The Sound within the Energy-Body of a Child – Part 1: DAY 104

The Sound within the Energy-Body of a Child – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness): DAY 104

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(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 4 (Self-Forgiveness)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – continued

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing with more detail regarding how Friend A, from the one energy-experience of ‘Love’ that formed the primary energy-experience alignment/activation within their Conservative-Character within the want, need and desire for/of relationship: created/manifested an entire emotional/feeling body-system that would come to define herself/her experience of herself as this Character.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, Energy and Substance, the Mind and the Physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood the processes involved in creating/manifesting the personalized emotions/feeling I experience within and as the Main/Primary Characters in my Mind, with for example continuing with Friend A:

Emotional/Feeling Body Construction: Where, the first instance of the activation of the Conservative-Character Personality Body/Suit within and through the micro-chip memory, where her primary/main connection to that Memory exist within an energy-experience of and as ‘love’. With the energy-experience of ‘love’ activating from/of her parents’ minds/memories/characters within herself, where this moment – with connecting her mind-beingness-physical relationship to the memory of her mother and father in an external display of relationship, activating the overwhelming energy-experience of love: is the instance/moment where a child from their external and internal reality; manifest the generational-loop as the child will in that moment: create, design and manifest her mind and so her living equal-to and one-with her parents, in essentially re-walking the life of her mother as she’s come to align one of her Main Characters/personalities to/towards her mother, within who she is within herself and so also her relationships which within that: define her life.

Now, with the Main/Primary Conservative Character’s emotional/feeling body being aligned with its Primary energy-experience of ‘love’ as the first energy-experience that will be filled within the positive-energy ball of the emotional/feeling body of the Conservative-Character’s personalized Mind. With this energy experience manifesting a lining within and throughout the body-suit/mini mind-system of the Conservative-Character: Friend A will from here continue developing/evolving the Conservative-Character’s personalized emotions/feelings, as experiences/reaction that belong specifically to only the Conservative Character, that will be experienced within particular frequencies/definitions within, and within particular situations/contexts/relationships without. So, with the ‘love’ energy-experience manifesting as the first lining within the entire personality body-suit/mini-mind of the Conservative-Character – as Friend A’s initial purpose/intention of manifesting a relationship with a prospective partner in the Future: this energy-experience initially becomes ‘unconscious’, as it’s the first energy-experience alignment that forms the first ‘Energy-layer’ within the personality-suit; so also with the Memory – the memory will initially become unconscious, as it’s the first memory that will be aligned within the Unconscious-Mind of the Conservative Character’s Mind. As, the more and more energies and memories Fiend A accumulate from/of the initial memory/experience: the initial energy experience and memory will become layered with more and more and more energy-experiences and memories to the extent where: the being will thus not remember, why/how it is she has particular friendships and particular preferences to/towards males, why and how it is she behaves, thinks, speaks and experience herself to/towards friends/partners the way she does – as the Mind layers and stores information in dimensions from the Unconscious, to the Subconscious and Conscious Mind as it build, construct and create its Characters through memories and energy-experiences the being eventually comes to believe is ‘who they are’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the existence of this positive-energy experience of ‘love’ that Friend A became overwhelmed with from/of mostly unfulfilled memories, fantasies and experiences of and as both her parents’ Minds within herself in relation to their desire/positive-energy experience definition/connection to/towards relationships.

Where, for the Mind – it does not define energy within the context of ‘positive and negative’, the knowledge and information definition within our Minds in the experience of ‘positive and negative’ is/has become existent in the evolution of Consciousness to define the energies / the velocity/extent/amount of energies it accumulates in its mind-physical relationship to align the human being into/towards the ‘positive energy’, that is really simply an ACCUMULATION of energy within the Mind in its relationship to the physical. And so consciousness would within the knowledge and information definition of energy as ‘positive/good and negative/bad’ maintain more easy/simple control in directing the human’s attention to the positive/good energy – whether it is created from actual physical-events/internal mind-fantasies; to within that ensure control of the accumulation of energy in the Mind for its survival.

