Creating the Future, from the Past in the Present: DAY 250
TIME
Character/Personality – continued
The
FORCE - continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but
is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality
we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness.
Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY
1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no
context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt
with in detail in previous posts.)
In and from this Post, we’re continuing with the FEAR
Dimension writing, self-forgiveness
and self-corrective application.
FEAR Dimension:
Writing (Continued)
So, within the FEAR Dimension in relationship to Time – one
can investigate, what it is about Time-itself that self created/manifested a
Fear Relationship to/towards, either ‘in the Present’ – existing in Fear of the
Past and/or Fear of the Future. So, what this indicate/reveal/expose – is that:
we exist as FEAR in/as Time in the Present, as we reflect on the Past and
Project into and as the Future. Also, within this – we stand divided in/as the
Present, as we can exist both in/as the polarities of the Positive and the
Negative, as the Fear of the Past and Hope of the Future. So, one can also
exist in a ‘Positive Experience’ in relationship to Time, and this is a
Dimension that we will investigate once we walked from the Primary Platform of
the Time Personality System, which has an Origin from a memory/past experience
existent within and as the Negative Energy Experience. As we have
explained/walked within the Blog – where, in the Beginning of our existence,
our origin came from a Friction/Conflict relationship of Fear
and Separation that created/manifested ENERGY. So, ‘pure Energy’s’ Source – is
in fact ‘Negative’.
So, with regards to 2012 – the FEAR Dimension would be more
Unconscious, regarding how the prospect/promise of 2012, doomsday, for Many is
a ‘positive and a negative experience’, but in fact originate from/of a
Negative Energy Experience, as the prospect/promise of abdicating
Responsibility to what ‘life on earth’ has become within and as this Existence.
And, what will become more clear as we continue within this Blog, walking
Personalities/Characters, is the extent to which we in fact hide the Truth of
ourselves as the Evil,
as the Negative/Bad/Dark with and as the Positive/Good/Light/Love. As with for
example 2012 – Consciously, human beings experience the prospect/promise of a
better version of self/life, but where that positive energy
experience/imagination come from, is in fact the Negative Unconscious of the
Prospect/Promise of not having to take responsibility for/face/deal with/change
what ‘life on earth’ is/has become and the consequence within and as it.
More of these Dynamics within Personality/Character Systems
regarding the relationships between the Negative and Positive is walked in more
detail within the Quantum Mind
Interview Series available on EQAFE.
To also note within
this, as we have explained in the Personality/Character Process, that one may
not always immediately find the origin/source Memory relationship to Fear
within a Character/Personality, and so not necessary to initially walk this
Dimension. One will become more aware of Personality/Character Systems’
construct, the more one become aware of Self as the Mind within and as the
Dimensions of the Conscious, Subconscious, Unconscious and Quantum Mind.
Let’s walk some Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments to
open up this Point of TIME
and Fear within and as the multi-dimensions, in and as which we can exist in
our relationship to Time, to from FEAR of/as Time – stand HERE as/with Time:
FEAR Dimension:
Self Forgiveness
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to for a moment stop, to for a moment breathe, within and as my life-existence
and actually consider looking at my relationship
to TIME and the extent to which I can accept and allow myself to become
possessed in my Mind with my relationship to time in/as all sorts of emotions
as derivatives of Fear as anxiousness, stress, worry – because, it has become
so much part of my life, from childhood, that it’s simply seen to be “normal”
to have such a relationship to Time in my Mind. Where, for most part
within/during my Day – especially with my Survival/Money and interrelationships
being dependent on it, I am in a constant/continuous observation-participation
relationship to Time, analysing the past, anticipating the future while in the
present, not actually being HERE in the moment with what I’m doing as I’m
time-travelling in my Mind within/as the Past and/or the Future.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand the Nature
of Fear-itself as how it exist within the Mind/Consciousness – where, each
Human Being have been Preprogrammed/reincarnated with and as a base-platform of
Emotional/Feeling Bodies, and then according to the Preprogrammed life-design,
the Family, the Parent’s Minds transferred into one’s Mind and Body, the
Culture, the environment, the relationships: Personality/Character Systems will
form that will “personalize” Fear / the ‘Pure Energy’ of Fear itself to
substantiate, define and animate ‘who we are’ in/as our relationship to
FEAR-itself. And so, why/how – one can have so many different FEARS existent
in/as the Mind, as it’s dependent on ‘who one is’ as the Mind/Consciousness,
memories of past experiences, influences/stimuli from/of one’s external
environment and the people within it, as the extent to which we have more
created/programmed/constructed who we are within and throughout our lives,
within and as the starting point of REACTION. Which is why humanity is so
conditioned to always only REACT to things, and never commonsensically come up
with sustainable, standing Solutions
that stand within and as the principle of/as what’s Best for All. Because we
