From Reactive Responses to Self RESPONSE(ability) – (Part Three): DAY 334

(Interview Post Transcription)

Self-Change without using Mind Energy - continued
What will it Take for Human Nature to Change? - continued
From Reactive Responses to Self RESPONSE(ability) - continued
The Fear of Failure and Desire for Success – continued

In this interview post, before we continue with the mind-spirit/being and physical body trinity, I would like to expand on a point that we mentioned in a heading within one of our previous posts that we haven't yet expanded on, which is: from reactive responses to self-response-ability. This is also existent within the context of the equation that we have walked of how our awareness is currently automatically enslaved or existent as a servant or follower of the mind within the equation of participation/observation, then definition/connotation, then reaction. How then from there, from the emotional and feeling response as reaction, as definition, as participation in relationship to what automatically comes up in our mind: it moves us into controlled change. Controlled change, meaning that: consciousness or the mind, or whatever comes up within it - is what controls our change.

Within this as well, that point existent, where, with developing our awareness, we're moving to self-directive change, change within real self-awareness, rather than the controlled change that we exist as now, in how we change from characters or personalities through that relationship equation into a constant continuous positive and negative balancing of polarities. So here I'd like to expand on that reactive responses to self-response-ability. Responsibility being the ability to respond. Now, responding is not a reaction, a responding - within responding to something or someone - it's a clear directive stand or statement that one make of who I am. Notice a response is a showing, is an expression of who I am, therefore the ability to respond is standing within and showing who I am in a moment in relation to something or someone.

So, to have responsibility, to have self-response-ability we first have to get to know, obviously, what that SELF is. What is the ABILITY to RESPOND? And here we're getting to how self-responsibility is a process that we will also become or that will also emerge through walking the process of changing the equation from participation/observation to definition/connection, then to reaction and so to controlled change, where we move to: looking/investigating, to redefinition/re-connotation, to expression, and then to LIVING or to SELF-DIRECTIVE CHANGE.

Now, as we've said within previous interviews, what we first have to establish is - what is SELF, because with self-responsibility self is first, but to be able to be self-responsible, we have to understand what this self is first, you know it doesn't read 'responsibility-self' - if it was 'responsibility-self', then we'd first understand what is ‘responsibility’ and then ‘self’.

So, first and foremost the phases or processes that one is going to be walking are first taking response-ability for the self that one has become as the mind. The self, in terms of all the characters and personalities that currently constitute the ‘who I am’ in relationship to the mind, because that is what your ‘Self’ currently is. And to be able to change that self that we are - I mean more like all the selves, as the characters and personalities that has become as ‘the self as the mind’: to be able to change that, we first have to understand how we created it in the first place, how we exist as it, how we live it, how is it affecting, determining or influencing our living and behavior. That is how one then walk through what we had done in the previous posts like using the lazy/failure character, the writing, the self-forgiveness, the commitments, then the commitments being the changed self, through a decision, through a commitment, through a stand. And that changed self is what you live in physical practical reality.

So here, self-responsibility is quite awesome in the sense that: if we again look at respons(E)-ability, the ability to respond - Now we have to get to that ability, what is that ability? How do I get or have or obtain that ability to respond, to stand, to direct, to show ‘who I am’ in relation to this self or all the selves as the characters or personalities that I have become in relationship to the mind?
So, self-responsibility will assist and support self in one’s process of walking through the characters and personalities, to not react to them, because again: respons(E)-ability, the ability to respond - there is no reaction in it, it is an ability that I have to respond to stand, to show, to look, to investigate, to see ‘who I am’ as the self that I have become as the mind. So, that ability is what one then slowly but surely harness through your writing, your self-forgiveness, and your commitments, because as we have already proven that: through writing, self-forgiveness and commitments - there are no reactions involved. You are walking your self-forgiveness, your writing, understanding how it is that one had created this ‘self’ or these selves as characters or personalities, and within that: one have then the commitments and when one get to the commitments, that is then that response that one have, and one stand as, in relationship to the self as the character or personality. One’s response / ability to respond is then the change that one had established within the commitment statements, that is your existent ability to respond, that self, that you have established, that re-stated, that re-committed ‘who I am’ in relationship to a character or personality.