And, so why/how at this stage – most human beings’ positive-energy experiences now come from internal Mind fantasies/delusions, because the reality of this world/the physical is deteriorating at such a rapid pace, where only a minority can fulfil a positive energy experience in their mind and physical with their relationship with money; and in this process – destroying the rest of the world. And so the rest of the world is conditioned to mostly getting the positive energy experience through fantasizing in their minds; as we as humanity have limited our living to the confines of our Mind. And so with Friend A – most of her parents’ positive-energy experiences had been confined to their Minds in their fantasies to/towards relationships, as the Mind develop a myriad of ways, means and methods to lure the being into the Mind to develop positive-energy experiences within their Mind-Physical existence. Because the world is not presenting the necessary resources for human beings to create their world into a positive-energy experience, so our Minds are filled with various fantasies to get/have/obtain a positive-energy experience body, so that the Mind can survive. And thus, why/how Friend A will be overwhelmed with positive-energy experience, as all that the parents fantasized about in their relationship to sex/relationships in their Minds as the extents/extremes the Mind took them in their own Minds to initiate/create the needed positive-energy experience for its continued Survival.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the extent to which individual human beings are so preoccupied with the positive-energy experience in fantasies within the secrets of our Minds, spending so much time on just experiencing the positive – and how much of this time/resources in our mind-physical existence is wasted, ruined/destroyed to have a positive-energy experience only confined to our Minds, instead of aligning ourselves/our living in equality and oneness with the physical/this physical existence to ensure/secure that each one, equally as one has a life on this Earth/in this World – that is not dependent on an positive energy experience, but is a physical, visible reality.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood; how:

As Friend A from childhood develop a ‘close relationship’ with her Mother, with this ‘close relationship’ being her ‘Conservative Character under construction’-attraction to/towards the Mother’s conservative character to in that ‘closeness’ / ‘attraction’ imitate/copy the Mother’s conservative-character in as much detail as possible. Which within this brings to question the entire ‘being close to someone’-paradigm, because the ‘reality’ of closeness is literally standing right next to each other and/or obviously within and during sex, but mostly: closeness has become an energy experience/projection in the mind based-on FEELING, with the actual reality of ‘feeling close to someone/attraction’ is/has the particular intention/purpose within/behind it that is actually existent within self-interest. Even from childhood, as the only reason Friend A is attracted/close to the Mother is for Consciousness/Mind to in as much detail/specificity as possible – imitate/copy the Conservative Character for the purpose / pursuit of happiness of relationship, and so – the closeness/attraction is in no way in relation to who the mother is within her entirety as a being, but in fact everything to do with the child in the process of their own intentions/purposes of desire. And so, in this ‘close’-relationship, the child/Friend A will also – together with the Behaviour-Sculpting, commence with the processes of the Emotional/Feeling Body construction that manifest where, for example:

Friend A is having supper with her Mother and Father, and Friend A observes the presence/nature of the Mother as she in a soft/soothing/gentle voice speaks to her Father, and caresses his arm with her hand, sitting cross-legged leaning slightly towards him. This is one of the first instances that Friend A had seen such an physical display expressed through the mother’s voice and body, especially the voice. Where in and from the mother’s voice: Friend A could experience the energy of gentleness, care and affection together with this physical-display of these/such energies as presented/expressed to/towards the Father. What especially caught Friend A/Consciousness’s attention is the SOUND of the mother’s voice, but the sound was in fact the EXPERIENCE of the energy within and as the words from and of the Mind of the Mother within her Physical that was essentially voicing/speaking energy/mind within and through the Physical.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand, that what is not seen, realised and understood, is that our Words have become the words of energy-experiences/mind as knowledge and information definitions that we have from the Mind, the energy experiences and knowledge and information definitions of the words, come to physically-manifest/live-out. Where, our words have become containers of energy that is sounded/voiced through the physical and embodied within and through the physical in our mind-physical existence. Where – even within the words we speak as energy and physically move as energy within our physical-bodies, not 100% of the truth of the words/energy and physicality of who we are within the words is physically expressed; as the actual intentions/secrets/definitions of words, the energy and definitions within them, is existent within and as the Secrets of the Mind. Where, Friend A, for example – may have experienced the 1% of the energy of care/affection coming from the sound/energy experience of the words that moved her mother’s physical-body to/towards her father in the way that she did; but the 99% within/behind the energy and physical display of the words is/was existent within the Mother’s secret mind as the reasons/why’s/intentions of such an action to/towards the Father.

We’ll in the next post continue with the commitment statements of the self forgiveness we have walked in this post, and then from there continue with how Friend A will imprint the feelings/emotions of care/gentleness/affection as what she will equally as one display in her words/physical as the 1% of who she will be as such energy experiences, and how she will create/manifest in her secret Mind the 99% intentions/purposes of ‘who she is’ in/as such energy experiences of care, gentleness / affection. In this, seeing, realising and understanding how we use words, and who we are within them and how we live them through the physical – to serve our own interests and how even our words and our behaviour within them, is in no way and has no relationship to anything/anyone else, but serving our own wants, needs and desires.