Ignorance, Consequence and Responsibility - Part Two: DAY 353

Ignorance,Consequence and Responsibility - continued

Hi Everyone! We're in this interview post continuing with self-forgiveness and commitments in relation to understanding how we cannot continue accepting and allowing ourselves to claim unawareness, ignorance or 'but I didn't know' in relation to our minds and who we are in thought, word and deed, who we are in relationship to our physical bodies, our personal worlds, humans in our personal worlds and within that extending to the greater as everything, everyone and all else within this physical existence as a whole. Meaning, from a physical perspective it is obvious that we are all on this earth together, equally as one, and in having a look at the last point I mentioned in the previous written post, was that: we need to start having a look at extending our responsibility - expanding our responsibility within this physical existence that we are all living within and as together. Changing ourselves from the unawareness, ignorance and 'I don't know' excuses and take that step of extending and expanding our responsibility to our minds, our relationship to ourselves, our physicals, others, humanity and this physical existence as a whole. If we all individually start standing within such responsibility, we’re standing up and standing together for a change within the greater world system, money system and what life on earth is and has become.

So, within this we're going to walk some more self-forgiveness and commitments, starting off with having a look at - as we were reincarnating within and between our life-times within this physical existence, going in and out the whole time, where even in that relationship we were seeing what was going on in this physical existence, yet... we did nothing. We're going to take it from that process from the great to the small seeing how unawareness, ignorance and the 'I don't know' excuse is just simply not valid, when it is evidenced in this physical reality that we're on this earth together, that we're living on this earth, on this planet together, and - so therefore it should have been common sense that we together will make or break our life or experiences within this physical existence. Here we go:

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand, as I was moving within and throughout my reincarnation cycles, that I never, when I was in the process of crossing over, that I never looked at my life, looked at the consequences that I had left behind in other people's lives in what life is and has become. And considered and wondered: “but, what is my role, my part, my position, my relationship to that consequence that I'd left behind?”

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that, in crossing over within and during the past heaven-earth relationship - we didn't even bother really looking back, we didn't even bother investigating, introspecting and getting to know the multi-dimensions in which existence exist - meaning that: we didn't look back and see how our entire lives, our thoughts, words and deeds impacted and affected ourselves on all levels of our minds' existence, the conscious, subconscious, unconscious, quantum mind, quantum physical into the physical itself. That we didn't do that research and investigation in how our thoughts, words and deeds impacted and affected other humans on all their levels of their minds' existence and how that rippled into other human beings' lives. How me existing within the illusion / excuse of: “that I have my own mind and thus my own me and thus my own life and that I'm essentially alone within this physical existence trying to make a life for myself - that, because of that illusion: I am thus then not responsible for the greater world system, money system and how it manage, direct and control life on earth for everything and everyone.” And so, I had essentially, within that state of mind, within that state of being of me living my own mind, my own me, my own life and not expanding myself to become aware of the multi-dimensions within which I in fact exist, that apparently because of that ignorance, that unawareness, that 'I didn't know' - I am exempt /free or released from facing the consequence of my existence. And so therefore life after life after life I just kept recycling in living in the exact same pattern of ignorance, 'I don't know' and unawareness.

In this, I commit myself to show that with us cycling and recycling life after life after life in this excuse of being unaware, ignorant and 'but, I didn't know' that, despite that - our consequence had still accumulated, manifested and rippled into our beingness, our physicals, other humans and in the greater as well as what life has become. Where we didn't see, realize and understand that, by claiming unawareness, ignorance or 'I don't know', by claiming that - does not mean consequence goes away. Within this existing that accepted and allowed idea, belief or perception of ‘mind over matter’, which is more ‘mind covering up matter’, where in that illusion of unawareness, ignorance and 'but I didn't know': we can create a cover-up of the consequences that we are creating, manifesting and have left behind, but it doesn't mean that the consequence isn't there anymore. It is and always has been here.

And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand how, in moments of interaction with other human beings, where I have spoken in a harsh tone where I have behaved in a nature of spite, revenge, or a deliberate nastiness, where I had, in my physical behaviour moved within and around them in their presence in a very particular communicative way to essentially let them know that I despise them, that I don’t like them, that I don’t want to be near them, or in moments where my tonality reached certain pitches - that in those moments: I do see the effect that I have on other human beings, it is right there in front of me and for most part that we do such things with the intent of having a particular specific result, reaction or experience in another human being.