So therefore, self-responsibility, just within that word opens up quite a multi-dimensional process, for one to consider, and the most important thing within self respons(E)-ability is that there is no reaction, you do not react to yourself, it’s not self-reaction, it’s self-responsibility, the ability to respond to self, and the self that one is existing as is character and personalities.

So, this is a very cool equation to consider, and just to expand on the heading within one of the previous posts, in where all that we’ve done within our relationship to the mind is react, having pre-programmed reactive responses to our own thoughts, memories, emotions/feelings, imaginations, other people that we accept and allow to come up in our minds, you know, images/pictures and things like that…it’s always just been reacting, reacting, reacting, reacting, and then from that reaction going into polarity energies, from polarity energies activating other characters and personalities, and they charge up a certain energy, and then they again in turn activate other characters and personalities, and then from there we jump again, and oh my god! – as how our existence has been within the mind, absolute madness and mayhem.

So, from reactive responses to self respons(E)-ability one now stand in that process of writing, self-forgiveness, and commitments, to establish that ability, that change of/as ‘who I am’, to be able to respond as direct, as change the self as all the characters and personalities that one have accepted and allowed to become, and so self-responsibility becomes a key to actual real self-change.

To realize, for those that has already been walking writing, self-forgiveness and commitments and actually already established this self respons(E)-ability, and how your process will eventually expand when your ‘self’ expands, in terms of:

First it becomes self-responsibility for the self that we’ve become as all the characters and personalities.

Then, one’s process evolve into standing equal and one with the physical, then it’s the physical self and the respons(E)-ability, the ability to respond to your physical as yourself as directing, changing and moving actual physical dimensions.
Then the process emerge more with the self then expanding to humanity and this physical existence, and then the ability to respond to self as humanity as this physical existence and what that would mean, in terms of the ability to respond to the self to take responsibility, to direct, to change, to move into and as the living principle that we stand as, as what is best for all.

Thank you very much.

 Why the Oneness Experience do Not in fact Exist: DAY 59

"This was inspired by this story of the Atlantean Female's description of the Universe and Existence” – Anna Brix Thomsen

The Origins of Males and Females: Part Four

Adam and Eve – Part Eight

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money - continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re in this post having a look at how the Adam/Male singularity accumulated its energies within and as itself in the reverse, where – the Eve/Female singularity accumulate its energies from within itself, the Adam/Male singularity would accumulate its energies from the One aura/presence that surround the singularities, from the external environment/aura/presence into and as its manifested-singularity and beingness and so internally, within its manifested-singularity/beingness accumulate itself into and as the positive-energy experience to equalize itself with and as Eve/Female singularity. Thus, within this – having a look at the actual, real nature of the equality and oneness EXPERIENCE between and within the Eve/Female and Adam/Male singularities.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, in the beginning – remember, see, realise and understand the interaction between the two singularities, within and as the aura/presence of both merging into and as One – where the process of both singularities equalizing into and as the positive-energy experience – manifested:

Within the moment the Eve/Female aura/presence of and as minute molecules/manifested-singularities came into contact with and as the Adam/Male aura/presence of and as minute molecules/manifested-singularities - this contact manifested the merging of and as both singularities’ molecules, as the Eve/Female and Adam/Male presence/aura molecules move into closer proximity with each-other - equally as the Adam/Male singularity moved closer to/towards the Eve/Female singularity to the point where their presence/aura molecules would ‘touch/merge’. Thus, essentially – what happens in the ‘Big’ as the Eve/Female and Adam/Male singularity movement closer to/towards each other equally as one happens in the ‘Small’ as the minute molecules of and as their presence/aura moved closer to/towards each other. With the actual merging-process of the connection/relationships between minute molecules, first starting within and as the ‘small’ and then to the ‘big’ – where: the Adam/Male singularity and Eve/Female singularity would eventually equally as one start merging with and as each-other.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, in the beginning – remember, see, realise and understand , how this ‘merging’ within and between the minute molecules, happened – where:

