind-Spirit/Being-Physical Body Process, with us Opening the Point of Awareness in our Previous Posts – we’re in this Post going to leave you with some considerations regarding the current Nature of Human Consciousness, and how with Desteni and the Process being walked through the Portal: we’re assisting and supporting those who are ready and able to Challenge Consciousness – to consider there to in fact be more to ourselves, and with that – Existence as a whole. This Process of ‘Challenging Consciousness’ would be the Process from ‘Consciousness to Awareness’ and to Understand this Process – Consciousness has to be understood and Awareness has to be Understood to be able to Understand the Process.

So, for the time being – I leave you with some quotes from Responses we did, ‘touching’ on this relationship between Consciousness and Awareness and will again, in time to come, Reference this Post and Expand on the difference between and process from Consciousness to Awareness:

“And, even with the Point of Portalling – which, for me, being something Natural, with having walked it consistently for 7 Years now with a massive/substantial amount of information available from various beings, on a daily basis (which can be Found in the Interviews walked in EQAFE as well as the Processes walked within this Blog), walking the One Principle of showing the process of how human nature can change and with individuals walking their processes to prove this with regards to how they changed themselves and their lives and to show the potential that there exist more in this existence than just Human Consciousness (such Individual’s Processes can be Followed in the 7 Year Journey to Life Process), and how everything is aware: it is unfortunate that Human Consciousness wants to believe that all that exist is ‘human intelligence’ and that nothing else in existence has an awareness/intelligence, because human beings are the only apparent ‘dominant force’ in existence. So, I mean – I understand why human beings may find it difficult to conceive that there’s more to existence than only Human Consciousness, that one can communicate with animals, nature, the environment that is in fact aware, but not on a level of consciousness that the human is existing within. In and through the Portal, we explain the different levels of consciousness – the conscious, subconscious, unconscious, quantum mind and quantum physical, and where human beings’ awareness is now only on the conscious/subconscious mind level. And this we explain in absolute detail for the individual to see, realise and understand how little awareness of the human in fact exist – even in relationship to our own thoughts, memories, emotions and feelings and how they in fact operate and function.

So, with this – this is all we’re doing/showing: that there’s more to existence than human consciousness, and we’re reaching to those who are willing, in this life to consider this, and to re-align our relationships/considerations to only the self-interest of our own Lives and dedicate our lives/living to considering/regarding/realising that there is an ENTIRE physical existence/humanity that is here that we haven’t been taking responsibility for, individually and collectively and simply expanding this awareness to dedicating our lives to better ourselves and this world/humanity as a whole with the potential that does exist for this to manifest.

Therefore, if you’re not able to consider, in this lifetime, that there is more to us humans/this physical existence than the intelligence we believe we are, and that with expanding our awareness in understanding ourselves, our relationship to the mind, the physical and this existence as a whole – that we can become more/make more of our lives for ourselves AND for all in this physical existence: then don’t. The consequence/regret of such a Decision, of realising what one had in fact missed in this lifetime with the Limitation of Consciousness and the separation from self’s awareness, the physical body and this physical existence in/as equality and oneness one will have to and will face – as one can also Hear in the Life Review Interviews on EQAFE with regards to the regret individuals Face with what they’ve realised they had missed in their lives on Earth.”

“And simply because we’re (Desteni and Equal Money) challenging held beliefs/acceptances and allowances such as “this world is the way it is because it’s always been that way” and showing that, “hey – by accepting/allowing such a statement we’re keeping it all this way, by not standing up for change within ourselves and this world” – Most goes into immediate “reaction”. All we’re ‘challenging’ at the base of it all, is – there’s more to this existence than only human consciousness and what we now accept/allow life on earth to be. So, if you react to being challenged to consider something MORE, then that’s your personal process. We’re here to stand with those who are willing to move beyond their own reactions, challenge themselves to consider something more to self and what life on earth is/has become. If we remain in the ‘lesser’ version and definition of ourselves, without challenging ourselves to consider more – how are we ever going to change ourselves or anything in this existence to something better, because our acceptances/allowances/definitions is what is keeping ourselves/this world limited, therefore to expand, to change, we have to expand how we see/view/interact and consider things.”

Here, we gave Perspective on an Interesting point regarding the words Respect and Dignity – and, something to consider regarding whether us Human Beings, as we exist now, in/as the Mind/Consciousness Ignorance and our relationship to the World-System/Money-System in and as Abdication of Self-Responsibility to/as it – whether we even in fact know what Dignity and Respect really is. Which within this also brings us to the Point of explaining how – in/as Consciousness, we’ve been existing in Ignorance in relationship to ourselves and this world/humanity, and so have abdicated our Responsibility to ourselves, this world/humanity and so is/have been contributing and perpetuating the consequences we are facing Individually and Together.