So, within this that I forgive myself that I haven’t even accepted and allowed myself to consider but, if I’m having such an impact and effect on other human beings lives, consequentially, where I have programmed my mind, my consciousness in such a way to communicate such deliberate nasty, spiteful or harsh words, behaviours and thoughts toward other human beings to invoke reactions or experiences within them, that the evidence is clear within that, with regard the extent that we can influence other human beings: so - why have we then constantly and continuously perpetuating consequence, in our relationships to other human beings? Why, within knowing and understanding the full measure of the impact and influence that we have on other’s lives, in such moments through thought, word and deed, did we not ever then consider rather changing our evolution to how we can make an impact or have an influence on ourselves and the life of others through assistance and support, through picking each other up, through assisting and supporting each other to stand, to live, to be the best, be the most that we individually and together can be?

Where, I forgive myself that I haven’t within this accepted and allowed myself to consider, see, realize or understand how we cannot expect ourselves to for example, even conceive such a way of living or existing as instead of creating consequence - to implement solutions, assistance and support, guiding each other to being or becoming our utmost fullest potential; we cannot expect ourselves to be that, to live that, to express that: if we do not even live that in relationship to ourselves, to our own minds. This again brings it back to our own relationship to ourselves, where if we have a look in our minds, in our relationship to our minds, we in our thoughts, imaginations, backchats and reactions toward ourselves, others, to what exists - we’re creating consequence. It is like we have pre-programmed our minds so specifically, deliberately ONLY invoke reactions within us, to deliberately compromise ourselves, to inferiorize ourselves, make ourselves less than and so therefore: doesn’t take much to live that out in relationship to other human beings. If we have a look at how extensively specific we are in our behaviours, in our physical living communication, how much do we move physically to deliberately invoke reactions in others, in ourselves - creating consequence. We are consequence creation machines, organic robots that are pre-programmed to just materialize, manifest and mold as much consequence out of everything and all that exist as possible - there is no ‘Life’…

Therefore, I commit myself to assist and support myself to understand me as consequence, why it is that even toward my self-relationship to me within my own mind I am accepting and allowing myself to deliberately make my experience of myself more consequential with the thoughts I accept and allow, the backchats I accept and allow, the emotional and feeling reactions that I accept and allow, the constant/continuous presence or existence of who I am and have become that is ‘oozing’ out of my very presence, my very beingness, my very living, and is affecting, influencing and impacting on my relationship to other human beings. Within that, doesn’t then take much of the step within that to accept and allow life on earth to be the way it is. It’s like consequence assisting and supporting consequence, like - because we exist as consequence within ourselves was simply accepted and allowed in the without of ourselves, and not considering change, because we’re not considering change within ourselves.

Therefore, I commit myself to assist and support myself to no more utilize, use or abuse the excuse of unawareness, ignorance and ‘but I didn’t know’, because even in my own mind I know, I see, I am aware, I am participating, I am living, I am existing in the very thoughts that exist within me, the backchats, imaginations, emotions and feelings, I’m participating in every moment and breath, and so therefore: I cannot in anyway claim ignorance, unawareness or that I don’t know - I’m actively existing in/as what comes up in my mind. I am the one that is not taking responsibility of looking into it, of understanding it, of investigating it, of really standing for a moment and looking at what it is that I’m accepting and allowing within me, what’s the impact or the consequence of what’s going on in my mind, on me, on others, and so my relationship to this physical existence as a whole.

And so in this, I commit myself to assist and support myself to no more, as I had done throughout my lifetimes, just not look back, leaving consequence behind, cycling within this unawareness, ignorance and/or ‘I don’t know’, covering matter, covering up physical reality, trying to cover up consequence. But, to see, realize and understand within this that the Main Point that I have to face is that I see that I’m aware and that I DO know, and within this that: I cannot accept and allow myself to continue giving myself the easy way out, I cannot anymore look away, turn my eyes away, suppress, deny or ignore what I am, what I’ve become, what I see, what I experience, the impact, effect and influence that I have on me and on others. In this, I can see that power that I have and that we have been using and abusing that power, that influence, that impact that we have to create consequence, because we’ve become consequence.