The molecules of the Eve/Female and Adam/Male aura/presence, would – the closer and closer they move towards each other, because they were ‘smaller representations’ of and as the bigger singularities as the Adam/Male and Eve/Female; would also consist of and exist as their own presence/aura – though, their movement was dependent on the movement of and as the Eve/Female and Adam/Male singularities, and thus their movement towards each other was more ‘forced’. In this forced movement the molecules would forcefully be moved into and as closer proximity to/towards each other, and as their own aura/presence molecules come into contact/connection with each other, the molecules’ own energy-experience within and as themselves and each other accumulate as the molecules ‘physically’ start merging/moving closer and closer into and towards each-other. Now - with the ‘main molecules’ of the Eve/Female and Adam/Male singularities presence/aura consisting of and existing as their own presence/aura, and that presence/aura consist of and exist as its own molecules, and those molecules consist of and exist as its own presence/aura and so manifested within and as existence as substance – an infinity of molecules of and as energy; originating from and of the Eve/Female singularities and Adam/Male singularities.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, in the beginning – remember, see, realise and understand what in fact happens within and as the ‘merging’ and ‘accumulation of energy’ of and as the Eve/Female and Adam/Male singularities’ aura/presence molecules existing into and as infinity, is the process of the narrowing of the ‘space’ between them – where, it would seem as though they are ‘merged’ as ‘one’ – but are not in fact. They move ‘into each other’, but are still existent within and as their individuality/manifested-singularity form/structure – the only difference is that they are exceptionally ‘merged’/ condensed closer-together. This movement of the main molecules into each-other/exceptionally closer with each other, would manifest where the main molecules’ presence/aura molecules would equally move ‘into each other’ and those molecules’ presence/aura molecules’ would equally move ‘into each other’ and so on into infinity – where the movement ‘into each other’ lessens/narrows the space between them, so that within this narrowing of the space – all the molecules, from the Adam/Male singularity’s presence/aura, Eve/Female singularity’s presence/aura molecules, to those molecules’ presence/aura and that presence/aura molecules into infinity: Everything moves closer, and closer and closer together. Where in and as this closeness: The molecules eventually move into each-other as close as they can in and as their movement into each other – everything still maintaining its individual structure and form.

But, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, in the beginning – remember, see, realise and understand what it is that is manifesting the accumulation of and as the positive-energy experience within and as the Adam/Male singularity especially, is that all the Adam/Male singularity molecules within and as and from its presence/aura into infinity, with its presence/aura molecules into infinity moving closer, and closer and closer together with and as the Eve/Female singularity molecules into infinity: what the Eve/Female and Adam/Male manifest as the ‘Oneness’ of and as their presence/aura – is their individual molecules that have moved into each other/closer together – condensing the ‘space’ between them, with narrowing/condensing of the ‘space’ manifesting a ‘one’ aura/presence – in that one point/position within and as existence as a whole, the Eve/Female and Adam/Male singularity ‘experience’ within and throughout their beingness – the reverberation/movement/ripples of and as all their aura/presence molecules into infinity together in this one condensed point/position.

Thus – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, in the beginning – remember, see, realise and understand what the Adam/Male and Eve/Female in the beginning ‘experienced’ as the positive-energy accumulation in the beginning – was not in fact an ‘accumulation of energy’ within the context of ‘giving and receiving’ energy, it was simply the condensed orchestra of and as all their molecules’ energies into infinity within and as that one point/position within existence, that within the closeness/condensing/narrowing of space between all the molecules moving into and towards each other into infinity: manifested the ‘experience’ of and as positive-energy accumulation due to the intensity of and as the vibrations/resonances/ripples/movements of all the molecules into infinity that was being experienced in a one condensed point/position within and as existence as a whole. Thus, as the Adam/Male singularity and Eve/Female singularity moved closer and closer towards each other, experiencing more and more the intensity of and as the all their molecules into infinity as all their molecules moved into and towards each other, the Adam/Male and Eve/Female within and as this intensity experience of and as their molecules into infinity moving closer, and closer and closer into each-other: equally as one moved themselves closer, and closer and closer into each-other as the intensity of their ‘merged’ molecules into infinity became more and more and more intense, the closer and closer they moved towards and eventually into each other.    

