Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 1: DAY 102

Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness): DAY 102

 Featured Artwork: Agnieszka Dine

Words/quotes by Bernard Poolman: Did You Know?

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

Friendship-Suspicion Character – Part Twelve

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

Now that we have walked the two primary methods of how we Sculpt Behaviour for and of Characters in our Minds we within and throughout our lives come to physically embody/live-out, and tweak/change/alter as we become exposed to society/the World-System – we’re now continuing with how we from childhood develop, create and manifest our Character’s emotional/feeling body, as well as thought-patterns and internal conversations with walking the example of Friend A that is in the process of creating her ‘Conservative Character’, that was initiated from One Micro-Chip Memory in seeing her Mother in relationship to her Father that becomes the One Memory that will define who she is within herself in relation to relationships and so eventually her relationship to Friends and future/prospective partners.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood the internal mind-processes/mechanics involved with creating/programming and manifesting my emotional/feeling reactions/experiences within and as particular/specific Characters within my Mind. Where, with continuing walking the example of Friend A:

With each Primary Character, consisting of a micro-chip memory that activate an entire internal ‘body/personality suit’ with its own personalized compartments for/of a conscious, subconscious and unconscious-mind, to organize/categorize the particular Character’s thought-patterns in its Conscious-Mind, internal conversations/backchat in its Subconscious Mind and its Unconscious Mind as the accumulated data/memories with specific reference to the Character of the body/personality suit that will be used as the building-blocks/schematic to emerge as the roots for/of this Character within and as this body/personality suit/Main Character. And so, from here – within and from the Memory-references within, and physical-reality references without, will align the entire personality/body-suit with behavioural-systems/-imitations copied from internal and external resources/sources that will define the Character’s living in and with the Physical-Body.

With walking the creation/manifestation/substantiation of the Character’s personalized emotional/feeling body, the emotional/feeling body platform within a personality suit/body - consist of/exist as a structural design of three primary circular formations/balls that’s initially ‘empty’ and structured in a triangular position. With the centre ball manifested in the centre of the body right below the diaphragm which holds ‘neutral energy’, the ball to the bottom left positioned parallel to/in front of the left kidney holds the ‘positive-energy’ and the ball to the bottom right positioned parallel to/in front of the right kidney holds the ‘negative energy’.

Thus, initially – this emotional/feeling body is ‘empty’, but when/as the Micro-Chip memory is positioned within a personality-suit/body that activate, with and as the being within their mind-physical relationship/existence manifesting the decision of who they are/will be/become: Consciousness from the Main Mind Consciousness System platform – will transfer from its entire Mind-Physical connections/relationships/roots within the physical-body, pure-energy into and as the emotional/feeling body of the personality-suit/body as ‘mini mind system’, that essentially fill the three balls with pure energy. That will become neutrally, positively, and negatively charged as the lining on the inside of the balls is aligned with frequency-programmes that will, as pure energy enter the balls, will neutrally, positively and negatively charge the pure energy within the balls, respectively.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, see, realise and understand what must be understood here, before continuing with the activation of the emotional/feeling body of the specific Personality suit/body with the transfer of pure energy: is the one energy-experience that will come to define this Conservative-Character of and as Friend A. Which starts in/as the moment Friend A was seeing her mother with her father in the external display of relationship where she made her decision of being/becoming the definition of that memory within and as a particular-specific energy experience; for example: that moment of seeing the Relationship evoked an energy-reaction/experience of ‘Love’ within her mind-physical-beingness existence. This ‘love reaction’/experience coming from memories within her Main Mind Consciousness System’s Unconscious-Mind from/of her parents’ transferred memories. But, this energy-reaction was so overwhelming, because – the moment that present-moment manifested into/onto her glass-window pane within her Unconscious/Physical-Mind: this activated memories within and from/of both parents’ Minds regarding their reactions/experiences to such displays of relationships within and throughout their lives.