And so therefore, I commit myself to assist and support myself to align myself to become a solution, to utilize the impact and influence that I can see that I have on others in thought, word and deed, to change and transform it in a way that assist and support me, that assist and support others, that we can re-define our relationships within humanity from consequence to equal and one solutions.

Alright, we’ll go to here for this interview, just having a look at changing that relationship from consequence to solutions, from creating consequence to establishing solutions, and how that change has to start within ourselves, within who we are and how and what we live.

Thank you very much.

Ignorance, Consequence and Responsibility: DAY 352

In this post, we’re going to walk some Writing, Self Forgiveness and Commitments – bringing through the entire Process in relation to Consequence we have walked from the Mind-Being/Spirit and Physical Body Trinity, Reincarnation and the Soul System – to the Inversion of the Mind/Consciousness as Consequence and what we will be Facing Individually and Collectively in time to come:

I forgive myself that I have never within/throughout my life – ever considered the impact I, as an Individual have on the relationships in my personal world, humanity and this physical existence as everything/all within and as it.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to understand my position, my role and thus my relationship to my mind, my physical body, my mind’s relationship to me/my physical body, the outflow-consequence of my words, behaviour and living on me, my relationships and personal world and how all of this impact/affect the greater world/humanity – as I see, realise and understand that: we’re all in this world, this physical existence together, united in the fact that we have a mind, a self/awareness, a physical body, existing in relationship to a World System/Money System and so therefore: we are individually and collectively responsible for what we make of our own lives and so each other’s and everything/all else within and as this physical existence.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to consider, see / realise / understand that: just because I am not aware / cannot directly see the impact I, as an Individual have on the relationships in my personal world, humanity and this physical existence as a whole as everything within and as it – does not mean I am not responsible, and so does not mean that I will not face the consequence I inflicted unto me, my physical body, relationships, humanity and this physical existence as a whole.

I commit myself to show how – we have seen how our thoughts, words and deeds impact/affect ourselves and others in moments, but we have accepted and allowed ourselves to exist in such a tiny conscious-mind spec of the vast existence of the Mind/Consciousness that we have not seen the full measure of our thoughts, words and deeds’ outflow-consequence unto ourselves, others and humanity, this physical existence as a whole. Where, in that moment of awareness – we do see, we are aware of what we do unto ourselves, others and accept/allow in this greater world system / money system and so therefore: we are Responsible for the impact/affect/outflow-consequence of the direct-moment of our thoughts, words and deeds and the indirect moments that play-out in our lives, in other’s lives from that moment onwards. We are individually in that moment Responsible, because we SEE what we’ve done/become and accept and allow…but, we’ve done nothing about it. And so, that ‘doing nothing about it’, despite Seeing directly what we’ve done, become and accepted and allowed – is our consequence that is/has been accumulating, in our minds, in our lives / relationships and so humanity/this world system as a whole, and outflow-consequence of that on/towards this physical existence and everything/all within and as it.

For example: We do SEE, we are Aware of what goes on in our minds – yet, we do nothing about it. We do SEE what our words/behaviours can do to ourselves/others, compromise / ruin relationships – yet, we do nothing about it. We do SEE what our acceptance/allowance/apathy to this World System / Money System is doing to our relationship to money/survival, the rest of humanity’s relationship to money/survival and how such a way of life is impacting/affecting this physical existence – yet, we do nothing about it. So, instead of doing anything – we’ve simply secluded ourselves into and as the Conscious-Mind of the Mind/Consciousness, just existing in this ‘observer status’ to what exist in our Minds, the impact/effect of our thoughts/words/deeds/acceptances and allowances unto ourselves, others and this world/humanity as a whole. And just because we’re existing in that separation from/of the effect/impact of our thoughts, words and deeds, just because we’re secluding ourselves into our Conscious-Mind Ignorance of the extent of impact/effect we in fact have on ourselves, others and the rest of this existence – does not mean we’re not going to face Consequence: we’re already in it, as it and living it in our minds, relationships and what life on earth is/has become.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create this Illusionary Idea, that – ignorance / unawareness of the impact I, as Individual have on myself, my physical body, my relationships / personal world, humanity and this physical existence as whole within and as my mind-being/spirit and physical-body trinity exempts me from Responsibility / Consequence.