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, in the beginning – see, realise and understand how:

The Adam/Male singularity as Energy, did not in fact ‘equalize’ itself with and as the Eve/Female singularity of and as positive-energy experience; but what both singularities equally EXPERIENCED as ‘positive-energy experience accumulation’, was simply the EXPERIENCE / ‘awareness’ of and as their molecules’ into and as infinity movement/ripples/resonance/reverberation into and as infinity, that was now experienced within a condensed location/point/position within and as existence – with the Adam/Male singularity and Eve/Female singularity encompassed/manifested in and as that one location/position, not seeing/realising/understanding even themselves what it is that they in fact experienced the closer and closer they moved into and towards each other – from the small into infinity, to the Big here.

Thus, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – the ‘equality’ that the Adam/Male and Eve/Female experienced, was in no way in relation to the even the equality within themselves within who/what they are as Energy, but was simply the EXPERIENCE of and as the condensing of and as all their molecules of energy into and as infinity within and as that one position/location within existence that they both equally EXPERIENCED within and as their Oneness of and as the merging/condensing of and as their molecules into infinity together.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, in the beginning – see, realise and understand how:

The Oneness/Merging of and as the Eve/Female and Adam/Male singularities within and as their ‘One’ Presence/Aura – was in no way an actual manifestation of oneness, where the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities in fact stood so absolutely as One, that both as individual singularities would give up their singularities/individualities and merge so absolutely within and as their energies in and as oneness, that there would be no separation of ‘space’. But with ‘space’ still existent within and between the manifested-singularities of and as Adam/Male and Eve/Female and into and as the infinity of the existence of their molecules – the ‘Oneness’-manifestation was simply the movement closer/into, of their molecules into infinity and also themselves, condensing the ‘space’ between themselves and their molecules into infinity.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning until now – in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance and mind and physicality, remember, see, realise and understand – why and how it is that we can never in fact be/become/reach/attain actual oneness and equality within and as existence: if it does not yet in fact exist within and as ourselves, as ourselves. Where, all our thoughts, emotions, feelings, thought-patterns, internal conversation/backchat sentences, personalities etc. of and as our Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious Mind had become individualized evolved manifested-singularities of and as energy – existing in absolute separation from and of themselves and each-other, interconnected by/through connections/relationships of energy-itself, to in those connections/relationships ensure their own and each other’s survival as energy. And, as long as our Mind as separate manifestations of energy exist – in relationships/connections of energy within the detail of its structure and manifestation: there is no way that we will in fact ever be equal and one.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how the physical human body is the one and only manifestation of and as substance, that is not energetically interconnected with energy-relationships/threads of and as frequency/vibration as the relationships/connections within and between the energy-manifestations of and as the Mind Consciousness System consist-of/exist-as; as the Physical Human Body and so this physical-existence, is manifested in and as equality and oneness with and as itself as substance, and so the entire physical-body of and as substance, which is what gives the Physical Human Body the ability to unconditionally move/direct/express itself in unity to manifest the entire equal and one functioning of and as the Human Physical Body.