have accepted and allowed this context of Self-Interest – ‘our own Fears’,
to dominate what is/would be best for all, and so in/as our starting point
existence as the Self Interest of Fears and protecting/defending ourselves
from/of our Fears – actually created/manifested an Existence of Fear.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how – I have accepted and allowed myself to
separate me from myself, my own process of emergence, programming, becoming,
construction of ‘who I am’ – that I haven’t even seen, realised and understood,
for example how the relationship to Fear in the Mind develop within and as
Personality/Character Systems, where from an Energy – I would come to
determine, define, live out and behave ‘who I am’. As with, for example time –
with being imprinted with Fear in relation to time, how many memories
accumulate from Parents/Peers in their relationship to time within anxiety,
stress, worry, concern that would simply, habitually, become part of me, my
Mind, my behaviour and relationship to Time – and eventually to the extent of
never even questioning it, but always accepting and allowing a relationship to
Time, with Time having more power over/of
me in/as my Mind within and as my reactive relationship to/as Time itself. That
furthermore, within and as my accepted and allowed relationship of separation to
my own Mind, my own Physical Body – that I would not even see, realise and
understand how the “Time Machine” of the Mind/Consciousness dominate,
influence, direct who/how I am as I “time travel” in/as the past, present and
future within and as the
Mind’s Imagination within and as energy-polarities of Negative and Positive
Energy, balancing out the equations between Negative and Positive within/as
fear/consequence of the past and/or future with and as prospect/promise. With
the Positive as prospect/promise of the Future, created from the Negative of
the Past as the struggles, strife’s and burdens of the past. But, interestingly
enough in this – that we would never investigate/introspect our
direct-Responsibility to how we created the conditions/experiences in our lives
as consequence/negative in the past and in the present, but only always in the Mind’s
imagination hope for the prospect/promise of/as a Positive Future.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand this TIME personality/character system’s
relationship to 2012 where, it exemplifies this dimension of us hoping/wishing
for/as the prospect/promise of/as a better future/version of ourselves, that
actually originate from/of the stark reality consequence that we face in/as our
Minds, our personal worlds and humanity/this
physical existence as a whole, where the Fear of the Past, the Present – is
creating/manifesting the Hope for/as the Future. In this then, as well – as
mentioned above, that: it’s interesting we would not
investigate/introspect/trace how we individually and collectively accepted,
allowed and participated in/as what life on earth has become, but instead –
each individual human being is driven/motivated by/through the Self-Interest
of/as their Own Minds, instead of reflecting/learning from consequence and
changing the Future to Responsibility, because we’re caught in the Present as
FEAR reflecting in the past as FEAR and then projecting into the Future as HOPE
– never actually HERE, in and as the Physical, to see what we’ve done HERE –
where we came from, where we’re going and then to simultaneously within this:
actually come up with SOLUTIONS, preventions to ensure we don’t recreate the
same past/consequence/fears in the Present for the Future.
And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see, realise and understand that – as long as I accept and allow
myself to exist in/as a Negative to/towards the past, as long as I accept and
allow myself to exist in ignorance with How Exactly I have directly/indirectly
participated in creating/manifesting the consequence of my life and so all’s
life within and as this physical existence from/of the past as to how my Mind,
my Life and all’s life in/as this Physical Existence is here at the moment:
Nothing will change – as all that we’ll continue doing is what the 2012,
doomsday / end times scenario is illustrating in/as our relationship to Time at
the moment: recreating the Future from the Past in/as the Present – because the
Factor that has never equated in the equation of what created the consequence
we now exist as, as life on earth – is the Extent of Responsibility of/as us human’s relationship to our own
minds, bodies and the rest of this Physical Existence as a whole.
And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see, realise and understand that – to in fact CHANGE the future, and
to not only exist in/as the delusions of Imagination of Energy in/as the Mind
as Consciousness in/as the Polarity of Hope, derived from and of its Opposite
as Fear of/as the Past, that we’re constantly, continuously so creating the
Future, in the Present from the Past – to CHANGE the future, we
have to change ‘who we are, how we are and what we live’ in the Present, the
Here. And the only way to Free ourselves from the Past, Present Future Dynamic
as we exist in/as the ‘Time Machine” of the Mind – is to walk the Time of/as
the Physical as BREATH – take responsibility for our past, investigate it,
introspect it, both in our personal worlds and humanity as a whole, to change
who/how/what we are/live in the here, the moment, the breath and to then so,
change our Future as we actually LEARNED from the past to Change/Prevent the
same mistakes/consequences. In this relationship, we then in fact use TIME
practically – to bring about a World that is Best for All, in/as equality and
oneness.
We’ll continue with the Self Forgiveness and Self Commitment
Statements in the Next Post
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