I commit myself to show how we have created this Illusionary Idea within the excuse, reason and justification of “but, I didn’t know!!!” – yet, we do Know, we Know in those moment we have thoughts in our Secret Mind, how we are the one’s accepting/allowing ourselves to participate in them, how they affect us, how they make us feel, we Know in those moments in our words/behaviour the impact/effect we have on another human being, we Know in those moments when watching World Events how we’re just sitting and watching…feeling nothing; we went into and as this protection/defence mechanism of ‘nothingness’ – feeling nothing more for anything/anyone than what goes beyond that one moment we directly see/experience/participate in as the thoughts/words and deeds and then believe that “just because we’re over the moment, means that it’s gone, forgotten and won’t return”…but, it doesn’t work that way. That thought, that word, that deed, that inaction in relationship to ourselves, others and this world/humanity as a whole – manifested, resonated, rippled and accepted and allowed consequence to breed in our Minds, in our relationships, in humanity and this physical existence as a whole. And soon, the “I don’t Know”, the Ignorance, the ‘Feeling Nothing’ is not going to work as consequence is in the process of birthing itself into and as our Minds, lives, relationships, humanity and this physical existence as a whole.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that – I, as all, have for far too long, accepted and allowed ourselves to believe that we exist in an ‘individual bubble’, that nothing we do, say or think has any impact on our nature, our physicals, our relationships and within this extending into and as this world system / money system and physical existence as a whole. Where this accepted and allowed illusionary idea in our Minds is/has been one of the greatest single points that have contributed to/as our natures, relationships and this physical existence as ‘life on earth’ to be/become the way it is: us not extending our Responsibility to ourselves, each other and existence as a whole to the extent that it in fact exist in Reality with regards to how we impact/effect our minds, our bodies, our natures, our relationships and everything and all else within and as this Physical Existence as a Whole.

I commit myself to show that the holiday is over, we have been holidaying, holy-daying (deity / deifying) – deifying our holy minds, our self-interest as ‘god’ above everything and all else that is/has in fact been important within and as this real, actual physical existence; and consequence is catching up – consequence being “the outflow-ripples” we have left undirected, from which we abdicated responsibility as those moments of thoughts, words and deeds as well as inaction that we have ‘left behind’, ‘out of sight, out of mind’ – but that remained here, waiting, in ourselves and this existence as a whole. That utilizing the excuse of ‘not knowing’, of ‘being unaware’ / ignorant – is no more valid, because we did Know, we did See in/as those moments – WE were the ones that did not in those/such moments investigate further, research further, understand more of the extent of impact/effect our thoughts, words, deeds and inaction have on our internal and external environments and so: it’s all on us.

We’ll continue more in posts/interview-posts to come

From Reactive Responses to Self RESPONSE(ability) – (Part Three): DAY 334

(Interview Post Transcription)

Self-Change without using Mind Energy - continued
What will it Take for Human Nature to Change? - continued
From Reactive Responses to Self RESPONSE(ability) - continued
The Fear of Failure and Desire for Success – continued

In this interview post, before we continue with the mind-spirit/being and physical body trinity, I would like to expand on a point that we mentioned in a heading within one of our previous posts that we haven't yet expanded on, which is: from reactive responses to self-response-ability. This is also existent within the context of the equation that we have walked of how our awareness is currently automatically enslaved or existent as a servant or follower of the mind within the equation of participation/observation, then definition/connotation, then reaction. How then from there, from the emotional and feeling response as reaction, as definition, as participation in relationship to what automatically comes up in our mind: it moves us into controlled change. Controlled change, meaning that: consciousness or the mind, or whatever comes up within it - is what controls our change.

Within this as well, that point existent, where, with developing our awareness, we're moving to self-directive change, change within real self-awareness, rather than the controlled change that we exist as now, in how we change from characters or personalities through that relationship equation into a constant continuous positive and negative balancing of polarities. So here I'd like to expand on that reactive responses to self-response-ability. Responsibility being the ability to respond. Now, responding is not a reaction, a responding - within responding to something or someone - it's a clear directive stand or statement that one make of who I am. Notice a response is a showing, is an expression of who I am, therefore the ability to respond is standing within and showing who I am in a moment in relation to something or someone.

So, to have responsibility, to have self-response-ability we first have to get to know, obviously, what that SELF is. What is the ABILITY to RESPOND? And here we're getting to how self-responsibility is a process that we will also become or that will also emerge through walking the process of changing the equation from participation/observation to definition/connection, then to reaction and so to controlled change, where we move to: looking/investigating, to redefinition/re-connotation, to expression, and then to LIVING or to SELF-DIRECTIVE CHANGE.