We’ll continue in the next post, with having a closer look at the difference within the existence between the Mind and the Physical-Body, why/how the Mind is dependent on energy relationships/connections to survive, and why/how the Physical-Body is Here within and as equality and oneness with and as Substance, not consisting of / existing as externalized energy-relationships of frequency-vibration, which give the Human Physical Body the ability/capacity to in fact function in equality and oneness with and as all its parts: Something the human being with the Mind, cannot even do with rest of humanity as the rest of its parts within and on this Earth…

I commit myself to show – how and why the Oneness that is promoted within this world, is only based on an EXPERIENCE, experienced by the individual, alone within themselves within their own Physical-Mind only, and that the actual nature, manifestation and process of Oneness is not in fact in any way seen/realised/understood in the responsibility that exist within and as the Human-Being; to having to walk through their Mind Consciousness System. Their Mind Consciousness System existing in absolute separation within itself – as each thought, energy, pattern, personality, internal conversation is/has become an energy-manifestation of separation unto itself, from which we’re existing in absolute separation without any directive-principle, will, choice, responsibility of how our minds function/exist. Thus, as long as our Minds exist in separation within itself, and we exist in separation to/towards and from it: Oneness does not in fact exist within and as the human being. And if a human being had not walked their process of oneness and equality with and as their Mind Consciousness System, into and as equality and oneness with and as their Human Physical Body in fact, within and as the step-by-step, point-by-point, part-by-part process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application as the process of getting to know one’s mind first as standing equal to it, and then one with it as one move with and as the mind within writing, self-forgiveness to really see/realise/understand as and with the Mind how it in fact operate/function/exist: to in and as that equality and oneness, change our existence as the mind as energy in separation from the physical-body, into and as equal and one physical-living. As long as a human being has not walked this process: Any oneness proclaimed is simply and EXPERIENCE – that will have no effect/change on the individual, their relationship to other individuals and/or this physical existence, because the EXPERIENCE of oneness only exist within their own MIND.

I commit myself to show, thus – why and how the EXPERIENCE of Oneness had made no tangible, physical, evidentiary difference/change to and as the state/condition of human nature and our relationship to ourselves, our physical-bodies and this physical-existence. And as individuals are possessed within their own Experience of Oneness as Energy: human nature and this physical existence is continuing devolving/deteriorating at a rapid pace/speed. In this, I commit myself, to assist and support individuals possessed within and as the Oneness Experience, to see through and beyond the Eyes of the Mind as Energy, to see/realise/understand the limited nature of and as the Experience of Oneness as energy within and as their own Minds – when there is an entire human physical body right here with and as them, with countless individuals/beings/manifestations existing in oneness and equality that they in no way have even a direct equal and one relationship with, and that there is an entire existence within and as the physical human body of manifestations that are in fact living/expressing/moving in and as equality and oneness with themselves and each other as the entire physical body that is being missed that is in fact Life, giving Life as Breath: due to and because of the possession of the experience of Oneness. And in this, how within and as the Oneness Experience possession of energy within the Mind – that such individuals would refuse to see the PHYSICAL EVIDENCE within this PHYSICAL EXISTENCE that is REAL, regarding the reality of the fact that: Oneness throughout the history of the human race – had made no difference to this existence in any way whatsoever, but to the individual’s EXPERIENCE of themselves, within themselves ONLY.

I commit myself to not wait for those possessed within and as the Oneness Experience of Energy to see/realise/understand their separation from themselves, their physical bodies and so this physical-existence, that are conveniently manifested within their Minds/Energy and Experience – that do not have the courage/commitment, discipline and integrity to even consider standing up within themselves and giving up their possession of and as the Oneness Experience of Energy, where that giving up of the Experience/Possession, would gift them the opportunity to Life. As I see/realise/understand – that if I had to wait for them to realise/see/understand – this physical-existence may just come to nothing, until they realise: “Oh my God – my experience wasn’t real!!!”. Thus - I commit myself to start walking my process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, my equality and oneness with me as the mind and the physical body and so this physical existence, to stand as a living example for those ready to hear/see and stand with in and as equality and oneness for self and so for all as self – and those still possessed with their possessions of energy, will eventually come to a moment  in facing the physical reality of their deception as Energy, as each must self-realise/see/understand within and as their own responsibility to/towards themselves. In this also thus, why and how the experience of oneness is not magically/miraculously going to unify existence, because the process of oneness and equality is each one’s process individually within themselves, as we each as all individually separated ourselves from ourselves as our own Minds; and so – no-one can manifest another’s equality and oneness: each must do it for themselves, as themselves.

 

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