And, within this – when/as we get to walking the Process from Consciousness to Awareness and the difference between Consciousness and Awareness, as what REAL Awareness in fact is: Respect and Dignity within the context of What is Best for All in Equality and Oneness will be Understood:

“With this, getting now to the question regarding Dignity and Respect: I would argue the following with how we at Desteni look at Words/Living Words and how I also have looked at my relationship to humanity/this World and asked myself a question: Can I stand in self-respect, in dignity – with having a look at my life on earth that I have walked in relationship to humanity/this physical existence as especially for example this current World System/Money System and say that I have lived in respect/dignity to my fellow man, to the animal kingdom, the nature/environment, the earth? No. Why? Because – how can we say, that we have lived a “dignified life” when the very life that we do live, in relationship to what Money provides – that Money that provided the ‘life’ I had lived, for me to have the money I have – was at the sacrifice/cost/expense of other human beings lives, animals, nature, the environment, the earth. That, for me to have a ‘life’ – that opportunity of ‘life’ had to be taken away from other human beings/other life forms; which is how this Current world system is set up in terms of catering to only a minority of human beings, while the majority struggle to survive with the amount of money available to them and the “cost” of living in this world is rising more and more and more, and more human beings are being filtered out of the World System to live/survive in this world/reality. I would also suggest watching the documentary The Power Principle – showing the process of how this current World System came into being with deliberate interventions with populations/peoples who have proven that self-governing is possible, to exist in harmony and equality where everyone works together for the betterment of all of the society/environment and deliberately taken over by the World System frontrunners to have control.

Then, to the point of Respect – how can we claim respect, when we cannot even respect/consider/regard LIFE-itself, that is existent in each human being, each child that is born, each life form that birth within this physical existence – with regards to how this current World System/Money System blatantly disrespect the opportunity for life/living for humanity within this physical existence? I mean, you can do your research with regards to the extent of abuse/violence and even to the consequence of extinction of species is existing simply for profit, for greed, for money, for self-interest – and then we support/participate in such a System that so deliberately disrespect the life of such beings: what does it then say about us?

So, what we suggest considering is a “Dignified Life” and “Respect” – with regards to presenting such an opportunity for humanity, where each child born is ensured/secured a future in this world/reality, where we can assist/support ourselves to actually co-exist for ourselves and for all, and stand within/as Respect with regards to looking at/investigating alternatives / solutions to our current relationship to nature, the animal kingdom, the environment and the Earth. I mean, it’s fascinating that human beings alone is being blamed for this earth’s slow but sure destruction – when it’s the current World System/Money System and our accepted and allowed relationship to it, that is governing/managing all the relationships in this Physical Existence and so: all we’re showing is that we change this Entire System, re-align the Relationships to real consideration/regard in relation to Respect and Dignity that is Physically Visible within this Existence.

I was simply living my life, unaware of anything/anyone – but my own mind, my own survival: exactly like most of humanity are existing/living now. Completely caught up in our minds, our personal lives and especially survival/money - I have been there myself. However, this process – had made me Aware, that – there’s most certainly more existing in this existence than JUST me, made me Aware that – I am currently living in, accepting and allowing a World / Money System that is causing unimaginable harm/abuse/consequence to the rest of humanity/this physical existence, which in this also brought me to the question “where was I my whole life that I had lived to ignorantly in relation to money, the world/money system, other human beings” – I mean, it was not even registering/being considered in my consciousness/mind, so closed-minded I was. So, now – I am more aware of my responsibility to me, how my mind shape/create/manifest me/my life/living, how to change me to become the directive principle of who I am, and so my responsibility to what I accept/allow in this world/reality with regards to our current accepted and allowed relationship to this World System/Money System.”

With this, all of us are not yet equal – at all, equality would be where we’re able to Co-Exist, as Equals, as Human Beings and work-together for the betterment of ourselves, each other and this world as a whole. Yes, we most certainly understand this process we’re Undertaking is a Massive Task and will be a Process to walk – but, despite all the odds and most human beings at this stage that cannot conceive of such a Solution – we know the potential exist, and so we walk it. You’re equal-to and one-with what you accept and allow in your mind and your life – at the moment, everyone is accepting/allowing themselves to be equal to only consciousness, only this current world-system/money system and so in that definition, are in fact limiting ourselves to considering the potential that exist for ourselves and life on earth. So, for those that are ready to step beyond such limitation, acceptance and allowance in the Mind and this World/Money System – we’re walking ourselves beyond such limitation to/as considering more. “

We will refer back to this Post in Posts to come. Enjoy.