Now, as we've said within previous interviews, what we first have to establish is - what is SELF, because with self-responsibility self is first, but to be able to be self-responsible, we have to understand what this self is first, you know it doesn't read 'responsibility-self' - if it was 'responsibility-self', then we'd first understand what is ‘responsibility’ and then ‘self’.

So, first and foremost the phases or processes that one is going to be walking are first taking response-ability for the self that one has become as the mind. The self, in terms of all the characters and personalities that currently constitute the ‘who I am’ in relationship to the mind, because that is what your ‘Self’ currently is. And to be able to change that self that we are - I mean more like all the selves, as the characters and personalities that has become as ‘the self as the mind’: to be able to change that, we first have to understand how we created it in the first place, how we exist as it, how we live it, how is it affecting, determining or influencing our living and behavior. That is how one then walk through what we had done in the previous posts like using the lazy/failure character, the writing, the self-forgiveness, the commitments, then the commitments being the changed self, through a decision, through a commitment, through a stand. And that changed self is what you live in physical practical reality.

So here, self-responsibility is quite awesome in the sense that: if we again look at respons(E)-ability, the ability to respond - Now we have to get to that ability, what is that ability? How do I get or have or obtain that ability to respond, to stand, to direct, to show ‘who I am’ in relation to this self or all the selves as the characters or personalities that I have become in relationship to the mind?
So, self-responsibility will assist and support self in one’s process of walking through the characters and personalities, to not react to them, because again: respons(E)-ability, the ability to respond - there is no reaction in it, it is an ability that I have to respond to stand, to show, to look, to investigate, to see ‘who I am’ as the self that I have become as the mind. So, that ability is what one then slowly but surely harness through your writing, your self-forgiveness, and your commitments, because as we have already proven that: through writing, self-forgiveness and commitments - there are no reactions involved. You are walking your self-forgiveness, your writing, understanding how it is that one had created this ‘self’ or these selves as characters or personalities, and within that: one have then the commitments and when one get to the commitments, that is then that response that one have, and one stand as, in relationship to the self as the character or personality. One’s response / ability to respond is then the change that one had established within the commitment statements, that is your existent ability to respond, that self, that you have established, that re-stated, that re-committed ‘who I am’ in relationship to a character or personality.

So therefore, self-responsibility, just within that word opens up quite a multi-dimensional process, for one to consider, and the most important thing within self respons(E)-ability is that there is no reaction, you do not react to yourself, it’s not self-reaction, it’s self-responsibility, the ability to respond to self, and the self that one is existing as is character and personalities.

So, this is a very cool equation to consider, and just to expand on the heading within one of the previous posts, in where all that we’ve done within our relationship to the mind is react, having pre-programmed reactive responses to our own thoughts, memories, emotions/feelings, imaginations, other people that we accept and allow to come up in our minds, you know, images/pictures and things like that…it’s always just been reacting, reacting, reacting, reacting, and then from that reaction going into polarity energies, from polarity energies activating other characters and personalities, and they charge up a certain energy, and then they again in turn activate other characters and personalities, and then from there we jump again, and oh my god! – as how our existence has been within the mind, absolute madness and mayhem.

So, from reactive responses to self respons(E)-ability one now stand in that process of writing, self-forgiveness, and commitments, to establish that ability, that change of/as ‘who I am’, to be able to respond as direct, as change the self as all the characters and personalities that one have accepted and allowed to become, and so self-responsibility becomes a key to actual real self-change.

To realize, for those that has already been walking writing, self-forgiveness and commitments and actually already established this self respons(E)-ability, and how your process will eventually expand when your ‘self’ expands, in terms of:

First it becomes self-responsibility for the self that we’ve become as all the characters and personalities.

Then, one’s process evolve into standing equal and one with the physical, then it’s the physical self and the respons(E)-ability, the ability to respond to your physical as yourself as directing, changing and moving actual physical dimensions.
Then the process emerge more with the self then expanding to humanity and this physical existence, and then the ability to respond to self as humanity as this physical existence and what that would mean, in terms of the ability to respond to the self to take responsibility, to direct, to change, to move into and as the living principle that we stand as, as what is best for all.

Thank you very much.