And, as we continue within and as this process of Character-creation, one will see, realise and understand why/how it is that the points of relationships, sex and money is/has become the primary points we from childhood used to create/construct/manifest our primary/main characters from/of within specific wants, needs and desires and energy-experiences attached to them. As what we inherited from our parents’ minds as hidden/secret desires, wants and needs charged with so much energy in their minds that they couldn’t live-out in reality/the physical that is then transferred into the child which the child will then again attempt/try to physically live-out/embody within their lifetime. All of which was mostly/prominently in relation to relationships, sex and money as these fields are the primary points within and as which the Mind evolves itself/its characters in its relationship to physicality/substance; and so why/how these three primary points becomes human beings’ mind-possessions within and throughout our lives.

And so – with this point of relationship, for example being so charged in both parents’ Minds within and throughout their lives, now transferred into the child; literally all of the parents’ experiences to such instances of relationships accumulate/activate in the child which overwhelm the child in the physical/substantiate the child in the physical with and as the experience of ‘love’ – a more ‘intense love’ than what the child experience in their relationship to their parents, for example. But, what must be noted here is that this ‘love experience’ is attached as an ENERGY to PICTURES/Memories. And so, love within human beings is essentially limited to mental pictures/images that everyone throughout their lives attempt/try to materialize/manifest in the physical, wasting our lives trying to animate an illusion. Thus, with Friend A being overwhelmed with this energy-experience and seeing her parents in their external display/presentation of relationship, Friend A within her mind-physical-beingness existence attribute this reaction to what they’re physically seeing as an epiphany/sign of “this is what I want/how I want to be when I grow up”. And so in that moment the memory of her parents and the overwhelming charge of energy experience as ‘love’ is charged within the memory itself as the connection of the beingness as energy to the memory as the relationship self thus form of self’s ‘love experience’ to a memory that self will attempt/try to animate within and throughout one’s life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood, thus – with the Micro-Chip Memory being connected to our beingness, within our mind-physical existence, with and as the energy-experience of and as ‘love’: the moment the Micro-Chip memory centres itself and activated the personality suit/body, the ‘love experience energy’ will form a lining within and as the entire personality-suit/body of and as the Conservative-Character as the primary energy-experience that initiated the activation of the Conservative-Character, as the primary energy experience that defines the want, need and desire of the being for/of relationship, and the one primary energy experience that will drive/motivate the Conservative-Character’s existence, in developing the conservative-character, in establishing relationships that secure the conservative character to so ensure the eventual alignment of the Character’s relationship to a partner to so materialize/manifest that memory into reality later in life.

And so, with the Character’s personality/body-suit being aligned with the love energy-experience within and as and from the Memory – so, one can thus for example see one’s beingness merged with the energy experience of love, connected to the micro-chip memory within a personality suit/body within the Mind; with the energy experience lined within and as the body/suit and primarily situated within the positive-energy ball of and as the emotional/feeling body of this Character’s personality body/suit that is in the process of programming/creation. And so, the first feeling experience is activated.

Within this, the child may/may not initially be aware that it is in fact “love” that they are initially experiencing, the only reference they have is the experience of this energy and how this energy felt for their Mind – which was ‘positive’. That, thus – it was/is never in fact ourselves ‘feeling’ with and as our beingness/physical body, but what does feel as its relationship to the various / primary frequencies of energy is in fact the MIND, what the mind likes/dislikes. As obviously the mind likes the positive energy experience as this means MORE energy; and the Mind – as one will see in processes to come, the Mind establish most of its energies from and of our primary definitions/relationships to/as relationships, sex and money. Which is all that our lives have come to consist of/exist as, which is why/how this world / humanity is in the state/condition it is in at this stage; because we’re all possessed within energy experience to relationships/sex and/or money as survival; instead of committing ourselves/our living to a purpose more than serving our personal wants, needs and desires – such as standing up/living to the contribution of this world/reality/humanity within an equal and one starting point of and as what’s best for all.

We’ll continue in the next post with commitment statements of the self-forgiveness statements we have walked today and so continue the process of how we created, automatically accepted and allowed energy-experiences/reactions within our mind-beingness-physical existence, not ever questioning whether it is in act ourselves in our beingness/physical that feel/express/experience…when it is/always has been in fact more the Mind experiencing itself, than us ever having discovered what it really means to express/feel in the equality and oneness with our beingness and so our physical.